You've got the poison, I've got the remedy =D
Sunday, August 31, 2008
31st August 2008 (Sunday)
Today went out with MPD~ because we already promised each other a few weeks ago cuz it's a special day for us. *grins*
Today's plan was changed totally but perhaps I expected the change long ago. I just didn't expect it really changed. But I could understand. Oh wells, went to MPD~'s house first, and then we went out to have lunch together at about 3 like tt. Had lunch at Mos Burger. Love the cheeky moments there =)). MPD~ acted as if having stomach ache and wanted me to finish all the fries all because he wanted me to eat more. hahaha. Gam leh! HAHAHA!~ So sweet and cute of you! =)) Then after tt went to shop abit la for groceries and rented VCD back home to watch. It was a Hong Kong movie, but it looks okay. I was quite surprised why I didn't cry at the end of the show. hahaha~
Then halfway thru the movie, helped to keep the clothes because it was raining (tt's my first time doing housework at someone's house). Also we cooked the chicken pieces and wings!! =))) That's our first home-cooked meal and that's my first time eating at MPD~'s house. so paiseh! =X But it was a delicious one!!! (see the pic below)
All chicken, duno why. But it's all my favorites!! Gam MPD~ =)) Had a really great meal!!~ Even though it's all simple!~
YAY! Flatbit!!! =))) And the two packets of my fav tomato sauce taken by MPD~ from Mos Burger!! WOOHOO!~ Gam MPD~ a lot today!! =)) So sweet lor!!! HEEZ! YAY!! Can eat with my instant noodles tml liaos!!!
After eating, we slacked a little. Then I went back home on my own because MPD~ had to go and meet fren.
MPD~, I'm not angry or anything. Dun have keep on saying sorry. It's just less time spent together.
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I already did whatever I could. Even though it may not surprise you or touch you too much, but I just hope you can feel my sincerity on this special day.
You already knew what I actually wanted to say. =)) But just keep it to your heart.
3 more promises!!!
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Tml is the day when I will start to miss you once again....
I love just you.
I will miss you lots.
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To people who are going for Australia trip from 1st Sept to 13th Sept, safe journey and enjoy urselves there! Take a lot of photos and must tell us what happen there ok!! =)) Will miss you all lots too de!! =D
Hey, must miss me leh!! HAHAHA!~ Just kidding only!! *winkz*
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:27 PM
Friday, August 29, 2008
1st working week is gone.
Miss him, haven been going out with MPD~ much this week. =(
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I'm dead tired from work everyday.
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Moo~~ Hmmm~~ The cow kena let out by MPD~ =DD
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Whether are we natural fate or synthetic fate, we still need to work hard to suport what we have now. Even though the experiment u did on both of us failed, but we learnt something out of it.
=)))
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I want just you.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:32 PM
Oh wells, this is one of the days when I blogged really early in the morning. MUHAHAHA.
Because yesterday was talking to MPD~ and had several thoughts. Kind of erm, mixed feelings I guess. Duno how to describe it too.
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10 mins confession . memorable .
MPD~ made a lot of cows come out for many times... so cute lor~~ hahahaa! I only made them come out for the most twice!!! HAHAHA!~ =DDD
Love the cute moments!! =))
Frankly speaking, I'm surprised about what you said about me. Didn't know it's tt gd.
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I guess everyone sometimes doubt themselves.
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It's your prob, or mine?
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@6:59 AM
Thursday, August 28, 2008
No matter what happens...
It's meant to be.
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I didn't get the hint.
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But I gave a hint today.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@8:35 PM
Even if it doesn't work eventually, I will still give you everything that I can.
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I don't know why.
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Hidden Reason.
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Yesterday (27/8/08)
Went to work until 6 plus. Then straightaway headed to Bishan because need to have meetup and oso meet with MPD~ =DD
Before they come, I went to shop ard, played arcade alone and then took the transparent lift (tt I'm the most afraid of) to undeground to shop NTUC (boring right!) HAHAHA!~ Then ltr, I quickly rushed to meetup. Then I walked to MRT station to wait for MPD~ to come. Then we had dinner together. Initially wanted to take long bus rides, but then because mum was rushing me home, so MPD~ brought me home by MRT. =))
I love MRT moments . =DD
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I wouldn't say what I wanna say here . you know it .
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:34 AM
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
MUHAHAHAHAHA!~~~~~~~~~
I hope it works. =))))))))
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*skips off*
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:44 PM
Monday, August 25, 2008
THE PAST .
Can be a sweet thing and it can be a terrible thing to remember.
Thank you dear. =))
Thanks for the consoles.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:51 PM
It is just my fault.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:51 PM
I finally changed my blogskin after much procastination.
This time, I wouldn't care for its beauty, or will it make me emo or whatever, I decided not to listen to anyone, I just want simplicity, I just want it to be my mood, my color.
Because there are times when people dun listen to my words too. So why shld I always listen to them?
I quite like this blogskin because it's quite a dark purple in color and then i can change the words situated in the middle as much as I wan.
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Smile-less.
Seriously, I hate the night. Because I always look forward to something that sometimes disappoint me a lot.
I was just expecting......
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It seems like there wasn't a day when I nvr wake up with my eyes un-swollen.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:51 PM
I just realized one thing...
Even you, I also couldn't trust......
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Am i just over-relying?
Was it just one-sided?
Can I believe what you said?
Can i believe how you feel?
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The stories' descriptions are so FAKE, because the author is so FAKE.
The feelings aren't REAL.
They were just up to the author's imaginations.....
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:51 PM
Sunday, August 24, 2008
I don't have the strength to smile.
I don't have the mood to laugh.
All because I said something harmless to someone, yet the impact on myself was so impactful that I teared.
I didn't know I felt this way. But the feeling was strong.
It is getting unclear and sour.
Perhaps I was the only one feeling this way.
I knew it is.
In the beginning, it was already not as what I thought. It's just, yupp.
*walks away*
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:22 PM
Today is the the last day of the week for me to enjoy with MPD~ before I really start work for my holidays (*cries*). But I realized, I really stick to him too much nowadays le, just scared MPD~ turned bored liaos. Hope not. =))
Oh wells, midnight I watched The Eye and The Eye 2 + Olympics and abit of random stuffs and then I online-ed until 5 like tt then I slept. Then about 11 plus I woke up liaos. At about 3, went to meet with MPD~.
Today ate Aijisen together then we went to the arcade place, wanting to play arcade together, but tt place de arcade not nice (nothing to play at all..) so we took bus and changed location. Then we went to another shopping centre, shopped a bit for MPD~'s stuffs and then went to play arcade till almost ten. LOL!~ We played all those kiddy games tt we last time when young will play, but it's my first time playing with someone (just a person) so happily [and tt time arcade gt not much ppl, so we can anyhow play]. We played spider game, ball rolling game, water shooting game, basketball game (big + small [whr u can easily reach by stretching]), photohunt, my fav three color game, the racing car game, shooting game, percussion master, and the one where u hit a button by hitting it hard, then the ball will flip up and enter a dog's mouth de and perhaps some other kind of games tt i cannot list anymore... hahaha! I really had fun playing with MPD~ And seriously, we were tired after playing. =DDD
Then bus-ed back home. =)))
Weehoo!~
You brought me back to my innocent kiddy times, when I really love it.
MPD~ mentioned something. In the past, when we were still young, we find tt the water shooting game is difficult yet fun to play, but now when we grow up, we realize tt it's actually so easy and boring to play. And I told him I would rather stay small and innocent because I will be easily contented with simple things and not demand for more complex stuffs when I grow up....
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Tomorrow will be the day when I will start to miss you.....
Sigh.
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Do you feel the same way too?
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:22 PM
23rd August 2008 (Saturday)
The weather is a big disappointment to me this year for the firework festival. But no matter how, I did not regret what I did today. =))
Went to the Orchard Hotel for the University Exhibition (I call it as I like it). It was a disappointment to me too, nothing to see de. hahaha!~
Then went around walking aimlessly with kieron kor, yuyans darling and xinyi at orchard area de forum. Then ltr yuyans darling's bf come liaos, left me, kieron kor and xinyi. So, we went Far East but then xinyi nt feeling well so we sent her to the bus stop. Then left me and kieron kor, but heng ltr CK coming on the way. BUT kieron kor say his mum gt cook his share, tt means going to leave just me and CK. Then at Far East, me and kieron waited for CK to come (at the same time, I ate my fav egg crepe! WEE!! happy de leh!) LOL!~ Then after tt when CK come liaos, Kieron went off (ehh..). Then after tt, me and CK went to eat dinner and shop Far East and Orchard a little bit... initially I wanted to watch fireworks, but then the weather doesn't seem to be too good, so in the end, CK went home and I went to find my MPD~ (tt's the part I love the most! HAHA!).
I siao one, I ate abit of dinner with CK liaos, then I went to eat Sakae with MPD~. Fat pig eh, I today. haha! XD And thanks MPD~ for treating me! =)) After that, something really shocking happened. Then, MPD~ sent me home through the long way through my fav long bus ride. =)) even though in the middle there was a pause between bus rides. haha!~
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You asked me how important am I to you, I thought I could give a definite answer of being half half. However, I realized I was wrong after experiencing that incident. It was fate for the both of us to realize how important we were to each other. Even though that incident was just a simple or perhaps harmless thing, but it stirred up my emotions and everything for you. I realize, you were really very important to me. I was very wrong, too wrong.
I would rather the both of us experience the incident together, instead of just leaving one behind.
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MPD~, for everything that I had said to you previously and today, is all true and sincere.
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Today, the both of us are so cute and funny. =))
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Your flip-ed over shorts really made my day. =DD
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I love you, lots.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@3:38 AM
Friday, August 22, 2008
My dearr sent me something which is touching and I decided to place it on my blog. I don't know who to credit to, but really hopefully the author knows that I'm crediting to him/her.
I only put a portion of it here. =))
簡單幸福
心情不好時他總是講各種各樣的笑話給我聽，直到把我逗笑為止。
其實，幸福真的很簡單。仔細想想，你的身邊是不是有這樣的人？
他清楚地記得你喜歡吃什麼口味的零食，兩人一起吃飯時會主動地把肥肉、骨頭、菜根、配菜挑到自己碗裏；
心情不好時，他會靜靜陪著你。卻不會追問到底是什么事，他會等你主動告訴他；
走在路上，他會讓你走在內側，笑說自己身體強壯，就算撞了也沒事；'
逛街時他會不停問你“這個要不要，那個要不要？”；
他從來不會覺得你胖，老覺得你吃不飽，吃不好；
他盤問你近來的身體狀況，關心你的睡眠情況，老覺得你不會自己照顧自己，有時會說你像他女兒；
盯著你看時，會用一種很心疼的眼神；每次打電話，都會等你先挂機；
每次分別，他都會在背後看著你消失在他的視線外；
臨睡前，他會不止一遍的問“被子蓋好沒？不要漏風”。半夜醒來還會下意識的給你蓋被子；
你無意中說他穿某件衣服很好看，後來你就發現他一直穿它；
經常說“只要你喜歡，怎麼都行。”；
從來都是他等你，大老遠就面帶微笑注視著你；
常常出其不意的一把抱起你；
你肆無忌憚的傷害他，就算他再生氣，都不會說一句重話，只會自己和自己過不去，比如沒胃口、睡不著；
如果在你的生活中有這樣的人存在，千萬不要放棄他，千萬不要以為一次次傷害他之後他還會陪著你；不要追求虛無縹緲的愛情，不要嘗試飛蛾撲火，不要因為年輕就揮霍愛情。該放手的時候不要猶豫，不要讓不值得人一次又一次傷害你。很多時候你以為你愛的是那個人，其實你只是愛上愛情。
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@3:47 PM
To all,
Firework Festival 2008 is held on 22/23rd August (which is today and tomorrow). Do bring your loved ones to Esplanade and be there at around I think perhaps evening time to get a good seat. Normally, it starts at perhaps 8 from my past experiences. =)) [They nvr state the time and exact place so yah..]
LOL!~
Enjoy your holidays!!
=))
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Randomness.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@3:47 PM
I wanna change blogskin... because I feel that this kind of sweet style is so not me.
I do love this color VERY MUCH but then, it doesn't suit me.
It somewhats prevent me from emo-ing, but I love emo-ing alone sometimes. HAHA!~
An abrupt stop of this entry.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@3:47 PM
Will anyone remember anything meaningful or sweet that I said in the past...
Will anyone remember anything meaningful or sweet I did in the past.....
Or do they take me as somebody who walked past their life and made no impact on them?
And do I mean nothing to them in the past?
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Insecure. very insecure.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@1:11 AM
(21/8/2008) Today finally managed to go out with MPD~
Went for meetup and then bus-ed to Parkway Parade to eat and really window-shopped. Then bus-ed on 197 straight to Jurong East then took 66 home together. =))
Thanks for sending me home!~
=D
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It touched my heart.
People may change with time, but memories don't.
It takes a lot of fate to meet someone, it takes another lot of fate to make someone as your friend, it takes another another lot of fate to make that someone to be your best friend.. and then later lot of fate to become your lover... so treasure the people around you, okay?
=))
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:03 AM
Thursday, August 21, 2008
On the bus on the way to Clementi Station on 19/8/2008.......
Some thoughts came up...........
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Being with someone who was once your best friend..... will all the thrills be gone? Being replaced with just being comfortable..... will we still feel loved like lovers and not being confused with the state of friendship?
Will people learn from their mistake after they knew they did not treasure their first boyfriend/girlfriend and already took them for granted? Or will they continue to take people for granted despite knowing so???
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Often, we are just confusedd .
20/8/2008. MARKED .
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:26 PM
Other than just pictures, I also wanna blog about what happened on these two days (19-20 August 2008)
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Because I had nothing to do at chalet (e.g. swimming, play volleyball, play cards, etc), so decided to go with Xin Yi at a later time. We went to Tampines Mall to eat (and did not shop at all) then walked to Century Square, then sian liaos. Then we went to Pasir Ris MRT there to wait for shuttle bus and we chatted there. Then reached chalet.
At night started the BBQ thing. I did not eat as much, eat here abit abit, as long as I dun feel too hungry can liaos. Then in the middle, went into the living room to watch "Behind Closed Doors" with many other people. Then later I continued watching my fav show at Channel U until 11. Then very sian, asked CK pei me go toilet at the Downtown East there. He wanted to buy water and withdraw money also. After going toilet, we went to find the place to withdraw money, because we nvr ask anyone, so we just went searching on our own, and we took really a long time to search for it. We even went to the E-hub to find, but then cannot find. Then in the end, asked someone and we we found out tt the place was somewhere we cannot find without asking. HAHA. Then walked back to chalet. Later, I tink watch tv then played Truth or Dare... It was really fun!! =)) And the question I kena from Truth or Dare made me miss him even more... Sigh. LOL!~ Then everyone went out to walk walk at the beach there, and we sat the rock there to talk, but ended up talking on our own in groups. But at least we managed to see the night stars, hear the night seawaves which is really soothing. =))
Then went back to watch Olympics!! WOOHOO!~ Nice de lor!~ People started going back to slp... left yuyans darling, CK and me. So we decided to eat abit, then went out night cycling. But because I duno how to cycle, so CK longbang me. Initially we just night cycled in one portion of the beach, then later we covered another part of the beach as well. Then cycled around for quite long with breaks in between because my legs will be very pain sitting the metal thing... Then bleahs... went back to rest... then went to night cycle again, and we went back to the same rock and sat there and talked a bit and waited for sunrise but it rained, so we quickly cycled back to the chalet. The whole night we did not sleep until about 7, then we slept on the place where the people already wake up liaos... but I did not sleep at all... while CK and yuyans darling sleep very soundly beside me. lol!~ Then everyone checked out at 10 plus, 11. Because our gang wanted to go out, so decided to go home. But because I did not want to go home to prevent my mother scolding me for going out every now and then, so I decided to go CK's house which is nearer to Marina Square. Then Kieron kor, CK and me took taxi to the tiong area lor. Then I went CK's house to slp, bathe and watch tv until my mum asked me to go home. So sorry people, for ps-ing you all. Thanks for being so understanding.
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I really enjoyed every moment at the chalet. =))
These two days are my happiest times of the year. =DD I love the class even more.
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That question made me miss you even more.
We went up to a greater unexpected height.
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I wouldn't want to know who owe who even more, I just want to treasure the moments that we have now.
Even without it, we still can survive over it.
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Thank you for everything that you had done and said to me. =))
I love you.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:26 PM
WEEHOOO!~ My blog is finally active again!! And this time I am back for too many pictures!!! HAHAHA!~
This blog entry gonna be boomed with pictures and words! =DD LOL!~ I'm really very happy!~ =DD I love the class chalet this time to bits man!~ =DD
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Here are the photos!!
Weehoo!! The very first pic that I took at probably evening time. I don't know what ah xia's doing. maybe touching her hair or something. They doing the food btw... haha!~
Other than the people who were preparing the food, the others in the chalet were playing cards la... hopefully they were not illegally gambling away without us knowing... haha! no la~
Here our dear chio Sallie eating her pudding... I don't really know what she was doing in front of that table... probably she just picked up the pudding and opened it when I took this photo... hahaha!~ Nice shirt btw... =))
And these are the assorted, pretty cakes that the lecturers bought us!! Very nice lor!! And I wonder who took the middle heartie cake!! =DD Very nice lor the cakes. =)) Great thanks to the lecturers! =DD
Other than the different pretty cakes we seen earlier, we also have tiramisu!! =)) I first time eat that day. Very nice oso!!~ =DD I thought it was ice-cream when it's not... I shua gu seh... hee! =D
Then later in the night, celebrated August babies (Raheelah, Sallie and Xin Yi) de birthday. The birthday cake very chocolatey.
And something very funny that I caught in the pic. LOL!~ Because we were lack of candles, so some can up with an idea of just using the lighter as a replacement for the candles. And so Kieron kor lighted up the lighter and we just sing the birthday song from there... CREATIVE RITE WE!! HAHAHAHA!~ And I was laughing away la... lol!~ so cute lor... the birthday babies just blow the "candles" from there... hahahaha!~ =DD
Woohoo, they were cutting the cake. I had a hard time finding a good view to take the pic. lol.
And then we played truth or dare at night with the people who ton-ed!! HAHAHA!~ You know this is the first time so many people ton-ed! I tink if I'm not wrong, 12 out of 18/19 students ton-ed leh!!! It's already more than half the class lor!!! =)))))) So great interacting with them!!~ Esp. those whom I'm not close to in class. They are really funny!~ =D I really had a great time!!~ =DD Enjoyed every single bits of it! =)
So how do we play our truth or dare? We placed a chair in the middle on the place where all were sitting in circles. And supposedly, we wanted to use the conventional water bottle to spin, but then it was not as good as we thought, so we decided to use a satay stick to spin for fairness. LOL!~ So creative too, right!! =DD
During the Truth or Dare, some daring people of course chose Dare over Truth. And they had to do funny things. CK was the first one to kena and he had to show us his tummy. Fatimah was the second one to kena Dare. Initially she had to get a number from next door, then later suggested erotic dance, etc etc... Then in the end, decided to shake hands with people from next door, saying Merry Christmas. Haha. Embarrassing but it was fun!~ =D
That's the pic of her in white, shaking hands with other strangers, saying Merry Christmas. The people were very sporty, and they shook her hands back. Just that they were a little surprised. HAHA! I tink they knew we were playing Truth or Dare. HAHAH!~ XD
Later Wan Yan gave a dare and she drank a mixture of food (3/4 spoonful). It doesn't taste nice (of course!) . haha!
Sorry for the blurness of the picture, Jason was doing some erotic dance for his dare.
Finally, ah jiun kena the dare of having to kajiao CK's chin. hahaha!~ This part is funny. lol!~ XD
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:26 PM
Friday, August 08, 2008
Heard a shocking news today.
It was a double-shock for me.
Hope she is fine.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:49 PM
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
After reading one of the mag, and looked at one of the pictures...
I'd set up my mind.
Despite I'm unable to join band (in time and plus other personal reason despite many of my ex-bandmates are there), but then I did not regret not joining... I decided to join back band if I am able to get into the university in future.
I find that music is my life and I cannot really live without it. I feel life, joy, fulfillment in there. HAHA, perhaps I will end up to be a musician at last. OMG, which is so unrelated to what I'm studying now. I quite doubt myself that I will do a job related to what I studying now also. HAHAH.
I miss band. I hope to be a guy man. hahaha!~
I would rather be shuai rather than pretty.
I would rather be rough than gentle.
I love being rough and shuai on drums. Drum is my style.
Drums together with me on stage is the highlight of my life.
I miss my timpani laogong!! <3 *runs back and hugs timpani*
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:43 PM
Scattered thoughts all over.
Sometimes, that kind of random thought will still appear. Whether to go on or stand where I am.
I'm still in dilemma. I don't know what to do.
Just let nature take its own course bahs.
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Everytime I look back at the past, it feels like you are sacrificing for me instead of another way round. I don't know whether is it good or not.
I feel as if I did not do enough for you.
Maybe because I'm not as expressive.
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Today I envy them...
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I'm relieved you are still around. =))
One thing I'm sure, I feel protected under you.
I always feel weak under you, and feel like being protected by you.
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(g) MPD~
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:43 PM
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