Shit man... i think i'm dying soon... mainly because of 2 reasons... 1, i have been falling sick for no reason... maybe it is because of the excessive eating of pineapple tarts... i know CNY is not so soon, but i can't resist the temptations... 2, the results will be out soon... damn i got lots of plans... if i don't do well, i risk lossing my PSP, guitar amp and a chance to study psychology in np... i'm not bribed with a PSP to study hard... but i plan to get one... can't let out too much info or my plans might fail... well, just pray hard that i live to see another tomorrow...

'Nerds' can be cute too... haha...

Hey peeps... try this video out... i bet you'll laugh your shit out of your mouth...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4uG85Oaca_o

For some reason, i feel real stupid today... i locked the toilet door by accident and closed the door when i left the toilet... the toilet was locked till this late evening when my dad unlocked it...

I tried to turn down a $2 donation at AMK central...i told the person that i had no change... but the person said she had... so i had no choice but to donate... damn sad... i'm stupid...

I finally had a good sleep last night... its a pity i had to wake up early for SSW practise...


Still having dreams about collecting the 'O' Level results... damn worried now... the course i want has only 40 seats... 1000+ people competing for 40 seats... i hope i have a single digit for my L1R4... tough but still possible...

Day in day out, worried about my section's progress... i've been feeling extremely tired lately... i just don't know why... i can sleep as early as 10pm... that is shit... i merely went for a game of tennis on wednesday, wen out with YJ on thursday and back to YCK on friday... weekends are days where i get to play my clarinet... why am i getting tired at 3pm in the afternoon? something must be damn wrong..

Anyway, my love for my guitar had been getting stronger... i can play 'Tears in Heaven' and 'Stairway to Heaven' already... i'm damn happy... all the 'Heaven' songs... i feel GODLIKE with the guitar in hand... finger picking is so damn fun and good... but its a pity that i just cut my finger nails... now my right hand finger tips are in pain... so uncomfortable... but gotta get use to it... if i want to master finger picking and be better than YJ in something... if you know any songs like 'Tears in Heaven', or songs with common music style, please let me know... i want to learn them... next time can sing and play all these love songs to my girlfriend everyday... one day, one song... haha... i'm being stupid... correction, i am stupid...

I have made my mind this time... my plans for JC is gone for good... A poly is ofering a course i've been wanting to study... ngee ann poly has psychology... a new course... and i am going there... no more changing of plans... i'm not going to let chinese torture me...

Dammit...What is the last thing you would expect when you are walking home in the rain with a bass guitar behind you and a clarinet on a hand... That last thing i expected to happen was for the umbrella to leak... damn it... it happened to me today... my pants and shoes were all wet... the water had been dripping on my head the whole time... damn shit...

Haiz... everyone is busy working... i too am working... but i work at home... my working hours are flexible... i'm free to do anything now... the last time i was busy preparing for the concerts... i did not have time for my friends... now that i am free, everyone is busy with work... i can do sports now... but everyone seems busy...

Sometimes i wish i am not doing my dad's accounts... i failed quite badly for my POA... i am not having a hard time due to technology... but i wish the school would offer me a job in the band... so i don't need to worry about my section at home... i can earn money while doing something i really enjoy... and i can have a chance to help my section 24/7...

Why is life so difficult...when you are standing, you wish you were sitting...when you are sitting, you wish you were standing... When i was studying, i wished for freedom... now i have freedom, i wish i were in school... being at home is damn damn damn boring... i meet the same faces everywhere i go... i want to leave the house and do something... but when i do, i feel as if i am neglecting my work(which i had very little to do)... i wish i were standing behind some cash register with my friends... or work as a seurity guard at AMK's NTUC... i guess it'll be fun... watching TV during working hours... when my boss finds me, i'll tell him i'm watching the reflection on the screen o keep an eye on suspicious characters... I really wish something will happen at home so that my life would be more interesting... maybe a fire? then i can put out the fire... damn, sounds fun... haiz... how i wish...

I got my baby back!!! i had finally reunited with my clarinet!!! as a bonus to it, it was fixed today too... now i feel so proud playing my darling... the repair shop had damn lot of things... the shop even had the very first clarinet model... damn nice...

Damn cute... i really love it... but i love my DG more... Mitchell just pass me a clarinet concerto by Aaron something... i really want to try it out... hopefully i'm free to go down to YCK on monday... tuesday confirm going... i want to see the result of the last sectionals we had...

I got a picture of my niece already... damn cute... haven't meet her in person... but i know i'm going to like her...

I just don't understand why things at Yamaha is so expensive... remember the broken string... it cost me $17.50 for the strings... and $5 for replacing ONE string... damn ex... the damn service charge is so damn ex lor... i paid it only because i did not knowhow to tre the end on the guitar... the guy who changed the string even tell me, 'I teach you now, next time don't need to waste your money.' and the casher told me, 'Next time tie it yourself, save the $5 on something else.'... damn shocking right... even the stuff agreed to it... damn shit... i'll never go back there to buy strings... now i can change all types of guitar strings... next time come and find me... i charge sheaper... $4.90... haha...

I got the strangest dream ever this morning... and then again, it was about band... i was in Sembawang's music studio... i think i was having SSW practise... Clement was conducting the practise!!! and Shi En was playing a tenor sax solo!!! i was playing the first clarinet part for her solo... but my score had no notes!!! damn crap... of all dreams, why this?


Anyway, i made cup corn breadfast today... not bad... tasted like those at J8... but i'll make better cup corn next time... strangely the corn was not in a cup...




Oh ya... i just cooked another rat today... go to my links and click .:MY STUFF:.... Oliver, you must see this one...

I finally gave up on Photobucket... it sucks... now i'm using multiply... it rocks...

The day started off well... i went to eat Tao Hui with Shi En and Keng Leong... the first time i ate it... i did not know tao hui also have an eating method... must mix and eat it with the syrup...

After a damn long bus ride, we finally reach the place... nothing much happening there... everyone was doing their own stuff... the babercue started pretty late... no planning had been made or whatsoever... The cooks were pretty inexperienced... all the chicken they cook were burnt... lucky at YCK's chalet i always work with Jun Xiang...i got some cooking tips from him and thought the rest... after that the chicken start to look better and more edible...


First shift(1900+)...

Later in the night, i decided to play a little with the food... i buried a chicken wing in the charcoal and poured molten margerine into the pit... smoke fumed out of the pit... but it was damn fun... i got a video of the burning process... later we continued the cooking... i only check on the chincken many hours later... about 2am... and this is all that is left...


The chicken was so crispy that it when it was picked with the tongs, it just become ash... the chicken literally become a lump of ash over the hours... not even the bone survived the inferno... after everyone had left, only a handful of us were left behind... i watch my anime till midnight which the rest played cards... soon after the anime had ended, Yong Jie was hungry again... i helped start the fire and we were back to cooking the leftovers...


As we emptied the last bag of satay, Yong Jie suddenly go into an eating frenzy and finish every last bit of the food... damn sad... i only ate 2 chicken wing and a few satays the whole night... lucky Ting Hui and gang was out... so i called her and asked her to buy me something for dinner... and this was my dinner...


Later, Erlina and gang went out to help us buy alcohol...


Oliver got a bit tipsy after gulping half a can of beer... so i stopped him from drinking and asked him to drink lots of water and tea... don't ask why... Mr. Ng's method... he wnet around trying to steal sips of beer but i kept a close watch on him... i took two sips and i gave up my can to Yong Jie... i don't like the taste of beer... i prefer wine or vodka...

Its a pity most of my friends had work the next day... everyone went to sleep while i stayed up playing Yong Jie's handphone games... i was the only one awake the whole time... my best friend was my mp3 the whole night... i grew bored and took a few pictures of everyone sleeping...


It looked like a mass of dead bodies... damn funny... i took a couple more pictures whenever i grew bored... later, i saw a naked guy walking around...

Ok... not completely naked... but still obsence... when everyone was awake, i turned on the tv cause i was damn damn damn bored... when the screen went on, everyone watched along...


I was quite surprised that everyone watched along... oh yeah... about the guitar that i brought along, the first sring snapped... nobody touched it and it just snapped... strange, but true...

I love eating cup corn... one of my childhood favourites... damn blood nice... i have decided to stop this craving by making my own cup corn... i'm trying to make it tomorrow... if you want to try some, you can visit me... i can guarantee it will be good... better then those small cups of cup corn in Mac... better then the cup corn i use to buy at the basement in J8... although i am a poor cook, this is a simple snack i can prepare... next time have pot luck must invite me... i can make cup corn for you...