Sunday, March 30, 2008



Yesterday watched Daredevil and another HK movie which talks about a cunning guy having a weird hand.

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I didn't realize I will fall in love with you so quickly that I cried. Because I'm touched by your words, your emotions, the way you gazed at her...

Sometimes, even the simplest action like feeling someone you like lying on your shoulder, can be the sweetest thing ever...

The warmest, tightest hug can make you remember that person for life.....

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Thinking deeply, I'm glad we were once together.

At least, you made me see how guys think.

I'm grateful you were there for me.

Just once.

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:48 PM





Yesterday was a plain mahjong and wahjong day without going out at all.

Then today, my sister jio-ed me out to IMM to shop randomly. We had lunch at Aijisen and then went to shop around. LOL!~ We are like 2 shua-gu-s walking around... lol!~ Then ltr jiefu came and we had dinner at the usual HK place! LOL!~ Then they sent me home and then done! I'm here now!! HAHA!~

So short an entry rite? LOL!~

XD

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I've got a ring finally!~ Thanks my jie, she bought me tt ring!~ =DD

<33

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@7:42 PM

Saturday, March 29, 2008



I'm happy because I met some got fate ppl from Wahjong! HAHA!~

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I just want to let my imaginations run wild about you. I don't wish to know you more yet. Just let my dream continue.

Don't let my dream just shatter, once again.

I hope we can remain just as it is now, until I have the courage to do it...

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:19 AM

Friday, March 28, 2008



After reading typicalben's blog, I suddenly started worrying about being another nagging auntie in future! OMG!

But miracally, I talked to my mum a LONG TIME AGO about me being a naggy auntie/housewife/whatever.

As I age, as usual, I may/will have generation gap with my kids. And then I will prefer my Jay Chou kind of songs and still see him as my idol. And then my kids will see Jay Chou's songs as outdated songs and Jay Chou as an old uncle (HAHA!) like how we see e.g. Fei Yu Ching (we see his song as nice but slow and unaddictive AND he's old le) LOL!~ OMG! This is going to happen, I swear! HAHA!~

I wonder what will the kids music be like... will it be a mixture of duno what kind of songs... and we will then be the one who's saying "What is the singer singing?" (this was wadd my mum commented on Jay Chou's singing) LOL!~

Oh wells, then future's hairstyle and clothing will be darn different from now too. Fashion is always changing. LOL!~ I wonder what will it be like. Will there be more skimpy clothes and botak girls / perhaps white-haired ppl ard?

And in my perspective, gay situations and perhaps marriage to two/three wives or whatever will be even more common. Just a perhaps bahs. Lesbians and gays can move ard more freely without weird looks anymore, perhaps. =))

woohoo!~ imaginations running wild. HAHA!~

To go on, I tink my imaginations will make this entry become R21 le! HAHAHA!~ XD

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I still haven't kick you away. When am I going to?

I need you.

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When am I going to find that someone in a billion?

Will it take forever? HAHA.

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@4:22 PM





Long live Singaporeans spirits! Go for anywhere that has got BIG SALES! HAHAHA!~

OMG, I tink we, Singaporeans love to go for cheap stuffs (on sale stuffs I mean), including me! MUHAHA!~ =DD We want to benefit the most from there... And, same as many others, it really cheers me up when I buy all the good yet very cheap stuffs back home! HOHOHO!

Btw, for an update. Today I went down to the ValueShop at near my house there. Oh wells, they not only sell just guys clothes. They also sell girls' clothes at 1 for $2.90! 4 for $10! WOOHOO!~ LOL I saw some lace sleeveless tops. Oh wells, I dun go for lace.. so yeah babe... lol!~ And many other shirts tt if u find it cheap-looking, you can just cover it with ur jacket and go to sch! HAHA!~ =DD

It's worth the price I think. I haven't buy any for myself. But perhaps soon. LOL!~

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I will wait for you to come! OMG! So excited!~

=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Till now, I still haven't given you up.

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Both are wondering, why isn't there love between the both of them despite being so close...

Just not the time yet.

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:15 AM

Wednesday, March 26, 2008








You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:06 PM

Tuesday, March 25, 2008



One fun thing about my handphone is...

It will shoot ugly things to turn out to be more ugly. Prettier things to be even prettier.


LOL!

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:27 PM





Hello! I'm still alive and kicking!

Omg, I feel like I haven't blogged for SO DARN LONG but I think the most is one day ago. OMG, blogging is so my habit, so my style. LOL!~ I hardly can live without blogging during holidays. But no choice, I'm not going out to anywhere these few days.

Didn't have the mood.

=D

But then I'm still happy in overall.

=DD

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I will have you after someday.

I shall wait for you!~

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:24 PM

Sunday, March 23, 2008



A Reminder to All Year 3s Ngee Ann Polytechnic Students,

Tomorrow is the start of the 3rd year IS enrolment. Do take note of your IS enrolment time!! =))

Mine is from 8 to 9.30 am so I will have to sleep early today le! *frowns*

I will be posting my IS modules and stuffs here. If your appointment is later than me and thinking who to join and what to join, you can look at IS modules and take as reference. You are free to join me if you want! You are so welcome to my arms! HAHAHA!~ =DD

Btw, for everyone's convenience and for those who forgotten how to enrol already. Do click on the link below before going to enrol hor! : :

http://www.np.edu.sg/is/modules/me/Documents/ME-Level3.1.pps#486,1,Slide1

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Take care everyone!~

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Miss dearr!~~ <33

I will give a special name to you too, when you finally come. =D

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:55 PM





Oh wells, I haven't online for the whole day yesterday. It's a big record man.

Oh wells, yesterday's update was like erm... mum, jie and me played 3-leg-mahjong without jiefu/daddy. Then played until about 6 like that, jie went home liaos... Then at night, me and mum watched Bulletproof Monk at Channel 5 until nine thirty... It was a super nice show... and then, switched channel to channel U and watched until 11... and then this time I nvr watch the Guess Show because the preview of this time de Guess Show makes me pissed off then my mum changed channel to Channel 8 where there was this movie called "Sliming". It's a kind of mass murdering... VERY NICE ALSO!! Then straight after that, I watched a horror movie talking about a haunted de Theme Park... I watched finish, I switched channel to channel 5 and watch Solitary until 3.25 am. HAHA!~ SHIOK EH!

So, I slept until straight 3 this afternoon! OMG! My holidays!! HAHAHA! So slackish. lol~ But I enjoyed totally yesterday. SHIOK!

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First impression may differ from the actual person's character.

Too bad you didn't ask me yesterday or else I will say yes.

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@5:10 PM

Saturday, March 22, 2008



Nowadays, other than playing Viwawa.com de Wahjong, I also played Highstreet 5. For those people who sing kbox de, you will see the advertisements around... This game is about dancing stuffs... you just have to press the arrow keys accordingly and then press the space bar... But then this need to play online and need to install the game for rather long unless you have a CD like me (I got the CD at the NP main bus stop when I went home). LOL!~ HEEX. I got the CD before exam. OMG! HAHA!~

This game is nice de lor! The graphics and songs are nice... except that the music are repetitive unless you can like find many different dance floors suitable for you. haha!~ Or else it's an addictive game.





You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:37 AM





I saw the problem between us. I hope I can change it in future.

If I have the ability, I will change the problem and everything between us will be alright.

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Is everyone facing long-winded people?

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:27 AM

Friday, March 21, 2008



Today is a MAHJONG DAY! Not exceptionally high because I lost terribly today! I lost $14.50 to mum! She got like 30 plus dollars after the whole game! In fact, EVERYONE LOST TO HER! But I'm the big loser this time... lol!~ Because she sat on my lucky seat! HAHA!~ No la! Today she heng heng! HAHAH!~ But glad to see them happy lor. haha!~

Other than that, nothing much happened.

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I don't know how I feel towards you. Just that I feel kind of disappointed not receiving any news from you anymore...

I just simply want you. I mean that you.

OMG..

Yesterday I actually saw my cup of tea (another cup of tea) at Bukit Panjang but then sigh, it's just fate to see him once again. =(( Hope no more fate from him. LOL!~

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@9:08 PM

Thursday, March 20, 2008



Today went out with kieron kor and ah xiia gf. At first, we ate at Bukit Panjang Plaza. I just settled my lunch by one tou suan and one sweet potato soup at the price of $2.70 and I'm full like hell. But you cannot everyday like that eat la! Will diabetes de lor! (choy!)

After eating, we went to Bugis to shop. gf and kor bought rings while I dun have a ring that suits me =(. And then went to Anchorpoint to meet up with yuyans darling while ah xiia gf rush down to Tampines to meet her fren.

Shopped and ate KFC at anchorpoint. I bought one bottom at G2000. LOL!~ Bleahs...

Ended my day just so randomly!

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To dear the coming 3P02 ppl! The time-table is already out! Not sure whether will have changes with the time-table a not la, but then I hope got more changes to the location and stuffs like that. All because, I dun like the time-table at all.

The time-table is now like as if we are working 9-5 like that! (the time-table is exactly from 9-5 on tues-fri). For classes at 9, buses will squeeze like siao to the door de. And then at 5pm, the bus stop will squeeze full with ppl like no one's business. OMG! Then the lunch time is F-ing (sorry for the vul.) 12-1pm! And we are going CANTEEN 1 where most of the ppl will be! OMG! Lunch time at CANTEEN ONE! Forget it la! aiyohs! Can't they plan a better timetable? omg... the timing is F-ing good.

See liaos, will vomit blood. Hope they allow us to bring packed food back to classroom to eat. Whatsoever la huh?

Hope for a better timetable. omg!

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Seeing what I have with me, my heart still skipped a beat.

The memories still hold a meaning to me.

Sometimes, it's still possible to bring the past back.

Sometimes, it isn't possible at all.

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:24 PM





i shall learn how to forget it.

i shall learn to forget and pretend to forget, as if i didn't hear anything.

stop making me wait like nobody's business.

i'm just giving myself more troubles.

because other ppl can just yaya, papaya.

F

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:51 AM

Wednesday, March 19, 2008



I had a fun time with them!~

Still able to laugh!~ LOL!~

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I will wait for you.

Wait for me, okay?

I will decide it asap.

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:23 AM

Tuesday, March 18, 2008



Today is not my so-good de day because I ended up having stomach upset. =(( Hope I recover soon! =(

Today went to sch to discuss about sch de stuffs after that accompanied xinyi to go Beauty world to search her chain for deco... but to no avail.

I took 173 back home alone and bleahs. At night started to have stomach upset le. Probably ate something dirty or whatever. =(

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Today is a gender-misunderstood day. I took a guy as a girl, a girl as a guy by their nicknames. OMG! So paiseh! HAHAHA~ But it was funny too!

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@9:08 PM

Monday, March 17, 2008



Today went out with mum to IMM as promised! =))

Bought quite a few stuffs. I bought another office top liaos. lol!~ =DD

Was back at home at about 8 like that. Watched tv and laughed quite a lot in the beginning. And then bleah bleahs...

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Today kind of happy because I finally figure out who is my cup of tea le! =D

Somehow I know which kind of guy I like liaos. I dun really know how to describe but the facial features are some kind of similar. Now I realized I fall in love with guys of these similar features. It's all magical!~ =DD All thanks to the guy I met at my house nearby de shop and save while my mum went in alone to buy prunes and she asked me to stand outside to wait for her. And I saw this guy queuing up to the cashier. Today de queue is long de lor! You know what, I saw this guy once I walked past the shop n save lor. And he's like kind of struck my eyes (alrights, kind of like at first sight). Miracally, he dun have perfect de complexion as what novels will always write and he's not even smiling. He's really pulling a black face because the queue was really long. But then, I still like him! OMG, I DON'T KNOW WHY!! Today is the first time I look at someone secretly for so many times, and there was once I looked at the baby (with the mother) who was just in front of him, then I just wanted to take another peek of him, when I looked up at him, our eyes met and I quickly acted blur and looked somewhere else.

BIG PHEW MAN! HAHAHA!~

I even told my mum liaos and the both of us were like trying to wait for him to walk past the coffee shop where we had dinner but I tink he walked another way back home. =(

Never mind! All thanks to him, I know who's my cup of tea le! =DD All three of them looked so alike! I didn't know it until now! =))

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It's different from that kind of like.

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:03 PM





Money money come come!! =((

My money is like flying away... see my bank book also wanna cry liaos... =((

Hees! Ltr I going out with mummy to IMM!~ WOOHOO!~ =DD

My hope is geting lesser and lesser each and every day...

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I HATE THE LETTER "L" !!!

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Why is it like that?

I wish I could turn back time and let everything start all over again.

All I need was to...

If I cannot change your mindset, then it's your own business. I wouldn't care about you anymore. It's your life. If you don't take my advice, so be it. I will stay out of your life. It's your decision, I respect but it doesn't mean I have to agree to it.

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I'm getting closer and closer to you already.

I'm revealing my deepest secrets to you.

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.
.

LOVE DEARR!

<33

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@2:02 PM

Sunday, March 16, 2008



I have got nothing much to say because I've forgotten what I wanted to say yesterday.

But never mind.

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Yesterday went out with yuyans darling and ah xiia galfriend to Bugis Junction and Street to shop for our third year stuffs or whatsoever with an open mind. And then galfren left us at about 6 and then left me and darling chionging this fashion for office wear. We really had fun trying the clothes and passing clothes across to each other =D.

Later CK came and bought stuffs bleahs. Had dinner and then went to toilet where some dramatic stuffs happened in the toilet. Dun have the mood to elaborate. Then shopped around, decided to go Jurong East de 24 hr Mac to talk. abt 11, everyone split their ways. My parents came to fetch me because they went for a wedding dinner then they came to fetch me at Jurong East there de bus stop. yupps.

That's all.

At night, came back to watch Guess Show and laughed quite a lot despite being very late (I heck care) and then watched a HK movie (which talks about all those triads and stuffs that I usually dun watch) and this movie ended with a meaningful sad ending. Then ltr I watched tv until 3 plus then I went to slp. =))

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SHE is my suppressant.

Just LEAVE ME ALONE.

I don't need you.

I CAN BE ALONE.

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@3:54 PM

Saturday, March 15, 2008



I only love my dearr. She know almost everything of mine. =))

Constant reminder.

Same boat both are in.

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I'm not that easy-going.

I shall learn how to reject whenever necessary and not just let others bully me as they want to!

It's not that you want, I should want too!

I'm a human as well. I have feelings.

Don't hurt me anymore.

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:02 AM

Friday, March 14, 2008



I have been looking for jobs for very long, and till now, I still dun have a job. I shall wait for money to drop down from the sky then! (which is even more impossible!)

While searching for jobs, there was once I wanted to take up the part-time flyer distributor, but then when I looked at what was the job scope. OMG! Suddenly find some flyer distributors vr poor thing in some companies.

$20 per 1000 pieces given.

Had to work from 10am till your portion had been given off totally.

If company were to receive complains from customers over the distribution of flyers or duno what la, then NO PAY LEH!

Another thing is, company will have own people disguising as commoner, walking around while seeing if any flyer distributor was slacking or not...

Thus, after seeing all these... whenever flyer distributor (who looked approachable and nice to me and not all those like VR BLACKED FACE guys) give me the flyer, I will usually take because I know their job is hard even though I dun need the flyers. I tend to walk quite a distance before I throw away the ppr in case any disguised commoner sees it.

And today I gave off 2 dollars away to help someone with their project by purchasing some stars they made. Sounds unbeliving, but I would also want to expect help when I really was doing my project. So I bought only 1 star at 2 dollars instead of buying 2 stars at 2 dollars when they offered to. Because I told them I buy just one star so that another star you can call another person to buy then you can get more money. hee! I still wish them can complete their project asap leh! LOL! Today is so not me. lol!~

Then hours ltr, I almost kena survey-ed by another woman. OMG. Do I look so approachable?! Probably because I was alone and duno how to reject ppl... hahaha~

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:59 PM





UPDATES UPDATES!! HAHAHA!~

This is one photo taken on Thursday (which was just yesterday) when my night started to turn good because of the presence of jie and my jiefu coming back to have dinner. Finally it's time to share my CHEAP STUFFS with my jie too! HEE. She took back some masks and the eyeshadow case! HAHA!~ =DD Happy de lor we! (translated to chinese). LOL!~ And then while waiting for the dinner, me and jie starting to play around with our nails! HAHA!~ (cos wanted to try out the color for the nails for the upcoming wedding dinner which I MAY NOT BE GOING). LOL!~ And we had fun trying lor! HAHA!~

Btw, afternoon or duno when, I had my nails cut short but leaving my little finger still long for nice. haha!~ And I only colored my little finger! HAHA! That color was bloody red! When we applied the color, we burst out laughing! Cuz I commented very calmly while jie patiently applied my nails, "My nail looks like it's bleeding..." Then she replied, "A! Zhen de! (A! Really!)" Then we laughed very loudly.

(You look at my jie's hand, there's obvious evidence that there are so many different colors on different nails right! Told you we were playing with our nails liao! HAHAHA!)


Before going out alone today, I took a photo of my cuttie little finger and my cut short de nails. hahahaha!~

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Following are some photos which made me smile!~ So cute for some... hahaha!

This is the side-behind (the best I can turn liaos) HAHAHA!~ Quite nice. Got rubber de. Btw, it's black-brown. haha!~ Quite nice. I had this clothes on me for very long in the fitting room because I tink it looks nice on me! HAHA!~ And I kept taking pics. hee! ^^. But then because I need office wear now instead of all these, so I never buy it! Woohoo!~

Yup, office wear right? I picked one office wear... and It turns out like this...

This office wear also 30+ dollars. It's grey and black. But then a little too big for me despite looking fine in the pic. Then hor, when I wear this, omg. My boobs looked darn flat because the clothes is a little big for me. HAHA! The black is attached to the grey clothes so yup. It's nice on me but FLAT ON ME. HAHAHA!~ HEE. Or else I like it de lor!~

Yup, tt's the behind with price tag, OBVIOUSLY.

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Had quite a normal day.

It's actually quite enjoyable doing things alone...

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I MISS DEARR A LOT!!

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I don't wish to be taken for granted for so many times! I don't wish to be so easy-going....

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I love you, but I don't have the courage to say it.

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@9:42 PM

Thursday, March 13, 2008



Today didn't go out at all despite wanting to go back to sec sch band to see their changes, once again. However, the rain spoiled my mood of going out. So decided to spend another random day to rot at home again.

Oh wells, afternoon wasn't a too good one. And I spent the whole afternoon watching taiwan shows, dramas, playing games and stuffs like that.

In the evening, jie and jiefu came and I had a better life at night (HAHA). We had dinner and then straight after dinner, we played mahjong from seven sth to nine!! SHIOK EH! Supposedly, jie and jiefu normally dun stay long but then today rainy day so they tink the ppl who come check the car coupon wun come tt often as normal days... lol~ So we played mahjong... in the middle, it was really funny when me and jiefu wanted exactly the same tiles for two games!! HAHA!~ He wanted it but then only I can win it. haha! XD muhahahas~ I laugh until tears came out... hahaha~!!! In the end, I was the big winner! LOL!~ I won 7 dollars (but we played chips!) LOL!~ they say if we play real money, then I really shiok liaos. but then I still contented with fake money in this situation. HAHA!~ Then after that, I whole night was super happy. After they left, I read a long-time-ago de magg until 11 sth and here I am!!~ HEE!

Still quite a nice day la!~

BYE!

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Decided.

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:44 PM

Wednesday, March 12, 2008



This is post regarding my long nails... Now I'm still typing with my long nails. After typing this post, I'm going to say goodbye to my long nails and I will say hello to my normal short nails, once again.

Holiday has been a really boring thing and I even went to keep my nails for the upcoming Saturday wedding dinner. But then after a long consideration, I decided to cut my nails short once again. I don't quite like long nails in general even though long nails are nicer than short nails. But then to me and perhaps many girls too, I hate the dirt and cream to stuck inside my long nails and it's kind of dirty when you see all those yellow and black stuffs stuck in there. Eek!

The picture below is PROBABLY the longest nail I ever had in my 18+ years. I'm not exaggerating. Of course you see liaos, you will like "Chey~" this short only! Mine is so much longer than yours!! But then haha, to me, this is kind of very long and created problems to me liaos!

I actually had a history of reason for not keeping long nails. All because of an incident during my pri 3 times. There was once when I ran the usual warm up 2 or 3 rounds around the wet field before doing any other exercise during PE lesson. And then unfortunately, I fell down on the ground because there was one part I ran too fast and I slipped and fell. And I got injured most terribly at that time. I had my elbows, my legs, hands injured and all bleeding profusely. In addition, one of my nails FELL OFF TOTALLY. It was... my right hand de thumb... All the places were painful... painful until I was all numb and crying... duno exactly where I was pain at... and I still remember vividly that my mum came and piggy-backed me home all the way because I wasn't even able to walk at all... It was really terrible... Despite my hurt thumb was colored with my fav purple color (it wasn't my fav color during pri sch times) de liquid, but then I wasn't at all happy (of course). HAHA!~

From then on, I don't know why, it's probably to accomodate to my injured right thumb, I decided to cut all my nails really short into the inner part. It was painful and I didn't know why I did it. Or else probably I have nicer and longer nails like others liaos. Sigh, but it's all memories.

And then this time, I had longer nails during the holidays. I still happily go and apply some glitters onto my nails to make it look even nicer. But then when I'm free, I will kind of play with my nails... even before I sleep I will try to play with it (which I dun reallyl like) so I decided to cut and end its long life! HAHA!

The photos of my nails... this is my left hand... haha!~


Oh yays baby, that's my left hand all together. lol!~ my right thumb look healthy yar? I was so stupid to cut all nails short man! I thought my right thumb was going to be short all my lifetime! OMG! What was I tinking when I'm young! HAHA! So naive! HAHA!~

It's long until can see the "white white" nails from behind liaos... I almost never had that before... so ya... haha!~ (can see how short my nails were)...

Other than cutting my hand nails, I going to cut all my toenails too!~ They are very long liaos... They also easily have all those black black and maybe wear covered shoes will painful... so decided to cut them! Say goodbye to them too! And hello to short toenails!~

I always have longer and nicer toenails on the left than right... I duno why... haha!~

Alrights... That's the end of my NAILS ENTRY! HEES.

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@4:25 PM





OMG!
I really hate you to nag at me...
I really hate you to say whatever you can on me...
I really wish to go out and work and not hear your voice nagging at my ears...
I already hated being at home, all bored and stuff...
and you nagged at me whole day long...
I really had enough...
Don't always say I didn't make the effort of not finding a job... I already tried my best...
How can I, someone who doesn't love to do housework, do housework for the 1 whole month without earning any money?! I can go crazy like that. It's so not me.
I want jobs! I want money!
Let me stay out of home! I hate home! I hate rotting! I hate the same naggings all over again! Dun try to come into my room and try to find things for me to do! I dun wish to and dun have the mood to do all these stuffs! Stop stacking my stuffs!
If I dun use the internet, what you want me to do? Sleep all day?
There's no good tv progs for me to watch too, and I use internet to search for funny taiwan shows la!
GIVE ME A JOB! OMG~ I'm really going crazy.
You are just making my day worse. You are not doing it any better.
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Ppl who are trying to tell me whatever you want, I will just shut all the thoughts. I wouldn't want to hear CONSTANT SAME NAGGINGS AT ALL! You are not me. And dun try to be clever and tell me what should I do and feel. Just leave me alone. It's just grumbles. I will be fine after sometime...
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I'm given another second chance.

I'm just TIRED of stuffs around me. Sometimes, I hate holidays.

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@3:21 PM





Today went out with Kieron kor AGAIN in search of job. OMG! Both of us are going to give up soon but never mind. haha!~

Was supposed to meet him at 12 at Harbour Front de MRT there, but then because kor had something on suddenly so we changed the meeting time to 1. Then because I was already at my house de bus stop, so I decided to take 61 down and slack my time down.

Reached Harbour Front at about 12 plus, then I went to the toilet liaos, and I just stood there and listen to music. Getting tired, I sat down and began to stone until he called me.

Took 131 to Shenton Way to the company but it was a wasted trip. Took 97 from Shenton to Jurong East Interchange then changed 66 to go to West Mall together. Shopped together and played arcade. HAHA!~ So high over the new game! HAHA~

Then I took 173 home while kor took 189 to go find his friend. Before I went home, I still went around to search for jobs around my jia, but then to no avail. Omg, forget it la.

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Is it really that it's better to have the experience of loving than those who never loved before?

I wouldn't know.

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Being a third party, it's easy to say something you will do. But as the actual person, you have to think of the responsibility and the situation you are in. It's really difficult to do as what a third party will say to you.

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You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:33 AM

Monday, March 10, 2008



Irresponsible person...

At least tell me you don't want me... don't just fool me around, can?

I really had enough of waiting!

Even though I told myself not to wait for you, but then I'm still somehow waiting for your call to at least tell me you are sorry for not calling me or rejecting me...

But then, I'm utterly disappointed with you!

I still have to e-mail personally to you and I got back no reply!

Your service sucks, seriously. I'm so angry.

*walks off*

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@4:09 PM

Sunday, March 09, 2008



Just a small update.

Went out with family to have a full dinner. Went to a furniture store to buy bed for my parents. Went to IMM to shop and bought stuffs back. Watched tv until 11. =))

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Yes, if that guy minds, that guy is not even worth your love.

The only person who loves you sincerely and totally, will not mind your weaknesses.

*

I'm still waiting for your call.

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:38 PM





The other day, was talking about having a sex change randomly.

I mean as in, originally I already preferred in being a guy. But afterall, after hearing some negative stuffs about being a guy, I began to think of having sex change whenever the situation differs (when I want to have a sex change vice versa-ly). I would like it.

Like e.g. when I wanna be a load packer or whatever, I want to be a muscular guy.

When I going to have my periods, I will be a guy until my time of period is over.

When I wanna find some jobs that are relaxing or jobs that require more of females, I will become a female...

and bleahs bleahs bleahs... of course I will want to try the sex life as a guy. haha!~ LOL! This is educational, so I not going to put this entry as NC16! HAHA!~

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I have no right and no place to care about your things or daily routine. So, whatsoever. I won't care if you don't listen to me.

I wouldn't want to repeat or nag at anybody.

I dun wish to be taken for granted.

I dun wish to be disappointed by all those irresponsible ppl who say they will call ltr and in the end, they end up not calling.

I hate to wait for all these ppl.

This feeling sucks.

Kindly tell me you are not calling or it's being called off. Or tell me whatever reason, I will pretend that I believe you.

*

A lie. Touched.

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@1:14 AM

Saturday, March 08, 2008



More photos to come... if I can go out... hahah~~

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Today was totally having empty stomach when I was at Sakae Sushi at West Mall. HAHA!~ So today ate quite a bit. And I had this "dun wish to be hungry in the late afternoon" mentality, so I ate even more than usual! HAHAH!~

Here are just some photos~~




Just the beautiful light above us. I take for nice. hahaha!~

Oh wells, we had 18 colored plates and three chawamoshi (or whatever u spell tt) LOL!~ one green tea and two hot plain water. muhahas! so tt's it. 40+ dollars.

Then nowadays CJ7 super hot! According to jie, even Minitoons also got sell CJ7 de toy leh! This CJ7 is the dead CJ7 after it saved Stephen Chow's life in the movie. =)) It's really vr cute in the story. =DD This toy was attached to my jie's bag btw. haha! She so hot over CJ7 toy!! Qi-Zai!~

And here's a movie preview of CJ7! And this movie preview captures the part which I find the most funny!~ HAHAHA!~

And tell you something... the small boy that you see in this movie, is actually a girl!!! OMG!! Really looks like a small boy boy to me!! When my jie broke the news, mum and I were like "HUH!" very loud at the bus stop leh!! HAHA! We couldn't believe our ears lor!! We were like both wondering he will be darn shuai when he grows up. But then DIAO, SHE IS A GIRL. And this girl is Shephen Chows real god daughter!! So lucky!!~ She has great acting skills... haha!

LOL!~ gtg play Wahjong with kor le. BYE!

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@5:31 PM





I don't trust love.

I don't trust marriage.

I don't trust guys.

Walk out of my life.

HAHAHA.

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@2:12 AM





Oh wells, it's past twelve again!!

Yesterday, some bad stuffs happened and spoiled my mood totally. But never mind, I shall wait for some irresponsible ppl to call me back. *shrugs*

Nowadays have been playing that Wahjong which I talked about yesterday or duno when. haha!~ And I made quite a few friends online (I make friends easily online but not in real life because I'm kind of shy in reality) HAHAHAHA!~ So different!

And you know what? I have all those "Tao Hua" (love luck) online man! Even a 13 years old boy will ask for my number! (I dun have such love luck in reality. no one asked for my number in reality before) OMG!~ Still dare ask me whether I have STEAD A NOT! I didn't know that this term STEAD is still in trend in their times now! I thought it was so HOT in my times only.

"Do you wanna be my stead?"

*Burst out laughing*

And another thing is that, he still mentioned that he just broke up with his STEAD (not girlfriend, haha) and he still happily asked for my number. Wah, now guys see relationship as free and easy yar? Once break, can go and make friends liaos. Dun need to "recuperate" and cry or whatsoever de. OMG, small boys... Tsk tsk tsk...

I tink I have love luck online maybe because I talk a lot online... and I love to haha, lol!~ HAHAHAHA~ Definitely gt haha, lol de, unless I'm not in the good mood at all. lol!~

*

Other than waiting for calls and playing Wahjong online, I also went out with mummy to help her carry stuffs and have dinner outside.

And then we watched CJ7 and Kungfu Dunk (which is of not very good quality *ahem*, borrowed from someone de). I prefer CJ7 more than Kungfu Dunk. HAHA!~ Maybe because CJ7 have a better quality. In addition, CJ7 made me cry at the last part. HAHA!~ The movie story moved a little too fast or else overall its quite nice la. =))

As for Kungfu Dunk, other than Jay Chou quite cute in certain parts, this movie dun really keep my attention for too long. I'm not really interested in some parts of the movie. So overall, the movie is just okay. I just like the last part of the movie when they have the final basketball match.

*

I feel hopeless. Useless.

I don't want to rot for the rest of my holidays!~

Feel like scolding vulgarities....

GONG XI FA CAI! HAHAHAHAHA~~~~

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:42 AM

Friday, March 07, 2008



Employers...

CALL ME, CALL ME, COME COME GIVE A CALL~~~

I'm crazy.

Don't care about me.

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:35 AM

Thursday, March 06, 2008



Played a mahjong game called WAHJONG (so fit me lor, cuz I always say "Wah lau!") LOL!~ And this game is at viwawa.com if I'm not wrong. Nice to play de lor. Can play with friends leh!! HAHA!~ Here's two screenshots. haha!~ =DDD KAWAII LOR THE BABIES!! HAHA!~

When you first go in, your baby will be naked totally. haha! But I nvr take the pic. too bad for those who wish to see baby porn. haha! OOPS. *escapes*


Oh wells, this is the time when I won the game. hahaha!~ =DD Poor me! LOLS! THE BABY DE FACE VERY CUTE HOR!! HAHA!~



The screenshot of us four friends playing. haha! HEE. From far can see naked babies standing. Only yuyans darling is the one with clothes and hair! HAHA! She was talking so cannot see her name.

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Not only I just played mahjong at night... in the afternoon, I also had some activites... and I show you all the photos first!!! HAHA!~

VIRGIN PHOTOS TAKEN BY MY NEW SGH-E950!! HAHA!


This is my cup of w/o ice de payaya juice (take note of the spelling) HAHA. After drinking this cup, I turned C cup liaos!! HAHA! Exaggerating! HAHAHAHAHAHA~

Was at the L-shaped hawker centre with kieron kor. This is the place which is at my old, old house downstairs. And last time, I almost every day will come down and buy dinner for my mummy and I. And then I will just wear my home clothes lor (just plain tee and then those primary school very short de shorts) and then whenever I walked past the CC, I will go see the basketball boys (whom I already know very well) and then I will be very happy for the whole night if I see any guys that I like at the basketball court when I walk past to buy dinner. LOL! SIGH, memories!~

Oh ya, back to the point. Kieron kor and me ordered the same thing. The fried fish piece and rice (translate to chinese yourself). haha! Wah, got a lot of LIAO (content) and I couldn't even finish it lor! So darn good! HAHA!~ I almost wanted to kiss the auntie. HAHA! Cuz the food is nice! HAHA!~ =DDD

Oh yeah, and this is the CC that I'm talking about. This is the Bukit Ho Swee Community Centre, which is now closed down liaos. =( But nvr mind, it will forever be the place of memories where I BIO the ppl that I like during primary school times. I will never forget that. =))

The picture looks like the sky very dimmed and looked like its going to rain but its very sunny at that time, probably hahaha! camera not so good. lol!~ But nvr mind, still clear enough.

The full view of the pathway when me and my bestest friend, Welson will always walk to school everyday. =)) HEE. He live same block as me de! HAHA!~ I lived at the eighth and he's STILL LIVING at the second floor. haha! I moved so many times house le, he still at the same house. hahahahaha!~

WOOHOO!~ Sky is darkening!! HAHA! No la! That's my primary school... haha!~ (I tink I need to figure out what happen to my phone... hmmm...~) My primary school now change to educational duno what examination centre liaos... haha!~

Oh yah, and the left side tt building is the hotel that I'm talking about!! HAHA!~ =DD And I was kind of waiting with kor at the bus stop? LOL!~

Another scene of the hotel.

Took 173 and I saw this trend for very long lers. 173 passengers normally dun like to sit near the window (like me). LOL!~ Do you see it?

Another scene of other passengers sitting at the non-near-window seat. (oh yah, I know the same girl in front of me is still in the picture). LOL!~

*


Today had quite a nice day (because I didn't stay at home the whole day). YAYS! Was talking on the phone with kieron kor yesterday and then we wanted to go down to Recruit Express to write down our resume and in reality asking someone to find a job for us! And this time, it's a guy! HAHA!~ Quite cute lor! HAHA!!!! *grins*


Oh yahs, then after we went to Recruit Express company which is at Taka (they should give me the promo fee), we went to Far East Plaza to shop for kor's shoes and hoping to settle our lunch there. But then, I was the only one eating my lunch (eat my fav ShiLin mushroom cheese egg crepe!!HAHAHA!) because kor say he throat pain cannot eat all those fried food.


Then we walked around, shopped and decided to go Queensway. But in the end, went to Tiong Bahru Plaza to shop for shoes. And then later, walked a big round to the L-shaped hawker centre near my old, old house (pls take note : OLD, OLD house) at Bukit Ho Swee (Bo gay bo swee - means no teeth not pretty). HAHAHA!~ And had a nice time eating there!! The food there nice de lor! Thanks to kor's recommendation! HAHAHA~ =DD


Then we walked down my primary school!~ Walked past the road full of primary school sweet and bitter memories... and then we went to the Hotel at the Tiong Bahru there... haha!~ The newly opened one... Then we went in there to see the internal of the hotel and asked for the price... hahahaha!~ I tink the ppl there thought me and kor wanted to go book a room.... hahahaha!!! *giggles* SIAO AR! HAHA! LOL!


And then I took 75 and 173 back home!! WOOHOO!~ HEES. Happy day~~


*


Learning how to love you more.

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@9:58 PM

Wednesday, March 05, 2008



Dated 4th March 2008. Bought SGH-E950 at the price of $238! =)) Bought a pair of fake glitter eyelashes and eye glue to make double eyelids de. Tell me I'm crazy. haha~!~

Totally happy yesterday even though the morning did not start well at all. Was still finding job, so if anyone is very bored and wants to talk to me, you can call me!! HAHA!~ =DD

*skips around*

Have E950 le!!~~~

*

I miss your voice. Had wild thoughts. But, whatever.

*

I didn't know that some ppl have the same encounter as me, and feel exactly the same as me, or probably in a better situation than I am.

*

From total strangers to friends, to best friends, to almost lovers. STUCK.

Both had feelings for each other yet the guy did not take any actions. The girl decided to woo that guy but the guy still had no responds. The girl was utterly disappointed and she decided to slowly give up...

That's just fate, for not being together.

We just have to accept it.

*

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:24 AM

Monday, March 03, 2008



It's past twelve! =))

Last week was my so called happiest week liaos (duno is it of my 18 plus years of life) but I'm totally happy last week. Sunday was just fine without going out for too long.

Watched 40 years old virgin and had some thoughts. Oh wells, didn't trust "them" even more. Tsk tsk. It's meant to be.

What dearr said was true. The ultimate aim.

*

I miss the moment when I could blurt out everything.

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:10 AM

Sunday, March 02, 2008



Firstly, I would like to wish Kieron kor HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!~ YAY! Turn 19 liaos! Next will be me in FABS Gang le!~ (my birthday is still quite far away, abt 2 mths plus) HAHA!~ But nvr mind!! May your wishes come true oh!~ HAHA!~ =DD

Alrights, shall blog now!

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Oh wells, it's a thing that happened YESTERDAY AGAIN!~ Nowadays have been going home late and I think my mum may be suspecting me having a boyfriend during the holidays (but I seriously won't) so haha... just let it be! HAHA!~

And one more thing, I've been at the Marina and Esplanade area for three times straight in a row! OMG! That place is going to be my terroritory soon!~ HAHAHA!~ Kind of repetitive every single day. Will have the same kind of feelings when I take the bus and go past the same bus stops every day.

Started off with waiting at Tiong Bahru MRT for kieron kor and yuyans darling. =)) I thought I'm going to be latest but in the end, I was the first to reach the platform and sit there and wait. And I managed to take pics here and there. XD Kinda of bored la huh. lol!~


Forget about commenting on my ugly feet and nails. But today because I'm going to walk rather long at Expo (Expo gt Watson and Popular and NATAS Fair), so I took the most comfy de shoes for my long walking. But because the sides will kind of like take away my tender leg skin, so I happily placed the two plasters to get ready for the day before I went out. haha!~ And it worked!! HAHAHAHAA!~ I love plasters!~ HAHA!~ It saved my leg skin from falling off! CHOY!~

Not long after that, yuyans darling came but she was very tired. So, she kind of lied down on the hard hard de marble chair there, and I lied down with her to get the feeling of the chair. OMG, the chair was SUPER DUPER HARD. And, I boring took the pic of the MRT platform ceiling (pardon me, nowadays I like to lie down around and take pics of the ceiling and stuffs).

Some nice pics of the notebook covers at the Popular Fair. Forgotten how much is the price of the notebooks liaos. But its all very nice in real. =))

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After kieron kor left with his auntie, me and yuyans rested for a while at a random place in between expo and expo mrt station, we headed towards Marina Square de food court. Interestingly, we were too hungry so we finished up the whole packet of potato chips that kor bought for us (on the way walking from City Hall mrt to Marina Square de food court outside) HAHA!~ We were like hungry ghost like that!! HAHA!~ And the flavour is HOT SPICY (which I normally wun even eat) so you know how hungry I am liaos! HAHA!~ But this spicy is tolerable so ya! =DD


We sat outside the food court, and looked at the scenery and chatted while waiting for ah xiia galfriend and CK to come.


Took pics of the scenery that we saw. NICE DE LOR!~ Marina Square de food court oso can be so romantic. You can just ownself bring candles and put it there at night... and then you can have a cheap candlelit dinner with your dear there liaos! HAHA!~ Nice idea right! HAHA!~





Oh yahs, and this is the pic of what yuyans darling got from all the Watson Sale!~ ALL CHEAP CHEAP!!! HAHA!~ Consists of makeup set, bath shower, hair treatment stuffs, facemasks and lipgloss and the list goes on.. haha!~ All less than 6 dollars each (price varies la)! SHIOK RIGHT! HAHAHAHA!~

And these following two bottles look like can drink de right!! But cannot drink de okay!!~ They are bathing creme lai de!~ The design is like so special right! The white one is Marshmellow flavor and the greeny one is green apple and fruity pear. Both of them are mine!! They smell sweet (esp. Marshmellow one)!~ HAHAHAHA!~

Each at $1.95! (scream pls) HAHA!~

It says, "HEAVENLY MARSHMELLOW". Nice name hor! HAHA!~

Other than buying the bathing creme, I also bought face masks. There are 3 types of this kind de mask. Got Arbutin White, Cool Cucumber and Organic Cereals de masks! Each $1!! HAHA!~ And I bought nine of them!~ (3 for each type).

Then bought a make up set that costs me at only $5!! HAHA!~ And...

$5 can buy back all these!! Can you believe it? *gasps* It's chio in real lor! HAHA!~ I gave this to my mum and she love it! She complimented that it's nice leh! HAHA!~ Consists of lip liners, eye liners (brown and black), a lot of eyeshadows, 2 blushes, lip colors and brushes and many more...

I also bought a golden eyeshadow for $1 each. =)

Bought 10 wash off de masks (consists of cucumber, apricot, green tea, yoghurt de masks). If you are lucky, you can probably get ginseng or aloe vera or many others. =)) Try your luck there bahs!! HAHA!~ Btw, these masks are 10 for $1!! HAHA!~



This is the one and only ginseng washoff mask, picture product sponsored by yuyans darling (among the three of us, she's the only one who got the ginseng masks leh!~ SHIOK DE LOR! HAHA!~) She told us she will be using ginseng the last. haha!~

I took the pictures and we chatted and chatted until the night fall...

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And finally, the both of them and plus yuyans darling's bf also came. We all had dinner together and shopped around. Finally, settled at the Marina Square open space again to lie down on the floor to look at the sky. But this time, the sky is all cloudy, all filled with me. =)) But its still beautiful in my perspective. haha!~ =DD My mood is always lifted when I lie down there and look at the sky. Must go there often! HAHA!~

At about 10 plus, headed home and reached home at about 11.40pm. =))

YESTERDAY WAS FUNNY AND FRUITFUL DE LOR!!~

The Expo Sale of WATSON AND POPULAR WILL LAST UNTIL TODAY, 2nd MARCH I tink!~ HAHA!~ GRAB THE OFFERS BEFORE IT ENDS!! HAHA!~

LONG LIVE SINGAPOREANS' SPIRITS! CHIONG FOR OFFERS!! HAHAHAHA!~

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Sad de!! My E950 no more le... Have to spend the original value (which is 468 dollars) to buy the phone... no more offer price for my upgrade of plan liaos... =(( But nvr mind, I aim for better phones!! Do suggest me better phones if you have any. GAM! HAHAHA!~

Bye peeps!~

SMILES!


*

Really don't have the fate to be together. =((

*

I may be a wood block that doesn't respond whatever anyone tell me anything (whether is it a comment or a problem that you are telling me) but I'm still a listener. I may just be a good listener but not a good commenter. I tend to just listen and not comment anything. Sometimes, it's better not to comment too much on one thing said to avoid unwanted conflicts which I didn't like.

I'm just a listener and a rubbish bin for you to throw anything into me... and I will not complain anything to you...

Whether is it good or bad, I'm just there for you.

Because that's me.

Cloud, present everywhere all the time.

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@2:06 AM

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