a girl and her pups and a possibility!

 Last night I left off I had lost little boy who I believe briefly with my son. I kind of took a step away from the adoption community and more importantly from the thought of adoption. But I would be lying if I didn’t say it was always in the back of my mind.  My agency does a wonderful job of advocating for children who are hard to place and I viewed several files, mostly girls because I was convinced I was going to adopt again then I would go for a daughter. Every once in a while I would ask for a boy but mostly I was looking at little girls files. While they are all precious children and there is one little girl I will forever be praying for, none of them felt like they were my child.  I do remember speaking to my friend Olivia about a little boy‘s face and she said oh that’s “R”  A little boy we have known about your pictures for about a year so. But he was older almost exact same ages Elliott and of course a boy so while I thought he was cute I didn’t think mu...

 Elliott and I have been doing wonderful. Since last I blogged, my poor pathetic blog, we have settled back home in Buffalo New York.   It has been a little challenging, very cold weather, not so easy job on my part and adjusting Elliott to kindergarten but in the long run being close to family is immeasurable. I wouldn’t change it for the world.  I’m going to be posting in the next couple of days very life-changing event that’s happening in our household. I’m asking above anything for prayers.  Life is going smooth and then came to a screeching halt on February 12, 2017. I saw the face of a little boy in India who had a facial deformity but I fell head over heels. I always planned on adopting from India again but it was not in the cards right now. In fact it wasn’t even really on my radar. But when I saw this boy‘s face something and you told me, God is telling you the time is now. I immediately began sobbing and said no  there is absolutely no possible way ...