i'm back !
life been too busy..
working, schooling and my sunday soccer..
i barely have time for my mum and family..
that i'm starting to miss my mother..
weird, but true..
last sunday was mother's day and my mum's birthday..
my 2nd sister gave my whole family plus my nenek and cousin a treat at bottle tree park at sembawang..
but i came late cause i got my sunday soccer..
i tried to rush there but still didn't make it in time..
by the time i reached, they are getting ready to leave and i felt so disappointed with myself..
but i still wished my mum and gave her a hug and kiss on the cheek..
everyone say awwww..
hahaha !
sorry mum, at least i got to spend time with you after that..
we went to sembawang shopping centre, talking at kopitiam and enjoying ourselves at the arcade.. :D
anyway, now i finally know what it feels like to work and school at the same time..
and even though i worked for a few hours each day, i still feel the tiredness..
i'm still trying to adapt myself to the huge change cause obviously, i'm the one who loves to sleep and take nap in the afternoon..
but i love what i'm doing..
keeping myself busy and not doing nothing but rotting away at home..
at least i'm doing something productive.. :)
before i end, something for you dear.. ♥
i'm sorry sayang..
for things that i do which i didn't mean it..
really..
yes, what u said is true..
those little small things is what's important..
i just want you to know, i never really realized it..
i never realized what i'm doing till you say it out..
i never took you for granted, and i dun ever want to lose you..
i still remember what happened between us few months after we got together and i dun want to go through that again..
u know how much i love you, it can never be measured..
i'm sorry honey..
give me time to adapt myself ok..?
u know how i was before i started working, my life was totally different..
now, i'm still trying to juggle everything out..
i promise, things will get better..
i love you, aqilah oreth.. ♥Labels: mother's day. mum's birthday. honey.

i miss my gf ! :(
she went over to batam to spend the weekends with her daddy this morning..
it feels kinda weird now, with no one nagging at me.. haha.
i'm going to spend 2 days 1 night without her and we can't even contact each other..
i hope u are taking good care of yourself !
i love you..
anyway, yesterday night was late-night-movie-outing with the guys..
we went to watched iron man 2..
the tickets are selling so fast la, and luckily we managed to get our seats at the cathay..
it was a 2.15 movie, and after the movie we all headed straight home..
i only had less than 2 hours of sleep la, before i had to go off to work..
and i was late..
i didn't even hear my alarm ring and luckily for me, my sayang called me to wake me up..
thank you sayang !
mcm tau je eh i tk bangun.. clever girl ! :P
and guess what..
during working hours, whenever there's no order, i can just fall asleep within seconds..
and today the orders so slack, even though it's a public holiday..
i was kinda expecting a busy day, but its okay..
at least i get to rest my eyes.. hahaha !
tomorrow's game is at 3pm..
baik uh, finally i can get the chance to wake up late..
but i think i will still wake up early, cause my body system has alrdy been "set".. haha.
and i'm praying hard it doesn't rain !
cause it hasn't been raining for the past 2 days..
please, oh pleaseee dun rain..!
okay, i'm going gaming mode now.. :D
sleep well tonight sayang..!
Labels: batam.iron man2.