Haiz... sick again... sick in the mind.. body and soul... sick for stupid reasons... haiz... here's my lousy story... once apon a time.. there was a dumb boy named Samuel... blah blah blah... my parents wants everyone to make their own bed... and i'm too lazy to make my bed every morning... so i don't use the blanket because it's the most time consuming to fold... so i sleep without the blanket every night... just my pillow and my bolster... so every morning, i just need to arrange them and VOAH-LAH!!! a neat bed... i don't know who the hell is the one who thought of making the beds... the bed will be eventually messy again when the sun sets... so why bother to make the bed when it is made to be messy all the time? anyway, the morning had become colder nowadays... so no blanket + cold morning = runny nose... that's my lousy reason why i fall sick...


Despite the runny nose, i went gyming... all thanks to Jasmin... "Hey.. Your chest seems softer"... something like that i guess... can't really remember the exact thing she said... but i can't believe my chest got softer... and it's smaller too... 1 week without proper gyming... of course it'll become everything mentioned above... lucky i was tired today... so don't need to think... just keep on doing... haha...


Aiming for another early night... gotta take my drugs and go to bed now... have a nice day tomorrow everyone... i need to go diagnose myself and undergo my cold turkey therapy... goodnight...

I did something really stupid today... i closed my teams presentation while trying to bring some graphs into the powerpoint... the catch is that i did not save it... no back up... and my leader was away buying waffle for me... haha... sorry boss... we ended up rushing the powerpoint in 30 minutes... haha... i've learn one thing from this... it's ok to lose the powerpoint cause we have team mates which can complete a powerpoint presentation in a short time... whaha... damn sorry team... haha...


A day without UT... DOES NOT mean more time for sleep... the 30 minutes additional sleep was of no help... instead, it made me more tired... i really need to get an early night really soon...


My saturdays are gone... i'm sorry everyone who wants to go out during the weekends... the concert season is back and every practise is important... please attending my concert so that i can prove to all of you that the time that i've not spent with you guys have not been gone to waste... please buy my tickets quickly... cause the tickets will not wait for anyone... first come first serve...

Rainbow after a storm... now my life seems to be settling down... after so much mess, much had been cleared... guess time will do the work... anyway, i'm trying to be neat... i've just packed up my cupboard yesterday... what a mess... 2 years of notes were in that little corner... i don't really know how i managed to put so much into a small area... haha... but now all is cleared... it was fun reading all the shit i once wrote... haha... damn stupid stuff... haha... can't believe i'm such an idiot in the past... an looks like things have not changed...


Today was crap... everything happened so last minute... my diploma course selection talk was held after school... so i told the rest i'm not gyming... but the talk was only half an hour long... it ended by 5pm... so i thought i could still go to the gym... grabbed Jacky along with my to the school's gym... but the place was packed like shit... there was bearly space to walk... looks like all the sports IGs were having a mass meeting in the gym... damn... bunch of crazy people... really wonder how are they going to train in there...we ended up going to YCK gym... and it sucks... the only machine i know how to use is the treadmill... how pathetic... did not really do much training... wasted my $1.50... wasted my time...


My parents will be going on a holiday in january... that mean, i'll be.. not home alone... i still have my sister around... and that also means no party at my place or anything... anyway, W15H, i need to know the responds to the year end thing that i've posted in the class blog... i might be facing competition for the house from my sister... and if the guys don't mind meeting some little girls and make yourselves pedophiles, i can make arrangements and my sister's plans and mine can happen together... come'on people, be more alive... all seem so dead now...


After doing a little thinking, i've found a new reason why i'm not going to drive... firstly, learning to drive is learning... i have enough textbooks and stuff... i hate studying... next, if i've managed to motivate myself to study and get a driving licence, i'll face a new problem... i'm going to have to learn the roads in Singapore... i have a poor sense of direction... if you ask me how to drive to RP, i would tell you to drive towards Yishun... go by NorthPoint and go straight all the way... if you lose your way then i'm sorry... i really don't know my way about the country... give me an EZ-Link card and the rest is on foot... haha...


I think i'm becoming deaf... for the past 2 days, i could not hear people's speech very well... especially my brother... he have to repeat himself about 5 to 6 time... and i still don't get the message... the fact is that he gave up repeating, therefore i don't get any damn message... i thought my crap filters in my ears are just right... but now it seems to be filtering everything... it's as good as not having ears... my guess is that this is caused by my mp3... max volume everyday... why max? cause that is when the feeling is at it's max... well, i'm trying to get a perfect solution to my problem now... but it's still in progress... the max volume is 25... that's what i hear everyday... now i've reduced it to 24... there will only be the feeling at 23... so what is in between 23 and 25? 24! so that's it... i'm not going any lower... but to make my perfect plan more perfect, i've plan to cleanse my mind a little... i'm going to go back to the classical world... no more metal and rock and pop and whatever you call it... now it's going to be nothing but classical... music appreciation time!!!


Anyway, here is something i found on youtube... one of my favourite pieces ever...

Back from the Argentine Indigenous Orchestra concert... damn nice... although the instruments used are very ancient, it's freaking good... damn... the first piece of the concert was superb... i felt so much fear and death while hear the piece that i almost broke down in tears... damn good... that's the power of music... the last piece was great too... lots of emotions in the music... the vocal was great despite the foreign language... damn... these people are great... but the fucking audience were so noisy and did not respect the performers on stage... fuck you people... even if you people are there for the points, just fucking sit still and sleep if you can't enjoy such music...


Before the concert, headed down with the usual to CWP... boys and girls split up and do their stuff... headed for Burger King with Raphael and Jerry... had a great guy talk for about 2 hours... without the girls we can talk about everything and express our views in any manner... nobody would slap our chest and tell us to shut up when we converse... it felt so good... guy talk is great... especially this time our topics never involve any sexual contents... my conversation with Wei Hong, Alvin and Yong Jie will aways find a way into some sex related topics... damn... we must have more of this guy talk more often... there is so much freedom of speech and i feel so much more comfortable with them... haha... 3 more months and we can have guy talk in some pub or club... haha...


UT is like a circle... there is no end to it... i just failed my enterprise UT yesterday... i might not fail... cause i bet the whole cohort had done so badly together that there will be damn lot of moderation... so much moderation that you can get an "A" with 5 marks... i should have studied for the test... then my grade will stand out from the failing crowd and get a good grade... but too bad... anyway, now i can have a longer sleep next tuesday... but everything will resume on thursday... UT shall continue and stress the hardworking and fail the lazy...


Class was great today... damn fun... problem was on Boys VS Girls... well, i was on the neutral stand... haha... surprised W15H girls? anyway, the fun part wasn't about today's problem... but i've started a PSP trend among W34G boys... now most of us are playing Naruto... keep on trashing each other... i won 3 of Ali's characters with just 1 character... haha... damn fun... the best part was the powerpoint... Ali went for prayers and only came back at 2pm... since he did nothing for the powerpoint, here's how the team punish him... he's job is to present the reference slide... damn funny... and surprisingly, Ali went to research on his own slide...

Damn funny... i really enjoyed my day damn lot... here is a last picture before ending the entry... it's the first slide my powerpoint today... the 4-men team... haha...

WHHOOO!!! WHHOOO!!! WHHOOO!!! damn damn damn happy... i finally feel the power of making our own music!! damn SHIOK!!! haha... the whole world is going to recognise me and i'll join the G3 one day... or maybe we can form our own G3... maybe F4 or something... shit no... F4 is taken and gay... H4 or something... haha... WHHOOO!!! damn fun... Yong Jie and i have invented a new effect... the fart effect... haha... there is one of the song where i sang a little and YJ did the fart effect... haha... damn damn damn funny... haha... really had lots of fun... i think YJ's place is going to be my second home... now i must put aside one day a week for music making... haha... damn... my head has nothing but music making... damn... haha... at least i'm going to have an early night... haha...

I think i'm having my forth puberty... honestly speaking, i don't really know if it's the forth puberty... maybe it's more... but can't be less... i've been getting hungry eaily lately... haha... i just feel hungry almost every moment... i think i'm growing again... hopefully taller... i can't stay short forever... hopefully i've not stun my growth through all the gyming... i believe that there is a taller sam inside me waiting to come out... haha... whatever man... i need food... now...


Anyway, i've finally received praise from my team mate... haha... Sitt Hui told me that i did very well... haha... but all i did was 2 slides with 3 points... at most 10 words in each slide... haha... and i've been praised to be clever and did well... but behind each slide, is a hell lot of explanations... haha... still say that i did nothing much... i spend so much time reasoning with myself... but well, all hard work will be recognised one way or another... haha...


After today's prize presentation, Mike's christian friends came over... we played games and i sat in their christian activities... but the best thing about today is that i've finally found a friend that is doing the same diploma as me... haha.... after 25 weeks, i finally found 2 New Media peeps... haha... but all the games had made my thighs real tired... haha... all the squating and stuff... haha... but i really enjoyed myself... at the same time, i learn a lot about other culture and religion... haha...


Not much ideas today... maybe it's due to my hunger... time to go satisfy my hunger... nothing can me more important than food for a growing little boy... good night...

Signs of lack of sleep due to excessive entertainment at night...
1) Feeling difficult to accept other people's idea
2) Drifting to Samuel-topia when team mate is speaking
3) Over-sleeping in the bus
Let me elaborate...

For the first point... I got myself into a 1 hour 15 minute debate with my whole team over a coin during meet 2... how stupid... 3-on-1... haha... but the situation only got better after the facilitator came to our table... haha... they tried hard to prove their point... and i try to prove my point... i tried to accept their idea... but i find it illogical... so i tried to prove my point back... so everything lasted 1 hour and 15 minutes... that is 75 minutes... and that is 4500 seconds... and that is 450000 milliseconds... damn... so much time wasted... but it's ok... works is done at the end of the day... haha...

Ok next, Sitt Hui starting getting naggy while trying to prove her point... maybe she is not naggy... it's just my opinion... but damn... after like 30 seconds my mind would drift off and when she is done, all i can do is to pretend to be thinking over it... then i give her a face that time not convinced... then everything begins all over again... haha...

NEXT... everyone feels really good about going home... maybe not all, but i feel good about going... took a little nap while waiting for bus... fall asleep in the bus and wake up at every stop... 2 stops before my house, i decided to take a 1 and a half minute nap before alighting... but it failed... by the time i woke up, the bus was just leaving my stop... so i just sat there and stare at the large field as the bus drive by... lucky it's just 1 stop... but i had to cross and expressway just to walk back to my bus stop... so i just jay walk a little and managed to reach home... now i feel fitter... cause i've walked at least 1km just to reach home... haha... that is the first step to my little stamina training... haha... and maybe the last... cause i promise not to over sleep in the bus again...


I better get all my necessaries done quickly... i think i really need my sleep...

WHHOOO!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER!!! NOW YOU ARE OLD.. I MEAN 16 YEARS OLD... NOW I CAN BRING YOU ALONG WHEN I GO AND WATCH A NC16 MOVIE... BUT WHY I'M I WATCHING A NC16 MOVIE WHEN I'M TURNING 18 SOON? HAHA... anyway, your poor little brother had to go through thick and thin just to get you a wonderful present... well, as i've said, this is all i can afford...


Sorry i got a little hungry and ate 5 pieces before gyming... but it's ok... cause this last piece is magical... it can never be finished no matter how often you eat it... let me show you... ok... i'm sorry... there were no magic...


RP sucks... for now... the msn is down... and i have to use some lousy shit ass website in order to chat... and each line i enter will take about 2 minute before the other party receives it... and after every line i entered, my lappy will lag for at least 1 minute before i can progress with my work... this sucks man... it sucks to be in RP... ended up using damn lot of text message...


My sister has a new addiction... she is addicted to my PSP... the moment she reaches home, she ask for my PSP... but be the Loco Roco... and when i told her that i want to bring my PSP to school tomorrow, her respond was, "Huh.. But you promised me yesterday.. If i'm going out tomorrow then i'll you can bring it to school..." damn... i should not have made any random promises... haha... that will be in the future... too bad my brother had left for camp too early... if not i would steal his PSP and give it to my sister as a present... then upload Loco Roco into the PSP an let her play it forever... now she is getting agitated over a game... usually angry people press the buttons harder... i wonder if she is doing it... cause if you have good genes like mine, you won't have much temper and press PSP buttons harder when you're angry... my brother is one classic example of button damaging anger... haha...


I think i have some strange powers... everyone is complaining that they are cold... but i feel just right... everyone in school claims that it's very cold... but i feel it's normal... when i turn the fan on at home, my mama and sister claim that they are cold... but when the fan is off, i feel damn hot... haiz... i'm not human... i bet ET abducted me in my sleep and made some modifications to my sense of touch... haiz... it's so hard to be normal...


Ok peeps... time to do my daily guitar practise... although i did not practise yesterday, but that was an exception...

Haiz... another damn tiring day... woke up damn early in the morning for my very first first aid duty in school... so much excitement and running about... Stephen and i are cursed to work together... when we went to make our rounds, there was this guy who ran and fell right in front of us... the worst thing about it was that i side on the road and had to cuts on his face... initially Stephen told me he is fine until we saw this cut on his face... then we went over and helped him... but we were both uncertified and unqualified... so LALA TO THE RESCUE!!! WHHOOO!!! she is today's MVM... Most Valuable Medic... only after the whole event, everyone starts to declare their injuries... damn... that is when we got really busy... haha... had a great time though... but i had all the running... you know me... i'm a non-runner... but well, i have to do my job...


I feel sorry for my sister... her birthday is tomorrow... but i have not bought anything for her... that is why i took a goddie bag from the eco-picnic event in school... but it did not work... now i have very limited options... either i grab something from J8 before gym or buy her a tamil 10-year series or a bottle of pepsi or get her a belated prsent or buy her 2 presents for her birthday next year... and the best option, don't get her anything... nah... i'm not an evil brother... i'll just have to find a solution to this problem soon...


I finally got my Loco Roco... and the amazing thing about it is that my sister is addicted to it... she had been playing it the whole time i'm with her... haha... lucky my PSP addiction is over... if not there is going to be really bad conflicts... the amazing thing about her is that at some levels of the game, she can do better than me... haha... that is one thing i learn from RP, accepting new ideas... haha...


A massive load of stress had just feel on me... guess i'll just have to work harder...

Haiz... what a tiring saturday... i was supposed to go out with my bro to shop for my sister's birthday present... her birthday is on this monday... and i've bought nothing yet... my bro was thinking of buying a combine present... this way i can save my money too... but looks like things did not work out... we did not leave the house today... i was damn tired... did not bother to budge... haha... so looks like i've to get a last minute present... maybe a bottle of Pepsi Twist... guess she like it very much cause she drank from my bottle when i bring the drink home... haha... i guess i'll be a little nicer... i'll get her a 1.5 litre Pepsi Twist... and drink it for her when we eat the cake... haha...


Hehe... now i got a jamming studio in my house... i've converted my grandma's room into a jamming studio where i can happily jam about... now what's left is a nice drum set and a couple of good amps... but unfortunately, i only have one small lousy amp... haha... i've got 1/10 of the jamming studio completed... next time people want to jam can bring their amp and stuff... we'll have the whole room to ourselves... haha...


My house is cursed... guitars cannot be kept in my house... the strings will rust really quickly... that's why i got a cloth to wipe my guitar strings after i'm done with it... today when i had an inspiration and took out Chan's guitar, the strings had rusted... i guess i'll have to spend some cash to buy new strings and fix then back... and after i do so, i'll maintain the strings as if it was my own guitar... haha... too bad my cash is going... but i'll be needing new strings for my guitar soon anyway...


My family went to this latin restaurant for dinner this evening... some crazily interesting place... the food was massive... the menu had some bronze cover... not hard cover... but bronze cover... damn... and the menu is in some foreign language... so i anyhow pick... and this is what i got... the next one is my bro's dinner...




And the restaurant did something very interesting... they played this very happy and energetic music... and the next moment, everyone was throwing porcelain plates on the floor... it all started with a waiter... then they passed plates around and everyone started throwing plates on the floor... then waiters start to juggle the plates and throw them back onto the floor... damn scary... for a moment, i felt so fearful and chaotic... damn... but it was a very interesting tradition within the don't really know what the occasion was... but it's ok... maybe they were too rich... that could explain why none of the dishes were below $30... damn scary... i did not dare to call for an appetiser... and it took me 1 hour to finish my dish...

I'll tell you a secret... my legs are aching real bad... but i don't remember walking a lot... haha... maybe it's the after school activities...


Hey... i managed to keep my promise yesterday... i slept at 12.15am... and that is 15mins earlier than the time i usually sleep... WHHOOO!!! if i cut down 15mins each day, i'll be able to sleep by 6pm in no time... haha...


Today's problem sucks... beauty, beauty, beauty... so vague... how to research? especially when i'm hours away from my weekend... haiz... i was asked to do a case study... and i decided to cheat a little... like the whole of the group... i decided to use HJ's powerpoint cause during break 1, she described to till it sounded so interesting... haha... but the damn problem with her is that she don't respond to my cries... msn her, spam her, call her... none worked... like my mama... i think her handphone is only the case... no content... wah... i tell you huh... call her like more than 12 times and still no answer... either she had lost her senses or she hate me... haiz... i ended up taking things to hand... i sourced for infomation about her class and went down personally with a thumb drive to get what i want... i don't trust her anymore... i must see the infomation i want going into the thumb drive before i'm satisfied... if she were to send stuff via msn, who knows the moment i leave her class she would have cancelled the transfer and make me take a 5mins walk back to her class... and after i got what i wanted, i ended up spending my time doing some maths with my exhausted mind... exhausted from thinking of ideas to contact HJ... damn...


About time to get a nice bath... haiz... time flies... it's moving so fast i can't catch up... haha... but anyway, i must get my daily guitar practise... about time i work hard to make my guitar playing better... just better... i don't want to be better... cause i'll just be better than the best... haha... and if there is a better best than me, i'll just have to be better than the better best... haha... this applies to everything i do... just be better... no need to be the best... whaha... so if you think you are the best, be very worried that i'll over take you... but remember, i'll just be better...

Haiz... yesterday i just needed some quality time with my guitar... and i got a little carried away... so i did not blog... haha... i started at 8.30 and only stopped at 12.30... haha... so long since i played the guitar... i've lost a little... anyway, i'm trying hard to get my Passage to the Reaper back... haha...

Yesterday was a great day... my team had the W15H Presentation style... it's is one where everyone can cover each other whenever there is a problem and we can cover up so well that it seemed to be planned... haha... those memories man... i tried to share the idea with my class since the beginning of the semester... but seems like only on week 8 everything starts to happen... maybe it's Sitt Hui... first time working with her, first time i feel so good... haha... but it seems like not everyone in W34G is as flexible... only a hand full can use such a presentation style... unlike W15H... haha... well, i've seen some potentials and worked with some of them... a little more practise and we'll be fine... i hope one day all this people can be grouped together and bring back my W15H days...



Today is one tiring day... slept late due to guitar and woke up early for UT... i forgot to study but it was pretty simple... haha... pretty interesting topic of discussion for today's problem... help Tricia figure out some handphone functions... i was pretty unlucky... going to W2 would be easier from the 3rd floor... that was how i got there to help Tricia... but when i was about to head back via the same route, it was raining damn heavily... haha... i only spent like 10mins in W2 and a heavy rain came along... ended detouring back to class... but at least i did a good deed today... haha... i'm glad to be of help...

GYMING!!! today chiong until damn fast... everything fast... less rest, more pain, more ache, more growth... haha... but sadly, some of RP's dragon boaters were there... haiz... spoil my day... but it's ok... i enjoyed my training... old injuries are back... left shoulder pain like fuck... but must psuh... haha... no pain no gain... i used the towel that Charlene returned me today... it's been in my bag since monday... haha... i hope she really wash it... cause there is this strange smell coming from it... i guess my nose don't appreciate the soap she had used... or maybe she washed my towel with some love potion which will make me fall into a deep love with the first person i see... and knowing that i use that towel at gym, the first person i see would most probably be a guy... lucky i'm smart and air it in my bag before using it... haha... so the potion is so mild that it can't work... haha... but now my bag is full of this love potion... if Charlene thinks she is smart, then i'm smarter.. than her... whaha!!!


Sweaty Boys are going to have their very first live performance at Ngee Ann Poly... haha... there is a charity thing going on there in january... and YJ had brought us back together to perform for the occasion... haha... spent the whole dinner planning what to perform and vocals... haha... dinner was almost 1 hour long... haha...


I'm beginning to hate my procrastinating habits... it makes me look like a father of 12 children... my bag had become so damn big from all the stuff people had been returning me... everything goes in, nothing comes out... haha... i only start regretting when my bag got big and bulky... haha...


Now i need to do my necessaries and back to guitar!! i promise i'll sleep early tonight... i really promise... but too bad if i break the promise... haha...

Ok people... SSW concert tickets for sale... 22 December evening... $12 per head... early bird discounts for the first 10 tickets... $12 dolloars for early birds... $14 per head after the first 10 tickets are out... don't ask why... cause i'll tell you why... the extra $2 will be going into Samuel's Pocket Money Funds... i'll make sure the donations will go to the right investmentscharity... so please come and support... haha...


Today was terrible... i was damn tired... and i forgot to study for UT... but i remembered to bring Harry Potter DVD for Yvonne... the whole day was relatively easy... just that it was too easy... i started to slack... slack too much in fact... i did almost nothing... and i feel guilty about it... haiz... too much of everything is no good...


Yesterday night, or rather this morning, my sister noticed this hissing sound at about 12.30am... she came down and asked me if i heard anything... initially, i thought it was some giant snake outside her window or something... maybe it could be ET trying to kidnap my sister on the day before her last paper... if ET kidnaps her, my sister would be forfeited for her POA and there would be one less grade on her certificate... damn... if it was really ET, i'll whack it so hard that "ET Strikes Back" will appear in everybody's cinemas... i used my super sensitive ears and got the direction of where the sound was coming from... it was from my neighbour's place... so i open the windows and noticed that is was raining... but strangely, it was only raining at my neighbour's place... initially i though David Copperfield or Harry Potter had visited my neighbour... but no, i was damn wrong... the fact is that the neighbour's water pipe burst... that's all nothing special... so we wake the folks and saved them from the unexpected water bills... if we did not save their money, they will not be able to afford to pay for the electricity that we are stealing to run our air-conditioners... and they might start to think the my family is stealing their water so that we can sell it at a lower price to our fellow Singaporeans... damn...


I'm lucky to be in RP where there are no exams... if not i'll be forced to drink some "holy" water every morning and get a bad stomachache in the middle of the exam... damn... my god is trying to kill people... that small cup of carbonated water can easily give anyone a free one-way-trip to heaven... i'm so blessed.. not by my god...


My sister did the dumbest thing in the world... today is her last paper... and after that, she went to rebond her hair... now she looks like a bullet from behind... and Darve Vader from in front... damn... she better not wake me up in the morning or i'm going to scream so hard she'll get a new hairstyle instantly...


I finally did a good deed in 34 years... yesterday i offered my seat to a sweaty old man who was caring bags of vegetables while waiting for the train... and after awhile, the old man disappeared when i turn around... damn... he must be a genie or something... i guess he wants to reward a good soul... maybe i can make a wish which will come true... let's see what do i want... Oh Yeah! i wish to have 3 wishes!




Sorry for the sudden poem... it suddenly cross my mind while i was bathing... but i forgot everything once i'm done... until i started eating... then i got bits and pieces back... so improvise until like that... and i'm a noob at this... so please, i'm open to criticism...

Shit man... my back is starting to peel... guess my muscles are getting too big for this set of skin... nah... even if that is true it will never happen on me... i'm too small for such phenomenal to happen... gently rubbing my hand on my back would give off a crispy sound... as if i'm a piece of over cooked french fry... haha...


First day of school after a short holiday feels like.. crap... damn... my timing have not shifted back to it's usual schooling timing... haha... still falling asleep only at 2am and now waking up at 7.25am... haha... i feel pretty tired in the morning... haha... and when i lent my slippers to Yvonne this morning, i realised one thing... i'm in a family of bigfoots... not that my family are a bunch of big furry mammals who run about naked shouting "WHHOOO!!!" all the time... but my siblings and i have really big feet... mine is like size 8-9... and my sis' is about size 7-8... and my bro's is about 13-14... nah.. that is not possible... if his feet were that big, he would be caught by the police and thrown into the zoo... i think his feet ain't very big... about my feet size or slightly small... strangely, there must be a genetic mutation when my siblings and i are born... haha... i can join the show Heroes... i'm special... i have big feet... WHHOOO!!!


I finally started jogging in the gym... 10mins... it was terrible... i hate jogging on a treadmill... it's so difficult to guage my speed... and it's hard to run at a constant speed... damn... i fear i slip off the treadmaill while running and all the other big guys will laugh at my stupidity... but no choice... i need my stamina back quickly... although i know i don't have much stamina in the past, but now is the time to grow... haha... i did something different... i worked my triceps before my chest today... haha... knowing that triceps tend to be used during chest train, i went ahead with it anyway... this way i can place maximum focus on my chest... now i've learnt the ugly truth... i can't really push 50kg with my chest... my triceps are doing most of the work... haiz... it's ok... i'll work my strength back... one day i'll be superman... WHHOOO!!!


Check out my new msn picture... i look like a dick... i mean, i look as if i have a brid face... haha... now i'm different... no more the same old me... haha...


i think i'm going to buy Lord of the Rings: Battle for Middle Earth 2... i'm not going to be a lonely guy anymore... i'm going to find new entertainment and make myself a nicer and happier guy... haha...


When i retire, i'm going to travel around the world... and eat all the good food in the world... i'm going to enjoy the taste of the world... WHHOOO!!! firstly, i'm going to eat all the good duck rice in Singapore... haha... in every thousand miles, there is always a first step... haha...

MAMA!!! I'M MOULTING!!! AHHH!!! shit man... i was happy that the pain on my skin had been much reduced... but now that the skin is peeling... damn... reminds me of Peel Fresh... damn... now i'm going to look like a lizard... i think i can be the lizard man in the spiderman story... haiz... trying my very best not to bother them... hope everything goes quickly...


I think i'm growing old... just walking the stairs at Sembawang MRT makes me pant... shit man... my stamina had really died a lot... since the day i ran after HuiJun, my stamina must be all gone... i must start jogging real soon...


Haiz... my holiday ends today... tomorrow is the beginning of the end... the end of my life... i've been sleeping at about 2 to 3 everyday... i really wonder if i can adapt back to my normal sleeping timing... haiz... i guess i'll motivate myself by looking forward to the next holiday... haha... really wonder what's going to happen next...


There must be something between me and electronics with no battery... i just got my mp3 back yesterday... but when i tried to use it today, THE BATTERY WAs FLAT!!! damn... i must be really unlucky... or just that i procrestinate too much... haha... it's just something that runs in the blood of the Teo family... haha... it's going to be hard to correct... even blogging on the class blog had took me 2 weeks before i make intentions become actions... haha... well, maybe this is one thing that makes me special... haha...

Shit man... just scared the shit out of myself by some clothes... went to the toilet just now... when i exited the toilet, there was this pair of army pants floating... and i thought, "SHIT.. TOPLESS ARMY GHOST!!!" but when i took a closer look, it was my brother's army pants waiting to be dried... shit man... can't believe i scared myself this way...


Anyway, i'm feeling very free now... and i think i better blog about the events which made me red, maybe not really hot sam... and everything else... if not i'll be waiting till there is no tomorrow... haha... ok, 2 main events this week... Firstly, i shit 39 times in one day and next, i ate 4 tubs of ice-cream before i shit 39 times in one day... ok... that's not true... i shit once every 8 days and have not eaten ice-cream since yesterday... no... the shit one is not true again... my fingers are going wild... but it's ok... now here is the truth... nothing but the truth... i swear to my lazy Buddha that does nothing but sit around to tell nothing but the truth... this thursday i went to Sentosa with W15H and on friday, i went to C&C's BBQ...

Firstly, SENTOSA... So Expensive and Nothing To See Actually... anyway, woke up early to meet up with the ladies and head for Sentosa with everyone else... "everyone else" includes Yvonne, Jasmin, HuiJun, YanQin, Tricia, Charlene, YanQin's friend Charlotte, Tricia's boyfriend, Raphael, Chan, Jerry and the Amazing Sam!!! the place was filthy... not that i want to be racist or anything... but whatever happened that day had reinforced the rumours from everyone else... never go Sentosa on a public holiday where non-Singaporean indians roam freely about the country... these people disrespected my friends and intruded their privacy... ok, no more angry sam... Raphael, Chan and Tricia's boyfriend went to trash some boys at beach soccer and got trashed later in the day... and HuiJun is one violent girl... any man would lose his chest hair or manhood if they would try to be funny with her... she struggle like a wild untamed animal when we tried to bring her into the sea... Jasmin is more femaline... she did not struggle when we brought her into the sea... haha... let's let the pictures do the talking for now... i'm getting lazy...













That's the end for the Sentosa trip... now it's the C&C BBQ... Met up with HJ and Yvonne early to bus down to Pasir Ris... got a little lost on the way to the BBQ... had a little detour but it's ok... we all lost a couple of thousand calories from all the walking... met Jasmin in the park and continued our amazing race... when we reach, the ice we brought had became the drinks for the BBQ... haha... met many new and interesting people there... had lots of fun and had lots of oily food... haha... i really enjoyed myself... then again, let the pictures do the talking... i'm sorry that i don't have pictures of the whole time being there... i'm not the cameraman type of guy... i don't have picture of the wonderful people i met there... but it's ok... there is always a next time... so here goes...

WHHOOO!!! what a day... everything happened all so suddenly... haha... firstly, meeting YQ at 12 was cancelled due to some unforeseen circumstances... in the end we were supposed to meet at 2.30... but i hate this little habit of mine where i'll always over-estimate all the timings when i'm in a rush... and what's worst is that i hate waiting... so it sucks... i ended up reaching City Hall MRT at 1.18... damn... i ended up taking a slow walk to the Esplanade and back... then paid my first visit to Raffles Market or whatever it's called... i don't really know what it's called... it's just the first building you see when you go up the mass of escalators at City Hall MRT... took a slow walk all over the building... visited every corner of the place... then i headed over to Peninsula Shopping Mall to do some shopping... window shopping... guitar window shopping... haha... some guitar looked damn sexy... but too bad... blame myself for being poor... haha... when i headed back, i saw YQ and got to work... haha... headed back to the same Raffles building... go Burger King to do budgeting... strangely, after visiting a very corner of the place, i still could not find the toilet... haha... blame it on my poor sense of direction... i've gotten myself lost many times already... even when people are with me... haha... but it's ok... at least everyone with me will get to burn a couple hundreds of calories walking with me... haha... got the money thing planned out then YJ and WH came over to meet me... went to Challenger at Funnan to scout for games... they both bought Hellgate: London... i almost bought it due to peer pressure... haha... lucky i had a strong willpower... i managed to save $50... damn i'm lucky... headed back to AMK for dinner... nothing much actually... haha...

Heeyy!!! i can finally upload pictures!!! WHHOOO!!! now my enteries can't be boring haha...

Anyway, yesterday i was doing housework in the morning... to those other there who think i'm a pampered kid, i'm going to prove you wrong... anyway, here are some pictures to make things interesting for now... haha...


My new weapons of the day...

I look like an illegal immigrant...



My last piece of wall...




And the Wipe of the Day..


Take a closer look on my footing...

Damn exciting... i was standing on just a railing... haha...

Hey... i'm not going to blog about Sentosa trip till i can upload my pictures... cause i dont want people complaining about boring post... i just downgraded myself... i'm using my handphone as a mp3 now... since the day i left my mp3 at WeiHong's place, i realised that i can't live without music... damn... i just have to have music when i'm out of the house... damn... now i'm forced to use my handphone as an mp3... damn...


Why are people reminding me of the past when i'm looking at the future? i'm getting unwanted feelings and they are hard to let go... now that they are back, i'll have to figure a way to lose it... or should i follow it? dammit...


Haiz... tomorrow then i do all the blogging... today shall be a rest day... haha... not having the right feeling now... come back tomorrow... haha... i'm procrastinating again... but it's ok...

Damn... i'm fried... damn tired... i think i'll not blog today...




Haha... that is not possible... cause it will become a paradox... haha... i'll still blog... but not about today... let me rest a little and get my ideas settled before doing anything about today...

Anyway, just cabbed home with Yvonne... i realised that i want to be a taxi driver during my spare time in the future... i can some rich famous man or anything... but i want to be a taxi driver during my spare time... drive people home from Vivo... haha... this way i can fetch some nice girl home and visit her every once in awhile under her block or something... haha... i can make some nice friends being a taxi driver... more importantly, i can socialise... i can talk to the customers and appear one day outside their house with a bouquet of flowers... i'm so nice... more importantly, people will make friends with me not for my money and fame... but because i am who i am... haha... arn't i smart... haha... ok man... i need a rest before i die of something... good night...

Damn... what a long day... since the beginning of timetoday, my life is filled with events... work up damn early despite the late night just to gym with Jerry... interestingly, he was 1 whole hour late... but it's ok... he is always the guy who is waiting for people... so now is a good time for a change... went to the library and PSP till i received updates from Jerry... breakfast finished quickly as i walk around J8 a couple of times... stop by Mac for some super salty french fries... damn nice... but the old lady who served me is deaf... did not tell her wheather eating in or take away... then go put my food in the plastic bag... so no mood to get any sauces... gym was great... did not push too hard cause i might die without my gym mate's help... Jerry still new... so it's not safe... after gym met up with Yvonne at AMK HUB for Fish & Co... Akina joined later... had a terrible time there... there were too much food... and Jerry and i were stuffed... after lunch i headed over to WeiHong's place... reached there a little too late... so only played through Orion and learn some stuff... left soon after to meet YongJie for dinner... skipped dinner cause lunch and dinner was only about 1 hour apart... after dinner went to YJ's place to play guitar... saw all his new toys... damn cool... borrowed on of it and headed home with the bass guitar... it was like an amazing race today... running all over the place... the MRT station that i see the most was Bishan... first ride, YCK to Bishan... second ride, Bishan to AMK... third, AMK to Toa Payoh... and finally, Toa Payoh to AMK... damn... all rides involves Bishan... it's really becoming a very boring place... damn...


Just now while typing "AMK HUB", i realised something... what does "HUB" stand for? "AMK" can only mean Ang Mo Kio... unless it's Ang Moh Kia(white kid)... what can "HUB" mean... it's like if it's not a short cut for any word, what in cap? maybe it means "Hubby, U Bastard!!!" or "Honey, U Bitch!!!"... damn... i must find the real meaning to it one day... and that day will only come when someone tells me... i'm not going to research on it... i bet there is no actual importance in that word... i'm too lazy to continue now... maybe tomorrow when i'm more tired... see you again...

Haiz... what a start... same routine... PSP, guitar... but no anime... cause i promised Yvonne to go watch the POL-ITE(Badminton)... haiz... so tired... at least leaving my home allows me to mix with people... at least socialise a little... i think i lack people's company... therefore causing me to feel so sad for the past few days... i feel that i've lost my ability to socialise... i feel that i'm moving further away from people... there seem to be a barrier around myself... and it is i who made this unbreakable barrier... damn... i think i'm the only one who can break this barrier... but it just seem so difficult... but i'll lose the barrier one day... maybe i'm too obsess with myself... about my body's grow... i feel that that is all i can think off... and maybe i've found my reason... well, a motivation have become an obsession... damn... what the hell is wrong with me... i think i'm mentally sick... seriously... it's like anorexia... the mental disorder where people starve themselves thinking that they are too fat no matter how thin they are... it's the exact opposite for my case... i keep on thinking i'm too small and want to grow bigger all the time... it's becoming a craze... shit man... i think i can go and die... i must stop this... it's not going to be easy... but i'll do it...


Anyway, this morning worked out exercise 4 of Passage to the Reaper... when i finally started having fun with a faster tempo, it was about time to leave and meet Yvonne... rushed on lunch, packing and bathing... and i managed to be there on time... haha... i'm the Flash... not the flasher flash where he goes around with literally nothing but a huge coat... the Flash is in the superhero that is supposed to run about at the speed of light... damn... anyway, met Yvonne then Yan Qin at CWP... had a good chat and a good time disposing my coins on ice-cream... finally my made my wallet a little slimmer... but that also means i'm 60 dollarscents poorer... watched the POL-ITE competition at Simei ITE... more like watching the landscape... such a beautiful place... so much space and greens... the place would be perfect for me... not the ITE part... but it would be a great learning environment... the place was totally different from what i've expected... no vandalism, no litters, no smoke smell and nobody at the study areas... the place seem so clean and green... damn nice... and knowing that RP is built with a theme of "futuristic", it only show that there will be no future in this world... small trees and lots of carpet grass... the rest are just plain buildings... what future will there be without plants? plants are the start of every food chain... therefore no plants = no food = no humans = no future... in short, no plants = no future... anyway, the place is really beautiful... ok.. back to POL-ITE... stick to Yvonne and Yan Qin most of the time because the place and people were very foreign... watch the girls match... no offence, but it was quite boring... no excitement, no thrill, no pretty girls... but there were pretty legs... haha... only one pair so far... some other legs where scary... they maybe badminton players, but some legs where size of trunks... not elephant trunks but tree trunks... damn scary... that maybe part of their secret weapon... when they run about, the vibration caused will make their opponents lose balance... and then they strike... really scary man... in all aspects... back to the main story... Jerry later came by and i followed him to watch the guys... and on the other side of the peaceful girls competition, it was rowdy and exciting... everyone is cheering and the game play is quick and exciting... despite the quick strokes from each players, each game still last longer than the ladies match... haha... homing was as usual, great... bussed home with the ladies... by the way, "bussed" is the past tense of "bussing home"... it's not "bust" or anything of your imagination... talk a lot and get to socialise... now having people's company is very important to me... i must fight my own sickness... anyway, i had a great time... and eat lots of bread and sushi for dinner...

Thank you neighbours for waking me up... all those drilling, hammering and painting were so noisy and smelly... damn... plus all the phone ringing... i was the only one at home in the morning and wanted to get some good sleep... it seems so hard to simple things... damn... my dad forgot to bring his phone out and all the calls have been diverted home... i only know that my dad did not bring his phone out after 2 miss calls and a message from my dad at about 11am... damn... how did he message me without his phone... haha... must be some special powers passed down in the family genes... i think the genes have missed me... haha... the whole morning was annoying... at least wait for the magic hour where everyone is awake... strangely, there is a smell of chlorine lurking around... i think my neighbour is building a swimming pool in the house or something... damn... there is not enough space... but its ok... as long is the pool is within sight, i can see some people having fun in the pool... people as in girls... don't be mistaken... i know you people are finding opportunities to accuse me of being homo gay... i'm a happy gay... not a happy homo... just a happy person... that is all...


Had nothing to do the whole day... as you know... i'm getting sick of my PSP games... i'm moving on to my guitar now... finally finish exercise 2... going on with exercise 3 tonight... spent my whole day on guitar and anime... then gym... damn... i was not feeling too well at gym... when i started working out, i felt a little light headed... i feel high... and i'm not on and drugs or supplements... i'm 100% organic... pure hard work... anyway, i felt terrible... but still must push... just that i did not push myself too hard... after awhile, i felt much better... that is the magic of gyming... it makes sick people get well... but a little too late for pushing after some work outs... damn... sentosa is just a few days away... and my body just keeps on shrinking... all except my chest... damn... now the girls at sentosa will have nothing to watch... haiz... it's a massive commitment to gym... haiz... too bad for me...


I feel that i've run out of ideas to blog about... even when i have ideas, i just can't make it interesting... damn... i'm getting old... my skills are dying... haiz... now i'm nobody... just like yesterday... and the day before... in fact, i was never somebody... i'm just a below average kid with no friends... the only friends i have are all this non-living things around me... if i can't even find love from friends, why do i even bother trying finding my love? damn... i feel like a loser... i have nothing... i'm no longer alive... i'm as good as nothing... hopefully i get some crazy ideas tomorrow... sorry for the disappointment... my blog is no long fun to read for now... i'll be back though... i hope...

Some really cool stuff... Final Fantasy and Dead or Alive girls cat fighting... damn well co-ordinated... check out the chicks too... haha... you'll love them(only applied to guys unless you are a lesbian or gay[homosexual])...




Late night youtube-ing is great... haha... if only you have food to keep you active... checking out some angry man music... Children of Bodom to be exact... haha... going into the black metal side soon... haha... check this out...






Going back in time a little, ROCK LOBSTER!!!

WHHOOO!!! i'm starting to enjoy my holiday... missed practise today because i still have this little pain in my stomach in the morning... i wanted to play safe and get well first before doing anything else... PSPed in the morning... i'm beginning to get sick of playing games... it's getting a little monotonous... so now i'm moving on... back to my anime and guitar... watched about 10 episodes today... each episodes is about 25mins... i felt great... except for the part where i sit at the same position for many hours and my body end up aching all over... haha... but guitar was way better... i get to stretch my fingers a little... just a little "passage to the reaper" by Children of Bodom... haha... can't really play much yet... almost hit exercise 3... but there is one part where i just can play... about 8 bars away from exercise 3... haiz... anyway, i can only play it at tempo 60... original tempo is 140... still a long way... but the day will come... haha... i'm going to join John Petrucci and Steve Vai one day... and everyone is going to kneel before me... haha... if you want a preview of what time doing, just go youtube and search "passage to the reaper" and you'll see it... haha...


I've just made a new discovery!! WHHOOO!!! i can make a normal shirt become a lethal weapon... haha... i can make it very hard... i've already tested it... on my own head... after swinging the ball of cloth into my own head gently for quite some time, i figured it hurts quite some bit... i dare not swing too hard cause i might become stupid or lose my memory... anyway, it useful as a weapon for emergency purposes... hope i'll remember about it when the time of need comes... haha...


I feel damn bored... i'm running out of things to do... and it's just the beginning of the holidays... haiz... why do i live such a boring life... i feel as if i have very little friends... nobody chats with me on msn unless they need a favour or want to ask me something... nobody chats with me for nothing... not even a call or a text message on my handphone... i just have a phone so that people can contact me when we have to meet or something... nobody can call me for nothing... i don't even get a random chat from anyone... haiz... i'm have no friends... i'm just a below averge kid... haiz...

Damn... i must be the unluckiet person in the world... i fell sick on the first day of my holiday... damn... the was this strange pain at the space right under my rib... damn uncomfortable... not gastric, not stomache flu, not stomache... something new... but as usual... the doctor is last to come when i'm sick... i struggle with the pain while sleeping... had a tough night... the pain keeps coming and going... i was moaning and groaning... not because of some adult activites... but it's because the pain was unbearable and i did not want to wake the family... as sun raise, i tried to go wash up... but when i got up, i got dizzy and felt like vomitting... it was terrible... so i laid back and continued to rest till i felt better... when my mama came and check on me, i told her everything... she got me po zi ye... the chinese medicine... the one in the tube with damn lot of little balls... after taking them, i felt much better... lesser discomfort... my mama suspected that i got food poisoning... either that or because of all the beating yesterday... maybe either one of the ladies had hit my stomach too hard or something... i can't remember much on wheather they had hit my stomach or anything... whole day of porriage was terrible... not filling and tasteless... damn... what a terrible start for a wonderful holiday... i the end i could not go gyming and 640(code name for marjong) today... haiz... i think i'll go gym on wednesday instead... but one thing good about not gyming today was that my ache was delayed... but the ache were minimum... at least now my chest is bigger than my hand... now time to grow back my shoulders... my arms had shrunk quite some bit since last night... damn... i hate falling sick... it makes my body shrink... and come to think of it, i've been falling sick a little too frequently... damn... must be the late nights... how i wish there were more than 24 hours a day... it's so hard to commit to everything i do...


Damn... the bubbles on my hands are not decreasing... they seem to be reproducing... unlike Tricia's water babies, my bubbles are reproducing!! shit man... i've not done anything to them for almost a week already.. not even applying the cream the doctor gavesold me... i don't even remember where i have left them... it's so troublesome to apply the cream... i've only applied it once and i know it's troublesome already... damn... the bubbles are all over my hands so i just smear the cream all over my hands before i go to bed... and that means i can't rub my eyes... it's a habit that i have to rub my eyes before i sleep... cause whenever i rub my eyes, i get this little "high" feeling and get tired... then i can fall asleep... but with the cream on, i hand to hold my hands together and not touch anything... i don't want to hard the cream all over my bed and things... and with the cream on, i can't rub my eyes too... who know what side effects there are if the cream enters my eyes... i might have giant bubble eyes like a goldfish the next morning or something... i'm not risking it... guess i'll have to apply the cream tonight... if not who know what will happen to my hands... damn... i'm going to have another tough night tonight... haiz... it sucks to be me...

WHHOOO man... what a day... so much to learn... break 1 was pathetic... only Jerry and Charlene... Chan joined later... met up with some old friends in food haven and had a great chat... after many weeks at E1 canteen, i felt that Food Haven should be renamed... it should be called Food Heaven... damn... i finally had a chance to eat proper good food... food in school had never tasted that good... and i miss queueing at the little corner for Economic Rice... haha... miss those old days where everyone come down together and have a great time together... haha...


Break 2 was great... learnt a lot of stuff from Chris...taught me some strumming and stuff... gotta work on it... then almost the whole team left before meet 3 except Bryce... we used the presentation that Gene prepared for presentation... it was terrible... we were damn unlucky... after being short of men power, a guest came to watch our class operate... and so unluckily, she came for the last presentation... which is my presentation... damn... anyway, we managed to get passed this time round... a little nervous up there in front of a guest... haha... anyway, it's over... no point pushing on the past... haha...


After school had Pepper Lunch with HuiJun, Yvonne, Jasmin, C&C and Jerry... damn... i got physically abused so much... slap, punch and pinches were all i get for the evening... damn... HJ pinch me damn hard until i got a blue-black on the back of my arm... shit man... this is child abuse... must keep on controlling all the pain... i think i can put myself in the Hall of Shame for being killed by girls when i die... damn... but at least i'm think i'm getting used to shopping soon... trying very hard to not say, "Can we go yet?" or "I'm tired.." which doing shopping with the ladies... but the worst thing about going shopping with this group is that HJ and Jasmin are both equally crazy... they bring be to girl's underwear shop and try them out on me... no that i wear any of them... but they put the bra over my chest and say, "Not big enough" and stuf like that... they even out G-Strings and panties in front of my waist... damn... i'll make a good manequin in the future... i can go be a female underwear model... shit man... i think these ladies are making me gay...

Shit man... i've pushed so hard yesterday... and i don't feel a shit today... dammit... i feel like shit... no ache means no progress... damn... i really need to push harder... this morning, the pushing had already begin... 50 push ups, 10 bicep and 10 shoulder... damn... it's not enough... but at least it starts the day... i'll be gyming again on saturday... which is tomorrow... i better not have a delayed ache... it used to be 2 days before it ache... recently it only take 1 day before it aches... it better not go back to the 2 day ache... i must gym tomorrow and push all the way... gonna have to grow... Sentosa, here i come... must be well motivated... cause it's a public holiday on thursday... therefore there will be a lot of people... so there will be lots of girls to watch... and to be fair to them, i'll have to let them have some guys to watch... haha... WHHOOO!!! so no harm gyming a little more...