breaking free

Seattle girl living life on the East Coast with my husband and our two daschunds, Johnny & Junebug. 

I like to say ‘y’all.’ I like Florida’s version of rain. I want to meet a manatee. The southeast coast of Georgia embodies everything that made me fall in love with the south. I kind of wish mermaids (except for the evil pirates of the caribbean type) were real. I’m getting use to copious amounts of sunshine. I try to seek balance in all things. I don’t know who I am exactly. On most days I enjoy writing. I love the idea of combined words taking on the shape of our feelings. I wish i made more time for reading because I enjoy it. My favorite coffee table books are all based on interior decorating. On a side-note, interior decorating overwhelms me. I appreciate photography. My perfectionism inhibits my happiness a lot of the time. So does my indecisiveness. I’m not a cook. I clean pretty good, but i’m lazy until company comes over. There was a time in my life that I made an excellent housewife, that time seems to have gone. I can’t wait to raise kids. No, that’s a lie. I can totally wait, but I am very excited about the idea. I feel like i’m still waiting for life experiences to give me the tools I feel I need, to be able to be the Mom i long to be. I hope all my wild oats have been sown, some days I wonder tho. I look like a ragmuffin most days & i really don’t care. My hair is wild. my clothes are wrinkled & untucked, my socks are straight out of the 90’s & it’s totally o.k. with me 99% of the time. I can come off as a people person, but really i’m not. I dream of living on a houseboat, and Zane gets motion sickness. That’s the kind of relationship we have, but somehow it works amazingly well. Gypsies fascinate me. Funny people are my favorite kind. I wish I knew God better, it’s something i’m working on. I’m glad I believe that I can know Him. A lot more of me is unwritten.