It's Sunday soon, and Monday will come.. Everything will revert back to stress. I am living in self denial. I am living in my blissful dreams But when it's time to wake, I reluctantly , like a kid, dread to open my eyes. I have certainly no idea what has weaken me, what has weaken my strengths I used to have, the things that were once within my control goes out of control every now and then. Why is it that I find it hard to grasp reality? Why is it that I find it difficult to accept the truth? Indeed, you have to keep reminding yourself the life you have is no use if you do not make living it worthwhile. Yet sometimes, just sometimes, it gets terribly awful and bitter and numb. It is terrible to be in a conflict where resolution lies within you and yourself and nobody else. In the end, is winning really that important? In the end, is happiness really that important? In the end, the fact is You will still perish from the face of the earth. Happiness is only an excuse, success, b...
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Dreams
Back at PGP. Dreadful place. Oh dreadful place. This place never ends to make me feel oh so stupid. All I wanna do now is shut myself from the country around me, the things that are happening around me, the people around me, and everything within my conscious mind. I just want to drown myself in music, in the wee hours in the morning, and to daydream.. Memories... I am a soon-to-be professional daydreamer with a Bachelor of Arts (Hons). majoring in Daydreaming. How I wish this module exist. I would then call it DD1101 and now I'm already at the very last stage DD4205. swt -_- Leave me alone. For now, I'm in a dreamworld of my own. Soaring, living in a world where I want to be, where I deserve to be.
Random stuff before 08'
First and foremost, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008 to all! I have been home for nearly a month now, and the last few days before the new year were pretty much alike except that i had the chance to meet up with cllgmates, and spend time wit family and most importantly, rest at home.. I had yummy Bak Kut Teh near Pudu, went down to Seremban for a day, had Klang Seafood (their fried Oyster with Egg is superb!!), had Ipoh's bestest food, had Durian and penang tau sa piah winie's parents gave my family, had 4 times of Ipoh Old Town White Coffee until I'm pretty bored of it now, had SuShi King for Christmas, Winter Warmer's sandwiches( not that nice but darn expensive..), had greentea ice-cream( Thanks to Rachel's treat), hrm..what else? gosh, i know..i know i have been eating ALOT! This always happen when I'm back home..haha Some pics : This pic was taken at Orchard Road after our exams and before we returned home for holidays..The guys are tired..We (girls) can't help it....
