Cheers.

I'm Jehanne Janey Jane. Birthday on 3rd November 1988 and still a childult, a term invented for the only me.
I'm a scorpio and i do really bite, but not in front of you of course.
My emotions are poorly controlled, but not being bipolar to that extend, it will plunges down to its lowest and it gets real hard to be on the top.
Honestly, i may look happy but deep down, there bound to be things troubling me.

My family consists of my mother, elder brother and me. Yes no big man around and i'm actually glad that he disappeared. However, that seems to mark my character in some ways.
Anyway my brother do act like my big man sometimes, cos he's 8yrs older than me!
Not to forget, i have my 'ANG' family which consists of 20+ people and it's still growing in numbers. They are my soul support.

I graduated with Dip. in Nursing and so you can guess my job now. Currently working in one of the ward at TTSH. Like what other adults said, the employers are always the meanies.
I'm really unlucky to have 3 unreasonable managers above me, crap but my colleagues are a wonderful batch. This made me stayed on.
I love this job seriously, crapping with my uncles, providing care to the frail, discuss problems with colleagues and lots more.
I actually desired to become a Pharmacist but blamed on myself, I never studied real hard.
Fret not, i found the route where I want to retire at. HAHA

I have friends whom i knew for freaking 8yrs+ and also as short as like 2yrs+.
Nobody can replace people in SGS gang, we grew up together from being a student to now, working in the society.
My NYP classmates whom we worked together to help each other to graduate, my attachment mates who helped me to run away from lecturers.
My NYP Judo people whom stood with me whenever i fell.
Then, Dearies & co which started during working days, and mind you, all of us actually knew each other since poly days. We build a very strong friendship amazingly and i love them manymany.
How can I not mention about my TTSH colleagues, consists of different batches. They gave me advice when i met with real bad problems.

I love to visit museum but my friends think i'm a weirdo. my wish is to visit all the museum in Europe. It's real fun to know about history and other stuffs. I learned a lot during each visits.

I love travelling with friends and i'm really easy going when it comes to deciding which places to go. As long as I'm able to buy sourvenirs back. HEH

I love blue, red, black, green, brown and grey.

I love tweety, thomas the train, good luck carebear and conan.

I love chicken wings to the max, and pepper on almost all my food, and so the 'pepperqueen' is invented!

I love square, hexagon and other funny shapes.

I love winter the most, and snowflakes is my adore.

I love hanging out with friends, or just stay at home and watch my online drama.

I love surprises!

So this is my life, read my blog, FB and twitter for more.
=)





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bad schedule. at 11:33 PM

yoyo..




woohoo! at 10:52 AM

woohoo..




=) at 11:50 PM

well..

nothing actually happened.
it's just the way we think and the path we chose to head to.

so ANON, i think that answers your Q.
=)

i told some of my friends before, if i'm going to die the next minute, those 4 mentioned names have to be there for me with my other friends and family regardless whether i'm in coma or i can still talk.

cos they do still matter alot to me, even though i dont seems to probe into their daily lives.

no not e-m-o, i just know that i have to say this out and blog will be a medium.
i cant say all this face to face as i know i will cry badly.
i do hope they drop by here and know that i still care for them and i hope that they felt the same as me.

alrights..


to all the long lost friends. at 2:38 PM

hmm..

it took me great courage to post this as they might still continue to ignore.

but to Jessica, Andrea (previously Elyn), Cai Xing and Zhi Yuan,

you guys are still my friends, regardless of what happened in the past.
i hope we can still meetup for simple dinner or perhaps sending wishes through sms.

i hope i'm not asking for too much, but that's what i certainly do hope for.

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feeling kind of nostalgic, and i've changed my blog song!
and i found out my brother is listening to the 1st 2 songs!
hmm he's e-m-o.

on the other note, i'm recovering lah!
LOL

alrights..


massive photos by Good Luck! at 12:59 AM


heyo..

i'm Good Luck here, helping my owner to blog as she's sick lah.
LOL.
owner with all my friends.


and Hsien Yew is professional! see that expression.

the must have at kbox!


at nydc and camwhored.


group photo before meeting others.


then to some ulu pub at boat quay.

as usual, owner sang again.


owner with Xinyi and Bok Hwee.


the ladies.



they started to play.












sick. at 6:51 PM

heh..

next week's schedule's out!

had BCLS/AED recertification today.
was so tired after my sleeping day.

having fever and flu now.
but there's aint no one at home now!
=(

will do a decent blog entry with photos photos photos!

alrights..


sunny day.=) at 7:16 PM

hmm..

i've ended everything.
thanks for everything.
i do not dare to say we have memories that pile up like hill.
but that plateau was enough.
=)

finally i saw a sunny day.
please continue that and i'll be fine one day.

meanwhile, Catherine's 21st on Shutterfly.
will have a proper one.
running late for last night today.

alrights..


YAWNS. at 2:21 PM

i'm just simply too tired.

to work, to play, to eat, to drink, to walk, to sit, to stand, to sleep, to smile, to laugh, to frown, to cry, to think, to stare, to dream, to enjoy, to talk, to see, to worry, to love, to like, to hate, to scold.

i just want to close my eyes forever and let bygones be bygones.

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Catherine's 21st tml, too many photos to sort out.

alrights..


birthdays! at 12:19 PM

heh..

this few days was spent with Dearies!
and this resulted in no sleeping yesterday and went to work AM.
goodness, i'm not going to do that anymore.
i became a walking zombie!

today will be the Dearies' meetup for Catherine's 21st!
woohoo!

i'm still waiting for that sunny season to come.
although this few day i woke up to see a sunny day, it rained in the later part of the day.
yes this made me felt low.
i dont know when that day will come and when the old Janey will be back.
i only know i'm very disappointed with you but i still think of you.
yes very stupid of me!

lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CATHERINE, MOTHER and JOSHUA and BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JOEY!

alrights..


rain rain go away. at 8:22 PM

hoho..

had a great day with Huiling, Ng and Taufiq at work today.
having great besties at work just simply make my day.

headed over to town with Huiling and Ng after work.
as expected, full of jokes.
wahahahahhhahah.=D

and i just realise i'm really a very stubborn girl.
no matter how colleagues or dearies or family advises, i will still follow my way.
slowly eh, still adapting to everything.

another AM tml with Ng and Taufiq!
=)

when this rainy season finally stops,
that will be the day when i've completely got over him.
like how the rain took him away on that Saturday,
the sunny day will take him away out of my mind and everything will go back to the same state.

smile Janey, that day might be coming already.
=)

alrights..


forget forgot forgotten. at 12:02 AM

heh..







still the same. at 5:57 PM

well..

街 挤满了欢笑
太不适合 眼泪凑热闹
快跑快寻找 无人的转角
不优雅时候 一个人最好

爱 说退就退潮
我松开手 回忆却没放掉
未来不来了 地球继续绕
躲回温暖的梦 我一个人就好

为什么 越相信谁能依靠
越换来 又一次灵魂寂寥
有没有永远 再不会让心绝望的解药
如果说 越踏出世界一脚
越不能 保留住天真微笑
那从今以后 我一个人过 就很好

心 很平静地跳
只是寂寞 潜伏像海啸
突然某一秒 偷袭我眼角
眼泪自己擦掉 我一个人很好

i'm still the same old Janey.
the one who can never be alright in 1 to 2 days time.
i've too high expectations for myself.

no i wont be alright.
i'll just let it be, like in the past.

photos uploaded in Shutterfly.
sorry no mood to blog about joyful things right now.

alrights..


last night~ at 6:04 PM

yo..




alright! at 1:32 PM

hoho..






Janey, you are alright already!
wahahahahahaha.
=)

1st night later.

alrights..


still trying. at 11:43 AM

hmm..

schedule updated.

it's really hard to forget what happened, but i'm trying.

alrights..


yet again. at 11:20 AM

well..

yet again.







nevermind.

Janey, you will be alright.
Treat this as a practical lesson, you have learnt it very well.
remember you told yourself not to fall in love ever again as you wont get any blessings.
remember you told yourself to stay single forever and be there for family and friends.
remember you convinced yourself that no guys will fall for you.
remember what exactly happened to your own family.
no you wont regret, as there's no REGRET in your dictionary.
it's only yes or no, so when you've already made your decision, believe and go for it.
just think of how you were like before the cruise trip.
the joyful one, the independent one, the slient one.
the one who always enjoy the company of family and friends.

you will soon be alright.
=)

alrights..