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My name is ANG.ZHILIN.Turning 18 this year.Loving heartofGodchurch and D5.studying in nyjc 0832! |
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RAIN TURNING RED. Do you know this May, 24th-25th, the rain is red? Do you know who are Red Rain? Do you know they are waiting for you? Do you know the concert is free? Do you want to know more about them? www.redrain.sg LET THE RAIN POUR ON YOU. THIS COMING MAY... That hurts! i went to the optician today. she said i injured my cornea! i nearly faint. and my eyes are now allergic. im going to wear my spects to school tml. =( oh well. my eyes feel dry and pain. my beautiful eyes...hahaha! Red Rain is coming! i cant wait! i know you too! =D COMING THIS MAY!  ONCE A YEAR.COMPLETELY FREE. They are coming.Are you?                they are my hungry class.haha. my class is forever eating. after a week of tests, im seriously tired. times where i feel like giving up and leave. no ones knows. but my heart pulls me back. i know this walk is never gonna be easy. my heart's cry is to continue on forever. More than a song, captivated by You. woke up early and went to CHC service today. as Mrs Cho is there preaching today. CHC is really very big. =D and Sidney Mohede led the praise & worship today! =D today is also Pastor Lia's birthday celebration. =D full of excitement! everything was planned so well. oh. the indian dance by our leaders was fantastic! haha. Pst Lia loves it. Koon yew and Esmonde swan dance... Yassy's 60s song... Cheryl and the choir... everything was great! talking about Daniel, he doesnt look like himself when he dressed up as the hip hop guy. HAHA. i will bring You more than a song, for a song in itself, is not what You have required. Pst Lia was really touched. before it ends, we worshipped God. it was an amazing moment. how i hope the time will freeze. Pst Lia led us. and we sang with all our heart. going back to the heart of worship. i look at Pst Lia and i see her, not as any ordinary pastor or woman. but a strong woman of God, who had such great destiny and character. who stood so strong by her vision. whose love and care never ends. who had such great anointing of God. it also at this moment, i have found one of the keys ro where my life has gone wrong recently. its all about You, Jesus. we prayed for Pst Lia's mom. and Pst Lia sang a chinese song. a day i will never forget. i open my eyes and looked at the CCH children who pushed out the cakes, also raised out their hands and worship and pray with all their little hearts. it touches me. im sorry Lord for the things i made it... a new direction. putting the inspiration into action. i pray that the passion of fire will not die. FIGHT. im waiting for my Mac delivery now. it was supposed to my dinner,but the time now... equals supper. guess what? i joined the peer tutoring thing in my school for CIP. and im teaching primary 4 students. great experience anyway. today heart to heart session really touches my heart. just like few days ago, my heart was down and i was so tired from all the tests and tutorials. things that i do doesnt seem to go right. i dont know where to start from and i really dont see things moving. maybe i was too focused in getting everything in order, i neglected my QT. i felt stagnant and stuck.frustration got into me. thoughts just went through all my mind. the more i think, the more discourage i seem to get. then, the sadder i get. my emotions went up and down. i thought i will give up the race. then, at this very time, Lynette shared about overcoming discouragement. oh man! isnt that what i need?!=D i really got to fight on but not let the discouragement get into me. the whole session might be short and simple, yet it really taught me a new thing. a touch from heaven. a touch from God. i know what im fighting for. it is worth it. i want to continue on running the race. i believe it is a whole new turning point from here. i shall not crash down. i will not cry when i meet problems. girls are not weak. =) but i am strong in the inside. i will progress. a breakthrough is coming. i saw how strong Lynette was. how she overcame all her problems. i was so impressed. i love her so much. =) this sat is a refreshing saturday. building fund.building house.building dreams. im building. Itchy Itch. my eyes are getting itchy.feel like ants are crawling out of it. i need to get a pair of spects before going blind due to my contact lens. arrr! chem test today is mostly likely to be a gone case. math test is on fri. geog test econ test! im going crazy... this weekend is going to be exciting! cant wait for it to come. =D tired. ny oh ny. if there is one day i have no homework. hee hee. how i wish i do not need to sleep.then i have 24 hours! =) hahaha. but no way. random post of the day.this whole week is quite filled. oh relax. =) i dont want to stop the race. i wanna run run run. You stolen my heart, oh Lord. =D Nanyang Got Talent... went to watch Nanyang's Got Talent in LT4. Jess was telling me Daryl said " i need to pay $2 to go LT4 when i go in everyday?!" i couldnt stop laughing. haha! that is quite true anyway. oh well. the overall was still okay. love the chinese orchestra + violin and cello with singing one. haha. and of course, Nat Ho's singing. i didnt know he was from NYJC. thats cool man. and he is mr Shane Koh's senior. haha! oh oh. the magician on was not too bad. at least our principal were funny too! haha! he joined in the fun and even joke with the magician. he is a funny man. let me tell you who Mr Shane Koh is. hee hee. he is my GP tutor and he is the best teacher i ever seen. maybe because our age difference isnt too large, our class and him get along quite well. he is really a good teacher. but he is leaving us in another 4 weeks time. say awww. oh wells. how am i going to survive with GP... oh oh. the first few lessons, he come in and start the lesson with a joke. how funny he is. and and he is always helping us take photos during big events like the Sports Carnival. hahahhaa. school is great. as it just deprive me of my sleep. anyway, yesterday during geog tutorial, we were talking about earthquakes. and our tutor say ground that are soft, near coast and with gas pipes will experience greater damage when earthquake occurs. unfortunately, Hannah got everything. HAHA! and Hannah was whining all the way saying she is going to die. but its real funny. Hannah's house is in the risk zone. hee hee. this weekend, i do not have cafe duty. feel kinda wierd. haha! but im having CIP tomorrow. so i cant sleep late. arr! and i find out everyday when i go home, it takes me 45 minutes, it really quite waste of time. long journey. gotta make full use of it. school life can be exciting, AND boring. but when 2 years just pass by like this, i cant imagine it. im going on 17! im feeling quite old as compared to sec 4. 16 sound so young but 17 is like reaching young adult stage. today, mr koh was talking about A level. i cant imagine the day... the weekend im always looking towards to! weekend are the best days of my life man! its building fund weekend! i cant wait to go to church. =D Higher than i can possibly dream. A journey filled with the anionting of God This weekend, we have Pastor Kevin Loo as our guest speaker! he is the one of the coolest pastor i ever seen. also, the funniest too. beside than that, what he preached was really powerful. every single word impacted my heart and inspire my soul. it will be great if one day i can go visit his church! =D school on tues is half- day! celebrate with me! it is becasuse of the release of A level results. but then other school is one day off. =( aww. well, this few days were certainly another learning point for me. it gonna be the start of living. i can see in my vision, i can see with my eyes, what lies for me down the road. it shall come to past. able to do well in school yet, cope with my ministries. a whole new breakthrough. i live. i love. i was listening to a song while on the way home. Here in my life there goes a sentence, You are my freedom. Jesus, You are my reason. and a thought occurs in me, before being saved, i thought i had the freedom i can ever have. after committing my life to Him, i then know the real meaning of freedom. =) it was the best freedom i ever enjoy. OOPS! SHH! i literally can hear Lynette's and Jieru's voice in my ear asking me to stop pon-ing school. oh man. Lynette wanted to kill me today. hee hee. i have a good reason to give me teacher though. i sprained my back and got a MC. anyway, i shared testimony over last weekend. it was a wonderful experience! =) Denise was practising with me and guiding me through. She is really encouraging! =D then on sun, Brother Christian also practised with me. haha. i was really nervous on saturday. i was like trembling, facing hundred of people. on sunday, i was not that nervous.i kept looking at Pastors, and their smile really warm my heart. Pastor How's sermon was great too! ATTACK! there alot of things to attack man. go go go! tutorials are just never ending. i really got to go sleep now. Breathe into my soul. |
