Bye Bye Blues
Well, it is no secret that I have been a little down lately. As Mother's Day approaches, I never thought that I would not have at least a referral. I know that Sunday will most likely be tough. What this process has taught me is that I am strong and I will get through this. At church tonight, I prayed for God to give me hope. I know my end result will be a little girl who I still pray is from Ind*a. I honestly love that country and all it has to offer. To quote one of my favorite songs " I'm trading my sorrow....for the joy of The Lord." I can't wait to introduce Annie to the wonders of Jesus. I can't wait for her to feel the Holy Spirit lift her up. As I sit by myself each week, I smile as I listen to all that is Christianity. For those that don't know, I have taken some time off of Facebook. I was going into a dark place and I recognized that. I hate to admit it but it is hard watching everyone have process while my adoption is at a stand still. ...
