long post. perhaps.

this, i hope, is gonna be a long post. i just hope.

i'll start with my birthday. it might be funny. i mean. part of it. and you can read if you want. though it's so long. haha.

mom cooked for me in the morning. i was..a little bit touched. no, quite touched. nah. really touched. but i didn't cry. then i saw the present bro gave me. a book, i thought. and yes it is and i love it!

went to school. and asked signatures. I MUST SAY I LOVE CHIN YEE AND FELICIA AND CHOOI YEAN SO SO SO MUCH! they gave me free signatures! and chooi yean drew cake on my paper. how lovely. haha. then chee keong's turn. I WAS GODDAMN EMBARRASED! i forgot his gf's name. i forgot his birthdate [have i ever remembered it?]. he said he didn't wanna give me his signature cos we are/were close. he would sign for me if i asked a girl to ask him to sign. so chooi yean and chin yee actually HELPED me, VOLUNTEERILY. OMG I WAS SO TOUCHED. I FELT LIKE CRYING THEN. in the end chee keong wanted me to tell his gf that he missed her and i got it. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH! i mean. after screwing up, he still gave it to me. i don't think i will give my signature if i'm in his shoe. HOW EMBARRASING!

then i asked angeline's signature. she. somehow. is. a. bad. girl. no la she is not. she just...wants me to join the ayu day punya performance. and i was reluctant to enter. but i want the signature. and i had to say i will join the ayu day when i am not so very sure. sigh. and she wanted fui teng to persuade me to enter ayu day performance before giving her the signatures. omg. i can die right then. has she ever realised that i SUCK in singing, dancing and acting?!

a lot of people wished me. including izzah! omg. quite surprised. hehe. then i balik to class after assembly. and kim, serene and kai shek were acting kind fishy. AND kai shek gave me a present. it was from them and joo er. and they wanted me to buka it right there. I KNOW SOMETHING WAS WRONG! and i opened it at the back of the class and found what's inside. WHAT'S INSIDE! OMG I CAN DIE I CANNOT FACE THE WORLD! it's boxers underpants pants!! omg omg. SHUT UP DON'T LAUGH OR YOU SHALL DIE!

end of topic. for this part.

i wonder how does it feel to wear it cut the crap!

and i got a slice of cake from afiqah. CHOCOLATE CAKE! how kind! and a uk sweet from huee ming. NICE SWEET I TELL YOU! REALLY NICE. and cards from farah, huee ming [it was a letter actually], afiqah with izzah, stefira and..that's all i guess. it was very nice. got key chain from farah too.

then i also wanna thank people who wished me. like mr affendi, all my friends, and..that sums everything up, no? i love you people.

nothing more interesting happened after that. except that kim and kai shek and serene and su ann and joo er kept on asking how does it feel wearing it. wtf la you people. = =

it's quite nice i suppose. ROFLMAO!

yeah.

reading "can you keep a secret". funny book! i should ocntinue. nighties~

my exam.

i think i'm gonna do a summary about my previous exam.

here goes nothing.

it started good. the exposition was bad. the climax was good. the failing action, horrible. but finally it ended wonderfully.

the first day was bm and sej. paper one was normal. i am not that great in bm so i guess a couple of mistakes is okay. as long as it's within the number "ten". karangan was okay as well. exceot the PLOT for novel. sejarah was surprisingly well too. but i studied very hard. i should deserve an A!

second day. had bi and sivik and geog. bi was okay. sivik still okay. at least got a B. but geog. OH MY GOSH! i guess i have my geography C. = =

third day. rocyie brought me chocolate since she saw me so down the day before. and i guess it worked! moral was somewhat bad. seni was okay. kh was good too. at least i know i can get an A. or else. well i think i will get A. *tries very hard not to think the negative side*

fourth day. no more chocolate. can't expect her to bring everyday right? lol. so i was by myself. and it was.. er.. science. yeah. and I SUCKED IN BOTH PAPER ONE AND TWO! omg wtf. how bad can i be?! i swore so many damn times in less than one minute. swore all the way while doing both the papers. and i think bryan heard them all, did he not? rocyie joked it's all because she didn't give chocolate. haha.

fifth day. last day. she didn't bring chocolate too. stock dah habis. xD but i didn't need it. i mean. takkan want her to bring every exam days? aiyo. tak malu ke? haha. studied from form one volume one to form three chapter 4. which means everything that was coming out in exam. and i hope it pays off. I WANT PERFECTION. apparently, no mistakes which is a good thing. hehe. hope i can make a record. last year i nearly did it. but.. sigh. EIGHTY NINE!!! for maths! last exam last year! that's why i couldn't get 100 throughout the whole year! omg wtf! haha! [not funny at all] but it's okay. i shall try this year eventhough i know it's even more impossible since i'm now in form three.

OOC : why am i always using the "omg wtf"?!

i wonder can any of the current form 2 get 3 times 100% for maths out of 4 exams throughout the year. xD xD anyone wanna sahut my cabaran? rofl! i think i sound arrogant.

so yeah. i guess that's all. i think i'll blog about how wonderful the last episode of american idol was next time. x)

freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedom.

i wonder where does the title appear. i don't see it in my blog. hmm.

anyway. exam just over. did badly. and i can die with a reason now. yeah.

maths today. i hope i can get perfection. to balas my suckiness in both geog and science. but i know one perfection can do nothing to replace that two cacatness. sigh.

anyway. pol after chinese. some of them planned on pontenging the class since exam just over. but when they went out, teacher came, i think. wasn't there to see the drama. before teacher came, we had one and a half our time to do whatever we want. and we played games! LOL! i was so loud and i realised that. yet it didn't help in reducing the volume. haha!

after pol pulak straight away tuition. omgosh. reached on time. woohooooo~ but i forgot to bring my books and card. = = urgh! and there was an essay. how come vinod managed to finish it while i can't?! urgh! just realised ryan is also a swimmer. and i don't like ryan. really. i mean. he speaks english to a malay teacher who teachers geography in malay. it's like, using english, you ask a question to a malay teacher who teaches malay. dumb right? idiocy suits him this time.

mr lawrence gave us some of the pmr past years questions on sejarah. and it was about chapter one two and three. AND i thought i could have gotten very the less mistakes. but it turned out that i had MORE MISTAKES that i've ever had when i do my exercises. OMGOSH WTF! more importantly, it's past years' questions! i couldn't even answer them! gosh. what will i do with my pmr?! feel like dying.

now. the happy side. AMERICAN IDOL IS SO THE ROCKEST SHOW YOU CAN EVER WATCH I TELL YOU!!! every single contestant did a BRILLIANT JOB! although i missed some like lakisha. was eating when she was singing. WAHAHA! don't like her that much. so i don't care.

HALEY SCARNATO IS SO PRETTY!

i know this sounds gay but CHRIS RICHARDSON IS ROCKING!

stephanie was great. but she lacked something. and she was eliminated already. too bad. i rather choose her over phil. OH MY GOSH HE LOOKS SO ALIENISH!!

BLAKE RULES LIKE NO ONE ELSE I TELL YOU!! he is just..UNIQUE AND FUN TO WATCH!

as i said, i didn't really watch lakisha's. but i think i don't like her singing anymore. i kinda dislike the song as well.

skip phil.

JORDIN SPARKS! I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY ABOUT THIS GIRL. SHE IS GETTING STRONGER AND STRONGER EACH WEEK AND I LOVE HER NOW!!!

I LOVE ROCK SONGS AND I LOVE GINA!! her personality rules!

SANJAYA IS BLOSSOMING. LOL. that little girl [i think her name is ashley] was so cute and funny! how can someone cry and look so upset watching at good performances. roflmao!

chris sligh. er wouldn't say i hate it. i like his performance but i hate him. i don't know why but i just hate him and phil.

MELINDA DOOLITTLE!!! you know what. you're so rugi if you don't watch this season. it rocks i tell you!

peter noone and lulu rock too!!! lulu was so adorable lol.

ashley was so lucky to be able to go upstage and hug all the contestants. aww.. how sweet. am i not borned in us lol.

why is the download so slow. i wanna watch again ar! but i don't have much space to store actually. pai seh. i have to make space. sien. down side of downloading stuff. haha.

nothing to say i guess. i wanna finish my homework! but i lazy la. lol.

bye.

up and down we go.

i don't know why but i just can't start blogging without pasting something first. i mean.. gah. you won't understand anyway.

yesterday sucked! maybe that's why i didn't blog. i went online anyway. bi paper 2 was okay. i think i can score in the long essay. summary was screwed. same went to novel. "a character that you dislike".. sigh. sivik was easier than what i imagined it would be. but if i had read the textbook i would have gotten more corrects and get A. dumbo. however. the worst was yet to come. geography. i can tell that 50% of that paper i hentamed. and i'm proud of myself. yeah right.

sigh. just why didn't i study like how i studied for sej and kh. i might get better results. it'll be like last year, year-end exam. i got a C for sej but others were okay. now, most probably A for sej and C for geog. isn't that great? = =

oh. class angkat that time. this guy was actually freaked out when he saw me holding dr jekyll and mr hyde reference book. he couldn't believe i'm form three and whispered to his friend at his side that he thought i looked like a form five. i heard it anyway, despite him trying to get it low and unaudiable. haha! will that make him not respect me after finding out that i'm actually younger than him but he has to listen to me?

today. it rained from last night till this morning. i slept at 1. and intended to wake up at 5. but i was half an hour late and somehow i've known that that would happen. luckily i didn't miss the bus van. I LOVE RAIN! wait. not the one from korean. I HATE HIM!

OOC : HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYAWAL BAWAL BAWANG PUTIH BAWANG MERAH AND SO ON.

moral was the first paper. i thought i heard someone saying unit 5 was included and i believed it. so i used hemah tinggi in the essay. if teacher is not lenient, i will have 5 marks gone. and if overall i got more than 6 marks deducted, i'll get B already. so i hope i won't lose marks in structure part.

OMG : i'm high now after listening to melinda singing "home". OH MY GOSH SHE SO ROCK THE FREAKING WORLD.

followed by seni kertas 1. quite easy i think. should get less than 10 mistakes.

kh. I WAS REALLY PREPARED FOR IT! but i don't think i did good enough. the effort is not setimpal with the result. i hope there's miracle. please~!

OOC : [i don't know how many oocs am i going to use today] diana ross's songs are REALLY NICE! i just realised. haha.

angelina jolie has so many children. well she didn't give birth to them all by herself la. i mean. not with her ex'es [i'm not sure how many ex'es she has]. and not with brad too. i'm not quite sure if she has any with brad. but those are foster children. from different countries. COOL ain't it? she has this rules, saying her children aren't allowed to watch cartoons, play babbie dolls and so on. they can only watch sesame streets. pathetic ain't it? haha! but i think it's beneficial too. well somehow. hehe.

and pirates of carribean is coming out soon! johnny depp confessing his love to the i-forgot-her-name and orlando is proposing to her. WOW! must see!!

jordin looks awful with her hair straighten like that. i prefer melinda's old hairstyle. but i am so looking forward to enjoying it this friday or tomorrow if i can finish downloading it. xD

i forgot what i wanna say already. too high now because of chatting. i shouldn't be chatting anyway. tomorrow science paper one and two. should be mastering it. so yeah.

Day one.. Down!

Oh my gosh! It happened again! I ACCIDENTALLY CLICK REFRESH AND EVERYTHING WENT *poof* BLANK! WHAT THE HELL!

I'll make it short then.

Everybody sorta blamed Jian Beng this morning because he called aunty very late eventhough it was more to aunty's fault as she forgot to pick him up. I hope he didn't cry or anything. He was sitting behind me and when everyone was chatting, he kept quiet. So i guess he did cry. I WAS JUST GUESSING!

Reached school at 7.15. Wow. Never been this late since last two years.

I swear i will avoid our school guard [the fat guy who talks a lot] whenever i see him. HE IS SO TROUBLESOME! I hope he doesn't have other *ahem* desire *ahem* OH WHAT THE HELL AM I THINKING?! LOL I THINK MY BRAIN IS SERIOUSLY DAMAGED!! I just hope he gets away from me.

The stupididioticcretinsmoronsbastardswhoarealsosonsofbitches form four guys really are stupid and *curses*..

How come i didn't know the seats in the examination hall class is fixed? I kinda hate sitting at the corner. And it's the inside corner. Left side, behind. So not nice. But i kinda enjoy the scenery already. Hoho.

BM paper one. I so gonna die. I just hope i won't get more than 8 mistakes.

BM paper two. NOVEL SUCK! WHY DID PLOT COME OUT?! IDIOTIC SON OF... I should stop the curses. Karangan panjang was okay. Better than i thought i was capable of. G.Rangsangan was sucky. But ringkasan was worse. I just hope i can score paper two!

Sejarah. OH MY WHAT THE HELL! If i have read more often, or maybe just once or twice more , from form one till form three, i could've gotten more corrects and get a certainly-getting-A-already feel. HOW IDIOTIC ME! Anyhow, i just crave for an A. AAAAAAAAAAAA~

When i look at Cinder's Sejarah paper today, was kinda surprised to find Harold MacMichael's name there. Lol. Come to think of it, the paper is quite easy. If it was like that last year, i could've gotten A for the whole year. Now i wonder is the papers getting easier or it is just because i really studied this year. Lol. I think i can't remember myself touching books during last year's examinations. Haha. Go me~

Now. Why do i not blog when it wasn't exam and blog during exam. Am i smart or what?

I just hope i can get A for every subjects. 

Work to do now. Memorise Geog, read literature and.. I can die for sivik. Wish me luck! Need it badly! x)