You may fall sometimes, but you're never fallen.
Sunday, July 20, 2014 12:08 am
Truth


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The problem we had, was evident. It was so glaring and jarring, but I decided to look pass it, to give it a chance, to take the plunge when I wasn't ready for anything. And here I am, regretting every decision that I've made.
 
They said time would heal all wounds, that things would get better with time, that it's possible to look pass differences, that it's easy to compromise, that we can go on with life without looking back.
 
I've tried, very hard in fact, but to no avail. Time didn't heal the wounds that were inflicted on me, things didn't get better at all, the differences were so jarring and obvious, it's never easy trying to compromise and the past has established the foundations that are impossible for us to destroy with time.
 
I'm sorry, I really am. For being the person I am. For being so cold and uncaring towards you, for not being there for you but others, for not being concerned about your feelings, for lending everyone but you a listening ear, for always placing others before you, for giving up when I should have made an effort to fight for it.
 
 
Our biggest problem was holding onto the past that would never return. Maybe you've remained the same throughout time and I've changed within such a short span. And I'm sorry. For turning a blind eye towards you when you were eagerly waiting for my response, for ditching you for school because it's more important than you, for never wanting to meet you because I'm sick of hearing the same old thing over and over again for the past few months and years. I'm sorry that the memories that we once held onto so dearly has become something that has faded with all the same talk day in and out.
 
I'm sorry for giving up, I'm sorry for letting go of whatever we've tried to build, I'm sorry for never reaching out to you, I'm sorry for always letting you take the back seat, I'm sorry, I really am.
 
In all honesty, we knew the end of the road was coming. We just refused to admit it, refused to be the one taking the first step, refused to accept the truth that has been ever so evident.
 
And since I've taken the first step, since the world would deem me as the worse person in existence, I'll take every blame and insult that comes my way because it's life. And because it's life, I would accept the pain that it brings.
 
Thank you for the time we've spent together. It might not have been the best memory, it would have been better if we didn't this step. But thank you, for making me realise what I truly want in my life.
 
We'll never be friends ever again, but I wish you the best that life has to offer you. Thanks for the memories.
 
 
 
"The truth is, I've known for longer than I care to admit that we were not meant to be, but I thought with time that feeling would change, and now I know that you can't change someone into the one you're supposed to be with even with all the wishing in the world." - Chelsea Forbes Terry

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Monday, July 14, 2014 11:29 pm
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listen, ♥
I know this might sound like an excuse to rid myself of the guilt that I feel. This might sound like a justification of how things are not working out and how I'm done with everything that stands between you and me. And I'm sorry that things turned out this way. I'm not going to feel bad or sorry anymore because, in all honesty, it takes two hands to clap. I'm also sick and tired of putting a front when we all know where this is going.
 
So good bye, and thanks for the memories.
I won't miss you, neither would I wish you were here.
(Because I never did and you were never there.)
 
 
Maybe they were right to say that some things don't last forever.
What is love? I've yet to decipher that but it doesn't really matter to me any longer.
Time will tell, things will work out and everything will fall in place eventually.
I'm not going to hide any longer, I'm not going to avoid the topic because it's not worth it.
Let's get this over and done with.
 
 
Why relationship in your 20s don't last:
 
1. Career Paths
"If you can support each other in your different endeavours, more power to you."
 
2. Distance
"Evolving at different rates can cause a lot of issues within a relationship that may ultimately lead to its demise."
 
3. Constant Change
"As you further immerse yourself in the 'real world', you will be exposed to situations you never experienced before."
 
4. Outgrowing Each Other
"As you mature, the person you once thought you loved may change."
 
5. Independence
"Do not compromise your beliefs for another person. At the end of the day, the only person you can count on, is yourself. So use this time to learn how to survive on your own."
 
- Ashley Fern

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Friday, July 11, 2014 10:41 pm
#relatable


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"Because people change their minds, and months and miles rip away comfort and certainty and leave doubt in their place." - Jennifer Lioy

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