The Unexpected
Last night I left off I had lost little boy who I believe briefly with my son. I kind of took a step away from the adoption community and more importantly from the thought of adoption. But I would be lying if I didn’t say it was always in the back of my mind. My agency does a wonderful job of advocating for children who are hard to place and I viewed several files, mostly girls because I was convinced I was going to adopt again then I would go for a daughter. Every once in a while I would ask for a boy but mostly I was looking at little girls files. While they are all precious children and there is one little girl I will forever be praying for, none of them felt like they were my child. I do remember speaking to my friend Olivia about a little boy‘s face and she said oh that’s “R” A little boy we have known about your pictures for about a year so. But he was older almost exact same ages Elliott and of course a boy so while I thought he was cute I didn’t think mu...