Merry xmas everyone.... wanted to blog something extremely unpleasant but decided to skip it.....

is it a sign that something is wrong? i let out heavy sighs lined with tiredness every so often nowadays.

i anticipated a grand close to my university life, getting all As and my 2nd uppers. but in the end, i bombed all the presentations. i jus feel so... despondent...

coupled with the fact that i keep making dumb mistakes in my report.. gaghhh life isnt getting any better.
am currently trying to study.. pure brute force studying is getting stuffs into my brain, but when i want to destress by playing wow, the connection lags like shit and i cant even play properly. =(

i feel like going back to hall jus so i can play wow as and when i like. argh. lol.

the days of my previous semesters seem to be coming back. its the days of loneliness, alone in my room. except this time, i am playing wow, instead of watching dramas and animes. Watching stuffs has never been my thing, cos i dun like to sit there and watch. i will zone out after a while and get bored easily. playing games on the other hand...

i think theres something wrong with my brain. this game is incredibly boring, yet everyday, i jus wanna chiong back and start playing. i dun even know the reason for me playing. after all, i cant upgrade my gear anymore.

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yawns. jus when i said i cant upgrade my gear anymore, i jus picked up something =) perhaps i still say it more oftn =). sighs.. now im jus waiting for 3 more things to drop... i guess.. its like waiting for the sky to drop down.... =(

okie so i played the whole aftn away already. jus let me slack a while more? before i start doing my vba... :(
am gonna procrastinate about ab311 until the last min. but today im gonna finish aa301 and some of bc206...

i wonder if i will ever get bored of playing that game.. perhaps? lol.

Its nearing the end of my uni life, possibly my full time student life. Kinda sad cos its the period whr its the least stress and problematic, however much ppl like to complain abt the apparent stressful life we students hav.

Got to know a pretty nice gal this sem. Frm my course. If i got to know her earlier, i wld certainly hav shown more interest in my schwork then i had. And my grades wld be better lol. She inspires me, simply said.

Been pondering abt some stuffs abt my future.. Superficial stuffs, but yeah still better than merely living in da present. I've gotta get my priorities straight, what exactly do i want to achieve in life? Now is the crucial moment of my uni life, if i manage to get my 2nd upper, then. I wld declare my uni life a success and i can forget how i flunked my first three sems. However, if the opposite happens... I duno how long i'll grieve.. :(( perhaps till i get my masters? Problem is, its difficult to enrol in masters with 2nd lower honours. :(( sighhh

Juz some random rants while im on my way to my dental appt. :(( and testing out bloggin on my iphone. Lol. I kinda like blogging on my ip4.. The typing ish much easier..

happy new year everyone! :)

sighs.. havent been mugging jap the past few days. keep waking up late and going out lor... :( at this rate, no progress! :(( perhaps i really shld play less dota... or mayb stop totally..

maybe i am too crappy a person..sure i make dumb jokes frequently. but sometimes, when ppl cross the line a tad too many times, i jus cant help it. =( maybe it is time to change my image. haha.be more ladylike, and perhaps people will treat me more like a lady and not make dumb jokes anymore..