argh.. after 2matches for the johor bahru skudai champion league 2007.. we still concede defeat.. but this time a have a close match.. we lost 3points... but there's nth we can do. . we are just 18, 19 fellows.. wif coaches.. perhaps we will win for the incoming matches ba.. or when the next match wif them.. we can do it better.. oh ya.. been out frm country den the officers of the custom keep remarking my passport to change photos.. they say dun look like me.. haix.. that instant photos was like sec3 de man.. only 4yrs change so much.. gosh.. getting uglier or gud looking i wonder.. *******missing text.. continues later..

Well.. just a short entry.. no time and no mood to blog lately.. today is the first day of school after 7weeks of holiday.. didn't do anything much but just SLEEP.. i didn't have a proper slp yest.. because i nv slp well or shd i say nv slp at all.. cos i scare of overslp until 5pm den wake up.. pretty tired now.. cos just came back having dinner wif the bros.. the minced pork noodle at tech whye there.. ( opposite mac) super nice man.. u guys MUST try.. tell uncle to add noodle.. cos is "FREE" and u have really big portion.. is hard to finish it sometime.. haix.. lately having the repeater dream i guess.. cant really remenber wad izzit for the dream but somehow i know i dreamt of the person.. =( it has been for days.. kinda missing someone now.. it's been a long time.. sometime i know somehow things might not change.. but i believe there sure a miracle or chance do happen.. is just the matter of time.. the heart of mine might misses much, but who knows? i might behave nth much have changes on me and forcing myself in walking on to that path.. but will i ever be happy for that? i try taking a rest on the lonely bench with wild images of you and hope.. simply because i just wanted a simple u that brought me a little happiness.. i feel hurt and sad with the path i forcing myself to walk through the darkness route.. really.. but there's nth i can do.. having a chance and miracle is just like having someone who accompany when i'm down and brings me happiness, joy and laughter throughout the route.. i can agree that my look or the appearance of me, the way i dress, speak, walk might change.. even my heart.. but it changes to keep u deeply in my heart.. if u are easily replace, long ago u already do so.. i tried.. but i failed.. maybe this kind of feeling will only occur when u really, truely love that person.. is hard to say but no matter what u just keep the person in mind and in ur heart.. every sec u do think of the person.. just like GOD.. u keeps him in ur heart and always remenber he's beside u when u need him.. that's wad i feel now having u in my heart when we are together.. till the day u left, it's just a total blindness in my life.. i cant accept it.. accepting my fact of blind too.. (without you) i have nv been as happy as before again.. NEVER ever.. and people says is good to be loved cos that shows how a person really loves u.. but did u know i do? N people says is sad to love someone.. cos is hard for the other partner to love u as much as u do......
Hmmm.. well, alright.. i shall continue another day..

GOD BLESS !!

Loved by the one and only god of all

[x]chris

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Yes yes.. just look here and read.. lolx.. actually there's alot things for me to blog but dun think i'm able to blog everything of it.. cos i'm getting lazy and tired.. anyway if any of u guys who is a private candidate in having ur driving license pls let me know.. congrat that i passed my final theory without reading through much.. perhaps i'm lucky? lolx.. anyway wish to have license before next year march? fast enough feb? so i look forward to u guys info. then.. =) thanks in advance.. Well.. also got another thing to share.. Maybe without any problem.. i'll be going malaysia every week on one of the weekends for like maybe league matches under the open men matches.. i dunno is this a great thing or a bad thing? anyway can get to go out of ur country for matches leh.. but it seems like pretty dangerous too.. maybe my bro oso going too.. so hopefully nth will happen or wad.. GOD BLESS!!

Shark.. i think i'm lacking of sleep.. super duper tired all this while.. yest i only have 2hrs of sleep la.. went over to norman hse for a soccer match.. Man.U vs roma in champion league.. den after that went on to singapore poly for bball den to south view bball.. 10hrs of bball? starting frm 12pm to 10pm.. but of course do have rest or so.. but the weather is killing me this few days.. super hot.. den just because of that one afternoon bball games, i got myself being sunburn under the piping hot sun la.. haix.. realising i'm tanned again.. is this good or bad? but at least ming the 'hunk' says that my skin colour looks pretty nice.. just like 'sunshine guy' ya? oh ya.. suppose to went jogging just now de.. too bad la.. have bball until my leg cant take it.. but surprisingly i have cramped on my finger instead of my leg man.. Well.. every alternate day i going for run.. at least run till railway mall den run back.. den if very free or rich enough.. gonna go gym every alternate day oso.. if not psycho norman to go his hse there de gym.. but think i got no time for gym or wad la.. everyday i have my at least 16hrs of slp man.. but i forcing it to 12hrs.. at least dun sound so 'wow' as a pig la.. i'll try ya.. but sleeping really shiok.. just simply like it.. dun need eat den can on diet too leh.. think u gals should try? ha.. erm... btw recently i heard abt some relationship problem and kinda chit chat with the topic.. somehow guys really thinks alike.. BUT!!! only for the same type of guys like me la.. i'm not saying ALL guys.. so dun mistaken too.. somehow just tat guys just worry abt the gal they love.. n is not being demanding.. just worry abt u gals n concern of ur presence.. =) talking about this.. super unlucky la.. actually wanted to choose understanding relationship in one of my IS modules de.. but too bad dun have that on my shift.. arbo i gonna sound like a professional after taking that classes.. haix.. ended up i chosen principle of management man.. die la la.. my bro and friends say veri difficult.. die le lo.. den the other one more worst man.. watashiwa chris.. understand? well exactly la.. is jap class leh? gonna learn a language leh.. hell... wonder next sem how i gonna die man? somemore saw my time-table le.. alot modules siaz.. haix..

GOD BLESS!!

Loved by the one and only god of all

[x]chris