the end.

My summer holiday is coming to an end and I am about to leave for Edmonton in less than 10 days. Every summer is a time of reflection; how things have changed, how much I've grew up, how much my perspective have changed since last summer. I'm sure by next summer if I re-read this post, I am not the same Ainaa ever again.

when your cat is HIV positive

Neko has been unwell for the past one week. Who would have thought it was caused by FIV (a cat's version of HIV)? The vet did not mention about euthanising my cat yet, but I have to be mentally prepared if that happens. I lost one cat already (Dude), I am facing the possibility of losing another one.

i don't mean to complain but...

I am usually not the type to wallow in my own misery and let the boredom take over me, but this is just too much. Project Runway, The Big Bang Theory, discovering new bands, practicing the keyboard, baking, and sewing has lost its appeal. I even succumbed to watching cartoons on Disney Channel. It is already 1.30pm but I refuse to get out of bed until something exciting happens. Till then, my dream world is far more interesting than my real life.

:(

So my parents said a big fat NO to me visiting South America. I've always wanted to go to Mexico or Peru, and well, there goes my dreams of visiting the Macchu Picchu. According to them, its a place full of drug cartels, and it has one of the highest rates of kidnapping.

in words of Tim Gunn: Make It Work, Malaysia!

While I was browsing through the malls in KL and Subang Jaya, I can't help but feel some things are just not 'wearable' in Malaysia. The yearly spring/summer and fall/winter is irrelevant in Malaysia's weather. We need our own cycle. Furthermore local, affordable brands need to be modernize, up-to-date, because we still fail to produce our own Forever 21, H&M, Uniqlo (mass produced, affordable stuff but still looks pretty) yet still remain undictated by the western point of view.