...Its Complicated...

I always wonder how the relationship status can be "its complicated" - isnt it either you are in a relationship or you are not? I guess "complicated" is the definition of i am in relationship that i don't want to be in?....still wondering.

On Friday, I was driving back home and thinking of all the complication in my life....including at work. Still thinking on should i look for a new job or stay and wait for things to change.
Then as i almost reach my house i saw a u-turn signboard and thought even the guy who named the turn as "u-turn" was confused between a U and N because technically the sign is in the form of a small N. Then y is it called u-turn when its not even in the form of a U?

I asked my parents and bro this question
Answers:
1) Dad:u are moving in u direction
Me:No its in n direction and even the signboard is in he form of an "n"
2) Mum: Yeah you are right...weird.
Me: Yeah exactly, i dont know why no one questions.
3) Bro: Its from different direction.
Me: You cant even see the signboard from the other direction.


This is why i say, i am weird.... i think of things that are already complicated and keep questioning till i dont get an answer.....anyone with different point of view....lolx

Life is a riddle

Life is like a riddle

Arial's thought of the day, "Is this the end of a chapter, beginning of another or the story continues. Life is like a riddle, will just have to wait and watch".

The fading humanity

The fading humanity

I just saw the the most inhuman thing i have ever seen. I just saw photos of people finding a dead body then cutting the dead body into pieces then cooking the human meat and actually eating it. Imagine this, A HUMAN EATING HUMAN MEAT.
I am totally shaken by the photos. What has our world come to? why are human behaving worst then animals? what happen to the word humanity?

I have heard a lot of stories about the Chinese in china eating human fetus and assuming it healthy. What happened to the cow when it was given another cows meat? It caused the mad cow disease. So what makes them think it will bring any good. It is just promoting human as the worst animal on earth.

Well many of you may say i am getting too emotional about it and it every ones personal choice on what they wish to please their tongue with but i really don't get the point of killing one of ur own to please ur tongue and making some dumb assumption to make a few dollars.

Honestly to those who believe in such a thing.......don't turn earth into hell...its a grouse practice.
If possible stop animal eating as well........non violence against animal.
Practice vegetarianism .......its the first step to humanity.....i have taken mine....hope u guys will join in!

28th june 2009

Feeling Emo...
Nooo....i m not emo cuz i m sad...i m emo cuz i m happy..does that makes sense?
There are 2 reasons for that
1. Finally my sister is back from india..........yeah i know!.....i dont have a sister....actually she is my mum's frens daughter who i call my sister. A cute, pretty and sweet sister of mine named presha.
2. My national service friend (Ana) who i lost contact with, msg me after so long.

Being the emotional person i m, its really nice to know there are still people who remember you although u dont meet or long time dont have contact with.
Thanks to all those lovely friends of mine who still remember me!!!........i love u all :)
- arial feeling lucky -
Looking forward for 2moro.......to meet my uol frens... :)

Cakessss

Arial the Disaster Baker
I love cooking but there is one thing i cant do well is baking. But yeah i haven't given up on it cuz my family still havent given up eating my cakes no matter how bad it turns out........lolx ;)
Yesterday after 1 year plus i baked a cake.

The 1st time baking a cake in my new oven. Actually its not that new ....the oven has been there for the past one year (like a show piece in the kitchen....lolx) but its the 1st time i ever use it....my mum special bought it cuz i was complaining that my cake does not turn out nice cuz of the old microwave oven is not made for cakes so its does not work properly....heheheheh

my oven

About the cake eventually after 2 hours of hardwork.....this is how it turn out......sigh!!!!....cracks all over it :P.......i m really not ment for baking

But after i turn it upside down it LOOKED better.......my mum notice there is a heart shape on it....lets see how many people can spot it :P
About the cake, it tasted nice for an amateur baker and today i can proudly say we manage to finish more than half of the cake.........lolx.

25/06/09

25/06/09
Very busy day.
There was a microcirculation check up at my dad's shop, organise by Tasly (www.tasly.com.my).
Tasly is a herbal medicine company that my dad is a member and he is promoting this medicine to all his friends and family because he says its good. I just started taking it 3 days ago....lets see if there is any difference.
Anyways about the check up

this photo was taken when my mum was doing her check up

1st the put some kind of oil on your finger and put it under a microscope which is connected to a t.v.
It is scans the small blood vessels around your nail from left to right...starting from head to leg problems.
I could see my blocked veins.......amazing!! :P
Yeah apparently the guy said my mom is more healthier then me.....lolx :P.....yeah it may be true because i don't exercise.......i think i m the laziest person on earth to exercise. Although my blood test did say i m perfectly alright. Anyway i was told to take 3 types of medicine, which i only started one and the plan is to try 1 month and go for the check up again ....if there is any difference will take it for 3 months and if no difference i am going to quit. Ohhh for those of you who wanna do the check up let me know.......the next time there is such a thing will let u know :)

Anyway after all that went to watch TRANSFORMERS with my gang (i mean my brothers.....lolx) and my friend kinjal. Actually transformers and terminator kind of movies are not the kind of thing i would like to go for cuz i dont really like the action movies....loads of violence but i had to watch it cuz its like the most talk about thing and if u dont watch it then u'll be so left out and mostly my bro was offering himself to buy the tickets so i went. It was nice but i prefer the 1st one more. Oh i went watch it at one utama and there were many crazy people who were paying rm50 for a rm 11 ticket to watch the movie.....some rotary club ppl were sucking peoples money out :P.......lolx....how crazy can ppl be abt the movie........for me i cant wait for harry potter :)

Arial down with flu

Lovely weather at the moment here.....very windy :)
Well I caught a bad flu this morning...sigh!..dont worry its just a normal cold not H1N1 :P
This days every time i sneeze it reminds me of A-H1N1..scary!!!...pity those people with this virus. Hope everyone gets well and they find a cure for it as soon as possible. Today's news paper says it has infected 68 people in Malaysia.
Now i guess we need think twice before going out but what to do it is impossible to stop living and not doing things we love to do the most.
Me and my mum were planning to go holiday together to australia but its rather risky to go australia cuz of this virus.
This reminds me, someone said there would be a earth quake in june or july...now waz it 22nd july or 22nd june.....is it true?
Lately been hearing alot about buildings collapsing in malaysia, like the one in ampang, PJ, terranganu and recently a newly build highway....what happening in malaysia?
I told my bro may be its a sign of shocks before earthquake?.......(yeah i know i m starting to get a little paranoid this dayz....lol). Anyway my bro says its impossible. But like i always say, anything is possible....just pray that god blesses us with good health and be with us in this time of need :)
May god bless everyone :)

Done with exams........back to holidayzzzz

Finally done with my exams on the 5ht of june :)
Now i am on holiday and also jobless.....lolx.
I am just too lazy to apply for a job now. U know how it is feeling like not doing anything after being busy studying for so long. Hopefully all goes well :)

About my holidays.....its boring...just have being helpful around the house...lolx
Mission for the holiday: Blog everyday since i just got new memory card on my phone after i lost it a few months ago.....now can take more pictures LOL....will i be able to achieve it?....hopefully :P

...19th October 2008...

I have been wanting to write about it for a long time now but i really wanted to have some photos with it...thanks to shuba now i got the photos and i can blog :)

19th October 2008 is the first event my BEA Club had after the new committee took over. For those of you who dont know wat BEA means?....BEA means business,economic and accounting club. It was previously known as accounting club but then Ian changed it to BEA club because it sounds less boring then accounting club...lolx

About our event....we had a "sports carnival sales"....basically we just sold some stuff at the sports carnival event. It was a very stressful event, mainly for me.

Why stressful?
17th October
At 10 o'clock night shuba got a call frm the DSA guy that we can sell go and we werent even prepared. We had no idea what to sell and it was so last minute

18th October
- i had to help my mom make deepavali cookies all day
- Keep calling sharon and shuba on what to do.......so panic!!!
- then had drove to sharon's house cuz she knew some place to buy kuih to sell for the event
When we went there sharon told the guy we want 100 pcs of all kuih 2moro and he said, "Hari ahad kami tak kerja...kalau mau hari isnin saja boleh". I waz more stressed and then there waz this small giant opposite that place so me and sharon had to decide our self wat to get....so we just got some snack for stand by in case got nothing to sell
- At home told my mom to call this catering aunty to make meehoon goreng about 100 packets to sell and i will collect it 2moro at 7.30 AM

19 October
- Was suppose to be at UM at 8.30am
-Left my house at 7.30AM ...then went to the meehoon aunties house.
Aunty: Yes, how can i help u?
Me : Hello aunty, i am here to collect my 100 packets of meehoon
Aunty: Huh??.....i thought u coming 7.30 in the EVENING
Me: No aunty my mom told u 7.30 morning
Aunty: I am so sorry. I had a lot of work when ur mom called so i misunderstood.
Me: so how?
Aunty: Wat time do u need it?
Me: By 10 o'clock
Aunty: it should be done by 9.30
Me: Okey..thanks alot

- Then i went to fetch shuba frm bangsar lrt and i waz so stressed and panic. She was not that stressed...just told me if i know any place in bangsar that we can find kuih....
I am sure everyone can guess this..............we did not manage to find anything. So we were left with snacks and meehoon only arriving at 10..... For just a second, it came up to my mind that i should just go back home but then all the commitment kept me staying.

- Then at 9 am mereached UM and it was nice to see gwyneth, sandra and ian there to help out with the sales. So just took out the snacks to sell first.

This are the photos of us after we set up the table and before we started selling

- At 9.30am, me and shuba went to collect the meehoon and went to TMC supermarket to get a few cartons of mineral water to sell with the meehoon and snacks. Then went to get meehoon. Everything waz in a rush and had to really drive fast to get back.....was super exhausted went i got back to UM at 10.30

- Suprising the water finish fast that ian and shuba at had to go again to buy water at 11 o'clock plus from TMC cuz it was super hot there and no restaurants near buy too. So the only option was to buy from us or frm the other drink stall which was super expensive but served cold drinks like iceblended and all. This is the 2nd time shuba went to that place to get loads of water....the guy who put the water carton in the car was just smiling alot (According to shuba)....may be he must be thinking that we are crazy...hahahahahaha

Anwyay sharon also joined us to sell after her netball game so it was fun......yup! selling can be fun...mainly if u get alot of profit.....hahahahaha

This is me...dont i look like a business women...lolx

- While shuba (vice president) and ian (president) was away to get things.......the head of the DSA came to our stall and he waz asking me for an explaination cuz it was just 12 o'clock plus and our food all finish already. Why me? actually cuz i am the tresurer and since the VP and the president is not there so i was responsible...sigh!!!. The truth waz it was all last minute so we never catered enough for 400 people and anyway there was no gurantee that it will finish if we had got that much food and we thought there were many other people there to sell but to our shock (and luck), we were th only once...thats wat i told him. Then he ask me to go and get more food......so i told him that we wait for our president (Ian) then we decide. Then he told me, " i want a decision now and i want food on this table". Then i got all nervous and scared so i just could say okey....lolx. Then he ask me to go and get some buns and all to sell.

- So then me and sharon went to buy buns frm TMC again...leaving sandra all alone cuz gywneth had gone back already. Lucky as we got in the car, ian and shuba were back.
So there goes another tokyo drift.......lolx.....loads of speeding...lucky my dad didnt get any saman...hehehe.
That reminds me wat sharon said,
Sharon: Now i know why ahmed was saying u drive real fast. U are kajal!
Me : Nope...i am THE KAJAL.......hahahahaa
Anyway before we reached TMC we got another call for more water.....and again the same guy came to put the water in my car and he had this funny smile on his face....like he was gng to laugh any moment frm now......actually it was crazy......buying so many cartons of water...lolx..dam shy la!

- Then we got back and were there till 3.30pm. Totally not expected...i told my mom i would be back by 12.30pm. Imagine this......none of us had lunch and we were there all tired under the sun. Lucky i brought my chinese fan so it wasnt so bad :P

- Then after all was done..we went to eat at mamak in bangsar....me,shuba and sharon ..then yuvani and her bf joined us. Felt so relaxed cuz it was finally over.

In the end all went fine and we made money. All the hard work didnt go for nothing. Really appericiate the support of all frens who help. Without all the support it was all not possible.

...DESCO Ball...

Before Prom
Morning went for my financial reporting class as usual frm 10.30am-1pm. Class was fine but i was kind of stressed about the prom so couldn't really focus at class. Lucky i always sit next to Gwyneth so can just ask her for answers if i get them wrong...lolx.
After class went to fetch shuba from lrt tmn.bahagia ....i made her wait there at lrt for abt 30-45 min cuz my class suppose to finish at 12.30 but it finish at 1 and by the time i got there it was almost 1.15pm....poor girl had to wait so long cuz of my FR lecturer...hahaha.
Me and shuba reach my house almost 1.30pm and had my mum's cooked gujarati food and not surprising shuba liked it cuz she ate many chapati's.
At 5pm after sharon joined me and shuba at my house we started getting ready to go for the prom. In my mind i was relieved that finally its all going to be over. The moment that i was waiting for the past 2 weeks is here.
This is how i look once i was ready...(Taken in my room)

We were suppose to leave at 6pm but oni manage to leave my house at 6.20pm while yuvani's car left 10 min before us. I fetched ahmed frm his house then we headed to the place which waz in ampang. The advantage of leaving late is that u can avoid jam roads cuz those who left earlier will let u know which roads are jammed :P
Anywayz we reached the place only at 8pm. Sadly we were still too early cuz the doors were still not open. It was suppose to start at 7pm and the doors only opened at 8.30pm. Yuvani and kohilah did not have to wait outside cuz they reach after 8.30pm cuz the got lost....(poor thing)

The prom
It was nothing like i expected. No dancing at all. Just performance by people on the stage which includes: drama by the committee members, dr.goh singing, Brazilian martial arts, some presentations, belly dancing and some band performance by some uel guyz. The show was boring. The food was nice and was kind of happy cuz i got served while others had to go and take their food :P ....the advantages of being a vegetarian....lolx.
Then we took loads of photos.....the end.

• Negative side: I waz thinking that prom was all abt couple dancing or something cuz u go with a partner but to my disappointment nothing like that happened

• Positive side: either ways i had no partner....hahaha

The whole event only finish at 12.30am so by the time i got home after sending shuba, sharon then ahmed was almost 1.15am. Super tired..

This is a photo of almost all my friends who went for the ball@prom

and this is one photo with our superstar lecturer...Dr.Goh Seng ...lolx

..A lot to do and alot has been done...

Well this few weeks has been moving real fast with so little time for myself.
Last week on the 11th october had treakathon and this is the 3rd consecutive time i joined the event. Overall it was not as tiring as the before two but it was boring cuz all my close friends were missing in action cuz of various reason so i just went there and walk up the hill and back with no excitement what so ever. This is one of the photo taken at bukit gasing with my friends who went there.

I also kind of feel fortunate in away to go for the event cuz for the 1st time was able to see so many brown shirt (dept. of econs) in the event. Usually its just me, kohilah, wai kit, ahmed, jackson and yuv frm dept.of econs....lolx. Believe it or not this time my department (dept. of econs) got most participant award....hahahah......so unbelievable!!!

Well later that day my car spoilt (thats the sad part), the good part is that it got spoilt at home cuz if it got spoilt else where i will probably go panic cuz i dont even know anything that in my car. Well for those of you who dont know, i cant even change my car tyres....so its abit risky if my car has a problem when i m all alone.....hope that never happens....lolx :P
About the poor car, it could not start so it got towed by the perodua people from my house and i waz car less for two days.
On Monday me and yuvani went looking for a dress for prom which is on this friday (17th oct) but the weird thing is we spent 5 hours looking but in the end didnt buy anything. First we went to sri hartamas cuz my bro waz saying they rent clothes there. We spent almost an hour there, where yuvani tried so many evening gowns and i oni tried one and just loved it. I photos of my with the dress there but i dont wanna post yet. Anywayz eventually we did not borrow cuz thought we could find something better if we buy it our self.
So we went all around bangsar baru and damansara utama but still couldn't find anything CHEAP and nice. Believe it or not a short dress cost above rm200 and a long dress cost above rm500. So in the end we decided to just borrow a dress for rm45.lolx.

I have only one day that is Thursday to make myself beautiful, get earrings, nice high heals, read my FR notes for friday class, and alot more things that i cant think of at the moment......may be i should make a list so i dont keep forgetting...hahahaha

The things i have to do before next week:
finish hell alot of further maths tutorial and make myself read my management science method notes which i havent gone through at all since i started college. I also may have to go and help out for sports carnival sales if my club actually get to sell things there....its gonna be a tiring week.....may god bless me
Really hope prom turns out the way i want it to be.......hope it will be great......wish me luck...byebye!!!

...My Birthday...

27th sept the day i turned 22 years old. Time passes real fast that probably the next thing i know i m already working. Sometimes i wish time goes fast so i wouldn't be so curious of about what future has in store for me and sometimes i wish time moves real slow because i am afraid to face the future but any how the clock still ticks at its speed.
Well my birthday was kind of interesting cuz many people remembered my birthday :)
I had a free make over appoinment at 1utama in the afternoon which waz not that great...i think i looked better without the make up.This is me BEFORE the make over.....(ignore those hair clips on my head - just something they put so my hair wont get dirty)
This is how i look AFTER the make up was done.....super scary....its titled the "ghostly me"....lolx

Anywayz after the make over didnt do anything much....went for dinner then had a suprise cake cutting ceremony with my family which waz very sweet :)

That pretty much abt all what i did the whole day....nothing to grand but it waz simple and nice :)

...A Battle...

Life hasn't been working out to be the way i want it to work. Well i guess everyone i know is going through this dilemma...that's just life. I always had what i wanted but may be now its the hard part where everything i want is so far from reach. It reminds me of this quote that says "for every night there is always a day"...so may be its the dark part now (hope its the opposite when i wake up).

It difficult, choosing between what you are suppose to do and what u want to do....its just an unanswered question in my mind. What i am suppose to do, is the correct thing to do in the eye of some. What i want to do, seems perfect to me but not in the eye of some. What m i suppose to do? choose between pleasing other (which hurt me) or hurt others?... Yeah, i sure wish life wasn't so complicated because whichever i choose to pick will eventually lead to my lost.

This is a battle which either sides win but i loose.....its a triangle where i m on the loosing side.

...going crazy...

The stories of my crazy day. My brains is working so slow this few days cuz of my unhealthy health......lolz....omg today waz embarrassing....I filled up the nomination form totally wrongly...argh!..my brain interpretation skills were at a super low level plus i had a major issue that waz bugging me all day. Thank god i didn't hand up the form cuz my friends manage to point it out to me :P (that waz the embarrassing part)....all of them laughing at me...poor me....aaaaw
Lots of thing happened today wish tomorrow will be better. Pray for a better day.

...back again to bloggin...

Finally i m back again to blogging after a long long break. My last post waz 8/13/07 which is like 7 months plus. Sorry to all those who use to view my blog and are really disappointed in me. Its just that since college started in september my life has been really boring. Really have nothing interesting to write. Now most people are starting to think i m this boring and unattractive dumbo...hahahaah....even my blog is so unattrative this day.

About the story behind me being an unattractive dumbo.....blame it all on UOL.
I can sit down studying all day but it is so so hard for me to get an A for my exam....watever u do to get an A for ur exam in UOL..u will alwayz just end up praying that u pass the paper after the exam is over....1 year and 2 more months to go....hope we all UOLians do well and may god bless us wif easy papers this year.......hahahaha.