.............

well ,
dis is the third tittleless post dat i write.....
i reali reali kinda lazy , no mood to think all dis tittle....
the most important bout a post is wat inside the post ...
nt the tittle , rite ?

holiday still have 13 more days ....
time pass so fast.....
n dis holiday i jz sienz + no mood + sienz......
well ,
who call i m such a boring person ....
i got try to change to a more interesting person...
bt its kinda hard for me....
from a 100% boring person change to a 100% interesting person....
kinda mission impossible.....
at leats it worth to try....
haiz.....

3 more days ...
n den christmas.....
9 more days....
n den happy new year....
end of december ...
reali have many festival to celebrate.....
will ne kinda bz for all dis festival....
might nt be around for a few days.....
might be around...
still nt so sure yet.....
but i might be dissapeared a few days....
well....
all dis jz guessing n planning...
haven decide yet.....

holiday goin to end .....
n i did nth in dis holiday...
haiz.....
dats for all now ...

无题

走到了一家咖啡店前，
而这家咖啡店则是我们以前已有空闲时间就回来的咖啡店。
原本我是想要逃避，
并不想进去。
可是还是抵不住心里头的那个感觉，
那个完全是让人难以形容的感觉。
于是我便踏进了那家店。
咖啡店里的装潢和摆设依然跟当年的一样，
有一种让人怀念的感觉。

我走进了这家店，
选了以前我们常做的位子，
这个位子是靠窗的。
你说坐在靠窗的位子视野特别的好，
你说的这句话，
依然很清晰地在我脑海中。
我想我也永远忘不了这一句话吧！

我习惯性走到那个靠窗的位子，
然后坐了下来。
可是当屁股还没坐热那张椅子，
就有一位服务生递上来了，
一杯咖啡以及一块巧克力蛋糕。
我当时以讶异的眼神看着那位长有一副漂亮脸蛋的服务生，
那位服务生显然得不会对我这种冒失的行为而感到生气，
她还笑脸迎人的跟我解释这些是老板叫她拿来给我的。
我看着了那杯咖啡和那块巧克力蛋糕笑了笑，
没想到我已半年不光顾这家店了，
老板还记住我呢！
那位服务生对了我笑一笑就走了。
我便开始品尝了我那块巧克力蛋糕和我那杯咖啡，
蛋糕和咖啡的味道依然没变，
还是一样的好吃以及好喝。

一边看着点的四周围，
一边平常美味的食物，
一边想起我们以往所发生的事，
突然发觉我已没有那种心痛的感觉了。
那种痛苦的感觉已没有了，
有种如释重负的感觉，
还满轻松的。
就继续的再品尝我的蛋糕以咖啡，
并看了看窗外的景色是不是特别的好。
也许这一个下午就会在这里画下了完美的句点。

p/s: actuali dis n the 悠闲的下午 de post is jz my hand itchy n type de ...
cuz kinda long time din type chinese dy...
so type yi type den type so many things....
n nt related to me after all.....

HAPPY AUTUMM FESTIVAL!!

Dats right!
today is the autumm festival....
is a day dat we all gather around n eat ' tang yuan ' ......
small n round n colourful de ' tang yuan ' reali yummy leh.....
Especially homemade ' tang yuan ' ...
reali reali yummy......
'tang yuan gt so many colours...
gt green , red , aso white ..( u never c 'tang yuan' before a?! stupid!)

actuali other than 'tang yuan' ,
theres nothing special bout today ...
oh ya....
theres a special bout today...
i wake up at 8.30am leh....
very 'nan de ' de lo i tell u....
nomali i wake up at 9 or 10 am ...
if i sleep at 3 or 4 am...
if i sleep early....
mean sleep at 1 or 2 am...
i wake up at 5 or 6 am...
den after dat...
go sleep back or jz open pc....

N THE MOST IMPORTANT.....
4 MORE DAYS!!!
CHRISTMAS JZ LEFT 4 MORE DAYS !!!
very exciting leh...
can go to mall wif my parents ....
n of course go buy sum school stuff....
although i nt reali nid it....
but ...
still go out wif parents...
cuz cn eat as many as i cn without paying...
of course got pay de la...
bt nt me only ma....
my parents paying...
sooo....
PIZZA HUT !!
HERE I COME!!
JZ WAIT ME FOR 4 DAYS!!( actuali no nid peduli dis shout de....nt important at all)

So thats all for today .......
WISH U A HAPPY AUTUMM FESTIVAL.....

一个悠闲的下午

独自一人走在商场里，
看着琳琅满目的商品，
一个个的被摆在橱窗里面，
似乎在等着适合它们的主人来认领它们。
而我，
就站在它们的前面，
望着它们，
它们也似乎有了希望般看着我，
希望我可以狠下心买了它们。
可惜的是，
我只想看一看它们并不想买了它们。

我离开了那个橱窗前，
继续着我独自一个人在商场的旅行，
继续着我漫无目的的旅行。

就在这时，
外面下起了大雨。
下的是毛毛雨，
雨细的像丝绸一样。

这是的我，
突然停下了我的旅程。
而这时的我，
站在一家咖啡店前。
我的脚不由自主地踏进了那家咖啡店。
虽然我考虑着我可怜的荷包，
让思想努力地控制着我的脚，
让我不再踏进这家咖啡店了，
也让我的荷包不再呈现扁平状。
可是无论我的思想如何努力的控制我的脚，
我的脚还是继续地往里走。
既然我一进了这家咖啡店，
也不好意思再走出店外，
所以只好让我的荷包再度出血，
让我好好地在这里度过一个安定的下午。

我选了位于窗边的座位。
屁股刚坐到椅子上，
就有一位服务生拿着菜单给我看。
看了看菜单，
才发现其实这里的菜色和饮料也不会很贵。
这个消息也让我因不够钱买单而要打电话向朋友求救的手放松了下来。
由于不想再看到服务生处处可怜的眼神，
我便快速的看一看菜单，
点了一杯咖啡和一块巧克力蛋糕，
虽然这两样事物很不配，
可是就是我喜欢的那个样子。

就在等着咖啡以及蛋糕的时间，
我看了看窗外，
看着路上的行人以及车辆，
正在来来往往，川流不息的，
也让我这个旁人感到时间不够啊！

就在这时，
咖啡以及蛋糕来了，
我就慢慢的享用着两个根本不相配的食物吧！
也让我慢慢地度过这个闲暇的下午。
让我在和窗外那群人是一群的之前，
也让我感到时间是足够的，
足以让我有一个闲暇的下午。

吃完了蛋糕，
喝完了咖啡，
叫了服务生，
给了钱买单，
走出了店面，
又再度地站在人群里，
用了几十令吉就有一个悠闲的下午，
其实满物超所值的。
度过了悠闲的下午，
也要继续着我独自一个人在商场的旅行吧！

FINALLY~~~

FINALLY.......
I watch finish my Digimon.....
got 16 VCD inside the set...
n got 48 chapters....
i finally watch finish dy ....
feel so shuang.....

I wake up at 3,4 or 5 am....
i nt so sure.....
jz to watch this digimon.....
this is the Digimon version 05....
actuali not so nice la......
but the character aso quite good la....
but o...
jz not as nice as the version 01 , 02 , 03 n 04...
mayb bcuz i watch too many dy....
so u know...
nt so fresh for me dy
but o.....
very funny leh....
i still continue watch cuz it is funny....
n the Digimon very yeng....
N now finally finish it....
i burn all my sleep..
jz becuz wan to watch dis anime....

Now can have my sleep dy...
no nid wake up so early dy......

sienz...+ no mood

now my feeling jz like the topic....
sienz + no mood....
first , feel sienz sure gt reason de la.....
on9 game play til sienz....
maple , meetoto , race car ,hamplang all on9 game play til boring dy
(p/s: 'hamplang' mean all in ...dunno wat language la )
n youtube aso watch til sienz....
crayon shin chan , digimon , pokemon ..n manhy many more..
n chat aso no fren to chat..
well ,
who will on9 at 3 am ??
many me oni.....
conclusion is jz....
SIENZ!!!
wan beh tahan dis boringness dy....
dis boringness is tearing me apart dy....
haiz....

2nd ,
no mood....
dunno y dis few days i'm in a no mood condition......
i know i shudnt suddenly no mood dy......
but i still cnt control the feeling......
i know i shudnt no mood without reason or with reason.....
but i jz cant control it.....
very hard to control it...

mayb i still like a little children.....
cant control my feeling after all......
or i mz grow up rite now....
i mz learn how to control my feeling....
ya!!!
i mz grow up rite now....
i mz know how to control my emotion....
i mz not like a little children rite now...
but it's too hard for me....
NO!!!!
there's nothing too hard for the Chia's family...
Nothing is impossible for me...
i can do it...
i mz believe i can do it....
although it will be quite hard ,
but it worth to try...
i sure can success de...
i think like dis la...
bt at the end can success or not ...
still dont know...
haiz...
wait til the end la..
we will c dat i success or not...
haiz....

sick again n again

This Holiday reali driving me crazy....
First , make me becum lazy.....
Second , make me cant sleep at nite ....
Third , make me feel boring ....
N forth , make me feel tired.....

N NOW....
make me feel sick.....
now i reali nt feeling well.....
headache , sorethroat , coughing....
sekali gus come to me....
all dis 'Best Friend' reali enuf yi hei....
come n visit me at the same time....
i din even prepare sum treats for them...
i been thinking...
they all sure tooo miss me dy...
cant come n visit me one by one...
all sekali gus come n visit me.....
i quite surprise bout their visit....

HAIZ......
nw jz head pain......
nose itchy.....
keep sneezing......
sumtimes coughing....
sumtimes throat very itchy....( dun ask me wat meaning..i terus translate frm chinese i aso dunno wat it mean )

If continue like dis......
I reali will get sick.......
If i get sick......
my parents sure ask me go to c doctor....
NOOOOOOO!!
I dun wan c doctor then eat that bitter medicine.....
the medicine bitter til i wan die dy ....
haiz.....
jz let it becum serious la...
at least dun like last time sorethroat for 3 months.......

FUTURE.....

F!U!T!U!R!E!
FUTURE!!
damn hate dis word.....
everyone keep reminding me bout my future.....

'Y u still standing here? Go study..'
'Bt i want to have sumtime to relax..'
'There's no time for u , mr...u faster go to ur room n study,dats an order..'
'But.......'
NO BUT! GO NOW!'

the dialogue dat i type almost happen everyday at my house...
everytime they keep chasing me to my room to study....
i hate study!!
Y holiday still need study??
Holiday is for student to relax....
Nt for student for having more pressure at home from family members....
If u all wan me to study ,
DUN SET HOLIDAY THEN!
u cn jz whole year 365 days study at school wif frens...
like dat i will be happier than study at home....
at least i wun be argueing wif those person....
i cn study wif my frens...
n at least my fren hear my opinion....
jz dam hate future dis word.......

FUTURE!!!
Y I HAVE TO SUFFER JZ BECUZ OF 'FUTURE' DIS WORD?
i had enough of dis....
bt wat cn i do..
nth...NOTHING AT ALL.....
jz cn go to my room n study....
Bt i wun so stupid jz go n study...
i listen to songs.....
reading comic.....
well....
comis aso book....... ..
i read comic aso nt a big deal at all.....

I still dunno what i goin to do when i becum an adult...
a doctor? a lawyer? a vet?or i will open my own company?
I STILL DUNNO....
bt frm kindergarden....
everyone keep asking u ..wat u goin to do when u grown up..
i fed up wif all those question....
they never heard before ..
'WE WILL NEVER KNOW THE FUTURE...'
what dat sentence said is right....
how we will know the future....
we cant predict it....
our future will change at anytime , anywhere...

Wat the meaning i said all of dis...
i still cnt change my future....

............

There it is....
another blog without tittle...
nt i dun wan to give dis blog a tittle...
jz i lazy to think bout it...
dis holiday reali making me becum worst....
making me lazier...
making me wake up at midnite...( actuali dats quite good )
but ,
its still holiday.....
The way i spend my holiday still the same.....

I jz wake up....
jz slept for 3 hours...
y i sleep if i will wake up at dis time...
EASY!
becuz i waiting dat person to reply me for nearly 30 mins...
den i tot she was asleep ..( becuz dat time i send msg is 23.40..den i wait til 00.20)
so i went to my bed n have a nice sleep..
actuali nt nice at all.....

After that,
i wake up...
den come downstair....
den open pc n on9 n write blog...
All my action was so natural.......
it jz seems like i did dis many times n kew wat shud i do next...
well , i did do dis for my whole holiday....
BT!
the word 'BUT' very important rite now...
i c those msg when i wake up
den i jz terus throw my hp to one side den go downstair...
i started to feel ......
dunno how to say ..is a kind of feeling...
Although i got crazyon shin chan n digimon to watch ,
bt it jz not right...
how to say a dat feeling.....

OH YA!
kinda feel a little bit lonely....
feel quite lonely ....
everytime i wake up at midnite n did wat i suppose to do...
i jz felt quite lonely...
It jz like dis feeling always around me...
no matter what i do so i wun feel lonely...
bt it is still there wif me....
haiz....
dis one very hard to say...
al dis feeling thing..
reali very hard to say....

Here comes again....
Another blog without tittle....

CONFUSING.....

Can anyone that is reali clever....
For example ....GENIUS....
help me....
i reali need some help....
Although i very smart..i know...( i aso know i very perasan )
Bt i din understand what my fren telling me...
i dunno whether is praising or teasing...

Nws the sentence ....
The sentence is :
'Ur chinese quite cute '
Finish dy....
Although it is a short sentences....
bt i dunno wat dat sentences mean at all.....
If u r a genius....
or u understand what dis sentences mean...
plz tell me...
i reali wan to know....

Sooo Tired...

i shud write dis post yesterday ,
bt i m too tired to write it...
until now still got feel a little bit tired....
leg still feel pain n tired...
feel like cant walk at all ...
but wont serious til need to sit on the wheelchair.....

OK...
Now i will tell u what i did yesterday dat make me so tired...
First .....
i wake up at 5 am...
jz sleep 2 hours ny leh..
then i lay on my bed wif my blancket.....
then i went downstairs to do my house chores...
bt seems like all done dy...
when afternoon....
jz did what i suppose to do at dat time....
nt so important at all...

Then ...
i went to play squash at night....
long time din play dy..
although jz play for one hour....
bt mayb too long din play plus dat i din do warm up at all .......
so my leg feel pain n tired....
haiz.....
very tired a ....
N i break my record....
cuz i step out from my house dy......
i suppose not to step out from my house for the whole month...
BT it seems like unsuccessful ....
nvm....
still got next time.....

ARGH!!!! CAN'T SLEEP AT ALL!!!

I'm back~~!!
Don't ask me where i from.....
cuz i didn't go anywhere .........
is jz lazy to update my post....( paiseh )
OK..OK..
I back to the topic ..... (although i nt reali want to)

Dis few weeks.....
It been passing very fast.....
passing very fasat by nt doin anything...
N I had a great news....
I SUCCESSFULLY DIN STEP OUT MY HOUSE FOR 3 WEEKS!! (geng leh~~)
I never been like dis before......
SO SHUANG!!!!
Everyday stay at home sleep , eat,watch tv,take bath,on9 , watch youtube n surf net...
jz like dat ny......
sei for lo...
later when school re-open ...
i sure die de.....
if i continue like dis...

OK ..OK...
actuali dis doesnt related to the topic or the post at all.....
I know u have no patience dy ...
so i quickly get into the topic la....
Since holiday for 3 or 4 weeks.....
i been having SLEEP PROBLEMS!!!
S!L!E!E!P! P!R!O!B!L!E!M!S!
SLEEP PROBLEMS!!!
For a person dat like sleep more than like to eat ( actuali dats me )
U many think it is IMPOSSIBLE for me to have sleep problems....
bt i reali had....
i cant sleep at 10 pm...neither at 11 pm...neither at 12 pm.....neither at 1 am..
and so on......
cuz now is 3.27am....
n i still sitting in front of the pc watch crayon shin chan......
haiz..............

reali boring holiday....n aso long...
bt luckily wan CHRISTMAS dy ........
gt present leh.....
Then the NIGHTMARE come......
School RE-open.....
bt dunno y...
i feel excited bout dat....
maybe brain got a little bit repair need to do......

dats all...
nw i better trying to get sum sleep....

holiday...

now holiday dy....
wat did this mean??
mean i goin to spend my 6 weeks holiday by not doin anything
If simplified it...
is..BORING!!

dis holiday..
reali nth can do leh...
before holiday...
we r so bz..
bz here n there...
bt when holiday...
we aso bz...
bz thinking where we goin ...
where we having our holiday..
n wat we can do to make our holiday interesting...

my parents very baik hati....
they suggest me to go n work...
they got 3 suggestion..
but i bantah all wif some kind of reason....

1st suggestion :
- go to supermarket n work...
my reason:
- dunno dat ppl wan upah u or not..n stand there for 8 hours..jz RM16 nia..nt shuang..n if i kena tangkap..u all sure rugi de

2nd suggestion:
- go to becum a kindergarden teacher...jz like wat my cousin do..
my reason:
- i m a hot tempered person... n i dun like children..n u dun wan to recieve a lawyer letter from the parents dat wan to sue u becuz i beat their child..do u?

3rd n last suggestion:
- go to my dad factory n work
my reason :
- dis time my dad help me...we both said dat i aso won do anything la... jz do 2 hours ny..den aso sleep dy lo...then my dad sure kena marah..so bantah

i know all dis reason is ridiculous n lousy....
bt it is the only way i can have my freedom back...
at least...
my mum won force me go out n work dy...
muahahahahaha
freedom at last...
( p/s : dat evil laugh doesnt related to dis post..jz ignore it )

speechless

at dis time ,
seldom ppl will on9....
even in my contact aso jz 12 ppl on9 nw..
n mostly of them r playing games...
including me la...of course
except for playing games ,
i aso watch crayon shin chan..
do u all know them ...
aso same as '蜡笔小新'

dis cartoon very funny...
until now...
youtube had upload 500++ episodes..
reali shuang...
whole day jz sitting in front of the computer n laugh only...
my family members all think i m insane...
although i already insane at the first time when i decide to watch dis cartoon...
bt dis cartoon reali very very very funny...
except than funny..
i cant find another words to describe it....
ok! ok!
i know u all kinda speechless in front of the computer rite now...

then...
i decide to update my blog..
which is i din touch it for 11 months...
luckily it din have dust on it..
cuz i allergic to DUST...
n i realise ...
everything dat i done..
sure related to dust..
dat make me always sneezing til my tears come out..
haiz.....

in dis days...
time passess slowly...
cuz it is boring...
dats all....
actuali dis post no point at all...
so i advise u all...
better dun c ....

......

haiz ,
i decide to skip school..
n now i regret boutat...
stay at home is 100% boring..
better stay at school..
haiz..now i m blogging..
den wat shud i do? become statue?
dats not impossible at all lo..
mayb i will...XD

yes...tomolo goin to mall..
wanna have party wif tuition teacher...
n of course..free lunch at pizza hut ..
long time din visit pizza hut dy ...
wats the reason ?
EASY!! cuz i no money..
i m looking forward bout the party...
sure can kena orang de..muahahaha

now reali nth to do....boring la...
din touch a book at all...
jz look at the book's cover ,
den throw it to the side..
haiz..how m i goin to spend my holiday if everyday i do the same thing...

today...

well....
today happen many many things....
although today reali a boring day.....
nth to do in class...
except for playing monopoly.....
play for 2 rounds oni..
use 3 hours...
walao...
jz 2 rounds..play 3 hours...
damn boring..
wanna sleep dy lo...
den my frens n i go to watch movie in the bilik tayangan..
the movie is...'The Journey To The Center Of The Earth'
dat movie...damn funny...
i laugh til sorethroat..stomachache....tears aso come out...
reali beh tahan the conversation between the character....
so stupid.....

besides than dat....
still got play poker..
play many games la..
then feel like wan gambling..
but no money o...
so we use the monopoly punya wang palsu n play..
wow...so shuang...
all RM 100 ,RM1000,RM500,RM5000
reali shuang dao..
reali feel like i m millionare leh...
but my heart not pain de
cuz is wang palsu ny...
haha..
dats for all...bye

再一次生病 sick again

又来生病了，好不容易好回，竟然在一天之内又生病，我的白血球不可能这样差吧！！距离上个星期五，我已经生病了1个星期有2天。。。 真不知道几时会好。。天啊！！ 让我快点好回吧！我已经没有管一个星期了。。。。。不知道明天要怎样应付那些学生。。。。为什么我的white blood cell 这样差的？为什么我的 white blood cell 的 function 这样差。。为什么！！谁可以回答我？

又再次跌倒 felt again

刚刚，我要从我的朋友的床上下来（因为我的家人不在家，所以只好寄人篱下），又跌到了。为什么我讲‘又跌到了’呢？原因很简单，因为我在他们的家跌了3次。haiz.......真的有点没用。 第一次在从楼上跌到楼下，幸好只是全身觉得很痛而已，没什么大碍。第二次，我的手机从他们的床跌下来，幸好没坏。（不是我帮Nokia打广告，可是Nokia真的怎样摔都不会烂）第三次，就是从床上跌下来。Haiz......... 改此不敢去他的家睡了，有点怀疑我是不是不适合住他家，那边的风水跟我的命盘不大好。。。。 算了！！ 怎样抱怨都没用，已经过去了。希望改次不要再跌了。 我已经在他家创了纪录，两天跌3次，真的太夸张了。不想再想起了，一想起来就不堪入目。幸好当时我的弟弟不在，要不然全taman都知道，我就很没有面子。可怜的我。。。现在全身还有一点痛。。。希望赶快好。。。

New Blog..... 新的部落格

开了另一个部落格，觉得很好玩。虽然很麻烦，但是久的哪一个好象被我抛弃掉了，因为很久没有开过。算了！反正这是第二次玩部落格，希望能勤劳一点，不要像之前这样的懒惰了。