You've got the poison, I've got the remedy =D
Thursday, November 30, 2006
Today is vr tiring day. and then finally the quiz is over.
but then horr, the quiz is nt vr easy, for me la. cuz i nvr reli study lor. haiz~
then tml left with APS presentation liaos... sians... then now is raining heavily... so i going to sit down and wait for the rain to be smaller...
then now, the little jay from other class is just around me, waiting for his girl to come out from toilet... hai~ sians lehh... but a little bit look lyk jay la... and his legs is not bad... and I heard his voice, quite man lorr... hee! ^^ at least he's straight... i tink...
hmm... today had a nt so funny day without yanyan... something happened... hmmm... alright, hope she's feeling fine... and today helped her sign the MC form thing... hmmm...
Alright, then horr, today got along with ah xiia and kieron lorr... all the way with them la... then after that, had quite a few vr lame jokes here and there... hee! ^^ Cute... then all the way, maths la, IPC and a little bit of info comm we are studying APS. scared will be vr difficult... then in the end, ahem.
alright, now rain is smaller. after eating, i going to go home with wanyan... yay!! HAHA~~~
kk... gtg le... haha~~~
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@6:21 PM
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
pek chek day.
tml is going to have APS quiz (not counted) but going to test 9 topics.
Now, I feel like a superwoman. The day after that, is APS PBL presentation. DARN.
I seriously feel lyk I'm going to fly soon, very soon.
All our class ppl are starting to feel their feet floating above the ground... lol~!!
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This morn busily walked to the bank there and withdraw money... going dry... haiz~ Then after tt, went to top up my card... my card is darn dry too~ Cannot take another trip without top up liaos... i always vr lazy... muhaha~ Alright, then I went to the 7 eleven to top up card... Even before I went into the 7 eleven, I already find a guy standing near the mag section there... .vr suspicious liaos... because I was taking out money to top up card... I was standing by the door there... and the guy kept looking at me... I felt something was vr wrong with the guy... but duno la... then I went in finally, and the cashier was busy doing her stuffs. Then she saw me, then after tt i heard some sounds, then the guy tt i saw earlier, rushed out with a full paper bag of stuffs... He rushed out all of a sudden... mii and the cashier stunned... obviously suspicious... and he looked at me, i gave a stunned face i tink. Then his eyes revealed something strange. no words can be described la.
then i told the cashier, I tink he stole some stuffs. Then the cashier asked me what the thief stole, then I said when he rushed out of the door, I can vaguely see some mag and water bottles inside. Then his complexion is somehow dark, then wearing white tee and 3/4 pants... with a stupid paper bag... VR "professional"... take paper bag to steal things... even let ppl see wadd u steal horr... u steal mag tt has plastic some more... haiz~
Walk oso duno how to walk quietly... haiz~ Everyone noticed your moves lor! darn failure la~!
Alright, tt spoiled my day. Then I went to sch, reached sch bus stop first, waited for CK to come, but in the end, he called me and said he woke up late, so I went in alone. But later I meet up with some other classmates and explore the place together. lol~! Alright, then went for a talk... the talk was about family and marriage thing... at first, before the talk, I somehow insisted that I wouldn't want to marry, I wanted to remain single in life, because I'm scared of getting divorced, seriously. But after the talk, I changed my mindset towards marriage. Even though I noee more about marriage is a lot more than commitments, forever and giving in and accepting weaknesses and loving the way they are and not change to the way that u wan. learnt lots things.
And today at one part, the guest talk told us to close our eyes and imagine tt our family one day disappears and not there, how would I feel? How would I live my life on... Wah, tears welled up my eyes immediately when I closed my eyes to imagine the terrible scenes! I seriously cannot live without them, they are way too impt to me. Without them, I'm not a open-minded person, I'm not funny anymore, I have got no one to share my problems and burdens with... I feel so lonely... all alone... when I watch tv, I laugh to myself... *cries*
Alright, getting emotional... haha... then later took a small quiz of 10 questions about our opinions towards true love... haha~
Differences between infatuation and true love :
infatuation is more self-centred and true love is like giving in and loving and accepting their weaknesses. haha!~
infatuation short-lived, true love longer.
One part, there's this question, see wadd i rmb... lol~
Do you think genuinely in love couples did not quarrel/fight against issues?
Of course I put false. We are humans, who dun argue. If dun argue, no self-opinion liaos. you are useless person in a whole liaos. cannot always give in de wadd. humans do have a limit. I dun believe with diff. principles, you can remain quiet when you totally object to it. Have to talk over, and generate a good solution that both of them agree... then good ma... aiyo... lol~ Then mii and yanyan vr notti... we said, better quarrel, cuz will bring the relationship even closer... cuz when quarrel, sit vr close... then quarrel until half, they will just kiss... haha~ just our stupid imaginations! THAT'S WHAT THE TV TOT US!! LOL~!!!SHH~~
Alright, after the talk, I was vr enlightened.
LOL~! I went for lunch at canteen with many others. bleahs.
went for lessons.
today did the 1 min oral... cher say we write our own topic on a piece of ppr.... then ltr she will give us the ppr writtened by other ppl... if u heng heng, will get back ur own ppr la... lol~!! Then I wrote :
"Blog"
HAHA. Obviously, I'm a full-time and active blogger. But going to become an inactive blogger liaos! WOOHOO~~
lol!
Alright, then started the 1 min thing. haha~ Some vr cute... lol~!!
Then I happened to get "My family"
WAh, this morn then listened to the talk. SHIOK. lol~!
Then I talked about my family members lorr. haha.
parents cook well. daddy joker, lyks to crack cold jokes, then have to think thru vr long to noee what his joke was about. haha! Then he's vr nice, always buys food for us whenever both me and mummy lazy to go down and buy/ cook. lol!
then haven go to my jiee there, 1 min up liao! SO FAST! LOL~ Alright,
In conclusion, I wanna say, I really love my family lots after that talk. After that talk, I realized that I couldn't live without my family. Without my family, I will not be the me now. So treasure them, and love them. =)
heez. alright. then went to LT 5A again.. for the same talk... hahaha... cuz gt the wrong time slot... but then saw my cher... then I told her tt i attended the same talk in the morn, because I saw in the announcement tt can go for any time slot... so i went for the morn one... lol~ then in the end, I was able to go home... lalala~ Alright, then when I wanna go home tt time, I walked past the atrium to cross the road to the bus stop... at the Ngee Ann gate there... then horr, gt one STUPID RED CAR horned at me. DARN. I walk there cannot ar! I'm not jay-walking ok! That route is meant to be a way for students to get to the bus stop k! HORN WADD HORN! Then I looked into the car, the driver's face super black de! I mean, he's a chinese, but face vr angry and black la. Then I gave him a angry face oso! Then after he drove off, I scolded. darnn. Tt time if i could still turn back time, I gonna walk to his car window there, ask him scroll down, then I gonna say, "You not happy I walk there huh! UNCLE it's LEGAL TO WALK THERE K! THAT ROUTE IS NOT MEANT FOR ANTS TO WALK ONLY K! IF YOU DUNO NP'S ROUTE, DUN EVER ENTER THIS PLACE."
Wah liao, rude ppl!~ horn. stupidd.
then my mummy told me maybe he just quarrelled with his gf. haha! Alright, then I cooled down. muhaha~ Oh, maybe? LOL~!!
kk. gtg le. =)
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@4:09 PM
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
today had a crazy day, specifically with yanyan and kieron. HAHA! we were going to laugh our heads off if we continue joking all day long... lol~! SO FUNNY~ And their laughs are lyk contagious lorr... muhaha! darn it leh! LOL! To suppress laughs in front of them is near to impossible. MUHAHA! ^^ And so darn cute la.
Too many funny stuffs to mention, today mii and yanyan sang the hokkien song (vr hard to translate), those in lecture, sit near to us, will always hear us sing. LOL~! So many times that after lecture, kieron noee how to sing it somehow. lol! ^^ And then we sang the samba dance tt one, lol~ With some funny words inside. During break horr, did some really lame things, and my bag always got wet when i drank water. Cuz the bag in on my lap, then I go and sweep away the water, then someone commented it looks rather "A". Then mii, yanyan and kieron continue A-ing with me... haha... by placing their hands on my bag.. and did something.. haha~ LOL!!!!!!! from far see, so darn wrong la... lol~!! And many more... lol~ We can laugh for the slightest thing... then lyk everyday we will learn how Dr. Kueh talk.. lol~ Esp. The "Waye? (Where?)" With the mouth still wide open for a few seconds after pronouncing the word. HAHA! yanyan's expression so funny. LOL~!
Hmmmm, then during lecture, saw someone AHEM stepped on someone's foot and someone screamed, i mean ah. duno wadd's the word. Just cried in pain for quite loud from behind. haha! kieron caught it and told us. lol! so funny la. Then before tt, one guy was eating chips when he was walking back to his seat, then one chip drop on the floor, he hesitated for a while, then he pick up the chips and eat it without blowing, AND AT THE SAME TIME, another two chips drop from the packet. so he still wasted two chips on the floor. In the end, the two beautiful chips lied on the floor forever and ever.... I mean, ok la, will be gone after the cleaners clean the thing. lol~!!
Then on the way to the IS briefing right, then we talked about some jokes.
One of the joke tt I caught, and darn funny de.
One day, elephant and camel had a conversation.
Elephant : HAHA.... Why your neh neh grow at the back?
Camel : Wah, you are worse than me, you had your gu gu bird on your face.
HAHA. Is it funny~ LOL!
Another one not so funny.
Why when monkeys see human bathing, they laughed?
Ans : Because they see humans washing their "tails".
Maybe can't catch it, but nvm~ LOL! *cold diao* LOL!
On the way was lyk laughing lyk mad la~ With kieron's low laughing point and yanyan's imitation over kieron's laughs here and there, I couldn't stop laughing. lol! And one time, we had good mo qi seh... lol~ did the same thing together, in the end, ended up laughing... lol~
OH YA!! LOL! HAHAH. VR A things we did today. poke our fingers and cards into a hole in kieron's laptop. HAHA!! ^^
Then someone's balls were been taken out for the support of the laptop. *ahem* LOL!
And the balls can split into two de. wonderful~
HEEZ!
funny day.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@7:16 PM
Monday, November 27, 2006
No time,
a reason to excuse myself from missing you badly...
a reason to keep myself away from you....
When time finally come back to me, I really hope I can forget you......
Sometimes in life, we really need to move on when love isn't on our side... Nothing changes, when you feel forlorn. Only when you move on, and be truly happy, ppl ard you changes, they become less worried for you, and you feel optimistic as time goes by. And gradually, you will forget about it.
When I truly said I moved on, I really didd.....................
It's easy to say than to do. I wonder if I can do it.
My heart is truly vacant. But vacant, with a bleeding scar, still..
missdearr. love you. =)
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:07 PM
Today is a fun day.. lol~ And had so much fun laughing... hahahaha~
And today the secondary students (afew) only came to our class for lectures... darn sian la... haha~
And today darn angry with APS cher. Aiyahs, always nt happy with her de. darnn. and heng today the sec sch ppl saved us from keeping us late la. HAHA. today the students came, then our cher is beri gd. Let us off on time... or else usually... haha! wait long long! LOL~!!
Today darn high de la! =)
DUN FAN ME! darnn. shut up ok!
The homepage change liaos. I prefer the previous one leh. cuz gt one female de foto look lyk transexual. tt angle dun look lyk a girl. not nice. feel disgusted. tt girl vr poor thing seh! Imagine muscular man with plaits. AIYOH! can't imagine tt!
HAIZ~!!
sad for her... kena shoot this stupid angle.....
my patience is decreasing..... stress increasing....
fucking week.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@6:20 PM
Sunday, November 26, 2006
You said that I'm more like your bosom friend, than your lover. We just accidentally exceeded the line of friendship.........
A line that could be easily picked up from an unrequitted love of ambiguous relationship.
Unrequitted love of an ambiguous relationship is just like two person acting for a MV. Feelings are only used for filming used, all those intimate actions are just for nothing, other than for MV use. No one is expected to fall in love with anyone. Acting doesn't involve any genuine feelings, or else one will suffer in the trap of love.
No one asked me, when I gave up, will anyone care whether I'm really lonely....
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hey hey! tt's just my inspirations. lol~
watched xiao zhu's hao peng you MV, he had it filmed with Ariel Lin (Lin Yi Chen). Hmmm, rather sad video la. lol~ ^^ The last part...
"Why do you think I came back from so far to tell you I'm not getting married anymore...... It's all because I love you......"
"..." Xiao Zhu said nothing, he was just stunned.
"Haha... I was just kidding.." She let out a chuckle, tears brimming her eyes as she wheeled around to hide her forlorn.
What if in love, you fall in love with someone....... and that someone falls in love with you only when you had totally given up on him/her? Isn't it terrible?! pathetic?
So sadd sehh... And I watched Rainbow Heaven by Liu Geng Hong de... its a 2nd part of Jay Chou - Feng MV. SO SAD OSO LA! HAIZ~
I hope I can dream of him.....
When you called, I really loved listening to your voice.... when you said byebye.... I almost wanted to say,
"Don't hang off, I love listening to your voice."
Your voice is just normal, but why do I love your voice so much?
That's a mystery..
My heart is vacant.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@9:47 PM
Credits : http://www.yekaroo.com/forum/index.php?s=ea33bd5a335d4c521ea09567acf1a4e0&showtopic=12707&st=0&p=220920&#entry220920If can see, go to this website. haha! =) rather true and funny. muhaha!
I just changed my blog music to Luo Zhi Xiang - Hao Peng You (Bosom Friend)
darn, the lyrics is darn sad la! So ai mei de thing.
LOL~ I going to use this song for one of my inspirations. HEE!
Nowadays have been really busy with the project. still chiong-ing. darnn. my homework how! WAH LAU~
duhx. stupid week. lol~
Gtg le.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@4:53 PM
Saturday, November 25, 2006
HAHA...
today woke up at 10 sth... cuz I heard some sounds... and I could feel my bag at my leg there... hmmm... then woke up...
jie went down to buy ice cream and roti prata... no matter how, i still ate it even though i heard the dirty story about making roti prata. I still love it. IT'S DARN NICE DE LOR!
Okay, then afternoon I watched tv, played game. HAHA. Then when I was sharing the yam ice cream with jiee, my daddy is playing game. Then he play horr, is darn funny la. lol! duno how to press so might as well anyhow press. And he's SO CUTE! LOL~!! When the game went out by itself, he turned over to the kitchen there, and rolled his eyes at us, and then cursed. SO FUNNY~!
MUHAHAHAHA~~
Alright, I going to watch xiao zhu liao!! LALALALALA~~
Thurs de 100% entertainment with S.H.E is darn funny la. LOVE HIM LOTS!!
Love dearr with her innocent teeth. lol! ^^ Naked teeth i mean, because she took off her braces. And she showed me on webcam yest. muhaha! darn chio ok! =)
She mus be smiling now. And I love to see her cute reaction on webcam when I typed to her funny things. haha~ ^^
Of course la, or else I love her so much. =)
*so mushy*
HAHA!
kk. gt anything, i will just post.
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yest read horoscope stuffs about gemini. SO DARN TRUE.
BYE. HAHA. lazy to continue.
*runs away*
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@4:41 PM
Friday, November 24, 2006
HELLO!
I've officially ended my story today! So happy. Just placed the word 'COMPLETED' there. HAHA! =)
Alright, happy now. But my mum is showing attitude now, she dun wan to talk to me for no reason wor. Just heck care. I've gt my stuffs to do. HAHA!
Alright, today was a crazy day. LOL! ^^ Ok, this morn, yanyan see i lyk so happy la. weekends liao ma. CAN REST LIAO, FINALLY!! LOL~ ^^ Hmmm, then i was lyk hyper active la. LOL! ^^ And then at the end of the APS lecture, LOL! I naughtily took a photo. HAHA. Those who saw the foto, dun reveal anything k! LOL~ ^^ Just a naughty foto! LOL~
Then went straight for IPC tutorial. He's still as cute! ^^ I mean my lecturer! LOL~!
And horr, in class, mii and yanyan are still imitating him every now and then. Then we had nothing much to do, watched video la. on the coke and mentols de. LOL! DARN COOL LA! LOL~ Then some class ppl decided to try out a small experiement! LOL~!! It turned out "successful" LOL! in small scale, it's successful la. LOL! lazy to post the foto up... lol! I recorded the video leh! LOL~!! ^^ Nvm, when I have the mood then I post. lol! ^^ Then ya, siew jiunn say she wanna tell Dr. Kueh tt she wan to reset her online quiz, then horr, the classroom is almost vacant, left with we three and dr. kueh. haha. Dr. Kueh so cute la! =) Uncle using laptop. LOL! And he said something that we usually always imitate him de.
"Why so slow?" HAHA!
When he said tt, wah kaox, I almost burst out laughing. DARN. LOL! Then I went out of the classroom, to take a breath and cough to suppress my laughter. DARN. too cute. lol! Then he said again, then I had a hard time suppressing my laughs lor! ^^ But he's darn cute. He was even dancing when he heard the music from the video! ^^ CUTE!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAH~
And I love yanyan imitating Dr. Kueh saying "Waye? (Where)" with his mouth still open at the word he ended, for several seconds. HAHA! =) Tt expression is so darn funny la! LOL!!! ^^
Then in the lab, today we played cheat. HAHA due to certain reasons, we didn't want to do the experiment. lol! ^^ Then inaccurate measurement, lol! Then yanyan commented we cannot be do lab, ppl eating our medicine will die! YA!! LOL~!! SO AGREE LA! LOL~ And she demo the burette thing as the AHEM long thing. lol! SO FUNNY LA! But only I saw! LOL~!! yanyan blush liao, I noee! ^^ Then hor, she so darn high during lab la, she threw the rubbish into the bin vr forcefully. Then vr loud sound made seh! So buay song feel. But felt so funny after tt! =) SO COOL!~
HAHA!
Even though I said I gave up on you, I admit I still have feelings. the feelings cannot immediately disappear. It takes time to heal and prepeh (prepare) for the new one (HAHA).
So, I may be heartbroken when I see you. But I already look at you in another angle. No longer my crush, someone I like. But just my normal fren.
The most we can only be bosom friend, never over than that.
Bosom friends that never hugs for friendship.
Me and him .
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@6:27 PM
Thursday, November 23, 2006
Today is such a stressed day la. I scolded vulgarities duno how many times liaos. because the APS project is being pushed forward (I mean, she nvr even put the deadline of the whole project, and she suddenly say the presentation is next mon, when we didn't even reach half loR! darn it!)
NVM~
Okay, then had a rather normal day. because stress overwhelmed me, so decided not to write much. sians.
Alright, I WON'T LIKE THE LECTURER ANY FURTHER. SHE HASN'T IMPROVE LA.
GRR.
GO AWAY.
*flies away*
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@7:53 PM
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
right now I super high de!!
oso duno y la... jus dun ask mii...
just now watched superstar with my parents... and was judging their voices... and some are not vr gd... lol~ and one is rather impressive to me... the very last one... the stage wind is vr good (translate to chinese urself =x) LOL!! ^^ Alright, then hmmm... another one is the first one who sang... feel her voice quite satisfactory as compared to the others... different ppl have different taste la... but my parents agree with me... and horr, mii and daddy super bad de... we go and cut up their names... and pronounce in a chinese or weird way... nt going to reveal it here... in case, their fans come over and create a never-ending riot... now I'm not in love with any female superstars contestants... haha... but I'm looking forward to tml's guy's one..I eyed two... heez... they look quite ok... but duno how they sing leh... lol~ ^^ hope they do well lorr... heez! ^^
Alright, super high de...
But broadcasting today is nt a success. But its ok! LOL! I gave high songs almost all the way. SHIOK I TELL YOU~~!!
HAHA..
then horr, today my mummy say when she went down, she heard aunties and uncles talking about the car explosion last night... actually this morn la.. to be exact... hmmm... then was lyk they say the car is owned by a man, who is still alive now lor. and lives second floor. DOT. wad the hell. then mummy saw him, then she feel his face weird weird de. red red black black de.
Then after tt, ppl say gt other ppl buay song him, then burn down his car... but then if burn down his car in the middle of the night, how come there's horn sound? if u wanna set fire, u cannot open the car door and horn for nothing bahs? Then after tt, from wadd i heard, firefighters gt fight to open the car door leh... obviously there's ppl inside rite... how come the owner lyk alright lyk tt? shld be hospitalized lorr... burn in the car for so long liao... either is seriously burned or dead de lorr... aiyohs... vr suspective leh...
or the horn is to horn the ppl who set fire? other ppl horn when they saw ppl setting fire on someone's car? I OSO DUNO.
HAIZ~~
i dun trust their gossips. Gossips not correct. I would rather believe it myself.
I will judge myself.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:42 PM
jus nw, stood at the corridor to look at the car accident scene. and the car park accident position there, gt burnt. And I duno how the accident happened. Did the car burn by itself? Without hitting any car?
Or did the car kena hit by another car, but its some kind of hit and run. Then the kena hit de car owner heck care, but then he/she got into the car park lot, he/she realized cannot open the car door and the car exploded?
Or did he/she fainted and rested his/her head on the steering wheel, activating the horn? DOT... Now, I'm wondering if tt person inside is really safe.... haiz!! ^^ HOPE SO!
Today had a normal day. nothing much. nxt week gt 1 min oral . sians.
Alright, today I will be broadcasting at about 9.15... i watching superstar until 9... need time to prepeh oso... rmb to listen~!! LOL!! If you wan the url, pls tell mii... i will give u de!! ^^ (its a chinese channel btw... ) LOL! ^^
Alright, take care ppl!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@4:22 PM
terrible car accident...
*Honks for a very long time*
*paused*
*Honk again*
My eyes immediately opened, as an annoyed feeling built up in me.
I looked at the clock, it's 1 something at night.
What the hell.
I lied on my bed, for a while, suddenly heard a loud sound tt scared me.
What's tt sound?
I lied there for quite long, afraid to see anything tt i shouldn't see.
I mean, dead people.
And then I finally pluck up my courage, and stood by the window to see what's happening. Many people were gathered there, and looking at the right side of the whole place... And then police is already there. Police is writing a report on what's happening, then I saw another police run, then later I heard another loud sound.
Was that a guy armed with gun then shot another person to death? Or were the police and the guy had a bullet war? Why so darn loud.
Then I so scaredd lor.
Then I decided not to look at the place for a while. I went out to watch a little bit of tv. But then I couldn't concentrate on watching tv. I was tinking about wadd happened. darnn. Then I stood up from my seat and look out of the window. still ppl ard... duno wadd happened... can't catch it...
Then went back to "slp"... then this time boom again... and twice... sudden ones... I stunned away...
then after tt i looked out of the window, but this time really carefully, i still slant my body to see to another side... and the tree blocked my view... and THERE WAS FIRE!!! Then when I was watching the fire burn, the smoke coming up, another explosion. So, that was explosion from the car. OH GOsH! Then gt sound, its the.. firefighters...
Then they came to put out the fire... gosh... i was praying so hard tt the person in the burning car will alright...
Then after the fire is being put out, the firefighters use their tool to dig the metal door parts out... if there's no people inside, i tink they dun have to do it. There must be someone inside.
Oh my god. And in the middle, when the fire still burning, I heard a girl cried and many people talking.
AIYO~
Then I went back to the bed, and continued praying and continued hearding the sound of the tools dropping on the floor, the firefighters taking another tool. a lot of sound la. Then I wasn't able to go to sleep. Dun dare to see anymore.
I'm lucky that I have a tree blocking my view, cuz I scared I will see a burnt corpse. I dun wan to see.
Everytime I see things tt i shouldn't see.
From what I rmb, very deeply embedded memory, happened when I was duno still in pri sch or wadd... I heard a vr loud bang at the kitchen there... Then my mummy didn't care... she continued watching tv... she tot ppl was just shooting birds... but then I dun tink so... then I went to the small room window to look around... then I happen to look down the building... and saw a dead female corpse there... she jumped down the building.. and then I still noee which floor did she jump off from... the window is so wide open...
Then after tt incident, I dreamt of her... but then ltr in the dream, i told her not to disturb, i'm really innocent, and she nvr appeared again.
grr... but this time i really hope the person inside, is jus injured... and not..... dead...
now i noee the honk gt purpose de... because its in the middle of the night, when the accident happened, the person trapped inside wanted to signal ppl to help... aiyohss...
Pray hard tt the person inside is alright...................
terrible.....
but dun ask ppl how the accident happen... i didn't see clearly... trees blocking my view....
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:09 AM
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
This pic is about the Belle and the Beau. still duno how to pronounce the Beau. mii and yanyan heard some versions of the word "Beau". We heard "Boo,Be-yo,etc." bleahs. Hmmm, our taste, is nt too gd la. lol! ^^ But no choice, nt much shuai ge and chio bu in our department. Science sch leh, wadd do u wan? LOL! go find in design place la. have more i tink. lol! ^^
This is the guy I had a totally shock on. He's a guy, ya, you can see. But when he started singing with the other two girls (ltr will see k)his voice is like more feminine than girls lor! OH MY GOD!! He's darn girlish la! And I asked ard, whether he is a guy or girl. LOL! And our class gasped! LOL~!! HAHA! We saw the adam's apple, so obviously no doubt. His high pitch, oh gosh. Really nothing to say. And when the song finished, he said "Thank you." with a female tone, I fainted at my seat. HAHA, no joke. I really fainted at my seat. TOO FEMININE LA!! AIYOH!! dun be another shemale k! LOL!!
This is e foto of lecturers all gathering to perform... haha... their performance nt too gd... but they are vr cute~!! With the dance... messed up dance of legs here and there... but nice job!~ HEEZ!! We enjoyed it... lol! ^^
YEAH!! This is the foto of the SHEMALE guy with the other two girls. They sing well. Too bad the sound system lack, or else they sound even better!! ^^
This is the second performance of the thing. By a live band. And of course, as a percussionist, I see the drum set player la! LOL!! ^^ Instead of listening to vocals too much, and the drummer went off beat sometimes. haha! And in the chorus part, the vocalist is lyk screaming here and there. but heng, the sound system at our side nt too gd, so we can't hear too clearly. his screaming went to the other side. And I saw ppl covering their ears. LOL!! ^^
But good performance ok! LOL~~
Other than the sucky video skills, the others are rather boring la. But okay la, enjoyed here and there. and laughed here and there during performance. haha! over stupid things. too much to mention.
halfway we pon the thing, too sians liao~ LOL! ^^
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today is a very crazy day...
in fact, everyday is a crazy day to us... lol~!!
Hmmmm.. today morn had maths tutorial... and darn love my lecturer la... give us so much time to do the online thing... lol~!! Alright, then after tt, went to SIM to buy lunch... bleahs... in the middle gt some jokes... lol~!!
Ya, that's so. lol~ Then waited till about 1 lyk tt... set off for the S&S concert... staff and student's day... vr bo liao la... and the place there... sound effect super bad... oh yeah...
pon liaos... stood outside.... bleahs... waited for yanyan be back from toilet... lol! While I mention how I fainted when the SHEMALE said, "Thank you." that melted me off. lol! ^^
And, CK looks rather niang with yanyan's bag. lol! ^^
yanyan was laughin when she saw CK carrying her bag. haha. and on the way, yanyan and kieron laughed and laughed... lol!~~~ They all horr... haiz~~ LOL!! too funny liaos... then bleahs.....
Went home la... lol! ^^
Losing interest in blogging liaos.... haiz~~~ sianss...... try to update as much as possible k....
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@5:05 PM
Monday, November 20, 2006
i have gt no mood to do my maths log exercise right now.
and decided to blog once again. and tinkiing thru' wadd my classmates said today... lol~~ ^^
Alright, then at home, watched 100% entertainment... this time Xiao Zhu's episode sehh... he sang and danced his new songs... still as shuai... oh my god... lol! And he sang Bosom Friend at the end of the episode... darn nice la! But in the middle, he gt play games with his fans... then he hugged each and everyone of the fans who played with him... aiyohs... so envious... how i wish i can hug him... darn shuai la... lol~!!
Alright, then i going to do one "survey" LOL! to trick u guys... perhaps my dearr can guess more correctly hor? I duno whether will it be easier or harder... lol! ^^
Just guess it!!
Think of 15 short bits of interesting stuff about yourself and they gotta be true.
Come up with another 5 false statements regarding yourself.
Jumble all of them up and list them in any order.
Post in your blog and let people guess which are fake.
Get 5 others to do the same.Among these 20, FIVE are fake.
GUESS!!:)
1) When I'm young, my fav color is blue.
2) I prefer black more than purple
3) If fate allows me, I want to be a lesbian (alittle bit open huh)
4) I liked someone for more than 4 years.
5) I prefer to be alone than to talk to someone I trust.
6) I love people to mess my hair.
7) I was very fat when young.
8) I had a dance with someone I liked when young.
9) I love to eat chocolates.
10) I can like a lot of people at the same time.
11) I don't close door when using toilet at home.
12) This is my very first public blog.
13) I love bright colors.
14) Smokers turns me off totally.
15) I don't know what is stead until I got one.
16) I have more guy-friends than girl-friends during primary sch.
17) cardcaptor sakura is my fav cartoon.
18) I hate to eat fish and veggy.
19) I love to sing out of tune, when my mood is high.
20) I prefer comedy than sad movies.
anyone can do it.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:31 PM
I finally gave an end to it.
Today morn had nt much, and felt lyk slping... lol~!!
hahaha... then after tt, during the break, crapped over some stuffs while eating... i oso dun rmb liaos... and mii and yanyan were laughing madly over a small boy boy go and hit the girl girl's private part and ran away... oh my god... both of us caught the scene! GOSH!! Wasn't that painful? AIYOHS!! SO SMALL ALREADY SO YELLOW!! HOW ARE YOU GOING TO SURVIVE IN FUTURE, AH BOY!! Cannot molest de k!
Hmmm... then after tt, we sat outside Co-op to do the tutorial thing. but then in the end nvr do. And, were reading the Seventeen mag... and came across the horoscope column... and its darn true... I'm stuck in between when to love that guy or to say goodbye to that guy... then decide the decision on 17th.. if really still okay, then tell him you love him, if cannot, it is meant that both of you are not meant to be together... DARN TRUE LA!! I'm so bewildered over the ambiguous relationship...
And talked to yanyan and kieron about the person tt I kept in my heart for vr long... and always kept secret... but the person I liked, I still didn't reveal... only dearr noes who he is... and u all duno who he is... I kept a lot of things even though I said some parts... I have STM so i dun reli rmb wadd i said k. lol! ^^
And finally, I get y he's so intimate with me liaos! perhaps its jus lyk he's treating me like a normal fren, lyk how kieron does to everyone *coughs* HAHA! No offence! LOL~!! ^^ But it's darn true la. And today I boldly request him not to be so intimate with girls cuz girls get wrong idea easily if anyhow hold ppl's hand... lol~!! And it's quite true la... lol! And I asked the other girls for answer to support my proof, my thinking... and he said he will change... lol! I oso duno... but I going to heck care... haha... cuz nothing to do with me leh! LOL~!! Just an advice la... in case anyone likes him wrongly... muhaha!
dearr, I'm not really sadd over anything...............
Alright, then had APS tutorial... sians... lol~!! She's talking fast lyk bullet train again... and dragging our time... as usual... I noee dearr angry for me... but we have nothing to do... lol~!!
Alright, then our APS cher was lyk talking about, the long-tongue ppl (6 inches) de... then we measured with ruler... its lyk darn long... then I commented one thing tt set some ppl laughing, "WAH! The tongue long until can use rice and make sushi with the tongue liao!" LOL!!! ^^
Then went home lorr... after CK request to stop... lol~ thx uncle! LOL~!! Alright, then went out the same way with ah jiunn, ah yun, ah xia, and kieron. LOL! Then was lyk joking all the way... when walk past the board "Silence please." Then I tip-toed and called kieron to see... haha... he was cold for a while but ltr he laughed... haha! ^^ I siao today... and in the lift, the lift was vr crowded... and two guys were lyk having conversation la...
Guy A : I don't want to do IT.
Guy B : It is easier to do IT at home.
Guy A : Rephrase properly...
bleahs... STM... lol~ But the first two sentence already see me burst out laughing in the lift lorr... haha... its kind of quiet laugh... lol but my mouth opened big... haha! I really can't tink of y stuffs! DARN! LOL~!!!
Oh yeah, another funny part that I almost missed out... because today rained rather heavy... then kieron scared the rain wet his pants (oops, but lazy to rephrase, dun tink y can liaos! =x) Then he hold his pants... but it still dropped halfway... then in the end, he pek chek... then hold until rather high... then ah yun and ah xia say he's fishmonger... haha! Then we laughed sehh!! HAHA. he jus gave a DUH face. lol!
When bid goodbye, lol~ I still naughtily say, "Bye, fishmonger." And he caught it.
He's slow in response seh~~ LOL!! yanyan, vr true!~ He slower than us by two seconds. lol!! ^^
Alright, hope he dun see this entry. so cute~~
LOL!
Hope the string breaks by itself.
Hope I heal.
Goodbye, my guy.
Mr NAM.
love dearr.
CK, dun kaypo horr! which him, i nt going to tell u =x LOL!!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@6:19 PM
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Today slacked a lot...
yest didn't do anything... i jus did plain shopping with my mum and jiee... long time nvr shop together liaos...
And I'm growing fatter again! LOL~!! back to 48 kg.. still thin thin... lol! ^^
Cuz ate some fried food nowadays... and daddy back home, feed until we fat fat... and every meal is lyk super healthy de... gt fruits waiting for us for every end of meal.. lol... yum yum... lol! ^^
Today slacked a lot plainly playing comp aimlessly... for nothing... then I recorded my stupid voice into the voice recorder with my mic... lol~!! Sounds quite ok lar... lol! ^^ Gt one superstar called Diya (her chinese name) She sang the hei se you mo... i feel nice... lol~!! But I dun have the link.. so too bad!!
lala... then hmmm... recording started to have prob... and i dun have mood to record anymore... suddenly the phone rang (sounds so dramatic), then I went to pick up my fone... and my eldest auntie is coming to visit us!! With fourth auntie, sixth auntie, eldest auntie's son, fourth auntie's daughter and another aunt's son. DOT. HAHA! Purposely made it not in sequence. jus gt a lot of ppl la. aiyohs. last min seh! LOL~ Then i quickly helped my mummy sweep the floor. its not spark clean but its a pass. lol! ^^ cuz i rush my work thru. everytime i sweep, i will make until spark clean de k. lol~ still gt my mummy spot check de. we vr mao de. lol! ^^
xP
Alright, then they came. Then they talked, while I slacked my way off at the desk for nothing. and i played here and there. sians. then i chatted with my jiee over weird weird stuffs. and she was grumbling her way off about her lao gong nt coming to fetch her so long... kept her waiting... hahaa... then she read me some sms-es tt are so funny... lol~!!
Hmmm... then they left...
vr sians horr... lol~!!
wasted this weekend again... and tons of homework is waiting for me... darnn...
projects piling up..... sucks...
I hate sch... tml gt class at 8.... sians!!!
miss dearr. dearr, dun sians liao~ LOL! ^^
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Today even when washing plate oso tinking about giving you up... so tired of tinking about u liaos... sians... more determined to forget u le...
When I need the courage, pls give me some... I really need it badly..........
I dun have a spare heart to love somebody noww..
And days are increasing for me being singlee......
2 years, 5 months..
HAHA...
Alright, woo me if u wan... *ahem* LOL!! HAHA~ jus kiddin!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:38 PM
Saturday, November 18, 2006
I'm happy from family outing!! LOL~!!
My daddy is overseas now, I do miss him and his cold jokes. But nvm!~ HAHA!
Alright, today morn decided to go to sis's company beside there, to buy Scroll the shoes, vr comfy shoes lai de. but ex. lol~! And didn't managed to buy any shoes from there. And when we wanna get into the hall, we have to queue up for our turn because they only let 100 people be in the hall... and horr, in the middle gt ppl cut queue... right in front of us... but nvr mind we will be getting thru the hall soon... so didn't want to lose our temper over them... but stupiidd mann...
Alright, mummy was vr satisifed because she bought two pairs of shoes... and its vr comfy... i wear before liaos... gt one pair, i find it ok... but its super comfy de... lol~!! But i nvr buy, because the color i dun lyk, bright green leh! auntie will wear tt lors. oops! ^^ But its kinda of auntie when i wear it la. so. hee hee! LOL!! ^^ Hmmm, then gt one time, i saw one shuai ge... haha... then i look at him for vr long... then my mummy happen to call him take her size of shoes... lol~ then he kept on looking lorr... denn gt so many can't find lorr... then because i sell shoes before... i noee how to look... then i look as well... duno lehhs... jus have a feel not to trust him worr... cuz he's like a newbie to me... dun reli noee whr's the shoes are... but nvm la... so many newbies because its kinda of part time job ma... lol~!!
Okay, then we headed to IMM by feet. lol~ Then mii and jiee were lyk grumbling tt we didn't had anything. lol~!! Then shopped in IMM la.. lol~!! Vr thirsty and so on de...
And I'm very happy that I bought two pairs of shoes!! But its ex la.. lol~!! But HAPPY!!~ LOL!!
My jie and my mummy envy me for my legs... lol~ say wadd kind of shoes i wear oso nice... haha... i already aimed the shoes tt i wanna wear during jie's wedding liaos!! LOL~~!! Fast horr... that shoe is elegant man! LOL~!!
Alright... then went to minitoons, I super high when I saw the cute kuma tortoise la! LOL~ On its' lap, gt another small kuma tortoise... GOSH, it's darn cute la! LOL~!! Then still, i gt crazy over purple stuffs... now purple is in fashion... lalala! ^^
So happy!!
Alright, ltr i going to ka jiao my tt shoes liaos...
both the earpiece of mp3, finally died afterall... sians... going to buy a new one.... white or transparent if possible!! purple earpierce is impossible.... haiz~~
Today, saw a pink watch... asked for a very purple one... but dun haf... if the watch is purple, its darn elegant la! LOL~!!
Alright, and we ate at third floor. I ate the sweet and sour fish rice. It's my sourest meal ever! LOL~!! SUPER SOUR DE!! But shiok! And my jiee laughed at my reaction when I ate it... haha! Alright, i give the permission to. Because it's too sour. haha! And thanks to the malay lady who gave her seats to us... =)
And ah di kor kor came to fetch us... so happy... can sit on his lorry again... i can sit behind again!! yay!! ^^ And I happily sat behind and listened to songs lorr... HAHA... enjoyed so much lorr...
And on the lorry rides...
I finally had inspirations over some stuffs...
jie really changed a lot, previously, with her character, I knew she would want a very special kind of love. If not be really deeply in love with someone really romantic. But now, when she finally meet her real destiny, she gave in and led a normal until cannot normal de life.. Her husband will be too normal for her... and the love is like so monotone and uninteresting to her, but yet that strong bonds attracted her to him... So I felt so special...
Felt so blessed when I see them together... hand in hand... =)
And, today I thought of him... Previously I felt so terrible when I see him on bus, but when I knew that I going to move house, I already can visualize that I will forget him fast when I dun see him anymore. And it's really true enough. Or was it because another person sat in? Perhaps its so?
But I will still be scared to see him again... I scared memories will flow back again.. of course... haha~
Looking back, I had some crush that I like for quite long... some for months, some for years.. And now, I look back, I really duno how I got over them when I was once so obsessed with them? I oso dun have any idea... just that I find it special... lol~!! And now, I hope that I can do it to the current one... I hope to end it....
Because I dun wish to lose my focus in life... my main aim is nt to cry for him....
But to find my true destiny.... if there's really one waiting for me....
missdearr.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@9:14 PM
Listening finished everything...
And tell you wadd song I like :
Jing Wu Men
Hao Peng You (vr sad song neh)
Zi Lian
Twinkle
Guo Wang You Xi
Le Se Tong (Rubbish Bin) - trying to like this song because the lyrics is rather nice.
The particular song that I liked about the rhythm and lyrics, is Hao Peng You. will apply to those who are having ambiguous relationship. But lazy to translate, and my english not that good. lol~!
He said that he's trying to sing Twinkle with a Jap singer IN ENGLISH (it's a famous fact that he cannot say english vr well, in fact quite bad =x) LOL! Everytime he spoke english, ppl will laugh because the accent vr funny and weird. But this, it's nice~! Even though his part is not too much, and the music composer vr clever, noee how to blend his voice with the female one to reduce error. lol~ He said he couldn't sleep because of the english song. But, its a very good job done! ^^
I still love his dance best. haha! ^^
Alright, hope I have a good day.
See ya~
Not much to blog. Suddenly no inspirations for blog for thoughts section le. lol! Vr empty. Slowly inactive liaos this blog. haha! ^^
Hope there's more things funny to blog about.
=)
Going to update my last chapter in the late afternoon. Watch out for it!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:01 PM
Friday, November 17, 2006
Currently I'm listening to Xiao Zhu's LATEST ALBUM~~ SPESHOW!!
Have been super high today... because his album is out today... lol~! ^^
And btw, I've posted my latest chap... LOL! straight when I reach home... cuz wan more comments... and btw, this is my second last chapter liaoss... lol~ ^^
Today feel a little moody... and didn't laugh too much la... everyday oso so yellow... haha! ^^
LOL!~~~
HAHA. today we did titration experiments... And horr, before the color change is lyk the sperm and urine together de combination... see liaos, feel rather disgusted... haha ~And another one is urine mixed with AHEM. blood. lol~!!
Hope to go to Vivocity one day. lol~ heard tt it has nice view over there. ahh xiia, tell us whether its nice a not on monday k!
How i wish i dun have to go sch on tues... haha~ so sians... go watch ppl perform... sians..... might as well go slp rite?! LOL~!! ^^
The feeling is going lower and lower.....
I'm trying to control....
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@6:32 PM
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Today is really my shocking day. I oso dun reli noee what to say.
I've just d/l-ed the latest version of Internet explorer. And everything became so small all of a sudden, I'm not used to it.
Hmmmm, and today, was chatting with yanyan and ah xiia... I tink i need to give her a nick... so tt its earier to call her in blog... lol~ and we were talking abt some stuffs... rather stunning.... lol~ ^^
Alright, and when I reached home, I heard more stunning news. Zax from 5566 (I noee dearr dun lyk him) LOL~ is going to be a father in a few more days time. And its fast. I was rather stunned, heard from my mummy once i reached home. and another time, yest my mummy watched 100% entertainment, gt one basketball coach is one celebrity's husband which i duno she's already married with a son now lor! I was lyk so shocked la. I had too much shocks one day. I can't really take it. haha~
And today mood almost swing... hahaha~
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Alright, that's shocking enough. Dun wadd we will ask each other tml. lol~ ^^
I'm very tired in convincing myself liaos. Just now was watching Goong, and it says...
In this world, there are people are like "sand", no matter how tight you grab hold of them in your fingers, you will never catch them in anyway. And he's one of them.
I don't want to force the sand to clump because of me. In fact, I dun really like him.
But y is it so hard to forget him?
I going crazy soon........................
Miss dearr, miss ham.
The more I look at you, the more I hate you.....
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@8:06 PM
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
today secretly drink passion blended ice. haha~ its quite nice. 1 dollar per cup with free pearl ( I promoting ) LOL~!!
Alright, and I was walking rather slowly. And I reached downstairs le, I haven't even reach half cup yet, then I strolled to the downstairs there and find a seat to sit. When I finally sit down and look around myself, I find how relaxed I will be, if I were to sit down there without any purpose and observing people. I love that kind of feel. It's kind of living out of the world. LOL~ So relaxed, and with no stress. lol~
haiz~ long time nvr sit lyk tt liao~~ And when I look up at my room window... feel so weird... hahahaha~ ^^
Alright, gtg le.... no thought nowadays..... too stressed liaos~
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:18 PM
HAHA.
Now is in the mist of listening to dearr's broadcast. rather pathetic, only three person is in the station now. But its okay, dearr jia you~
And btw, thanks to yanyan. She's our regular listener. LOL! Even though sometimes she didn't manage to catch it. lol~ ^^
But its alright la! ^^
And now we are talking bad abt my bf. lol~ ^^
AH HAM!
lol~
AH HAM is dearr's pet la. LOL~ ppl tink yy horr. tink of me too much rite?! LOL~ ^^
HAHA.
dear was talking abt giving mii more gua zi... hahaha... share food with my bf. then with ham's personality, he sure take away all my food de lor. lol~ yanyan still comment gua zi vr nice... ham ham will peel for me... haha!
dearr : ham ham will peel the gua zi and eat all the food himself..
yanyan : then yy can peel more for ah ham. ham ham can eat more.
dearr : good idea.
mii : "darling.. *looks at ham*, they bully ur dear dear leh..."
mii : *ham ham continues eating gua zi*
mii : "wah lau... hmph..."
yanyan : *ham looks at yy*
yanyan : "this is wadd you should do ma... gf shld feed bf..."
dearr : *ham then run away with all the gua zi*
yanyan : *ham hides in one corner and finish them all*
mii : did my bf sneeze? because we talking bad about him
dearr : he's ....sleeping.....
maybe he sneeze in the dream....
then muz prepeh tissue for him..... hahaha......
and so on, lazy to type...... then we began to talk about our Dr. Kueh's lecture liao... lol~ his cute actions and pronounciation..... lol~ ^^
And now, talking abt ham.
yanyan wanna be ham.lol~ and now dearr talking abt being ham de disadvantage. muhahahahaha!! ^^
SO FUNNY~~~
heez.....
i tink if yan yan and dearr meet horr, will click rather well horr.... lol~ ^^
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@9:49 PM
Today had a very stressed day. haiz~ oso duno wadd to write about.
Just find tt my IS teacher are people with complicated minds. haha. shld we say we have simple minds, or did we confused ourselves? LOL~
Alright, nothing to say. cuz didn't joke or anything. we were stressed over projects. and tml, another one. haiz~ stop it, no projects pls. its sucky~
Alright, gtg le. =) No entries for the day.
Miss him.
Miss dearr and my bf (my dearr's HAM).
Good to see that yanyan happy again, saw from her nick. lol~ ^^
Cheer up k.
And camii oso k, dun mood swing hor. lol~ ^^
You guys de laughs are contagious. I still need you guys to live on happily in sch de. lol! ^^
And the others too... if u feel "neglected"... you guys rocks!~
LOVE DEARR. ltr she broadcasting at duno 9/ 9.30... rmb to support her...
have to find the url yourself... haha~ its a personal broadcast thing... lol~ ^^ only known friends are invited... lol~ ^^ if I happen to online, and u wanna hear, jus msg mii k? =)
jia you dearr!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@6:20 PM
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
This foto was taken during my promised outing with dearr. I mean quite long ago. Tt TCC trip. lol~ I ordered the drink, Vanilla Passion with the company of Pizza Sandwich. lol~ It's very crispy and rather nice! ^^ *drools*
This foto was taken on last week (duno wadd day is tt, I have ST memory =x) It's fish and chip btw, at SIM. So must credit to SIM canteen. And the fishy sauced by BBQ sauce lor. lol~ And on the rice, I put a cloud with a smiling face using tomato sauce. It was darn CUTE. And I spent my effort taking this foto standing lor. lol~ see, so formal rite the foto! LOL~ ^^
This foto was taken at the Maths lecture there. And this time we were rather late due to the stupid rain. And hor, we managed to grab some lousy seats with lousy tables, with lots of vulgarities and pics drawn on them. yuck. lol~ And dun doubt ur eyes, the table tt my fren is using is obviously crooked. lol~ And she super funny de lor, she still say "This table is VERY FASHION AH! You want, your mummy also cannot buy this kind of table from anywhere! This table is so unique lor!" HAHA! And all the way, she wrote her stuffs and notes with the crooked table. funny seh she. haha~ And yanyan's stuff keep on dropping. Why didn't the table have a lock to it? So tt the table dun turn so easily? LOL!~
Had some fun laughing with the usual contagious ones. lol~ ^^
Then went home larr. Nothing much! HAHA.
Hope I will post more fotos up!
=)
No feelings.
I dreamt of you.
I miss you. Feel lyk talking to you lehs.
HAIZ~~
LOL!! ^^
Dearr oso blur liaos. lol~
Rather stressed over projects and homework. vr sians. haiz~
Love dearr, miss HAM. hate NAM.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@4:43 PM
Monday, November 13, 2006
today is a ....... day.... lol~
Today is a very WEIRD day.
lol~ Started off with not much stuffs. and lesson was boring today. haha. didn't want to concentrate today. felt lyk slping worr! And the air con is lyk so... wad the... cold.. .lol~
Alright, then went to SIM to eat... in SIM, was talking about yellow stuffs... our usual topics... lol~ had some fun laughing at it... lol~
Then went to the classroom nearby to talk... in actual wanna talk de, in the end the others do their work... left with me nothing to do, cuz i lend ahh xiaa laptop... then i have nothing much to do...... in between, some stuffs happen..... in btw, felt rather disgusted over some stuffs.
And we didn't want the rest of the class to know, usually we share. But this is too yucky to be shared. And we are not open enough to let people see. It's too. AHEM.
*secret*
And can see, people tot we were keeping wadd kind of bad secrets that cannot be shared with them. They felt left out, and some had black faces. haiz. But really can't show k. sorry. you wouldn't want to see it.
Had APS lecture, and our group were late for it. but somehow we hecked care. lol~ Then watched a rather long video, I was about to doze off if she have a longer video.... lol~! Then today Dr. Gandhi came to inspect her teaching, then she acted as if very professional, and this time she projected her voice and talked slower when we wanted her to do so, usually she dun when we say we wan her to be slower. Sometimes she will say, "Look at mel on ur own." today she's so DARN professional. going to puke. And the thing is, 2 hrs lecture, no break in between. Towards the end of the lecture, my group here gt one row of ppl ( i tink ok la, quite a few ) is urgent for toilet. And she still request, "5 mins more?"
Ask you something, if you are enduring the URGENCY for almost half an hour, and you fee like ur bladder bursting at anytime, you let your cher lyk tt talk ar? SCARY YOU KNOW. If gt kidney stones or leak out in class, the blame is on you.
Darn.. I will never like this teacher any more.
And I grumbled to my mother on her. Then she say no use de. haha. I also know its no use. Cuz she will sure say, "Urgent rarely wun cause to kidney stones." "I don't keep people for so long, so please bear with me for another 5 mins."
Darn.
LOL~ Then I scolded a very long string of words when I realized I copied wrong stuffs that were already there.
HAIZ!
kk. nothing much to say today.
my mood unchanged. dun wish to be affected by you.
i miss you lehs. die liao!
Dun di siao me about IS guy liao. i nt interested in him.
Today watched 100% entertainment, I love this episode. He's cute! And he's sweet. He said how he treated his gf. WOW! And he said he was two-timed before, and he looked like he going to cry. oh my god, haiz~
Going to cry for him oso! And suddenly I remembered about was I two-timed. I was almost, but heng. nvr. lol~
kk. today Xiao Zhu is funny. lol~ ^^ love him lots. And he's vr attractive when he plays the piano. like how he did in my story. lol! ^^
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@7:23 PM
Sunday, November 12, 2006
I was comparing Rain with Xiao Zhu.
HAHA. They are good enough to be compared, in my opinion. LOL! Even though Xiao Zhu's body is not hot enough like Vanness or anyone in Taiwan, but I tink he dance the best in Taiwan. LOL! ^^ Cuz I too obessed with him liao! LOL~ He rawkx my world totally~ lol!
Alright, and I just changed my blog music to It's Raining. This sound is hot. and reminds me about playing audition in dearr's house. lol! ^^ This song is hot.
And now, I miss him. LOL!
shit. lol! I miss yest's talk. lala~
I want to.....
LOL!!!!!~
It's Raining.......
Nice song horr.... lol~ heez.....
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@7:04 PM
I'm tempted...
Yest chatted with somebody.... (my dearr noees it... and only she noes it... she's my only frenn tt onlined in my list other than him... lol~)
And I was so much tempted...
He sent me a song... sang by him... he asked me to comment on his singing ma... haha... so he sent me... he wanna send his song for comp... I still ask him whether he going to send to his gf... lol~ then he just laughed his way thru... and said its for comp... lol~
The song he sang... the lyrics... so gt feel lor! HAHA. And the last part goes, "The thing that I miss dearly is that you were in my embrace..."
Gosh... I almost melted on the spot... lol~ His singing is not bad... because his throat is dry, so there's room for improvement... I particularly love the last part... haha~ ^^ (my dearr grinning at me liaos, i noee) LOL~!!
That day was looking at his foto... lol~
And yest was chatting with him until 3 sth, when he suddenly logged off without tell me... lol~ And of course, at the same time I chatted with my dearr... lol~
Chatted with him on something real funny... haha... (AHEM* shh dearr) LOL!
And he di siao me, and I di siao him lor. lol~ and in the end we asked each other the same question which set both of us laughing away. haha! ^^ He's still as cute. lol~
And the thing is, he dun even noee that I move house liao! He thought I still live at tiong, tt's wadd i most regret about (but nvm!^^) haha. hees. he was about to come my house and take mic from me, and maybe... haha... nothing...
HAHA... if i still live there, many things possible will happen seh... i tink if i still live there and he come over... I will eat him up... because I was darn hungry... HAHA... *ahem* lol! NO LA. lol~ I ahem for nice only k... i was giggling away.... haha~
And was talking about personal stuffs... not going into the detail... cuz too yellow... haha~ And I caused him to regret once again... I scared he dun wan talk to me liao! HAHA. he said I'm the only one that he's close with, did this to him. haha. Yest he called me, and I declined the calls several times. HAHA. Because I was already tempted. As in not tt tempted. AIYAHS! Confused myself. haha. nt tt dirty tempted. as in another tempted.
As I looked thru the memories with him, have been many years liao... haha... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA... cannot say things out lehhs... I shy liao... I just noee I enjoyed myself totally yest... LOL!!!!!!!!! *giggles and giggles* LOL!
What if I say I miss you after yesterday?
LOL!~
LALALALALA...
Miss crapping over nonsense with you.....
Love dearr. Love Ham. LOL!
Hate Nam. lol~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^.
Oh my god... tempted...
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@1:17 PM
Xiao zhu is darn shuai.
I don't know look at his video for how many times already. I still not too sian over it. And this time I have the full version of the whole MV liao! yay!
lol~
Other than that, I didn't do anything so nothing much to blog but I was struggling this afternoon and night without my dearr around. haha!
She saw the thing tt I typed to her, and she advised me to "give up". Not to say exact, cuz its rather cruel thing. I mean, can't say here. HAHA! ^^
I don't have the courage as it fades as time goes by, so dearr, do remind me to be strong to tell him one day that I can't take his stuffs.
A worthless guy. Nothing else.
I was just weeping over someone that useless.
He will never know how I feel. Never ever.
Was just a toy, and abandoned after found a new one.
That miserable, that forlorn.
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Btw, after reposting my story, I've earned new readers, and I'm super happy now.
hee, dearr, I'm really touched when you said you don't wish me to be sad and act happy everyday. feels pained when see me like this. I really feel lyk hugging you. *hugs* LOL! ^^
One day I will have to end it myself. I hope I will have the courage to quickly end it.
Love you dearr. muacks.
=)
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:11 AM
Saturday, November 11, 2006
I love Xiao Zhu
I love Rainie Yang Cheng Lin
I love Hebe Tian
I love Jay Chou!
LOL~
In life, I only love these four celebrities. And love them for very long already. For those celebrity crush, I won't like for long unless I find that you are special in a way. LOL~
Show info, I love about him ( i have a big bunch to love him about )
- 27 yrs old
- he's filial, his daddy died of liver disease from then, he treasure his life even more and sweared to his mummy that he will not drink and end up like his daddy. And he took good care of his mummy even though sometimes he like to tease his mummy but his mummy is a very open-minded, strict mother.
- love the family a lot, and very often misses his boastful yet funny daddy.
- HE DANCE VERY WELL ( I claimed that he's the best dancing guy in Taiwan, he can be compared with RAIN in Korea le!) LOL! Because previously he said that he was a dancer when he just started his job in media
- he slowly climbed up through his 12 years. TELL YOU, 12 years!
- he love to challenge stuffs.
- he's funny and cute enough for me to fall in love for him for long.
- he's very nice to girls. ( my story tells you abit of his character)
~ he helped his gf and mummy buy pad before ( I doubt some ppl can do that)
~ he did a very nice birthday board for his gf for BIG SURPRISE
and lots more sweet stuffs.
- he may flirt but he's serious in relationship he's involved in.
- he keeps secrets well, and he never TELL ANYONE about his relationship matters that deeply. not even jolin noe about it. All he will keep it in his heart.
- he's hot. (HAHA)
- a mature person inside. a very funny joker outside.
- he may look boastful, but he said he dun like proud people because he says hardwork pays you off and proudness pull you down.
- VERY PRO in imitating ppl.
- I fall in love with him for duno how many years even before he started singing. I remember when I was sec 1 or 2 I already liked him liao! LOL~
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Off with Xiao Zhu, Talk about Rainie now.
- She's 24 years old if i'm not wrong.
- She's famous for her cuteness. But from her actions and how she talk, she's a very mature person shaped throughout her years of working with media.
- she's very filial as well and loves her dog, Yumi.
- her singing is good
- she's pretty
- her mature character attracted me. She's not like others, like to ACT a lot to attract attention. She does act cute, but her kind of cute is when ppl asked for her to act, and her act cute doesn't irk me.
- keeps secrets well
- doesn't cry that easily.
- liked her ever since I watched Meteror Garden Part I for the second time. I find that she's cute.
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Jay Chou
- 27 yrs old
- great ability in composing songs and singing ( didn't how he did it )
- always has great inspirations towards his songs
- he dance, not bad. lol~
- great singing ( always fall in love with his songs , whether is it fast or slow. first time listen wun get any effect, but after listening a few times, it's as if I'm addicted, I love his songs like hell ) LOL!
- cute when he "hosted" and "imitated" some people.
- he came from a broken family but went through with his mother, and he's super filial de. (he wrote songs on his grandmother, and his mother and even named one of his album using his mother's name)
From what I observed, he's really filial.
- he's sometimes very quiet and doesn't utter unnecessary stuffs.
- fall in love with him when I listened to his Fantasy album a few years ago.
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Last but not least, Hebe Tian
~ 23/24 years old (always dun remember her age)
~ she's noisy when she came into media but as years passed by, she became more and more quiet.
~ And now, she rarely talks but she's very pretty.
~ She has got character and rarely cries.
~ She is said to be the Ice Beauty ( because she rarely talks, people said that she's as cold as ice.)
~ she can be really funny sometimes.
~ liked her ever since S.H.E first album.
Good character people. lol~
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LALALA. today i'm happy and I watched Xiao Zhu's new mv. LOL! He's darn hot. oh my god! LOL~ ^^
kk. gtg le.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@7:05 PM
I've updated my [ Dubious Chemistry ] once again with Chapter 13. This chapter is the longest of the whole story.
And haiz, it's ending soon.
And stop the freaky thing hor. dun wan thing to come true from my story. haha~ ^^
Alright, remember to comment!
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There is a kind of destiny that you can grab hold...
And there's a kind of destiny that you should let go...
And there's a kind of destiny that shouldn't have started in the beginning.....
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@2:23 PM
Friday, November 10, 2006
When I looked at your photo...
I really regretted not continuing with you.....
And somehow, I remembered how we were together..... And I almost wanted to agree on the very day.... but I couldn't pluck out my courage to say "Yes, I want to." If not, it's going to be sweeter and more to forget about.
Btw, yest something sad happened and I told dearr about it. She was seriously in rage and she edited the person I like in my heart into something funny. Not going to mention but it's really funny when I first looked at it.
That's the retribution for hurting me for no valid reason. lol~ but credits all to my dearr. lol~ ^^
MUHAHA. I really felt better after dearr "took revenge" for me.
Bad stuffs continued happening to me, but I'm really still fine.
(dearr unhappy liao)
HAHA. And the stuffs, may be weird, wadd I wrote in my story really became true in real life. haha!!
And it's a little eerie. lol~ And please, don't go to the extent when I couldn't even have the chance to get back alright. I have to control myself.
LOL~
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Today is a fine day. With not much stuffs. And today because yanyan was late for sch due to see wrong time table, CK fought to sit at her seat, then I keep on shoo-ing him away, and he refused. DUH. And during lesson, he crapped non-stop. lol~ And I reckon he got into a higher level crapping to me. DARN. lol~ ^^
And the weird thing is, he so crappy when he talk to friends and he asked a rather formal question to lecturer. lol~ ^^
And had IPC lar. was worrying whether will he reset the online quiz cuz i did it before it started. haha! Then after tt, didn't leh. and I was watching xiao zhu dance his new song and write some friendster quiz and bleahs. I was wasting my time off during his tutorial. No laughters today. haha.
Then went to eat. bleahs. haiz. i vr sian over the food liaos. then watched some videos but did project. so today is rather sian day. then did practicals. not much to say. just wanted to comment, it's super cold in the lab. Now, accuse NP for letting us do lab in a freezer. LOL~ HAHA. then yanyan say her nose going to drop liao... and I was joking away with the action of pushing up the spectacles up my nose... haha... i took substitue by using safety goggles... clever yar? LOL~
Today in the toilet, this phrase suddenly came into my mind...
"Something stopped me from falling deeper for you, but something also stopped me from not liking you. I'm stuck in between, in such a difficult position, until I wanted to shout out for help, someone is around to help me but perhaps couldn't help me much either."
Today saw little Jay from another class as usual. My feelings for him fade le. haha.
HAHA. fast lehs. of course, crush only! LOL~ ^^
I had no feeling towards your touch because I somehow knew what you meant through your touch. Or was I too insensitive? I hope I was. To prove myself wrong.
EERIE.
Even if it's so..................
"Stop all your bad doings......"
You will get retribution one day, I believe.
That's all I thought about when I looked into your eyes. I didn't mean other things. Because you are not even worth to be my friend.
How do I stop the foolish me...... to believe you existed in my heart....
Obviously impossible, yet I had to repeat so many times in my blog.....
Love, get out of my life. I don't need you now.
I miss him. I mean... haha..
I hope I will heck care when I see it.
Previously in one of my blog entry I said, I saw from your eyes, you had something more than friendship. But perhaps I was just too wrong or blinded by love. It's not true. Your eyes were telling me,
"You were just playing with me."
HAHA.
Gtg le. I updated my [ Dubious Chemistry ] le! IMPT CHAP! LOL~ ^^
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@6:52 PM
Thursday, November 09, 2006
A happy day........................
Hmmmm... had APS... APS lecturer changed a different teaching style.... and btw, princess noes who i like.... as in the IS group... not the true person that I like and placed in the deepest corner in my heart for months... haha~
Only my dearr noee's who exactly did I like.... And she said its a very wrong choice..... haha~ Ya, I agree. But I couldn't get out. That's what I hate about love. When you have the feeling, you just cannot shake away the feeling so easily. Even though he has gt so many bad points, you still fall for him so deeply.
Whenever I like someone, I only told my dearr. Only she knew everything.
So honored yar?
I'm .......a foolish girl.
Btw, today had lots of funny things happening!! LOL~
Today I managed to suan CK. CK WAS Di-siao-ing me lor! Over the IS cute guy. I admire him cannot ar! HAHA. I only admire, i dun like ok. I feel he has a girlfriend, and I dun really noee him well, how i like him leh. so admire from far, like flower lyk tt. haha! =) dun wan to spoil the beauty. lala~
CK, u say some more lor. I dun care liaos. It has gt no effect on me! bleahs!
HAHA.
And in the lift (all the way rushing to APS practical), the lift is full to the door. Then when the door opened at 6th floor, a malay guy was standing in front of the lift door and he was singing if i'm not wrong. HAHA. when the door opened, I saw his eyes widen a little but he was still humming / singing his song when he looked into the lift... haha... then he signalled his fren to walk the staircase as he continued singing... as the lift door closes, I started laughing uncontrollably. He's TOO CUTE!! His reaction lor! HAHA. Today my laughing point is real low. haha!
And had too many things happening... when I told my mummy about it... my mummy laughed until tears came out as well...
today had a fun practical... 3 practicals in a go.... hmmm... 1) Label heart, 2) Measure blood pressure (that's where I had most fun at) 3) Blood test (oh darn, I did it) LOL~
HAHA. Firstly our group had blood pressure measured. at first, everything was "faulty" and I was so scared that the blood flow to my arm will not flow anymore after pumping so tight. haha. its so pain. lol~ And the mercury didn't go up. lol! And we realized nvr turn the knob. stupidd. lol~ haix. cher oso nvr say lor! HAIZ~~ Then measured here and there. haha. had so much fun and laughter together with contagious laughter people. lol~ They are darn funny. And i was secretly laughing at siew jiunn when she looked serious when she measure for zahirah. haha~ ^^ SO FUNNY~ And she realized I was looking at her, she giggled but tried to maintain her seriousness. but somehow, it failed a little. haha!
HAHA. And another time, the thing to measure the blood pressure placed at the hand there rite, bloated like duno wadd. and looks like its standing when I first saw it, I burst out laughing! HAHA! SO FUNNY!!! LOL~~!!!
Alright, then went to heart station there and draw heart... in the middle got some distractions....
Then go and measure blood type... darnn... before we started our practicals, our lecturer roughly told us the steps... then our group was like GASPED. And screamed in our minds, yet some people are so excited over it! LOL~ ^^
But I was so scared, even though i have the experience already but haiz. still scared pain la! Then CK helped us poke into our finger, PAIN LEH. no skill horr. no lar. haha. gt blue-black and pain for vr long. haiz. then did some experiments. LOL! O+ yay! LOL~ heez... alright... then went home lorr... happily of course.... maintained happy........ all the way... in between gt some anger.... lol~ cuz CK spilled water on us... and i hate that.... haha.... i hate being drenched for no reason..... haha... I hate ppl to play with me, its childish. haha. but nvr mind, i've forgave you, CK. LOL~ ^^ Are you looking at my blog? LOL! ^^
dearr, simmer down.
And, my mind is really in a whirl. What do you mean when you dun wan things to go any deeper when you tried to make things go deeper in your way? Aren't you contradicting? you sucker.
Hopefully I kick this sucker out of my broken heart. It's hurting me so deep without him realizing.... And dun remind me about him..... he's so sucky....
Now, I just want to admire ppl. I dun wan to like anyone. They are all not good enough.
I just want to let my heart be empty.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@9:35 PM
HAHA.
Gt too much joke today. duno wadd to say lehs... lol~
Duno which one to say... lol~ but we were talking about Jue Dui Superstar... haha... and imitated how someone sang... and saw one girl from SIM go sing... lol~
ltr denn blog... nothing much to blog... hahah~ today going to be tired...
in happy mood even though saw some stuffs... not going to care much...
AND, I SAW SOMEONE!! He's looks SO CUTE TODAY!!!!!!!!!! Okay lar, the cute guy in the IS group. haha~~~ CUTE!!!
But he shld have a girlfriend le bahs? lol! ^^
=)
ltr APS. now INFO.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@2:53 PM
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Today was enlightened by CK in the way back. about our APS lecturer thing.
It does make sense to me. But somehow, in my opinion, it's somehow hard to say things out for some people.
Take for example, me.
I'm honest enough to say that I'm timid in voicing out my views in front of the teacher, somehow "criticising" her bad teaching skills. but that time, I think I was the only one who wrote a note to her that I feel rather stressed in her lesson.
HAHA.
Btw, how did CK managed to enlighten me with his thoughts?
In love, dun couples quarrel? And perhaps cold war for a period of time, whether is it long or short. (that doesn't reli matter actually). Some chose to talk things out.
CK say he belonged to talk things out instead of cold war with his partner that kinda.
And this is so similar to what we are experiencing now. We are talking bad about the APS lecturer. And he said its a waste of time just talking bad about the APS without telling her the truth that we didn't really catch her lectures well. Or even, just didn't like the way she taught us. Just any dislikes lar. We should just voice out in a POLITE manner and tell her. And not keep quiet and talk bad about her behind.
I just realized that when he told me about his opinion.
Because she taught her own way, we dun feedback. She still gets her desired pay but our performance will deterioriate. Who will be on the bad side then? Definitely not her, of course.
"Feedback to people so that they can improve on it."
I remember she told the class this, when she asked the class to feedback on some people's small presentation.
Feedback? How many people did really feedback?
It's quite a easy step and at the same time, a hard step to get through. Even though we may have a mouth to say things and not keep things in the heart, but sometimes we just find stuffs difficult to talk about.
That's what I class as irony.
Most effective way to learn is to feedback to her.
But perhaps we need time to reflect and get mature.
I'm definitely not mature enough and that brave enough to talk things out.
For me, I didn't know what will happen to me when I really feedback. Will this person hate me? Will this person call me during every class time because he/she didn't like me giving a negative feedback that made him/her utterly uncomfortable?
I still need time, to think through.
A true friend, criticises you instead of praising you (in a good way of course) because he/she wanted you to be a better person. And not talk back behind you.
So our class is still not true students who gives frank feedback.
our pharmacy teacher even encouraged us to talk thing out, but we just kept quiet.
Just my perspective . CK has enlightened me with his ONCE A WHILE LOGICAL thoughts.
And I find it so true. I related to love matters as an example, and find it too sensible.
Hope I enlightened some people!
So, be a true friend. Criticism is just like a patience. It's a bitter word but has a sweet fruit.
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If you are so weak, then be mature. Never ever assume that you are mature than adults, when you are really not.
Be unaffected by puny matters. It shouldn't make you cry or unhappy, you should learn from it and dun always tink in your perspective. Different people have difference characters. Not that because you are a kid or adult, we have to give in to you everytime. You should ask "Why are you wrong?" But of course, that's when you try to ask when you are ALREADY COOLED DOWN. or else the fire will get stronger when you are in rage. You cannot get things into your head when your mind is in a whirl and being selfish.
To me, I can't really stand people too immature. As in, ahem. My dearr shld noee.
Dun wish to make it too straight in case I hurt anyone here.
But just don't be rude to anyone. You will suffer in the end.
Your character will become sucky when you are rude.
Once rude, you are dead.
No one wans to be your friend.
Never assume that I will be kind to rude people. I dun. seriously.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@3:22 PM
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Today had lots of inspirations for blogging!
pardon me, but I do have a very fruitful blog! LOL~ its 350++ over entries liao... over less than 2 yrs... haha! =) I'm a pro blogger now, I class myself. lol~ even though not proficient in english, but at least I enjoyed blogging! LOL~ ^^
Alright, when I was eating my breakfast today, I was thinking how much it hurts wearing the purple socks with my that new brown shoes. It's like the socks does slides down lor. and when the shoes rub with my feet, it bleed. lol~ And I only noee when I was shopping at JP w/ my classmates. darn. its bleeding. haha. hurts lots. no wonder. And, somehow this morn I related the socks to my ex. haha~ A kind of weird lar.
That pair of purple socks is just like my ex.
It's unfitting, that made you dun wan to wear it further. (u guys are nt compatible in anyway u can tink of)
But because of that color you like, you wan to wear it again. (in love terms, u wanna patch with him for certain reason)
But just you are scared, this loose purple socks makes you bleed again (he will make you hurt and broken again)
So might as well, when I'm really ready, I will wear that purple socks again. Treating it not as my favourite. =)
A little profound this entry ..
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Why do people take for granted when they had it, and only treasure it when they longed to have it or had already lost it?
I made a small comparison. It's akin to wanting to buy something you want. At first sight, you love it so much, you hope that thing is in your possession but in the end, when you finally buy it, actually you dun find anything really too special. It's just a kind of feel that comes and goes like a gush of wind, that quick.
That's why I considered for very long before I buy. I had such feelings before. Bought it, but had no feeling after that. Dun find it nice/ special. Just a normal thing, can treat it as transparent / as if nvr buy it. It's a kind of intangible feeling.
HAHA.
Hope you ppl understand what I writing.
I'm a poet in my previous life. I strongly think so.
HAHA!
How many entries today? 4? LOL!!
Happy days, gives happy entries. or nice entries! LOL~
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:19 PM
Now waiting for my turn to bathe. So i might as well blog. HEEZ
Just now when I just reached home, I was in the kitchen talking to my parents. And suddenly there was a downpour. Then my daddy happened to stood by the window. And he was mopping by the way. Previously the heavy rain came into the kitchen. HAHA (how polite did I sound) LOL~ And he's mopping away the excess water. And he stunned at the window. And he suddenly commented : "Wah, a shuai ge (handsome guy) is downstairs." Then I asked, "Where? Where?" I was standing quite far from him, i wasn't near to the window. HAHA! Then when I excitedly went over the window, I stunned. It's a guy with "GREAT" figure. HAHA. And there was downpour, and he's standing down there, looking at another man zhng (modify) his car. haha! So, are you acting shuai? And the funny part comes when, my daddy imitated how the guy acted shuai. tt part i missed. lol~ He said when the downpour suddenly came, he placed his right hand on the waist, with his head tilted to the sky, looking at the sky RAIN FOR HIM. and another hand was in the pocket. HAHA! I laughed like hell. I can imagine how handsome he was, when the sudden downpour came. And btw, when we were talking bad about him, in the meantime, he suddenly realized he was getting wet, he ran over to get umbrella. Wasn't it too late to get one umbrella liao? Since you love acting shuai in the rain, for no one to see? No, our family saw it. and we laughing over it. haha!! ^^
What a nice day I had. I thought in the family, I'm the only lame one. In fact, I'm not! My weird genes is passed down from my daddy. He's lame too! LOL~
And, lol! He claimed tt guy to be SHUAI GE. like how I claimed some ppl are. haha!
MUSCULAR MAN. SHUAI GE . JUAN . (yanyan shld noee)
LOL!!!
MUHAHAHA!!!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@9:40 PM
1)How old do you wish you were? 10... that's my happiest year i ever had... with my greatest crush... lol~ I can still at least run along with him... lol~ And play hide and seek with him... HAHA!
2) Where were you when 911 happened? Hmmm... in sch? LOL~
3) What do you do when vending machines steal your money? "Darn." If there's no one, I gonna kick it. And keep on press the button.
4) Do you count yourself kind? hmmm. still ok. when i'm unkind, i'm vr unkind. haha!
5) If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be? hand. lol~
6) If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be? KOREAN! DEFINITELY!!
7) Do you know your neighbours? No.
8) What do you consider a vacation? having lots of fun shopping. Spend until pocket burn. And heart satisfied.
9) Do you follow your horoscope? YUP. I'm a horoscope freak. lol~
10) Would you move for the person you loved? ar... dun tink so.... move as in move house? I won't...
11) Are you touchy feely? huh
12) Dream job? hmmm... nt vr sure....
13) Favorite channel(s)? U only.
14) Favorite place to go on weekends? Esplanade, Beach.
15) Showers or Baths? BOTH
16) Do you paint your nails? No. HAHA. I dun like. Cuz I'm a rough person.
17) Do you trust people easily? nt reli. only my close frens.
18) What are your phobias? hmmm. lots.
19) Do you want kids? NO
20) Do you keep a handwritten journal? thrown away my ears of written journal when I moved house. It's a sad journal. haha.
21) Where would you rather be right now? Back at my old house.... lol~ even though i love this house as well...... but i live nearer to my pri sch frens ma.... i miss.......
22) Who makes you feel warm and fuzzy? my pillow and bolster. But I hope, I will find someone this warm to be in. =) *melts*
23) Heavy or light sleeper? depends.
24) Are you paranoid? sometimes. haha.
25) Are you impatient? yup. I am. lol~
26) Who can you relate to? hmmm. family.
27) What's your favorite pick-up line? "alo?" "yoz"
28) What's your main ringtone on your mobile? Jay Chou - Twilight's Seventh Chapter
29) What were you doing at midnight last night? sleeping soundly.
30) What did the last text on your cellphone say? i lazy.
31) Whose bed did you sleep in last night? my bed.
32) What color shirt are you wearing? green.
33) Name three things you have on you at all times? clothes, myself and bracelet.
34) What color are your bed sheets? colorful .
35) How much cash do you have on you right now? haha. duno lehs.
36) What is your favorite part of the chicken? leg.
37) What's your favorite town/city? none.
38) I can't wait till..? to forget him totally.
39) What did you have for dinner last night? hmmm. some meat and nice veggy.
40) Do you own a gun? no lehs.
41) What do you prefer to drink in the morning? hmmm. milo. lol~
42) Where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs? working.
43) Last thing you ate? lemon chicken.
44) What songs do you sing in the shower? a variety.
45) Last thing that made you laugh? HAHA. too much to mention about!
46) Worst injury you've ever had? HAHA. in my heart.
47) What's your favorite candy? none.
48) What song do you want played at your funeral? duno,.
49) Five random people to do this? anything, anyone interested.
50)Say 'Goodbye' to yourself? ......
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@7:07 PM
Today was laughing lyk hell, non-stop... lol~
I seriously, seriously cannot walk with yanyan and kieron and camii. I will die of laughing! LOL~!! Their laughs are like contagious like duno how. LOL! But for me, yanyan's laugh make me laugh more, and everytime oso like that. cuz is somehow exaggerating and loud but funny in tt sense. lol! ^^
After I blogged for the previous entry, I slacked around at the quiet corner. Then was like did nt much, and I did my Maths. Still sad over Maths sehh... lol! Then after tt, kieron suddenly asked me online whether i wanna play O2Jam a not... of course i wan! LOL~ lol. and i played, badly. lol! i miss my dearr all of a sudden. lol! miss her so badly. lol! miss playing with her in couple room, and kieron dun have a couple room to play together. lala! LOL~ haha. then i played alone. sians. but with ppl looking lar. and when i scared, i jus press all the button in case i miss any. lol! HAHA. had much fun. then at the end, kieron SHOWED OFF by playing a difficult song. lol! HAHA. my dearr play oso gd k. nxt time i go my dearr's house play! LOL~
then after tt gt maths lecture. LOL! at first was laughing about CK's name to be said as KC lol! and it doesn't sound so smooth when pronounced lor. we used to say his name as CK. lol~ SO FUNNY LOR. And laughed so much, i dun reli find it too funny, but the way my frens laughed was like so HAHA. lol! And after that, had lots of joke in between lar. lol!
And another one, everytime Jay or Jacky Wu will say de.
"Lao Shi Zai Jiang.. Ni you mei you zai teng? Ni you mei you zai teng? NI MEI YOU ZAI TENG MA!"
Then today maths lecturer said something and transformed her words to the similar version and i was laughing to myself then after tt i shared with yanyan.
"Do you know... do you know... do you know... YOU DON'T KNOW MA!"
HAHA. But must listen how I pronounce it then its funny. HAHA.
And at the end, we heard camii laughing. then yanyan imitated. And its way too funny. cuz its too alike liao. and my laugh became uncontrollable. lol~ jokers. lol! And when climbing up the LONG STAIRS, we were laughing all the way. When yanyan cooled down, I cooled down. When yanyan laughed, I laughed as well. Because I laughed on the way she laughed. her laughing is contagious and ticklish. lol~ HAHA!!
funny seh. laugh until stomach vr pain. lol! then when we reached the lecture hall at science block. we were still laughing. LOL! Then this time worse, Kieron and some others joined in. And Kieron laughed, then yanyan imitated his laugh, then she laughed her own style again, then I laughed. HAHA. Then its like continuous cycle like that lor! FUNNY LEH!! Kieron laugh causes yanyan laugh, yanyan laugh causes me to laugh very loud. lol! And its a kind of cycle. lol!!!!!!
HAHA. funny day I had. And I found some funny videos. I gonna sheh (SHARE) with my classmates. AND OF COURSE MY DEARR LAR!!
HAHA. Funny day.
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Blog for thoughts :
As time goes by, I realized all your actions hold practically no meaning. Your message, I got your meaning. And I gonna stop myself from falling deeper. It's just nothing, it's just your habit, it's not because you feel for me. It's just a stupid habit of yours.
And I understand and saw that a few months ago.
Till now, then I realized everything that started and developed was just a plain mistake. Even though I kept convincing myself not to think of it, but every single day I was thinking about what made me fell for you so deep, and why should I think of you every single day, non-stop.
A relationship that didn't develop in your perspective, but it almost blossomed in mine. It's just some kind of mind difference.
May our sweet moments continue its blossoming love story in the dreams.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@6:18 PM
Just had a maths test. Darn, i scared.
And I kena called out to talk to cher abt my wrong graph. GOD.
lol~ But it's okay. Just dun tink of it can liao. lol! ^^
Hmmm... tml still gt another test.... sians...
I duno wadd to write for now... loL~ just now quite funny...
my day somehow spoiled by daddy's smoke. haix.
lol. and spoiled by the cher lor. haiz!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:44 PM
Monday, November 06, 2006
Had not much thoughts.
Was just talking w/ dearr. and she missed me badly. But in the end, she said it was plainly a joke.
Never mind, it's okay. I miss her can already *mushy*
LOL! ^^
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Today happened to hear that my blog is getting more and more popular, and many people get to know my blog address, and I feel bad about it.
And somehow, I felt like making it a more personal one.
Because all my thoughts about everything, even relationship (not too direct with NAMES), but I don't feel secure if everyone's reading it.
I don't like that kind of feeling. Not that I dislike my blog being popular for being funny or anything. It's just that, my blog is some kind of personal blog, I didn't meant to make the blog to be funny in nature. I just listed out all the funny stuffs, and also plus my blog for thoughts column about matters. So, it's kind of personal. I only want to let some people see, and not SO MUCH people see.
I will reconsider whether to make it personal a not.
Or I should cut down on thoughts of stuffs. I dun like my stuffs to be said out to other ppl, unless I SAID SO. I dun like ppl invading my privacy, or saying that I said something when in reality, I won't say it out to harm anyone. It's just my thoughts. I don't want to hurt anyone. So, for rude people (try to not offend, but in fact offended, no choice, cuz u had offended me), please do not leak out anything about my blog entries. If not, actions will be taken. (HAHA, sound so wadd seh!) LOL! ^^
I really care about such things ok. Dun even be proud that you read my blog. HAHA. I'm not proud that you read my blog, for rude people.
Perhaps my blog is just for ENTERTAINMENT purpose. No use saying out.
Alright, that's my thought of the day.
My day totally sucked.
With all sorts of stupid things I saw and heard.
Privacy invaded.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:29 PM
today is in a nt reli gd mood because the starting of the day, Dr. Kueh's lesson, I'm supposed to laugh during his lesson, non-stop to say. But I didn't laugh at all. It's weird.
After lecture, went toilet w/ some others, when came out, the other group was gone. gone to canteen 1. kena PS-ed.
Then went there after kieron called me. Then headed towards SIM canteen to meet up with Mrs. Mrinal. (correct a not, pardon me if i'm wrong) Then we told her our grumbles. But I wasn't sitting close to her, and I can't really hear what she said to the group nearer to her, so i might as well heck care and stone over at another side. And, it's like so cold today. I mean the atmosphere so cold. NO jokes, NO nothing. So sians. And my mood went down, and go emo...
HAHA. But the funniest joke today is.
"Seeing her, we will be in disease state liao. Dun need to study about disease state le."
HAHA. only my class ppl understand that.
LOL! ^^ Alright, had not much to talk about today. was feeling really down. But SOMEONE made me cheer up and its the CUTE guy every wed i will meet de. HAHA! But he's not someone i like, and kept in my heart. HAHA. He's just a cute crush of mine. Or just someone I admire for his cuteness. lol! ^^
That someone is still inside my heart. And currently I'm still unsure whether another someone tried to open my heart gates and get in a not. Just feel weird.
HAHA. But today no contact, no worries.
LOL!
And saw some stuffs. was kinda of sadd lor. lol! I need not say any further lar. hee!
And I had some inspirations when I was walking up the stairs, going to edit my [ Dubious Chemistry ] once again. lol! ^^ Make it even longer. bleahs! lol!
And, today lecture, nothing much improved. And she called my name once again. The frequency of being called is really very high for me. How I wish I had a plastic surgery or something. So that I dun look like I'm slping or dazing in class when I'm really not. And i thought I was being called twice, if being called twice, I throw my highlighter liao. not happy with me right! And yanyan poor thing, when she was eating happily on the mummy snacks, she kena called and I reckon her happy mood spoiled totally. lol! ^^ Am I right, yanyan? LOL!
And today felt a total pity when we studied about the blood types. lol!
Blood type O may be a universal DONOR, but it can only receive blood transfusion from ONLY Type O while Type AB can receive any blood type, so it's called the universal RECEIPENT. HAIZ!
Type O only can receive from their own type seh! Nothing else! SO SAD!
HAHA. And O- the same time, lol! gt almost all the factor missing liaos. so lonely. lol~
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I pretend because I want to maintain the ambiguous relationship.
I pretend I wasn't hurt. I pretend my heart was still as new as ever, as if it was not broken before.
But simply, I couldn't pretend I don't love you.
Because I deeply love you.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@5:18 PM
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