
I got a call from Matt today; the baby I placed for adoption with Steve and Angie 7 years ago, born on Friday, June 28. He told me I was suppost to check my email. When I did, there was an email there from their family announcing that they picked up their third adoptive baby yesterday. The little family that was four is now five with little Gracie.
I am so grateful for Steve and Angie. I could not have asked for better parents for my baby. The circumstances that lead me to being pregnant and alone I would never choose to relive. But, being able to bless their baby with one of the three little miracles they have now is something I would never want to change.
Tonight I am feeling very grateful. I am grateful for the wonderful people that Steve and Angie are, for the wonderful parents they are to the baby I couldn't keep, and for the amazing examples they have been for me. I am grateful for the wonderful boy that Matt has become and that I will be a part of his life so that I can see the wonderful man he will become. I am grateful that Ella, and now, Grace have come to this wonderful family.
I am grateful that, because of the choices I made, I have a wonderful husband and two beautiful children. I am grateful for the man that Eli is. He is a great support and source of strength for me. I am so grateful for my little Katie Jo and how all the silly things she says and does brighten my day. I love that she will hug me even when I'm angry with her. I am grateful for my little Wyatt. I love each of his little toothy smiles and his silly little laugh that is so contageous.

I am grateful for my mom and dad who have been such a huge support to me. Espically for my amazing mother! She has strength I don't think I fully comprehend and unconquerable faith. She is my hero! I'm grateful for the rest of my family and friends, near and far, and for the love I feel from them.
And finally, last but not least, I am grateful for the Atonement and for a Savior who would sacrifice so much for me when I fall so easily. And for Hevenly Father who set the whole plan in place.