I am really proud of you.. :)

I have this realization again... that my role in your life ended around september last year... i know and i am aware that i was the one who made that relationship a mess.. i did not regret everythin.. I was happy with you.. We were happy... like i said i loved you but it has ended... I guess ang role ko tlga sa buhay mo has ended... :) naiayos ko naman ang life mo kahit papano.. and maybe un lang reason why God made us who we were back then.. :) But... I am proud of you for being so strong and so positive.. :) I still pray for you everyday that God will grant you peace and happiness all through out your life.. I wish you all the love and happiness in the world coz you are a nice person and you deserve everything life can offer.. and I just wanted to say how truly sorry i am for giving up on us... I can still choose to wait for you but then i chose not to.. God granted me someone who can ease all the hurt and pain in my heart... and I am thankful for finally having him in my life... I just hope and pray until today that you will meet that someone who will complete your life.. :( I know you will be better with her.. and you will finally feel calm and happy.. not stressed and tortured (sorry ulet :( tsk) I know you will be okay and i know you will get by.. :) I am SORRY :( I got married last January 28.. but i have no intention of saying it to you.. for what?! my sisters told me to inform you just for courtesy.. but then again... i refused and declined.. i am in a relationship that time and actually he proposed to me already and we were preparing for the wedding... i am not sure what to feel.. :( i am not confused and i know in my heart that I will be happy and that you will be okay it felt as if all things happened because its the will of God.. almost 9yrs I always dream of becoming your lifetime partner... but i was happy that you were able to get away with a lifetime of miseries.. hahah sinwerte ka dahil nawala ako sa buhay mo... pero sinwerte ka din because i became a part of your life.. we were starting to hurt each other.. and it needs to end.. i am not angry with you... and i understand your decision.. I hope you are not angry with me.. :( anyway this will be my last post... I am now a married woman... :) hehe i cnt believe it myself din.. pero I am now ready to face a new chapter in my life... :) i am now planning for a family of my own.. :) and I am now looking forward for the future with my little babies :) Hindi ko inexpect na you will not be the father of my children.. but God moves in mysterious ways.. maybe it was really not meant to be.. pero sana we could stay as friends.. and sana walang galit or hate na nararamdaman sa isa't isa... I wish that God will bless you and your family.. i know galit din family mo sakin.. but my family still care and love you... minsan nga nagjejelous na ako kasi mas love ka nila kesa sakin hahahah ako kasi yung unang nakamove on.. ako yung una sumaya.. and actually kahit ata ikaw mauna... they will still love you.. :) thank you for everything.. :) i will really cherish everything.. i learned a lot from you.. thank you and im so sorry for everything... :) see you when i see you.. :) you be well.. :)

letting go.. finally....

today...
i realized something...
today..
i want to set someone free..
today...
i decided it's time to love myself...
today...
i am letting go..
;(

i cried enough..
i chased you enough..
and i fought enough..
and finally..
i have to let go...
i have to forget..
i have to end something so i could start something new...
:(

it is a hard decision..
but i am finally giving up on you..

i love you but i have to give some for myself too...
i am letting you go now..
and il never beg and insist myself to you after today..

today..
you are free...
today..
i am good as dead...
:(

today...
i will stop loving you...

:(

moving forward

dreamt about you for 2 consecutive nights now...
:(
i am starting to move forward...
i am planning to move on..
but you still keep on haunting me..
why!?!
dear God why!?
:(
i always read what you have said to me..
so every time i have the urge to send you a message...
will stop and think...
haha..
i am not even welcome in your life now..
why would i insist myself!?
history is repeating itself..
:(
i was like this... i think that was 6 yrs ago..
2009.. to be exact,,, you told me so many hurtful words... :(
i was hoping to get back with you..
and kept on insisting myself for 3 months...
and i heard you were checking someone new and dating someone else..
going to church with you and etc..
and when you thought she's no good for you..
you came back to me.. :(
after all the hurtful things you said to me..
you came back and i accepted you..
i admit i said bad and hurtful things to you and most of them
are not true and just blurted out because of anger and frustrations..
but u never accept me when i did mistakes.. :(
every time we are breaking up and i come begging for you..
you always reject me...
but when you will come to me...
i always accept you...
haaaaaaaaay
life is truly unfair..
maybe i was the one loving you too much in the relationship...
i became crazy in this relationship..
and im getting back now..
il walk away even if its hurting me all the time..
but i will be fine..
i will not beg anymore...
and even tho i wanted to be with you..
if you will ever come back.. :(
i just wish im over you already...
you be happy with that gelyn girl.. :(
i just hope she will not hurt you the way i hurt you...
i regret doing all the things iv done..
and i will keep all the good memories..
the fun memories..
and will never forget it and will forever keep you in my heart
until the last days of my life.. :(
i still love you but i have to let go before i could no longer feel anything.. :(

iloveyougoodbye

?!

Actually i am a little confused... :(
do you still love me or are you just being polite kaya mo ko nikakausap!? :(
i wanted to ask you if u love someone else..
or if we could still fix this relationship..
but i am too shy to ask.. :( i don't want to ask..
coz i may sound desperate..
but on 2nd thought... why wont i ask!?
err...
if il be regretting it in the future..
oh well...
magpray na lang ako...
pagpapasa Dyos ko na lang tlga..
ano tlga ang nararapat para satin..
naisip ko you were okay naman nung wala ako eh
so baka u dont need me anymore na kaya ganun... :(
im lost..
and i don't know what il do na tlga?!
if to win you back..
or wait for u to love me again..:(
bahala na!!!
:( itutulog ko na lang to..
but i was happy today kasi nag usap tayo..
pero i dont like this feeling na parang awkward.. na parang strangers na tayo agad..
i miss being us..
and i know it is my fault kung baket nagkaganto tayo.. :(
its all my fault :(
im sorry..
:(

missin you

i miss you today..
i don't know why.. :(
i told myself i will not send any message anymore
because i dont want to bother u anymore.. :(
but unfortunately the mug bing gave to me before showed up.. :(
and tom is sept 8... :(
so i sent a message..
i am not expecting u to reply..
but i will get sad if ul not reply... :(
i don't want to get sad anymore..
if u don't want me to bother u or to think about u...
better to block me again so il know where il stand and
so i know when to give up.. :(
i think u like someone already...
i still check ur fb..
and i checked ur checking someone..
gelyn garfin!? so i said if u like someone add them already
hindi un search ka ng search every hour.. :(
felt sad tho.. pero ganun naman mga gusto mo ichura eh.. hehe
:(
oh well...
il go to church today..
will ask for guidance and forgiveness.. :(
and will ask God to bless you.. :(
and to make u happy now..
and to make me happy now and set u free so i will not be a burden to you anymore..
:( i am really praying..
il stop na..
pra ndi na ako nahihirapan.. :(

is it over?

is it really over between us?
i am sorry for all the mistakes i did to you.. :(
i really am sorry.. :(

iloveyou

:(

i know ur not reading this blog anymore...
today i finally told you that i am in a relationship...
i am single.. i just don't know why i said it to you..
i am not in a relationship.. :(
you saw my message then blocked me..
i don't know why i cried... :(
but then khalas...
i am setting u free...
:(
i wish you love my darling boyboy.. :(
i hope ul be blessed abundantly and i hope ul be happy.. :(
i don't know what will happen to me anymore..
i have no plans yet...
:(
will cross the bridge when i get there...
il miss you for sure...
ur the only person i gave soo much love and attention... :(
but unfortunately sometimes it has to come to an end.. :(

goodbye my almost lover.. :(

bf gf tag... HAPPY HEARTS DAY my darling.. mwaaah...

last feb 7..
sent peter the questions from the bf tag..
and he answered all the questions.. :)

1) Where did we meet? 2) Where was our first date? 3) What was your first impression of me? 4) When did you meet my family? 5) Weird habit of each other? 6) How long have we been together? 7) Do we have any traditions? An animal that resembles one another? 9) What was our first roadtrip? 10) First thing you noticed about me? 11) What pisses him off? 12) Favorite feature about each other? 13) 3 things I am good & not good at? 14) What do we argue about the most? 15) Do I have PMS? 16) Who wears the pants in the relationship? 17) Do I have any weird obsessions? 18) Nicknames for each other? 19) What is my favorite restaurant? 20) If I am watching TV, what am I watching? 21) What is one food I do not like? 22) What drink do I order when we go out to eat? 23) What size of shoe do I wear? 24) My favorite kind of sandwich? 25) What is one talent I have? 26) What would I eat everyday if I could? 27) if I was collecting anything what would it be 28) My favorite kind of music? 29) what could I spend hours doing? 30) What is my eye color? 31) Who is my best friend? 32) Something you do that I wish you didn’t do? 33) Where am I from? 34) What kind of cake would you bake me on my birthday? 35) Do I play any sports? 36) What can I spend hours doing?
37) where was our first kiss and how was it? 38) did u know that i was the one? 39) who said i love u first and where were we? 40) what is the first gift you received from me? first gift you gave to her?

PETER'S ANSWERS
1. Notre 2. Alam ko sa pier ine yun pero nde pa tayo nun hehe 3. Simple and beautiful 4 hala nde ko matandaan date pero nagpunta ako nun sa inyo hehe 5 nagtotoothpick lagi hehe 6 7yrs na 7 si boyboy miss ko na boyboy din 8 uhm tradition?? Ndenako sure dito 9 baguio?? Hehe 10 eyes 11 when i don't communicate (kabaligtaran kapag him her dapat noh?) 12 ako kapag nagiismile ikaw 13 sales magaling kaw hehe tapos sa computer din magaling kaw and magaling kaw magmulti tas 14 communication kapag nde ako nakakapagparamdam lagi 15 umhh minsan 16 parehas naman tau nagpapants di ba? Heheh pero kung ibig sabihin kung sino ang boss eh shempre kaw boss ko 17 parang wala naman.. ayyy teka mga make up?? Hehe 18 boyboy 19 korean 20 mga series?? Dati nakakatakot gusto mo pero ngaun parang mejo random 21 hala alam konpang ata yung peborit mo 22 kapag may taro alam ko gusto mo yun yung binibili natin quickly o kaya yung sa zagu na calamansi ba yun?? 23 mga 7 inches o 7 1/2 pareha lang tayo halos 24 ham and egg and cheese?? 25 magkanta?? Heheh para saken magaling kaw hehehe 26 basta korean lalo na yung hinahalo ying nasa hotplate kimbap ba yun o bibimbap 27 siguro gadges??? 28 yung lagi tumutugtog sa honda mo nun na puti yung nagppiano ma babae yung kumanta ng samson chaka iba mga luma din n songs 29 magcomputer ayy mag slot machine haha 30black di ba 31 si archie 32 magbogs 33 caloocan haha aku din eh 34 chocolate 35 hala parang nde ata boyboy 36 naulet lng tong tanung na to boyboy
37 sa mental nung una beses mi ako sinagot alam ko nikiss mo k9 sa cheeks lang hehe 38 uu nung nagkasama na tayo i know ur the one hehe 39 ako ata eh pero sa phone ata yung una. 40 pagkakatanda ko una gip m9 tshirt tama ba?

MY ANSWERS!
1. notre
2. first date alone? ang alam ko sa dorm ko... you asked for directions how to go sa dorm ko and nagdala ka ng food.. yun ang first date na nicount ko.. hehe kasi nung date natin sa pier one... kasama natin si batac and un isa mo friend eh...
3. impression? funny and interesting..
4. i met ur family, 1st monthsary natin.. feb. 8, 2007.. I met ur tatay and ur tito and tita.. pati lola and mga cousins mo.. pero ur mom and ur sister.. nde ko pa namimeet..
5. weird habit mo magnanot and itatapon lang sa kama.. and kakamutin mo un ngalangala mo..
6. 7 years 1 month and 6 days... feb 14 ko pala sinagot to..
7. tradition? siguro before tayo magsleep haha.. kumutan kita na parang ginaw na ginaw ka.. prang naging tradisyon ko na sa sarili ko na gawin sayo un.. haha :) miss kita boyboy ko.. :(
8. animal? resembles u? hmmm.. palaka?! kasi maliliit legs mo hahahah or asong payat hahaha... pero one animal actually insect na kapag nadinig ko matatawa ako ang maaalala kita.. eh un salagubang hahaha
9. roadtrip.. baguio with the voltes v.. haha nde pa tayo nun.. pero like na kita nun.. :) hihi.. and nde ko alam why like kita kasi nde naman ako attracted sayo.. pero bigla kita nalike haha..mukang anglakas ng prayer mo kay Jesus.. :) pinasagot nia ako sayo.. and yung first roadtrip natin alone together.. yung sa tagaytay natin... aug 8, 2008 heheh saya natin nun eh.. :)
10. eyes din.. and un nunal mo sa near the eyes..
11. pisses you off? kapag bigla na lang umiinit ulo ko bigla and kapag sinasabi ko na naman un mga bagay na ayaw mo na marinig...
12. feature? nde ko alam hahah... un sexy abs mo?! hahah or un shapes ng eyes mo kapag nagsmile ka.. hehe
13. 3 things good at: streetsmart.. maghugas ng pinggan.. and magcare about my health... bad at: communicate... maging sensitive.. and hindi marunong magmulti task
14. kapag deadma ka lang... na parang ndi importante makipag usap sakin.. hmp!!!
15. PMS? pre marital sex sayo kasi nde ka naman nagmemens hahahha!!! ay oo! rapist ka eh.. hahaha
16. kung boss mo ko! edi boss ako!! hahah i love you!! mwah
17. weird obssessions? strawberry and naruto pero i dnt think na weird un... ahhh.... weird un magkape while pooping.. eeew...
18. boyboy.. :)
19. fave restaurant mo.. anything with steak! :) pero naisip ko kahit kelan nde pa tayo nagdate na dalawa sa masarap na steak house..
20. watching tv? news... hehe
21. food? radish.. haha
22. rootbeer? beer? or coke...
23. same with my shoe size... 7.5 to 8 hehe
24. sandwich!? tuna sandwich kasi sabi mo magaling ka gumawa ng masarap na tuna sandwich dba?!
25. singing and piano siguro.. tho nde mo pa ako natutugtugan ng piano ng buo talaga.. hehehe
26. steak.. tacos with jalapeno hehe
27. collecting?! hmm edi mga letters ko! and pictures natin... hahahah paarang wala ka naman nicocollect na iba eh..
28. everything.. kahit ano genre gusto mo.. :) kahit nga boyband eh.. hahaha
29. magbutingting ng kung ano ano... butingting ng laptop.. ng desktop.. ng electricfan.. ng koche.. ng kabayo ng plancha... etc... lahat
30. brownish black... hahah basta dark
31. mark batac.. kapag absent si mark.. si alan hahah
32. lie.. ;( kung nde ka siguro naglie sakin... wala tayo trust issues.. :(
33. from tulingan hahahah pero america ka na ngayon eh.. wow.. bigtayms~
34. cheesecake na may blueberry and straweberry na toppings.. pero nabake na kita strawberry cheesecake na may i love you pa na strawberry sa tuktok hahaha.. tpos pinagdamot mo sakin.. :( ayyy!!!!
35. sports? naku wala! takot ka sa basketball eh.. pero billiards siguro kung considered as sports un...
36. magbutingting nga.. haha
37. first kiss? u kissed me sa cheeks nung jan 9... pinuntahan mo ko sa mental.. and umupo tayo dun sa hagdan hahah tpos nung paalis na nikiss mo un buhok ko near my cheeks.. the true kiss where i kissed back.. nde ko na alam san and kelan!? tanda mo ba?! iremind mo nga ako pero i guess sa dorm un nangyari... and nervous ako.. kasi first kiss ko un.. hahaha
38. agad agad? hindi! hahahah
39. shempre ikaw.. crush mo na kasi ko dati pa tpos nung nagkachikahan na tayo.. nainlove ka na agad sakin hahahah
40. first gift.. un tulip flower na iniwan mo sa door ko... and un kape din hahaha... 3 box na kape ata binigay mo sakin nun or dalawa... hehhe

ayun na!?!? bitin hahah gusto ko pa magreminisce eh.. errr

gawa ako question pa.. hahah

41. first dish you cooked for him/her?
sinigang na baka na masarap.. and inihaw na tilapia na walang balat hahahaha


ayyyy ikaw na lang mag isip ng mga tanong na gusto mo malaman.. kung alam ko hahaha.. nde ko na maisip pala..

oh well..

happy valentines boyboy!

:(
sooobraa galit ko.. :(
i don't know  why..
kapag nagagalit ako... palagi na lang...
"burahin ko na fb ko.."
"uninstall ko na fb ko... deactivate ko na..." sheeesh
palagi na lang ganun....
"magreresign ako sa work... nde na ako lalabas" etc etc...
palagi ka na lang gnyan..
nde ko alam kung nang iinis ka.. nananakot or whatever..
pwess nde ako natatakot..
nabwibwiset ako...
kung ganyan gusto mo..
bahala ka...
nde na kita kakausapin muna..
kumausap ka na lang ng iba..
kung nde ka nakikipag usap sa fb..
edi kumausap ka na ngayon... kasi kung ayaw mo ko kausap.. ayaw na din kita kausap!!
bahala na ako sa sarili ko..
kung mapilay na tlga akong tuluyan or whatever..
dont worry nde na din kita iistorbohin..
ikaw na bahala sa sarili mo since ur uber busy with ur life and ur chores
and you cant multitask...
oo nga pala..
ganyan ka tlaga..
then... sige sayo na buong oras mo...
baka nakakagulo pa ako sa mga gawain and plans mo..
pasensha na ha...
alam ko naman tlga lugar ko dati pa eh...
ndi naman tlga ako special sayo..
meron ka pa nga personal space na parang nde mo lang ako kilala eh...

grrr...
then bahala ka..
sayo na personal space mo...
humanap ka ng someone useful for u...
ndi un walang kwenta lang na katulad ko...
i hope ur happy now...
wala na kaw madidinig kahit kelan sakin... :(
sad lang kasi parang nasasanay ka na wala ako..
u can go on with ur day without me..
i hope kaya ko din yan ginagawa mo..
feeling ko ako lagi lugi..
ako lagi ang too much attached..
and now... il learn how to not be attached...
il learn to respect ur personal space or better il learn to get lost..
para wala na tayo pag uusapan...
nde na din muna ako mag oonline sa phone ko...
so dnt bother sending messages sa viber ko...

magsaya ka!!! HMPPPPP


wala ka naman tlaga pakelam sakin eh..
edi il start to do the same...
gagalit ako sayo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

urot moments

hihihi naisip ko pala kung nakita mo na tong mga to.. hahah

namiss kita madami :(

loveyouboyboyko

Hihi naisip ko lng gumawa ng ganto
namiss kita ng madami kahapon chka ngayon eh
pero thanks fors calling ha. Iloveyou muah

pssst... miss u..

hi my love..

i don't know if you are still reading this blog... hehe
i planned to make some posts nung nasa pinas ako..
pero sa kasamaang palad... wala ako net...
and wala din ako laptop heheh..
yung phone lang gamit ko so here i am writing na lang ulet here..
since mas mabilis net ko dito...
heheh..
off ko today..
and i finished yung egg sandwich na ginagawa ko last night and i cooked bacon carbonara..
ansarap!!!! hahahah naenjoy ko ng madami... pero konti lang nikain ko..
mamaya ulet pra nde ako mabloat ng sobra..
i have the urge to smoke knina kaso tinamad ako eh..
di ba sabi ko sayo nung anjan ako..
kapag nagsmoke ako nde pwedeng ndi ka maligo after...
hahahah eh natatamad pa ako magligo.. errr
oh well.. aga din ako nagsleep last night prang 1030 pa lang nagsleep na ako sobra kasi antok ko eh
tapos hmmm.. ano pa ba ichichika ko? naayos ko na room ko yey..
pati un mga food ko naayos ko na din..
hahah kumain ako ng sneakers for dinner then borlogs hahah :)

download ako mga series ngayon eh...
while waiting for you to come home..
oh well... u take care lagi ha..

i miss you.. heheh
u texted me na namimiss mo ko kasi nakakita ka ng dunkin donut hahah
why? i look like a donut ohhooo... hmpp

iloveyou ng madaming madami...
miss ko kaw... kasi kaw lang nasasarapan sa luto ko carbonara eh..
may madaming tira pa ako..
hihi

muaaaaah...

missed..

errr... its been forever since i made an entry in this blog... and just today i remembered, meron pala ako ginawa na blog for your eyes only.. :( i am sorry if mejo short tempered ako lately.. actually nagiging bad na ako ng madami lagi sayo.. :( and i am not happy when i am all grumpy and bitchy :( nahihirapan din ako kasi kahit nature ko magmaldita... deep inside im hurting :( anyway i don't know if ur still visiting this page or hindi na.. pero malay mo biglang iopen mo na lang ulet to.. hehe kasi sabi mo u missed the days na masaya tayo... pero when i read the entries here... puro sad din eh.. :( sorry for making ur life miserable all the time.. :( anyway... i just finished running sa crosstrainer for uhmm... approximately 5 songs sa ipod na bigay mo hehe.. nagpapapayat ako eh.. :( im soo fat na kasi tlga... no kidding... and 17 days na lang uuwi na ako and just to warn you,... kelangan tayo magkakain.. :) kahit na tumaba na lang ako ulet kasi mamimiss ko na naman ang pinas dahil after this vacation... i dont know kelan pa ako ulet makakabalik... pwedeng 1 yr after or ewan ko... :( anyway... ur sleeping pa din.. its arnd 4 in the morning na jan and ur probably gonna wake up mga 430 or 5 kasi u have work later... ako naman magshower na maya maya.. napahinga ko na muscles sa legs ko.. kasi whenever i take shower after exercise nagcracramps legs ko eh... uhmmm wala na ata ako masabi... heheh gusto ko sana magblog on my phone para everyday nasusulatan kita how my day was... hmmm.. try ko research ehehe.. sana matuloy tayo mag wensha haha prang gusto ko dun punta... grrr excited na ako umuwi hihi oh well... sorry ulit if im always bullying u.. :( i love you.. and miss na kita.. :( muah..

hihihhihi :)

:c

i don't know if i'm making a wrong decision here...
:(
i am actually confused on what to feel anymore..
tsk..
today is our special day...
but i don't feel like it is still special... :(

i am sad..
i hope we can work things out..
i don't know when and i don't know how..
but im still praying we can be together again...
happy and soo much inlove with each other.. :(

i am terribly missing you.. :(

happy monthsary

hi..

i don't know what went wrong?
you did not even greet me today..
you just reminded me na its our monthsary..
:(
im beginning to feel na we'r not holding on to each other na..
and i read all ur msgs... and i am sure and i am confident
that you still and will always will love me... pero boyboy..
nde naman dpat love lang ang present sa relationship diba?
kelangan maging responsible din... kelangan din magmanifest ang love natin through actions dba? kelangan iparamdam mo sa love mo un pagmamahal mo.. nde lang sinasabi diba?
nde ko alam kung kaya ko pa lumaban..
im too much fed up.. :(
i dont like un feeling na i still hate you..
na i am still mad at you..
na parang nde na nawawala galit ko..
na im too much expecting from you pero nadidisappoint lang ako over and over again...
pero i realized... bket nga ba ako galit?
baket nga ba nde nawawala na galit ko?
because you don't pacify me...
you were never there for me...
you never explain things to me...
you did not even communicate with me...
you just don't care... :(
you did not do anythin kaya i feel like ur giving up on me.
i wanted to fix this..
i wanted to talk to you..
i wanted to fix things up...
and i waited... and waited for you..
pero nde ka dumadating...
u were never free for me...
:(
nde ko alam if we grew apart already..
:(
i am sad...
and i can't decide on things... ;(
i want to love you until the end...
pero sa mga nakikita ko sayo, im starting to get confused...
i hope u will have the time soon to talk to me so we can patch things up..
sana maging free ikaw soon, and sana its not too late pa to fix things
kapag nagkacourage ka na to talk to me...
:(

i still love you.. :(
but i don't know if it is still right to love you.. :(
i am losing my self respect already... :(
anyway kahit wala ka greetings... i want to still greet u happy monthsary..
kahit nde tayo happy sa monthsary natin :(

:(

have not heard from you since yesterday..
i don't know what has happened to you.. :(

you are hurting me again and again..
tsk and it is quite tiring...

*sigh*

i just hope ur happy...

oh well..
i don't have any wish but for you to be happy....
missin you badly...

:(

:(

i am sad... :(
i don't know what to feel anymore..
:(
i tried to make your birthday as special as possible..
i even posted a video on your wall..
if incase you go online on your very birthday...
ul get surprise by it..
but fate says to give time and give your efforts to the people
close to you..
to the people near you..
to the people who are important to you..
and i stopped and realized.. ano ba talaga ako sayo?
am i still a part of you?
do you still need me?
parang hindi na yata...
parang ako lang ata needy because i need you..
pero i think i should straighten this out..
i don't want to be dependent to you..

anyway..
i hope you had a blast on your birthday..
and just a few question.. you can choose not to answer it.. if you think nde mo na kelangan ianswer...

loveyouboyboyko

Hihi naisip ko lng gumawa ng ganto
namiss kita ng madami kahapon chka ngayon eh
pero thanks fors calling ha. Iloveyou muah

miss you

Hi boyboy..
I made burgers today for my lunch,
naisip ko angginaw and naalala ko kpag maginaw we love to eat kaya gumawa ako ng dalawa, hehehe isa for you and isa for me, shempre kelangan isa lng kainin ko mamaya ko na kainin un isa for dinner pero pra sayo tlga sha hehehehe i miss you boyboy. Gusto ko prepare something delicious tpos tayo dalawa kakain sa room mo while watching dvd or kahit balita lng hehe haaaay namimiss na kita ng madaming madami. Tsk iloveyou boyboy

Hi boyboy

I am sorry boyboy. :(
I dnt know why tayo nde nagkaintindihan and i dont know why we have to argue. :( tsk

happy anniversary boyboymylove... :) mwaaah

hi...
i wrote this last jan 8 around 12:40 midnight... katapos ko lang ayus things ko
papuntang oman ulet.. tsk.. while writing this umiiyak ako and nititignan ko muka mo habang
tulog kaw... wehehehe nalulungkot ako.. :( sabi mo gising kita pero nde na kita mashado
inistorbo because i know you need rest and sleep.. thank you pala boyboy ha... i really appreciate
everythn... for giving me yer time.. :( sorry nde ka nakarest mabuti... :(
iloveyou!! mwaaaah


jan. 8, 2012
hi boyboymylove. i don't know kung jan 8 pa din ba susundin natin or feb 8 na anniversary pero
feeling ko gusto ko ata yung jan 8 so it means anniversary natin today hihi.. kung nde natin isasali yung naghiwalay tayo this day is our 5th year anniversary wow. 5 yrs? hehehe and still
going strong and happy with each other. san ka pa? weheheh thank you so much for all the love andcare, sorry sa mga katarayan at pang aaway ko :( and thank you very much for spending time with me sa buong bakashon ko. i will miss you boyboy ko haaaay nasasad nga ako eh pero yaan mo na mabilis lang naman panahon tsk. wait for me ha. wag masad and magbehave ng madami oks? will always make sure to communicate with you. i love you ng madami boyboy. alis muna ako saglit ha. balik din ako soon. dalawin mo ko dun ha para nde kita mashado mamiss. heheheh basta i love you ulet. try ko na magrest muna ha... i love you mwaaaaaaaaaaaaah...

BWAHAHAHAHA

click mo!!
nyahahahaha natatawa lang ako hihihihi
i miss you boyboyko.. mwaaah

:)

hi boyboy;...

i know im not a good lover...
and probably i still have a long way to go before
i really learn or even master the ways of loving..

im sorry boyboy ha...
but believe it or not..
im trying to love you selflessly...

i hope will stay together until the end of our days
missing you terribly...

i super duper love you boyboy ko.. :(

wait for me ha...
mwaaaaaaaaah

boyboy!!!!

boyboyko!!!

iloveyou!!happy monthsary.. :D

malapit na malapit na ako uwi..
hope we could spend quality time together pag uwi ko...

thanks for the call ha... :)
sensha na nde ako mashado nagsasalita...
kagising ko lang kasi..

i cooked..
chocolate cookies and chicken curry chka spicy gizzard ngayon..
hehehe feel like cooking eh...
kasi monthsary natin? hahah i dunno.. :) weheheh


pag uwi ko pala...
bigay ko sayo mga sulat ko.. hihihihi

tapos pala eto picture ko yesterday..
after ako masun burn...
kya kelangan lagi ka may sunblock dito tsk...
bwahahaha

tpos eto yung gumaling na..
naging brown bwahaha...
kahit naman nasun burn muka ko love mo naman ako diba?

aylabyu very much boyboy...

mwaaaaaaaaaah

:D

just something to make you laugh..
natawa ko ng bonggang bongga jan eh...
hihihi...

miss laughing with you.. tsk.. :(

kapag nde mo mabasa kasi sobrang liit just click on it.. pra lumaki... click mo yung picture oks? :) muah

hi

hi boyboy...

was scanning thru my archive...
and nibasa ko chat natin.. :)
i remember nun..
its 2am.. and you called me and you wanted to see me..
pero nde kita nimeet...
hmmm...

x_wonderwoman_x (3/30/2010 12:25:48 PM): huy
x_wonderwoman_x (3/30/2010 12:25:59 PM): anu nangyari sau last time?
Peter John Francisco (3/30/2010 12:34:55 PM): ala naman hehe
x_wonderwoman_x (3/30/2010 12:35:16 PM): uaaah uki
x_wonderwoman_x (3/30/2010 12:35:18 PM): gulat ako
x_wonderwoman_x (3/30/2010 12:35:23 PM): 2am na nun eh
x_wonderwoman_x (3/30/2010 12:35:33 PM): kala ko may prob ka
x_wonderwoman_x (3/30/2010 12:35:36 PM): errr
Peter John Francisco (3/30/2010 12:35:40 PM): churi ha bgla ko naisipan magkape
Peter John Francisco (3/30/2010 12:35:42 PM): hehe
Peter John Francisco (3/30/2010 12:35:46 PM): actually masaya ako nun
x_wonderwoman_x (3/30/2010 12:35:48 PM): uki lang
x_wonderwoman_x (3/30/2010 12:35:54 PM): wow..
x_wonderwoman_x (3/30/2010 12:35:58 PM): saya ka? hihi gud
Peter John Francisco (3/30/2010 12:36:00 PM): tapos naalala ko daanan kta
x_wonderwoman_x (3/30/2010 12:36:11 PM): whyka msaya?
Peter John Francisco (3/30/2010 12:36:28 PM): masaya lang aketch hehe
x_wonderwoman_x (3/30/2010 12:36:32 PM): hihii
Peter John Francisco (3/30/2010 12:36:35 PM): ewan ku ba
x_wonderwoman_x (3/30/2010 12:36:38 PM): may bago ka na lovelife? hehe
Peter John Francisco (3/30/2010 12:36:45 PM): ala
Peter John Francisco (3/30/2010 12:37:06 PM): pero masaya lang ako may mga wuestions ako n nagkarun ng answers eh
Peter John Francisco (3/30/2010 12:37:08 PM): hehe
Peter John Francisco (3/30/2010 12:37:16 PM): questions
x_wonderwoman_x (3/30/2010 12:37:18 PM): uh uki
x_wonderwoman_x (3/30/2010 12:37:42 PM): yer not ambivalent na? heheh
Peter John Francisco (3/30/2010 12:37:49 PM): nde na hehee
x_wonderwoman_x (3/30/2010 12:37:54 PM): nice
x_wonderwoman_x (3/30/2010 12:37:57 PM): gud for ya
x_wonderwoman_x (3/30/2010 12:38:00 PM):
x_wonderwoman_x (3/30/2010 12:38:11 PM): is it abt work>?
Peter John Francisco (3/30/2010 12:38:14 PM): parang nagkarun ako ng ease bgla kaso meron na naman ako bagong prob hahahay as
Peter John Francisco (3/30/2010 12:38:21 PM): ansaya ng buhay
Peter John Francisco (3/30/2010 12:38:40 PM): nope it's not about work.. workis good naman so far
x_wonderwoman_x (3/30/2010 12:38:46 PM): gud
x_wonderwoman_x (3/30/2010 12:38:49 PM):
x_wonderwoman_x (3/30/2010 12:39:02 PM): all is well naman pala
x_wonderwoman_x (3/30/2010 12:39:06 PM): got a lil worried hehe
Peter John Francisco (3/30/2010 12:39:42 PM): dnt worry.. yun nga lang may bago ako challenge biset
Peter John Francisco (3/30/2010 12:39:45 PM): nga
Peter John Francisco (3/30/2010 12:39:47 PM): alang katapusan
Peter John Francisco (3/30/2010 12:39:50 PM): haahahy
x_wonderwoman_x (3/30/2010 12:40:16 PM): nu na naman
x_wonderwoman_x (3/30/2010 12:40:22 PM): yer overthinking ata kasi eh
Peter John Francisco (3/30/2010 12:40:42 PM): nope,, nawalan ako gamit eh kelangan ko palitan hahaha
Peter John Francisco (3/30/2010 12:40:47 PM): mejo mahal
Peter John Francisco (3/30/2010 12:40:56 PM): kaya iipunan ko pa


bket ka nga ba masaya nyan?
and bket nde ka na ambivalent?
and why ako naisipan mo puntahan?
nahihiya ako magtanong ng magtanong sayo that time haha
naisip ko iba tayo mag usap hehehe..
hehe... kaya ngaun kita tatanungin..
hehe...
why the change of heart?
and ano ba mga questions mo na nasagot?
hmmmm...

take my heart.. :) yeee

happy monthsary my darling boyboy...
mwaaaah

wuhuy

boyboyko...

hello... been busy lately and was not able to post here sa blog...
how r u? :( bumabagyo jan today eh...
and nde tayo nakapagkita sa cam kasi anglakas ng ulan..
hope everythn is well.. im worried eh...

tsk.. nagpunta pala kami carnval ngayon..
sumakay ako sa nakakatakot... muntik na pumutok un ugat ko sa ulo
sobrang nkakatakot.. jeeez...

namiss pala kita ng madami today...
aylabyu boyboy ko..

mwaaaaaaaah

urot moments with my dahlin boyboy

hehehe.....

i dunno why i can't stop laughing when you make yerself looking urot
bwahahaha

aylabyu boyboyko..
mwahhhh

boyboyko!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hi boyboy...

i miss you big time.....
namiss din kita kagabi,... errr...
hows tito erick?
hope he's okay na,,...
magpicnic kami tonight eh..
sana kasama ka... :(
will let u see the pix later..


aylabyu boyboyko,,,
mwaaaah

i heard this song from you

heheh..
tpos naging favorite ko na din...
ikaw nagpadinig sakin nito eh...
nasa tindahan pa ko nun hahaha...

miss ko na kaw ulet.. nxt time mo na to panoodin para madami ka papanuudin ha?

iloveyou boyboyko..

mwaaaaaaaaah



nasira ata un video sa dulo... nde kinaya ang boses ko hahaha


aylabyu ulet... mwaaaaaaaaah

sobrang like ko tong song na to.. heheh pra sayo na lang hahah mwah

eto boyboy love ko tong song na to..
naging favorite ko sha... :D

kaso feel na feel ko bwahahaha..

sayo ko lang to pinakita... kakahiya ako jan..
feelingerang singer nyahahah
miss u boyboyko..
gusto ko n magbidyoke with family errrrrrrrrrr

hihihihii

sabi mo kanta mo sakin to...
kanta ko na din sayo..
kaso prang naging marlbro un tenenenentenen ko eh hahahah

mwaaaaaaaaah..

aylabyu boyboyko

boyboy

inaway na naman kita ng madami.. :( sorry ha...
try ko na nde mang away... :(

alam ko nasasad ka din...
tpos nasasad ako.. tpos nde ko naisip na nalulungkot ka din
at lalo ka malulungkot kapag inaway kita...
nde ko naman intention mang away eh... :(

sorry boyboyko :c

hello boyboy

now lang ako nakapag online... :(
monthsary natin yesterday pero dito 8 pa din so sakto ako... mag 12am pa lang..
so technically here in oman... still monthsary pa natin..

hehe happy monthsary boyboymylove... mwaaaaaaah...
i will see you soon inshaallah!!!
magugulat ka na lang... anjan na ako sa pinas hahah...
sorry kung lagi ako doubtful and magagalitin ha..
im trying din naman my best to work on my temper eh..
:( haaaaaaaay..
basta behave ka jan ha..
sorry kung mejo natrauma na ata ako sa mga nagawa mo before eh...:(
pero i believe you naman na nagbabago ka na eh..
i love you boyboy... and i will never get tired of loving you.. yeee.. anglandi hahah
miss you my darling boyboy... mwaaaaaaah

wuhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuy

boyboycutiepie!!!

i miss you so much..:(
ty pala sa call ha..
nahappy ako ng madami nadinig kita.. :(
gusto ko na uwi...
nababagot na ako dito..
ni wala kami internet pa...
nakikigamit lang ako ng internet connection..
maya maya papasok na naman ako...

kung ganto kalaki sweldo ko jan sa pinas at kahit mabigat trabaho
basta kasama ko kayong lahat jan...
jan na lang ako magstay eh... :(

miss ko na kayo..
pero i need to be strong para makatulong ako sa parents ko
heheh sorry boyboy
iniwan kita jan... :(
i know nasasad ka din
pero don't worry..
malapit na malapit na ako uwi...
magmonthsary na naman tayo..
so ibig sabihin palapit na palapit na ang pagkikita natin hehehe

i love you very much boyboyko

wait mo ko ha... ;) mwaaaaaaaaaah

hilllaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwww....

aymissyou boyboyko...

boyboyko

boyboyko!!!! :( i miss you...

hehe ganyan ako kpag nasasad dito
tsk... pero lapit na ako uwi
and i know pag uwi mas love na love mo pa ko heheh..
mwaaaaaaah

aylabyu very much boyboy ko mwah

boyboyko

happy monthsary boyboy... :)
2 times na tayo nagcecelebrate ng monthsary natin na magkalayo..
tsk...
miss na miss ko na kaw... :(

i love you very much...
thanks sa call ha... :) lalo kita namiss pero nahappy ako
kasi nitawagan mo ko.. hihihi

aylabyu ulet... :)

malapit na ako uwi... 9 months na lang... :(
intay mo ko ha..
wag ka maiinip...
aylabyu biri much..
sorry malayo ako.. :(
nde kita naaalagaan and naaasikaso.. :(

katas ng saudi hihihi

wehehehhee.... :)
for running and for pashal hihhi...
miss u boyboy tsk..
parang naging favorite ko kulay orange noh?
pero nde.. green pa din like ko.. hwehehehehe
nxt sweldo ko kpag nagsale.. bili ako lacoste na relo...
bakal un eh... kya nde na masisira un bracelet nun..
bili tayo.. ipon ka... bili kita dito.. mura na din eh..
ganda pa.. :) haaaaaaaay...
andami maganda mabibili dito pero iipon ako pramis..

eto pa pala..
nagshisha kami kanina... tignan mo.. :)

hihi sana kasama kita tpos shisha tayo together.. bili ako shisha dito..
tpos eto na lang iyosi natin nde naman mabaho..
pra healthy na tayo hihi.. miss u ng madaming madami.. tsk...
labyuuuu

pogoshipta :(

i miss you boyboy...
i was deleting the msgs from my old phone..
naremember ko when you made yer promise about pau.. :(
and i saw ur pic na andun ka sa knila when she was pregnant..
and i asked if its after yer promise or before and you said after...
and you said there im looking/finding for faults again.. :(
nasad ako nung naisip ko ulet.. tsk...
bket kaya ganun ka sakin dati noh? :(
tpos naisip ko ulet un kela cococrunch and the rest tsk...
may mga things ka pa ba na nagawa na nde ko alam? hmmm...

pero i know na uv changed a lot naman na eh diba?
wala ka na mga lies dba?
and i trust you naman na..
sana nde mo ulet sirain trust ko..
behave ka jan ah..
ryt after i read the msg... nidelete ko na...
and will try na ibaon ko na sa limot...
:( tpos natulog ako...
tpos napanaginip kita.. you were lying again.. :(
pero sabi nman kabaliktaran daw panaginip diba?
so i still trust you.. and already talked with jesus..
i don't need to worry cuz yer in His hands daw...
sha daw bahala sayo while im away..
whew.. buti na lang anjan Jesus hehe... :)
pakabait jan boyboykong mahal.. hihihihi
i'm okay now... :) nde na ako worried...
ty kay JEsus hehe..

i miss you dearly.. tsk
you take care lagi ha..
and you behave.. :) hehe mahiya ka daw kay jesus.. haha

i love you boyboyko.. mwah

buybuy

iloveyou more today than yesterday but not as much as tomorrow... mwaaah..
hihihi

scribbled something for you

hihihihi... i miss you sooo much boyboy ko.. :(
sabi ko nde na ako susulat.. heheh
pero can't help it.. mashado kita namimiss eh

i love you... mwaaaaah

psssst...

boyboy...
sorry ulet for ruining yer day... :(
oks?!

miss you!
mwah

pssst...

i miss u...
nde mo ata binabasa tong blog na to eh...
nde na ako magsusulat... ni wala ka kacomment comment eh..

geh na nga.. nde na ako susulat dito...

tsk

hi

hello boyboykong mahal.. :( miss ko na ikaw...
nde ko na alam ano ichura mo ngayon.. :(
lagi kita napapanaginipan..
napanaginip ko nga anjan ako sa pinas pauwi na
hehe.. well sabi nga kabaliktaran daw.... tsk...

i miss you may mga pashal ako na naiisip ko sana ikaw kasama ko
mas masaya siguro..
maglalaro tayo sa buhanginan...
ikikiss kita madami...
hug kita sa mga pictures... :(
kaso anglayo mo...
milya milya ang layo.. :(
nasa mandaluyong nga ako at caloocan ka namimiss kita..
pano pa kaya na nandito ko sa oman at ikaw ay nasa pinas.. :(
ang hirap pero isip ko... lapit na ako uwi...
tpos kpag uwi ko.. wokonk kita ng madami wahahahha... :(
pag uwi ko dpat madami ka ipon ha...
mamamashal tayo sa malayo.. :(
kelan ka ba punta sa US?
may usad na ba papeles mo?
kapag nag abroad ka na.. :( pano na ako?
tsk...
pero wish ko sana malapit na din kaw alis...
alam ko naman how much you miss yer family dun eh..
wag na wag mo lang ako papalitan dun ha..
susundan kita.. tpos papakasalan na kita bwahahhahahha...
pra wala ka na kawala.. nyehehhe...
imiss you so much boyboy...
gusto kita makita :(
kaso nde ka naman nakakaonline..
nde tayo nakakapag webcam..
meron na ako net ngayon kaso madaling araw lang eh.. :(
haaaaaay

nakuha ko na pala card mo..
namiss ko sulatan natin.. pero dito naman nakakapagsulat ako eh...
thank you so much boyboy ha..
angcute ng card... :)
sweet sweet ng boyboy ko
grrr...
wanwantawsan kaya kita?!
hahahah or kaya kiliti ko churva mo.. bwahhahahahha
aylabyyuuuuu

always pray ha...
and pray mo din na wala mang aakit at nde ka maaakit ng iba..
sakin ka lang... hihihi
alam mo naman ako possessive kung minsan.. hihi

o cia... malamang... maiiyak ka na naman... masabihan ka pang
baliw ng katabi mo

always remember na love kita...
and ikaw lang nilove ko ng sobrang sobra... :(
i love you so much...

washuuuu kinilig to the bones ka naman...
can't wait to come home and stay there sa tabi ng magulang at ng mga mahal ko sa buhay...
miss u soooo


mwaaaaaaaaaaah

will see you soon....
eshtaqto elaika katheeran --- i miss you :(

galing ko noh? pangalan natin yan eh.. maling heart heart heart peter heheh labyuuuu mwaaaaaaaaah

buybuy!!

boyboyko... :)

uber lapit na ng 8... :)
sana until the end of our days..
magkasama pa din tayo tuwing 8th of the month noh?
kahit nde tayo physically together..
ang importante.. we'r still together...

i miss you so much...
nasasad ako dito kapag naiisip ko kayo jan..
kaya as much as possible.. nagdadivert ako ng attention ko sa ibang bagay...
:( how r u na kaya?
well... i trust you naman..
gaya nga ng sabi ko sayo last time tayo mag usap...
si jesus na bahala satin.. ;)

ingat ka lagi boyboy ha..
wag matutulog sa byahe...
and magvitamins ka kasi nyt duty ka ngayon... :(
bka bumaba resistensha mo...
errrrr

antok na ako agad.. :(
i need to sleep na... duty na naman ako tom eh...

pakabait jan ha..
aylabyu!! miss ko na kaw ng madaming madami.. :(

bukas try ko ulet mag online ha...
mwaaaaaaaaaaaaah

wuhuuuuy

tignan mo desktop ko.. yeeee... angcute noh?
sweet natin... errr

aymiss you eh...
pra kapag nag oonline ako or bukas ko pc ko... nakikita kita.. hehehe

eto pala mga kasamahan ko dito
ayaw tumingin nung babae... natatabaan daw sha sa sarili nia.. un si bong...
hehehehe hirap kasi iupload eh.. kya yan.... check mo na lang

boyboy

boyboy... diba uwian mo na?
bket nde ka pa txt? :(
haaaaaaay...

i miss you...
uber busy ka na jan... hmpz

:c tampo ko sayo...

i know yer tired and busy...
pero kapag ba break nyo mapapagod ka kung magtxt ka lang?
tsk...
was asking u sino kasama mo..
san ka nagpunta nung maaga ka pumasok..
before 11 nasa manda ka na..
1230 pa pasok mo diba?
sorry sa madaming utos..
oh well..
nasasad kasi ko ng mdami ngayon..
i fell asleep kagabi.. tpos bigla ako nagising..
and felt sad kasi was expecting a txt from you,
and got disappointed dahil wala.. :( kala ko miss mo ko madami...
yun pala nde naman pala... tsk... nakakalungkot..
oh well.. will give you yer time to work and rest...
will not expect too much text from you...
ako na lang magpapasaya ng sarili ko dito... :)

ingat lagi...
gudnyt... will probly go back to sleep to lessen my sadness...
maasalama!

^^

boyboyko...

3pm pa lang dito..
siesta time na naman...
miss you... :)
gamit ko na un gift mong pillow..
post some pics feeling ko namimiss mo ko eh
hahah

iloveyou...
mwah

wuhuuuy

hello boyboykong mahal...
hehehe... 356 days na lang...
parang nawala na countdown mo ah...
nasanay ka ng wala na ako jan noh?
i miss you boyboy.... :(
pero saglit lang tlga 1 yr
masaya naman dito.. nde ako mashado nalulungkot kapag kasama
ko mga room8s ko... mejo kakatuwa sila eh...
and aircon dito every night and day ako aircon...
2 sa living room... isa sa room and isa sa bodega haha...
kulang na lang yung cr ang may aircon...
:) may oven din dito... kaso nde ko alam how to turn it on..
dikuryente lahat eh...
tpos 35hrs/wk lang ang work namin...
kapag morning shift 7:30-2:30 lang.. kapag afternoon 2:30 - 9:30
sushal noh? tpos sa isang ward... 40 kami nurses hahaha san ka pa?
dating 2:60 ngayon 3:1 napakawalang ginagawa... petiks mode...
baka ipashal kami sa weekend... ngapala ang weekend dito eh thursday and friday eheheh
miss ko na jan... tsk
nde ako makapagpost ng pic kasi angtaba ko eh...:(
parang nde ata ako papayat dito..
benigne mAShado... wlang gawain mashado... tskkk..
mura pala mga pabango dito...
meron ako isang kasamahan dito naka 212...
namiss kita ng madami.. :( tsk

oh well... 5am na ngayon dito... ligo muna ako ha... will be back again later...
mukang nde mo naman ata to binabasa eh..
nde mo naman ata binabasa mga sulat ko... tsk...

haaaaaay
i love you boyboyko!!
behave ka jan... kasi sobrang behave ako dito...

aylabyu buybuy ko....

hi boyboy...
tagal ko na pala wala sa pinas...
kaya pala miss na miss na kita...
miss mo din kaya ako?
bket prang nde mo ko mashado miss?
nde mo ko nitetext eh... :(
nasasad tuloy ako...

busy ba with work mashado?
pagbutihin ang work ha?
always remember na i love you very much and can't wait to see you ulet...

i miss you big time.. :(
sana sabay tayo kumakain ng shawarma dito...
sana sabay tayo nagshashopping,,,
dibale... ilang days na lang ba?
teka nga gagawa ako countdown hehe.. mwaaaaaaaaaaaah

aylabyuuu ulet...
post ako ng pic tom kasi alam ko miss mo ko kahit nde mo ko txt mAshado hehhe
tom na lang ha.. mejo late na eh.. lab kita ng madaming madami.. :(

missin you.. :(

boyboy ko...

anglayo layo ko na sa pinas.. hehe
akalain mong umaga pa nung dumating ako dito pero 9pm na jan..
haaaaaay...
namimiss na kita..
gusto ko kaw puntahan jan tpos tatabi ko sayo...
tsk.. 1 yr tayo nde mkakapagmovie marathon..
1 yr tayong nde makakapagholding hands.. :(
1 yr tayong nde makakapaghug and kiss... tsk
will miss you big time...
kapag nagawa laptop ko..
gamitin mo muna... tpos papahiram din daw ni ate yung sun nya
para makakapagchat tayo..
para nde ako mashado malungkot... eheheh

miss you boyboy ko..

aylabyuu!

:c

i have one day to go... :(
if only i could make the time stop.. i will..
:( nasasad ako ng madami..
pero its for the best naman dba?
and nde mo naman ako ipagpapalit dba?
nagkakaroon na ako ng separation anxiety.. :(
i was waiting for yer txt awhile ago..
hanggang 7pm na wala ka pa din txt... :(
haaaaay alam mo naman i hate it kapag nde ka nagtetext... tsk

hello boyboy,.. :)

hello boyboyko...

dito pa kami cebu...
intay sa may airport...
we're still here kasi mamaya pa 11 ang flight namin...
12 na daw kami makakauwi sa manila...
tulog ka na siguro.. nde ka pa text and i bet yer asleep na..

hehe nagpagupit ako boyboy..
dunno if maganda..
pero nagpabangs ako ulet..
haha.. ampanget ko..
i'm so nita negrita and my hair is soooo panget eh.. :(
oh well... will see you tom.. :)

miss u boyboyko..
mwah!

weheheheh apakapanget ko boyboy... :( byaan mo na.. gaganda din ako kapag pumuti chaka pumayat na ako heheh... :) chaka love mo naman ako kahit panget ako eh.. hahah.. mwaaah... iloveyou boyboy

hello... :)

hello boyboyko... :)

andito na kami sa cebu.. yeee...
ansaya natin kanina...
nagkain tayo ng masarap na tacos?
hehe sayang gusto ko pa sana ubusin un isa pang tacos
kaso aalis na kami eh.. :(
errr... tagal ko pala dito.. 3days ako..
err... 3 days lang namimiss ko na jan...
pano pa kung 1 yr?
haaay..
oh well.. basta pag uwi natin..
kain ulet tayo tacos oks?!
hehe...
miss u boyboy..
thanks for helping me kela boyboy at kulas kanina..
and sa pag aasikaso ng mga plates.. :(
sorry lagi na lang kita nipaghuhugas ng plate ha... :(
basta thanks ng madami for the love..
grrr... mukang mahihirapan ako na maging katabi ka na.. tsk

oh well...
i love ng madami... mwah!!

yumyum

boyboyko...

ansarap ng kinain natin nung friday? hihi

andami dami... errr.... kain ka pa din ng mdami ha kahit wala ako... :)
sino kaya makakasama mo sa pagkain ng masasarap? sana pag alis ko maging sat and sun ang off mo.. para naman makasama ka magmass kela tito erik... :( tsk..
5pm na.. sabi mo punta ka dito... ang alam ko 4pm lang uwian mo..
pero 5 na nde ka pa nagtetext... ano na kaya gawa mo? OT ulet?
oh well.. will see you later...
miss u boyboy mwaaah..

buybuyko...

happy monthsary!!
hihihi.. :)
i love you very much... tsk...
nasasad ako ngaun...
inaayos ko na mga dadalin ko..
i made a list na...
sasama sana kita sa list ko..
kaso yer too big for my luggage eh.. :(
kaya nasad ako.. errrr
oh well.. hayaan mo na...
1 year lang naman ako magstay dun eh...
mabilis lang un...
noh!?
buti ka pa nasa pinas lang.. :(
pero mag iipon lang ako dun
para makapag cross country ako tpos work ulet sa ibang country
pra magawan ko ng bahay na maganda sila tatay and nanay..
hehe... ang gulo ng room ko.. :(
grrr...

oh well.. thanks pala ng madami sa wintermelon tea ko
yeeeeeeee... naubos ko na agad.. hahahah
last night nalasing pala ako... pero umuwi na ako bago pa sha tumama...
nagtrike ako pauwi.. errr...
tpos paghiga ko.. masuka suka na ako..
tsk... tpos nagsuka ko.. bwahahahha
tpos bumaba ako.. toothbrush tpos ininom ko gift mo
gumaling ako hahaha... nakatulog ako agad..
weeee...
kinakamusta ka din ni lizza and alan...
when daw tayo papashal..
bket ganun un si izza?
ang gulo daw natin?
in the 1st place naman..
nde naman ako nagkwekwento sa knya kapag nde nia ako nitatanong eh..
tpos magulo pa daw tayo?
eh sila kamusta ng kamusta dba?
oh well...

ayusin ko na nga muna ulet mga dadalin ko...
miss u boyboyko...

*panalo pala manny hehehe.... ang yaman na naman nya... ehehe*


mwaaaaaaah

wuhuuuy...

boyboyko.. :)
aylabyu.. ehehe

lapit na naman tayo mag monthsary..already bought you something... hihihi.. :)
excited nga ako bigay sayo eh... hope u will like it.. :)
kapag wala na ako.. kiss mo un lagi ha... hahahha... :)
date tayo last night? wala pala mashado nakakainan sa sta mesa noh?
anyway we enjoyed naman our dinner kahit pano eh..
nde mo lang inubos food mo.. errrr

angcute cute natin?
hehe.... oh well.. mamiss kita boyboy...
sorry kung lagi kita nidadoubt ha..
:c sorry..
tsk.. inaaway kita lagi? sorry... :(
hmmm.... basta i love you...
behave ka ha... while im away..
mwaaaaaah...
papashal tayo today?
yeee....
punta muna ako sa prc ha... tpos dfa para matapos ko na lahat gagawin ko...
tpos swimming tayo mamaya? yeee...
date din tayo sa luneta.. hihihi... teka nga maliligo na ako para maaga tayo makaalis..
labyu boyboykong cutiepie... mwaaaaah

pssssssst....

BoyBoy... ;( sira laptop ko... sira keyBoard ko!!! ;( samahan mo ko pagawa to!!! nakakainis nman... bket kaya naging gaNto!? ;( luNgkot Ako... :c

wuhuy

amboyboykongmacute!!!!
how are you boyboy!?
inggit ako tulog na tulog ka ngayon.. hehe
samantalang ako nagduduty dito ngaun sa female ward..
andami kong chachartingan.. :(
haaaaaay... wat time pala pasok mo bukas?! 9-1 ka na ba?!
nde ko alam kung gigisingin ba kita eh... errr...
i miss you boyboy ko...
ansarap ng gawa kong banana cake!? buti naman naenjoy mo..
hehe nde naman pala mashado mahirap gawa nun eh..
oh well... next time gawa naman ako ng iba.. :)
yeeee... 25 days na lang ako makakagawa ng mga pagkain.. :(
boyboy... kapag umalis ako..
kumain ka ng kumain ha...
wag ka malulungkot oks?!
:)
ako nde din malulungkot dun..
dami naman siguro mapagkaka abalahan na work dun eh..
pero mamimiss kita... haaaaay...
boyboy... aylabyu!!!

mwah!!

psssst....

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tsk.. lapit lapit na.. haaay... lapit na din ako maging bakashon hehe.. may 1 wala na ako pasok.. yipeee... kaso andami ko pa din aasikasuhin.. tsk... :) will miss u boyboy ko... mwah

yumyum

hello boyboy...
sarap ng dinner natin last night kaya nastroke ako ng madaming madami!?? weheh
sayang nde ko nakunan.. sarap sana ipost dito hehe.. :)
how is u!? sarap din ng lunch!?? gusto ko sana ng mcberry kaso wala daw..
papatikim ko pa naman sana sayo un berry mcflurry nila...
oh well... andami ko nakain.. grrr....
sobrang busog ko.. errr...
sa may 1 pa naman ako papapayat eh,... hayaan ko na.. hihihi
miss u boyboy ko... papasok na ko mamaya.. :)
hihi.. o cia... magsasangag muna ako rice.. baka nde pa panis..
sayang naman kung mapapanis lang eh..
love you boyboy ko.. mwah!

burp

burp!!!!!
katapos ko lang magbrunch --- breakfast and lunch na kasi uber dami ko kinain... :(
nasakit nga ang chan ko ngaun.. as in sobrang sakit.. grrrr...
how is u boyboy? buti nde ka nalate ngayon.. yee..
amchooo proud of you... natalo na 1M ko sa slots eh... bwisetttt na blackjack yan..
madugas... hmpz!!!

may kanta pala ako sayo.. haha
panget boses ko hahah sobrang wala sa tono.. but i don't care... :) kanta ko sayo to eh.. yeeeeeeeee...

hihihi... sorry boyboy ko.. nde ako biniyayaan mashado ng ganda ng boses eh.. wahahah.. pero kanta ko sayo yan dati pa.. alam ko nga binigyan kita ng letter na may lyrics ng kanta ni poon eh.. hahah
so baduy ko na noh? pakanta kanta pa ako! bwahahah yaan mo na... aylabyu boyboycutiepie ko..
mwah!

will probably miss a lot

pssssst...
enjoyed my dinner... wehehe
naenjoy ko ang chickenjoy and yumyum na macaroni soup.. yeee
nabusog ka ba? :) wag ka papapayat boyboy ko ha pag nakaalis na ako..
pero malamang nde ka naman papayat.. kahit naman wala ako matakaw ka eh.. hahah
teka magstay ka ba sa dorm tom? takut ako mag isa dito eh.. :(
pag alis mo nga kanina.. namiss kita agad eh.. :( haaay
err.. nakachat ko yun one of the nurses na nasa oman na..
and he said lubuslubusin ko na daw na magkasama tayo..
pero naiisip ko.. napapagod ka eh.. :( lagi ka na lang late umuuwi kasi gusto mo magkita at magkasama pa din tayo and i'm very thankful and natouch ako na yer spending sooo much time with me... thanks ng madami boyboy ko.. :( i'm sorry boyboy if i'll leave you muna... i know ul get sad... ayaw ko naman kaw masad eh.. pero need to do this.. malay mo kapag natuto ako magmature dun.. maging mabait and nde na ako makulet sayo hahaha mwaaaah.. oh well.. kakalungkot pa din pero i'll be back naman eh.. promise.. :( will come back safe and sooo inlove with you pa din hahah.. mwaaah,..
andami dami kong mamiss.. :( andami dami kasi natin happy moments eh... dami natin memories together... andami kong naka invest sa mind and heart ko kaya will never ever forget you... kaw na! hahaha eeeew.. ambaduy nung ikaw na!? weheh churi.. oh well... here are the things il surely miss kapag umalis ako.. :( pero my goal is to come back and gawin ulet natin mga ginagawa natin dati... mga namiss ko... sasariwain ko ulet when i come home... hihhihihi...

will miss these:

kahit gano tayo kapanget sa picture.. i'm loving it.. lahat ng pictures natin.. panget man ako o panget ka hahah love ko!!! and will forever keep it safe...

yang mga ichura mo kapag naeexcite ka na kumain.. hihi.. :)

will always remember those excited eyes and grin on yer face kapag padating na food... will miss those silly expressiona sa face mo... :( yung aluuhhh?? hahah 

choco and shempre ang tiles nyo na lagi ko hinahandusayan when i'm bored and i want to play with choco

will miss choco and my overnight movie marathon sa inyo na parang nagbabahay bahayan tayo and feeling ko asawa na kita haha

mga mapangbwiset mong moves na kinabwibwisitan ko pero nde ako mabwiset bwiset kasi love kita yeee....

will miss yer uber kadiring mata... grrr.. hindi na ako takot jan ngayon bwahahaha... 

mga smile mo na hindi ko alam san mo nakukuha... wahahah pero i still find it attractive kahit ubod ng panget bwahaha 

maybe i love it when you smile kasi feeling ko happy ka and i always wish for yer happiness lagi.. :) kaya kahit anong smile mo at tawa mo.. oks na oks lang sakin kahit nde ka cute magsmile at tumawa paminsan hahahah cute cute mo!!!! grrrrrr... mwaaaaaaah

mga pagpapakita mo ng buhok mo sa ilong... hahah i don't know why i'll miss this.. pero mamimiss ko din pati mga buhok mo sa ilong hehehe

will miss those nose hahaha.. kapag intentional mong nipapalakihan butas ng ilong mo.. grrrr... mwah..

mga kabaklaan mong looks hihihihi... mamiss ko din si boyboy.. mamiss ko din tawagin kang boyboy... mamiss ko un sigaw mo na BOYBOY!!!! bwahahahaha

mamiss ko idefend ka sa mga nagtatanong kung bakla ka daw ba? hahah ikaw bakla? eh kung makapag wokonk ka nga at wanwantawsan eh.. nakuuuupooooo.... nde ka kaya bakla.. maniac ka kaya.. wahaha

mamiss ko din mahimlay sa malalambot mong balikat hihihi

 pero kahit sobrang lambot ng balikat mo.. palagi ako nakakatulog ng mahimbing jan.. heheh.. :( mamiss ko yun tsk pero gamitin ko yung unan na bigay mo.. kahit nde singlambot ng shoulders mo yun.. maeenjoy ko un

pati yang wasarirapsa mong sexehhhbodeeehhh wahahahha

 hahaha ang cute cute mo noh!? payat na payat!! bwahahaha washuuu... papogi ka ba dito sa pic na to boyboy? hmmmm... malamang pag uwi ko matabataba ka na.. kasi wala ng nagpapahirap sayo hihih.. mwah!

at ang kulay at kutis na kakaiba at pagkasutla sutla hihhi... mwaaaah

sushal ng boyboy ko noh?! nagsusunblock pa!? hihihi... uber sushal mo may lotion at body salt pa yan ha!!! :) mwaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!! pakiss nga sa boobs bwahahahhahahah... pawanwantawsan na din.. hihihi.. mwaaah

will miss those cute na cute na bangs haha

and will miss those humongous lips hahaha mwaaah

will miss yer hair... mamimiss ko laruin bangs mo... mamiss ko sabunutan hair mo.... wehehehe mamiss ko din ang walang puknat mong pagkunot ng noo.. at mamimiss ko lalong lalo na ang mga makakapal mong labi wahahahaha....

tsk.. will stop muna from here... mejo nasasad ako ng bahagya.. yoko muna malungkot.. hehe

mamiss kita ng madaming madami boyboy... :( 

txt mo ko lagi kapag nasa oman na ako ha...

wag na wag mo ko isnob ha... pramis?!

aylabyu very much boyboy ko...

i really do... :( mwaaaaaaah

^^

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hello.. katapos ko lang kumain... its 3:30pm na... alam ko 3pm uwian mo eh.. uber busy yan? nde ka na din nakapagtxt... well i guess uber busy ka nga... errr... wala lang.. feel like writing.. para madami ka mabasa hehe.. miss u boyboy... u take care lagi ha.. :D mwah