You may fall sometimes, but you're never fallen.
Sunday, February 24, 2013 1:00 am
GARY


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HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
 
GARY OPPA! :)
 
SARANGHAEYO! :D


Saturday, February 23, 2013 9:05 pm
questions


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What happened to our promise of being content with whatever we have?
What happened to our promise of never leaving each other alone?
What happened to our promise of being there for each other?


Friday, February 22, 2013 11:00 pm
feelings


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Really heart warming to receive messages from people who mean a lot to you.

Although we have our own lives and commitments,
I'm happy that they're always there to cheer me on.
Random messages make my days so much better than it is.

I had a very bad day.
From the very fact that its not a day of celebration, to the test I sat for.
The day, was just so bad that I wanted to sleep it away.

I'm tired from the much dreaded week in school.
And next week's not gonna get any better.
I need to work harder than ever so that I can improve on my results and all.




I may not be all rich because I'm not working and such,
but Prada, LV and Muimui are not gonna make you happy your whole life.
If that's what you're searching for, then I guess I should really take a step back
and stop interfering in your life.
Thanks for making me realise how I've been stupid in holding onto our friendship,
which in all honesty, means the world to me.
Thank you for being like the rest, and walking out on me,
just because I cannot afford the riches in life.


12:50 am
5th


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5 years has passed in a flash.

"How are you?
Are you doing well?
Are you happy at where you are?"

There's so much I want to know, so much that I want to ask,
but there's no chance, at all.

Every year, on this day, I sit and wonder,
"Where are you?
When can I see you again?
Do you still think of me like I do?"

Everyday I wonder,
"Have you eaten?
Are you feeling cold?
Do you miss me like I miss you?"

But all I am left with, is the silence of the night.
A time for me to ponder, to wonder, to listen to the silence.

I miss you, can you hear me?
I hope you're doing well wherever you are.
Awaiting your return, x


Thursday, February 21, 2013 8:00 am
Linus


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HAPPY 21st LINUS! :)
 
 
Thank you for being such a great friend
and taking me to place to eat good food every now and then. :)
 
For driving me around and getting me to place when we meet,
and for all the treats instead of making me pay. :)
 
Thank you for always being the gentleman. :)
 
You're finally 21, legal and happy.
Loaded with responsibilities, yet we'll all get by. :)
 
I hope you enjoy this wonderful day. :)
May your days be filled with endless joy and happiness! :)
 
Thank you for always accompanying me during tuition lessons,
although you eventually left me all alone for months. :P
 
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR! :)


Monday, February 18, 2013 12:00 am
CHANGMIN


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HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
 
 
CHANGMIN OPPA! :D
 
 
SARANGHAEYO! :)


Saturday, February 16, 2013 12:00 am
ERIC


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HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
 
 
ERIC OPPA! :)
 
 
SARANGHEYO! :D



Thursday, February 14, 2013 12:00 am
Balqis


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HAPPY 21st BALQIS! :)
 
 
And another year past in a flash.
I remember celebrating your birthday like it was yesterday.
Happy happy birthday Love! :)
 
I still remember the first time we met and the first thing I said to you.
"can you finish your food?"
It was epic, and you must have been caught off guard thinking,
"why is this girl so weird?"
But that's okay, cause we got to know each other so much better than before.
 
In the few  years that we've spent together and interacted,
I'm thankful that you've walked with me through my toughest times.
Words cannot describe how grateful I am towards you,
for never giving up on me, and telling me to hold on no matter how things were.
 
The problem solver, the creative one, the capable one,
the one that I can count on no matter what happens. :)
Thank you for being there with me and for me through it all.
For standing by me in times of need and for cheering me on.
 
You're one of the many blessings that God has showered upon me,
especially during my time in MI. :)
 
And as we go on through life, let's continue to cheer each other on,
and be there for each other just like old times. :)
 
On this special day, I wish you nothing but success and happiness in life.
And should you need me for no matter what reasons,
I'll come running, no matter the distance and time. :)
 
x,



Thursday, February 07, 2013 12:00 am
LEEJOON


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HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
 
 
JOONIE OPPA! :D
 
 
SARANGHAEYO! :)


Wednesday, February 06, 2013 12:00 am
Fazila


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HAPPY 21st FAZILA! :)
 
 

Happy happy birthday Dearie! :)
From your 17th to 21st, we've spent each year celebrating our birthdays.
I'm so thankful to have someone like you in my life,
despite the times when we weren't on good terms and such.
 
Although we may not agree with each other over every single thing in life,
I'm still glad that I have you to count on when I am in need of someone.
 
On both good and bad days, you never fail to make me smile with the things you say.
Even if things  don't seem to make sense, talking to you always makes me smile.
Maybe its because we're no longer able to spend as much time together as we were before,
but your constant encouragement has helped me a lot on my journey through uni.
 
And there's never a day that I don't thank God, for having you around.
Thank you for everything that you've done for me,
making me a much positive person than I was before. :)
 
Even if we have our differences and even if we don't really have time for each other,
remember that I'm always here like before,
to be that listening ear that you can confide in no matter the place and time.
 
I love you Dearie! :)
It's your day, so be merry! :)
 
 
x,


Monday, February 04, 2013 11:19 pm
birthday


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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :D
 
 
Today, I was made the happiest kid in the universe. :)
Thank you to everyone who made it possible, in many and small ways.
I really appreciate the thought that went into everything.
I'm not only honoured but also blest to have people who are constantly there for me.
 
On this special day, I thank God, for enabling me to reach this far in my life.
Life may not have been the best thing for me and I might have cursed and sworn a lot in my bid to survive,
but God has never failed to provide for me a safe haven.
 
I wanna thank my family who threw a mini birthday celebration for me yesterday.
You might think its a small and insignificant party,
but it meant the world to me.
Not because I had my favourite steak,
but because I'm blest to have my family around despite the heartbreaks.
 
Friends have always been a cornerstone in my life.
And everyday, I thank God for giving me these special people,
that act as my gurdian angel,
praying and making sure that I'm okay.
 
Thank you to those who stayed up late just to wish me,
thank you to those who knew that it was my birthday.
Thank you to those who wished me through every means.
I truly am grateful for everything that is done.
 
I may not be the bestest of friends,
but I'm glad that I always have people that I am about to count on.
 
Thank you for being the first to wish me, Shafik. :)
Thank you for staying up to wish me, Sunshine. :)
Thank you for the text all the way from Indonesia, James. :)
Thank you for the text all the way from Spain, Voda! :)
Thank you for coming all the way to my house, Jenn. :)
Thank you for all the encouraging words, Hillary. :)
 
Thank you to #FantasticFour who has made JC life so much more bearable.
Thank you Cupcake, for wishing me before jumping back to sleep.
Thank you #PMS, for being such precious people that I cannot survive uni life without.
Thank you Bestie, for always being there with me and for me throughout the years.
A big thank you to my family for loving me throughout my days.
 
What would my life be without these people? :)
Thank you Jesus! :)
 
I appreciate every gesture.
And today, I am happy, genuinely happy. :)
 Thank you all, who made it possible. :)

THANK YOU EVERYONE!



12:15 am
truth


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I wish I meant a little more to you.




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