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I didn't see that Pearl Mackie had to cancel her appearance at Gallifrey One, and that's the only portrait I've finished.
I should really do Susan next, as Carole Ann Ford's signature was the first one I ever got, and it was just on a scrap of paper. BUT Nicola and Colin were one of my earliest drawings, and I've never been satisfied with it, and they've both been so nice to me (especially Nicola, encouraging my art), so I've always wanted to try again. Using this photo as a ref, because they're such animal lovers IRL.
The nice thing about Pearl Mackie pulling out is that it gives me another chance to try to draw her portrait. this came out pretty well, especially since it's NO CHEATING -- I used to scan my pencil sketch and overlay it on the original photo in photoshop to find mistakes before inking it -- but her eyes are a little small, and it's more a portrait of Pearl Mackie than Bill.
(Lessee if DW will embed a small version here.)

I am going to be slightly shameless. I've had invisible chronic health problems all my life. But last Friday I got a really nasty cat bite trying to corral a lost cat (success! and it's been returned to the owners!). The bites are healing well, thanks to antibiotics and a trip to the ER, but I was told to leave them uncovered after a day or two. So I'm sporting about 10 toothy puncture marks plus an impressive bruise on my right forearm. I could hide it with long sleeves, but I'm not gonna. Colin, especially, will approve of a battlescar earned by helping a cat.
OK, enough typing. I took way too long finishing that Pearl Mackie portrait; I gotta pick up the pace.
I drive to Gallifrey One on Thursday. (DRIVE! A con I can DRIVE to instead of flying! Huzzah!)
I should really do Susan next, as Carole Ann Ford's signature was the first one I ever got, and it was just on a scrap of paper. BUT Nicola and Colin were one of my earliest drawings, and I've never been satisfied with it, and they've both been so nice to me (especially Nicola, encouraging my art), so I've always wanted to try again. Using this photo as a ref, because they're such animal lovers IRL.
The nice thing about Pearl Mackie pulling out is that it gives me another chance to try to draw her portrait. this came out pretty well, especially since it's NO CHEATING -- I used to scan my pencil sketch and overlay it on the original photo in photoshop to find mistakes before inking it -- but her eyes are a little small, and it's more a portrait of Pearl Mackie than Bill.
(Lessee if DW will embed a small version here.)

I am going to be slightly shameless. I've had invisible chronic health problems all my life. But last Friday I got a really nasty cat bite trying to corral a lost cat (success! and it's been returned to the owners!). The bites are healing well, thanks to antibiotics and a trip to the ER, but I was told to leave them uncovered after a day or two. So I'm sporting about 10 toothy puncture marks plus an impressive bruise on my right forearm. I could hide it with long sleeves, but I'm not gonna. Colin, especially, will approve of a battlescar earned by helping a cat.
OK, enough typing. I took way too long finishing that Pearl Mackie portrait; I gotta pick up the pace.
I drive to Gallifrey One on Thursday. (DRIVE! A con I can DRIVE to instead of flying! Huzzah!)
February is for Shitposting?
Feb. 2nd, 2019 11:35 amSomeone's proposed a February is for Shitposting challenge to reassure Tumblr refugees that we're not all So SRS and can be utter goobs.
I'm amused by but terrible at shitposting.
But in the spirit of justshowerthoughts: Who cuts the Doctor's hair?
I'm amused by but terrible at shitposting.
But in the spirit of justshowerthoughts: Who cuts the Doctor's hair?
preparing for Gally One!
Jan. 28th, 2019 03:52 pmOk, I'm trying to juggle a personal DW, plus my gamer DW where I'm posting and illustrating an epic fanfic, plus I'm still participating a bit on Tumblr, plus I have been visiting family and dealing with health issues, plus a few hours of walking a day for Pokemon Go, plus that little thing called REAL LIFE— and I'm not good at juggling, so one blog or another keeps getting shortchanged.
BUT!
(1) BIG THING FOR WHO FANS WHICH I DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT:
who_contest, drabble and shortfic community/prompt/fanfic contest from LJ has started up again on dw, and this is great and I encourage people with any kind of writing bent to enter!
(2) Gallifrey One is less than 3 weeks away?! Wow. Almost time to pack, and my art is nowhere near finished.
(3) ART. I got in the habit at my very first con of bringing an ink portrait to be autographed instead of a photo, because I somehow felt like it expressed my appreciation better... I felt bad about actors wearing their hands out signing autographs (no, seriously, as someone with arthritis/fibro that looks like agony to me), so i wanted to make some effort at my end.
As a result, I have a whole portfolio of signed portraits of mostly classic Who actors, of which Deborah Watling is the most precious (I just wish I had been a better artist then.) The problem was, since I was self-conscious about showing the actor a BAD portrait of themselves, I got in the bad habit ofscanning my pencil sketch, overlaying it on the reference photo in Photoshop in order to find mistakes, and correcting them. I'd repeat this process until the pencil sketch was pretty damn close. at which ponit i'd ink it. But in a way that was tracing.
Faces are so so hard. Artists who make it look easy have mostly spent years and years and YEARS of practice making them look good.
So anyway. WIP, Peal Mackie. I've worked on it in two 1-hour-or-so shifts so far, and it's still not quite right.

i need to set it aside again and come back later to see what looks off. But it's all ME eyeballing it now, now, with no cheats. My only tools are a plumb line to compare edges of curves and negative space, and a stick to check proportions (some artists use a thumb for that; for me a wooden coffee stirrer is my height-by-width checker.)
BUT!
(1) BIG THING FOR WHO FANS WHICH I DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT:
(2) Gallifrey One is less than 3 weeks away?! Wow. Almost time to pack, and my art is nowhere near finished.
(3) ART. I got in the habit at my very first con of bringing an ink portrait to be autographed instead of a photo, because I somehow felt like it expressed my appreciation better... I felt bad about actors wearing their hands out signing autographs (no, seriously, as someone with arthritis/fibro that looks like agony to me), so i wanted to make some effort at my end.
As a result, I have a whole portfolio of signed portraits of mostly classic Who actors, of which Deborah Watling is the most precious (I just wish I had been a better artist then.) The problem was, since I was self-conscious about showing the actor a BAD portrait of themselves, I got in the bad habit ofscanning my pencil sketch, overlaying it on the reference photo in Photoshop in order to find mistakes, and correcting them. I'd repeat this process until the pencil sketch was pretty damn close. at which ponit i'd ink it. But in a way that was tracing.
Faces are so so hard. Artists who make it look easy have mostly spent years and years and YEARS of practice making them look good.
So anyway. WIP, Peal Mackie. I've worked on it in two 1-hour-or-so shifts so far, and it's still not quite right.

i need to set it aside again and come back later to see what looks off. But it's all ME eyeballing it now, now, with no cheats. My only tools are a plumb line to compare edges of curves and negative space, and a stick to check proportions (some artists use a thumb for that; for me a wooden coffee stirrer is my height-by-width checker.)
Hello everybody! DWx2
Dec. 17th, 2018 08:19 pmI have a bunch of new follows from fellow Who fans -- hurrah! And I need to go through them. But I semi-promised I'd post something today, for those of us logged off Tumblr. Besides, what's the good of a DreamWidth fan blog if I don't use it to fan about Doctor Who?
( Longwinded stream-of-consciousness Doctor Who natterings )
( Longwinded stream-of-consciousness Doctor Who natterings )
So, hi. Tumblr refugees
Dec. 4th, 2018 12:39 pmI moved over to Dreamwidth after Livejournal went down. This blog came later, because I got back into Who fandom in 2014.
DW has never really taken off as my primary Who platform because I'm spread too thin, and I succumbed to the Tumblr firehose that lets us consume a lot of fandom content quickly but isn't as good for in-depth fandom discussion and interaction.
But I've always expected fandom to leave Tumblr sooner or later, and I do miss LJ-style fandom, so I should really get more DW-active.
So, my Who-related activities of late:
DW has never really taken off as my primary Who platform because I'm spread too thin, and I succumbed to the Tumblr firehose that lets us consume a lot of fandom content quickly but isn't as good for in-depth fandom discussion and interaction.
But I've always expected fandom to leave Tumblr sooner or later, and I do miss LJ-style fandom, so I should really get more DW-active.
So, my Who-related activities of late:
- I laid low for a bit after that #MeToo. On the one hand, I did witness and experience some mild sexual harassment at Regen, and I wanted to support friends who experienced far more icky stuff than I did. On the other hand, causing fandom uproar and/or getting attacked en masse for fingerpointing a beloved celeb is something I'm not really up for. I prefer a quiet life, and yet I feel bad for not being braver and more outspoken.
- New Who: I love Jodie and ESPECIALLY Mendip Gill as Yaz, yet I've fallen behind on Series 11? Why? I may talk about it a little more in a future post. Basically, I love love love many things about the soft reboot of series 11, up to and including the new TARDIS team, more emphasis on friendship and less on angst and shitty relationships, the Doctor going back to being more Doctor-y and less of a boastful superhero, and the tacit effort to include PoC and/or women writers, directors, musicians, etc. Some of the historicals have been absolutely kickass (you know which). But I think the Doctor isn't Saving the Day quite enough (see the spider story, where she comes up with A Plan but it's hijacked by an asshole), and some of the SF stories feel a little flat and shallow (In Kerblam! the Doctor was as proactive as I want her to be, but the story was a rather shallow take on the topic).
I think Chibs needs to hire some Big Finish writers to show them how to make maximum use of an hour to tell a good yarn without resorting to some of the soap opera intercharacter dynamics that characterized the last few years.
That said, the new series is a breath of fresh air, and I'm enjoying it. But I haven't seen the past two episodes, so I need to catch up. As usual I'm avoiding spoilers. - I have fallen WAY BEHIND on Big Finish reviews on VHSwhovian. Life has happened. Including various trips and starting a new medication for fibro that absolutely laid me out, but which may be useful in the longterm.
- Dalek Free Spirit, my fic with the Nyssa clone left over from a Big Finish story, is on hold again, because one of my other fandoms is eating me. (Well, two, actually. I've been doing a lot of Pokemon Go to help my arthritis, because *gasp* it's actually a huge social activity in my city and there's a discord so we can get together and coordinate).
- I'm intermittently active on Twitter as TrakenTourist.
- In early 2019, I'm going to two cons, Gallifrey One and Regen. The latter is a bit of a problem, though, as they screwed up my hotel reservations.
- I posted some Inktober Who fanart on Tumblr. I'm happy with the Yaz and Crispy!Master and Jean Marsh as Morgaine pics; the others not so much. (The Drashig glee club was also kind of fun.)
- As usual, I hope to do some new fanart to get autographed. It may not look as good as previous fanart, since I used to scan my pencil sketches before inking them and overlay the sketches on ref photos to find and correct mistakes, THEN I inked them, whereas now I just...draw. And screw up. My skills are slowly improving, but portraits are hard.
- On the non-fandom side of things, I'm dealing with fibromyalgia/arthritis about as well as ever, and I'm learning oil painting and having a ball.
- I should also note to those for whom it matters that I'm bi, demi, and a cis woman, which is largely irrelevant since I'm old enough to relate to most fans as a sort of Fandom Godmother or eccentric aunt... but it does mean this is a safe space for LGBTQIA+ of all stripes.
Saying goodbye, saying hello.
Jul. 17th, 2017 10:09 pmFirst of all: Trevor Baxter, aka Professor George Litefoot of Jago & Litefoot, passed away today.
I fell in love with the character when I was a kid.
My mother held him up as an example of truly good manners. There's a great moment in Talons of Weng-Chiang when he's sharing his table with Leela, and she picks up a joint of meat with her hands and bites into it like a barbarian. There's a split second of horror in his face, but he blinks, hides it, and instead of shaming his guest resolutely puts down his knife and fork and follows suit, picking up his own meat with his hands. Because the polite thing is to make guests feel welcome.

I don't know if that was in the script or Trevor Baxter improvving, but Litefoot was clearly very close to his heart, and he's had a ball the last nine years recording thirteen series!!! of Jago and Litefoot in his old age. Big Finish has a nice bio and tributes to him from fellow actors here.
Also, if you haven't heard it, the March Short Trip was the Tenth Doctor stopping by to visit Prof. Litefoot, and the trailer contains a truly moving clip that captures the essence of both Litefoot and the Doctor. It's quick; give a listen. It's probably the last thing Baxter ever recorded.
I drew a portrait of him (above) for my daily practice. I've been posting 1 hour sketches for about a week now, mostly Doctor Who companions.
As for the big news...
( fanart and thoughts about new Doctor )
I fell in love with the character when I was a kid.
My mother held him up as an example of truly good manners. There's a great moment in Talons of Weng-Chiang when he's sharing his table with Leela, and she picks up a joint of meat with her hands and bites into it like a barbarian. There's a split second of horror in his face, but he blinks, hides it, and instead of shaming his guest resolutely puts down his knife and fork and follows suit, picking up his own meat with his hands. Because the polite thing is to make guests feel welcome.

I don't know if that was in the script or Trevor Baxter improvving, but Litefoot was clearly very close to his heart, and he's had a ball the last nine years recording thirteen series!!! of Jago and Litefoot in his old age. Big Finish has a nice bio and tributes to him from fellow actors here.
Also, if you haven't heard it, the March Short Trip was the Tenth Doctor stopping by to visit Prof. Litefoot, and the trailer contains a truly moving clip that captures the essence of both Litefoot and the Doctor. It's quick; give a listen. It's probably the last thing Baxter ever recorded.
I drew a portrait of him (above) for my daily practice. I've been posting 1 hour sketches for about a week now, mostly Doctor Who companions.
As for the big news...
( fanart and thoughts about new Doctor )
I'm mostly reconciled.
Still not 100% satisfied about Bill, but otherwise, good.
( Spoilers to 'The Doctor Falls' )
Still not 100% satisfied about Bill, but otherwise, good.
( Spoilers to 'The Doctor Falls' )
Once again broke my rule of not checking social media at ANY time on Saturday.
Once again have encountered major, major spoilers before Amazon uploads the new Who ep.
Making last week the only ep for which I didn't have major spoilers I didn't want to have seen before it was available to me legally.
How do I hate Tumblr? let me count the ways.
AND YET, most of the fans I know are there, and I don't want to be cut off from them. Not to mention an awful lot of friends.
Once again have encountered major, major spoilers before Amazon uploads the new Who ep.
Making last week the only ep for which I didn't have major spoilers I didn't want to have seen before it was available to me legally.
How do I hate Tumblr? let me count the ways.
AND YET, most of the fans I know are there, and I don't want to be cut off from them. Not to mention an awful lot of friends.
Okay - Liveblog of Spare Parts (1 of 4)
Jun. 25th, 2017 11:59 pmSince I have to wait an extra day for Amazon Prime to upload new TV eps, I liveblogged Spare Parts on Saturday.

It's easier to embed images on Tumblr, but it's got a terrible filing system, plus it's not as suited to fandom discussion as DW. So I'm gonna tidy/archive my liveblog here. Because Spare Parts is a great story, and I love it. Much more fun reading commentary about why something's interesting, right?
If you don't own it (it's $3 on the BF website,), here’s Spare Parts Streaming on Spotify. You’ll need to register an email/password, but when I registered, they didn’t even make me click a verification email before I could start listening.
Ready? Ready! Here we go.
Live Blog of Doctor Who: SPARE PARTS
Peter Davison (Fifth Doctor), Sarah Sutton (Nyssa)
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It's easier to embed images on Tumblr, but it's got a terrible filing system, plus it's not as suited to fandom discussion as DW. So I'm gonna tidy/archive my liveblog here. Because Spare Parts is a great story, and I love it. Much more fun reading commentary about why something's interesting, right?
If you don't own it (it's $3 on the BF website,), here’s Spare Parts Streaming on Spotify. You’ll need to register an email/password, but when I registered, they didn’t even make me click a verification email before I could start listening.
Ready? Ready! Here we go.
Live Blog of Doctor Who: SPARE PARTS
Peter Davison (Fifth Doctor), Sarah Sutton (Nyssa)
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ARGH. (World Enough and Time)
Jun. 25th, 2017 09:50 pm So, this is the first season of new Who I've purchased on Amazon Prime, mostly to support Bill (PoC lesbian!) and because I love Gomez and Capaldi. Also, Heaven Sent was amazeballs. This season... love the characters, but I doubt I'd rewatch any eps except the first two.
Back when they let Bill be HAPPY. When she wanted to go to the future, because she wanted to see that people in the future were HAPPY. Which was such a nice fresh start to get Who out of the angst rut it sometimes falls into. But she hasn't had much fun with the Doctor so far, just dudes hitting on her so she has to say "um... lesbian".
But anyway. I listened to and wrote a detailed liveblog on Spare Parts before watching this week's new Who. And I can only say that the EU one licks the TV version hollow, to misquote Tom Baker’s Puddleglum.
I haven't been this annoyed with Who since Twin Dilemma, which is saying a lot. (Well, okay, Minuet in Hell, but that wasn't on TV. Even The Boy That Time Forgot didn't irk me this much.)
Let's see.
( Why I disliked World Enough and Time (spoilers) )
I'm just... tired.Which is a pity, because Capaldi and Gomez finally had me hooked last year, and at the moment I’m having to force myself to keep watching.
Then again, that means more time to listen to great Who stories that very seldom let me down. I've got a backlog to get through, after all!
Back when they let Bill be HAPPY. When she wanted to go to the future, because she wanted to see that people in the future were HAPPY. Which was such a nice fresh start to get Who out of the angst rut it sometimes falls into. But she hasn't had much fun with the Doctor so far, just dudes hitting on her so she has to say "um... lesbian".
But anyway. I listened to and wrote a detailed liveblog on Spare Parts before watching this week's new Who. And I can only say that the EU one licks the TV version hollow, to misquote Tom Baker’s Puddleglum.
I haven't been this annoyed with Who since Twin Dilemma, which is saying a lot. (Well, okay, Minuet in Hell, but that wasn't on TV. Even The Boy That Time Forgot didn't irk me this much.)
Let's see.
( Why I disliked World Enough and Time (spoilers) )
I'm just... tired.Which is a pity, because Capaldi and Gomez finally had me hooked last year, and at the moment I’m having to force myself to keep watching.
Then again, that means more time to listen to great Who stories that very seldom let me down. I've got a backlog to get through, after all!
Spare Parts Liveblog / Discussion
Jun. 25th, 2017 12:42 am So I've been liveblogging a re-listen of Spare Parts on Tumblr this evening, all kinds of discussion and thinky thoughts. I hope some people will read and find it interesting.
Obviously, Tumblr is horrible for discussion, but it does make it easier to toss pictures/graphics into Walls of Text. I may bring over the posts to DW, or I may not; it's a lot of work!
As usual, thanks to Amazon Prime, I haven't seen tonight's new Who episode. I'm avoiding browsing Tumblr for the most part to avoid Spoilers. But I've already heard from my fellow Team Five posse that I'm probably not going to like a lot of it (although the Fifth Corsair thinks I will be happy with Missy).
Also? It's what...June 25. I FINALLY have a good idea to submit to this year's Big Finish Short Trips contest.
I shouldn't win, because someone surely wants it more. But I want to submit something.
It's weird; I always want to get them to do the PERFECT Fifth Doctor and Nyssa "Team Nerd" story, the two of them being McGyvers together. And then I can never think of a good story to send them. I'd do Dalek Free Spirit, except it's a sequel to one single audio that they can't guarantee Short Trips listeners have heard, plus I think the contest rules say no canon monsters (since there's often licensing / permission issues).
Obviously, Tumblr is horrible for discussion, but it does make it easier to toss pictures/graphics into Walls of Text. I may bring over the posts to DW, or I may not; it's a lot of work!
As usual, thanks to Amazon Prime, I haven't seen tonight's new Who episode. I'm avoiding browsing Tumblr for the most part to avoid Spoilers. But I've already heard from my fellow Team Five posse that I'm probably not going to like a lot of it (although the Fifth Corsair thinks I will be happy with Missy).
Also? It's what...June 25. I FINALLY have a good idea to submit to this year's Big Finish Short Trips contest.
I shouldn't win, because someone surely wants it more. But I want to submit something.
It's weird; I always want to get them to do the PERFECT Fifth Doctor and Nyssa "Team Nerd" story, the two of them being McGyvers together. And then I can never think of a good story to send them. I'd do Dalek Free Spirit, except it's a sequel to one single audio that they can't guarantee Short Trips listeners have heard, plus I think the contest rules say no canon monsters (since there's often licensing / permission issues).
Missy underused (S10 Spoilers)
Jun. 17th, 2017 07:41 pmTLDR: I think Michelle Gomez is the best Master in years, but series 10 has hobbled what I love about her.
( spoilers up through empress of mars )
ETA: Okay, NOW I've seen Eaters of Light. Which I liked. :)
( Okay, Eaters of Light Addendum )
( spoilers up through empress of mars )
ETA: Okay, NOW I've seen Eaters of Light. Which I liked. :)
( Okay, Eaters of Light Addendum )
IT'S FINISHED!
Jun. 16th, 2017 06:40 pm
It is flipping done. 52K words, two years of my life, too many sinus infections, and gods know how many hours of research, revisions and nitpicky edits later…
FANFIC: The Coronation of the High Hierophant
Pairing: Fifth Doctor & Nyssa (mostly platonic except That One Demi chapter)
Rating: Teen and up
Word Count: 51K or 52K depending on archive
Context: Big Finish audios but as usual I provide enough context you don't need 'em
Story: On a human colony where Baroque France and classical Rome are so far in Earth’s legendary past that both are mined for “wisdom of the ancients,” the Fifth Doctor and Nyssa are swept into a fantastic world of pageantry, allegory, advanced gravitational engineering, dance and court intrigue.
The Doctor believes Nyssa has found true love. Nyssa believes she has found someone who needs their help. After the Doctor leaves Nyssa to her new life, she’s forced to embrace the masquerade far more deeply than she had intended. Will the Doctor defy the Web of Time to extricate her from the jaws of history?
Tags: trope subversion · graysexuality · queer characters · trans characters
Done for relative quantities of done
Jun. 15th, 2017 07:15 pmWouldn't you know it. I finished writing High Hierophant three days ago, but I knew better than to post it then: I always find myself fiddling and tweaking.
This time post-processing included writing a 1600 word additional scene (only to conclude that no, really, honest, that scene didn't belong; I had decided it was unnecessary while planning the epilogue and was perfectly correct to leave it out). Also about 500 more words of adding/subtracting/editing/tweaking/flossing the cat.
I'm glad I did it. A story needs a satisfying emotional payoff and resolution that ties together all the threads, themes, and most of all, reader expectations. I asked myself what a reader would want to come away with at the end, I inspected what I had to see where it failed to meet that goal as well as it could, and -- I hope -- did a better job of delivering it.
In other news, this is very silly cover art.

This time post-processing included writing a 1600 word additional scene (only to conclude that no, really, honest, that scene didn't belong; I had decided it was unnecessary while planning the epilogue and was perfectly correct to leave it out). Also about 500 more words of adding/subtracting/editing/tweaking/flossing the cat.
I'm glad I did it. A story needs a satisfying emotional payoff and resolution that ties together all the threads, themes, and most of all, reader expectations. I asked myself what a reader would want to come away with at the end, I inspected what I had to see where it failed to meet that goal as well as it could, and -- I hope -- did a better job of delivering it.
In other news, this is very silly cover art.

Wow. (Recommended Fanfiction)
Jun. 13th, 2017 04:18 pmSomehow I hadn't gotten around to reading a rollercoaster Team Five fanfic, Serenity's Shadow, set on the one world in the Traken Union that wasn't wiped out during Logopolis. (Mentioned in Cold Fusion.) Author is Chryse on Teaspoon. Alas, she's only written this one novella-length epic.
It's Adric, Tegan, the Doctor and Nyssa. They all have moments to be great, and they're in character. Everything's really well-written, there's lots of canon tie-ins (but you don't need to know them to enjoy the story), tons of classic Who melodrama and cliffhangers and cultural factions and scheming and big scary moments and angst.
I wish I could write this well.
At any rate, if you liked early 80s Who or anyone in this TARDIS team, very much worth a read.
It's Adric, Tegan, the Doctor and Nyssa. They all have moments to be great, and they're in character. Everything's really well-written, there's lots of canon tie-ins (but you don't need to know them to enjoy the story), tons of classic Who melodrama and cliffhangers and cultural factions and scheming and big scary moments and angst.
I wish I could write this well.
At any rate, if you liked early 80s Who or anyone in this TARDIS team, very much worth a read.
Hierophant's finished!
Jun. 12th, 2017 01:47 pmWhew.The Coronation of the High Hierophant, a Fifth Doctor & Nyssa novella I started hashing out in summer 2015, is DONE. 51,261 words. I'm going to let it percolate until the end of the week before posting the final chapter, because I polish and buff prose for days. But it's ready to go, and I'm proud to have conquered it despite some nasty stretches of health problems over the past few years.
This was one of those stories that grabs you and demands to be written. For once, I put in months of research and development before writing any scenes.
Not just because I had a trans character, and I needed to be damned careful when writing a queer experience quite different from my own. (I'm bi.) I hope I didn't screw up too badly, although I know I was steering perilously close to several clichés. Ironically, that happened in the course of subverting certain het, "princess falls in love with prince charming," love triangle, and damsel-in-distress clichés.
Not just because my background in classical studies means I can't be satisfied with a generic setting. I must build a fully-realized world and culture. Which meant delving into primary sources on the court of Louis XIV and his Regent mother Queen Anne, and researching the early history of ballet, none of which I knew anything about beyond the Big Finish audio The Church and the Crown (that's what set me off on this time period).
It was mostly because I wanted to learn a better approach to writing, after thinking of myself as a writer for 30 years yet failing to finish a novel save the dreck I wrote as a teen! I usually write seat-of-the-pants, craft the ending scene and then the beginning, and trust the characters to find their way from point A to B. That worked with stories up to about 20,000 words. I've even written one (Master's Thesis, a Fifth Doctor/Turlough/Tegan/older!Nyssa novella) that clocked in over 40,000. But I needed a more integrated, organized method.
This time, I bought a book called Story Engineering and followed its guidelines and structured approach. It's the difference between writing a sonnet and winging it with free verse. The result isn't perfect, but it's better than anything else I've written so far.
There were a couple classic Who-related themes I wanted to tackle beyond the "Cinderella subverted" backbone, which is why I had to write this as fanfic instead of publishing it as original SF.
( Read more... )
This was one of those stories that grabs you and demands to be written. For once, I put in months of research and development before writing any scenes.
Not just because I had a trans character, and I needed to be damned careful when writing a queer experience quite different from my own. (I'm bi.) I hope I didn't screw up too badly, although I know I was steering perilously close to several clichés. Ironically, that happened in the course of subverting certain het, "princess falls in love with prince charming," love triangle, and damsel-in-distress clichés.
Not just because my background in classical studies means I can't be satisfied with a generic setting. I must build a fully-realized world and culture. Which meant delving into primary sources on the court of Louis XIV and his Regent mother Queen Anne, and researching the early history of ballet, none of which I knew anything about beyond the Big Finish audio The Church and the Crown (that's what set me off on this time period).
It was mostly because I wanted to learn a better approach to writing, after thinking of myself as a writer for 30 years yet failing to finish a novel save the dreck I wrote as a teen! I usually write seat-of-the-pants, craft the ending scene and then the beginning, and trust the characters to find their way from point A to B. That worked with stories up to about 20,000 words. I've even written one (Master's Thesis, a Fifth Doctor/Turlough/Tegan/older!Nyssa novella) that clocked in over 40,000. But I needed a more integrated, organized method.
This time, I bought a book called Story Engineering and followed its guidelines and structured approach. It's the difference between writing a sonnet and winging it with free verse. The result isn't perfect, but it's better than anything else I've written so far.
There were a couple classic Who-related themes I wanted to tackle beyond the "Cinderella subverted" backbone, which is why I had to write this as fanfic instead of publishing it as original SF.
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And back in Big Finish Land...
Jun. 11th, 2017 02:10 pm...It's been a bumper crop year for Team Five fans.
I'm ambivalent about bringing Adric back, because Matthew's a little rusty (although he was great in last year's Short Trip "A Full Life"), and because I prefer S20 Nyssa who's more experienced and outspoken. The Star Men and Zaltys were fun but not stellar stories (pun intended), The Contingency Club was the only one I felt measured up to Big Finish's usual standards of "classic Who, only with really good scriptwriting, and all the companions have moments to shine.")
But some years we just have to be content with a classic Doctor's trilogy. This year? There's SO MUCH MORE. Last year we had an extra anthology with Turlough. This year is the gift that keeps on giving. Alien Heart / Dalek Soul was flipping brilliant and original, almost as much so as Heaven Sent— the first story is just setup for the second, but the second had me yelling expletives at three different points. So we had two good to great Nyssa & Five stories, which of course makes me happy. And we're not done with Five yet this year.
September gives us TWO more treats.
"A Heart on Both Sides." Short Trip with older!Nyssa — post-Terminus Space Medic Nyssa, saving lives and being Wonder Woman, encountering the Eighth Doctor at the beginning of the Time War.

I've always wondered what older!Nyssa would say/do if she learned of the Time War, since her own experiences with Time Lords other than the Doctor have been largely negative, yet she's so loyal to the Doctor. On the one hand, she'd sympathize with his predicament — she's watched the Time Lords execute him, for goodness' sake, not to mention her personal tragedies with the Master— but on the other hand, she's a healer and a doctor, medical variety, and she'll be not best pleased if she find the Doctor connected with a war that's sending casualties her way. I've wanted her to confront one of the post-Time-War Doctors for years (as the Last of Her Race, she has an additional angle they can't do here). But Eight will do.
My only regret is that it's a Short Trip, so single-narrator, rather than Sarah and Paul working together. Both of them can project quiet passion and intensity, and Nyssa only gets angry very rarely, so it would be a hell of a confrontation for them to act. On the other hand, Short Trips have the advantage of letting us see the Doctor through the companion's eyes, and Nyssa's nonhuman, "very old friend of the Doctor with a life outside of his" perspective is somewhat unique.
There's an Adric Short Trip in November, "The Ingenous Gentleman Adric of Alzarius." The description on their website suggests another panto. It could be a hilarious spoof, IF Matthew is up to the challenge. A big if. (Except personally I don't ship Adric/Nyssa, and reading between the lines there may be a bit of it, but we shall see. Can't very well begrudge Big Finish feeding other people's ships after what they did for mine in Dalek Soul.) I'm looking forward to the "Dragon" in that story. ;)
But here. Here is the story that had me squeaking for joy as soon as Janet posted something about being at the studio with Lou Jameson. Main Range Fifth Doctor audio: Time in Office. TEGAN AND LEELA and a political drama (anthology?) about the Fifth Doctor getting dragged back to Gallifrey and forced to serve at least a little time as the president. Tegan. And. LEELA. teamed up. Five, you are in so much trouble.

[Full-sized version]
This cover art is already gorgeous, some of the best Big Finish has produced (including the stained glass Dalek). But what's that we see at the bottom of the scene, for the dedicated classic Who connoisseur? "A few bare rocks with some weeds sprouting from them and some pathetic little patches of sludgy snow." — The Time Monster
I'm ambivalent about bringing Adric back, because Matthew's a little rusty (although he was great in last year's Short Trip "A Full Life"), and because I prefer S20 Nyssa who's more experienced and outspoken. The Star Men and Zaltys were fun but not stellar stories (pun intended), The Contingency Club was the only one I felt measured up to Big Finish's usual standards of "classic Who, only with really good scriptwriting, and all the companions have moments to shine.")
But some years we just have to be content with a classic Doctor's trilogy. This year? There's SO MUCH MORE. Last year we had an extra anthology with Turlough. This year is the gift that keeps on giving. Alien Heart / Dalek Soul was flipping brilliant and original, almost as much so as Heaven Sent— the first story is just setup for the second, but the second had me yelling expletives at three different points. So we had two good to great Nyssa & Five stories, which of course makes me happy. And we're not done with Five yet this year.
September gives us TWO more treats.
"A Heart on Both Sides." Short Trip with older!Nyssa — post-Terminus Space Medic Nyssa, saving lives and being Wonder Woman, encountering the Eighth Doctor at the beginning of the Time War.

I've always wondered what older!Nyssa would say/do if she learned of the Time War, since her own experiences with Time Lords other than the Doctor have been largely negative, yet she's so loyal to the Doctor. On the one hand, she'd sympathize with his predicament — she's watched the Time Lords execute him, for goodness' sake, not to mention her personal tragedies with the Master— but on the other hand, she's a healer and a doctor, medical variety, and she'll be not best pleased if she find the Doctor connected with a war that's sending casualties her way. I've wanted her to confront one of the post-Time-War Doctors for years (as the Last of Her Race, she has an additional angle they can't do here). But Eight will do.
My only regret is that it's a Short Trip, so single-narrator, rather than Sarah and Paul working together. Both of them can project quiet passion and intensity, and Nyssa only gets angry very rarely, so it would be a hell of a confrontation for them to act. On the other hand, Short Trips have the advantage of letting us see the Doctor through the companion's eyes, and Nyssa's nonhuman, "very old friend of the Doctor with a life outside of his" perspective is somewhat unique.
There's an Adric Short Trip in November, "The Ingenous Gentleman Adric of Alzarius." The description on their website suggests another panto. It could be a hilarious spoof, IF Matthew is up to the challenge. A big if. (Except personally I don't ship Adric/Nyssa, and reading between the lines there may be a bit of it, but we shall see. Can't very well begrudge Big Finish feeding other people's ships after what they did for mine in Dalek Soul.) I'm looking forward to the "Dragon" in that story. ;)
But here. Here is the story that had me squeaking for joy as soon as Janet posted something about being at the studio with Lou Jameson. Main Range Fifth Doctor audio: Time in Office. TEGAN AND LEELA and a political drama (anthology?) about the Fifth Doctor getting dragged back to Gallifrey and forced to serve at least a little time as the president. Tegan. And. LEELA. teamed up. Five, you are in so much trouble.

[Full-sized version]
This cover art is already gorgeous, some of the best Big Finish has produced (including the stained glass Dalek). But what's that we see at the bottom of the scene, for the dedicated classic Who connoisseur? "A few bare rocks with some weeds sprouting from them and some pathetic little patches of sludgy snow." — The Time Monster
Okay, so, new Who spoilers
Jun. 11th, 2017 12:05 pmI'm a little behind, since my reaction to being spoiled on Tumblr is to put off watching an ep (irrational backwards 'R' us). However, I just watched Lie of the Land.
Having watched the whole Monk trilogy now, here's my stream of consciousness thoughts/reactions, unedited unfiltered because this is Dreamwidth, and I'm writing in my own space (Don't like, don't read).
Extremis - (6/10)
( Thoughts about Extremis... )
Pyramid at the End of the World - (4/10)
Warning: LOTS OF NITPICKING ON THIS ONE.
( Thoughts about The Pyramid at the End of the World... )
The Lie of the Land 7/10
( Thoughts about The Lie of the Land... )
...and after all this, much as I love Capaldi, I still love my classic Who flavors of storytelling more. Ah well. I wish wish wish we'd get some Capadli with Chris Chibnall at the helm, but we're not gonna.
Thank goodness for Big Finish. And the Meddling Monk.
Now, much as I kinda want to see the next spoiler, er, episode, I also want to finish off a classic Who fanfic. It's all written now, but I feel the last few scenes could be even better, stronger, and give readers more of an emotional payoff. Even if I never get as many readers as I would like, because I keep writing sequels to obscure Big Finish episodes, thereby scaring off most potential readers with spoiler warnings. Ah, irony. :D
Having watched the whole Monk trilogy now, here's my stream of consciousness thoughts/reactions, unedited unfiltered because this is Dreamwidth, and I'm writing in my own space (Don't like, don't read).
Extremis - (6/10)
( Thoughts about Extremis... )
Pyramid at the End of the World - (4/10)
Warning: LOTS OF NITPICKING ON THIS ONE.
( Thoughts about The Pyramid at the End of the World... )
The Lie of the Land 7/10
( Thoughts about The Lie of the Land... )
...and after all this, much as I love Capaldi, I still love my classic Who flavors of storytelling more. Ah well. I wish wish wish we'd get some Capadli with Chris Chibnall at the helm, but we're not gonna.
Thank goodness for Big Finish. And the Meddling Monk.
Now, much as I kinda want to see the next spoiler, er, episode, I also want to finish off a classic Who fanfic. It's all written now, but I feel the last few scenes could be even better, stronger, and give readers more of an emotional payoff. Even if I never get as many readers as I would like, because I keep writing sequels to obscure Big Finish episodes, thereby scaring off most potential readers with spoiler warnings. Ah, irony. :D

