Saturday, April 3, 2010

Is Been A While...

Well, I really have not been on this thing in like forever and a day. So just thought that since Robynn has been naggin at me to update it, I might as well do it now.
School_ _ _
So, I guess to start out, I'm a Jr. in high school now, still at Roy. Im also going to the ATC for Cosmetology part time. And man, I can tell you now, it's so not easy! But is anything that takes time ever easy?? I really like being in college though, I feel like im getting somewhere in life, and I am right on track to graduate too. So I guess it can't get any better then that. I'm also doing early morning seminary...that is sooooo not easy! I wake up at 5 Monday - Thursday. I know it sounds like I'm kinda complaining...I'm not, I know I'll be blessed for it. But I didn't expect it to be so difficult. :D I'm trucking through though, hanging in there!
Boys _ _ _ Prom
Relationships are not in the card for me right at the moment...I just need to be friends with everyone and have fun while I'm still in high school. Heck, why would I want to be tied down when there is such a variety of guys out there?? Ha! I was dating this kid....Wait I'm still dating this kid....Or am I??? I have no clue what his deal is, but I do whatever I want anyway because I'm not tied to him. So no worries. I just went to prom with him though, and we had so so much fun! We partied it up that night! I loved my dress and my hair ( Roby did a wonderful job!!)! But I decided I'm just going to keep my options open. Be free! :D
Family_ _ _
Family is good, ya know? There's still ups and downs. But that's normal right? Doing my best to get along with my mom, not really working out in my favor but then again, does anything ever? Ha. I go every other weekend to my dad's, and I'm the only one to go. Kaysee has personal issues right now, and Spencer is starting to come around. I'm really proud of him right now. He really is my best friend, and i would do anything for my bro!
Movin Out?? _ _ _
Six more months and I turn 18! I really cannot wait that long! Ha I guess it's not that long, but to me it feels like a long time. I'm even more excited to move out! I can finally be on my own, doing what I want, and living the way I know is right. I won't be monitored anymore, and no more control freak on my back all the time. I'll be my own person, an official adult! WHOO!!
And thanks to everyone for their support on this subject. It means a lot to me. Thanks for letting me know that I always have a place to stay, and that my awesome family is there for me! :D

Well I guess this is all that's been going on since the last time I wrote. :D Hopefully I can write again soon. At least sooner than last time! HA!

Monday, April 6, 2009

*BeStest FrIenDs!*

Best friends....

*A bestfriend is one of the nicest things you can have and one of the best things you can be! *



ALLY!

Ally is my aunt and I love her! All is always there for me! She is litterally my best bud! I really enjoy being with her. She has helped me through so much. And she has known me all my life. haha Me and her talk about almost everything and she gives me great advice! Me and ally do so much stuff together. We go shopping, watch movies, she drives me places, helps me toilet paper peoples houses, and we laugh so hard at stuff. I also love her husband and kids! AHH Travis is way fun. And I just stinking love Aubree and Trason. They are so freaking cute, I love babysitting them! I mean the babysitter is usually the entertainer, but they entertain me! Trason is a little turn sometimes, but he makes me giggle. Aubree is just a little cutie pie! She talks so good and it cracks me up with the stuff she says.
Ally and I will always be best buds! I mean she has to love me she is my aunt! haha No really I will always love her!

Robby!

Robynn and I have always been pals! She always wanted a little sister and when my mom had me she was so excited! :) She did so much stuff with me; she babysat me, did my hair, played dress up with me and so much other stuff. We did lots together. I freaking don't know what I would do without her. It's been hard not having her here. I haven't seen her in forever, and I have missed her and her family so much while they have been in Arkansas. I haven't even met Preston yet! That is just crazy! I really cant wait to see Rex and Tyler too! Thank goodness they are coming home in May!! YAY!!! :) :) Both of us have so much to catch up on! We need to spend some serious time with each other! I miss having our sleep overs and watching Beaches and Now and Then! And staying up late and being crazy! I love her to death though and I can't wait for her to come home!





Sunday, April 5, 2009

Thank You!!!

**God never said it would be easy.....He only said it would be worth it.**



Wow this has been so hard. I have just barely seeing my dad regularly every other weekend and it's fine time this starts happening. I have missed my family so much.....I still miss them everyday, I don't think that Kaysee and I get to see them enough. That will all change though when I get my license. :)

I just want to thank all of my family that has helped Kaysee and I. Thanks to all of you that have fasted, put our names in the temple and prayed for us! It has payed off! :) I know that the suffering isn't totally over but the end of it will come! I am just happy that I get to spend time with my dad and Vanessa, the twins and Mimi. And I can't forget Grandma and Grandpa!

Wowi I have missed them sooo much! Oh and Chad and his family. It has been very difficult for all of us to handle this. It's so hard to go through things like this. And I thank all of you for everything you do for me and Kaysee and even Spencer.

This challenge has taken it's turn on me, in some ways for the worst. I wasn't going to church every sunday and i really didn't think seminary was a good idea. Well I guess I have actually made some good decisions. . . . I have been faithfully going to seminary for the last two years. I LOVE it! :) Seminary has done so many great things for me! I have to especially thank Brother Smith! He was our big blessing in all this mess! Its ironic how God brings us help. Sitting in seminary one day Brother Smith said he lived out in Plain City....Grandma and Grandpa Hill live out here....So I asked him if he knew my dad and the Hill family and he said yes! He was such a blessing! :) I thank him so much for everything....especailly the status reports he gave to Grandma and Grandpa about me! He also helped me start to see that going to church wasn't such and inconvenience! I mean it has been hard to start going to back every sunday...but I am doing my best! He also helped me know that I can turn to the Lord for help when I need it. He said to me. . . "Maybe the reasons God puts us through trials is so that we will turn to him for help.". . . It has stuck with me ever since he said that. And he was so right. I need to have mor faith in the Lord to help me through things me and my family go through.

Today whily watchin General Conference President Monsen said "The Future is as bright as our faith." He is so right! :)

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Summer 2008!

My summer.... hmmm.... Where do i start? Well my summer has not been that great. Its been ful of drama, bratty girls, a break up that just keeps haunting me, and nothing that interesting. I swear i've been at my house 95% of this whole summer! But i guess i have had some fun times.
Fun time #1. I went to Seven Peaks with my aunt Alleson. Haleigh and I had so much fun there! That has got to be the best thing I 've done all summer!
Fun time #2. My friend Jade and I went to the mall (yeah not really that fun). But we did meet a really cute guy in Spencer's Gifts and bought some really cute shirts. Then we saw our friends Taylor and Jaxon. They were going to see Batman so we decided to join them. So get this we get into the movie theater and just our luck, we get to sit on the bottom row, and along with that it was freezing in there. So we take our seets and Taylor sits next to me, and this kid is hilarious! He was leaning over to me during the whole movie and saything the funniest/weirdest things to me. He was saying stuff like "Hey Lexx do you feel those sudden bursts of air?... It's totally someone farting." or he'd pick a random time and start singing "Rock me rock me rock me sexy Jesus!" We saw it on a commercial for some stupid movie, but don't get me wrong Taylor made it sound hilarious! And then after the movie got out Jade was freaking out because she saw some kid that looked just like Ryan Shekler! And it turned out it really was him! Weird i know! So she made all three of us say sorry to her for making fun of her! lol

But anyways those are the two funnest things of done all summer!
I really want to make the rest of my summer wicked fun! So i'll update this later! :)

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

High School!

Ok so my summer has not been the best! I've been busy babysitting and hanging out at home! Boring! But High school starts soon and i can say that i am totally not excited! Well of course i'm excited for the dances and meeting new people, all the boys, and getting my life started. Its just that i think i have grown up way to fast, and being immature isn't really my thing, well sometimes but thats not the point. But I'm just going to try to make the best out of it and have as much fun as possible.
I just really am afraid that i am going to get lost! My sense of direction in big places, is really bad! Oh well maybe i'll get a laugh out if it. :)