Have a wonderful christmas everyone!

Merry Christmas!! May the miracle of christmas fill your heart with warmth and love. Merry Christmas everyone. Be happy, stay happy(=D Loads of love from me!

Ginger bread man and woman(=

If you want some, bake! Cause I'm out. Mine is currently in my stomach.

Happy things do come to an end sometimes. It's not always a "happy ever after".

I guess my story isn't a happy ending. When someone is still there with you. Treasure it. Do not let it go like you have all the time in the world. It's cause, you dont. People do leave. New people do take their places as you move on with life. It's hard, yes, but somehow you have to solve every problem you're facing. If you dont, more will just sum up and you'll be in BIG trouble. Just remember not to give up. Keep moving forward.(Kinda got that from Meet the Robinsons movie..eheh). When life is good, you have to hold it in your hand. You have to close your eyes and breathe it in. Happiness may end. While tragedy begins. Today is the beginning. Is tomorrow the end? You won't know. Maybe this will make our life easier and better but it still hurts deep down and im missing you loads, tons, bundles. Im still not over it.

S.Y.X

We're just like the moon and the sun. You give me the energy to shine but we never really meet. Because of that, ill admire you from far and love you from a distance.

P.s, listening to A little too not over you by David Archuleta, Us against the world by Christina Millian, Sober by Pink, Empty by the Click Five.

Enjoyment undergo. (International Cadet Camp)

Okay, here goes, day one?? Sucks. I got seperated from my troop. Damn! But after that I kinda did make friends with them. They were loads of fun. The toilet was horrible. I sort of cried. I'm pretty sensative and have these emotional problems. It sucks cause it's soo emberassing when i do and my eyes gets sort of puffy. Yeahh. . .

Look at it. JUST LOOK AT IT. Okay, it's the cubical i used. The floor was filled with sand and dead leaves.

We did the high rope, water rafting, err. . ice breaking(we actually really did have to break the ice, it was ginormous!!), obstacle course, and more. I can't exactly remember all. Err.. there was mould on the bread they gave us for breakfast. Mostly i miss my friends. )= But it's like something that happens. We had this custome party thing. It was like so cool. These bunch of my friends were like rockers. OMG. So hot. We had like a party every night. We slept like at 12 and woke up constantly at 6. It was for the morning exercise.

Memories on my mind ill never let it go.

We'll hold hands and walk together so we never have to fall down again.

When it rains, it pours straight to this heart of mine to know that i can't do anything to get the time back.

It's just picture perfect.

If there's an angel of friendship out there, it shot us right and I love you for that.

Stand in a distant, see the smiles and laughters on their faces, it'll really light up your day. I love you guys<33

Bolt and me. Love buds!!!

Dr. Hew framed it up and presented it to us as a gift. I really appreciate it.(Im the top one)

Cheats and Lies.

If you do that, I'll tell you to go get a LIFE! Something I do know and that I am absolutely sure is that, yeahh, everyone did lie before maybe not cheat. Some people do cheat too. Okay this is what I experienced. If you guys out there lie all the time, it slowly condemns you. It creeps into a habit and let me tell you, it's not a very good habit. Lies just makes things worst. Yes it may cover things up and help you for that moment but in awhile, people WILL find out about it and when they do, it's not going to be pretty, I tell you. So just beware cause I don't really want you guys to fall into the mistakes I did. I'm a changed person. Take the easy way, leave the bumpy road(=

One day, the light is gonna hit you and you'll realize you need a change.

TWILIGHT TICKET. I got an extra(=

first day, first show. Jealous much?

The chicken's are coming to haunt.

Haha. I don't mean it exactly. I got bored so i drew this and fyi im born in the year of a rooster.

Don't get fooled by looks. It's important.

Cause he's actually bitting me.

Things do blend in good together.

(Bought this for my mom. Any of you who needs an idea on cakes. Go to Secret Recipe and pick 12 different slices of cakes and put them together<3)>

Different things do blend in good. Just like different races. We shouldn't mind about the colour of skins or the looks on their faces. Everyone should be equally treated, not minding whether they collect rubbish or they are construction workers or cleans toilets. There is compelety nothing wrong with that. They are all just working hard to make a living. At least they don't sit around and beg for money. People out there who sits around and beg, I suggest you start looking for a job. I know it won't be easy but hey! Think on the positive side. Life is never easy. You want something, you work for it. So, people, friends and family please treat others equally and treat them with your heart. Success depends on the second letter. SUCCES DEPENDS ON U.

p.S, currently listening to bang the drum by selena gomez.

What's the worst feeling you could feel?

Have you ever felt so sad that you feel that you could cry the whole day till you lungs come out? I have. In fact, I'm feeling it right NOW. They say forgive and forget. Maybe you could forgive but you can NEVER forget. Picture this, someone you love very dearly is gonna be taken away from you forever and it is all the doing of ONE person. Everyone is happy with it except just this ONE person and everyone has to suit this person. At the same time, if they suit that person, the rest of them feels really really hurt and sad becasue this thing which they love dearly is their bestfriend. They can definitely live without this thing but it probably will be very different. Okay, maybe this ONE person feels that the rest of them dont love him as much as they do towards the thing. But that ONE person is wrong. We love that thing as what it is. There is a limit. Our bestfriend. The love the rest of them have for that ONE person is definitely not compared to that thing because that ONE person has taught us soo much, cared for us, helped us when we needed help, and the last but not the least is that that one person love us soo much and that thing doesnt. That thing just needs us to take care of him and that's what we're doing that's all. Nothing more. We just want him as our companion, so please dont take him away. Please try and suit yourself to the situation cause we did that alot for you and we don't want anything in return.

Libra babe. Thank youu people.

Thanks a billion

Okay, like I said, I wanna say a great thank youu to those who remembered to wish me on my birthday(6th Oct). I'm really glad you guys remembered. Those who stayed up till 12 to wish me, remember that I love you guys. But next time, if you're sleepy, just sleep cause a birthday isn't the most important thing in the world to me. As long as i'm out of the stomach, living, breathing, happy thing.....good enough for me.

Presents

Those who bought me presents, thank you so much but seriously there's no need for expensive presents. Just let me know you remembered and i'll have that wide smile on my face for the whole damn day.

Thank youu guys!

Sorry if i dint post some of your presents cause im kinda running out of time. I can't blog long. PMR is about 2 more days. So yeahh, sorry. But be sure to know that, what you guys did for me will always stay in my heart. I'll always remember you guys. I also really wanna let you all know that, i appreciate everything, even the wishes. Thank youu again(=D

PS, sorry for the late post, i wanted to post it on Mon but my internet broke down, just started working today. Im sorry again.

Laugh but be sure not to pee on your pants.

Jack and Jill Went Up The Hill Rhyme

Jack and Jill went up the hill to smoke some marijuana, Jack got high, unzipped his fly, and Jill said "I don't wanna"
Jack and Jill went up the hill to have a little fun. Stupid Jill forgot her pill and now they have a son.

Dog name Sex
Everybody I know who has a dog usually calls him "Rover" or "Spot". I call mine Sex. Now, Sex has been very embarrassing to me. When I went to the City Hall to renew the dog's license, I told the clerk that I would like a license for Sex. He said, "I would like to have one too!" Then I said, "But she is a dog!" He said he didn't care what she looked like. I said, "You don't understand. ... I have had Sex since I was nine years old." He replied, "You must have been quite a strong boy."
When I decided to get married, I told the minister that I would like to have Sex at the wedding. He told me to wait until after the wedding was over. I said, "But Sex has played a big part in my life and my whole world revolves around Sex." He said he didn't want to hear about my personal life and would not marry us in his church. I told him everyone would enjoy having Sex at the wedding. The next day we were married at the Justice of the Peace. My family is barred from the church from then on.When my wife and I went on our honeymoon, I took the dog with me. When we checked into the motel, I told the clerk that I wanted a room for me and my wife and a special room for Sex. He said that every room in the motel is a place for sex. I said, "You don't understand. ... Sex keeps me awake at night." The clerk said, "Me too!"
One day I entered Sex in a contest. But before the competition began, the dog ran away. Another contestant asked me why I was just looking around. I told him that I was going to have Sex in the contest. He said that I should have sold my own tickets. "You don't understand," I said, "I hoped to have Sex on TV." He called me a show off.
When my wife and I separated, we went to court to fight for custody of the dog. I said, "Your Honor, I had Sex before I was married but Sex left me after I was married." The Judge said, "Me too!"
Last night Sex ran off again. I spent hours looking all over for her. A cop came over and asked me what I was doing in the alley at 4 o'clock in the morning. I said, "I'm looking for Sex." -- My case comes up next Thursday.Well now I've been thrown in jail, been divorced and had more damn troubles with that dog than I ever foresaw.
Why just the other day when I went for my first session with the psychiatrist, she asked me, "What seems to be the trouble?" I replied, "Sex has been my best friend all my life but now it has left me for ever. I couldn't live any longer so lonely." and the doctor said, "Look mister, you should understand that sex isn't a man's best friendso get yourself a dog."

Honk if you love Jesus
The other day I went to the local religious book store, where I saw a HONK IF YOU LOVE JESUS bumper sticker. I bought it and put it on the back bumper of my car, and I'm really glad I did. What an uplifting experience followed!
I was stopped at the light at a busy intersection, just lost in thought about the Lord, and didn't notice that the light had changed. That bumper sticker really worked! I found lots of people who love Jesus. Why, the guy behind me started to honk like crazy. He must REALLY love the Lord because pretty soon, he leaned out his window and yelled, "Jesus Christ!" as loud as he could. It was like a football game with him shouting, "GO JESUS CHRIST, GO!!!"
Everyone else started honking, too, so I leaned out my window and waved and smiled to all of those loving people. There must have been a guy from Florida back there because I could hear him yelling something about a sunny beach, and saw him waving in a funny way with only his middle finger stuck up in the air. I asked my two kids what that meant. They kind of squirmed, looked at each other, giggled and told me that it was the Hawaiian good luck sign. So, I leaned out the window and gave him the good luck sign back.
Several cars behind, a very nice man stepped out of his car and yelled something. I couldn't hear him very well, but it sounded like, "Mother trucker," or "Mother's from there." Maybe he was from Florida, too. He must really love the Lord. A couple of the people were so caught up in the joy of the moment that they got out of their cars and were walking toward me. I bet they wanted to pray, but just then I noticed that the light had changed to yellow, and stepped on the gas. And a good thing I did, because I was the only driver to get across the intersection. I looked back at them standing there. I leaned way out the window, gave them a big smile and held up the Hawaiian good luck sign as I drove away.

Tongue Twisters

1)Randy wondered why Willie really wasn't well.
2)Sam saw six shiny silver spoons.
3)Giddy gophers greedily gobble gooey goodies.
4)Slippery slimy snakes slide slowly.
5)Six shiny snails sighed sadly.
6)Pretty Patty Piggy pickles plump pink peppers.
7)Cheryl say Cher's sheer shawl Sunday.
8)Six seals slick sick seals.
9)How much dope could the dope dealer deal if the dope dealer could deal dope?
10)Sheep shouldn't sleep in shacks.
11)I slitted a sheet, a sheet i slit now i sit on the sheet i slit.
12)I wish I had an Irish wrist watch to watch on my Irish wrist.
13)Stick a sticker where its sticky where a sticker once was stuck.
14)She sells sea shells by the sea shore
15)Sure, the ship's ship-shape sir!
16)Does the wristwatch shop shut soon?

Try saying these 10 times fast...
Caution Golfers Crossing
Sun Shine City
Toy Boat
Unique New York
Mixed Biscuits
Red Leather, Yellow Leather
Ship Shape Shitheads

A volunteer in service(to be)

Ever thought how you're pets feel in the inside? Or have you ever even try to?? Animals have feelings too. They need people to care and love them. Same goes to babies actually. Show some kind and treat them well. Whenever we needed them to accompany us, they would be willingly be there, companying us and so on. But they needed us. They call us for help, since they do not own a pair of hand, did we help them? Have we even noticed the looks on their faces.

They cant talk for themselves. They need us to think for them, about how they feel and so on. Sooo, here's what you can do.

1) Play with them once in a while

2) Give them what is necessary(sufficient food, water, toys..)

3) Cuddle them(for puppies and kittens) they really enjoy it to the max

4) Teach them new tricks

5) Talk to them(they can tell that you care for them by the sound of your tone) yess, their not dumb

Basicly, this is what they need. If you'd like to do extra like me, you could sign up as a volunteer for PAWS or SPCA(Society fot the prevention of cruelty to animals). Here's how you sign up.



1. Go to their websites -PAWS -SPCA (click on the names, it'll link you to their websites)

2. Go to volunteer and fill up the form or simply just give them a ring

3. Turn up at the place and start helping these poor lovelies (=D



Come on, you could do a little help, couldn't ya??

Happy birthday Kay!!

Just so if you ever found my blog, Happy Birthday kay Kay?? ahaha. (=P I've known you for about 1 year++ now, you've been really cool all these time. Thanks for all the great lessons. I really loved it and really miss it now. Hmm... Btw, we made plans going to Mcdonalds and Baskin Robbin's(downstairs) but we never did. We really have to one day alright??? Okay take care(=)

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Btw, i think i just found a discovery.. Somehow dogs and monkeys are attracted to each other.. And i am soooo not the monkey(ppl tend to say i act like one.. BUT i dont) or worst dog(this is worst) kay??? While i was taking a breath of fresh air(carrying my dog), i saw this monkey in black(MIB) eating leaves. My dog was reeeeaaally addicted to it, and it was too. It was like love-at-first-sight. Yikess..

First thing i should remember:

1) Keep dog away from MIB(now, i wouldnt want a monkey with a dog head, would i?)

P.s, listening to she's a lady by Forever the sickest kids.

Desirous of peace and rest

I have been studying for the past 2 weeks. Lack of sleep-sleeping by 12 am and waking up by 5.30am. For what you ask? For a little(actually its not little) thing called the PMR. Im so craving for a day off. A day when I can sleep till 12 pm and when i wake up, i eat my favourite breakfast pancake with syrup//honey on top. Haaaaahhhh..... Oh well, i can stop dreaming and start facing the truth that PMR is not actually over yet. Grreeeaat. I even made a whole list of what im going to do after the PMR, with little check-boxes by the side, so i could tick it once it's done(=P. For my peeps who are sitting for the PMR this year, with me//not with me : study hard kay? Grab as many A's as you can(=

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Things are not as what it seems to be. Looks are deceiving.

P.S, listening to shake it by Metro Station nowadays//crush - david archuleta

Heart of glass.

Why do I keep running from the truth. All I ever think about is you. You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized. I just got to know. Do you ever think, when you're all alone, all that we could be. Where this thing could go? Am I crazy or falling in love? Is it real or just another crush? Do you catch a breath, when I look at you? Are you holding back, like the way I do? Cause I'm trying, to walk away, but I know this crush ain't going away.

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Treasure the one's around you. While they're still here with you(=

Precious Moments

My advice: Better watch out for that one.

Always there for me.

As she ran,

flashbacks turned up in her mind,

tears drooling down her face,

as she ran in the rain,

what was happening to her.

She was once a confident and brave girl.

This can't be happening,

but it was.

She was fighting her stress and fears,

hoping it would flow away with her tears.

Sadly, it didn't.

She just stood there

later, collapsed in the rain.

Thinking why was she always the failure.

Failed most of the things she tried so hard.

Why?

Later, a shadow emerged from behind her.

She slowly looked

she turned her head and found

a woman with an umbrella and a face with a kind, loving smile

with a hand held out.

The woman said " Come on, let's go home, everything is gonna be okay"

Her mother was there ready to

bring her back to shelter

Her mother encouraged her with

"No matter how many times you fail or collapse,

i'll always be here to pull you back up

so when ever you're down and feel like

giving up,

please remember that there's still

someone here for you,

who cares for you

and always supporting you.

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You'll always be there for me no matter what. During the good times and the bad. Thanks alot for that. I love you. I really do.

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To people who have always cared for me,

was always there for me when i was down,

i really appreciate it,

and i wanna say thank you.

No matter what,

stay strong,

dont let them hurt you.

Thanks again,

i love you all(=

"The convo"

I dont usually use "Lol" but yeahh. LOL.

ClementXian

do u smoke
do u drug?
no
of course not
do you?
i am forced to smoke because of irresponsible smokers in malaysia polluting the air
and i have to take drugs because headaches gives me a trouble concentrating, sometimes as bad as migrain...

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You dont feel me like i feel you.

When i reach out,

i dont find your hand.

How Beijing Olympics came about.

How did that symbol came about??

Enjoy!

*just a joke

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101 Projects for Artists and Illustrators

Tell a Story
1) Many images are used to help a narrative, and as an illustrator it is important to keep developing this skill in your off-time.
2)Make a book cover for your favorite classic novel.
3)Create a series of illustrations that show the passage of time.
4)Illustrate a song.
5)Make a narrative advertisement for a soft drink.
6)Illustrate your favorite childhood memory.
7)Make a children’s book spread for a fairy tale.
8)Illustrate the four seasons.
9)Why did the chicken cross the road?
10)Make a series of black and white “chapter” drawings for a novel.
11)Retell a short story in graphic form.
12)Create a theater poster for a Shakespearean play.
13)Create a series of illustrations that shows a person aging.
14)Make an instructional poster for a favorite recipe.
15)Illustrate a day in the life of a cat, dog, fish, or monkey.
16)Make a picture book dummy.
17)Illustrate the seven days of the Creation.
18)Interesting stories to consider: The Odyssey, the Bible, Aesop’s Fables, Edgar Allan Poe, Shakespeare, nursery rhymes
19)Make a magazine cover for a current news story.
20)Illustrate a famous historical event from: 20 years ago, 100 years ago, 1000 years ago, Prehistoric times
21)Illustrate family life in the future, at least 100 years from now.

Academic Exercises
22)Time to get back into the classroom! Refresh your skills every now and then so you don’t lose sight of the basics.
23)Make an illustration influenced by your favorite illustrator.
24)Paint a landscape with only three colors.
25)Create a painting in a medium you’ve never used before.
26)Study and draw figures from each source: Bridgman, Vanderpoel, Hogarth, and the masters
27)Make an abstract painting.
28)Paint a self-portrait.
29)Create a full painting in 30 minutes.
30)Draw a figure in: 1 hour, half hour, 10 minutes, 5 minutes, 1 minute, 30 seconds.
31)Fill a page of your sketchbook.
32)Create two versions of the same painting — one with warm colors, one with cool colors.
33)Sketch in a public place.
34)Paint a traditional still life.
35)Paint the same still life in your illustrative style.
36)Read a book.
37)Watch a movie.
38)Read other artists’ thoughts.
39)Watch how other artists work.
40)Take a class, if there are any available in your area.
41)Research a particular era, artist, or style and create a few paintings influenced by it.
42)Take a trip to a zoo or aquarium to sketch animals from life.

Practical Projects
43)Don’t let the promotion and organization of your business get pushed aside.
44)Create a series of spots to use on your website.
45)Make an illustration for a postcard.
46)Design a new logo for yourself.
47)If it’s near the holidays, create a Christmas card to send out.
48)Create a Thank You card to send to clients.
49)Draw a self-portrait in your illustrative style to use on your promotional materials.
50)Create a business card.
51)Make a small sampler, such as a booklet, that contains your artwork that you can use to give to prospective clients.
52)Create a piece of artwork to enter into a competition.
53)Take a moment to archive your traditional paintings through scanning, digital photography, or slides.
54)Backup your digital files to a disk, hard drive, or server.
55)Create sample sheets of your artwork that art directors can file easily.
56)Update your website with new artwork.
57)Work on creating samples for styles, markets, and subject matter that you are lacking in.
58)Create stationery for your business.
59)Make computer desktops or e-cards to distribute on your website.
60)If you are a children’s illustrator, create some coloring pages for your younger fans.
61)Create a fresh, new illustration to be used in a sourcebook or other advertisement.
62)Clean your work area.
63)Catch up with your paperwork.

Creative Exercises
64)One of the hardest tasks that illustrators have is to stay fresh and original. Use your free time to keep the creative juices flowing.
65)Design a character for a book/movie/tv show.
66)Draw a caricature of your favorite movie star.
67)Illustrate a fortune from a fortune cookie.
68)Create an illustration that integrates your name.
69)Make an album cover for your favorite band.
70)Create a modern movie poster for your favorite classic movie.
71)Create a classic movie poster for your favorite modern movie.
72)Design a creature that is a combination of at least two different animals.
73)Design a car from 100 years in the future.
74)Paint a landscape painting of an imagined land.
75)Draw a treehouse. Include as much detail as you can.
76)Draw 50 thumbnail sketches of the same object.
77)Make an illustration for each month of the year.
78)Design a deck of cards.
79)Make up your own fairy tale land and characters.
80)Research and draw characters/objects/settings from: the Mob, the Middle Ages, the Samurai, a Pirate ship.
81)Draw a monster a day for a month.
82)Illustrate a song from the Sixties.
83)Create illustrations of current events and topics such as global warming, airport security, new technology, or education.
84)Illustrate a stereotype.

Online Communities
85)These are resources I have found across the internet that will help you grow as an illustrator.
86)Participate in Illustration Friday.
87)Create a Moji.
88)Start a blog.
89)Help other artists who ask for critiques of their work.
90)Join an artists’ forum and participate in discussions.
91)Find and study online tutorials.
92)Look at other artists’ work through portfolio sites and blogs.
93)Subscribe to Drawn!
94)Subscribe to Lines and Colors.
95)Listen to what other artists have to say through podcasts.
96)See what other artists’ like on de.li.cio.us and StumbleUpon.
97)Contribute to the ThreeThumbsUp Gallery.
98)Read EmptyEasel.com.
99)Check out AmateurIllustrator.com.
100)Join a community like the Little Chimp Society or Illustration Mundo.

And Last But Not Least…
110) Visit my blog(=

*a little something i found over the net

Best Olympics!

China rules!! I guarantee that this will be the hot topic for year 2008. O.M.G!!!! I dont think anyone had any ideas of this. Fireworks in the whole city?!?! SOOO cool. I wanna go for the next Olympics. I bet watching it live will be so much cooler.(=

GO CHINA!!!

i LOVE You!!!!

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I still cant believe that you're treating me like this. What am I to you?? Am i even a shadow on your wall? Am i anything at all to you?

A-Z about memez

Afraid of being alone
Bitch about people(at times)
Corrupted mind
Drama queen
Eternal happiness
Freaking clumsy
Guilty in some stuff i did
Hoi polloi
Independant
Jolly
Keeper of secrets(=
Lovable(=
Mindless
Nut case
Over reaction
Pipe dreams(always happen)
Quirky
Reserved
Sarcastic
Terrific!
Uncommonly
Venial/violent
Wild
X--
Youthful
Zigzag way of life

--That's probably enough to start of blogging--(=