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Friday, July 28, 2006

PCD CONCERT !!!!!!!!

I can't believe i went! i can't believe i went high that day! Am i dreaming?

I MET PCD, okay loads of people did, but, still, FINALLY!
Monday, July 24, 2006

FIRST DAY OF CAMP. ( Friday )
i went to school all worried today.
i wasn't really very excited about my camp in Sungai Gading.
i repacked my bag.
i couldn't get everything into my bag.
i had to carry a sleeping bag ( okay, it's not a sleeping bag, it's a blardy mattress ) a big bag, and a plastic bag that contained food.
around 2:30, i saw a few of the prefects arriving in school with bags.
after calling my mum, and getting ready, off i go to school. i was like, o-m-g. am i the only one with sleeping bag or what? oh wait, is this even a sleeping bag? i was like a weirdo there because i was the only one carrying this BIG sleeping-bag-like thing. omg. nevermind, it's okaay. at least i have a nicer "bed" to sleep on. XD.
after a while i saw Janice, she was relieved to see me. after that, we went to the Dataran Wawasan where the 1Bina students were there. Janice wanted to say bye to Leslie. they were so sweet! Leslie even gave her a necklace that he scratched " Leslie love Janice " at the back of it. it was very nice. and sweet. awwwwwwwww right? i know.
after they took our attendance, off we go on the bus. we were suppose to take off at 3. but they delayed. i wasn't sure whether my bag was even on the bus or not. i sat with Janice, near the back of the bus, with most of the form ones. they were obviously noisy, but i was a blur-cased person there. i didn't know what they were talking about. at least i have Janice to talk to. X).

we were on the bus for almost two hours. the bus entered a kind of jungle like place, and mostly everyone on the bus were like " is this the place? where's the chalet? don't stop here, no! " but the bus still stopped. then the teacher, told us to get our bags, put on the jeep, and we would have to walk to our campsite. he told us that if we walked fast, it would at least take 30minutes. well, there were 80 people in the group, so obviously, each of us will take our own sweet time to walk. M and L were all nice to each other. they both look like they were out on a date. sweet ! being the lazy bumps as we are, we took more than an hour to reach our campsite. we walked for who-knows how long.

when we were about to reach, we saw camps. all of us were like " TENT? WE'RE SLEEPING IN A TENT? WHERE'S THE CHALET? WHERE'S THE TOILET? WHERE'S THIS? WHERE'S THAT? " we were of course angry at en. J because he told us a lie. he said that we were suppose to stay in a chalet.

Wow. i call this a no-class chalet. ha ha ha. then we were suppose to look for campmates. Melody, Thivya, Ezen, Sangeetha, Janice and I shared the same tent. I'm sooo happy to have them as campmates! =).

after settling down, as in getting my bags and stuff into the tent, we were suppose to bathe... in the river. we got into our slippers, and off we go to the river. The boys were just bathing on the other side, it was obvious that we can see them, they can see us. the water current was flowing from top to bottom. the girls were lucky to get the higher one, so all our shampoo, dirts, blah blah blah flowed to... yep, the boys. lucky them. x). so sorry! and too bad.

after having fun in the river, we went back to the tent to change. it was kind of hard changing there cause the tent was obviously not high enough for us to stand up straight, but we managed it. =).

after changing, the Malays were suppose to have their prayers. so the non-Malay students just settled around, and talk. Lots of people were complaining, missing this, missing that, missing SOME people x).

after the prayers, we had our dinner. I'm SOOO LUCKY... not. I'm a VERY choosy person, in food. i don't eat spicy, so what can you expect from camping in places like this? We had Spicy chicken, and some vegetables with rice. i took only vegetables. people thought i was a vegetarian. no. and... the vegetables were... horrible. not my taste. sorry to watse food, i just... can't eat. i know i can't survive.

after dinner, we went to wash our plates in the river. i don't know how the teacher calls this water CLEAN. it's so obvious that it's so conteminated and there are fish living in the river! sorry fish, you have to live with water as dirty as that for a while. we dirtied you. and if we might have killed you, i apologize! so sorry! after washing our plates ( we took quite a while, our plates were still as oily as possible, since there were no soap at all ), we were called to gather in the hall. they "ceramah-ed " for a while. and we got into groups.

first was the group with the same birth month. then we had to memorize each of their names, and then if we're lucky enough to be selected, we have to mention the names CORRECTLY. it was easy lah. next, we had to gather in the group with the same colour shirt. i was wearing blue that time, but there was another group with blue again, so, who cares? lol. after that we were spread into groups of 10. with the number 1-10. i was in 4. with a few other friends. =). we chose a leader, Ben. we chose a leader for the whole camping thing. we chose an assistant too. then we combined with group no.7 for our performance. we had this teacher, who nearly bored us out. i forgotten his name, but he was okaay lah, not too bad. but he was as lazy as us. he said he couldn't plan anything at night. so we would have to wait until the next morning. it was already past 12a.m. when we were still discussing.

SECOND DAY OF CAMPING.
We were told to wear our shoes ( we were wearing slippers ), and get ready at 1 o'clock AM. NO! we don't get to rest. ='(. but we already expected this sort of night activities lah. so, no big deal. we only complained for a while. after we gathered, the teacher told us that we were suppose to stay in a place, don't move AT ALL, don't scream, just listen to what the guards say. at first i was like, what are they gonna order us to do? what if they ask us to strip? x). okaay, i know it's stupid to think like this, but it's better to think negatively first... right? the lights at the campsite all went off. it was freakishly dark there. and everyone were like holding to each other's hands, except the boys lah, of course. then we were separated into two groups, girls and boys. and we had to hold each others shoulders, and walk into the woods. yes, if we were not in the dark, we would be embarrassed to be like a long loooooong choo-choo train walking in the woods, which was somehow funny. and yet scary. the place was awfully dark. when we reached our destination, we were all separated. we had to sit in different different places and everything was silented except for the sound of waterfall, insects, and sometimes, wild boar. i squatted there for almost like an hour. so, imagine how pain my legs were, but come to think of it, it was somehow boring. i nearly slept off there. a lot of my friends slept too. but i was worried then too. what if i heard the instructions wrongly, and that we were supposed to walk ourselves back towards where we gathered before we were separated after 10 minutes or so? but luckily, i heard the guards talking. after being " saved ", we were allowed to sleep. it was already around 4 and we were suppose to wake up at 5:30. but who cares? we still slept anyway.

at around 5:30, we were woken up by the assistant of the camp. we were damn tired. after brushing our teeth and sorts, we found out that we had to wake up so early because the Malays had to pray. the non-Malays were like, can't we sleep? of course we can't. it would be unfair, well, sort of, unfair.

after the prayed, for who-knows how long, we gathered again. we sang " negaraku", the school song, and " wawasan 2020 ". after that we had to do morning exercise, to warm up our body. after that, we went jogging. yes, i didn't really jog. i jogged for a quarter of the whole thing, and walk for the rest. who careS? i got a great excuse anyway. i had ASTHMA! x). after returning to the camp, we were all sweaty and out of breath. finally we were able to eat lunch. the food, MeeHoon looked spicy to me, so i ate biscuit. i know i'm choosy. i don't care. i look like i'm on a diet! X). anyway, i'm pretty sure that my biscuit is tastier than the meehoon. after breakfast, we gathered, and we were prepared to go jungle trekking.

phewwiit! it sounds fun, besides the leeches. the leeches sound scary to me. x). we were told that we would be walking in the river too, so we will have to expect to get wet. the river water was cold. yeap, it was. but i found the walking in the river most FUN in all the jungle trekking. we even stop to bathe, sort of, anyway. but overall, it was pretty fun. =). i guess i was lucky enough to not get leeches biting me. i guess, i'm lucky to not have my blood sweet. x). after that, we went back to the campsite, settled down, and had another " taklimat " for this aktiviti tali.

i tried both. one was okaay, imagine you're stand on a mountain, where, you know, you're suppose to go down the mountain with ropes which you can jump or walk sideways with them. climbing up the so high place was pretty scary, coz for shorties like me, the "ladder" was sort of high. i find that one not that fun.

after that, we had a break and had lunch. how sad. it was fish, it looks spicy, but i ate 5 WHOLE mouthfuls, and shared with Janice. XD.

the second one of the tali thingy was, you had to walk on rope, with your hands on another rope and you have to balance yourself there. again, it was pretty high, and no doubt, everyone was nervous, at first. i was soooooooo lucky that no one "kacao-ed" me. really lucky. but towards the end of the rope, the rope was getting higher, so for people like me, it was a bit hard to balance yourself, since you need to put your weight to the front, and the higher rope for your hands is pretty high, and you can only reach it if you're like not leaning in front. so everything was pretty tough there for me, cause i had to stretch. yes, i know i'm short. so? but after i reached, i tried the flying fox. it was okay. at least better than the first one-lah.

after that, we took our bath. we were quite late. so after changing, we were one of the latest one, and we had to swear to never be late for any other prefect events. we had to take notes, and it was pretty boring. half of them weren't paying much attention at all. we were tired. after getting some notes, en. J came up and gave us all a lecture. i don't really remember what he said. i guess it went in one ear, and went out the other ear already.

after that, we gathered in our performance group. the teacher decided to let our group have this sajak entitled "kuala Lumpur" where each team members had to act a different scene. let me name you the characters and the actors and actresses.

Me : the leading role, where i'm suppose to fake wake up wash my face, tie up my hair, open the window, and let them start the sajak. it was just like all the scene that had happen were all just in my head. and i had to act blur, when everything was happening.
beggars : Junior Lim ( he was suppose to act as gangster and the boyfriend of this lady who was being killed but he looked too innocent for gangster and he didn't want to be the girl's fake boyfriend. x) ), Janice, Hani, all of the team members except me, Mariyah adn i forgotten who else.
guitarist and lead gangster who killed the girl's boyfriend : Amir.
Gangsters: Priya, Ben and i forgotten who else.
The two fighting girls: Rabaah, Farah. they were suuuper funny.
Boyfriend who was killed and lead singer for the beggars: Daniel. Amir and he were the funniest! they made the whole group of people laughed!
the girl who was "raped" ( choi! ) and the girlfriend: Mariyah.
the two stoppers of the fight of the fighting girls: Jannah and another girl,
the two Sajak-ers: Shamim and Zulhanif.

it was last minute practice, so the teacher told us to be spontaneous and keep the scene going no matter what happens. after practising, the Malays had their prayers. the non-Malays, example me, was starving and i nearly fell asleep. we were very very very very tired. one of my school teacher, i don't know what's his name, he came and played a game with us. there was a game where we had to continue saying and saying and if we're wrong, we had this punishment. we had to "menggeleter". Example of the game we played : satu ekor katak, masuk dalam "something" then the sound of the katak. then, continued, dua ekor katak, dua ekor katak, masuk dalam something... and keep continue-ing. Ashley, the form 1 girl, instead of saying what she's supposed to say, she said masuk dalam longkang, which was TOTALLY funny. everyone cracked up. she had to menggeleter. embarrasssing? yeah. after tahat, we continued. i got mixed up, so yeah. i was the second one to embarrass myself. gawd. then teacher changed the sentence. " satu ekor kambing, masuk dalam kandang, meh ". Jr. Lim got mixed up so, he had to menggeleter too. hey, everyone was tired lah, nobody was actually paying much attention. after that we continued. now, teacher himself got it wrong. haha! good for him! x). after taht we changed game. this time we had to play this chicken with goggles on.
embarrassing? yeah.
fun? not bad.
after that, we waited for a while, and finally ate our dinner. since i was super starving, i had to eat the chicken ( again ) that looks spicy. hahaha. not really spicy after all. who cares? after washing our plates, we had our performance. our group was called Berlian. overall, our acting was pretty spontaneous, and it was fun. they laughed at our jokes, and it was nice. the rest of the group did pretty good too. after that, at around 11, we were allowed to sleep! wheeee! but teacher said that there would be a surprise too. Janice and I was scared that maybe they would carry us out of the tent and put a somewhere we don't know. we felt like padlocking the zip but, obviously we didn't have a padlock. she tied a string to the zip, just in case. x). yeah, i know. we're crazy people.

THIRD DAY OF CAMPING.
we were woken up by the screamings of alarm clock by en.J at 4a.m. we had to rush to get ready, cause we were late for our late-night ( morning i call it ) activity. everyone, again, was tired. we found out that we were suppose to night walk, and that the Malays had a ceramah and was excused to not go. the non-Malays however, had to go for this night walk.

we had to walk alone. there was this checkpoint, which was full of light, in the middle of the road where we had to lit our already half-used candle. i went in like the 5th. it was pretty easy to get in to the checkpoint because the light was bright, and the road was clear. after lighting the candle, the guards, hid behind the tree, and i got a shocked. yeah yeah. they "boo-ed" me. it was really hard to see with the candle. i was afraid of the wax burning me, so i held the candle like upside down. who knows that the fire on the candle HAD to face the correct way, and burned my fingers. i dropped the candle immediately. so i had to walk back to get the fire. funny thing that they had to ask us to end up at the end point with the lit up candle. i went back a few times, since i drop the candle a few times. =s. finally, my candle was used up. Yes. it finished! so i had to wait with the guards. at the meantime, they asked me to hide behind a tree to scare my friends. i blowed Thivya's candle, but of course lah, i didn't mean to blow her candle light, so it was still there. the second time was Jr. Lim. they were crazy. they wanted me to jump in front of him and sing a song. i told them i didn't want to embarrass myself. they must be crazy. at least ask me to say "boo" or something like that i wouldn't mind. they said if i don't scare my friends, i can't go back to camp. who cares? i still didnt. so they gave me another candle, lit it up, and i walked towards where i was suppose to walk. i could only see the trees. the guards were noisy. they were making sounds like wild boar. all i can say was : wow, takutnyer, ade wild boar. shuddup lah, korang. and who knows from where, came another guard who blew off my candle. thank you. thank you so much. i had to walk back, ey, i nearly reached lah kay, to lit my candle. another guard who led us to the starting point said that i was the last one there. i was like omg. you people, stop bullying me!! then i walked back. since i was the last one there, the guards followed me too. at the middle of the road, they blew off my candle. yes, they did. thank you, again. but i must have screamed so loudly because they blew it off that they gave me the fire on the lighter. it means, i cheated. who cares? i finally reached! hooooray! it was just a straight road, for goodness sake, and i'm the last one out there. and i burned my finger. thank you. at least i get to expressed my feelings of hatred towards how they bullied me to Jr. Lim and Janice. Jr. Lim said i was kidnapped. wow. he must be crazy too. we had to stay out there for a while, and were finally allowed to go back to our tent to rest for a while. instead of resting, i packed my bags. whew, was i tired. Melody, S.Lim, Jr. Lim slept on the mat outside the tent. yeah. they were lucky enough to not get some scoldings. x). after that, we gathered and sang the songs, went for jogging, and we ate breakfast. you know what i ate. don't bother asking again. =).

after breakfast, we went tiub-rafting. we played in the water. it was damn fun! i had loads of fun there. especially there. we played in the water, went tiub-rafting, went tiub-rafting without the penampung, cross the river with SUPER heavy currents with all of us : S. Lim, Melody, Janice, Jr. Lim, Ezen, Sangeetha, Thivya, Pavithra, Alyssa, Beatrice and I holding hands together, and sitting on a branch swing. it was damn fun. you can feel that you're being pushed away by the current, and then one of them had to grab you so that you won't be carried away, but at the meantime, that person would also be pushed away with you by the current too. we even had fun splashing water at en. J. he was the new MoJoJoJo. seriously, he acted like a monkey there. yes, he did. funny! but i think he was the one who somehow splashed water and sand went in my eyes. it was so painful. thank you, S. Lim for helping me getting the sand out of my eyes. whatever you did. yes yes, it didn't hurt already. so, everything was super fun! XD. that was my best memory there. =). thank you. i enjoyed that activity. after that we rested on the rock. Janice and I and a few of us sang some songs there : Breaking Free, Wake Up, Because Of You, The Start Of something New, This is what dreams are made of, and lots more. it was damn fun!

after that, we went back and took our bath. we ate. this time i finished whatever i had on my plate. i'm weird. yes i am. i only eat spicy potatoes. yes. lol. i ate the tomato rice, and potato only. yes, i can survive with this.

Mr. Mojojojo was all disgusting, wrapped around in a yellow towel, half naked. yeeeeeeee. digusting. yeeee. even Jr. Lim had to admit it was disgusting. x). after packing our things, and sorts, we had to gather, and listen to the speech and some Penyampaian Hadiah. we found out that we got second for our performance! =). yay yay yayyyy! not bad. we were driven to where the bus stopped us last friday by a jeep. nice. windy. bumpy. crazy. screamings. hahaa. we had to wait for our bus to come. we got in our bus, and waited for everything and everyone to arrive with the jeep.

the time was delayed and we only left for our school at around 3 near 4. we slept in the bus. i had a soar throat. i believe it was because i didn't drink enough water because i was trying to avoid myself from having to use the toilet. it feels like i have to vomit. the feeling is just... yuck!

i was awoken up by a bag falling on my hand. luckily it wasn't my head. and it wasn't heavy. when we reached school, i had a tough time looking for my bag. after taht, i shouted towards my house from the backgate, ( cheh, i didn't shout lah kay, my grandma saw me there ), and they came and pick me up.

it might be shocking to you to know that i'm saying that camp was fun. yes, i'll admit, i said that. surprising enough? xD. when i reached home, i told my mum my fascinating story and took a bath. finally, my proper bath. i had a great dinner too. i watched... HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL ( sing-a-long version ) ! guess i didn't miss it at all. i watched the Breaking Free ( Asian Version ) music video too. to me, it was not really nice. Vince's voice wasn't really strong enough, and he looks kind of weird there. all in all, i had a wonderful trip. and day. and sleep, and dinner. =). I miss you!

signing off,
chocaholic-me * wipes my sweat*
* finally i finished blogging about this! *
Thursday, July 20, 2006

In no particular order...

The list goes on. it will never end. XD.

what will happen in the 3 days 2 nights camp? Oh-my-god.

I hope everything goes right.

i hope no one will be hurt.

i hope i would be FINE!

i hope they don't make us do crazy stuffs like, all the crazy stuffs.

i hope the food is okay.

i hope the chalet is okay.

i hope i can 'tahan' the cold water. i would probably just mandi kerbau, who cares? probably half the class will do that.

let everything go well.

and i hope i won't be the next S, tripping into the river when no one else did. XD.

i hope there are no tsunami-es. XD.

well, i just hope everything goes... WELL. [ didn't i say that like, about a thousand times already? ]

i would be back safe at home soon enough! XD.

let me just look forward to getting back home.

miss y'all. * sob* haha. sounds more like i'm preparing to die. >.<'''.

Current irritation : why can't people just don't hack other people's acc? maybe even if you do, don't do anything to it. don't talk to ANYBODY at all in that someone's contact list. unless, it's like super important or you're given the permission to. and why do people like to use the "f" word? got nothing else better to say is it?

let me list down the only reason why you should use the "f" word:

  1. people used the word RUDELY at you. you can use it back. RUDELY, too.

yucks! disgusting people!

signing off,
chocaholic-me.<33.

Monday, July 17, 2006

Should I go for the camp where all the prefects HAVE to go unless you have an excuse that is excuse-able enough?

Negatives:
1) i never did like campings.
2) i have to even bring my OWN sleeping bag. [Okaay, what can you expect from a chalet at a place like that?!]
3) my luggage bag will be suuuuper heavy. and for someone a size like me?
4) it's more advisable to not bring handphone, but i WANT to bring! [ okay, fine. i don't really need to contact anyone, and all about the risk of getting it lost, but handphones are the fastest way to contact your parents to let them know that you're save and you're there and your handphone's not lost. i can't possibly write a letter back to my house from there, can i? it would probably reach my house when i'm already home, and can i even find a post box there?]
5) i have to bring my own fork and spoon and plates. [ and seriously, i'm super choosy in food. so do i have to bring packets and packets of chipsmore there?]
6) i don't have my go-crazy partners there. [ i only have poor Janice, who has the same fate as me, so at least i know i'll be sharing a room with her, but who will the other four be? ]
7) if i don't like this motivation camp after i come back, i'd have to watse RM50. xp.
8) i'd come back black in colour.
9) who knows? maybe i'd end up allergy-ing to everything there, and have rashes there, and probably get sick when i'm back home.
10) i'm easily sick. XP.
11) i would most probably miss high school musical ( sing-along version) and breaking free music video ( asian version )
12) i'd missed Vince in BTS, SIGNING autographs.
13) i'm easily tired.
14) i have asthma.
15) I'll miss One In A Million. [NOOOOOOO! NO ! NO! NO! I HAVE TO WATCH ALIF AND SUKI SING! NO NO NO!wait, what are recorders for? ]
16) what if there are no hot water there? for someone like me, i can't bathe in cold water, i'll probably end up screaming. xp.

Positive
1) This camp sounds like fun. [ without-the-heavy-luggages thing, fork-and-spoon-and-plate thing, no go-crazy partners thing, no-hp-allowed thing, never-did-like-camping thing. ]
2) i still have some friends who are going.

So, should i go or not? it seems like negative is more than... positive... so, should i go or not?

Go?

Don't go?

Go?

Don't go?

so, go?

don't go?

go?

don't go?

i can't make up my mind!

Obviously, I prefer Katharine's My Destiny. I like it more because, to me, it's like, it's more interesting to listen to coz there are high notes and low notes that Kath hit nicely. Taylor's Verse-s are a bit boring, chorus is nice. Overall, it's okaaay.

http://www.kisscleveland.com/cc-common/mfeatures/player/player.html?songLink=all&folderName=taylorhicksOD&gateway=exiting
[Verse One:]
I've never been
The one to raise my hand
That was not me
And now that's who I am
Because of you
I am standing tall
My heart is full
Of endless gratitude
You were the one
The one to guide me through
Now I can see
And I believe
It's only just beginning
[Chorus:]
This is what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is do I make you proud
Stronger than I've ever been now
Never been afraid of standing out
Do I make you proud
[Verse Two:]
I guess I’ve learned
To question is to grow,
That you still have faith,
Is all I need to know,
I’ve learned to love,
Myself in spite of me,
And I’ve learned to
Walk on the road I believe.
[Repeat Chorus]
[Bridge:]
Everybody needs to rise up
Everybody needs to be loved
To be loved
Everybody need to rise on
Everybody needs to be loved, to be loved
[Chorus:]
This is what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is do I make you, do I make you proudT
his is what we dream about
Never been afraid of standing out
Do I make you proud
Stronger than I've ever been
Never been afraid of standing out
Do I make you proud
Do I make you proud

it was sooooo effingly unfair kayy! M wasn't even there at the Awards thingy! and you tell me that he's suppose to be a nominee? like, excuse me? AND he won for the blardee best performance. at least if you tell me it was F and Y who won, at least i'd accept more lah. yeeeeeeeesh. I'm so freaking tak puas hati! gawd.

but since D wants us all to be happy about it, I'd be happy about it. =). I'm so touched!

current mood : i was so touched till i cried. =).
Friday, July 14, 2006

Current Song : My Destiny, Katharine McPhee.

it so rocked! She sang it BETTER than the one in the Finals.

http://www.kisscleveland.com/cc-common/mfeatures/player/player.html?songLink=all&folderName=katherinemcpheeOD&gateway=exiting

I have always dreamed of this
I'll admit that there was something I missed
Wonderin' if it is for real
Every mistake, every wrong turn
Every time I lost my way
Led me to this, moment of bliss, tonight
[CHORUS:]
With you, finally I can break free
With you, I saw a changing in my destiny
Dream come true, it's so funny now that I see
How different life turned out to be
You were always by my side
That you believed in me was enough reason why
I didn't stop,
didn't give up
Even if I sometimes lost hope
I did my best, and I am blessed
In life
[CHORUS:]
With you, finally I can break free
With you, I saw a changing in my destiny
Dream come true, it's so funny now that I see
How different life turned to be
Can I get any higher
Tell me, does it get any stronger?
I owe it to you, that I made it through
I never could've done it, without you
[CHORUS:]
With you, I can break free, yeah
With you, I saw a changing in my destiny
Dream come true, it's so funny now that I see
How different life turned out to be
[CHORUS:]
Oh, cause of you, I saw a changing in my destiny
Dream come true, it's so funny now that I see
How different life turned out to be
I've realized that it's my destiny

chicken flew back to kpg today. that explains why the city is so quiet, so peaceful and so relaxing. this is peaceful-est day in the "city" since starting of the year, right? okaay, maybe not to you, but to me, it is. whew. no chicken running around, no chicken to make noise anymore. but, chickens will somehow find their way back won't they?

L gone gilerh today.

L GILERH! x). She can do "splits!". and she MEANS it. she's gonna show US all live on TV. wonder when will it be on air? maybe in the next 1000 years time? oh wait, who said i will be alive to watch it? x).

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omgawd. HE fancies someone! SOMEONE! HE calls her the only one. Someone special. HE wouldn't tell out who, well... at least not yet. I wanna know! I wanna know! it wouldn't be MS would it? they just don't... match. he says it's not, but who knows? people can lie. he says they're not even close. again, who knows? we are all pinocchio-s in disguise.

The Question: he fancies... who?
The Answer: Everybody's waiting to know. the only problem is, whether he wants to let US ALL know. i don't think his own mother knows anyway.

Current Mood : eagerly waiting to know the answer. the answer we have long been waiting for.

signing off,
chocaholic-me.

Top 5 things i don't like to happen in school.
1. having stomach-aches.
2. getting embarrass in front of the WHOLE school.
3. people annoying me till i get to the no-mood-to-talk mood.
4. those kind of i-don't-know-you-and-i-don't-want-to-know-you people saying hello to me. [ i don't care. i'm not the friendly type.]
5. not finishing homeworks that i needed to pass up on that day.

Top 5 things i don't like to happen in a shopping mall.
1. getting blocked by people.
2. when i'm about to pay for something, there's a long queue for the cashier counter.
3. tripping.
4. when i'm about to reach the cashier counter, i open my purse and find out that i have not enough cash. [ not that that ever happen to me, it's just... it might happen in the future]
5. when my legs hurt and i don't get to find a bench to sit.

Top 5 things i don't like to happen in the cinema.
1. people talking.
2. people answering their handphone calls right in the middle of the show and talks like no one is near him.
3. Example, Scary Movie 1, that girl asking people to shut up b4 the show, when she herself talks to the screen when the movie starts playing.
4. handphone lights going on during the movie.
5. When i don't have something to drink or munch during the movie. =].
Thursday, July 13, 2006

can you keep your hands to yourself?

can you keep your MOUTH to yourself?

are you a rumour-spreader?

are you a fake-gossip gossiper?

do you think before you speak?

or even better, act?

do you think you still have a chance?

don't you think you're a chicken?

don't you realise a woman's right?

can't you respect people's privacy?

don't you think you're just creating trouble?

do you think that they're always wrong, always to be blame?

haven't you ever think about them trying to actually protect you?

haven't you got it in mind that they're just afraid of you getting injured, as in people might rob you, or adult-nap ( like u prefer to be known as ) you, and not RAPE you?

don't you notice that they're just worried about your safety? and nothing else?

don't you realise you're not matured yet?

don't you know the reason why they just didn't allow you to do stuffs you wanna do?

don't you realise that you're stupid to scold them?

don't you REALISE that you're making the ones who you love hurt?

don't you understand the feeling?

tell me how will you feel if the medicine turns back on you, instead?

don't you know the meaning of... just everthing?

no no no, some of them are not related to me. they're some things that happened very recently not to me but to my friends.

TREAT OTHERS THE WAY U WANT TO BE TREATED BY OTHERS.

and SHUDDUP!

Why can't HE ever ever ever ever shut his bloody mouth up and stop hurting my "mummy"?

GAWD. AND WHEN CAN HE STOP perasan-ing?!!?!

was there a fight after school today? if there was, it's all thanks to the BIG mouth of his.

it's already so obvious that "mummy" always gets pissed off with him, and hates him like 10000000001%? and yet he wants to be jealous.

CAN YOU go for another girl instead? if you got rejected, MOOOOOOOOOOOVE ON! yeah, you might get your chance, but after trying 100001 times? ur chances are -100000000001%.

so, it's sooooooo OFFICIALLY true that boys spread rumours too. and... they bitch. yes, they do. don't agree? try coming to MY school. try experiencing what "mummy" have been thru today.
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the other day i had a sweet dream. but that dream will never come true. i'm sure about it. no, it's not about daniel, for the first time XD. it was about me.

P.S: Don't believe any rumours. rumours are just... RUMOURS. fake. stop simple spreading too! close all big MOUTHS. and think before you talk.

Try this freaking hard tongue twister:
The big black bug bled big black blood.

oooh, repeat it again and again and again.
no no no. u said blig!
try it. have fun!

Why the world SO NEEDS Superman?
1. he can save us from any danger.
2. he can save us from any danger.
AND
3. he can save us from any danger.


ohh yeahhh... AND
4. we can live LONGER!!!!!!

Saturday - PAINTING DAY!

whoopiee! got up today at the exact time i wanted to wake up. saw my father painting the gate. so, being the normal me, XD ( that's perasan - inherited from juyi XD) i VOLUNTEERED to help out.

sweat... sweat... sweat! now my hse is so white! whiipee.

In ballet, the same teacher ( i forgotten her name again) taught us. it was good that she can remember my name. she must have connected it to my braces. HAHA. but anyway, she had difficulties remember all of our names.

SUNDAY- Painting & Superman Returns!

Today, my dad and i painted the metals ( gate, railings... ). WHOA. damn freaking hard to paint. it's a different paint. that's why. had to go over it like... a thousand times?

the truth was, my dad didn't want to paint today. cause there was a daniel event at 2. but since my grandfather started, he had no choice but to start too.

LUCKILY, sooooo luckily, i was in time for daniel.

my review:
the host ( i have nooo idea who he was) said : '' who is leng zai besides me and blah blah blah? "
Pinkies, obviously, screamed " DANIEL! "
and he came out singing Fei on the first verse and Mimpi on the second verse. as usual, Pinkies waved banners to the song.
after singing, he asked everyone " ni men lai zhe bian kan she me? ( what did you come here to see?) Pinkies shouted DANIELL!! and he said:" har? me ar? not them? * pointed towards where the 12 girls stood before they left* thank you thank you. " after that he sang you ji. before the song, he asked the other side of audience as to whether they know the lyrics of the song, they answered no. and daniel said:" no? nevermind. just listen. "
The part i liked the most was when there were some people shouting his name. and he replied with a yo! and pinkies followed with the YO! that was so funny!

after the event, my parents and i went KLCC. we booked 3 tickets for Superman Returns. the show was great! =)
Friday, July 07, 2006

OMG.

SOME people couldn't get over the fact that Ronaldo lost! Omgawd. and when i finally agreed with her that Rooney was wrong too, because she was totally in denial that HER husband was WRONG, she didn't THANK me, and instead she said that she won the debate. whatever!

oh wait, actually i WON it first. You FINALLY agreed that RONALDO was wrong too. I JUST realized! at first, you keep saying noo... no. Ronaldo didn't complain he was just talking to his teammate. Yeah, right.

HAH! too bad you didn't officially win the so called debate of yours.

Like i said, we're all stubborn people. we'll stick to our own opinion, where we think we're ALWAYS correct.

current mood: IRRITATED! XD.

Craving for fooooood.

Food that I want to eat :

Oh my god. I'm starving! XD.

my tuition teacher came to my house and asked me : " you lost weight ar? "

i was like: " huh? no lah "

maybe i did, maybe i didn't, but i'm starving now. i want to eattttt!


i can imagine myself in the situation where i have to pass up a book that i lost today tomorrow. get me? XD.

the dead worried feeling.
Boon Aun aka my "grandfather" ( long story, he's the husband of my "grandma" the "father" of my " mother" ) lost his journal. we needed at least 70 entries. he was about to complete it, and * poof* goes the journal. he couldn't find it.

if i were him, i would have been at home, crying and doing another WHOLE 70 entries of journal. dead-worried too. luckily, it didn't happen to me.

again, luckily, the teacher believed him. and he found his journal. in a wet state. since you know, it was raining the day before. the book was so... crumpled up.
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J had a dream of being Christiano Ronaldo's gf. And she's wondering what if he's ALSO having the same dream?
fantasy dreams.

wow. i had a few too. lol. not that i'm in the mood to share.

* sniff sniff * i smell cat fight. uh huh.

I just found out. i'm good in paper-working! Wow, suz. like i care.

there were 19 papers for our History project. since a lot of people wanted it, they had to photostat it. there were sooo many copies, and everything got messed up.

wait, don't you think it's disgusting to use your saliva to seperate... papers? it's disgusting to me. no offence to whoever who uses saliva to separate the papers. I and N, both of you are disgustingly disgusting. and BOTH of you are very stubborn. I hope the set i got didn't have YOUR saliva on it. Yuck yuck yuck!

YUCK! YUCK.

i finally helped them get the sets into correct sets. and yes, i missed whatever teacher was teaching. i was very blur. thank you.

current mood: feeling disgusted and bored. have nothing interesting to write here.

till the next time, toodles ! =).

signing off,
chocaholic-me.
Thursday, July 06, 2006

so, the results of j's husband versus r's husband aka Christiano Ronaldo versus Theirry Henry aka Portugal versus France is...

r's husband aka
Theirry Henry aka
FRANCE!

france won 1-0. and guess what j said as the reason Portugal lost?

flashback:-
"you know why portugal lost?"
" why?"
"because i didn't watch the match. "
* stares at j in disbelieve.* " yes, right. yes. ha ha ha."

yes. because she didn't watch the match. not that i care who won. my dad and bro watched the 3am match. yep, my dad has work the next morning and there he was watching a match in the middle of the night. more exactly, the crack of dawn. so, i get to know the results early in the morning.

so the finals will be:-
Italy versus France.

it was shocking to me, for a not-a-big-fan of football supporter like me. When Brazil and England went out, i was shocked. When Germany went out, i was shocked again. so now, let's stay with the parrot. the parrot got all the matches correct. the parrot says Italy will win.

nah, i don't care who wins. i'll just support whoever wins. that's cheating, i know.

i just found out. Kuala Lumpur is the THIRD rudest city in the whole world. Wow. how... nice. Mumbai, India was the rudest city in the whole world, according to Reader's Digest. oh no, i didn't read it. my geography teacher told the class. so, i just listened and took notes. there was a survey. and three tasks to judge.

First task:
A woman purposely-accidentally dropped a document full of papers.
KL: don't help her pick the papers up.
Mumbai: walk over it. and i mean OVER it.

second task:
the cashier.
KL: doesn't say thank you.
Mumbai: turns the back towards customers too.

third and final task:
the door.
KL: closes the door after passing even when people are there.
Mumbai: don't know what happened. but it must be bad. must have pushed the door towards the people at the back too. ( no offence. )

this is funny. at least i know some M'sian aren't that bad. at least i know i'm not that bad. =).

current book: Gossip Girl: you know you love me.
current worry: project, pinkies tee.
current feeling: happy. well, i always do. =).

signing off,
chocaholic-me.

i still couldn't forget the news about Daniel's birthday bash.

Daniel said : " thank you. mummy and daddy. i love you. Mwakx. " yep, he said muakx. that's sooo cute!

even suzanne said so. wheehee. love the aunty pkbp even more. no offence, suz. like you're ever gonna read this anyway.

the other day, i went for the cheer competition. i went there at 3 something so it means i already missed practically the whole show. well, i only turn up there to see daniel and get the results. but of course it would be nice to get to see some cheerleading stuff. they do all the splits, the jumpings, the... everything the gymnastics do. it's nice really.

i didn't join the pinkies at the corner. my mum didn't let me. we were a bit to far away. from where i was sitting, i could see jesslyn, catherine, aunty swan, uncle IH, uncle Milo, Szenvee and her sister, Yumi, Aunty Lilywhite and soooo many more. i wanted to go there so that i can scream with them. and who knows? maybe daniel will come shake our hands. not like i haven't had my hand shaken by him, just that, it wouldn't hurt getting again right?

Daniel came out. wearing green ( he changed after the RTM1 co-host/interview ) and a jacket. he sang Heaven Knows and Mimpi. unbelievably, the crowd sang with him too. Pinkies were delighted. after his performance, Pinkies ran to the backstage. ( i only got to know when the cheer com ended by jess) my mum followed me out to run. yep. we were looking for Pinkies. sadly, i couldn't find them. nevermind. at least i get to see him. =).

Congrats to the winners : Titans!!!

congrats to all!

at night, i got to watched High School Musical!

WHEEEE~

i finally got to watch the whole show. YAY! ~

signing off,
chocaholic-me.
Tuesday, July 04, 2006

wow. what a day. yes, what a day.

Girls played football today. as usual, i won't wanna play football.

reasons:
no.1 : i'm no good in football ( not that i tried, but still no. )
no.2 : i won't wanna go embarrass myself in front of... practically the whole school?
no.3 : football is a no-no to me. anyway, which type of sport is a yes-yes for me?

i brought pj clothes, so yeah, ines got to wear it. wheehee~ another excuse for not playing football.

it was funny looking at Ranjali, Ines & especially Suzanne.

Ranjali : * the ball rolls into the wet longkang * YUCKS! it's WET!
Ines : * opponent was right in front of her with the ball, she was somehow " staring " at the ball, and when the opponent went away with the ball, she still stares at the floor, and dinally realised that the football wasn't there anymore. *
Suzanne : * the football was with her * guess what she did? kicked it out of the ring.

i was like... suzanne. er, why did u kick it OUTSIDE where you're suppose to kick? Laughs.

well, that's probably one of the reasons why i don't want to play football too. There's no doubt that i wil do something wrong. and probably one of my friends will laugh at me and post it in their blogs, just like i did. okay, i know i should stop now. just give me ONE more laugh. * laughs*

crazy? yeah, i know. i am.

the most MEMORABLE thing that happened today was... >:(. was so pisssed.
SOMEONE somehow poured water on my bookS. the bookS i'm still gonna use for the whole year. i wouldn't be as angry as i was if you poured the water on me, not on my book. but still, of course i would still be angry because it was still b4 end of school. but if you poured water on me after school, i wouldn't mind so much.

GAWD. MY BOOKS.

i want a revenge.
i want a revenge SOOOO BADLY.

but i know why i can't revenge. i know why. you should know too, but i'm not telling.

thanks for saying the sorry. i'm still not sure as to forgive you or not yet. wait, i have a plan. i can do some blackmailing! wahahahaha! yes, that's what i'll do. wait, i'll plan it. x).

and you, you're invited to tell him. i don't mind. go on tell him. let him get prepared. and tell him, he better just say yes to any blackmail.

Fine, i'm not that bad. i'll just revenge one day. you wait.

but actually, i was holding TWO of my other friends' books. why am I the LUCKY one? oh wait, my book was on top. so THAT's why i'm the lucky one.

Mental note to self: the next time i hold someone else's book, let my book be the book under my friend's book. XD.

yeah, so next time, don't let me hold your book, don't take the risk. just in case some water might fall on your book instead. XD.

Signing off,
chocaholic-me.
Monday, July 03, 2006

Ryan.

RYAN.

RYAN.

ryan,
he's the guy who denies the truth,
he's the guy who makes you laugh,
he's the type of guy you will think is a gentleman,
cause he doesn't scold you if you hit him, eventhough it might or might not be hard.
so, everyone,
if you know which Ryan I'm talking about,
you can hit him everytime you see him,
he doesn't mind,
or even better,
you can ask yuki,
if you know who i mean again.
if you don't,
it's okay.
just hit all the Ryan-s you know. =).

There. Ryan. this is for you. hope that you can wake up and see that Yuki's always there for you. xp. wait till she sees this. i'm dead. You, Ryan. you better not let her see this or i'm dead. yes. i am.

1/7/06

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to Daniel,
Happy Birthday to you.

*P.S: Sorry, for the late updates. xp.

My sincere TQ-s.

The party was AWESOME.GREAT! I was sooooo happy. i finally got to do the things i wanted, like : hugging daniel, taking a photo with daniel, and get my banner and scrapt book autographed by daniel. I was sooooooo happy.

Many Many thanks to --
Daniel - Thank You so much for making me a braver person, and an over-happy girl. and for hugging all of us eventhough you might not want to.

Uncle IH & Aunty Swan - for having such a wonderful son, and ( aunty Swan ) for encouraging me to do the things i wanted to badly. =). ( Uncle IH ) for giving that wonderful speech that touched Daniel soo much.

Catherine, Jesslyn and Yuki - for cooperating and performing with me.

Ostrova & Soursand - for being such good hosts. and making the party fun. ( Ostro ) for coaching the kids and being such a great dancer ( Soursand too ).

Sevelynn - for giving the four of us a hug we needed b4 performing and calming us down. for giving us a place to practise during the weekends.

MeiLing, Ryan, Teng - for helping us in our performance.

Yumi - for doing such a great performance, and for giving us a tip or two on our performance.

Charles & May ( daniel's brother and sister ) - for taking a photo with us and signing the picture for me.

Uncle Rick, Aunty Jwong - for taking pictures for us.

Aunty Melody - for being my partner the balloon game. =).

Kids- for entertaining us with the Macarena dance, and being so cute. and making us smile. =)

Aunty Aries- for taking pictures for us, and encouraging us.

To all Pinkies and Pinkers - THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH for making the day a memorable day for me. i had so much fun.

My Mum and dad - for supporting me, bringing me to every daniel event i can go. for encouraging me.

Boulevard Hotel - for everything.

To all the organizers - for everything.

The party was sooooooo awesome! our performance was okaay. Thank goodness! i was still having the flu, but luckily... i still can give out some voice. i still hoped Daniel enjoyed it.

That day was a suuuuuper happy day for me. yes. it was memorable too. many thanks to Ryan, who was all nice to everyone. sorry for that hit. not my fault! and thanks for making me laugh. and i mean like crazy. it was your fault though. luckily u remembered that i'm a performer. yes, i am. >.<. but it was bad of you to not choose Yuki for the " wor ai ni" impersonation part. and too bad yuki was in the toilet busy changing, and she was not able to give you the flower. XD. nevermind, the next time. and eventhough you deny those FACTS, i'll still stick with it. yes, i will. =). thank you for giving me that balloon too. not that i asked for it. =).

* oops, did i say something that i wasn't suppose to tell anyone here? * no, i didn't. NOPE. NOOOOPE. ^^,'''.

signing off,
chocaholic-me