I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
yesterday nite..
as i lay down on my my bed, listening to music, getting ready to sleep.
a song came up, and u appeared in my mind.
i remembered the 1st time i saw you.
that scene, u were just too beautiful to forget.
at that point of time, i was mesmerized by your smile.
till it puts me slowly to sleep.
i've been having nights of you..
guess, i'm missing you real bad.?
give a big shout out to
ISMAIL..!

Happy 19th B'day Bro..!
dun be too stress up aite..
its ur b'day today, so ENJOY..!
money is never enough..
just know that, u have great frens ard you..!
hmm, tahun nie aku tk dpt kan kau hadiah g geylang, but next year, mayb..!
hahahaha!
we went to celebrate his b'day yesterday, after 12..
pick-up car at wdlds den off go pick people up..
den went to changi airport to buy cake at swensens and off to changi beach to cut it..


putting the candles up..



the hard part as there are wind blowing..
maybe there's 'some1' else b'day too..
hahah!



and stupid swesens people..
never give any knife to cut the cake..
in the end, mael had to use the b'day sign stick to cut it..

so there..
reached home at ard 4a.m yesterday..
but later going out to meet them again..
as soon as i'm done with my laundry..
hahah!
take care..!
i'm falling into memories of you.
woohoo..!
its officially holidays time..!
had my last paper just now..
engineering mechanics..
can say i'm quite confident uh..
though i went to sit for the paper w/o knowing my last chapter..
20 marks gone..
had no time to study uh..
cos got some last min plans..
haish..!
i need to find a job..!
like, real quick uh..
and i miss my yellow pick-up..!
w/o it, i feel helpless and restricted..
hahaha!
chey, mcm faham..
but somehow, its quite true..
can't really go out at nite..
need frens to send me home if i go home in the middle of the night..
need to set time to go out..
can't go anywhere, anytime..
haizz..
pick-up oh pick-up, when will be be well?
1 paper down..
1 more to go, at 26 feb on thursday..
today's maths exams was quite okay..
still, i'm glad that i studied..!
hahah!
its very hard to see me study u know..!
till, everytime when i study, my sisters would ask my mom or dad to go buy 4D..
surely strike..!
hahahaha!
and this wkends, i have 2 soccer match..
+ a bbq pit..
and a outing wif my soccer team this sun after the match..
hope i will not be too tired..!
random pics..!









and lastly, elly..!
i'm sure u guys miss her rite?
hahaha!


she wanna whacked me for taking her pic..

i'm falling in love with you..
man, its totally unexpected..!
just when i had wanted to do something..
now, i'm feeling confused, yet again..
and yet again, i ask myself..
is it a mistake from the start?
yesterday was mine and kid's b'day..

thanks people for the wishes..
and the treat..!
appreciate it very much..
i'm 19, but i dun feel like it..
can't enjoy the freedom that i want..
haiz..







sometimes, it doesn't pay to be nice to people..
wondering when will it be the day..
hello, i'm back..!
its been a hectice 4 days for me since thursday..
drive here, drive there sending card
jemputanand lack of my beauty sleep..
and to make it worse, my hp batt keep goin low bat even though i've charge it full..
stupid LG..
i'll skip thurs and tell u abt fri..
cos fri was one laughing,
pecah perut, tired and fun day wif zam mok and mael..
seriously, mok can make u laugh like mad..
started off at thompson plaza where i met mok, zam and kak yana..
till ended at yishun at 4 a.m..
and ya, at bbdc..
went there cos zam and mok wanted to top up their account..
at 1st i parked at esso, the place i usually park..
den got 1
nabey teng teng attendance says i cannot park there but i see there are other cars parking..
mcm nk maki je..so ya, i parked inside bbdc thinking that it would be for awhile, but it took longer than expected..
inside my cashcard only have $1.80..
i already have a bad feeling that its not enough but zam and mok says just go, later can reverse wat..
hahaha!
the funny part, i drove slowly out of bbdc with loud techno music and every1 was looking..
i told them to lower the music cos later if cannot go out,
MALU sia..
den they dun 1, they say just go..
and
betul2, cannot go out la sia..!
kan chiong moment i even ask a driving instructor to borrow his cashcash and i pay him cash..
long stretch of cars are already waiting to go out also..
damnedl
malu and
paiseh la..!
den when i reverse, hit the kerb..
hahahaa!
damned funny la but
malu..
and we went out the 2nd time with loud music again..
hahaha!
on that day, alot of paiseh moment happened to us la..
at swensens, parking lot..
den at nite, zam treat us, this time mael is ard, at seoul garden at TM..
thanks zam..!
aftter that went back to yishun den home..
sat was zam's third sis wedding and sun was my soccer..
all i can say i am damned tired..
and i start studying back 2morrow i think..
luckily i've started earlier..
well, i guess that's all la..
malas beb..!
i wanna see u again..
can? :P

hey, back again..
a sneak peak..
i've only left with 2 module this semester..!
wohoo..!
btw, i just finished studying..
heh.. :P
today, a last day for 2 of my modules..
and had 2 quizes for 2 diff modules..
i'm quite satisfied though..
cos i think i can score..!
hahah!
since mon, i've been studying..
and i'm glad i did..
cos if not, i surely have regrets..
papers are not that hard..
psst, i'm so missing you..


haish, i'm so tired..
and i might be missing for some time ok..
mayb till 26 feb, or earlier..
gotta
chiong my school work uh..!
i suddenly just realised in sch that i had much to do..
shit ass..
and i'm so dead..
i used the money to pay for my laptop to buy something else..
fcuk..!
well, so long guys..!
heellloooo..!
currently, i'm at zam's house..
using his sis com to update, cos i am BORED..!
cos zam is sleeping, mael watching korean drama and mok using my hp..
i dun know y he thinks korean drama is nice to watch..
i find it, dumb.!?
hahaha!
and we had soccer match in the morning..
it was zam's family team but he bring us along to play also..
seeing that we have no league match today..
we, i mean, me, syuk, mael and mok..
the match started early sia..
nearly couldn't wake up and had 7 missed called b4 i finally woke up..
showered quickly and go to zam house in a cab..
thanks for the fare zam..!
at 1st i tot i was late, but in the end, there's still time..
the match went well..as we won 6-5..
i got myself a goal together with mok,syuk and zam(2 goals)
after soccer, come back zam house till now..
planned to go home early but i fall asleep..
and yesterday nite, went to bugis street wif mael..
go there by mael's bike..
as usual we
sesat..!
hahaha!
can't blame la, we are on probation wat..!
haven master town area yet..
heh..
and we also sat somewhere near town area, just to wait till the ERP period is closed..
mael called it, "the fight against ERP..!"
hahaha!
babi tuls, mlm2 pun nk ader ERP..sat2 ard 8+ den chiow to bugis..
and i bought a bag..
though not the same bag as i expected, but its okay..
i wanted to buy from freshbox but the shop closed down already, i think..
so yea, had to settle for something else, cos we lazy to walked..
wanted to buy belt also, but, lazy la..
the
sesat la made us lazy..
we at 1st wanted to give up, but we know we are near already..
so continued on our searched for bugis street, and found it..!
after that, ate at LJS and off we went to T.P to zam's sister house to meet up wif nizam..
and i get to meet her..!
hehe.. :)
ard 12+, off we went home..
mael and zam send me home, after picking up mok..
and2, i rode mael bike..!
hahah!
from esso, till my house..
i was just asking mael whether i can ride it and he say yes..!
cool pe..!?hahaha!
mayb after today, i will start on my revision..
no more going out, except for occasion or league game..
i hope i can restrain myself though..
haha!
i have lots to do sia..
i hope i can still cope uh..
even though my classwork and tutorial i get high grade, i usually tend to forgot the solutions..
and yea, i have set my GPA score for this semester, so must work towards that..!
hmm, i guess that is all la..!
bubye..!
i'll hope it's not for nothing at all.
hey, good afternoon..!
wanna know something..!?
i already watch Underworld: Rise Of The Lycans..!
hahaha!
watched it after midnight yesterday..
with zam, dix(zam's cousin), and 1 more person..
it was quite a great show uh..
worth watching..!
hahah
thanks zam for the treat..!
den out of the blue, this morning my mum wake me up just to scold me..
cos she read a letter from sch..
never ask never wat, suka2 scold..
i tot what only, looked at the paper, says i nvr go to classes..
its because i nvr go sch on that day, of course, missed class la..
wth sia..!
argh, crap with that, she always think she is rite..
good for her den..
and yes..!
yesterday, we get to meet together for like after some time la..!
me, mael, zam, syuk, mok and kid..
but den, iskandar was missing..
suddenly, zam go home..
i dun know why also, but den he feels moody..
time of the mth pe zam..!!?
hahaha!
cos mael treat us to mac as he gotten a voucher for good attendance during the CNY working period..
he worked as MacRider btw..
and yar..
i dreamt that i was gonna die..
while riding motorcycle..
man, its too scary la..
too scary till my crying was for real..
i woke up with tears in my eyes..
shit ass..
and LG sucks la..
the batt also cannot tahan like Nokia..
can't even tahan whole day if use it alot..
and it is even laggin la..
but i only have little regret of buying that hp..
wat pissed me off is the batt life..
hahah!
u are different from others..
sometimes, i had a great time msging u.. :)
hello guys..!
today was damned slacked la..
had only 2 hrs of sch, which was playing tennis..!
sports and wellness module la..
at 1st i tot this module was a waste of time la..
but now, i enjoying every time of it..
and too bad, today was the last lesson..
and i can play better tennis now..!
anione wanna have a match?
hahaha!
and now, i just finished watching my chinese show..
waiting for another chinese show at 7 though..
love blossom..
felicia chin is HOT.!
hahahaha!
and2, today is the 5th of feb sia..
i totally didn't realized it..
i was flipping the today newspaper and saw Underworld:Rise Of The Lycan was released already den i realised the date..
so yea, gonna watch this movie..!
and, elly is getting cuter too..!
she likes making faces which just make ur anger go away..
but sometimes she can quite irritating too..
hahaha
and she's beginning to speak and eats porridge now..
i really SHOULD start studying soon..!
exams are coming and i really shud buck up..
someone help me....!
no more late nights i guess..
btw, i dreamt of her for 2 nights straight..
i dun know y..
mayb cos have not been seeing her..
haha!
again yesterday i bought ciggs again..
shit ass..
tried to resists buying it in the evening when otw to zam's house..
but in the end, bought it when i went to apply my concession at nite wif mael..
and, i really shud pay my overdue hp bill soon..
if not uh, den will kena disrupt..
any time..
but the thing is, my m1 bill was send to my house at yew tee..
and my previous bill, i already throw away..
dengs..
imy..
enjoy...!









my 10 years of friendship with this guy, nasrul haqqim..
and we are still counting..


my greatest frens..!
including another one, nasri, aka mok..

this is mok..!

they are the best..
was there when i needed them the most..
god, pls let time past faster..!
hahah..
i'm having economics lecture now..
and its damned boring, i tell you..
sumore a 3 hr class..
sian la..!
starting2 i was chatting wif her..
so it was still quite okay la..
den we stopped chatting and i was getting restless..
i even went to sleep for abt 45 mins..
hahah..!
buay tahan la..!so aniway, january has passed..
now its february..
to me, feb always seems to be a busy month..
cos there's alot of dates to keep track of..
and this year, this mth, there's more event happening in the month..
and habits are really hard to change i tell you..
and its been some time since i last drove..
i miss driving..!
hhaha..
ok, i'll think i end it here..
gonna get release soon..!
huahuahua..!
i may not be the perfect guy..
but i just wanna be wif you.. :)
man, i'm shagged..
wkends been tiring but quite fun..
fri went to lepak at zam's house after sch..
wif mael, zam and bem..
sat was busy carrying things..
from morning till 6+p.m..
den at nite, thon-ed over at zam's house..
sun was my team soccer game at st wilfred..
we won the game though.!
3-0..
yay!
after the game, went to my mom's shop to eat and went back to zam's house to lepak..
tot wanted to go kallang to play soccer at the cage, but some of us were tired..
in the end, me and zam went to send 2 kittens over to toa payoh to zam's sister house..
went to yew tee 1st to get the kittens from poch house..
the kittens were damned cute la..!
feels so bad la, had to put them inside a box and taped it tight..
got holes btw..
cos we were taking the bike..
they were like meow-ing all the way from yew tee to toa payoh..
and yesterday, i fall asleep a few times at zam house..
den mael wake me up to send me home..
reached home, washed, eat and played the lappy..
msg her too!
den, just a few mins lying on the sofa, i was off to dream land..
shit ass..
i must be really tired la..
i slept throught the nite at the sofa..
woke up at 8+am den go into my room and continue sleeping..
recently i realised, i get to sleep really quick..
just lie on the sofa or bed, within mins i get to sleep..
but when i'm outside, i dun feel tired..
dengs..
and3..
i got s scare yesterday..
luckily nothing happened..
pls guys, especially those riding bikes, ride safely okay..!
just a reminder though..
hahah!
14 more days..!
hahaha!
i'm sorry i always fall asleep while msg-in u..
it wasn't on purpose..