Met up wid Joelle, Joanna & Zarifah at white sands at ard 4pm+ -
& headed to meet Collin at supermarket to buy bbq stuffs uhs ;
total amount was ard 110bucks if i rmbed it correctly .
bought it to our chalet ~ Aloha Bungalow ! weeee !
a big house, wid living rm, kitchen & 4 bed rooms ~
we the 4 gals, cleaned up the kitchen & start preparing food tgt ;
zarifah has potential to become a good mother & wifey !
set-up the fire & started to bbq the food ~
& ard 8pm+ , the rest joined us, including grace ` our faci !
she bought her daughter along too !
& collin bought his son & daugher roo !
they're so adorable can ! esp Chloe ! lovelove her .

Bbq-ed, mi & joelle with the disturbings craps =x
phototakings & blast music & etc wid the rest .
& aft bbq, some of them left, leaving the 4 of us (Me, Joanna, Ben & Chris) -
played few rounds of 'Zhong Ji Mi Ma' & cleared some of the food .
watched them repair Ben's car for quite some time -
& carried on to our karaoke session! =D
we got ourselves kinda high , with no drinkings duhs =x
whackings, crappings, disturbings & all sorts of nonsense uhs ~
such as pulling ears & kickings & more more more =x
the process was indeed fun & funny uhs =)
a memorable chalet yeps -
enjoyable =D

All Photos uploaded at FACEBOOK ! =D

it helped me to erase my burdens for the time being =)

I wonder ..
if there's any more such opportunities to gather again yeps .

Things are really turning from bad to worse .
seriously i dono wad can I do to salvage everything ..
it's really upsetting .
it's so screwed up -
is tis my fate ?
I dun believe & i want to change my fate ;
but it is not under my control at all..

I couldnt even hold back my tears ;
but I am still trying to be brave ..