I guess,
I am not the one for you.
Some things are just not meant for you.
Saturday, November 17, 2012
Sunday, August 26, 2012
Self-reflection
There are certain things in life that are out of one's control.
And they are part of God's plans for us.
We as humans, tend to choose to ignore them.
Thinking that, we can overthrow His plans, bettering them.
But in actual fact,
We can't.
And when we can't, we blame Him, and everything else.
I am one of these people, especially recently.
This can only be explained by these few words:
I am not thankful to the Lord that I even have a chance to type in front of my laptop, right here at this very moment.
I should have realized this long time ago, yet I choose to be in denial, as I try to become the person I am not.
Forgive me O' Lord.
And they are part of God's plans for us.
We as humans, tend to choose to ignore them.
Thinking that, we can overthrow His plans, bettering them.
But in actual fact,
We can't.
And when we can't, we blame Him, and everything else.
I am one of these people, especially recently.
This can only be explained by these few words:
I am not thankful to the Lord that I even have a chance to type in front of my laptop, right here at this very moment.
I should have realized this long time ago, yet I choose to be in denial, as I try to become the person I am not.
Forgive me O' Lord.
Sunday, August 12, 2012
What's Next?
Hello again.
I'm glad I am actually able to sit down and have some personal time for myself, and doing what I used to love doing.
Blogging. But, it seems so long ago that almost everyone went crazy over blogging. Nowadays, I think it's kinda a waste of time lol. Not like anybody reads anyway.
I guess this is more of a time for me to reflect on myself. And I just realized how tired I am.
Career, at a standstill. Don't think I am performing.
Singlehood, yea still there.
Wealth, can be considered as a bit of a struggle. Fallen for someone which I don't see any possibility with.
Family, well, I guess I did not spend enough time with them this year.
Above all, relationship with God,
is... well, sliding downhill.
The faith that I used to have in righteousness, turns out weaker. I get absorbed in things that I know I should not get entangled in.
I have not been thankful to God, always questioning why this and that happened to me when rightfully, I should be able to see the hidden picture.
I have, at times fallen into the trap of society norm, instead of holding onto God's teachings in the Bible.
Is this an early-life crisis?
How can I reconcile my relationship with God again?
I'm glad I am actually able to sit down and have some personal time for myself, and doing what I used to love doing.
Blogging. But, it seems so long ago that almost everyone went crazy over blogging. Nowadays, I think it's kinda a waste of time lol. Not like anybody reads anyway.
I guess this is more of a time for me to reflect on myself. And I just realized how tired I am.
Career, at a standstill. Don't think I am performing.
Singlehood, yea still there.
Wealth, can be considered as a bit of a struggle. Fallen for someone which I don't see any possibility with.
Family, well, I guess I did not spend enough time with them this year.
Above all, relationship with God,
is... well, sliding downhill.
The faith that I used to have in righteousness, turns out weaker. I get absorbed in things that I know I should not get entangled in.
I have not been thankful to God, always questioning why this and that happened to me when rightfully, I should be able to see the hidden picture.
I have, at times fallen into the trap of society norm, instead of holding onto God's teachings in the Bible.
Is this an early-life crisis?
How can I reconcile my relationship with God again?
Saturday, May 26, 2012
Keep Holding On?
Today I just realised,
How much I have missed you.
The thing is,
You may not know this.
How much I have missed you.
The thing is,
You may not know this.
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