HAHA~
Kind of relieved that my sch is called NP, instead of NAP (because Ngee Ann Poly mahhs =X) LOLS~
People will tink Ngee Ann Poly is a place to take naps... haha!~
That person who named the shortform as NP, is darn clever, and must be humorous too! HAHA! =D This person even thought of it! (I hope so) LOLS~ =DDD
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Just random entry. Did nothing today. Went to cut short my hair lers. SOBS.
I regretted la!
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You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@9:10 PM
Thursday, August 30, 2007
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Today finally got the Spa Vouncher lers... =)) yay!~ After collecting the Spa Vounchers, I slacked at the bus stop and missed 3 buses while waiting for ahh xiia galfriend and kieron kor to get ready... haha!~ After that, we shopped at Queensway Shopping Centre for my purple jacket... but in the end, I bought nothing except for 4 tea-bag eggs for my lunch... haha!~ I treated ahh xiia one egg! HAHA!~
Then we went to play arcade together!!! We raced car again!! =DD Had fun of course!! Bumping against each other! *sounds A* LOLs.
Then later took cab with they all to Bukit Timah Plaza because they were going to be late for work liaos. =))
Alrights, that's all!~ =DD
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Met many familiar ppl nowadays. =D
Please, last.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@7:33 PM
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Tight cuddlings
Interlocking hands together under a star-strewn sky
Listening to each other's deep breathing
Lying in his warm arms, listening to his heart beating for you
Being attached, how nice!
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THINK AGAIN!~
Chinese readers, have you listened to Only Lonely by S.H.E? Listen carefully to the lyrics! =DD
Who says being single means unwanted and leading a boring life? To me, single rocks man!~ =DD
Here are some advantages of being in singlehood! =D
More freedom and independence
Being single means you have more freedom. You answer to no one. If you’re single, you don’t have to let anyone know when you decide to go somewhere. It allows for more spontaneity in your life. If you want to take a weekend road trip, you can make that decision on the spur of the moment. Being single allows you to be your own person and really just do as you please. If you want to sit on the couch in an old T-shirt and shorts while munching on Doritos, no one will give you any flack for doing so. Being single allows you to make your own choices.
More control over your time
We live in a busy society. You probably hear people complaining that they never have enough time, all while scribbling their plans for the next three months into their Palm Pilot. These people probably aren’t single. When you’re single, you may have more time for yourself and things that you like to do. You can set your own schedule. Being single may give you more time for hobbies, relaxation, being with friends and family, and so on. Being single gives you more time to better yourself. You can use the extra time to work on your career, volunteer in your community, or maybe take classes, either for job advancement or just for personal enrichment. Relationships and marriage especially require lots and lots of time, as anyone who is married or in a relationship will tell you. So, doesn’t it stand to reason to take advantage of any extra time while you have it?
More control over your money
In addition to time, relationships also require money, and a lot of it. Being single gives you full financial freedom. You will be in control of where every dollar you spend goes. Guys, think of the money you’ll save by not having to pay for overpriced dinners and movies, and buying presents all the time. Being single allows you to spend money that you have on yourself with no guilt. Being single may also make it easier to plan for saving money for the future and for unforeseen circumstances.
Not having to tolerate another’s annoying habits
Let’s face it – all of us have quirks about ourselves that someone else finds annoying. Being single frees you from this issue, at least while you’re at home. A single person doesn’t have to listen to someone snore all night while hogging the blankets. Guys, you wouldn’t have to worry about finding a fuzzy toilet seat cover or pink shower curtain in your bathroom. Ladies, you wouldn’t have to constantly nag someone to take care of the dishes piling up in the sink or take out the trash. Being single allows you to give your patience a rest and live in a non-frustrating environment. The only disgusting habits you’ll have to put up with are your own.
No emotional roller coaster rides (SUPER TRUE!!!!!!!!)
Being single allows you to stabilize your emotions. When a person is in a relationship, especially when it is just starting, your emotions can go completely out of whack. Your mind can go a mile a minute constantly thinking things like, “Does s/he still like me?”, “Did I say the right thing?”, “What should I do now?”, “When should I call next?” The list goes on and on. It’s enough to make a person go bonkers with all these thoughts running rampant. In addition, being single means that you won’t have to worry about going through a heart-wrenching breakup. Once you’ve become a successful single, you will appreciate being able to be emotionally relaxed.
Ability to become aware of who you are
Being single can give you a deeper awareness of who you really are - not someone as defined by a relationship. During the initial stages of a relationship, you try to make yourself look as good as possible to impress the other person, and often find yourself saying or doing things you normally wouldn’t do. Being single allows you to be yourself. Being single and having more time alone allows you to increase your self-awareness, define yourself as an individual, and become more in touch with your emotions and thinking.These are just some of the advantages to being single. As you progress into becoming a successful single, you will find more and more advantages. Once you move past the “grass is greener on the other side” way of thinking, you will then be ready to make the most of being single.
Credits : http://www.singleshelp.org/4advantages.html
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I just realized I can't go on a long relationship, I probably can't take no freedom despite I love the closeness with another half that I love. But the emotional rollercoaster, probably will give me a second thought to it! HAHA!~ =DD
What I suggest myself is just, haha! Holiday relationships!! HAHA!~ If not, just stay single! YAY! =DD
Life in future is indefinite, so just heck care!!!~ =))
Not UNwanted, but just the time is NOT RIPE.
Not LONELY, got a lot more people also in singlehood, like me!! ^^.
HEES.
Who cares!~
LOLs.
3yrs and 2 mths! =))
<3333333
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@8:01 PM
Today we went for the cosmetic lab thing... haha!~ Forgotten the full name liaos... and please dun remind me!! I lazy to edit the blog entry again! HAHA! =X Then here are some pics of in lab-in-process... haha!~
Some of the ingredients... a lot of oil stuffs... haha!~ We were making emulsions...
Take temp of the emulsion... lols~
Trituration! =DD
And the cream is done! HAHA!~
Stacks of cream! NOT FOR BOTH EXTERNAL AND INTERNAL USE because our products are... not even under clinical trials... so it's definitely not safe to use in any way... haha! =X
Pic of mirrorwhoring together! =DD LOLS~ =DD Mass mirrorwhoring, but i wasn't mirrorwhoring, i was... taking pic of the others mirrorwhoring... haha! =))
In a closer view~~~ LOL!~ MUHAHAHAHAHA~~~
Rumor time... Not going to disclose who are these two people... =)) It's a secret that cannot be told... Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi... =XX~You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@6:29 PM
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
LOL!!!
Despite feeling extremely emotional yesterday, I still tried to cheer myself up by playing the virtual piano on website to play the Theme Song for "The Secret" movie!! =)) YAY~! I got it!~ LOLS~
Jay is hot. haha!~ =DDD In my POV la~ HEES.
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Hopefully there's some improvement, or I will hate staying in there.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:47 AM
Monday, August 27, 2007
PICS ILLUSTRATION FIRST!! =DD Went to watch "The Secret" (by my idol, Jay Chou) with dearr! *screams* Long time nvr watch movie with her liaos! We went to watch for inspiration, but in the end, no inspiration struck actually. But then, aiyahs, The Secret is a nice and mysterious kind of movie. It's not just superficial stuffs, it requires some thinking and paying attention to the details of the movie, then you can fully understand the whole plot. It's funny in some parts! =DDD LOLS~ And it's kind of sad behind... but then overall, it's a nice movie! =)) Here are some screenshots of the movie in the theatre! =X Credits to "The Secret" movie.
Interesting part when Jay Chou was having piano battle with someone. Because both of them play the piano until super fast, so it was kind of hard to find a nice pic like this! HAHA! =DD I was heng leh! =DD
Funny part on where Jay Chou and his "father" was dancing!! MUHAHAS! =DD LOLS~ =XXX We laughed at that part! =D It's kind of cute when the father tried to cheer his son up in the movie!! =))
After the movie, went to shop at some "A" shops... haha!~ It's not supposed to be a "A" shop, but then it contains some X-rated content stuffs inside... some board games on "A" stuffs and some weird weird "pills/candies"... Here are some... I secretly took it outside the shop... haha!~ =DD
LOLS~ Sex Helper Pills (specially dedicated to CK, if he's reading this entry) ... And Virgin Again for those non-virgins... haha!~ It's common to be a non-virgin now... lols~ If there's really this kind of turn back into virgin de pills, I tink the world will be in chaos now... Because everyone is FOREVER a VIRGIN!! HAHA!~ =DD CRAPPY ME~~
Dearr and I are interested in the Invisible Pills... I forgot most of the words in the instructions liaos... but what I remember was that after eating this pill, you can turn invisible to sneak into someone's house and look at someone attractive naked! HAHA! That's true! But then the Caution part was funny too, they stated the pills sometimes cannot make some body parts invisible (that means some body parts will still be visible). If overdose, you will be permanently invisible!! HAHA! This is funny de lor!! =DD
Took this emo pic at Clementi MRT station while waiting for the train to come. =)) Raining is emotional to me. =(( LOL!~
This is the proof of us going for "The Secret" movie together!! =)) HEES. Enjoy it with dearr!! *hugs* LOL!~
This is going to be the next movie we are going to target on!! Because this rattie reminds us about my bf, ah ham!!~ *screams* LOL!~ I miss ah ham bf a lot la! Heard from dearr that he's growing some hair at last, and he's having a luxurious life now. =)) For those who heard of it and were worried for him, thanks for ur concern! =)) He's living a good life and recovering now! =)) Hope he will be more handsome after he grow even more hair!! Then he will be more charming! *drools* LOL!~ Back to the poster, I was telling my dearr that I'm the rattie and she's the carrot and I imitated his action, holding the carrot. haha!!!!~ FUNNY~ I was crappy today...
CUTE HOR!! Of course la!! Look like ah ham leh! LOLS~ My handsome, charming ah ham bf! *ah ham bf must be grinning now if he's seeing it* LOL!~
We had our lunch at Aijisen Ramen before our movie. We ate for very long and chatted over there until the time's up without knowing. haha!~ =DD
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Enjoyed my DATE with dearr!! =)) Love her lots!! =DD
Today she actually accompanied me to Defence Technology Tower to get the Spa Vouncher thing from there, but then because I didn't bring sister's i/c along, so I cannot get the Vouncher for my jie. And I have to make another trip tomorrow, which is something I like!! *grins* I can go out again!!~ =DD But sorry for dearr to waste her trip together with me!! =(
After that, we went to Plaza Singapura to watch "The Secret" movie which we planned to watch before exam period for our inspiration for the co-written story. After buying the movie tics, we went to eat and crap a lot during lunch until the time's up. =))
"The Secret" movie was nice! =)) I'm not going to say what's it's about here... Because it's a secret held. lol!~ I understood most of the thing liaos. =)) Dun have to re-watch to understand liaos. =)) Very nice la!~ HAHA!~
After the movie, straightaway went to Yamaha shop there and played piano. HAHA!~ I went to try out the "Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi" (Ending Theme Song for The Secret movie) first few bars... I roughly got it... happy de la!~ HAHA!~ Then later shopped around....
Took mrt to outram park... and dearr went to her bf's house while I go home alone by bus... I waited for the bus until I almost decided to walk back home (haha, not so exaggerating la, but then it was super long de la, who ask me to miss the bus) =((
On the way back home, some stuffs happened... and tears kept appearing at the corner of my eyes... and I kept swallowing back my tears... it was kind of hard not to cry in the bus... with people all around... So all along the bus journey, my eyes could wet, dry again, wet again, dry again... like that... very terrible feeling as my imagination went wild... I turned emotional, sensitive...
I dread that kind of useless feel... Yes, it must be all my fault... It's all my fault... No matter what happens, it's all my fault...
It's so hard to get up from the emotional state... Haven been laughing non-stop for 5 mins le... I really miss my class badly... =(( Because they always make my day, without worries, without sadness touching my life... But now, it seems like the bottom of my moods...
So I'm looking forward to finding a job, or to meet my class... =)) just to do crazy things with them...
Today is my sensitive day for crying....
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Waiting for bus at the bus stop is just like waiting to be attached with someone you love.
If you missed that bus that leads you to be attached status, you may have to wait for 10 mins, 20 mins or even longer, depending on many factors... And whether you have the patience to wait for the next bus is also another important factor... If you have no patience, you can never be attached with the right person at the right time....
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Today dearr and I were mentioning about what food are we... haha! This idea is credited to dearr! =))
Dearr say herself as pizza while I'm the ping bi yue bing (mooncake with the special skin).
Pizza is popular in people and can be eaten in all seasons. Pizza have got ingredients seen outside (a lot more outer beauty) unless you buy a cheezy pizza.. =)) Then you will get something extra from within... =)) But she's definitely the cheezy pizza!! Not only popular, tasty and got surprises from within!! She's forever my unique dearr!! *mushy*
On the whole hand, that special mooncake can only be eaten once a year. And this kind of mooncake not everyone will like it, only people find it's good side then will love de. =)) This mooncake's ingredients can only be seen in the inside (not easily seen from outside). If the person dun have the patience to taste its wonderfulness inside, then they will just miss the taste forever. On the outside, they see nothing attractive, but it's the inside's ingredients that's worth the eating, the enjoyment.
But talking about similarities, all have got values. =))
So, who's going to eat this mooncake?
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I will continue waiting for my next bus to come, and the person who's willing to eat this mooncake. =))
It takes time and...
Affinity.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@8:48 PM
During holidays, you are bored. You can sing KTV on youtube. =))
That's because i cannot go out tt often due to some reason.
you can enjoy your life in this way .
=DD
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:04 AM
Sunday, August 26, 2007
I finally watched finished Why Why Love!! Oh my god!! Why Why Love is a must-watch! I swear!
All because, I cried too hard at the last few episodes. I cried until I had headache. haha!~ =DD But it's worth the cry! I love crying and getting touched alone in the room over a show, without anyone interfering. Watching alone is the best because you dun have to swallow any tears back, you can just show your most natural self to yourself. =))
In addition, I also going to show a video of Xiao Zhu saying the tongue twister in english. haha!~ =DD Funny~
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Very often, we neglect many important things in our life and take them for granted because they are free, and perhaps can be found everywhere.
Just like air. It's essential to us, however, we can choose to take the air for granted.
So, dun treat me as the free air and take me for granted and do anything as you want. I'm not this kind of person.
No one is free air. No one should be taken for granted for no reason.
I dun feel like being at home. But I really have nothing to do. And I cannot go out as I wish.
Darn it. I hate this feeling.
Call me for a chat if you want! HAHA~ =DD
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@4:07 PM
Saturday, August 25, 2007
Readers, I blogged so many times today!! HAHA! =DD
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MORE INTERESTING FACTS
If you keep a Goldfish in the dark room, it will eventually turn white. (omg! really? *widens my eyes*)
Women blink nearly twice as much as men.
The average chocolate bar has 8 insects' legs in it. (omg! did I affect anyone's appetite's chocolate? I tink I did! =x)
China has more English speakers than the United States.
Did you know you share your birthday with at least 9 other million people in the world?
You can't kill yourself by holding your breath. (is it? I've tried that before leh!! HAHA!~)
Every time you lick a stamp, you're consuming 1/10 of a calorie.
Our eyes are always the same size from birth, but our nose and ears never stop growing. (THIS IS COOL)
There are more chickens than people in the world.
A goldfish has a memory span of three seconds.
Credits : http://www.amazinghumor.com/funfacts.shtml
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Funny facts about men
Men who have pierced ears are better prepared for marriage. They've experienced pain and bought jewelry.
Men like phones with lots of buttons. It makes them feel important. (I tink CK agrees to this hor? Phone makes him feel impt!)
Men have higher body temperatures than women. If your heating goes out in winter, I recommend sleeping next to a man. Men are like portable heaters that snore. (I will name men as porter heaters now. lol~)
Most men hate to shop. That's why the men's department is usually on the first floor of a department store, two inches from the door.
If a man prepares dinner for you and the salad contains three or more types of lettuce, he is serious.
No man is charming all of the time.
When four or more men get together, they talk about sports.
When four or more women get together, they talk about men. (very true! HAHA!)
If a man says, "I'll call you," and he doesn't, he didn't forget... he didn't lose your number... he didn't die. He just didn't want to call you. (If this is true, wah lau~ darn it then dun tell me you will call back! *hints* LOL!~)
Men forget everything; women remember everything.
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Interesting stuffs
The best way to forget all your troubles is to wear tight shoes. (oh wells, this is really true, I will tink about tight shoes now! HAHA!)
The older you get, the tougher it is to lose weight because by then, your body and your fat are really good friends. (HAHA!)
Credits : http://www.lifeisajoke.com/menvwomen46_html.htm
They say that when a man holds a woman's hand before marriage, it is love; after marriage it is self-defense
Q: What is the difference between a woman and a magnet? A: Magnets have a positive side!
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Ketchup was sold in the 1830s as medicine. (oh my god! I'm eating medicine leh!)
The fastest growing nail is on the middle finger.
The most sensitive finger on the human hand is the index finger.
After eating too much, your hearing is less sharp.
Grapefruit scent will make middle aged women appear six years younger to men. The perception is not reciprocal and the grapefruit scent on men has no effect on women''s perception. (girls, we shall buy grapefruit scent stuffs when we get to the middle-aged range!) LOL!~
Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair.
We are about 1 cm taller in the morning than in the evening. Layers of cartilage in the joints gets compressed during the day. (oh wow? HAHA!~)
There are approx. 550 hairs in the eyebrow. (who went to count it?)
The life span of a taste bud is 10 days. (i tot they are always there de, so some of them died today =( )
The world''s youngest parents were 8 and 9 and lived in China in 1910. (WAH LAU! SURE A NOT!)
The colder the room you sleep in, the better the chances are that you''ll have a bad dream. (hmmm...)
During an average lifetime, a man will spend 3,350 hours removing 8.4 meters of stubble
http://www.fanoos.com/entertainment/humans_interesting_facts.html
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Sugar can lower your immune system!!!
Apples will melt in very hot weather
Chewing gum while peeling onions will prevent you from crying
You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching TV
http://www.zilvan.com/funnyfacts/facts_about_health_and_food.htm
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More people celebrate their birthdays in August than in any other month. The two other months in which birthday rates are high is July and September.
More babies are born in September than in any other month (contradicting)
Donald Duck comics were banned in Finland because he doesn’t wear pants.
http://www.funnyjunksite.com/funny/random-funny-facts/
What occurs more often in December than any other month? Conception.
This stimulates 29 muscles and chemicals causing relaxation. Women seem to like it light and frequent, men like it more strenuous. A kiss
Men can read smaller print than women; women can hear better.
http://members.aol.com/LyJaneGrey/facts.html
Love is like an unquenchable thirst, though it can be temporarily sated with fluids other than water.
The easiest way to tell if someone loves you is to tell them they have a nice ass. If they file a sexual harrassment suit, it's love. (KNS) LOL!~
MUHAHASS!~
I will post even more, when I explore more!!! =)) ENJOY!!~~
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@4:54 PM
Words written by a normal marker can be erased .
Words written by a permanent marker cannot be erased normally .
Same goes to the person you like...
It depends on your mindset, how you think decides whether this person was going to be a "normal/ permanent marker"; is this person going to leave memories that is eraseable/ forgettable, or is this person going to leave unforgettable memories that haunts you every day and night.
Sometimes it may be possible for a normal marker to become permanent marker....
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I found some interesting facts and would like to share with everyone! =))
A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes long.
The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue. (oh wow! reminds me about french kissing, the exercise of our strongest muscle. lol!~)
Right-handed people live, on an average, live nine years longer than left-handed people. (true or not! dun scare me leh!)
A cat's urine glows under a black light. (oh wow?)
The average bed is home to over 6 billion dust mites. (oh my god la! this makes me feel like changing bedsheet everyday!)
There are 333 toilet paper squares on a toilet paper roll. (siao, who went to count these paper squares?)
When you sneeze, all bodily functions stop ... even your heart! (is it! i duno leh!)
Only 7% of the population are lefties (oh my god, I'm the "lucky" 7%)
Your feet are bigger in the afternoon than the rest of the day (yup, that's why choose shoes in the afternoon!~ just choose the right size, then at night when u wear the shoes, it's a bit loose) LOL!~
Most of us have eaten a spider in our sleep. (WHAT THE HELL, dun scare me leh!!)
If coloring weren't added to Coca-Cola, it would be green (oh, hopefully can affect Marcus's liking towards coke if coke is really green) LOL
Rubber bands last longer when refrigerated. (can try and see leh!)
The average person falls asleep in seven minutes.
Credits : http://www.armenianteens.com/funny_crazy_facts.php
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You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@4:04 PM
With new pics uploaded!!
Oh wells, it was yuyan darling's hand btw! You know what, the place whr we were, was blowing strong wind and the fire kept dying off and before I took this pic, many people were helping to cover the fire and by the time I decided to take down the pic, Xin Yi already made her wish and blew the candle *pouts* But yuyan helped me and acted as if she was still helping to cover the fire from wind! =D HAHA! Thanks darling!~ =))
Muhaha. Does this look like Winnie the Pooh trying to "gangbang" Piglet and Tigger? (sorry if I spelt any of the names wrongly, because I'm not a hot over Pooh)
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Later, were some random pics of the arcade games that we played!! =)) Kiddy us... haha!~ Just trying to get some tickets to change something back! =P
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I really enjoyed myself yesterday with the class, after the stressed exam period! We managed to have a fruitful time together! WOOHOO~ =DD
Yesterday was last ppr, which was Microbiology, and of course it was Xin Yi's birthday! =))
So after the ppr, we headed towards Jurong Entertainment Centre to have our dinner and also to have all our time playing at the arcade, which was our birthday girl's decision. =))
All the way we were having fun and laughter. haha!~ Laughed until tears came out. Long time nvr had that feel already! =)) And I was really, really tired yesterday. Therefore I was kind of "subconsconscious" and giddy at times (I feel like I was just dreaming).
After having our dinner, we chiong to the arcade (ok la, not so exaggerating, we walked to the arcade excitedly). LOLS! And we started playing some of the games liao! All those in the photo were the must-play game yesterday! =DD Ticket-rewarding games leh! Why not! LOLS~ And of course, we played the racing games all together once again! Still so fun! WOOHOO!~ =DDDD~
Then went to take neoprints, just beside the arcade. =)) HAHA~ Had a fun time man! =))
(This entry is the simplified version of just the major things that we had done! LOL!~)
Lastly, happy belated birthday to Xin Yi once again! =))
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I don't know what have I done wrong.
I knew I can't be a good girl.
I'm going to see you today and tomorrow.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@3:32 PM
My first pic posted from my new hp! =D LOLS~ That's my nick on one of my lecture notes! =D I love my deco! =D PURPLE PURPLE! *screams*I'm back to blog again! Finally, exam's over. =)) Will be blogging!~
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@2:42 PM
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Oh my god! Was watching plastic surgery videos these two days. GOSH.
Just now I watched liposuction and breasts enlargement. Yesterday watched facelift video. OH MY GOD!
I really really sincerely salute to those who dared to do plastic surgery!! Their courage is like, gosh!
The plastic surgery is like so gross la! So bloody and... GRR!
When I saw the breasts enlargement surgery, I dropped off the thought TOTALLY.
OH MY GOD!! I even scared to tears when I see they cut up the nipple tissue... so bloody, so fatty... so... ARGH!
MY GOD!
Alrights, I'm here to advise people to love who they are now... Everyone's unique.
Don't do unnatural things to change yourself. It's just so painful and sucky.
My mother also agreed with me. So please don't do it for beauty sake.
It's not worth. Because it's fake, especially for the breasts part. Obviously it's fake. Fake things get back fake love.
MY GOD~
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You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@3:07 PM
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
You are mine.
Love you.
<33.
Names . Unspecified . Loved .
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Just confused between Ls.
It's not the time to... =))
MUHAHAHAHA~~
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:45 PM
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
When you dun put in feelings to certain words, you will have full courage to say out to someone.
When you love that person too much, you tend to turn nervous and your words seemed to be stuck at your throat, unexpressed.
That's why it's so easy, isn't it?
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I can only see you on the weekends!! =( So sad!! I want to see you everyday can!
Not going to disclose who is it. The person who knows who is he, shall not say, okay! Promise! =))
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When you dun place your feelings, you wouldn't feel so hurt and rejected . It's just so true.
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I fell in love with you.
Whole-hearted <33
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:03 PM
Monday, August 13, 2007
I'm not going to disclose anything about you .
I'm not going to say anything .
Just keep quiet, okay?
Just let it go .
It's just not worth to start / end .
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Meaningful .
Lies, believe it or not.
Meaningless .
Entry . Exit .
Still that same old me .
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@4:50 PM
Sunday, August 12, 2007
Feelings for someone going on the ups and downs.
Given up one person .
Feelings grew deeper for another person .
Imaginations going wild in a good way (not into a TOO WILD way) .
Fell in love with someone .
Love Mr. S.
Love Mr. B.
Still like Mr. H-F.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:42 PM
I'm missing him like mad .
I realized I'm falling in love with him .
I admire him .
I gave up on him .
All the "hims" are different! =DD HEES. I'm not being flower-heart who likes a lot of ppl at the same time!! =)) LOL!~ Some are celebrities la, excuse me. haha!~ =DD
OMG! He's shuai man!~ =D I can't stop looking at him! WOOHOO~
And someone on the television, really looks like someone that I missed badly nowadays.
But, sigh.
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I've decided, I will love you with all my <33! Not going to tell anyone who is it! HAHA!~
HEES.
It wouldn't be interesting if you know who I love! HAHA! =DDDDDD
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:30 PM
Saturday, August 11, 2007
Yesterday was kind of emotional night for me. It's a kind of feeling that's so hard to describe.
I watched Channel U that 7pm show yesterday night, and my 3/4 of face was drenched fully with my own tears. It was really super, duper sad for the last part of the show. I cried too hard, because the past memories came back. haha!~ But I really love crying over shows, and I had a chance to cry over my past again for a "valid reason", w/o my mum suspecting me about anything.
I super hate relationships to be super sweet and romantic before a break up. Both the male and female lead love each other so much. The male lead was exceptionally mushy to the female lead, he kept requesting the female lead to do sweet things on him (e.g. by helping him do heat treatment on his injured hand, feeding him every spoon during dinner, taking long romantic walks in the park). Then later, the male lead suddenly stopped and asked the female lead some questions. Then he started hinting that he was going to leave her.
Male lead : Cabbage Head (that female lead's nickname named by the male lead) didn't know she was going to lose the greatest man in her life...
Female lead : Mister.... (female lead always like to call male lead this)
Male lead : I'm going to say something that I've never said to you since long time ago.
Male lead : I love you.
Female lead : *continues looking into his eyes, searching for clues*
Male lead : I love you.
Male lead. : I love you. Let's break up.
Female lead : No... we can't...
Meanwhile, I burst out crying liaos... haha!~
After sometime, the male lead gave the female lead the last hug and said even more touching words...
Male lead : Promise me that you will eat more after I leave. You are too thin.
Male lead : Today will be the last day you can cry. I want to be an outstanding hairstylist, a good mother to your son, and always smile everyday.
*cries even harder*
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Sometimes I really dislike being thin.
Those words kept ringing in my ears.
Feeling terrible.
Longed . Impossible.
Wasn't missing you, but was missing you.
You gave me that ambiguous chance .
Yet it was too ambiguous that I didn't believe it was going to be true .
Will we?
Miss you like crazy.
Who are you? Which one?
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:07 AM
Thursday, August 09, 2007
When you've tasted the sweetest moments of your life, other sweet stuffs you may not find it sweet anymore.
Just like you tasted a very sweet milk drink, and you tried to eat your *actually* sweet cookie, but you just realized the cookie wasn't sweet at all. It tasted bland. And your friend still commented the cookie was super sweet and yet you say it's too bland. It's all because you experienced the sweetest part of everything, it covered your tastebuds and the cookie dun taste sweet at all.
The sweetest moment, can conquer the whole of your memories, and causing the future sweet moments to not be as sweet as you expect all because the sweetest moment already affected your whole life .
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You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:03 PM
Yesterday was my parents 30 years marriage celebration and plus my jie and jiefu marriage after 1 month! It was like double happiness for the whole family! =D
It was even more happy when I knew that I could sit at the back of the lorry once again! =)) And sit like all those black black workers once again!! *grins evilly* And this time, my jie sat together with me behind! We went all crazy at the back of the lorry! =DD I love it to bits! HAHA~ (my parents sat in front together with jiefu) LOLS~ And we blasted music and sang whether in-tune or out-of-tune... then we chatted over a lot of things (about anything, open or close) at the back... and because it was near after work time, so the expressway was kind of jam, and there were a lot of workers lorry (whether was it China workers or black black workers). Then because only two girls sat behind of the lorry, behaving weirdly, so they kept looking at us. But that moment was funny. haha! I kept laughing and screaming. lol!~
And then went to the Thai's Village there to eat Shark's Fin!! WOOHOO!! Still as good and real! =DD How I wish I could steal the whole pot from the other table.
And I had a happy time at the place. haha! =)) Esp. trying out their high-tech button to call for QUICK SERVICE. I just pressed once to call for bill, then two person immediately appeared. haha! It was really quick service. LOLS~
=DD
On the way back, was chatting and laughing away.
SO fun!! =DD
Love my family!
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I shld let the feeling subside.
I can't stop letting the feeling of hatred get deeper.
All because I found something.
Wash it away.
L . goodbye .
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Happy National Day.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:13 AM
Monday, August 06, 2007
Oh yes! This is going to be my 700th post of this blog!! *pops* LOL!~
YAY!~
Have been sleeping whole day long, trying to compensate my lack of sleep for the previous week! And now I'm finally energetic and jumping again!
Not only I slept, I also went to surf the net... haha!~
Online finding for friends and sex are still a "IN" thing now, isn't it? LOLS! So funny de la! Esp. found on friendster.
I was just surfing the friendster search engine thing on classifieds. And I almost laughed the hell out of me. haha!~ *no la, not so exaggerating* LOL!~
http://olx.friendster.com/feminine-and-shy-girl-wanna-make-long-term-friendship-with-gentleman-iid-1746051
(click on this link) and look carefully at the girl on the pic. Isn't it the girl who's acting on Channel U 7 o'clock that actress? Why is she looking for friends here? HAHA~ All the fakers are trying to put chio-bu's pic up trying to trick ppl with fake numbers. And after I looked at this, I really giggled. haha! Some still don't even know it's a actress and everything about her is fake. They still wan her contacts. *muhaha*
"Your smile is a killer.." HAHA!
And there's another link of a secondary school girl, wearing her sch U, acting cute while cam-whoring. It's a pic that is CMI. And despo ppl still say she's cute and pretty. is like omg! Her victory sign covered almost 3/4 quarter of her face la! Still cute and pretty ar? Despo until like this... aiyohs... big pro perverts around with no taste... haha!~ (I cannot give the link because didn't want to offend that person, despite knowing this young girl will not visit my blog *cross fingers*) LOL!
And seen many many more innocent girls' pics kena posted... and I even saw ah gua's pic posted up... *OMG*
And just found one... this account user put on another person's pic and claimed that she's a con woman, and you know what the other ppl replied?
"I dun mind if she's goood......."
"I like con woman so fun never try b4..."
and many more r-rated comments... haha!~
still got one is from another country de... they straight ask... how much? LOL!~
They still wanted to make friends with her. Oh wow, despo world.
Internet, an imaginary world.
A space for extension for unprotected sex opportunities.
Opportunity for unawared rape cases.
*shakes head*
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What am I ?
That kind of despo words sometimes can turn out to be a joke when you know it's a fake. So do surf net aimlessly and perhaps find some funny things from it. haha!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@5:37 PM
Saturday, August 04, 2007
8 FUN FACTS ABOUT WOMAN'S BREASTS (*under 18s, it's safe to see this content! =) Do share with your friends too!)
1. About 2 million of women have fake breasts. About two million women in the United States have breast implants, with 250,000 going under the knife each year. The average age of a woman who getsimplants is 34, and 90 percent do it after they havehad kids. Most women increase by 2 cup sizes after the implants. But not every women who underwent implants are always happy with the results: about 6% of women with breast implants return for a size adjustment orto have them taken out altogether. (this is kinda shocking to me! SO MANY PPL look so real!) LOL!~
2. Watch out, they can get sunburned even if you’renot topless. Apply sunscreen lotion with a minimum SPF 15 plus UVA and UVB protection each time you hit the great outdoors in your bathing suit. Without it, prematurewrinkling and brown spots most probably will find their way onto your precious pair.
3. Cleavage is not Determined by Breast Size.2 women with same cup size may not have the same cleavage. Woman’s breasts that are fuller in themiddle will have greater cleavage. Woman with only an A or B cup but with her breasts naturally set close together, can have nice cleavage too. In addition, if your body is narrow below yourshoulders, you’ll have an easier time creating adeeper valley between your 2 peaks.
4. They can get out of shape from your sleep.Sleeping facedown won’t deflate your breasts, but itcan make them misshapen over time. The best sleeping position is to sleep on your side, with a pillow under them for support as you sleep.
5. They hate to bounce around.Running and aerobics can cause your breasts to bouncearound, inadequate support will result in breastsagging earlier, and breast pain the next day. Wear asturdier sports bra that has underwire and moldedcups, no matter what your size.
6. But the right exercise can give them a little lift. Regularly exercising the pectoral muscle in your chest can help to make your breast perkier and create the illusion of cleavage. Push-ups and chest presses are your best boobs boosting bets.
7. Take them to see your Doctor at the right time.Because your boobs are at their smoothest and least tender the week after your period, it’s the best timeto have your doctor check out any unusual lumpiness or swelling.
8. The left is usually larger.No two breasts are exactly the same size, and it is usually your left breast that is bigger than the right side. However, often the difference is so slight,you’d never notice they are of different sizes. (oh wells, tt's really true!)
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Now then I know not all people in the same horoscope have the almost "same" personality! Our birthday range for a certain horoscope is being divided into three regions. And the one in the first region ever since the start of the particular horoscope range, behaves more of being a TYPICAL gemini, take for example. haha!~ =D And then second range gets in the middle, lesser typicals traits of being a gemini. as for third region, it's even lesser and perhaps will kena a bit of the traits of the next horoscope! HAHA! In the past, I thought of having two regions, and then the nearer your birthday is to the starting of the new horoscope, the more typical gemini you are! oh wow! I'm quite true in someway. haha! =D My birthday is quite near the date neh! HAHA! =D
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Alrights, here's my blog update on what actually happened this whole week :
I really had the busiest week ever in my whole 18 years! The five days of my school week was busted with activities, without free time for me to have enough sleep! *cries*
Here's my activity :
Monday - Flash application Project submission
Tuesday - CLBC Presentation
Wednesday - Micrbiology Lab Test
Thursday - Micro & PHCO Presentation
Friday - PHCO test
which is like, oh wow?
And all the days I only had 4-5 hrs of sleep only! Pathetic! I turned into panda already! =(
But then this week is finally over! To say this week is fast, you feel the time is crawling for some parts. When you say this week is slow, but then it seems like 24 hrs is not enough for you. Contradicting yes? Yes. HAHA!
Once I came back home, I slept from 5 pm till 2 am. HAHA! And I can't sleep anymore. muhahas! =) More energetic now! I love next week! =D Hardly have class! HAHA! =D
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I have no time to think of you, because I know gradually I will put you aside again! =)
Miss dearr! =D Hope she not too busy oso!
<33 everyone!
Sorry to my family! =)
Wednesday was my mummy's birthday, so just went to Marina South to eat steamboat and came back liaos. Sorry for making it such a quick birthday celebration. However, I enjoyed every bits of it! =D Esp. on the lorry part. lol! When we were going to tt place, it was raining heavily, so I got wet at the back of the lorry but later I got a really big plastic cover covering over me and I could still feel the rain hammering on me. haha! And I couldn't see anywhr except the plastic bag. haha! I was covering together with daddy. It would be romantic if I were to be with my bf! =D HEES. Embrace together! =)) LOLS! *melts totally*
*freeze back*
And then near marina south there de traffic liaos, I just stood on my feet and enjoyed the wind above, not caring about my safety. haha! AND IT'S LIKE SUPER SHIOK LA! =DDDDDD HEES.
And then on the way back home, I leaned against the metal thing at right end of the lorry, like how I saw the the black black workers will lean. It's supposed to be quite comfortable but then my bra made me a little ahem, hurt at the back. or else it's enjoyable!!! =)) I love lorry trips! HAHA! =DD
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I'm DONE!
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You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@5:23 AM
