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Have you ever had a moment where you thought you were doing something so right only to realise that everyone else thinks it was wrong?
The sort of feeling you get if for example, you excitedly run back home after school to tell your parents you got an A for the exam you worked hard for only to be scolded for something else.
making you crumple that exam paper up thinking, "so what? i'd always be wrong anyway."
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or moments you plan a surprise party or do something you thought was special for someone only to have it backfire? the person hates surprise parties or wished you didn't do that thing only you thought was special.
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stuff like that.
if you knew what the malay word bengang means. thats how one feels.
put the bengang(ness) aside, there's the feeling of getting somewhat slapped across the face or a punch in the stomach.
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i guess sometimes life is just cruel in that sense.
coz nothing truly is black and white in right or wrong.
every arguement could just be a real solid reason or excuse.
it all just depends on who says it and who wants to hear it.
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all in all,
i just wish for once maybe...
that i'm not the only one who thinks i did right.
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ps. moving blog soon! opening it on 1st Feb. =D

this might come off rather (un)funny to most...
but it got me laughing like no one's business when my bro showed it to me asking if it reminds me of anything.
because....







IT IS EXACTLY LIKE MY BROTHER & MY MOM.
ROFL.

-credits to liying who truly knows my brother. =D -

Have you ever felt like you have ten thousand things to do but can't get your hands on it?
For example, i've got a 5-page American Pluralism respond paper, advertisement proposal'ish thing for media writing, and an Econs quiz to do all by next week.
it would sound like i do have some time. IF i did not have a show this Sunday and rehearsals on Saturday.
but the time is not the problem. the prob is i seem to be an expert in wasting time.
or more like dazing up to the point where "hey! 2 hours have gone by?"
dazing, literally.
for eg. i could stare at a reading for perhaps half an hour before realising i am.
i am sorta weird.
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either way,
i know i will get it done.
i'm a good last minuter.
i think.
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sometimes its about giving the best you've got and disregarding the fact that your expectations might not be met, it might not be appreciated, it's being too nice or seemingly on the losing end.
coz in the end of the day,
the one who gave his/her best wins.
because they know they've done all they can and have no regrets in that area.
and who can possibly call themselves a winner if they live with a regret?
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so i guess that's the way it goes.
i once lived with a regret.
now i will never.
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now, i'm giving all i've got while i still can.
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If i had stronger willpower to wake up earlier to dress up every morning...

i will most definitely be looking something like this everyday.
(okay not the face or how hot these models are.)
i mean the style.
(even if not carried off as well too)
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too bad there's something known as snoozing til oversleeping.
hence i'm normally looking like

this.
(if i'm lucky enough.)
or, worse.
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ah well.
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credits to looklet and my Olsen twin for intro'ing it somewhat in her blog. =)

is it possible to trust again with only one party forgive & forgetting?
or does the other party have to keep on proving him/herself again?
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either way,
sounds hell tiring to me.
for both sides.
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and i suppose that's why trust should be refrained from being broken in the first place.
or if it had to be broken, it better be for something worth it at all.
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