I wouldn't resist my tears. I wouldn't resist my thoughts, whether is it positive or negative.
This time round, even if it's overwhelming, I will let it be.
I will get used to it.
*
Love has no answer. Love is blind.
One holding onto it, is straining and tiring.
*
What is the reason behind it?
Left unanswered.
Mine is still left unanswered too.
*
Why is it so complicated?
Why is it so simple on the outside?
*
I'm thinking of possibilities in the negative side.
So as not to...
*
I need time.
I need rest.
*
I did not tell you everything that I wanted to say. I refrained from saying everything. It was far more than you think of.
*
Are you that slow? Are you that insensitive?
*
Tell me the REASON is...
ME.
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@1:40 AM
Today went out with dearr!! Love her lots!~ =DD Shall stay with her!~ HAHAHA!~
Went to sing kbox with her at Cineleisure first. Before that, we had fun missing our stops at Somerset. haha!~ And we had to take back to Somerset station. lols~ =DD
Following are photos of kbox deco and stuffs...
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After singing, went to buy our alcoholic drink before we headed to Marina Square to eat our pasta! =D
Following is the pic of the fake drink at the main door of the place. =)) So nice lor, there de food.
New friend, Patrick "immersed" outside the water cup. haha!~ =D Had fun playing with Patrick while waiting for the food to come. =))
Dearr wanted to cut up Patrick leh!~ OMG!~ Patrick was in one of the side dish leh! OMG!~ HAHA!~ Dearr de hand look so chio in the pic!~ HAHA!~
Pics of cold water (for dearr) and warm water (for me). LOL!~
Some sides placed on the table. =)) All the pepper and salts and stuff all big big de!! HAHA!~ =DD So special, but when come out is small small de la!~ HAHA!~
Pic of the pizza!~ SHIOK!~ HAHAHA!~ Got egg on top leh!~
Dearr was rolling over the egg USING THE ROLLER when I took this pic. haha!~
Another dish, that was Jap de duno wadd la!~! HAHAHAHAHA!~ I STM LIAOS!! OMG!
Oh wells, this one, you should noee la hor? LOL!~ Spagg!!~ =DDDDDDD All also nice la!~
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After dinner, we went to around Esplanade (around under the bridge there) and sat near the river. Hmmm, new nice place to drink.
This time, I took a different drink. Choya drink!~ 7% alcohol content!~ (dearr intro de). Nice de!~ HAHA!~ I tink I'm drinking higher and higher de alcohol content liaos... haha!~
pic of the night scenery..
And this is the pic of my wet tissue inside the finished bottle of Choya wine. =)) HAHA!~ Tissue wet with black and blue stuffs inside... haha!~
Some more pics of night scenery...
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And ending with a pic of me, emo-ing with the night scenery. (this nice pic was taken by dearr, thanks dearr)
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Love dearr. =))
These few days to emo-ed successfully and I ended up with a lifted mood!~ HAHAHA!~ =DD
So happy with dearr. Felt so much better together with dearr.
You know me the best.
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@12:45 AM
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
I had a happy day!!~
Some photos to share... lalala!~
My fav torty shoes and yuyan darling de pink flower comfy shoe appear ONCE AGAIN!!~ Our job at AH ended earlier than we expected. But it was still enjoyable and funny with her!!! HAHA!~ We can gossip and talk whatever we want while doing. =))
Today went to school to fill in forms to get money for Open House Envoy thing at 3 plus... then I went to the eighth floor and lie down on a wood bench and blast music... It was a great feeling to emo there... even though the TSO will kind of walk around... lols!
That's the view I had when I was lying down... hahaha!~
The place took when I was still lying down emo-ing. LOL!~ =DD Should know where is the place le... haha!~
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Happy day in overall, specially in the afternoon.
Tried to emo at the eighth floor for almost 2 hrs. Managed to emo-ed abit better than on bus rides. Specifically have strong feelings on Jolin's songs. haha!~ LOL!~ GOOD EH!
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@10:58 PM
I'm able to see your good points even if the others can't.
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@1:50 PM
Blogging at this unearthy hour because have some overflowing emotions.
*
Yes, it lasted for 1 year and 11 days. We will always remember the days. I'm sure we will. We appreciated each other and knew each other's importance.
27 February marked as a day when we cried for each other. Thank you for the tears.
Yes, we are both promoted to best friends, whereby no one can replace.
I promise to be by your side, and willing to listen to any troubles or whatsoever you have to say about.
*
To you :
Sincerity touches the deepest of one's heart.
Sincerity and appreciation triggers one's bucket of tears.
Honesty earns one's irreplaceable friendship.
You have all three.
*
OMG~ You more powerful than me leh!!! HAHAHAHA~~~
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@2:59 AM
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
WOOHOO!~
I feel so wanted today. omg!~
At least 5 person called at around the same time!!! (And WELSON CALLED ME!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~) I must spell his name out!! It's so rare he will call me!! MUHAHAHA!~ He's the one who lifted my mood!~ =D He let me listen to Ai Zhuan Jiao de "Ling Ah Ling Ah Ling~" tt song!!! HAHA!~ =D That part I smiled. =)) Thanks Welson! *hugs* You still one of the best! HEES. =))
It's like what you said, "It's fate to call you."
Normally, you wouldn't call. But this time, because you dropped your phone and the phonebook "opened" and my name appeared on the phone screen, and a feeling struck. And you just called. And you heard me....
=))
You didn't mind and you consoled me with the song!~ Love you lots man!~ Never forget to cheer me up!~ =)) You must jiayous!~
*
Now I believe in fate even more. It's just so magical.
LOL!~
I'm not going to reveal anything. Who ask me to find another outlet liaos...
*
Complicated? It can be a yes or no.
*
I SUPER HAPPY LEH!~ HAHAHA!~ Feel so happy!~
My phone is afterall, NOT USELESS!~
*skips off*
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@10:10 PM
Monday, February 25, 2008
Just let imaginations run wild.
*
I don't need to be random anymore!!!!!!!!!!~~~~ HAHAHAHAHA~~~
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@10:49 PM
Finally started working!!~ I looking forward to working at AH with yuyans darling, because we can crap and do whatever we want!!~
And I can wear my fav torty shoes again!~ COMFY COMFY!~
*
I want to tire myself out, so that I won't think about you anymore. It's tiring.
*
It's tiring waiting for you.
I gave a big hint, yet you gave me no reply at all. That hint was another chance, yet you didn't seem to know it.
And I just let the chance miss it, just like that.
I shall let the feelings overwhelm me these few nights, and the feel will be all gone. And that's it.
*
I will continue to consider about it.
*
It's really terrible to miss you and wait for you at the same time.
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@8:40 PM
It seems like,
I'm always the one waiting.
No one is waiting for me.
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@12:20 AM
Sunday, February 24, 2008
It was supposed to be a . s p e c i a l . day yet everything changed all of a sudden.
*
"You are waiting like a fool..." She kept mumbling as I kept my eyes shut.
"You are really waiting like a fool..." She repeated another time, this time... the words registered into my mind.
I'm waiting like a fool, for nothing in return.
Thoughts changed, mood changed.
*
Finally, decided to go out all alone on another long bus ride.
I decided to let go of all my mixed emotions... I'm all prepared...
In actual, I wanted to take 157 to Toa Payoh Int. but in the end, I thought 852 also not bad. And, 852 came first. So I took the almost empty 852. I sat at my usual last row right seat with my legs crossed.
I blasted music in my ears, and thought of whatever I could think of. I wanted clear all tangled wires.
Long bus journey have a kind of power.. It's a power that makes me happier and don't think of all those negative thoughts (when I wanted to SO MUCH).
In the middle of bus ride, I was on the verge of tears, but then tears just didn't flow out as smoothly as I wanted it to. And, eventually, my tears dried up in the eyes. DUH.
I was just singing (with no sound) but with a lot of actions behind. XD That was so fun!~
Took only less than 1 hr to the Yishun Interchange which left me frowning away. SO FAST!~ Normally my bus ride will take me 2 hrs plus de. =(
Never mind! I went to walk in Northpoint (I nvr step in before...) and then WINDOW SHOPPED. Nothing to see actually. Was eye-ing some guys who are younger than me.. haha!~
When I went back to the bus interchange, got one shuai ge approached me. He was in suits (poor thing, so hot still need to wear suits). Then he asked me how often I shop Northpoint and many other info about me... haha!~ Dun be mistaken, he's just there to ask for part-time tutors who are 21 years old of age (he say i too young, pity.) LOL!~ I said, "Pity." in my mind too!~ HAHAHA!~ We joked abit and talked a little la. haha!~ Shuai de leh!~ HAHA!~ *shining away*
LOL!~ And I took 852 back, on the way, and secretly eating my small breads at the usual seat again... lalalala~~
*
My answers are left unanswered still.
Should I take the poison and be addicted? Or should I kick away the habit now?
Should this day exist? Will this day exist?
Will we continue?
*
I shall keep it as secret until it overwhelms and gets away by itself.
I dun fit to be in love with anyone.
*
Why didn't you ask....
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@7:53 PM
Saturday, February 23, 2008
sometimes guys just dun understand why girls do something for him because of something...
*
today went out with mum and jie!! =)) Instead of watching CJ7, we went to sing kbox from about 2sth to 7 at Jurong Entertainment Centre!!~ *woohoo!~* Tell you, kbox gt very long queue at 2 lor! And all these peeps already booked the room and yet they have to wait in a long queue, which is so OMG. (we were one of them, so ya) LOL!~
While waiting, went to Fuji Palace (ice-skating place) there to see ppl ice-skate. And I managed to see someone there. What a coincidence. Hope to see that person again.
And shiok-ly sang k until 7 sharp, and went to eat at IMM!~ Had a really full dinner!!~ HAHA!~ Satisfied!~~
And bought what was supposed to be bought liaos... lalala~ *skips off*
*
I miss you like crazy at the back of the lorry.
But I knew clearly, one day, I will hate you like I hate that person. Probably for a somewhat similar reason.
Do friendship really exists? Do love really exists?
*walks away*
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@9:22 PM
Friday, February 22, 2008
WOOHOO!~
New Year is finally over!!~ =DD
And I can scold all I want le! I dun have to replace all the bad words with GONG XI FA CAI! HAHA!~ I can F* whatever I tink of liaos! HAHAHA!~ *oops*
I need to remain innocent. *vomits* LOL!~
*
Still very bored, yet tired. Have the mood to go out but dun have the energy to go out. Sorry ppl if I rejected your offer of going out.
Today was quite a fruitful one even though still very sian at home.
I watched tv with mummy and chatted with her for so long!!~ HAHA!~ And learnt so much things from tv... haha!~ Then after that, went to slp cuz my health still not very good... haha!~
Evening, cooked dinner for the both of us. Then went to iron all my unironed clothes and then sat down to watch finish the last episode at nine. At ten, went to sweep floor. and here I am now!~ HAHA!~
*
Miss someone today. Remember about the primary sch times!~ Sigh. haha!~ When we shared ear phones together... muhaha!~ *giggles*
*
I dun wanna care about you le. I dun like to hear your voice. I dun like to know anything about you. I dun even wish to see you. And I clearly know the reason why.
I shall stay away from you until my thoughts about you finally clear and resolve by itself.
Your actions, your words really irked me. Disgusted.
*
Whatever you say, won't change me.
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@10:47 PM
Thursday, February 21, 2008
EXAMS FINALLY OVER!!!
OMG!~
Still recuperating from everything that happened. Still sick and tired of things.
But I'm feeling all bored after everything is finally over.
I need tons of money and job offers now!!~
I dun wanna stay at home or go out everyday and see my money just fly away like that! =(
*
Dun have anything much to say.
I felt loved by them during this period. Thank you.
I didn't know that I will like you for so long. Expect the most unexpected.
I can only imagine in my dreams. I can only... in my dreams.
Gonna miss you a lot.
*
My thoughts for you totally changed. Irked me.
Not the cup of tea.
*
LET'S FORGET THE DAY TOGETHER!~~
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@1:00 PM
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Was grinning from ear to ear when I looked at the cute baby at the table beside us. LOL!~ The baby super cute and chubby!~ And then his elder bro kept kissing her! That part I smiled even more.
And I was like wondering, perhaps some ppl had already given their first kiss to their siblings worr!~ HAHA!~ *because according to my mum, siblings may have the experience of kissing lip to lip when they are very young because they duno mahs. lips attractive and soft soft de, wanna go kiss there often.* LOL!~
muhahahahas~~
random thought.
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@11:33 AM
Happy Valentine's Day to EVERYONE!! =DD
May you have a sweet day today!~ =DDD
*
My longest dearr I ever had!~ =DD It's been 5 years liaos!~ =D HEES! We shall continue to be like that until as long as possible!~ =DD Never part!~ *grins*
To all my dears, darling, galfrens and bf, and of course all my friends,
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!~
I would have given my bf something special today if i have a bf. =(
HAHAHA!~
Still my new year still happy!~ =D My mood happy, my stomach oso happy!~ HAHA!~ I tink I fatter liaos, due to the delicious new year food!~
=DD
Bye peeps!~
LOVE DEARR!! Muackx!~
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@11:28 AM
Monday, February 11, 2008
People see relationship is an easy thing huh?
Hold hands, hugging and kissing stuffs no longer hold a stable meaning anymore. Flings can break all these meaningful meanings.
Probably even if you have a stable girlfriend, you can still hold hands with another girl in public like that.
It's all no meaning.
*
Was reading Edison's scandal which is still hot at the moment. (no worries, this time its not a NC16 entry).
I think that, this scandal will slowly be "buried" and not be talked about anymore because everyone are bored of this scandal already. They've already seen the most erotic photos of what these celebrities can do already, what more can they show? (all the parts shown and the most disgusting stuffs they had already done it). What can they show now?
As many pictures boomed in like waves, people will still look and be curious. But slowly, as the pictures continue to be more and more... sure will repeatedly see the similar scenes of... oh wells... I promised it's not going to be a NC16 entry so ya... restricted words!! XD HAHA!~
According to the news, Gillian (one of the members in Twins) attempted suicide twice due to this incident. But I'm not sure about the others.
For now, I only know that Twins is definitely going to break soon because of this. All because normally we see Gillian as a next-door-girl who is so approachable and sweet, introvert and stuffs like that (so many ppl say she guai) but in the end, what did she do? What did she become? A wild woman good in *** whom almost no one recognized, wearing sexy lingeries and exposing her body. (oh wells, it's turning NC16 soon. OMG)
At the same time, many other girls' de reputation are going to be adversely affected too due to this scandal which cannot be avoided further. can't help but to see the power of internet spreading. can't help but to see the unveiling of the increasing curiousity aroused among the public towards celebrities and towards the HOT EDISON.
Who will look at these affected celebrities as normal celebrities again, when you can imagine and picture them doing all those stuffs? It's so hard for the public not to do so.
Hopefully this scandal can just stop, and stop affecting the other celebrities who are previously involved with Edison. Hopefully their pictures are not spreaded around.
*
You can act blur, I also can.
It hurts my heart, but I need to pretend despite I know my acting is poor.
That day.....
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@1:10 AM
Sunday, February 10, 2008
This new year, I'm super super busy de! But I really enjoyed my new year to the fullest lor! And "energetic" until I can't even blog every single day liaos!! SO PAISEH!! XD
On the first and second day, visited relative's house.
Third day, went to Ms Sally's house and camii zi ji ren's house!! =))
Ms Sally house visit : Me, Kieron kor, ah xiia galfren, yuyans darling, xin yi, CK and Jason
camii's house visit : Me, Kieron kor, CK and Jason (yup, only one girl and tt's me.)
At Ms Sally's house, we go see see her house! We are totally in love with her house lor! It's like TOTALLY! =DD Her house super nice de design lor!! =) And of simple colors that I love a lot. The place is like very spacious and then 5 room flat bahs. And then, after eating and drinking Ms Sally's made de coke wine (which was super nice and addictive), we went to sing song at her karaoke room!~ =DD It's akin to like singing in kbox from 2-7 lor!! HAHA! So shiok!! Then played mahjong in the same room, while some continued to sing song if not playing mahjong. =)) Until about 6 plus like that, then we headed off to camii's jia! =DD Wah, at camii de jia, i already hungry liaos, and heng heng they gt a really great dinner waiting for us leh!! OMG! It's nice de lor!! =)) I did not regret at all!!~ HEES! And of course, we looked around the house and went into camii de room too!~ HEES! I find that all their houses are like so nice de lor!~ =D camii de jia is like nice and grand like restaraunt like that... haha!~ still gt orangey light de... =) vr gt ambience. good er!~ =D After that, about 9 plus, went home from there lor. =D Fruitful trip lor!~
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Today leh, went to CK's jia then xinyi's jia then finally my jia!! =DDD My jia is just happen to go and they dun mind visiting a house full of people, so yeah!~~! We went to my house!! HAHA!~
CK's jia visit : Me and ah xiia galfren Xinyi's jia visit : Me, ah xiia galfren, CK My jia visit : ah xiia galfren, CK, Xinyi and me!! XD (of course my jia leh!) LOL!~
My jie and jiefu came to my jia. Jie came to cook, while jiafu came to slp. muhahas! and my relatives actually come before I went out. lols~
Went to CK's jia to pai nian to his grandma and also see some INTERESTING PHOTOS. and then after that waited for CK to bathe and stuffs while we lie on his bed. haha!~
Then after that, went to MOS burger to eat because ah xiia galfren said she was hungry. I did not eat, I just wait for them. =) Then after that, we headed straight down to Xinyi's jia. =) Xinyi's jia like super big and woohoo!~ LOL!~ Looks like security super tight! And the lift hor, once opened, is her house directly liaos! WHICH IS LIKE OMG!! *screams* I also want! Then she also have a balcony that can see moon and stars de lor!!~ =DD Why so many ppl so rich de! I dun have balcony de leh!~ *pouts* HAHAHA!~ Then went to look around lor!~ =D HEES!~
Then ltr, came to my jia (which totally packed with ppl). My mum was really very, very busy with all sides. Today my mother side (all the possible relatives who loves to visit houses) came, and then my aunt's almost whole family came too (at the same time when my mother side de relatives were still there) so the whole house was like boomed! And then after my aunt left, me and my frens came! And the house boomed once again!! =D But of course, I helped serve stuffs to my frens lor cuz my mummy busy with the kitchen with all the relatives cramped in the kitchen. haha!~ =DD I was kind of shocked that my relatives were very welcoming when my frens came! They even left some food for my frens worr! So nice of them!! =)) Oh yahs, because CK have to rush down to somewhr, so me, xinyi and ah xiia walked him down to bus stop until he got up 106 then went back again. And finally, xinyi, ah xiia and I had dinner at my jia! =)) Hope you all enjoy the dinner wor!~ It's just some simple homecooked food done by my mum and jie! =)) Then finally sent them off at about 9.30 like that!! =DD They actually stayed at my house for almost 3 hrs plus lor!! which is like quite long liaos. hahaha!~
Then when I went back home, I saw corridor there gt shoes at my house there, then I knew my uncle and aunt (father side) came liaos. Wah, then I was like talking to myself, "I'm so busy this yr.." LOL!~ Then went in and talked to them and stuffs like that... then 10 plus like that they left... oh wow...
This yr vr busy!! =DD
Estimated people who came to my house : 21 today. BOOM AH!~
From here, I would like to express thanks to all the houses I visited in this new year!! =DD All the house visits were really fruitful and heart-warming! =D Felt so welcoming lor!! =DD Lifted my moods when I visited these homes! =)) And all thanks to u all de warmness =D Felt loved, like totally!! =DD Super happy this nw yr de!~!~
And all the food and dinner served were very nice =) My stomach also smiling in this nw yr liaos! GAM TO ALL FAMILIES I VISITED!!~ =DD
NEW YEAR I LOVE YOU!~ HAHAHAHAHAHAAH!~
HUAT AH!~~
Everyone's learning from me... LOL!~ HUAT AH!~ HAHAHA!~ If you want, say it out loud!
HUAT AH!~
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@11:55 PM
About Nehs (from A to ...), what does the alphabet stands for to describe the size and shape of nehs ...
A - Abnormal
B - Bo Cup (No Cup)
C- Concave / Convex
D - Delicious (with a delicious look)
E - Enormous
F - F*cking Big (MUHAHA)
G - Goodness me
H - Huge
I - Impossibly Big / Irregular
J - Juicy
K - Kanasai (KNS)
L - Lumpy
M - Motherly
N - Natural
O - OH MY GOODNESS! OH MY GUT!
P - Petite
Q - Queen Size =x
R - Rough (HAHAHA! LOL!!)
S - Small
T - Terrible
U - Uneven
V - (fill it up urself if your english is good)
W -Wonderful
X - Xiao (Small)
Y - Yoyo (bouncing up and down, quoted from yuyans darling) =x
Z - (fill it up urself if your english fantastically good)
entry is supposed to be up during christmas or something.. so it's a super late de entry liaos... it's in a draft for so long... haha!~
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@11:15 AM
Friday, February 08, 2008
Te Amo, a song I will never forget.
A song I listened repeatedly when I was about to meet you on that special day.
A song that started my memories.
A song that started my regrets towards you.
11/1/2003 .
The smell of Pepsi Blue.
*
It really takes time to forget.
Even if someday it will subside, but one day it will surface again.
Despite time can wash away the pain of my wound, but one day I will remember the pain again.. because the wound may have self-opened again... unknowingly... without a reason...
Probably it was because....
*
The other day I wanted to tell you what I wanted....
But in the end, I said, "Forget it."
All I needed was just a tight hug will do.
*
I broke my own promise of not being random. I just can't do it. hahahaha!~
*niehs away*
GONG XI FA CAI!
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@11:38 PM
Some stuffs to share!!! HAHAHA!~
Good day!!!
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@3:44 PM
Thursday, February 07, 2008
Firstly, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL OF YOU WHO ARE READING MY BLOG!!! <33
May you have a prosperous year neh! =D
*says all the good words*
*
Yesterday I really did a lot for the new year preparation for my mum... and these are the things I did (for future remembrance of what I did in the past)::
1) Helped her buy 15 kg of rice (which she said it was a VERY BIG FAVOR LIAO cuz she cannot carry heavy stuffs)
2) Helped her buy many other new year stuffs too!
3) Helped her sweep the floor until hopefully spark clean..
4) Cleaned my room totally.
5) Washed all the chairs (which is really hectic)
6) Washed all my clothes including some of hers
7) Helped her with the Hong Baos
and more... HAHA!~
Normally I just perhaps clean my room and that's it. I think I'm very tired during the new year eve! First time so busy!~ =DD
But satisfied now. haha!~ Contented.
Anyone wanna talk to me on the phone or online, I'm fine with it! Because I'm staying awake throughout the night! =D
Take care people!!
*
The day is just gone like that, with no surprises. No nothing.
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@12:43 AM
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
Connection not very good.
*
Miss dearr so much lor! Wanna talk to her about so many things!! MUHAHAH!~ =DD <33
*
New Year coming le! Happy Advanced New Year! =D
YAY! Can visit so many houses this time! OMG!~
*
Not forgetting the anniversary. What shall we do huh? *grins*
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@1:00 AM
Saturday, February 02, 2008
Explicit Contents (under 15 pls do not read this. Skip this post, go to the next post okay! Dun try to peek. Not good for both your eyes and brains).
OMG! Everyone is talking about it!~ And my news is like not as juicy and hot as the Sex Scandal between Gillian Chung and Edison Chen lor! (my dearr must be very heartbroken to see this couple de bad news lor).
This sex scandal, I actually saw it on the newspaper frontpage when I was doing my hair. And I was wondering what was it talking about because I only saw the frontpage (folded half), so I somekind of saw Gillian's face and name there, but then I wasn't really sure am I dreaming or not. But I was very sure that I saw Edison in both the pictures.
And I was like thinking, omg, Gillian kena the pic-capture ONCE AGAIN. Why she always kena this kind of things? Last time was the Malaysia thing, then now is this "true-looking" sex scandal pics.
In my perspective right, I also agree with the others that it's a real photo even though i'm not a photoshop expert. But seeing all the proof and the color and the blurness, the photoshopper cannot be that expert bahs? *shrugs*
I guess this time, their reputation this time is going to be down the drain liaos. All their sex photos spread everywhere liaos, a great shock esp for gillian (cos even her private parts oso exposed liaos =( ). For Edison, even though his manhood was exposed in big big zoom, but then i tink he dun feel as bad as girls bahs (there's only this one private part he can expose, while girls have two impt parts to protect.) And this incident actually reminded me about the NYP that girl lor. The guy's rumors seemed to have stopped after some time (some even commented that oh wells, the girl must be fortunate to have seen a big manhood) but then for the girl rite, ppl still rmb her figure lor (and ppl can still say, "her one is small one lor! and she act like she enjoying when she's not.."). From here you can see the impact on girls liaos...
After this HK news abt Gillian and Edison aroused my interest towards them, I went to look around (not because I wanted to see porn pics, but I wanted to see around for proofs whether the pic is true or not). Then I accidentally stumbled upon info that Edison already lost HIS VIRGINITY AT AGE OF 13, and had his ONE NIGHT STAND AT THE AGE OF 15! That was omfg! I'm still innocent and duno anything about sex la! OMG! He's like so mature and so expert on it liaos. And he's 28 now (omg, another celebrity 28 again). He's f-ing pro in ahem now lor! In some pics, he made Gillian enjoyed so much~ *omg, I said too much liaos.* LOL!~
And dun worry about me feeling "dirty" right now, I share this info with my mum de okay! And my mum have seen it liaos le!! I'm healthy minded de!!! =))
Alrights, a fast ending.
Bye.
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@10:55 PM
. . .
Dun be shocked that I gave my first time already....
I gave it today, to a handsome gangster.....
He was sometimes rough...
He was sometimes gentle...
. . . . . .
To my hair.
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What were you thinking?
I guess some also can guess out it's a fake one lor!! HAHA!~ Not my TT first time! (I wun even say it here! =X)
But then a handsome gangster-looking guy help me do my hair color thing. muhahas! xing fu! look at him when he nvr look at me. hahahahahaha~ But make my hair for the whole day lor. wait until i sian liaos. muhahas.
Purple look like red. lol!~
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Thanks for destroying all my fantasy-s. LOL!~
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@9:14 PM
I'm so tired after this week of tests and project. Worn off liaos.
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Yesterday was a day for me to relax even though I didn't buy anything for myself (except for a treat of two coke sweets from my cute mummy). LOL!~
Yesterday start of the day I was not happy. But after I was on the way to the interchange, I was kind of happy. Because I took 173 from Beauty World to bus interchange, and I was supposed to meet my mum at interchange, I thought my mum was going to be very late but in the end, she took the same 173 bus as me (from my house there de bus stop). LOL!~ She looked super, duper cute from far. LOL!~ I didn't go in front to sit beside her, I took this chance to observe her from far. I've never tried observing someone from far. =)) That was like so cheeky and fun. People sitting ard me must be tinking I siao, cuz I kept smiling as I observed my mum.
Then the bus continued moving... and it went past my first primary school, and you know what? I saw my daddy's car coming out from the carpark. OMG! I'm F*-ing lucky! HAHA!~ It was just a kind of feeling that I will meet the both of them. LOL!~ And I did. OMG!~ Should have bought 4D yesterday, right! HAHAHAHA!~
After the bus reached the interchange, my mum alighted the bus and looked around for me (at tt time, she was even cuter). I called her when she was about to call me. I told her that I was on the same bus as her. HAHA!~ She then blamed me for letting her be alone on bus. LOL!~ hees. She oso saw daddy worr!!! HAHAHAH!!~~ HENG AH YESTERDAY!
I really helped her a lot yesterday!~ HAHAHA!~ And her stuffs were done, luckily nothing was touched. =))
She bought back so many things worr... and I only gt two sweets... hahahahahaha!~ Never mind la!! HAHA!~
After reach home, I slept from 6sth to the next morning 9sth (15 hrs plus) non-stop. Was too tired. Had a super long dream, only rmb a part of it. Got some scary and "eek" part inside. so many la! aiyohs.
HAHA!~
Going to cut hair ltr. =) Bye. lol!~
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Now I believe that kind of feeling. I believe premonition.
I believe in fate.
Thanks for letting me not like you for the time being.
It was lucky that we didn't or I will spend weeks or months to forget your baddoings.
I'm scared...
Thoughts of you changed.
Now then I know you are important to me, after I had the dream. I realized you weren't as scary.
. . .
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@3:04 PM