每次都。。。这样子。。。

每次都这样
梦见你后
心里会有怀念的感觉
就会开始思念你
然后想家

每次都这样
和你吵架后
就算是你不对
我还是那个道歉的
因为气着你
自己也难过

每次都这样
和你总是嘻嘻哈哈
无所不谈
但真正见面时却会害羞
然后不说话

每次都这样
分开了
才想在一起
在一起
却又分开

每次都这样
爱上了你
才害怕失去
才想要珍惜
才懂得
爱要自己争取

每次都这样
也许每次都这样
我才会
爱你爱了六年

2009年9月25日 星期五 最后一章

当阳光再次
回到那 
飘着雨的国境之南
我会试着把那一年的故事
在接下去说完

试着把
时间拉回到两年前
你却迟到了半小时
晴朗的太阳
带回了
那一年初恋的季节
初恋的味道
再次回到心里
望着你
你依然那么的单纯
那么的活泼

你说你不喜欢被晒
但我却喜欢和你
走在阳光的照射下
你说你会像大姐姐
拖着我过马路
我感觉得到
你会站在我身后
靠着我的背
被我保护着

牵着你的手
你说没有你要的感觉
但你感受得到
我的体温
我的热情
你知道
我想给你的感觉
已在你心里

抱着你
头发依然芳香
在你耳边
轻哼着七里香
牵着你的手
告诉你
这是我们之间不能说的秘密

那温暖的阳光
像刚摘的鲜艳草莓
我舍不得时间就这样流逝
也许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋
但你的微笑
永远存在我心中

当阳光再次
离开那
太晴朗的国境之南
你会不会把
你曾带走的爱
在告别前
用微笑全归还

2009年9月2日 星期三 初中 憾恋

下雨天的季节

唤起了初恋的感觉
你在远方
感觉不到我心中的惆怅
回忆
慢慢被雨冲回了记忆里
想你
我不知道该怎么办处理

你曾对我说
你会一直等待我
我曾承诺
一辈子陪伴你生活
但是却
感情总是分分裂裂
或许你不了解
我对你的不了解

你的生日
我从没忘记过
我们的回忆
我都守在心底日记
酸甜苦辣
也许苦是最多
甜的时候
你笑的最活泼

你每一句话
我依然记得
三分球
是从边线练起
第一次
三分球破网而入
或许你没看见
我就站在边线
好兴奋
想说是送你的礼物

你的美
我无法用文字呈现
你的好
华语五千年史都无法形容
安全感
很遗憾我给不了你
我很感动
你始终没有有放弃我
我的承诺
我无法守着
但那段感觉
我会永远替你记着

那一段
已挽回不了的感情
你说
我们失去了很多
七里香
也许真的不是很好听
但我们
有着不能说的秘密
雨后
彩虹总是会出现
但在雨夜
却没法感觉彩虹的温暖
感情随着雨水
与时间慢慢逝去
之间的羁绊
却不曾就此了断

问你
是否还记得那初恋的季节
是否遗憾
什么都没做
好想
再一次
把你牵回那一年的季节
一起坐在阳光下
感觉初恋的美丽
一起牵着手
说 我爱你

Love letter

Since the day you walk into my life,

you never left.

Since the day you step into my heart.

Forever you stay.

Years ago, 

we are school kids,

texting each other all day long,

and still feels shy to talk in class.

You are the girl that every boy admires,

and I'm only the kid that create troubles in school.

I told you I love you,

you know it and you didn't reject it.

What you don't know is, 

Sometimes, I would look at you and smile.

Entering senior High,

We become older,

We become couple.

On your 16th birthday,

I was the one the smack the cake on your face,

So I can wipe it off for you,

and give you a sudden kiss.

It is the 1st time, that I kiss a girl on her cheek.

An innocent kiss, showing that I love you,

is what I really meant to give you as your present.

Times goes on,

And things change,

We quarrel and we had cold wars

Both of us are too young to hold on to it

and we break off

We never talk to each other for months

Until you break the silence

We began to talk again

We started our new life

With new partners by our side

But, we still play a role in each others life

After graduation,

We further our studies to tertiary level

We become more mature

Lots of things happen

and we become soul partners

When you are sad

My shoulder is there for you

When I'm down

You are here to listen to me

We shared life experience

6 years pass since the day I fall in love with you,

And we are both in different hemisphere of Earth,

I'm writing a love letter, for you again,

Doing what I have done 6 years ago,

To tell you I love you.

Before I came here to Milwaukee,

I was lying on your sofa,

playing with your hair,

and your baby sister is lying beside you,

this makes me feels like,

we are family.

Time couldn't return back to the past,

so I have to start over again,

Like in 2005, writing love letters to you,

to show you that, how much you meant to me in my heart.

I love you. Love is simple and innocent, just like the smile on your face.

西游记

这一天
其实早就料到会来了
只是想准备
一辈子也准备不了
离别的伤感
我还是克服不了
容易流泪的习惯

舍不得
自己的家人
特别是公公婆婆
抱着他们的时候
我知道他们在哭着
身为长孙
我必须要坚强
要让他们放心
爸爸妈妈
知道我出国深造
当让为我高兴
因为这个机会
千载难逢
大儿子能踏上征途
是好事

兄弟们呢
打球的小瓜
抱着我的时候
他们说
累真的很难忍
在球场征战的兄弟
男儿泪
离别情
伤愁冲心头
我的一班兄弟
祝福我都收到
我会坚强地走下去
弟弟呢
我们都流着一样的血
前往着相同的路

我必须珍惜这一刻
来完成诗一样的旅程
清清楚楚的记载
我三年里所走的路程

西游记里，三藏有着悟空
而我，只有自己，以及背后一大班的支持。

新的旅程，开始咯！

We Playin' Basketball

我跟她，是两个人。

记得小学一年级时，曾经有过手牵手去食堂的甜蜜回忆。但自从三年级开始吵架后，就变成楚河汉界，互不相让了。

她，从小学开始就是运动健将
我呢，当时是肉的连跑步都会喘死

她，小学的时候个性刚强，谁都打不倒她的感觉
我呢，小学时最软弱，打球连队友都不传球给我

她，是前篮球州手，在我县里的女篮界有响当当的名号
我呢，到现在都只是个在街头打球的街头篮球手

唯一共同的，就是我们活在篮球的世界里。
小学开始，我因为灌篮高手，开始踏上了和篮球过生活的日子。
而她呢，因为在老师的推荐下，开始加入区队到城市参加县大赛。
我们就这样进入了篮球的世界，却开始走向不同的生活。

上了中学的日子，她持续在女篮界与各州的球员切磋球技，也遇到了很多很好的队友。
中学后，我只有在自己的球场与朋友们尬球，直到中四为了想加入校队，才开始了自己的训练菜单。中一开始，我们开始减少了沟通，也许是不同班的关系，渐渐地变得疏远。

打破这个僵局的，却是她。记得在中三统考的发成绩日，因为我考的还不错，她走向我，伸出了手，我当时还来不及反应，她就说：恭喜你！
握了手后，有些惊讶，但感觉暖暖的，像好友重逢似的。

中五的时候，为了不想有遗憾，加入了篮球队。这是第一次，有机会和她一起练球的时候。
那时候还是第一次看着她练球，她还是一样的强，一样的认真。
到了比赛的时候，我们男队一开始就被淘汰了。而女队则打进了决赛。在决赛时，我们拼了命的为她们加油，也对她们的对手说了很多垃圾话。结果，在她们的努力下，她们拿下了冠军。
那一刻，真的为她感到高兴。

毕业后，也只有新年才会见到。

上个礼拜天，和她第一次约会(吃饭看电影散步算约会吧？)
到了很好喝的奶茶的cafe吃午餐，
看了很期待续集的Captain America,
也到了海边散步，结果没看到夕阳。。。

跟她聊了好多，从篮球，学业，慢慢聊到未来。
她说，她的脚是七号，所以要买七号的球鞋给她。
她说，彼此谁先交到另一半，就要请对方吃饭。
她说，我回来后，她要带我去金马伦高原。
勾勾手，我想说，三年会很快过去的！

                                          咖啡猫老姐，我可不想一辈子当你的弟弟哦！
                                          三年后，在一起打篮球吧！

三年。约定

路飞在艾斯的死后，决定在女人岛上修炼两年，而在心中与其他同伴约定好，两年后，大家变强了，就在某个岛(我记性不好><)重逢。

中四开始，班上就剩下我们这班五个男生。我们的感情没有男女爱情来的甜，没有姐弟恋情来的体贴，更没有母子恋情那么的疼惜，但是就是那么的坚固，永恒！
记得我们这班人，常常翘课，功课嘛，也都不交，老师们都拿我们头痛。
我们就这样混完我们的高中生涯。毕业后，也就各分东西，几乎一年才见一次面。
当初的那群少年，只属于回忆了。

三年后，因为我即将展开新的旅程，有良心的他们，决定回来为我渐行。

结果我们大家都变了。有了各自的生活，各自的目标。面对相机也变得爱扮酷了。
唯一不变的，就是那份友谊，以及把我们联系在一起的bond. 因为我们是同伴。
那天晚上，许多中学时期的冒险回忆，都重现在眼前。
我们再次约定好，三年后，等我们都变强了，再见面！

From now on, no matter what happens, this symbol on our left arm will forever be the sign of our friendship.
路飞已经和他的同伴们重逢了，我们的旅程，才将要开始。
三年后的约定，我们都会变强！同伴们，再见了！

(总觉得，One Piece抄袭了我们的pose，哈哈)

#跳投#

从小，自己就没有天生的速度与跳跃力，喜欢打篮球的我，唯一的武器，就是射球。
还记得第一次投进三分球的那刻（就在体育课完后拿了球，就在三分线投射），心里是多么的兴奋与感动。自然而然的，不是上篮与过人，而是跳投陪着我长大。

身体的平衡，手肘与手腕的配合，手眼睛膝盖的协调，以及完美的follow-through，跳投最美丽的地方，就是跳起的那一刻，用手指轻轻的旋转篮球。

前几天，回到了大学球场，与俩个老黑尬球。原本想说是输定了，但队上的一个中国兄说让我尽管射，没关系。在一次进攻，我在老黑面前晃了几下，就来个跳投，谁知他一个扑过来，在我着地前把我撞倒在地。结果就这样跌在地上。然而朋友在场边囔着，进球了，进算加罚馁！
虽然表面没显出来，但心里可得意着呢！哈哈！

也许，爱一个女孩，就像跳投一样，自己跌倒了，没关系。回报呢？她的微笑，就算进球。
那场尬球，我当然赢了。但这个比赛，我能赢吗？

Chris Ballad在他书里写着，纯射手，是身体里流着射手血统的人，我是其中之一吗？
希望是吧。

情人节女孩。

有个女孩，在情人节当天出生在这美丽又复杂的世界。
她并没有像柔弱的女孩般脆弱，没有像娇滴滴的女孩般会撒娇。
她很坚强，很直率，很和蔼，也很爽朗。

她也有脆弱的一面啦，女生嘛，终会哭，女生哭，根本不奇怪。但是看见她流下眼泪时，真的觉得，她是真的很伤心。多坚强的女孩，心，还是柔弱的。

今天，还是第一次，跟她一对一的聊天。记得中四时，因为被班主任隔离，结果我一个人，坐在她跟她的前好友后面。当时的我，就一笔走天下。白纸胶擦铅笔嘛，都是跟她借。当时我们都还是很要好的朋友。

喝着茶,我跟她八卦了很多事情，也互相让对方知道，自己以后的路怎么走。不过她说了一句真的让我知道这世界，还是有天使存在的话。那句话是：你真的是个好人耶！

是因为都是水瓶座的关系吗？她终于发现我也是好人。第一次，有人叫我好人呢！哈哈！
就说嘛，我也是个会在美国大使馆替老婆婆当翻译员的好人呢！

水瓶男和水瓶女，水瓶座会很花心，但是只有水瓶座知道，他们并不是花心。

一个夜晚，就被情人节女孩搞到像情人节般的开心。
她啊，是一个我这辈子不会忘记的女孩。因为，她生日是2月14日。

她的名字就和她的头发一样，叫bun(馒头).

将要修读护士科的她，还真适合当白衣天使啊。

Swoosh!

A girl under the sun, while the rays of sunlight turns her hair into golden. While drops of sweat are dripping from her head, she is still smiling while talking to me, without saying even a word of TIRED.

I had met lots of girls that play basketball and, ball. The difference between these two is the latter take it seriously. I met a girl that told me, basketball to her was a dream. And I girl I played against in a pick-up game score in front of me not only once.  But this girl right here ain't the same. She is never a baller, she doesn't know how to play basketball at all! She doesn't love basketball as much as I do( I can't live without the ball.). What she only knows is, to score 2 points, you have to get that damn ball into the rim. 

So what's special about her?  There was one day, we play together, and I hit a jumper, like usual. But this was a Nothing-but-net, and she went excited and asked me: Hey, teach me how to shoot with the swoosh sound of the net. And that time I was like, wow, she actually loves that sound! 

The swish of the net, a sound so pure that only pure shooters can make it every time they shoot. And of course I'm not one of them. It's like a prize to me. Whenever I'm in a good shooting form, the swoosh is my prize. Belive me, it's addictive, once you hit one, you crave for the next and the next and the next one.

So, I taught her how to shoot it from the line before the free throw line. You can hit shots, but to get the swoosh, it's all about coordination of body and hand. She kept on shooting the ball, and I'm the one who was feeding her the ball. Shots after shots, she didn't make a basket. After half an hour, she got one basket, but it isn't what she wants. I thought she will just gives up like that, but she went on shooting the ball. Larry Bird, a great shooter from the NBA once said, If you put your heart to do it, good things will happen. He is right. The swoosh appear. Before it came, the ball she shot was making revolutions in the air, like a baby rainbow, the ball made a nice parabola and dropped into the rim. Nothing but net. Swoosh. The purest sound of a shot would ever make. " yes! It's the sound! I did it!" She said it loudly in excitement as though she had accomplished a mission impossible. She smiled. And, I looked. Her smile looks so innocent, so pure, like the shot she made. The sweetest smile I guess. A girl doesn't know anything about basketball, appreciate the purest shot of the game. I must teach her more, I told myself. 

Today, we went for basketball shooting again. Just shooting the ball, and of course, I'm still the one who is feeding the ball. She told me, she felt nice while chatting and shooting the ball at the same time. We chat a lot. I wonder, when will be the next time, we shoot balls like this again? 

I like that moment. Basketball ain't all about winning and hustling though.

Girl, when you hit the shot, it's beautiful, just like you.

Ball4Life. Friends4Ever.

夏天。

夏天，真的好像回来了。

今天，太阳公公把我的小镇晒得亮亮的，是想补偿昨天的缺席吗？哈哈。。。
一大清早，闹钟没响就起床了。嘿，今天可是不一样的日子呢！
洗了个澡，就驾着摩托车到市区的茶餐食。她已经在吃着早餐了。
点了早点，就坐在她面前，看着她和她妹妹吃着面。姐妹俩都一个样，圆圆大大的眼睛，还有嘟嘟的脸颊，连吃面的方式都一样。她妹妹，也长大了好多，记得第一次见她妹妹时，她还小小的，而且很害羞。现在呢，还不过十岁，说的话都挺精灵的，一定是她姐姐教坏了她。

她啊，是我的初恋。好久好久没见到她了。就刚好，有机会一起吃早餐。跟她说了很多没营养的话。吃完后，就到她家替她做功课。有时候我觉得，我的背后有双白色的翅膀。

这一不只是第几次去她家了，记得第一次去的时候，是四年前，去的原因？不是想她教我高级数学那么简单啦！哈哈！往事只能回味啊！

一进去，我就呆呆的坐着读一篇根本不干我事的经济报告。多亏她，搞不好我会搞好一门经济学呢。不过也还好不闷啦，至少哈利波特陪了我大半时间。自己还想说没时间在家看完哈利波特第六部呢。

最不好意思的呢，还是让她妈妈进了厨房煮了午餐，然后叫我一起吃。伯母都大忙人一个了，还真的太麻烦她了。万万没在我预料中的是，她煮的蔬菜咖喱味道还真棒！就在饭桌上，和她跟她妹妹一起吃着午餐。感觉有点一家人呢，哈哈，是我想太多吗？幻想不是罪，做梦才会成功！能吃到她煮的菜，也心满意足了啦，what more can I ask?

呆了个下午，晚上一起去唱k。结果我们俩还是有着那个坏毛病，在朋友面前，几乎都不会说话。一天也就这样过去了。。。

她是否知道，我想做个E.T,把她拐到别的星球去，然后对着airplane许愿，希望有一天，我可以牵回那双手。这一切也许都不会发生，但我不想，放弃爱她的权利。

下午吃完饭的时候，她就靠着沙发，上着网。我也懒洋洋的，来在沙发上。拨弄着她的长发,我在想，我还有多少时间，可以这样，和她呆一天呢。她，对我而言，是个很重要的人。朋友？超出了很多。情侣？她不属于我，我也不是她的人。是什么？我不知道，我只知道，像这样跟她在一起的时候，我有家的感觉。

她告诉我，这样子拍照，会拍得很丑。这张已是几百年前的合照了。其实，今天我带着相机，想跟她合照，只是，我没敢说出来。。。

夏天回来了吗？我的兄弟告诉我，以后唱K,要唱五月天的我又初恋了。

The Lalala Poem

I felt like, I'm floating up the sky
You are the one that make me fly
I hope that I wouldn't be shy
To tell you I ain't gonna make you cry
Somehow, I wish I would really try
But I'm afraid of getting deny
Girl, when I see you eye to eye
Heartbeat rocking I'm in cloud nine
Don't wanna care how less the time
Just wanna walk with you side by side

You are the one that make me feel on top of the world
Till I can't step off the cloud

I might, be an outsider among 2 guys
Give me the ball I'll five for five
Cross'em up like a piece of pie
Put on my swag, they call me Mike
Yo, girl I wanna get it right
Been thinking of this every Starry Starry night
Lean on me let me hold you tight
Never ever leave you out my sight
Hmm, we have a great difference in height
That's 'cause god wants me to be your Knight

You the one that makes me feel what love is
and I just can't get enough

I know that, some how I must realize
Somewhere here my feeling's one side
I know that, you will never be mine
As long as you are smiling, to me it's fine
Like a sun, when you smile you shine
It stored so deeply inside my mind
An angel like you is hard to find
You are the song, I hope to be your rhyme
I should have show you signs,
But I better keep it secret till the day I die.

You are the only girl that make me wanna say La, Lalala, La,lalala, la,lalala, La,Lalala......

跑。步。

一步一步地往前跑，跑向那永无止境的终点。

从小，最不喜欢就是跑步。体育课，老师都要我们绕篮球场跑十圈，最后我都是喘得连玩游戏的力气都没了。中四那年的假期，励志要加入篮球队，就开始自行修炼。假期的每一天，一大清早就逼自己去跑步。结果在开学时的越野赛跑里看见了成绩，16th名，第一次能在越野赛跑的前二十名次内呢！结果加入校队了后，虽然自己不是最快，但是跑得最勤的，是我。咳，校队里的故事也别提了，伤心事啊！

上了大学后，球赛时，球场跑上进攻，跑下防守，是我的擅长。

不知不觉中，嘿，自己开始喜欢跑步了呢？
跑步，并不在于快或慢，而是节奏感。随着自己身体的节奏，慢慢地跑动。感觉着自己的心跳，以及肌肉的旋律。

有时候，自己一个人跑着步的时候，有股冲动不想停下脚步，就一直跑啊跑的，看自己的极限，到底在哪里。在大学时，曾经在健身房里玩跑步机。一跑，就是二十分钟。不是我不行，而是规定了每人只能罢着跑步机二十分钟。当初的毅力与热情，还在燃烧着呢！

跑步的时候，脑袋里都想着，自己到底能跑多久。也许没到终点，我不会停下吧？终点又在哪里呢？有终点的话，到了终点，我还会继续跑吗？

I'm a spacebound rocketship and your heart's the moon,
and I'm aiming right at you, right at you.

最近喜欢Eminem 的space bound，终点就是你的心里。

刚才下午，跑了五十圈。好久没那么跑了。我还有，好长一段路要跑呢。

微笑

孩子们的微笑
永远是最纯真的
看见他们
逐渐从幼苗茁壮的成长
身为老大哥的我
也能放心
的把责任托付与他们的身上

在忙乱的星期六
在城市的某个角落
有人捍卫自己的发言权
也有人为了执行任务
忍着疼痛的心
摧毁着一群人的梦想
微笑吧
前进吧
让幕后策划的黑手们知道
放弃不是我们的作风

这一刻，我在傻笑着
因为想起你傻笑的样子
看见你对你梦想的坚持
好想对你说，你的心脏很大颗呢
放弃，都不是我们的作风吧？

你的微笑
很小孩一样
那么的纯真
那么的美丽
我喜欢你这样的微笑

因为你的微笑，让我也微笑了。。。

Prologue-Kickz-Nike Zoom MVP and I

Okay, owning a pair of basketball shoes isn't an easy task for kids living along my street. A pair of Nikes, Adidas, or ReeBoks cost hundreds of bucks, and that ain't small money for people in my street. When I was a young kid, I used to play bare footed on the court with my homies. That time, we didn't care much about having how many blisters under our feet, we just play for the sake of having sun. Even if the blacktop is burning like a frying pan, we still play with our innocent smiles on our face.


Until I'm 16, I started to play serious ball and I joined my school basketball team in my last year of studying in high school. That's is when I bought my 1st basketball shoes. A Bata shoe. It's cost about only 30bucks. The price is the reason I bought it. I dare not to request my dad for a pair of Nikes. I know its not cheap at all. I can't afford it. But expensive doesn't equal to best. My Bata kicks makes me feel comfortable in it, and it had been by my side when I fought some games. Blocks, shoots, and rebounds, the Batas protects my heels well. In a short time, it retires from the court. I strain it too much and it can never be mend anymore.


Then I got myself another pair of METRIX shoes. This kicks worn out faster then my Batas. That time I was studying in INTI and one of my senior told me to invest on a pair of Nike. It will last for years. With some cash I earn from getting good results, I told my dad about buying a pair of Kicks. My dad nodded and he gave me some cash to add into my earning to get a pair of nice kicks.
I contact my former coach and she got me the kicks I had been wanted for so long.

Months ago, I read a short passage about this shoe, it's the current Phoenix Sun's point guard, Steve Nash's signature shoe, it's named Zoom MVP. It was the 1st time that I ever wanted a shoe so much, but I just can't afford it. The moment I get this shoe, I was excited, and can't wait any longer to put it on. My heart was bumping so fast that time and, I finally own my dream shoe.

Many kids today from the town can just buy any shoes they like and change it frequently. They will not understand how much I feel for my kicks. It's a partner, besides my teammates, the shoes is the one that always stay by my side to face challenges on the court. Till now, it's still with me, battling tough ballers on the blacktop.

Nothing comes easy, that is why I treasure everything.

Number 3-Prologue

Number 3.

It's the number of my jersey.
Everyone has his own number, range from 1-99, and their number means something to them.
Number 3 to me symbolize the spirit of never giving up upon challenges in life. Who makes me choose 3?
It's those 2 guys below

Allen Iverson and Stephon Marbury. Both of them are from the same draft, which is the Golden 1996 NBA draft, and Iverson was the No.1 pick of the year. Both of them plays the same position for their team, Point Guard, they act the same (ball-hogging when their teamates can't score), and share the same weapon, the crossover. As guards which are shorter than Centers in the paint, they use their lightning speed and deadly crossovers to break down the opponents defence and gets the ball to the rim. They never back down against challenges. Iverson was known for his perseverance on the court, while Marbury was known for his arrogance by self-proclaiming the best PG in the League. 

They share the same fate now too. Iverson is now in Turkey playing for the pro-team there and Marbury is playing in China's league. They were both not sign by any NBA team. What's the reason? Only real NBA fans understand why.

Both of them are the NBA stars I admired. They are the reason I choose 3, to be like them, treat every game as a challenge. Till when I can see them smile like that again? I don't know, but their fighting spirit is tattooed in my heart.

Having a jersey on my own is what I always dream of. Never a primary school player, and just played 1 year as a sub in high school makes me lack of experience in facing ballers which are experienced than me. What I could do to improve myself is to work hard on basics. From dribbling to running. Chances doesn't appear to you like your food on your table prepare by your mum, you have to hustle for it yourself. Until I had enter INTI to study, my Godfather found me, and he gave me a team. That's when I got my 1st jersey.

I still have a long way to go. To be like them.

Every baller knows to own a number which an NBA player once wore, you have to prove you have what it has to wear it. Earn your own respect on the court. 

I'm still earning it now and, still running towards my goal.

Givin' up ain't my style. Only the sky is the limit.

迷宫x雨夜

下雨的夜晚
总让人想着不该想的事情

听着雨水滴答滴答地落下
感觉时间慢慢的流逝
想你的时间
还剩多久呢

每个人心里都有个迷宫
而在出口等待着的答案
自己也不确定
那答案是否是答案

一个人在迷宫里
孤单吗
彷徨吗
何不放下脚步
慢慢去探索迷宫里的玄机
或许
会得到神秘礼物也说不定

你总是走得太快
我追不上你
你总是停得突然
让我撞个正着
我也想
牵你走出你的迷宫啊

下不停的雨
让寂静的夜晚有了交响乐
熟睡的你
却不懂我的思绪
也许你一辈子都不明了
我仍然相信
明早是晴天

不会发芽的种子
种下了
努力浇水，会发芽吗？
看着别人发芽的种子
也该微微一笑
至少自己曾努力过

下雨的夜晚
总是让人胡思乱想啊
在夜晚爱上了一个女孩
叫暗恋吧？哈哈。。。

暗地里，恋上妳

下雪的夜里
孤单的莫斯科
心里寂寞得被寒冷的风凝住了
你伸出手心
递给我热乎乎的烧饼

抬起头
你那纯真的笑容
让我相信世界上还有天使存在

你的声音
让我感觉到
被关心的温暖
而我却只能静静的望着你

街边的路灯下
有个男生喊着你
而豪华的餐厅里
另一个男生正对你招手

或许
你在迷茫中
你不知道自己该向左走
还是向右走

我仍然望着你的双眼
手握着那热乎乎的烧饼
坐在不起眼的角落
只有你看见了我

你走了
往着那古老的城堡走去
看着你的背影
我想喊你
却又收回了声音
只能让你
消失在守卫骑士的护送中

抓起了地上的雪
再放开
我的手
好温暖

坐在一样的角落
哪一天
你还会出现吗

篮球X恋爱

跟她谈恋爱，不是件容易的事。

她喜欢体能好的男生，以便能把她抱上抱下。

她喜欢速度快的男生，以便能追她到天涯海角。

她喜欢弹性好的男生，以便能为她摘星星。

她喜欢手感好的男生，以便能把她好好保护在手里。

如果达不到她的标准，她会慢慢与你疏远，不分手，也只是对你自己残忍。

她，或许残酷，但我就是爱上了这样的她。

为她，我告诉自己，要把自己变得更强。

为她，我告诉自己，挡在我前面的障碍我都要过。

为她，我告诉自己，不管怎样，我都要守护她。

寂寞时，她陪着我。

不开心的时候，她让我知道这世界上我仍然拥有她。

开心时，我和她一起庆祝每一秒。

最后，她让我知道，她也爱上了我。

或许我不是最好最棒的，但是，她还是接受了我，那份热诚的爱。

篮球，还真难让她爱上我啊。

真的，相信我，我爱的是篮球，不是她！

手机的掉落，与心情的失落。

真的，从以前到现在，很少会遗失东西。上一次掉不见东西，已是3年前的事了。当时不见的，是个项链。带了很久，突然不见，有点不自在。

今天遗失的，却是自己的手机。
里头有着很多信息的回忆，重要资料，以及一些纪实。拾到或者偷走的人，手机拿去没关系，请不要侵犯我的隐私就好。
一些该忘记的照片，也随着手机的不见，一起消失了。天意吗？要我放下回忆，从新再来？

自己太糊涂，不够专注，才会失去手机。
机会，也是如此吧？不去珍惜，就会失去的原则，是无法改变的定律。

几时才懂得珍惜，真的要等到失去后吗？不喜欢失去的感觉，不喜欢不见东西。

不见电话，晴天的照片也不见了。
那个晴天，她用最单纯的笑容将它拍下，她是否，会再为我拍一张。。。
她的笑容，是我见过，最纯真的笑容。。。

失去了，就很难习惯，没有她在的生活。

手机再见了。回忆，也该忘记了。
前进吧！我的晴天，我来拍下！

3 Months

3 months just passes by, loads of things happens, couple of movies watched and a few ankles was broken.
Time flies, just a blink, I finished my studies in INTI, and the Perhentian Trip was a month ago. For 3 months i write nothing here, leaving it blank. And now while writing this passage here, I recalling all the events and hey, I'm smiling to myself. Sweet memories I guess?

The Perhentian trip was fun. My dude actually belive the fake story about Perhentian that I've told him. We drank some beers on the 1st night, watching lightning lighting up the midnight sky, tasting the flavor of the sea breeze. We talk like men, about our future and what we felt for each other. Pick'n'roll define us all. Went snorkeling the next day in the crystal clear ocean. I call it, sapphire blue. Nemos wondering around the corals and sea cucumber resting on the sea bed. The sea kingdom looks peaceful. Before I left this island, I get myself a bottle of sand. It's a myth that the sand of Perhentian, The Island of Greeting, represent a symbol of waiting, waiting for the person, either a friend or a girl, forever.

Then, I was back to my hometown again. Parit Tengah, call it PT Street, where I live and represent. My homies are waiting for me to ball with them. And then I was back in INTI again after 1 week. Yes, it's 2 sentence quick. Back here with my brothers, ballin' and movie'ing with them. Manage to date my junior out for Pirates of the Caribbean 4, what a lucky week. With a sweet girl by my side and a GREAT movie on the screen to watch. What else I can expect? Such is life, enjoy to the fullest. Before finishing my 1 week stay in INTI, Gang$tarZ get to have a little reunion dinner among the elders in our team.

Back to my home again and I'm addicted to a chinese card game, SanGuoSha. They say it copied Bang!'s idea but, who cares? The 3 Kingdom setting really makes me dive into the 3 kingdoms world. So I get myself a set and played with my homies. I battle online too like freak SGS gamers. It's really a nice game to be play among friends. Thanks to my brother Albert for introducing this game to me during my final examination. Yes, we play it while we are revising. My schoolmates gets to gather again too. As usual, we went to a cafe and crap for hours. The next day, Ah Shi asked me out to ball. She's not a baller, but she loves playing around with the ball. She told me she loves the sound when  the ball hits nothing but net. I taught her how to make it. And when she make it, she smiled to me. I like that smile. Played some games with my friends in town. Quite a tiring week while I work out and ball in the same day. In that week, I went back to my mother's mother which is my grandma's house. And it's snowing again. Finally, I met my GodCousin for the 4th time and we get to talk a lot. But her gastric pain in the middle of supper-ing made me feel bad about it.

Back to INTI with Gang$tarZ again. Back and forth. You know how much I miss all my families. This time is the Genting trip. I got a roller-coasterophbia after walking out the theme park. No more for me. My heart can't take it. But what pleased me is the Maxim suite hotel room! Like an Emperor, we have TV, desk, fruits, beds, sofa and a bathtub in our hotel room. Of course 8 of us, stay(the room is huge, we need not to squeeze)  
 together in the room. Lying in the bathtub watching the night view of Genting, I felt like King Dogg. After the trip, all of us when broke. No more papers in our pocket. Living on Instant Noodle for the week. To be an emperor, you have to be prepare to be a beggar! Then it's the good news for the week, Dallas Mavericks won the NBA finals!!!! Finally, Dirk and Kidd, the players I respect gets what they deserves!

Then it's today, snowing Wednesday. Maybe if one day, Malaysia snows, I may like it. I went to KL to grab a lunch with my GodCousin aka Xue. It was her 1st day working at Nike. So coincidentally, my friend Craze plan to go to KL too. In the end, we both went together. I was suppose to be back in INTI at 5pm without buying a shirt, thanks to her blurr-ness for leaving her thing in a random shop in Times Square, I reached INTI   at 8.30pm with a Tee. Back to the lunch part, I ended up getting Xue staring at me while I'm eating. She is small, I can't even see her while we are walking, but sometimes, she talks like an adult. In a pink Nike Tee, she looks like a cute Minnie, complaining that she dirtied a small tiny part of her pink Tee. Hmm, after all, she's still a little kid. To see her today is to pass her the sand that I get from Perhentian. Waiting, for her? I just hope no matter what happen, no matter how fast time passes, we are still the same, eating and watching movies with each other. Always like my baby sis.

3 months, and I had finish writing down my memories, leaving them in words. It had been a very long time that I had not touch this blog. When is the next time I post? I don't know. Just let it be.
There ain't nobody in this world that you can't love, Coz you know you have the right to love everyone.
Pulau Perhentian, where Friendships are create and where people reunites, the sand as a symbol, for waiting forever. The myth.


That I create for that Island.

下雪的星期六

在星期六约了好久不见的表妹去看电影。虽说是表妹，但却没血缘关系，因为是我小姨的干女儿。她也姓林，和我同姓，可能五百年前是一家人呢。

结果通往目的地的旅途还真不顺利，火车竟然会停电，苦等了一小时，才恢复运作。到了车站，等了一个小时，才见到她。真的，要见一次面，还真不简单啊！上一次见面，是在外婆家，当时也只是见了一会儿，什么也没聊到。最深刻的印象，就是她的声音。超爹的爹爹声，跟蝴蝶姐姐有的比。新年时和她说话，感觉超压力，因为自己最怕面对可爱的女生，很怕她会像小孩子就突然哭了出来。不过她还真的很像小孩子，矮矮的，如果不认识，我可能以为她才刚小学毕业呢，哈哈！

约会嘛，就得看戏吃饭逛街。吃午餐的时候，她想去洗手间，就直直的走到餐厅后面，突然间，有个服务生就很冷的告诉她闲人免进，责问她没看到告示牌吗？她马上说没看到，就生气的回到座位。她说她一直低着头，所以没看到告示牌，然后就说那个服务生的态度太不好了。她啊，也太不适合生气了，就连气起来也像小孩子般，哈哈。不过那个服务生也真的太不应该了，既然是客人，就得礼貌的对待嘛！

电影五点才开始，就和她闲逛了一下。去了书店看看书，也去了鞋店看看球鞋，逛着街，聊着天，就一直这样到五点。电影Unknown，是她选的。
两个小时后，真的，我们都很满足的从电影院出来。好看的电影，就像一个丰盛却又不腻口的大餐，会让人感到特别的满足。看完电影，就吃晚餐。吃着麦当劳（她欠我的一餐)时，她还在为看了一部很棒的电影傻笑。

之后，约会也就该结束了，把她送到了她姐姐身边后，就开始踏上归途。在走着去出口的当儿，有听见有个女孩叫我，就停下(另一个原因是因为要停下来想，出口在哪里==)，往回一看是她。她说她姐夫能载我到火车站，就跟了去。结果是，他姐夫一路载我回宿舍。我是真的好不好意思，因为不是很近，真的太麻烦她姐夫了。咳。

她走路蒙蒙胧胧，会搞不清楚自己要去的地方是哪里。
她有短暂失忆症，常常忘记自己要做什么。
她很小气，却又不会发脾气。
她说话和我有代沟，是年代的关系？成年人和小孩子的代沟吗？
她喜欢看电影，一部好电影能让她高兴好长一段时间。
她吃完饭后会咳嗽，喝点温水可能会好点吧？
她吃东西会越吃越慢，看了真的会没胃口耶。。。
但是她微笑的时候，真的很可爱。
她让我的星期六下雪了。
像看见天空下雪后，心里会温温一笑的那种感觉。

她说，男孩和女孩，是不可能有朋友存在的。恩，那么当表兄妹也不错。哈哈。

没有拍到照，就放当天看的电影吧！

失落后的跑轰

很少自己会有失落的时候。上一次这样，是失恋时吧？和朋友吵架，自己也会失落。
而这次呢。。。
当你考试只拿到一半的分数，就知道什么是失落了。
自己，真的那么不够努力吗？还是能力只是如此？我不知道。
只知道，明明有两个礼拜可以准备，时间却都浪费了。
太多时间在多余的事吗？篮球打太久了？
或许吧。。。结果自己考的成绩反映出自己的时间分配的太不好了。

下个礼拜就比赛了。。。自己手头上却还有一大堆事还没做完。。。
真的喘不过气。。。就像倩所说的，活该><
自己找那么多事来忙，就该懂得如何去安排。

是时候，自己该醒了。世界不会为你停止转动。我该，开始去追回时间了。
我不怕追不上。球场上的快攻，都是我跑得最勤。只是现在追着时间，身边没有兄弟的陪伴。没关系，往前冲吧！来个上篮，搞不好能来个进算加罚！

捍卫对篮球的热情，努力为学业的拼劲。
时间，我会追上你。跑轰，我没输过!

我该和奈许一样，不跑到最后绝不停下。

日记xDiary

2.18.2011

The NBA Rookie game this morning didn't really disappoint me. From Blake Griffin's dunks to Dejuan Blair solid play, I love everything. The rookies had done a great job to get a win from the sophomores. What I would like to say is, the ex-Kentucky players, John Wall and DeMarcus Cousins carries the Rookie Team to the win. With a Rookie Game record of 22 assist, John Wall did makes the crowd to stand off their feet by throwing a bounce-alley-oop to Blake for the finish. He also dish some to DeMarcus for the one-hand Sledge hammer dunk. DeMarcus, scored a team high of 24(or 26?) points in the game. While the game is going to end, he throws up a off-the board-pass to Wall, who finish it with a dunk. Although playing in separate teams, but teaming back together is so easy for them. The chemistry bond between them doesn't break. I wonder if that happens too, when I play again with former teammates from Hustlaz.

日 十八 月 二 雨

今天又是雨天，看完球赛后和朋友吃下午餐，射射球，健下身，读点书，一天就在写完这篇文章后结束。感觉上，最近都发生了好多事。奇怪的，累人的，开心的，担忧的，伤心的，什么都有。

先从奇怪的事开开胃吧，我生平长到那么大，如果我欺负人，你骂我，我就会告诉你我为何欺负他。如果我连你是谁都不懂，你就报警说我欺负你，我会傻眼。说真的，我还没真正欺负过人，也从不欺负弱小。但偏偏，拜五上课的时候，同房的同伴就告诉我，宿舍管理处找我们，说我们被投诉欺负住我们楼下的一个人，而且他也报了警，但警察似乎不相信他，因为他说我们放闭路电视监视他。我听了差点没把吃过的午餐全吐了出来。夸张到了神的境界。这生中，最大的笑话。结果，得等到拜一，去见了宿舍管理员才知道要怎么做。

累人的呢，就是累人的书。读者化学，明明只是简单的化学效应，却要列称成千上万个步骤。最讨厌，就是背着这些累人的东西。可是还能怎么样？拜三有测验，不读的话考不好，怎么去考试？硬着头皮读，又会有反效果，咳。。。如果说是压力造成我累，还不如说，是自己承受不住那压力才造成的。人生啊，有压力才会长大吗？

很开心，这个礼拜，和自己新的球队一起打球了，全员大部分都到其，打了几场不错的球。
却担忧，比赛时，默契真的会来吗？大家一起做好份内的事，感觉上，这样就对了。但过于做着份外的事，真的就不对劲了。也许，这还是个欠缺效应的球队吧。希望，这几天内，真的能把不对劲的是搞好，才能一起享受比赛的乐趣。自己，也该做好我该做的事了。

伤心事，提了，自己也不会好过。感觉上，自己在和自己说话。
一个人的对话，永远都是孤单的。
突然有人回应，当然会感到温暖。

想着，一个远方的女孩。她，过得很好吧？也许适应了新的生活。朋友，也都增加了。
前几天接到她的电话，心里感到欣慰些。今天听见她的声音，感觉好像哭泣。
太思念一个人，和她接触后，真的会崩溃。是一个朋友告诉我的，我相信了。

信件，是否有送到信箱？是否有被她拆来看？打开的是我的心，被收藏在她心里。不打开的话，心就不会出现在，另一个女孩的信箱。怎样，都是在她身边。这就是等待吧？

一个人说话，一个人写日记。记着生活上的点滴，让自己记得，曾有那么美丽的生活，曾有那么思念的女孩。日记，就是为那份感动而存在的吧？

下雨天。

下雨天，真的让人很没有精神。
只想静静的，一个人，钻进暖暖的被窝里，舒服的睡一下。
冷冰冰的空气，像催眠剂一样，让我浑身充满睡意。
手脚像结了冰一样，没有体温，也么有力气驱动。

下雨天，期待的，就是彩虹。
红橙黄绿蓝靛紫，反射出大自然的颜色。
但是雨不停的下到夜晚，就连月亮也都看不见。
冷沉沉的气氛，真叫人感叹，人生真的很无聊。

下雨天，真的很寂寞。
连自己都会懒得理自己。
什么事，都懒得去做。
什么事，都很不想去做。
什么事，都放下不做。
我只要想你。

Injuries.

Remember how Penny Hardaway flies everywhere? Dishing out dimes and catching those Oops. T-mac ferocious 3 pointers just had every team in the league hate him except the Rockets. Do y'all still know how Grant Hill dunks like His Airness back in Pistons? Where are they now? What happen to them?

Okay, cut the crap, those 3 guys suffer from injuries which led them to their fall. Grant Hill still doing good in Suns, but T-mac and Penny just fall like a shooting star.

I'm not a professional baller, but I'm that kind of baller that play the game with passion and love. And, of course I get myself some injuries on the court.

My 1st ever injury on the blacktop is ankle sprain. It's quite a common thing as you can easily lose balance of your ankle. As the result, no more ballin' for weeks. Ankle spraining is quite troublesome as it affects your mobility. You can't walk like a normal guy and you have to rest until your ankle is completely heals. I can still remember before the day I enter University, I got my ankle sprain while ballin' with my homies and it's a tough period. I have to massage my ankle every night before bed to ensure the swelling goes off.

My knee, have some problems too. Back in secondary schools, I have problem in squatting. When I squat, I have difficulties in standing up again. I can't feel my left knee after standing up from a squat and i have stand with my right leg. This really makes me worry but when I went for gym and work on my calf muscles, my knees get to improve. I no more have pain in knees while standing up from a squat.

Fingers are the most important thing to a shooter and a ball handler. And my fingers, well, it's serious. First is the small finger which a ball hit it directly straight on it. The pain and the instant swelling really shocked me that time. I apply ointment and rub to make the swelling off but, it swells till now. My fourth finger too, face the same case and I went to a Chinese Sifu, and luckily, he saved my finger from swelling like the other. Although it's still a little bigger than the fourth finger on the left. My right thumb was sprained for four times. And I hurt it during its recovery period. Yesterday, I hurt it again. I really don't know this time when it gonna heal. I have practice in these few days and, I have to play with my injured thumb. I'm really afraid it might literally break.

Elbow. My worst nightmare. In my secondary school days, I got my elbow hurt by tripping on the floor and, I landed on it almost every time. The feelings of numb, pain, and burning sensation wasn't really a matter, what really matter is the fear of breaking my hand. I had a sick fall last week where I jump for a pump fake and that guy bang me while I'm in mid-air. I fell horizontally and landed on my elbow, again. But thank god, it's not broken, yet. That fall is sick and my elbow is still hurting now.

With a body of injuries, my friends call me Plastic Guy, because I'm the one who always got myself hurt during pick up games. But who cares? I just play for the love of the game. Haha. I should now take injuries seriously now as I don't wanna be like Penny Hardaway who ends his career at a young age. I still want to play the greatest game ever created, basketball.

Penny Hardaway reverse dunk.

街狗。麦克

街狗：怎么了啊？
麦克：心情不好。
街狗：哦，别影响我打球就好。
麦克：打球就会想起她，我不想打了。
街狗：那是你的事，但请别阻止我打球。
麦克：你去打啊。
街狗：你心情不好，我怎么打？
麦克：你不懂。
街狗：我当然不懂。又不是第一次了，心情还会那么糟？
麦克：她不理我，能怎么办？我爱着那个女孩。
街狗：那是你的事，我啊，失去了就放手，找个新的不就好了？
麦克：你以为，我是你吗？放不下她的手，放不下我对她的爱。
街狗：我不了解，你执着于一段没有未来的恋情干嘛？我的话，才不会为了女孩自甘堕落。
麦克：你不懂的爱。
街狗：为什么要懂？女孩嘛，这个没了，就找新的。这世界上又不是只有一个女孩。
麦克：我不是你，这世界上只有她一个那样的女孩。
街狗：好啊，你就继续靠在一边慢慢人家叫什么emo的吧。
麦克：那好，你也别想打球。
街狗：你认为你阻止得了我？
麦克：你看看你自己，防守都逐渐退步，连自己引以为傲的手感都丢了，怎么打？
街狗：是你，心不在焉影响我的反应。是你，犹豫彷徨影响我的命中率。
麦克：至少，助攻的专长还没失去。。。
街狗：也就只能那样。你就是那么柔弱。什么都不敢。爱得那么深，却害怕失去。
麦克：我不想失去我爱的人。
街狗：你就会让我失去篮球。
麦克：别扯到篮球好吗？

街狗：篮球让我出现在这里和你说话，你自己想想看，有谁珍惜你对篮球的热爱？你的朋友？     也只有你那班兄弟挺你，其他人？有嘛？从以前，你不是那么的坚强，面对所有挑战吗？陌生的嘲笑，周围的排斥，你自己一路证明了自己。也许，你达不到梦想，但是就是因为你自己，勇敢地捍卫那份对篮球的爱，我才会出现。这世界是现实的，残酷的道路只有你自己能相信。在球场上，只有遇见他的时候，才没寂寞。他走了，自己一人，还是得活。

麦克：我只相信自己的心。我想等待。我想要告诉她。我想要，至少我还能和她说，我爱她。我柔弱，或许因此，我爱得毫无顾虑。我不怕受伤，至少，我有尝试。

街狗：别说废话了。然我专心打球好吗？你也去专心考试。好吗？
麦克：我不懂，答应你，我会振作。
街狗：不是答应而是做到。请别成为我的负担。
麦克：放心吧，你只需顾好你自己在场上的状态就好。
街狗：我没怕过任何比赛。
麦克：把对篮球的热情，燃烧的更烈吧，往目标前进。放弃不是我的作风。

街狗：你也别放弃她，其实。。。我们是一起遇见了她。
麦克：我知道，就那一个夜晚，我们真的，爱上了她。
街狗：我不想承认但是，你要等她。我们爱的是她。
麦克：我知道。。。睡了，晚安。。。至少，心理上，我们还是同一个人。

情人节。。。你，快乐吗？

开始了练习赛，开始准备着球赛的训练，双腿，真的很怕会支持不住。

昨天是情人节，你，会孤单吗？也许距离真的把我们，狠狠的分开了。

你告诉我，你不想在等待这个未来渺茫的感情，感觉已淡，就是时候放下了。

我真的，不知道，该怎么回答你。

第一个情人节，就被距离给打败了，或许，我们都，爱错了吧？

不知道，心一直喊着，不知道。爱到底的理由，一个已足够。

想等你，真的等你回国。那天在机场，我喊得很清楚了。

或许你累了吧，不该那么自私，让你累下去，但是自己心里很明白，我不想放开你的手。

你的手很大，真的是打篮球的手，很好牵，牵着了，真的不想放开。

朋友，真的会比较好吗？我不知道。或许，很早以前就没把你当朋友了吧？

决定，还是得做，拖拖拉拉，只会造成更多的伤害。

人嘛，总得往前走，但是，我依然等着你。

你需要人疼，需要人关怀，偏偏我就不再你身边。

慢慢的，带着水罐上课已是习惯。不带着戒指，就不自然。

如果，你选择，放下，我们依然是朋友。。。球衣记得要还我，三年后吧？我们可以在一起射射球。戒指呢是你考好成绩的礼物，let dream comes true.实现你的梦想吧。 我也会，朝着我的梦想前进。你说过你想听我说：倩，我九月能飞了！

我一定会说的！

情人节，你快乐吗？你快乐的话，我就会快乐。

不管结果如何，我会等你。或许，不等你的话，我不知道，我是否会在等另一个女孩。

情人节，我会寂寞吗？想你的话，我会寂寞。

只想告诉你，柔倩，我爱你。情人节快乐。

我球衣背号不再是#3,而是#91了，代表九月十号，你的生日，代表九一年，我们的出生年份，代表就你（91同音)一个，我会等。

第一个，没有你的周末。

今天，打球又那么不小心的伤到了手肘。已不是第一次了，但是却没断，可能是跌硬了吧？
跟着一群不熟悉自己打法的朋友一起打球，默契的欠缺，真的很致命。输了没关系，却还不会反省，能进步吗？

心情实在不好，但在这当儿，接到了你在澳洲的第一通电话。
你好吗？有没有吃饱？睡得温不温？我好想你。
这些话我都不敢说出口，深怕自己会留下思念的泪。电话的另一边，你的声音怪怪的，因该不是哭着的吧？知道你一切安好，还真的很放心。慢慢习惯那里的生活吧，人生啊，就要享受，不然以后工作了还哪有时间玩啊？
记得要看袋鼠还有树熊，还有要买纪念品给我。

还有哦，澳洲的食物好吃吗？哈哈。
第一通电话，真的让我好温暖。前几天都不知道你怎样，真的好担心。

昨夜星辰昨夜风，画楼西畔桂堂东。 
身无彩凤双飞翼，心有灵犀一点通。
李商隐的无题情诗。我想你了，你，想我了吗？

送，别。

伤离别。
何日能再见？
我一人，能有几多愁。
只愁何时与妳，再相逢。
天涯海角，五年十年，
只愿，等妳，只妳而已。
何谓思念，我终于了解，
不在乎相逢何日，
那一刻，我还是会说，我爱你。

If I can change the world, what would I change?

I do care about the health of Mother Nature, I do care about starving children in poor countries, I do care about people that are suffering from natural disaster in certain regions, but, I'm not a Saint. If I have the ability to change something in the world, I would like to lengthen the time that I spent with her, my one and only baby princess. Not that I don't have sympathy towards starving children or do not care about Mother Nature, but without her, the world really meant nothing to me.

I get to know her last year through basketball and we play basketball together. Eventually we become good friends. We used to walk around INTI during the night, sharing interesting things in life and experiences. As time grows older, I fall in love with her. I told her that I love her and she accepted me. We become couples. But after 3 months being together as couples, she flew to Australia to pursue her studies. We never have a proper date before, never watch a movie together before. We do not have the time to do things that couples usually does. Time is never been fair to us.

If I'm able to lengthen the time that I spent with her, I can get to know more about her. We are able to understand each other more and know what we felt for each other. With more time to be spent together, I can take her for trips around Malaysia, take her to catch a movie in MIDVALLEY and bring her back home to have a simple dinner with my family. We will have the time to celebrate each others birthday together, and I get to hand her chocolate face-to-face in Valentines night, which is next week. The memories that we create will shared between us and will last forever in our heart.

But in reality, I can't trace time back. I had sent her off to Australia on Tuesday. The next time we meet might be 3 years later, after both of us finish our degree. But I will wait for her, because, I love her.




This is my micro-presentation topic that I get on Tuesday, the day I sent you off. And I just came out with this presentation out of my mind. And I present this in class. When I said I will wait for you because I love you, one girl just 'aww~', like she has touched by what I'm saying, haha. How's this presentation? Is it well written?
haha, I love you, Joanne.