I had the best dream in my life... it all seemed so real... the sight, sound and smell were all too real to be true... but it's still a dream after all... what can i do... somethings are just so hard to forget... how i wish someone would hypnotise me and make me forget the stuff i want to forget... haiz...


Enough of myself... as much as i want to forget somethings, i really forgot to do things... i forgot to blog about something that happened yesterday... haha... here goes... my enterprise facilitator is the best... she is the most unique... she has curly hair, a funky pair of specticles and a very bubbly/happy character... and she is in her 60s... WHHOOO!!! how often do you see such a cool oldlady? and guess what she did for us? instead of buying pizza like every other facilitator we tried so hard to persude, she brought YU SHEN!!! the lao yu shen thing where you throw this bunch of stuff into the air while shouting all the chinese idioms hoping the stuff would fall back into the plate... it happens only during the CNY... and i like to eat it... haha... about anyway, we had a great time in class... be it preparing or throwing the stuff or eating... except for the part where my stomach felt a little funny because i ate the leftovers which was left on the table for about 2 hours... haha... this yu shen includes raw food... oh well, too bad for me... haha...



Ok.. now for today... i woke up in the morning and realised i just slept in a pig sty...

Damn my bed is messy... and damn, i'm not going to make it any neater... what's the point? it's going to be messy again the next morning... i'll wait till an hour before someone is coming to visit me before i make my bed... haha... and i discover something new... my bro's bed position's feng shui is damn good... so cooling lor... i realised it only when i climbed onto his bed to close the windows this morning... so much feng at his bed cause it's just under the window... and so much shui when it rains... haha... there was one occasion where his bed was soaked... i like the windows opened when it's raining cause it's damn cooling... but one fine day, it was raining freaking heavily... i only realised it was soaked when i climbed on his bed to close the windows... when my sink into the bed, a puddle of water appeared... haha... it was damn wet... but it's ok... cause my bro was in camp that day... haha...


W15H WON THE PHOTO THINGY COMPETITION!!! WHHOOO!!! A MILLION THANKS TO HUIYAN FOR THE PHOTO EDIT!!! THANKS FOR GETTING RID OF MY PIMPLES IN THE PICTURE!!! 3 CHEERS FOR HUIYAN!!! "HIPHIP.. HORRAAYYY!!!"X3... damn... we have won ourselves a 1GB thumb drive each!!! WHHOOO!!! my first thumb drive in RP... i learnt the importance of a thumb drive over the time spent in RP... i was waiting for someone to loose their thumb drive in front of me but it did not happen... now that i have one, i'm going to be a happy man showing off the thumb drive to everyone else... haha...


I'm thinking once... i'm thinking twice... i'm thinking thrice... i'm thinking fries... shit... i'm thinking of food again... haha... damn... i finally get a dose of pineapple tarts yesterday... damn nice... it rocks... but i think my first ulcer is out... but it's ok... haha...


I finally typed a decent RJ in 15 weeks and 3 days... haha... i did it while waiting for the rest to come for gym... i typed a hell lot... and when i bring the whole text into MS Words, there were a hell lot of spelling errors... shit man... i can't believe it... i'm too reliant on all the free spelling checks on the computer... i know my spelling is terrible... but not to such an extend... shit man... i better go learn my spelling... haha...


Haiz... my ideas are all so dry today... i shall not continue if not i'm gonig to bore everyone... haiz...

What a sad day... i never get to do what i teach... haiz... it's not because i don't want to, but i can't... today, i influenced my classmates to play Viwawa... and guess what.. a hand full of them started playing... and now there is not enough space for me to play... haiz... and now they all level faster than me... haiz... i'm such a loser... haiz.. again...


After school, i went to the arcade again... with Jerry this time... we spent $10 each... haha... really had fun, but my body is so tired now... all the shooting and stuff... i better start controlling my expanses... i cannot anyhow spend now... it's not CNY shopping everyday... haiz...

Ok peepoo... i'm not going to do any "Back to the Future" shit today... if you are interested, you can go read Jasmin or Tricia or HuiJun's blog... ok.. HuiJun don't have a blog... but she takes so many photos... i really wonder where do they go to... maybe her secret blog where she can make all the spelling errors in the world... anyway, this entry will only be about what i did... any other events, you can go read anyone else's blog and learn more about what i did if you see my name in other people's entry...


Firstly, Sunday... First Aid Course day... damn tiring... went all over the night before and slept pretty late... and woke up freaking early... during the morning class, i was struggling to keep my eyes open... i was falling asleep whenever possible... my eyes were always falling... the worst part is that we were doing theory... i miss the textbooks... but it's ok... i miss my sleep even more... learnt to do lots of bandaging... haha... really had fun...



Sorry man.. You've been kissed a little too many times...



No future, No money, No coffin...



HEAD INJURY!!!


For other evening detail for that day, go read someone else's blog... Now for yesterday... went Sake Sushi with Jasmin, HuiJun, Tricia, Charlene and Chan... ate freaking lot... but it's ok... i have a $30 voucher from my dad... haha... you want pictures, go see other people's blogs... it's all there... just ignore the parts where other bloggers are jealous of my stupidity... after all the eat, went to the arcade with Chan while the girls go for their ******** shopping... haha... ended up spending $25 in the arcade with Chan... it's all worth while though... spending some quality time with friends.. is harmless...


Nothing much today... just that i spent quite some time on Maplestory... until i discovered the magic of Viwawa!!! kept on playing just now... and well, i lose a lot too... haiz... the game is cultivating gambling addicts... and i got my experience... after losing damn lot, i keep wanting to win more... and when i win, i want to win even more... until i realised i was out of control before stopping... haiz... this is real bad man... i'm a potential gambler who will go home drunk everyday and beat up my wife and kids... shit man... i'm not going to gamble anymore... it's not nice... anyway, i met a handful RP peeps in there too... chat with them until i lose... haiz... i really can't multi-task... haiz... i think i really reflect very badly on STA students... i go disturb the other RP players... like saying, "If i tell you whether i'm a male or female, i'll have to kill you" and "I'll be naked tomorrow, so do say hi when you see me"... haiz... i think i've given those SEG people a very bad impression of STA peeps... sorry for the bad reputation STA, but it happens...


I think i have an extremely poor sense of identity... so lousy that now i'm beginning to think that i've no identity... why do everyone think i'm from any other schools other than STA? my facilitator thought i was from SHL because of my built, others think im from SAS because i have a "science guy" look... haiz... i think it's because of the 'A' behind 'STA'... the 'A' represents 'Art'.. and that sucks... look at me man... i a walking art piece... the only problem is that my art is a little harder to appreciate... so i'm no longer an art student? ha.. what crap... and why do i say that i think i have no identity? it's because my visual identity is taken by Tricia to be used as art pieces in her class white board... and the drawing is terrible... AND EVERYONE CAN GUESS THAT SHE DREW ME!!! SO I MUST HAVE LOOK THAT TERRIBLE!!! AHHH!!! no future, no money, no looks, no girlfriend.. i think i can go join the CPR dummy in the Red Cross HQ... haiz...


I've lost my pineapple tarts craving after all the gambling... haiz... this is bad... i was expecting myself to fall sick tomorrow after eating all those tarts... but looks like it's not going to happen... haiz... in the future, i'm not going to play anything when i'm having food cravings... i'll just go chiong food in the future... food is more important...


I need a little screwdriver as soon as possible... if not my spectacles is going to fall apart before CNY... and i'll have to hold the lens before my eyes to go visiting and let my relatives have a good laugh at me... or i can try to steal my brother's contact lens and put them on.. and walk into walls, people, fish tanks and my relatives' neighbour's houses and get extra red packets during visiting... haiz... hope the screw would stay on for the next many days... most probably till the day it comes off before i get a new pair of spectacles...


I think i'm addicted to the Maroon 5 song that Tricia had introduced... but strangely, only the chorus sounds good... haiyo... how i wish there is a perfect song... a song where all my favourite genres come together... Rock n' Roll, Metal, Oldies, Classical and all... damn... dreaming of the impossible is not easy...


Everybody's happiness is my misery... haiz... when i forgot to bring my water bottle, you'll never imagine how many people felt happy about it... and when i felt werid about carrying a relatively empty bag, everyone is happy again... somethings are very important to me... and so happen that my water bottle is one of them... my bottle is very special... it keeps me warm when i'm cold and hydrates me when i'm crossing the Sahara... without the bottle, i'll die in class... so that's how important it so to me... i know whenever i hang it on my side, it hits everything i walk by... but it's ok.. i guess... i need this metal properties of it to contain hot water when i'm cold... why the hell i'm i talking science? damn.. my SAS look must be coming back...


Haiz... enough talking... i need my sleep badly... goodnight world... there are 4 girls at this very moment who are happily playing majong at this hour... by the way, it's 12.05 now... i bet there will be lots of "You want to skip a not?" tomorrow... haha...

When i tell you i don't like it, please stop... i have a soft sopt for you, but don't push it... i'll beat you up if it's the only way to get my message across... let my enjoy my last few days of the semester...


Haiz... i've not gotten any call... i'm starting to worry... haiz...

I think i've made quite some achievements today... my shopping and walking skills have level up... haha... i've got the same spending ability Tricia... but i don't have the same spending power as her... i don't have so much money... haha... my taste for fashion had improved too... haha... now i'm bothered to take time off to browse the clothes in a shop... haha... let me share my story... haha...

WHHOOO!!! skipped a whole day of school... it had never felt any better in my life... haha... but it's a pity that my sleep was still limited... all because of a damn construction at my neighbour's place due to some renovation and i had to wake up early for another day of SHOPPING!!! supposed to meet HuiJun and Jasmin at YCK last cabin... but as usual, when i try to contact HuiJun, her handphone is in silent... i think she bought a bad handphone... her phone seem to have a silent mode only... what's the point of having a silent handphone when there are people trying to contact her? anyway, i reached the last cabin waiting area at 10.20am... on the dot... and they were not there... so i tried calling HuiJun because i did not know Jasmin was joining us... and as expected from a phone in silent mode, she did not answered... until i tried calling about the third time.. when the train was arriving... at the moment, i was on my way to check whether the ladies were waiting for me at the first cabin... but i was damn wrong... in the end, they were still in the last cabin and i had to run all the way back to the end of the train to meet them... what a warm up for a happy day... haha...

Headed down to HabourFront to meet Tricia... went Vivo for a whole lot of shopping... haha... bought 2 tops from TopMen... and i saw this really nice t-shirt and jacket in AX... but it's freaking expensive... haha... nothing there seemed to cost any lesser than a hundred... haha... later, i saw a really nice shirt in River Island... but i did not buy it... it cost $95... lucky i did not get it... you'll know why later... anyway, after a hell lot of shopping in VivoCity, we headed down to Far East to meet Akina and Jerry... did a little(actually it's quite a lot) of walking... soon after, HuiJun and Tricia prepared for their hair-cut... Akina, Jerry and i went for round 2 walk in Far East... i saw this bermudas which was quite nice... i waited for my fashion consultant to be done with her hair-cut before i bought it... haha... later Jean GaryYvonne and HuiYan came... then Charlene, Raphael and Nerissa(Raph's girlfriend) came along after lessons... almost all of W15H came... YanQin had better stay at home and grow her red blood cells back... and Chan had his own problems... so all were there except the both of them... when all are ready, we headed for this Thai restaurant for dinner... after dinner, we had the last shopping in Far East before heading for Taka... the Charles' Angels(Jasmin, HuiJun, Tricia) had their extended shopping in Far East before heading down to Taka... at Taka, Nerissa did her super fast window shopping... wah.. i tell you, she damn pro... we hardly had time to rest... haha... poor Raphael... anyway, when Charles' Angels reached Taka, the remainding group headed for Wheelock for a drink at Coffee Bean and plan for the Feb activities... the Charles' Angels continued with their shopping till they are done and met us up... had a little planning before leaving...

Oh yeah, i forgot to mention that i bought a pair of Converse shoe in Left Foot... and i got 2 left shoeit costed me $119... it's crazy... haha... and it's going to last me a life-time... so peeps, no more shoe stepping games... if not i'll have to make you all pay me $5 per step... haha... this pair of shoes is going to follow me to my grave... so please, respect the shoes a little...

I've spent a total of $200+ today... it sounds real crazy... but it happened... haiz... now i really need a job... i need to cover up my loses and fuel my new hobby!!! haha...


Freaking tired now... i need to get all the sleep i can get... haha... i'll leave some pictures behind for viewing pleasure... and to shut some people who always complain that my blog is too wordy and boring because there were no pictures...

The ladies w/o Tricia and HuiJun

5 smelly feet trying very hard to be artistic

3 dead tired guys

I tried to draw some tiger strips on my jeans with my new paint brush today...



Haha... just a little accident while play around... standard thing... boys always have rough play... haha... the photo was taken about 1 hour after i got cut... it looks pretty bad now... haha... but it's ok... i have a long life after all... haha... and my jeans love whipped potato from KFC...


Today is a day filled with mixed feelings... had very happy and stressful moments... i'll start with the stressful moments... i had to be the bearer of bad news... 'O' Levels results are out and out of 7 people, only 3 people had gotten what they had expected... congrats to HuiYan,JunXiang and HongKi for the good grades... and i'm really sorry for everyone else... especially Yvonne... i did not dare to tell her her results... i'm really sorry... i was under a lot of stress... i did not want to upset you... but i know you can do better the next time... stay happy... Sherman got an E8 too... the last time he got a C6... damn... i'm a jinx man... haiz... anyway, to brighten up the mood, Jasmine got straight "A"s... "A" for absent!!! haha...

Now for the happy part... had lots of fun and games...played this very interesting card game, Citadel with the boys in W34G... it required a lot of thinking... and guess who lost.. again... it's non other than Ali!!! haha... damn loser... i came in 3rd.. from the back... and front... haha... not too bad for a first timer... haha... next week we are going to 'chiong' games next week... Sherman is going to bring all this games and share it with us... haha...


Rushed down to Marina Square after school to meet up with W15H... no alumni band due to the release of 'O' results... i did not gymed because i only received news about the alumni band practise while i was bathing... i had all my clothes in the toilet already and did not bothered to get a new set... if not i'll have to walk about the house naked to get my new set of clothes... but anyway, headed down and had a little chat with everyone... then i went for a walk at Suntec with Tricia, HuiJun and Charlene... the ladies did a little shopping... and we tried this super nice waffle... haha... quite a nice place too... next time, if i ever get a girlfriend, i'll bring her there for a nice meal... haha... later we went to this magical sky garden for cam-whoring... well, not me at least... i was only there is an extra... where i did stupid pose to blend in with the girls beating me up pose... more information and pictures on Tricia's blog i think... anyway, i was pretty badly abused... when one stop, the other must continue... Jasmin just reduced her beatings on me... and now Tricia HAVE TO continue it... but Tricia does worst things... she pull my hair and nipple twister me... haiz... even HuiJun joined in by videoing me getting abused... haiz... in no time i'm going to lose my hair... haiz... i've no time for Beijing101... i have better things to do... if you want to pull, by all means, go ahead... but please make sure my hair don't fall... i need them... haha... and i saw this little music box in Suntec... damn nice... spin the handle and you get SWAN LAKE!!! but only one little section... the excting part comes after than... but it don't work that far... i want to buy the music box one day... see when i'll be back there... and hopefully i remember...


Having the long ride to City Hall was great... i had a great nap... and had a hard time waking up... everytime i open my eyes, i would fall back into sleep almost immediately... haha... slept all the way to City Hall... lucky Jerry called me... if not i would have bounced back to Woodlands... haha...


I hate being the bearer of bad news... after today, i don't know why, but all my past memories of the 'O' Levels result collection day are back... it's as if i've relived my past... i did not meet my expectations too... and now i have to tell others that they had not met their expectations... all the "I should have.." line came back into my mind and i feel very bad about myself... i feel like crying my fears out... but i had to be strong... after all it's all over... i could do nothing... this memories will only motivate me to work even harder for myself... it's not going to bring my confidence down... i know i've not taken the wrong path.. and i don't know if i've taken the right one too... but most importantly, let your heart guide you and you can never be wrong... be confident of your choice... and live life to the fullest... a smile can warm a million hearts... so just stay happy...


Just read the stuff on the class bolg by some anonymous person... very inspirational... i really like it... i've learnt things that i've never thought of... thank you very much.. for the long post which brought my picture to the bottom... and for the lesson you've thought...


I can't wait for tomorrow... it's going to be one hell of a day... mass shopping and everything with W15H... i hope i enjoy myself and hope my hair stays intact... no regrets skipping school... don't be late people... cause i might just be a little late... it's in my blood nowadays... it can't be helped... haha...

I've just stole something from PepperLunch... i'm an evil theif and i've just attained evil karma... AHHH!!! I'M EVIL!!! I STOLE A MENU FROM PEPPERLUNCH BY ACCIDENT!!!



I've been exposed... my beautiful future is gone just like that... Charlene, why do you have to do this to me? i swear Jasmine was nakednot naked... it's just some class thing we did... i'm a decent guy who like girls... nothing else... don't believe Charlene too much, she tells lies at times... haha... still go and add the red circle on me... now everyone knows i'm not a decent boy...


Tried to gym in school during the second break today... it did not work... cause the damn gym is open to students from 4-8pm only... haiz... wasted my time... i bathed in school... it was quite refreshing haha... felt a lot more alert after the shower... head to W25K to help Shi Fool with her science powerpoint... it's crazy man... explain so much... haha... had an interesting time recalling all the stuff...


Did some research on evil songs today... those songs with a demonic meaning behind the lyrics and song which have a totally different set of lyrics when played in reverse... Shi Fool was interested and we researched together and exchanged knowledge... damn scary... i think Shi Fool got possessed for something... she was so crazy and keep on talking about satanic and demonic stuff even after the conversation ended... siao already... she is beginning to scary me... she better slow down on those songs and stuff... i don't know what she'll do if she is really possessed... i don't want to be responsible for anything... haha...


Went a little shopping with Yvonne after school... maybe i should rephrase... i went to watch Yvonne shop after school... haha... anyway, we walked quite a lot... and at one shop, Yvonne spent about 15 minutes in the changing room with 2 dresses... i got a little worried... i thought she either fainted in the changing room because there were little space and she hit her head against something while trying to change.. or she just tried the 2 dresses over and over again for 15 minutes... in the end, both assumptions were wrong... the sales lafy tried very hard to sell their product and Yvonne ended up trying 8 dresses... haha...


I think SBS has a problem with me... the eat my 2 cents i'm fine with it already... that one i've long forgotten... but now, the waiting time for bus is so damn long... i'm already respecting their bus CAPTIANS although they are not flying any plane or guiding any boats... i'm trying to respect the fact that they got their status from the 2 cents increase... but that does not mean they can take their time to pick the passangers... wah... i waited so damn long... i was so damn sleepy... my legs were so damn tired... my eyelids were so damn heavy... my shoulders were so damn tired... and the bus captains were so damn slow... haiz...


I need my B tomorrow... wish me luck for my test... and good luck to Yvonne, HuiYan, Sister and all those who have took their 'O' Levels... i know it's no point wishing you all luck now, but with you luck for.. staying alive after getting your results... be it you being so sad you want to commit suicide or you being so happy you forget to look out for cars while crossing the road... haha... stay happy...

I'm really tired now and i can't be bothered to do up a proper entry... i still have many thing that i want to do... so by reducing the elaborations, i'll have more time for myself... i know many of you would be quite glad... haha... but just this once i'm doing it...


School was interesting... the problem was so easy yet so complex... i overlooked it... stupid me... the school is reserving all the hard problems for the end... that's not so nice... it just make me want to skip school again...


TV is poison... everyone is addicted... i don't see the joy of watching TV... i think it's a waste of time...


I feel like singing All Out of Love by Air Supply now... haiz...


THE END

Haiz... today's problem suck.. real badly... see... RP never let their students rest... when we just finish a problem, we have to get another one... RP is full of problems... so troublesome... haiz... science is my forte... until today... i think i can go commit suicide... so difficult lor... i don't even know today's learning objective... 2 page long problem... 16 questions in worksheet... and guess how the facilitator started our day... "Today's problem is quite difficult. I feel that way too"... haiz... how to start? it's so demoralising... if the facilitator finds it difficult, how in the blue hell are the students suppose to find the problem any easier? haiz... i feel like skipping lesson today... but where can i go if i were to skip? library? damn... i'm not going to that man... i feel like a loser that way... i rather look forward to friday plans and my upcoming interview... haiz... i think i've finally figured out today's learning objective... and that's to not build any fence of any shape around any source in twilight zone... wherever that is man... this problem is a massacre... W34G will go for a mass suicide soon... haiz...


This morning sucked... in fact, the whole day sucked... the morning was spoilt when the damn SMRT tried to be funny.. which did not work... all the TV in the station were showing "DISRUPTION" and stuff under... and who in the blue hell cares if there is a bloody disruption along Bukit Shit to Paseris? occasionally show us the damn message the way the show us propaganda advertisements can already what... put the damn black screen up there for 24 hours is not going to help fix any problem... in the end, the commuters were all standing there like idiots wondering if the train is coming anytime soon... and what's worst is that i ended up boarding the train which ends in Yishun after waiting for god-knows-how-long... if the freaking TV just show us some damn shit information which are more useful to us, i would be in Woodlands with a smile on my damn face... so freaking troublesome... and the new voice over, is annoying... why sound so happy? i think they need 2 voice overs... a sad one in the day and a happy one in the night... everybody is so sick of going to school and work, then play a happy woman's voice in the train... i tell you, i feel damn.. damn... haiz... they are trying so hard to make our day but the fact is that they are spoiling our day... having a sad voice in the morning would fit the atmosphere and the mood of everyone... and why a happy voice in the evening? cause it's time to go home!!! everyone is happy man... fit the atmosphere man... and i think there is a secret agenda behind all the new voice over or something... i think the voice is trying to attack our sub-conscious minds... when you play the voice in reverse, there is another message like "Pay Tax!!" or "PAP loves your money" or something... the new voice is trying to cheat our money or something... wha.. lucky i clever... i listen to my music loudly so i don't hear the evil message... haha... this is crap man... SMRT seems to be trying very hard to add a "A" into their "SMRT"... but guess what? it's not working with me... try harder man...


I think the magazine "SEVENTEEN" is really scary... i think they practise some black magic or voodoo shit... their horoscope damn accurate... especially the weakness part... how did they know that i've been running late lately? so scary lor... haiz...


Today's interview was nothing much... just fill a form and they asked me some questions... the end... but i pray i get the job... i need the money to carry out my new hobby-to-be... haha... anyway, after everything, i had dinner at BJ with Charlene and YanQin... talked quite a lot... and i competed who can say more chinese idioms with Charlene... amazingly, i lasted quite long... until YanQin took over... then all the complex idioms start to come out... sometimes i really wonder if what she is saying are really idioms... she might just be putting 4 chinese characters together and making sure it sounds nice and profound... damn... to be honest, i did not understand any of the idioms she mentioned... haha... that's the disadvantage of competing with some chinese pro... haha... we talked quite a lot too... but i can't remember any of the topics that we spoke of... haha... but one thing that is most spoke of is the end of the world... haha... it's the most common topic ever... i've talked about it with different groups of W15H people about it... it's like about the 4th or 5th time today... haha... very interesting topic...


I've finally downloaded the songs that i've been wanting since yesterday!!! haha... first time i download stuff... now my bro can't cheat my money... ask him to help me download a few songs also so difficult... he say that he download by albums... and say he'll charge me $20 per album... wha... i rather go buy the original... but the problem is that i don't know where to find it... haha... now that i've found it, i can show him my magic finger and run away from home... if not he might beat me up... haha... then i can't fight back.. yet... cause had did some close combat training in BMT... so when i've entered the army then i'll fight with him... haha... and by then he'll be out of the army with a giant belly... haha... loser... i've gotten myself a fool proof plan... and my bro is such a fool... so now it's more than a fool proof plan... haha...


I wish i could sing a song... it's a interestingly funny song... but a very nice one... well, not the whole content are expected from there... you'll know when you see the lyrics... just exclude all the sex contents...

Be My Valentine-- Don & Drew
Girl you don’t know me but I sure know you
From the long black hair to the size of your shoes
I’ve met your brother, and spoken to some of your friends
But darling that’s where it ends

Cuz baby all I want do is talk to you
To buy you a drink, maybe buy you some food
But I’m a geek, and nervous half of the time
So would you be, would you be my…

Be my valentine
We’ll go out about town to dine
Be my valentine
I’ll get you drunk on cheap red wine
Be my valentine
Now that’s when I’ll touch your behind
If you’d be my valentine
That would be so, fine

I’ll pretend to like the restaurants you pick
I will even sit through yet another chick flick
And if we argue, I’ll let you win the fight
Just as long as I get to have sex that night

But all you ever want to do is sit and talk
And go for one of those damn long walks
I just wanna see you naked, is that a crime?
So I’m asking you, would you be my…

Be my valentine
You’ll have your clothes off in no time
Be my valentine
Our bodies will be entwined
Be my valentine
Don’t tell me I’m not your kind
If you’re not my valentine
I will break your, spine

Baby you’re a honey, baby you’re a fox
I treasure you more than my Xbox
I’d run butt naked on the street if you ask me to

And even if you’re angry and you kick me in the nuts
I’m the only guy who’ll never ever hate your guts
So please say you will cuz baby I’m asking you

Be my valentine
Baby you look so fine
Be my valentine
And your bum is just divine
Would you be my valentine
Please please don’t decline
Would you be my valentine
Baby baby can’t you read the sign
Would you be my valentine
You stupid girl just be mine
Would you be my valentine
Our body fluids must combine
You’ll continue my bloodline
Be my valentine
The mole I have I swear it’s benign
Don’t treat me like Frankenstein
Be my valentine
I have no more words to rhyme

(really?)Except for lime

My damn laptop has a FV... bad english... my laptop have some FV... you want to know what's a "FV"? well, simple... it's a Fucking Virus... well, i'm using short cuts to reduce the vulgarities in this entry... anyway, there is a freaking hell lot of problems on my laptop now... all the unnecessary problems and stuff... so annoying... i don't know what this FV is devouring in my laptop, but i want it to stop damn soon... so much problems... haiz...

And strangely, my MSN had grown a brain of it's own... a fully functional one in fact... it can help me make decisions... help me send all sorts of crap to my contacts without my knowledge... see, it can make decisions... i know my MSN nicks says "101 decisions... left to make..." but the damn MSN don't have to help me make decisions like that... it's so unnecessary... this must be the cause of another FV... so peeps, unless you know that i'm sending you something, please just reject every other things that my account sends to you... it's just a FV helping me make decisions and passing more FVs to your computer... haiz...


Haiz... sundays are never interesting... well, this sunday was a little special.. but still not very interesting... i studied from the up coming enterprise UT... it's my last C+ among all the other B/+ predicted grade... i want to make it a straight B... at least my GPA would rise from last semester... last semester i still had some Cs i guess... but it's not important now... i need to score for this UT...


Went for a walk with Yvonne and YanQin in the evening... headed to Newton to see them eat before heading down to Orchard for a walk... walked at Far East and the ladies did a little shopping of their own... i was damn sleepy... sorry for being a spoiler... i kept yawning and sighing throughout the whole time... and i also got a little education about girls clothing... we also had a little adventure tour at the new underpass at Orchard... haha... i know i was kind of stupid... but we learnt a new way about Orchard... haha...


I finally got myself a job interview... all thanks to Yvonne... the holidays are coming and i really hope to start work on the last week of school... at least get a head start first... but i should not think too much first... hopefully i get accepted for the job... then i'll have additional money for shopping!! haha... but i'll need to sacrifice quite a lot of time though... no more rubber time for me... and i'm beginning to feel that i have too much commitment nowadays... i need to do a freaking lot of planning... haiz...


I think i'm getting a siao peh disease... even while playing games, i keep on saying "siao peh!!"... haha... i completed Jeanne D'Arc today... quite interesting... pretty challenging... good game overall... i plan not to touch my PSP for the next few days... i need my mind to settle down after the end of a story... just like reading, i can't read books non-stop... cause the idea of the the previous story will still be fresh in my mind and i'll get confused with the new story... it's the same as RPG games... each game has a story to tell... well, i've just finished one... so time to take a break... i've passed my PSP to my sis and asked her to run somewhere far away... i don't want to see it for the next few days... but sad to say, my bro brought the PSP charger into camp by accident... so she'll have to make do with 2 bars of batteries for the next 3 days... strangely, everytime i try to be nice to her, it never work out... haiz... too bad for her... she got to learn to live a better live... haha...

Haiz... i'm in a very neutral mood today... i don't know why... i just feel so lost... i have no direction to work towards to... i don't know if i feel happy or sad... i can't tell.. honestly... i don't know what to do with myself... i'm so lost in myself... haiz...


My grades had finally made me proud... culture UT grade is out... i got a fairly average grade... i got a C... or a C+... i can't remember which...but more importantly, my predicted grade had became a B... now i can chill a little on culture lessons... damn lazy... i might skip school next week to go round 2 of shopping with Tricia and HuiJun... so now i can consider skipping without any worries... haha... now i have 4 B/+ and one C for my predicted grade... haha... i pray that my UT will bring my last C to a B at least...

My maths daily grade had surprised me too... i got a C for coming to school for an hour only... and guess what, my facilitator still commented, "Hope you will have a prepared mind next week"... haha... i'll need to stay for one more lesson to complete my 14 good grades... that C is not going into my 14 daily grade... at least a B... haha... i'm a little demanding... but it's ok i guess... a little pressure on myself is quite ok...


The company that called me yesterday did not call me back... i waited the whole afternoon... until i got so tired i fell asleep... haiz... how often will a job find you? damn... it happened to me twice only... now i'll have to go and find the job... haiz... how troublesome... there goes my easy money... i should have just entertained the fellow yesterday... haiz... learnt an important lesson... and that is not to answer calls from stranger... i rather not know about the shortlisting than to fall in disappointment when i don't get a call back... haiz...


I read the "Seventeen" magazine that Jasmin left in my bag... nothing much in there... so much pictures, so little words... and it also show the complexity of what girls do... some things in there are all so elaborated... hair also have different hairstyle for different occasion... haha... i really don't understand something in there... guess that's what makes girls girls...


Haiz... i don't know what's wrong with me... i my mind is blank... and yet there is so much in there... so much things to decide... so much things to think about... and now there are other things trying to get into my head... i want them so much yet i don't want them... sometimes i really wish my thoughts could just be reality... and if they were not reality, i rather not have such thoughts... haiz... what is happening to me... my life is in a mess again... i need a solution... happiness is no longer with me... i can't be happy now... neither can i be sad... i'm so lost in my emotions... i can't take it anymore... somethings are just impossible with me... haiz... i've lost my mean in life... my purpose is blurred... i've lost my direction... no direction to walk towards... i'm stagnant... i'm dead in a living body... haiz...

WHHOOO!!! LIGHTS, CAMERA, ACTION!!! W34G had a massive photo taking session today... a hell lot of cameras and a couple of dirtily posed pictures... haha... and that does not make me a horny bastard... haha... after all the photo taking in class, we headed down for our official photo taking... did lots of gay shit... but the stupid Ali made me lose my chance to do my trademark pose when he insisted on putting his arm around mine... damn gay... now W34G had missed a chance to keep my trademark pose in memory... haiz...


Ok... before i want to get my fingers busy, i want to thank a hand full of people today... and these people are no other than Tricia, Jasmin, HuiJun and Jerry... thanks damn lot for helping me fix my disgusting sense of fashion... haha... i want to give all of you a million "Thank You"s... so no $150 red packet from me now... haha...

Dined at some wanton heaven with the people mentioned above and YanQin... she came all the way down to join us for dinner and tried to become my guardian for the blood donation... i was underage and needed parental consent... but too bad, it failed... haha...

After the super good wanton that melts in your mouth, YanQin left for her activities and the rest of us headed down to Bugis Street for shopping... damn... shopping had never been this fun... i did not need to use my brain... cause i have a bunch of pretty ladies with a supreme sense of fashion to help me make my decisions... haha... my words might be a little sweeter today... cause they had done so much for me... haha... anyway, everything seemed to be good looking to them... and they have all this strange formulas to dress up a person.. what skin tone, matching and everything... i'm too stupid to understand... but still not as stupid as Ali... haha... anyway, with all the fashion consultancy with these ladies, i finally got my first set of CNY clothes... well, it cost me quite some bit, but i'm not complaining... and guess what, Yvonne will be really glad to hear this... i did not complain the whole time... haha... you can ask the ladies and Jerry... i said nothing about feeling their and spending money... haha... all my self-control paid off... haha... although i do drop a little hints to Jerry once in a while, but they are hints after all, not complains... haha... and the ladies are damn pro... they shopped without an objective and they still ended up with bags of bags... haha... from today onwards, Tricia, Jasmin and HuiJun will be my fashion consultant... shopping will never be the same again... haha... once i find my printing money machine, i'll become a woman and SHOP!!!

Shopping had never been easy... it's a energy consuming thing... maybe that's how girls stay so fit... anyway, after everything, we found an interesting french fries shop at the basement in Bugis Junction... Yello Fella i think... not bad... it really tasted good... more info on Tricia's and Jasmin's blog...

Jasmin damn weak today... first one to complain about aching legs and being tired... haha... i better not complain about her now... after all, she did a great job being my fashion consultant and QC... haha... thanks again...


I think i've found my money printing machine... or maybe, the money printing machine had found me... haha... i received a class from some company saying that i was shortlisted for an interview... damn... it's the second time already... they say they want to hire polytechnic students and the job is not very time consuming... there is a wide range of jobs such as marketing, advertising and stuff... as usual, advertising caught my eye... haha... hopefully advertising is not giving out flyers and stuff... if not i'll need a lighter with me... and it's not because i want to smoke at work, but to burn all the flyers and get my money... haha... anyway, they mentioned that i can earn $500-$700 in 3 weeks... sounds like good money... haha... hopefully this is some genuine company that hires people to do honest work... i don't want to go there and let them steal my pants... cause my wallet is in there... hopefully i can get this job if they do decent stuff... i'll treat my friends to a meal with my first pay... and the rest will be investments... investments for my clothes and stuff!! haha... at least now i know who to look for when i want to shop... the company will call me back tomorrow cause when they called me today, i was in Bugis Junction and it was damn noisy... so i asked them to call back tomorrow... haha...


Majority of us are forming an opinion now... and i'm glad to see it... i wanted to blog something about what i've learnt in culture today... but my brain is too dead to work... i'll leave it for tomorrow...


Freaking tired now... i had little sleep last night... and i had a very shallow one too... i was aware of my surrounding even though i was sleeping... and i woke up at 5.44am thinking that my alarm was ringing and i was late for school... haiz... i really need some sleep... my eye lids weigh a ton or more now...

Today was a pretty fun day... i did quite some bit of crazy stuff again... mainly having some very interesting quarrels with Ali... haha... everywhere i go i have to quarrel with somebody... haha... but damn funny... we keep on shooting each other likw nobody's business... we'll insult each other until one of us have nothing left to say... then we both burst into laughter... haha... damn funny... when either of us are presenting, we do stupid stuff to distract each other too... haha... i felt good being stupid for once... haha...

I had a replacement facilitator today... and guess what, he's name is Santosa... haha... Dr Santosa to be exact... some indo cool guy... very interesting guy... haha... but i guess i created a bad impression of myself on our first meeting... i was extremely late for meet 2... haha... and i have my reasons... and so happen that it's not because i walked slowly or leave the canteen at 1057 again... blame it on the western stall auntie... and the massive stress of buying so many plates at once... i've never ordered 6-7 plates at once... amazingly, i remembered everything... in fact, i ordered one plate extra by accident... so i brought it to class and tried to bribe my team mates and facilitatorshared it with my class... as usual, i ate all the fries... but amazingly, by the time i return to class after the talk, the whole chicken chop and lump of vegetables were gone... haha... i just fed a group of hungry people... i've attained good karma today!!!


Amazingly, my team mates see me as someone who can think on his feet... haha... i feel so honoured... they even reserve my feng shui seat for me... i'm so touched... but i've stopped gaming during meet 3 now... anyway, back to my thinking on my feet, i everything also on the spot think one... haha... when i was late, the facilitator was discussing the worksheet with my group already... after i apologised to him, i just fit myself into the environment and started talking... even when i've not seen the worksheet, everything i said seemed so valid.. at least i see it that way... haha... to a certain extend, i feel a little guilty... i did the least work and my mouth had gotten me pretty far... damn... my team mates must be credited for their hardwork too... it's not right to steal someone else's grades... i could have skipped the lesson... but the facilitator was nice... haha...


I was just thinking about my idea making process awhile ago... i realised that when ideas come, they appear to be like a running tap... it just keeps coming and i can't stop them... so in order to keep the ideas, i'll have to write them down or voice them out... that may be the reason why i type faster and speak faster when my ideas are running... but so happen that the ideas come and go faster then my speed of speech... so i tend to get my tongue tied quite often... haha... and sometime, my ideas are perfected after i've said it... damn sad... by the time it's perfect, everyone is busy laughing... and you know, people don't laugh at the same thing twice... except Jasmin... so too bad for myself... haha...


I'm planning to end my post here... cause i have no picture in the entry... and as expected, i will face quite some bit of complains tomorrow or in the near future... so i'll compensate the picture-less entry with a short one... haha...


I overheard a little something that's quite hurtful to me... i hope it don't repeat again...

I did quite a lot of crazy stuff today... firstly, i tried to shit in the urinal... you know, the standing peeing technology in the guys toilet... haha... it did not work out cause everyone could see me shitting... and you know me, i was kind of a shy person... so it did not work... ok.. i know that sounds sick... i'll tell you the truth... that was all crap... nobody in the right state of mind would do that... it's damn sick... anyway, i did up a post on the class blog... not a long one... but all i want to do is to share my views and vision with everyone else... haha... don't worry... it might be touching, but as long as there is Sam, there will always be an element of fun... i'll make sure you feel so touched you cry with tears of joy and you don't notice it... haha... nobody will cry when Sam's around... i'll make sure everyone is a happy person for life... haha... next, i had a educational talk with Jojo and YiMei... haha... learnt some stuff about girls... haha... after school, dined with W15H and Ryan at KFC!!! at least this time i did not get a stomachache and nauseous feel... haha... had a great time there... had a crazy laughing session with Jasmin, Tricia and Yvonne... haha... we laugh as if we were high on drugs or something... damn fun... except the part where i get nipple twisters and hit by Tricia... i tell you.. one day my nipple is going to get ripped off my chest... then when i introduce myself to my new classmates, it'll be something like "Hi everyone! My name is Samuel and the interesting thing about me is that i have one nipple!"... damn... i pray that day won't come... haha... anyway, after dinner, Tricia went contact lens hunting... and we.. just followed behind... then Akina went to get a new phone... while doing so, i went to Mac with Jerry to have a guy talk... i learnt a lot stuff... i shall not elaborate... anyway, if you need a listening ear Jerry, you can come find me... i'm just a phone call away... i have little friends... therefore i'm extremely rarely busy on my phone... at most conversations last only for 20.. seconds... but on lucky day, like once every hundred months where the sun don't shine and the moon don't glow, i'll get a call which last for 30 or more minutes... haha... so don't worry about calling me... haha... this applies to everyone too... i can say i'm something like a free sex talk hot line or something... call me if you want to hear my sexy voice... unless i lose my voice from all the screaming from the nipple twisters and beating... haha... after all, trained home with Jasmin and Yvonne... then again, another crazy laughing session.. for Jasmin... cause she always laugh at her own jokes... which happens to be not very funny all the time... haha... but my criticisms on her laughing habits had all gone to waste... i ended up getting a couple of Holy Buddha Palms on my arms and some pinches... haha... it's hell on earth i tell you... i can go and die any moment... haha... peace only came when i've reached home... haha...


Am i really so kiam pa? i don't understand why i kept getting hit... all over... and i'm no longer sexy anymore... cause Tricia only give her nipple twister on sexy people... so i can't be sexy anymore... haha... it's madness abuse man... haha... one day i'll be beaten to death... when i can't take it anymore, i'll.. lie on the floor and hop about like a fish out of water... then i'll pretend to have fits while jumping about on the floor... and i'll slowly jump my way to an escape... haha... what a wonderful plan... hopefully there is no stairs anywhere near by... if not i might roll down the stairs and break a couple of bones... just like the sadistic Jackass game on the PSP... haha...


I've not touched my PSP for 3 days now... is it supposed to be something good or bad? i don't know... i don't feel a single thing... no more craving to play... no more PSP behind laptop during 3rd meeting... haha... i think it's evolution... i think i'm mutating into a X-men!!! and what powers do i have? i have the power to not play the PSP for days without feeling any crap shit craving... haha... damn... something must be in my mind to keep me so distracted from the PSP... strange but true... haha...


My anticipation is always right... i can sense when i'm going to have a happy time in the toilet... and i can predict the weather after watching the news... haha... aren't i cool? anyway, my predictions about the outcomes of my previous entries had unfortunately.. came true... haiz... but every problem has a solution is not it won't be called a problem... if a problem has no solution then it's called a problematic problem... anyway, history is for textbooks... but the future is err... shit.. i'm dry on ideas... anyway, our head can't turn 180 degrees... so lets not look back and look ahead and live life the way you live life... haha...


I really have a serious bad habit... and it's that i always invite beatings on myself... but that's not the main idea now... the bad habit is that i always face the floor when i walk... and i believe i've found the magical reason behind such a phenomena... it's because whenever i walk home, i always have to watch out for dog shit and puddles of water as i walk... and due to the inconsistency of the pavement, there are always pools of water when it rain... and i have to plan a route to walk to stay the driest... haha... it's like a mine field at my place... everything is all so well bended into the floor... and without a trained eye, such things can't be spotted so easily... so it had become a habit that i always look out for dog shit on the floor as i walk... even if i'm in a no animals environment... haha... i've been trying to kick this habit... but it's not working... haha... guess it's another of those "it's all in the blood" reason... haha...


Time for bed man... i did not know i've been blogging for so damn long... i still have a UT tomorrow!! haha... but i guess it's ok... cause i know my confidence will bring me another "B" at least... haha... after all, science is my forte... the only worry is over sleeping... i've been over sleeping by 5 minutes or so everyday... so i guess i have to set my alarm 5 minutes earlier to compensate the over sleep time... haha... goodnight everyone...

Am i really funny? or are my friends on drugs? haha... it's just something that came across my mind while i was peeing... haha...


I did something new and exciting today... and it has nothing to do with my hair or some cardigan... haha... the fact is that i skipped school today!!! WHHOOO!!! i condemned myself and did the unthinkable... haha... i did not want to stay in class as i would only be stealing the good grades from the people who really worked hard... i feel that that's very unreasonable and guilty for such acts in the past... my B for the day might be some hardworking team mate's A... haiz... anyway, a whole bunch of people skipped lesson with me... and these people are non other than.. W15H!!! for once i don't feel gulity for skipping lessons... haha... we went to Yishun Safrah for ballingbowling... well, i'm a happy man today... cause i'm no longer a loser... haha... after that, we had poopiiaahhh... haha... anyway, i don't think this is going to be the last time i skip school this year...cause for some reason, i've been sub-conciously planning on the days to skip till the end of the year... haha... but there are 2 days that i 100% cannot skip... wednesday and friday... cause those are the 2 modules that i've not done very well for... i've gotten myself a "C" as a predicted grade for the 2 modules... i need to try to pull up my grades using my daily grade... haha... i got a "B" for the rest of the modules... that's the bare minimum for me... haha...


W15H and Ryan


Haiz... i've no time for the past, the future is waiting for me... i wish that everything would be back to normal... i always enjoyed the things we did in the past... but just for now, i need to fight a battle against myself... so things will be a little hard for me... the fire in me is still burning... and it's not going to be out for quite some time... currently, there is an external source which is fuelling this fire in me... it might be a little useful for me in the near future... i know i'll need this fire soon... it's just a matter of time that i use my flame thrower attack...


I think i'll be on TV soon... Bollywood or Vasintham central to be exact... my new neighbours are making their front porch look like a jungle... all the trees and stuff... still have the all time favourite coconut tree... except this one is potted... i wonder when are the cameras coming... haha... and this morning damn fun... you know indian culture, they have this powdered rice drwing outside their house... while my mama was reversing the car, i keep asking her if she had drove over drawing... haha... then my mama damn scared cause she could not see if she had driven over it... haha...


I have lot of things to do today... so i'll let my ideas stop here... and do all the necessary... goodnight...

I seriously don't understand why the horses in cute zodiac drawings always look like a shoe brush...

I was planning to write this entry in chinese... but i guess i'll never make it... cause i'll might never find the right characters i need.. and substitute them with random characters that i don't even recognise... haha... i'm so lucky to be in poly... haha... it's going to take me a life time to write an entry in chinese... just imagine the number of characters i'll be needing with all my super long entries... and not forgetting the dictionary reference for almost all the words... haha... sounds exciting... it's going to be one thing i'll never do... and that's one reason why i'll need to get a chinese speaking wife... cause i don't want to produce any chinese idiots in the future and contribute to the I-Can't-Speak-Chinese society... haha...


Haiz... the day was pretty fine today.. until i got pissed by some idiot who tried to test my patience... i know you know who are you... and i know you are reading this... let me tell you first... i fucking hell hate getting angry.. yet you have to fucking hell mess about with me and test my patience... i know you really want to see me angry... but please don't make me hate you... cause when i hate someone, i'll go all out to bring that person down... in simpler terms, i'll do anything to make sure you suffer back... you're lucky that today is just a small burst of anger... but today's incident is engraved in my mind... and it's going to be in there for a freaking long time... i'm not going to do anything back to you for now... till the day this incident is gone... so in the mean while, you jolly well back of in case i get violent the next time... and i don't wish for that to happen... i don't want to hear the other voice in my head again... i hear it once.. and that time better be the last... the next time you fucking hell want to mess with me, i'll show no mercy anymore... fuck man... typing this is making my blood boil... but i guess i better forewarn you first... i don't want anything to happen... one bad blood is hard enough to clear... i don't want a second one... just leave me in peace for now... i'll need time to forget... don't push it...i'm fucking hell annoyed by your actions today... haiz... i don't want to say anymore... i think that's enough... we are all young adult after all...


Haiz... enough angry man... i got really pissed in the bus while think about it and listening to some angry man music... so my anger was a little fuelled... anyway, i had a monster feast with Tricia, Jasmin, HuiJun, HuiYan, Jerry and Ryan at Pizza Hut... damn... i think i'm gonna grow a belly real soon... ate and drank so much... if my salad making machine rejects all the food, i think i can fill Jasmin's bag with my vomit... damn... that's about how much i ate... 2 bowls of soup and about 4-5 pieces of pizza... i ate so much cheese today, i think i've forgot about the green cheese i've eaten on saturday and forget about eating cheese for the next few months... i think eating pizzas like that is way better than drinking the milk Grow... all the calcium from the cheese is going to make me grow taller... haha bloated stomach and breathless laughter... what a great combination to kill me... my stomach is so bloated that i can't use my diaphragm to breathe... my lungs are so tired from all the laughing... and my mouth, is filled with cheesy pizzas... if i were to get choke while laughing, i confirm die one... and that will be great... no more anger in life... and no more Jasmin and HuiJun... it'll be better for them to stay on earth and torment everyone else... at least i can die in peace and enjoy my after life...


Life with Jasmin is always interesting.. interestingly terrible... i should not have ran after them after dinner... i was running into my own grave man... damn... i suffered a moment of hell... and because of her, i want to do good stuff and go to heaven... if hell is as scary as this, i'll commit suicide many many times until i really die... and if she were to keep up with the beating, i'm going to have to stock up on long sleeve shirts to hide my bruises... in case the public thinks my parents abuse me and call the police... damn... i must fight back... but it's going to be hard... cause i have no rest... from the moment i head to school till i reach home, i'll never get peace... lucky both HuiJun and Jasmin don't send me good morning messages... if not i'll be tormented the moment my eyes are open... i can die yet... i have a long life and i have many things left undone... i'll travel around the world to eat the best duck rice.. and pineapple tarts.. and popiah!! haha... that's enough of her... if not i'll be tormenting myself thinking about her...


In the midst of my anger, my mind kept running... and i'm beginning to find someone annoying... s/he's beginning to get on my nerves... haiz... i won't elaborate... i should not... it's not safe...


Haiz... i just want to leave a happy life filled with smiles and laughter... why make things difficult for the both of us? nobody likes to be angry... at least i don't, but why must we force ourselves to do things we don't want to and show the evil side of ourselves? i really don't understand... i don't see what good can we get from there... i don't know if you have anything to gain, but i have everything to lose... even when i'm angry, i still need to fight an internal battle to ensure i don't hear the other voice in my head again... it's hard to fight off the murderous intends... and i don't want to fight it again... i might not win the next time... haiz... i really hate getting angry... and you've just broke something that's hard to make... haiz... i really had enough... i don't want to see anyone frown anymore... not even myself... why do people want war when there is peace? i don't see the joy of putting others in misery... i know i used to torment others in the past... but that's all behind... maybe this is retribution... i don't know... but if this is really retribution, then let it be the last... i don't want to live with bad blood... i've had enough...

Haiz... this morning went Band World with Chun Bok and Marcus... Marcus was damn late... like 30mins late... so CB and i went for some arcade... haha... damn fun... play Time Crisis 4... got trashed like shit... i'm so noob with the game... but it's ok... a little bonding is not harmful... haha...


I just remembered some interesting things about yesterday... my mama cooked spaghetti for lunch... and while cooking, she threw in some cheese... you know, the yellow stuff that goes well with pasta... anyway, the yellow stuff was not so yellow after she threw a few pieces of cheese into the food... it was more like the green stuff that don't go so well with pasta... and she only realised it after a few pieces were in the pot... haha... so she saves whatever that could be saved and leave whatever that could not be safe... so the whole family ended up eating spaghetti with green cheese... haha... and i had a great time in the toilet...


Haiz... i feel so dead on ideas... these "things" just don't come to me as easily as it did in the past... guess times have changed... or maybe there are just too much in my mind... haha... whatever man...


I think i seriously got myself a phobia of frogs.. and toads... shit man... after the shoe incident 2 years ago, i'm damn afraid of uncontrolled frogs... meaning frogs that are not caged... i'm not really afraid of those monstrous sized frogs in a clear tank in the coffee shops and stuff like that... i'm damn scared of frogs that jump about freely and try to get into shoes of unknowingly stupid people... damn... they just scared the shit out of me... so next time i have constipation, i'll go find a frog to scare the shit out of myself... haha... anyway, i really hate frogs... but i have no intentions of killing them... so don't kill them for me... haha... resepct man...


People, go visit the W15H blog via Yvonne's link... my proposal is up since yesterday... do take a look and feedback a little...

It takes me 3 years to change a blogs skin, 2 years to change my ringtone and 1 year to change my handphone theme... WHHOOO!!! i realised that my handphone theme was getting boring when i was chatting with a friend about handphone themes... haha... so my friend gave me this website and i changed my handphone theme to this cute little innocent kitten... damn damn cute... i really like the simplicity of the theme... nothing too complex... haha...


I just visited W15H blog... the Canon in D was very expressive... and the slideshow... haiz... i almost teared... haha... i miss those days where we had each other every moment and we did everything together... i really had lots of fun... and i wished time would stop... so that i can enjoy the moment and not turn 18 and pay $1 more for gym... haiz...


I did quite some bit of house work today with my bro... take down the curtains for washing and putting them back up... damn fun insulting each other and shaking the ladder when someone is up there... and i pulled a couple of stuns too... haha...


Anyway, i did up little proposal in W15H blog... please do visit... you can get there via Yvonne's blog... i did not link it yet... haha...

Today, is a day of losing... a day for losers.. LIKE ME!!! dammit... lucky i did not do any legal betting today... if not i would have lost all my asserts... anyway, it's a terrible day... you know how much i hate losing right? and you know the consequence of me losing... haiz... i don't understand why i'm i such a sore loser... anyway, i've been losing hell lot the whole day... so much that i think i can go commit suicide already... it all started at 1pm... half way through the 2nd break... let me give you a summary on how many times i've lost so that you'll understand why i want to die so much... let's see, i think i've lost a total of 22 times today... and that reflects on how badly i want to die now... ok, lets start from the very beginning of my terrible Sam-You're-A-Loser day... it all started with a simple PSP game which requires complex skills... well, i've made great progress in the game and i feel that i'm more skilled in the game in comparison to my friend who had started playing the game way later than me... anyway, i was helping him get some items in the game... the objective was to kill this fat giant pink furry monkey which farts freaking lot... anyway, we played 2 rounds... and each time we play, we have only 3 tries... the death of either players would reduce the chance of completing the quest once... and guess what, i died 4 freaking times in 2 rounds... and i thought i was supposed to be the more skilled player... damn... so that's 4 loses today... and it's terrible enough... but that's not all... i'll paragraph each event that i make a loss so it'll be easier for you to know how bad a loser i am...

Next is ballingbowling... after the dinner i had with this bunch of winners from W15H... everybody played one game each... total of 8 players... and guess what is the result.. i scored the LOWEST SCORE!!! that's 7 loses, and times 2 for being in last place... so that's 14 loses... it was terrible enough when i compared my score to the girls... i was trying to figure out where i loss out and i was pretty pissed already... then Akina came along and told me happily, "Hey, you are the last!" then i got the shock of my life... and i realised how much i deserve to die... dammit... i really can't believe it... a few days ago when i was playing with Jerry and gang, i managed to score fairly well... and "fairly well" is way above 68 points... so this time i did really horribly and terribly(it ends here.. no vege-shit)...

And here is my final 4 loses... in the arcade... firstly, i played this spin disc machine with Akina... something like DJ Max on the PSP and O2Jam on the computer... i was seriously foreign to the machine... and you know how bad my sight-reading and hand eye coordination is, so.. i.. loss.. again... haiz... i did not take this one too hard cause i'm new to the machine...next was Time Crisis 2... a damn old shooting game... and i'm fairly good at it... it takes 2 credits for me to complete the game... but for today, i played with this marksman named Jerry... i lasted pretty far in the game because he was shooting almost everything down for me... anyway, to fast forward everything, i game over at the moment we started challenging the final boss... and that's a terrible loss... and i did not get to type my name for the high score list... shit man... and after that, i lose to Jerry in DAYTONA even after executing my underhand methods of winning... and later i lost to a person with driving licence... and that is no other than Jasmin.. who had been bothering me over msn just now by sending a hell lot of waving elmos and reminding me how bad my hair is... haiz... there you go... 22 loses in half a day... that makes me a perfect loser... now i'm beginning to feel that i've been born to make winners... cause without losers like me, there will not be winners...


Ok man... enough about losing... it'll only make my blood boil and i might die like the late MC King... anyway, i have a bunch of stupid new neighbours who are shifting their furniture at 1.24am... idiots i tell you... it's going to be noisy... especially when i'm sleeping next to the wall facing their house... lets not get distracted by other unnecessary ideas... anyway, dinner with the winner people was great today... we ate freaking lot... it felt as if we were filming an episode of "Coffee Talk, Hawkers Walk" or whatever it's called... and i just realised the beaty of popiahs(i can't spell it)... damn... it's real good man... haha...anyway, from there, i came up with an exciting idea of Ten Word Road Mouth... an activity where we travel on an empty stomach and eat the good food in Singapore for the whole day... haha... i've been wanting one of this for a freaking long time... go look up the class blog for more details...


The best part about today was the end of the day... cause i'm going to become a winner again after a loser day... that's one, but i was really exciting to play The Amazing Race: Catch the Last Bus Edition... damn... after our supper, everyone were racing for the bus-stops while trying to catch the last bus home... but Jerry is damn sad... he missed 2 buses home and was out of the competition... and the competition did not subsidise any losers going home fare... so he had to take taxi home... damn damn sad... i feel a little guilty about him missing his bus... cause when i was running towards my bus, i saw his bus behind mine... but i was busy praying that my EZ-Link has enough money for me to go home... and only called him to tell him to start running after i've boarded the bus... which was a little too late... haiz... damn... i hope i feel guilty... and i do...


Gotta update the class blog with my crazy ideas... and hope the password and e-mail that Jasmin gave me works.. TOMORROW!!! haha... hopefully i remember the ideas... goodnight all...

Today is the first time i wear a cardigan about.. and probably the last too... haha... i think it's kind of disgusting on me... i'm not fit for such fashion... haiz... i made myself looks so dumb the whole day... just like yesterday's terrible hairstyle... i think if i were to go out making myself look terrible again, the fashion police is gonna bust me... and i guess Jasmin is my fashion police... she just have to comment on my fashion sense... enough of her... if i were to continue writing about her, this post is going to get boring...


I'm beginning to realise that i always offend people... it's not that i like to offend people, but i guess am sarcasms and extremist attitude had brought all this quarrels upon myself... haiz... i guess this is something in my blood... and it's not going to change... i'll have to get used to it... haha...


I need a pay rise.. again... reason being, i'm turning 18.. soon... i know this sounds real gay and girlish, but i wish to be 17 forever... maybe to a certain extend... but i don't want to give up my money for my aging reasons... haiz... i think the age of 18 is the turning point of every teenager's life... cause that is when we teenagers are no longer considered students... i'll need to pay all the adult fare crap... damn... poly students are stiill students after all, why are we paying adult fare for almost everything? what about the JC and ITE students? why are they paying student fare? anyway, back to becoming 18, i'll need to pay $2.50 for gym when i'm 18!! that is a dollar difference!! damn.. this can't be man... this turning point is too sharp for me... i'm not going to make it... i'm going to die in the name of money!!! unless.. i get a pay rise... haha... you know what i mean... haha...

Today.. is the first day i did something to my hair... and it's the last day too... damn... it sucks like shit... cause i looked like shit... yes, shit... the stuff you make 3 times a day... i tried to add a little artistic touch my artistic hairstyle... but it was not welcomed among almost everyone... especially Jasmin... she seemed to hate my hair really badly... she have to keep on telling me, "Your hair is very disgusting" all the time... i can't even count the number of times she said that with both hands... my face disagreed with the hairstyling too... all the damn pimples are coming out... just like the movie "Day after Tomorrow"... it's the end of my face... i know i'm ugly... but now i'm going to become uglier!! crap...


i don't think i'll never get a chance to rest in peace in RP anymore... after a whole day of HuiJun, i still have to face Jasmin... damn... going home will never be peaceful again... HuiJun, i don't want to comment on her anymore... it'll be a never ending list... but Jasmin, damn she had changed damn lot... like a Pokemon which just evolve... she used to be a nice person who hits me and pinch me for no hell reason and claps her hands whenever she laugh... but now, she still hit and pinch me... but now she slaps me when she laugh... it's as if i'm one of her hand now... people used to say, "It takes two hands to clap"... i bet Jasmin will strongly disagree with that sentence the way she "Strongly Disagree" with me in her team evaluation last semester... Jasmin would say, "It takes one hand and Samuel to clap" instead... damn... she just have to find trouble with me... and stare at me as if she is a Pokemon using a "Glare" attack on me... haiz... i think i can go and die already...


Today i did nothing in school... just like yesterday... haiz... i'm so counterproductive nowadays... but i guess it's ok... well, i was playing this game today, Jeanne D'Arc... well, it's a game which is created based on a true story of a lady who fought a war for France... anyway, i've played this game for quite some time now... and i'm beginning to hate it a little now... just because of this little twist in the game... the main character that i've played until she became my super weapon, died... now the main character had became a super weak character that i've neglected for quite some time... haiz... i know my super weapon will be back... but i just don't know when... haiz...


I'm going to drug myself soon... well, hopefully i wake up tomorrow... haha...

Haiz... why so sian huh? always sick... i thought one day can already... but no.. it just got a little better... one more dosage is all i need... and i'll be fine and active enough to fight back with those people who are making fun of my artistic hairstyle... i know you people think i look gay, femaline, sissy, etc... but you are all wrong... art is something that you must learn to appreciate... therefore we should agree that the taste of hairstyles is a "dpdp" question... haha...


For some reason, i thought i had X-Ray eyes this morning... for a moment, i thought i was Superman and tried to fly to school... haha...


Chan turns 17/18 today!! haha... i had 2 gifts for him but i forgot to give them to him... haha... guess i'll have to give it to him next year... haha...


Damn... my shoulder joints better get well real soon... i have lots of things to do... i need those arms... if things don't go well then i'll have to buy a new pair of arms from the nearest 7/11... it's a store and more after all... god knows what else do they sell...


Dammit... my nose is runny like shit... i mean, shit don't run.. but it's just that my nose is terribly runny... and i'm coughing like shit... plus the slight fever i had been holding on to the whole day... damn... i think i can go and die already.. after eating the best duck rice around the world.... haha... anyway, i love my drugs and i'm going to have more of them tonight... they make me sleepy and i like that... the best part is that i'm going to get 2 dosage of sleep inducing medicine... WHHOOO!!!

Damn... i think i'm a dirty little bastard... this is not because i watch any adult videos or what so ever... but guess what, i found my gym clothes in my school bag while i was packing my bag for school last night... and it's not any ordinary gym clothes in a bag, it's gym clothes that have been in there for the last 4 weeks!! haha... hopefully my bag don't stink or something... cause my secret sweat stinks quite badly... why secret sweat you might ask... the sweat that i release during gyming is very different from normal sweat... when i gym, i don't sweat... i don't get wet and smell like some wet dog or something... i just don't sweat... but strangely, after gyming, i get all sticky and smelly and my sister makes a lot of noise about it... therefore it's my secret sweat... i don't get wet but the outcome is identical to me getting all sweaty and smelly... haha... back to the clothes, it did not stink... in fact, i don't smell anything... other than the little faint smell that i can't really tell if it's nice smelling or terrible smelling... that's not just it, i've been re-wearing my clothes for quite some time... especially my pants... i've been wearing it for almost 2 weeks now... but my bro is still more pro... he re-wear his pants for 2 months... and he just made himself a dirty piece of shit... anyway, apart from the pants, i had a pair of jeans too... and it has a long history in a short period of time... all sorts of food falls on them... i don't know why... maybe my mouth have some shit hole or something... but i had sweet popcorn and pasta on my pants... just in 2 days... haha... it's kind of gross.. i realised that too... so now it's being washed... another thing that i did not expect myself to re-use was my shirt... damn... but i did not sweat.. much on the first day of wearing it... so all i did was to spray some deodorant and it's ready for use... anyway, i had my reasons for not washing my shirt and and jeans... my washing machine sucked... and my parents are not at home... my bro said that it takes 2 hours for the washing machine to fill... so it's terrible... and i've been going home pretty late lately... by the time the machine would be filled, it would be 12am or so... so no washing for me man... anyway, i'm lucky that my parents are back today... haha!!


Damn... my ankle is fixed... i went to see a chinese physician and he "cracked" all my joints and fixed my leg... he's really good man... he still give extra service... i know it sounds suggestive.. so you perverts out there please get your minds straight... anyway, he did not just "crack" my ankle, he did it for my whole backbone... damn... i feel so much better after that...


I had the most amazing experience last night... i won't repeat my stories... i've shared it with W15H over brunch and W34G... haha... those who are interested, i can share it with you... by the way, this story is not for the weak hearted...


I'm going to love drugs today... especially the cough syrup... it's causes drowsiness... haha... all sorts of bloody problems are falling upon me... must be schooling... my body must be rejecting schooling... anyway, i gymed for a damn short while today... i was so tired and my shoulder joints were aching really badly... that i don't know why... and i have not trained my shoulders for quite some time now... must be some ghost sitting on my shoulders or something... just like the movie "Shuttle"... and if that's true, maybe i can explain my ankle pain... it might be some ghost holding onto my ankle or something... damn... what's next? anyway, my guess is that the ache came from the cleaning this morning... i woke up early to clean the floor of my living room before going to school... this is to make my mum feel that the house had been well taken care of... but the moment she walk to the dining room and stuff then she'll know the whole truth... but it's ok... i'm safe...


Damn... while walking home today, i saw two of my neighbour's dogs making love... damn disgusting... in broad day light? damn... and the worst part is that then the dogs realised i saw them making out, the male got down and started barking at me... must be shy or embarrassed... i must have disturbed their happy moment... but i did not mean to watch you dogs having sex... it was a coincidence... haha...

Haiz... damn damn tired today... i had only 4 hours of sleep... but it's all worth while... anyway, let me get to the head of where i've left off...

Yesterday morning... i woke up from my deep sleep to go Tiong Bahru for bowling with Yvonne and Jerry... i'm surprised to be in a deep sleep even at 11am... not my kind of thing... but well, i must be really tired... anyway, bowling was pretty fun... Kimberly(Jerry's aunt) came along too... everyone played very well... especially Jerry.. i think he have some secret training on his own... damn... his ball is always so straight... haha... anyway, after that, i rushed down to AMK to catch Adult Video Paradise 2Alien VS Predator 2 with Wei Hong and Yong Jie... so so only... very messy and violent... all the exciting parts are all flashing all over... can't really see anything... but overall, i like the popcorn... cause i missed lunch... cup noodles are like poison to me now... after all that, we met up with Alvin and head for my place... overnight stay...

To be damn honest, nothing much happened... we just played guitar till about 1am... then everyone slowly fall asleep due to work next day and all the stuff... we had 2 bottles of alcohols... but we did not really drink... i drank the least... only 2 sips the whole day... no feeling for alcohols... everyone else did not drink much too... everyone is busy with their stuff... so different from the New Years Eve BBQ... guess because everyone was really tired... the moment we reach the house, everyone was already tired and sleepy... that's when i slept for 4 hours only... woke up to wake everyone else so that they can go home and prepare for work and stuff... the moment i got home, clean up... guess it's becoming a habit... a bad habit... there is never a good habit in this world... no matter what habits you pick up, you'll still get scolded by your parents be it good or bad habits... anyway, i think everytime after a overnight stay at my place... no matter how tired i am, i'll still clean the place up before going to rest...

After all the clean ups, i woke my bro up and prepared to go to my grandma's place for lunch... i was so freaking tired but i could not sleep... cause my little cousins are around making a din and climbing all over me... so no rest... soon after, i headed down to YCK MRT to meet up with Marcus... that fool... anyway, we attended a concert in RP's TRCC... not bad... they played Rhapsody in Blues... the clarinet solo in the beginning is damn damn good... but after that i fell asleep... i was seriously tired... after intermission, they played the Star Wars symphony... 8 movements... damn... but it was really good... other than the trumpet solo which struggled a little with the higher notes... everyone makes mistakes... so no worries... the rest of the events can be seen in Marcus' blog... you can get his link in my tagboard... i have not tagged him... but you can get lots of details there... especially the parts where he owe me $28... i love his money... dammit... always spend my money... i pay already then say no money in the wallet... after that still want to buy VCD... then get money from me again... that's how he accumelate $28... but now he owes me $30... cause after he board the bus home, he found $50 behind his EZ-Link... so i must charge him interest... makes things so difficult for me... i hope he feels gulity... he better...


Being alone at home is terrible... so much things happened... firstly, the lock on the door to the back yard broke... so i had to walk through the toilet just to get to the dustbin and stuff... i don't know what my bro was doing with the lock... damn... a whole night of inconvenience... the door was only fixed this morning by my grandfather... next problem, house phone spoil... cannot call out... but when u call in, you can hear the ringing tone on the phone... but the house phone don't ring... i got scolded by my mum for that... and i did not do any damn shit... say what call home nobody answer and all the crap... i think if the aeroplane crash on the way back to Singapore also my fault... haiz... enough of that... next is my left ankle... i don't know why, but it's damn pain... the pain is very on off... sometime damn pain, sometimes no pain... very uncomfortable... i guess it's all the posing from the bowling when i roll the ball... must have twisted my ankle or something... i seriously hope it gets well damn soon...


I need to go to bed damn soon... tomorrow morning must wake up early to clean up and pack up the house before school... haiz... plus all the loss of sleep, i'm falling sick real soon... haiz... i also need to pack up and prepare for school... ok peeps... sorry for the boring post... goodnight...