Love.Story.

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Something happened for the very first time with you
My heart melted to the ground, found something true
And everyone's looking 'round, thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
Trying hard not to hear but they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal is to keep me from falling
But nothing's greater than the rush
That comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness I see your face
Yet everyone around me thinks that I'm going crazy

Everyone around me may not know who you are especially my parents. I know deep down that you're a very good person for me. With you I see my future. God willing, we'll make it out of this mess and may the future may be more promising for us. God please let 12/12/12 happen. Remember you have me in all of this mess.

Labels: when everything's falling apart, you know we have each other

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like a Candle melting a Chocolate :D

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My favourite hari raya song - holds a special meaning in my heart. :)

Setahun aku lalui
Detik lama kan kembali
Pelita ku nyalakan
Di halaman asmara ini

Sering kali ku renungi
Kenangan mencuit hati
Sedar tak sedar detik itu kembali
Detik tahun lagi
Cinta di bawah cahaya
Dakapan seribu warna
Menerangi indah halaman asmara
Kita berdua

( korus )Kau melafazkan kerinduan
Ku sambut keriangan
Dan terungkaplah
Impian di hari mulia
Tercurah kasih dan sayang
Menyambut Syawal menjelma

Tapi daku gembira bertemu saudara
Di samping kasih yang ku cinta

Kau melafazkan kerinduan
Ku sambut keriangan
Dan terungkaplah
Impian

Kau melafazkan kerinduan
Ku sambut keriangan
Dan terungkaplah
Impian

Kau melafazkan kerinduan
Ku sambut keriangan
Dan ( terungkaplah )
Impian ( impian )
Hari mulia
Kau melafazkan kerinduan
Ku sambut keriangan
Dan terungkaplah
Impian

Labels: Halaman asmara

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I JUST WISH YOU COULD UNDERSTAND

and let things be the way it was

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melbourne - winter trip June 09

6 months later, my whole family together with my aunt went to melbourne again. but this time to escape the heat of Singapore. damn the weather was cold when we arrived. i fell sick when i was there, due to the change of weather. and i was exhausted before my trip. but thank god, not the swine flu. had fun with the snow at mt hotham. the week we were gg home, the weather became better, or i guess we were used to the cold. i wanted to extend my stay but after much tears and consideration with the pandemic right now, it'd be better for me to go back to my oh- not-so-home sweet home. i wish to be back there again, bcoz soon my hectic life starts again.

here are the links for the winter photos:

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=117624&id=532274873&l=ed988c092c
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=118261&id=532274873&l=d3a8083680

today, we all went to singapore flyer with aunty yah and abg adau. he came down from KL. so we brought him jalan2 go makan and shopping. so basically holiday spillover. skydeck in melbourne not enough, still want to go on the flyer! hahahahha...my aunt in melb would say 'tak habis-habis' (still not over?)

holiday bliss`

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i do not like people who cancel appointments or meetings or gatherings last minute. and i do not like the fact that i'm always the one putting in the effort to meet up with friends or have gatherings. so yes, guides gathering im not gg to do.

im still anxious about uni. as for now, i still do not receive any sort of acceptance. :( but i did go for an interview, and i hope sth good would come out from it. i've been seeing alot of quotes ard me recently, like one that goes 'something good would always come for those who are patient' etc. i guess i do need to have more faith and patience in what THE ONE has planned out for me.
i have to bear this in mind.

my best friend is officially getting married in october. there goes my bestie. she's so lucky, she has everything in life. i guess ill just need a normal life, leading it 'one step at a time'. at least my life would be filled with many memories and a lot more drama. not that my life hasn't been filled with drama already (cedarians, right nai?) i do feel jealous but hey, what's the rush right?
im so tired, thank god it's the weekends. enjoy every single moment by cleaning up my room :(
i found alot of memories when i was cleaning. like this prom photo of me and nailah. hahahahaha, i gta show u this photo, girl!!!

i can't wait for tmr. let's explore together!

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man, it's been really long since i've updated here. so yeah a little of what's been happening:

1) Work

been doing relief teaching at my primary school and also continuing tutoring. thank god i only have 7 students now. if not, ill die of exhaustion and stress. see nai, that's why yoga is good. it helps to relax. besides, teaching conversational malay to a class of sec 1 chinese students is physically and emotionally draining. i just hope to clear my driving lessons and save up for uni as much as i can now.

2) A-level results

oh the much awaited results. most good just one baddd. seriously, i'd never imagine getting lower than a B for my fav subject :( oh well, at least i have a chance of entering uni. just pray hard and make correct decisions. i have about 2 weeks to make the correct decisions and applications. it's damn stressful hearing stuff from all over esp my aunt and uncle. seriously, munirah if u happen to read this email/call me. need some advice tho i know you're busy with vce. :( and my sister traced the alphabets on my result slip thinking it's like her schoolwork. damn cute, but i had to go down to moe just now, pay 10 bucks for another statement of results.

3) Driving

nah, im still way behind. my frens would know what stupid mistake i did. HAHA. aggressive driver....

i absolutely enjoyed myself on sat nai. thanks. looking forward to next gathering :)

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