one day shy of 2 months of neglect...

Maybe I should be more diligent on keeping my blog up to date, or maybe I just miraculously have a life! Probably the first to be honest.

Quick overview of the past month or so; I started a new job! I'm now a pharmacy tech, and I finished all my computer training so now its to the books, classes, and the big scary test to get licensed or something. My pay increased! as well as my hours, so life is good on paying off the bills side of things.

My parents are amazing and are helping me pay go to the doctor to fix some stuff. (as I am uninsured at this time...) The first visit was really tough as I found out some things that I never imagined having to go through. BUT its been a complete blessing. My life has changed more than I can express in words. And I am so grateful for my parents and close friends who have been there to help me adjust to my new world.

Brayden has been having some trials with seizures which just makes me appreciate how much a love of parent to child. I mean, I'm just his aunt and I love him so much.

Adam is buying a house! So I decided to give up my 3 day weekend over labor day and offer my services as "painter." We went shopping for house accessories on Saturday (which was amazing) and mom and I helped pick out paint colors. I think we started some excitement on his part :).

That night going from Tremonton-Logan-home I got a massive headache. Okay, honestly it was a migraine. I've only had one before in my life and my dad gave me drugs, stuck me in the darkest room in the house with an icy/hot patch on my forehead and slept it off. I wish that were the case for this one. IT WAS HORRIBLE. I could feel it come on about an hour to an hour and a half before we hit Adams house. After that I was just miserable. If I found a compfy position for the migraine my legs would cramp or the seatbelt would dig into my back or... well, you get the picture. Honestly- the longest 2 hours of my life!

Sunday was stake conference and I was so excited to go! E. Hammond and E. Hales were going to be there and we were getting a new Stake President. HA! After that night my head still hurt. But- because of my awesome-self-sacrificing tendencies on Friday I had offered to work 1-530 for a girl whose kids were coming home...? yeah I dont know. So I forced myself out of bed and went to work. Around 530 I got a very sad text from one of my dearest friends that her mom had passed away. Now, to me- her mom was a second mom. Her family is like a second family. Its been kinda tough as I've only ever had to deal with one other death in my life. But they're all doing well and there has been an outpouring of love and support for them.

That night there was a POD fireside. It was this couple who didnt find eachother until she was 39 and he was 41! Okay, to a bunch of single adults in the heart of mormon-ville where (whether anyone intends to or not) you feel the constant pressure to fall in love and start making babies, it was an awesome breath of fresh air. Neither one had been married before and each had their own incredible stories. And they kept coming back to the eternal perspective which definitly helped with dealing with all thats been thrown at myself, family, and friends lately.

I lost my camera for about 3 months- I found it luckily but have yet to utilize its potential. Im going canoeing/camping/boating *hopefully* this weekend, so I will make up for that.

On the "getting fit" side of things; almost a year of paying for it and I'm now starting to hit the gym like an addict. A little extreme, but fairly honest. My awesome friend Stacey did this local weight loss challenge and was super dedicated on going. Well, I've discovered this magical thing called a work out buddy. ITS AMAZING! We go, we work out with our headphones in, cool off and talk for 10 minutes and then go home. Yeah, much more motivating that going alone in the middle of the night. And within the first 3 weeks I've lost 6 lbs! 4 more and I get a pedicure, oh yeah baby Im excited!

ahh... to update my blog

So there for awhile I was really good at updating this baby. Well, that soon failed and I find myself a month behind... again. Life is going. Still working on getting to SUU in the fall. Some new hurtles have appeared today, but I'm keeping the faith (and I hope you all will too- I'm going to need it). Right now I'm super tempted to just throw in the towel and spend the rest of my life in Idaho... sorry HAD to throw in some sarcasm. There is still a ton to do but I've decided to force myself to do a little someting something everyday, that way I'm not cramming in the end. Geeze, you'd think I'd learned a thing or two in 21 years...

So, I really REALLY suck at getting back into the gym after I get sick. I went tanning a few times last month, but no excersise. THEN I got the flu (yeah... I know right) and that was 2 weeks ago or something and I still have this nasty-phlem infested, hacking up a lung cough. But on Wednesday I text my friend who is kicking butt at going to the gym and had her pick me up. It felt so freaking amazingly good!! I skipped yesterday but I went in this morning and I'm tired (not so stinky after that AMAZING shower) but I feel soooo good! Golly, I might actually keep this one up!

My friend Brandon stopped by the other day and we went over all the reasons Im a total loser. Thats right folks, I admit it, I am a major loser. He calls me sometimes at like 1130pm and the next day I always seem to freak out at him saying, "What are you doing calling me at 1130?! I'm asleep! I need/like/want/LOVE my sleep!" Then he says, "Ang, how old are you." and that instantly shuts me up. There are other ways Im a loser that I dont really want to admit here, publicly on my blog, but let is suffice, Im a loser. I think he's going to make a facebook quiz, "Are you more of a loser than Ang" yeah, I cant wait...

I LOVE FOX NEWS! and so do my parents. Seriously, all day long (except for randomo shows on other networks we only watch the re-runs too because we havent been keeping up because of Fox) Fox is playing. Right now, currently, I go to the gym- Fox. Come home from work- Fox. Recorded everyday TWICE a day, Glenn Beck and dads favorite O'Reilly. Ah, it makes my soul SOAR when I come home and they're watching it without me being home. Gosh, my parents rock. OOOH! and then we get into political discussions over some random act of Obama taking more power then he has ability to take (or something equally alarming), or whether or not the 2nd coming is soon... really, its amazing. Please, do yourself a favor, stop watching those other news networks- Im not a conspiracy theorist, promise, but they are all in bed with one another.

MAMAS DAY!!

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!

My mom is in Utah for the weekend and I had to stay home for work, BUT I would just like it is a FABULOUS DAY!!! Its THE nicest day outside that we've had all year. Hardly any clouds, the wind is low, the birds are singing, and so is my soul!! If you've ever lived/visited/driven through Idaho you'd be well aware at how ridiculous the wind is here. Yesterday and the day before would have been incredible if not for that stupid wind. But that doesnt matter, because today its BEAUTIFUL! Obviously Im really happy about the weather. :) Anyways, so I got this off my desktop- it just looked so pretty and made me SO happy that the weather is turning around (till it snows 2 feet next week or something).



This week has had its ups and downs but I have definitely learned a lot and had to rely more fully on my Heavenly Father to help me through. OH! and my fantastic parents. Can't forget them!! They truly are amazing and am so grateful for them. Also, I'd like the thank Kleenex. Could not have made it through without causing some major damage to my wardrobe!! So many others, I cannot list them all. To you I am also grateful. Right now, Im forgetting everything that might bring me down and focusing on the wonderful weather!

Oh to grow up, what a wonderful adventure!

I find that girls my age are pretty into Disney princesses. I for one have never been a die-hard princess lover, until the real-live Peter Pan came out and I discovered my LOVE of Peter Pan and thats when I realized that I wanted to be Tiger Lily. The coolest Princess EVER!



I went to 2 plays last week, one at University Place in IF and one at Hillcrest High School. The college one was "See How They Run" and the high school one was "Peter Pan." HANDS DOWN the high school production was a trillion times better and not just because of my love of Peter Pan. My friends lil sister was Peter and the acting was GENUINE for all the cast. The kids definitely did the characters justice. The college production was lacking to be sure. I think a lot had to do with the personalities of the actors. They seemed cocky and unable to connect with their characters. Last weekend in 24 hours I saw 2 plays and a dance recital. Talk about lots of artsyness :)

Ah... beautiful

My friend posted this on my facebook, its pretty much amazing. Watch it. Share it. Believe in it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JX8X_FsBCDk

A quick understanding of my love of politics...

I've been meaning to do this for... well... forever and am just now getting around to it. I've also posted this on facebook but understanding that some of you have withstood that temptation while some would like to avoid complete and utter black-hole time wasting capabilities facebook breeds I have posted it here for you cnvenience. Enjoy!

More often than not when asked what I want in a job/career/major, those who ask are left with lots of uncertainty with my mental stability. Thoughts of committing me are often attributed to my answer to these questions. Usually they take a moment and think of something nice to say like, “That’s ambitious!” or “Wow, good for you.” I guess if I didn’t care so much about our government and freedom I’d have the same kind of reaction. Let me explain, I am not insane nor do I like the game of politics, I love democracy and the ability of the individual the founding fathers set up in our government. This is why I care.

Last year I was able to attend 2 caucuses outside of Idaho; one in Sioux City, Iowa and another in Reno, Nevada. There I solidified my love or as it has been called by others: my passion for politics. Sitting in the gymnasium of a high school in Iowa I saw the simplicity of our government. Gathered together were the members of the community. Each candidate was announced and then a member of the community would represent them and tell others why they should vote for them. Then they were separated into precincts where their vote would be cast. To each a small piece of paper was given. Each wrote down their vote. Each vote counted and the winner announced. It took me back to my government class in high school where we watched a re-enactment of our founders creating the constitution. The simplicity in which the voting was embodied by was humbling. The Iowans were there to do their civic duty and cast their vote for the republican nominee.

Just over a month later it happened again; not as easy and manageable as Iowa, but the same sobering presence was again there. Even with the crazy lady who stalked us and tried to rob us of our freedom of religion and thought, it was all worth it. There, in Reno high school, the community stood together. Individuals came together to become one.

Not one in choice of nominee, but one as a community. One as a nation. Creating that unspeakable bond we as Americans share throughout the miles that may distance us and forging a unity that even the chains of political agenda or parties can break. We love that we are free. Free to worship how when or what we may; free to think good or bad about our government and able to speak against those who cover us in a blanket of numbing stereotypical titles that bind us to small minded political correctness.

We as citizens have not only the right, but the responsibility to stand up against those that oppress us and take away our freedoms. When the citizens of this nation stand together, united with one common goal or thought those that represent us are bound to a government that gave them power to do what the people demand. WE the people gave the government the power. I, the individual did not give up my ability to choose what is best for myself or for my family. I, have the potential to make something of myself, however, that potential is within me, and cannot be simply given to me.

This is why I love democracy and capitalism. Everyone has unlimited potential. Regardless of race, sex, or age, we as Americans can “change our stars.” Our nation was founded by individuals who were tired of being oppressed. Those who represent us were once these people. No longer is the case and new individuals are rising. Joe the plumbers voice is being heard all around the country and many like him are standing together and choosing sides. Not ones of Republicans vs. Democrats or Liberal vs. Conservatives, but the only one that matters; freedom vs. oppression.

The power of the individual to affect change good or bad is why America is great. Not because the government is all-powerful, all-knowing embodiment of the savior of the country. In history, our government has never saved us from anything. Citizens have stepped up and made those life altering sacrifices for our country to save their families and posterity.

We the people, for the people, by the people; this is why I love America.