You've got the poison, I've got the remedy =D
Saturday, September 27, 2008
These two pics were taken on... Wednesday I guess. =)) I tink CK see liaos will be super happy de...
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THE BIG SIZE TAB OF HIS FAV DRUG. oh wells, we noee it. LOL!~ This one is cushion leh!! But then I nvr really rest on it because it doesn't seem new to me. LOL! But some stains on it... oh wells~ Stained tablet.
Another cushion!! This one very nice... Even though the purple color is not my most fav kind... but looks very sweet and soothing. =)) I love it too!! =DD The cartoon of the ah ma and ah gong look very loving and cute too!~ =DD
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:10 PM
You are not the right one. Just fated. But I did not regret what I did.
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Self relevation.
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Crush.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:25 AM
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Grr, super tired nowadays.
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Go away, grumpy. lol!~
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How long?
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:20 PM
Dearr, happy belated birthday to her!!! =DDDDD
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Instead of celebrating birthday with her, I went to meet up with online ppl to take clothes once again... hahaha.. i'm happy with the pants! HAHAHA!~
XD
But no worries, celebrating with dearr on other day! =))
Hope you enjoyed your birthday, okays!
Love you dearr!
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Rated 4.
I love leading a simple life, with you.
Plain walking.
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Heyy, I'm still waiting for you to appear.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:20 AM
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Plain tired.
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Wouldn't want to know?! How can!!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@8:28 PM
Everyone makes mistakes, but I hope both of us can still move on.
At least we learnt from what we need to learn from each other.
Hope you will be happier.
I appreciated what you had done for me. Even if you say that you don't deserve it, but in my heart, you still deserve a lot, no matter how.
At least we can still cherish the past happy memories.
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May there be smiles.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:45 AM
Monday, September 22, 2008
Weehoo! Sunday went to Jurong Point with my jie! =)) Had a lot of fun with her in the arcade and shopping!~ Long time nvr shop with her liaos.. lol!~
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Some pics la!~
One of my fav games in the arcade now. Very nice game to play! =)) Then this one got ppl queuing de ok, which shows how nice the game is. We queued for super long lor! We even went to play other games first then come back the queue still there. LOL!
One of the beautiful serene night view of buildings before heading to dinner...
Just another angle.
Envy.
I love the way the rain sprinkled on my face. I love the way the rain fall. I love the night lights. I love everything at that moment. So quiet.
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Not priceless, but worthless.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:12 PM
Saturday, September 20, 2008
I love you!!! <3
You all are always there when I need you the most. =))
A Sincere Thank You.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:35 AM
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Would it be good when everyone breaks up with another half, you just forgets all the memories that u all shared together, whether gd or bad... and at the same time, perhaps the gifts that they gave you, will just disappear by its own after breakup. Oh wow, magical leh! HAHAHA. There are pros and cons to this, of course. But then, perhaps some people who love the other half too much, will nt have heartbreaks and perhaps they can love tt same person again without knowing tt they loved before... and this time maybe things change, and they get married happily ever after (what an ending!) LOL!~ XD
I was thinking, we call the American or the white foreigners as "Ang Mo-s", then do they give us a nickname too, like we did on them? Perhaps some erm, "Yellow skin, chinese ppl, small eyes (dun apply to all, but most of us have smaller eyes than ang mo-s I suppose)" HAHAHA!~ And I was tinking, what if you are normal-looking here, but then you looked "chio" in the eyes of the ang mo because you are kind of special over there... then omg... you will be like wow-ed while other chinese ppl feel tt u are just normal and nothing... hahaha!~
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I did not know that sometimes you will think same way as I do.
But no worries, I'm still waiting for you to search for it. I'm not exhausted yet, but just... I don't know. hahaha.
=))
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@8:39 PM
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Sentimental is just another word to describe emotional.
I really had enough of puffy eyes.
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Flatbit, I love you! =)) *runs off and sleeps with him*
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:20 PM
You are welcome.
I feel appreciated. =DD
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:20 PM
I will go and think over it again........
Let's just.........
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Today gt 2 flats nearby caught fire because of short circuit! And the flats kena burn until black black liaos! OMG! I did not see how they burn (my mum did instead) cuz I was out. Then she say the fire engine did not come on time, so the house kena burn even more~~ =((
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:20 PM
I'm probably still very sure with my answer. But I don't know will there be changes in telling the answer in near future.....
Love is just a word of substitue over the unexplained, indescribable words. Love does not exactly mean love at all times.
Sometimes, love holds no meaning at all. Sometimes love holds the meanings of all complicated stuffs found on earth.........
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Now I feel terrible. Why did you give it to me in the first place?
I knew it was all fate for me to suffer under you, to cry for you.
I knew it's probably worthless to cry over you.
I'm stuck in between, whether to remain or continue.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:44 AM
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
A promise can turn out to be sweet.
A promise can turn out to be nasty.
A promise can turn out to be disappointing.
A promise can turn out to be...
NOTHING.
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It is possible that a simple like don't turn into love eventually....
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@9:56 PM
Monday, September 15, 2008
Ai Mei (Ambiguity) sang by Rainie Yang Cheng Lin
Ambiguous let people feel wronged
Could not find the evidence of loving each other
When should go forward, when should give up
Even do not have courage to hug
Ambiguous make people become greedy
Until waiting lost its means
Pity that me and you could not write out an ending
To put the regretful beauty
Only can accompany you till here
Afterall there are some disallow matters
Surpassing friendship still not reaching the love stage
The scenery in the distant location is going to rain
Should or should not cry
Thinking too much I still think of you
I feel very inconvincing and starting to doubt
Is the person in front of me the same real you
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When I first listened to this song, I did not really understand the meaning too much. But now, I totally do. Every single word, I could feel and understand it. They hurt my heart deeply whenever I heard them now.
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When will they be a time when two persons love each other equally in a relationship? On the bus, I was thinking... it's better to be loved rather than love someone without tt person loving you back... especially when it's unrequitted, it's even worse...
And I thought back about us, I think I've really did too much for you. And I think I may have to stop it... All because I'm afraid I will fall even deeper... or you will then take me for granted, and I will get more hurt in return.....
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I've decided not to go on anymore. It's tiring to wait for your answer.
It all ended, hopefully.
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It feels really painful when you still remember the sweet memories that both of you shared yet he don't seem to remember a single bit of it. He hurt my heart really deep when he said he's unsure.
I wouldn't want to open the scar once again. I just wanna close it all back.
I just wanna seal myself up.
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We are not meant to be.
Everything was just a mistake.
Not meant to start in the beginning..........
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:50 PM
I'm happy I helped you all.
To one of you, you are welcome. Much appreciated.
I feel appreciated.
=)
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:50 PM
Firstly, HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO CK!!! Older CK now. hahaha!~
He surprisingly asked the AH working ppl out for lunch during our lunch break at 1 plus. And we had lunch at Anchorpoint. Birthday boy treated us! =)
Here's the slice of birthday cake that camii zijiren bought for CK when she excused herself to go toilet. hahaha!~ Very chocolatey cake. Looks delicious.
Oh wells, quite unrelated. This was what I ordered. Fish Fillet Spag. It's quite a small portion. Did not feel full after eating it. I was too hungry during lunchtime liaos. hahaha! Or else, it's nice. Worth a try.
Btw, what we bought for CK was a belt!! =)) Hope he likes it la!~ *(forget to take photos, sorry) will take other time...
Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CK! May your wishes come true..
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:50 PM
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Today went to celebrate Mooncake Festival at MPD~'s house! =)) Finally we could find a day when we are free le! woohoo!~
So afternoon, we met at control station then went to his house. Then slacked until around dinnertime, we went out to buy stuffs to eat back at his house... On the way buying dinner, some funny stuffs happen la... hahahaha... we were fighting over whether buy or not buy mua chee... hahaha! cuz i was eye-ing and drooling over the mua chee once i stepped into the shopping centre... so yahs... hahaha!~ so cute la~
So instead of buying mooncakes, we bought too much food back in the end...
After about 30 mins, this was what was left. Let's play photohunt! HAHAHA! Search for the differences!
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After that, continued to slack and watched funny videos with him. Then he sent me back home by bus because I have concession! *grins*
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Thanks MPD~, for sending me home even though you were really tired. And thanks for the presents you bought me from Carrefour and from a place u dun wanna say. =)) I appreciate it a lot!~
I guessed everything correctly. Nothing was out of control.
It all remained the same, to prevent from hurting each other too much.
I respect every single word that you said, and I will treasure the moments we have now.
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I wouldn't know if my choice was right.
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Happy birthday to laopo! =))
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14/9/08 . MARKED .
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:56 PM
Friday, September 12, 2008
I know that one will miss that time in the past now, but in future one will miss the time now.
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Tomorrow you are going army liaos! Hope you have a good life there! =))
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I will wait.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:22 PM
Thursday, September 11, 2008
I felt so sweet talking to you.......
Miss you lots.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@8:39 PM
I think for all those people who know me for quite long liaos, should know I ate bread for breakfast for several years already.
And today I saw one lady holding onto a Gardenia bag and it says, "So Good You Can Even Eat It on Its Own".
Oh wells, I rolled my eyes. I really just ate on its own lor. For a short moment, I was overwhelmed by certain kind of strong feelings that I'm the perfect person to advertise for Gardenia! Because I do as what the slogan said!!! OMG!!! Perfectly fit into what it says lor!!! I everyday also like that eat leh!!! For years, almost everyday leh!! Poor thing lor!!! HAHAHAHAHAH!~
But I knew that they will not read my entry and ask me help them advertise, so dun be convinced by me and go buy Gardenia bread hor! HAHAHA!~
XD
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Okays, randomness for a laugh.
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You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@8:39 PM
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
"I love you"
Normally I find it just old fashioned and getting more and more meaningless as you hear from shows, or even hear it when you walk past some loving couples or something...
But today is the first time, when I feel these 3 words are so filled with meanings. And my heart went all mushy. It feels like it's all real and filled with sincerity. I don't know why. But I love this feeling...
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While you think, I shall go think of it too.
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If it didn't happen, what should I actually do?
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@8:52 PM
Oh wells, tired of my mp3 songs...
And suddenly, I thought where's Jay Chou's new songs coming up...
10 October 2008.. that's long man... lol!~ But still have to wait!!
Looking forward to it!!~ =DD
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Yesterday I told you things that I felt internally. I felt much better.
And thanks for cheering me up. Even though I ended up with really puffy eyes. =)))
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I miss you, just you.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@7:38 AM
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
Felt useless.
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I miss you really badly today.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:28 PM
I feel tt i'm irritating after a while.
i shall nt pester u anymore.
i promise.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@7:16 AM
Monday, September 08, 2008
No matter how sweet the past memories are.... it can still turn out to be insignificant and meaningless now.......
NO matter how much tears had been stirred up before......
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@8:12 PM
MPD~, if you are reading it, the thing I wanted to tell you is found in my previous blog entries.
There is one particular blog entry that says everything that I wanted to say.
It will be good that you found it, but it will be pity that you don't.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@8:12 PM
Sunday, September 07, 2008
Read someone's blog, and I had some emotional thoughts too. But it's really worth sharing with everyone how I actually feel about the thing. This entry is a kind of confession and I tink you can use this to gossip about me during your work times if you want. hahaha!~ but dun bitch about me can? HAHAHA!~ Just kidding! =D
I've also thought through the relationship stuff (I think everyone do?) HAHAH. Because I'm someone who usually loves that another half more than the another half will love me more. However, I'm still bad in expressing my love for them. But in my heart, I'm very clear that I love that person more than that person do for me, always. And you know what, I'm always the one being taken for granted and cheated. And now, I've learnt my lesson and decided to decrease my trust and love for someone, I have no one to love liaos!!! No one love me liaos!!! =X~ HAHAHA!~
Is it girls are too nice to guys, most tend to take them for granted? Girls who are too nice tend to be more boring? As what was stated from the blog I read, I quite agreed to her point that girls who are too nice are boring (just like how we like guys. There's this sentence saying, Guys not bad enough, girls won't love -- but to me, it should just be bad "moderately" in a good way like not always guai guai type one... and not as in going into gangster that kind..) So perhaps when girls are less obeying, they are more loved by guys? I wouldn't know the exact answer. But the probable answer would be a yes.
It's really hard to find a relationship when each of them love each other evenly right? I wouldn't know leh. But from what I see, it's always unbalanced....
Is it when you don't love someone as deep, you feel less hurt in total?
Would you rather be in a relationship when you love that person very much but that person took you for granted? Or would you rather be in a relationship when you don't love that person tt much but that person loves you a lot... but somekind it lost the purpose of sweet relationships that you longed for... and sometimes you still feel somekind of emptiness and loneliness even when you are already in a relationship?
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I learnt how to give in to people. I learnt how to love people in a different way. Last time, sweet and romantic stuffs are like alien stuffs to me. But now, it's a different thing. It is like an essential thing to keep a relationship.
I knew that it is going to be tiring and disappointing if someone kept giving without receiving any love back. So I decided to give back.
I learnt how to trust people from you.
But... I don't wish to fall deeper for you when I ended up with more heartbreaks...
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:24 PM
The raining night scenery is exceptionally melancholic and beautiful in my eyes.
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Dear, thank you for not asking.
I knew you knew what I was thinking.
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Is it really worth it?
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:24 PM
Is it when you really have feelings for someone, no matter how long and short both of you will be separated, you will still feel bonded to that person with feelings unfaded?
Is it when you really have feelings for someone, even the slightest and simplest memories can impact you, making your shed tears or bring smiles to your face?
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:24 PM
Yesterday didn't online the whole day and night because I went to dearr's house!!! =)) Had a really fruitful day there!~ =DD Enjoyed myself leh!~ HAHAHA!~
Reached her house at 11 plus and then watched tv for a while, then went to buy some groceries to make lunch and stuffs for our snacks. And then we continued to watch tv. At night, I played her racing game until vr hiong while she did abit of housework. Then ltr she joined me playing the racing game! We so high over it lor!!! HAHAHA!~ Had a great time scolding vulgarities! HAHAHAHA!~ Heck la!~ HAHAHAHA!~ We no image one... hahaha! oops! =X
But at the same time, many people contacted me and I didn't know because I placed my hp in the bag and I played the game inside the room... and I was too high over the game... so yah, sorry to those that worried about me. Thanks yuyans darling for passing me the msg... and sorry for the trouble oso~
Then ltr went home at around 10 plus, and it was still raining. I decided to take a long way back home. I wanted to tink of stuffs during the ride. However, I wasn't feeling well so I wasn't able to tink of much things too~ HAHAHA!~ I took 196 to the interchange, and took 173 (a really long way back home) to my home bus stop there... And I uncomfortably walked back home and rested on the bed for rather long until I went to bathe. Then after bathing, I straightaway went to sleep. I don't know what's wrong with me.
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Photos time!!! The lunch was prepared by dearr! She's a great cook who cooks so many stuffs before lor... and she even laughed at how I cook the food... dun like tt leh... i will paiseh one leh... obviously a non-pro cook meet a pro cook... hahaha!~ I'm just her cooking assistant (run leg in chinese) LOL!~
Here's the ingredients and stuffs!!! HAHAH!~
She chopping mushrooms into small pieces. Skilled lor she.
Frying fish and chip in progress. HAHAHA!~
Her cooking oil so healthy. Extra virgin for the extra me. lol!~
End product #1 : Fish and chip!~ Looks nice and crispy!!~ Super crispy lor!~ But maybe the fish we chose was wrong. A lot of "fats" inside...
End product #2: Spag with mushroom, sausage.. hahaha!~ nice...
These two food made me very, very, very full... hahaha!~ Ate at 2 plus, then able to survive until 10 plus still haven had dinner...
Yesterday I skipped my dinner. hahaha!~ Just ate wadd dearr cooked and the snacks we made!!!~
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Love dearr!! =))
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You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:00 PM
Friday, September 05, 2008
KAWAII FLATBIT!!~ *hugs!!* So cute rite!! He's just right under my jacket. Whenever I go for breaks, I will put it like this!!! HAHAHA! yesterday i even put the hood over his head!! =)) I noee tt he's cold! =X KAWAII HOR!!! HAHAHA!~ Wearing the oversized clothes!~
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My old scent prolonged, my new scent did not.
My old scent smelt sweeter. My new scent smelt freshier.
I tink I will just use both of them. HAHAHAHA.
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We will see.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@9:07 PM
Thursday, September 04, 2008
I'm craving for hot milo everyday leh!! =)))
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Flatbit flatbit!!!~~
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@9:38 PM
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
I wouldn't want to type that sentence or say that sentence again...
Because you don't reply back, which made me disappointed time and again.
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I'm very tired! I really need a long break.
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I regretted.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@8:15 PM
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
Looking through the blog entries, it seems like MPD~ appeared for many times...
I know that someone is feeling sour...
MPD~ will appear less often.
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Thoughts run wild.
Confused.
Veiled Ambiguity. made me smile.
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I will hug flatbit! Miss you lots.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@8:30 PM
Monday, September 01, 2008
MPD~, I promised you that cows and pandas will be waiting for you. <3
I miss you too badly today. =((
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:35 PM
MPD~
I MISS YOU LOTS!
ARGH!!!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@7:05 AM
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