i know this path that i choose is real hard.

but i have to do it.

for the ummah. to help people. to give hope to people. to be a great slave of HIM..

ya allah..i cant do anything without You helping me..

im sorry i always do lots of bad things…

but i wan to do this.

i wan to improve myself but it is just too hard..

i know aku tak layak pun nak dapat ape2 dr pada Kau kerana aku bukan seorang hamba yang baik..

ya allah ampunkan dosaku…

i know i dont deserve anything.. but i plead for you..give me guidance..i cannot do this alone by myself..give me Your love and guidance to me ya allahhh..

please help me..give me strentgh….

to push away all the bad things..

alhamdulillah..jadikanaku hambamu yg sentiasa bersyuku..=)