Monday, October 27, 2003

I think I just added to ability to add comments to my blog. I'm not sure how much good it will do at this point, as my blog is no longer on the list of ten most recent blogs, and I am not sure if there is a browse functionality for blogs. Oh well. Maybe one day I'll actually tell my friends about this thing.

Sunday, October 26, 2003

I'm back at dispatch. Money from anywhere is a priority at this point. It isn't quite as bad as I thought it might be. I'm not having any trouble staying awake. Things are a little bit busier here than when I first left. I've ended up working a double, during a time change, so that is seventeen hours. I haven't put as much effort into stirring up new business as I should have done in the past couple weeks. I've concentrated more on getting resumes into new prospective employers. But I need something now, so here I am, back at the county jobs I've grown to know and love. Maybe I'll get lucky and they'll pay me at the same rate as they did when I left. I doubt they'll let that slip by, though.

Friday, October 17, 2003

Well, an eventful couple of days. I'm considering dropping my business. Or at least going through a serious change in the way that I work. Currently Anthony is my business partner but we are supporting both our families from the proceeds of our bhusiness. Taking all that into consideration we are actually losing money. We simply are drawing too much money, and we are not even taking a normal salary at this point. Anthony is taking more money out than I am, but that is just to pay his bills. He thinks we might be better off to fold the business and let him operate most of the existing clients. I haven't yet decided what I want to do. I think I might like to split the company and me just keep the parts of the business in Jackson, and try to rebuild from there. I believe that there are certain key clients who could be convinced to resign or sign a new contract. I guess we'll see. I certainly can't leave this minute, as I still need the money for at least one more car payment before I even think about trying to find a new source of income.

Monday, October 13, 2003

I play agreat deal of poker, and on my way home today I passed by the place where my dad used to play poker a lot, Montgomery Brothers Trucking. As far as I know, no one plays poker there anymore. That got me to thinking about the shift I have seen in poker players over the last few years. My dad is retired from the game. He was widely recognized as one of the best poker players around, but he invested so much time in the game that when my parents got remarried a few years back, my mother made him give it up. Of the people that I saw him play with time after time, I don't remember seeing any at any poker game I've ever been in. It makes me wonder if all these players gave up the game within just a few years of each other. There was about eight years or so between the time that my dad played a lot, and when I started playing a lot, so that's a pretty short perioed for so many people to quit poker. Even the players I play with that have been playing a long time aren't doing so good though. There is a guy at our regular game that brings an oxygen tank, and can only play as long as his tank lasts. Same goes for another guy who was a great friend of my fathers that I know doesn't play anymore. Perhaps years in smoky back rooms takes its toll on people's health. Three others of my dad's cronies have bid adieu now that I think of it, two to heart disease and one to cancer. Still, it's pretty hard to have a poker game where people aren't allowed to smoke.
What I was actually thinking of however, is that those guys had a lot of class. They'd show up for the game in hats and overcoats. Many of them actually wore berets. Most were politicians or business owners. As a matter of fact my dad might have been the only wage earner a lot of times. The little idiosyncracies of the upper-middle class made the game enjoyable to watch. Beer was drunk with abandon, cigarettes and cigars littered the ashtrays, and loud but coherent talk was a constant, only interrupted with the regular "Pot right?"
These days, at least the games I play, there are about five types who play. There are the business owners, of which I am a part. We are there because we love the game of poker and always have. We take occasional hits, but most of the time we walk out with a good deal of money. There are drug dealers, who always lose, and sometimes offer to pay off losses with drugs. They're usually good guys but definitely worth watching. There are the retirees, who always get skinned, and don't seem to care by the next week. These guys must be getting better than just social security, because they couldn't eat and play poker on an SS check. There are the wage earners, who you don't see too often. It's too hard to play til three in the morning and be at the assembly line by seven I guess. When they do show up, they're usually decent players. They lose a little. Lastly there the professional gamblers. These guys do very little other than play cards, or take book, or whatever else pro gamblers are apt to do. These guys are tight players, and often it's better not to give them action at the risk of being bluffed out. Generally they bluff too little, though, given their reputation. They always make money, but they could make more. But the point is, none of these guys are very classy, except maybe the retirees, and they are perpetual losers. Has poker become so popular that the upper-middle class has been pushed out of the game, other than the business owners? Definitely the competition level has gone up. I remember how those guys I used to watch played. They bet too much and called too much, and often even raised too much with too little in their hand. Which is maybe the reason I miss them.
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