yeah..

yeah meeting is over: ) and guess wat i didnt stump i guessed.. hahah thank God... volunteer quite funny, but hmmm i dun agree with the thigns he say la.. basically we were talking than talk about reincarnation haaa... well i dun beleive in that.. but well think i shant say more orelse nv ending, esp we are emeting on a official basis.. thats why hahaa...

but overall it was successful, i was very akward and in fact i felt comfortable.. :) PTL...

Today work been slow, not many things to do... tomolo will be calling parent le haha..so today break first hhaa.. rest my voice haha.. yeah lo.. cant think of any random topic to say le leh how how... i need to blog more cos im BORED... help!! someone find smthing entertaining to talk to me.. NOTE: you are not a clown to entertain me ah, just that i cant think of any word, unless u pass me a thesarus and if im hardworking enuff to find haha :P

I sudenly miss GLOW girls hahaa..so weird hor... i miss ZC hahaa.. miss AMelia, miss my beloved girls hahaa... (thats quite random haha) yeah lo.. well well.. Rina called jsut now, i thank God she remembered to call me, i tot she will forget u know, forget to update me, but i really appreciate her to call me, to update me:) thanks girl.. dunno if u read this entry haha ...yeah lo girl, dun worry yeah... make full use of ur time there, u are the best hahaa..:)

lalalaa... :P

random..

it's gonna be another random entry, i will jsut blog what comes into my mind haaa...

Xmas party is coming, wheee can go snow city ahaha... today one of the parent called.. it really caught me by aback.. she called to inform me that she cant make it and in the end she was sharing to me, on herself and ____. well well... i was really surprise cos i nv expect her to do it, considering me being so young like she describe but i guess she just needed a listening ear la. I was quite upset with the thing she shared but than on the other end i was very glad, it shows that she accept me being young and dun look down on me. And i find it a training ground to going to my calling hahaa... a step closer hahaa...

each step i make i want to move in God alone, and i want to make decision and thought that is of Him only. I pray for wisdom to handle situation and perserverance each time things seem so demoralising..

In fact earlier in the morning i was really upset on what happen during one of my meeting.. i felt disapointed and demoralise, efforts seem wasted, and i wanted to give up. But He reminded me that i should press on, and nothing is too tough for Him. right now what im facing might be because im new, everyone learn from their mistakes and experience. Doesn't mean now i fail i fail totally, baby come out also dunno how to walk ma rite :) But i dun deny i still feel upset now la hahaa.. but im fine dun worry :)

I have learnt that working life can be horrible, we need to be sensitive in what we share and speak that sometime people seem so 'fake' but go no choice la, when there is human sure have such things de... God i pray for a frend where i can share deeply and be real and loving me just as i am. but do take note, i know there are some who are wiling to do that yah, but i want a girl!! i want an older sis to give me advice hahaa... note is a girl!! God heard that? pls..... daddy pls... :P

Tomolo gonna meet one of my volunteer, i hope i dun freak out, or get 'low confidence' or get into my swings.. cos i am scared to meet ppl rem i mention in my post ages ago haha.. but i believe God had help me with my confidence.. now not so bad.. i pray i wun be stump and lost for words hahaa... ")

so long

wah so long.. i didnt blog for 17days.. hahha and i didnt realise... time flies huh...

Let me think wat happen these 17 days hahaa,....think think think









before u all tot i remember, let me tell u.. dun forget i have short term memory.. so do u think i can rem :P hehehez...

ok la.. for this 17days i have been talking to parents hahaa... asking if they are interested to go for the Xmas party. Meeting up youth and other stuffs. before i bore you will more details i shall stop this part hahaha.. suppose to post pic.. but as u can see wat a timing im blogging, which mean im at work.. SHHHH!!! :P
So no pic.. so sad rite haaa...

God been good :) And i have been good too hahaa.. so got xmas present :P
well.. PTL i will be going to church camp, i wan to go with an expectant heart :)

Im feeling sour in my stomach and seeing stars now hahaa.. no idea why this few days always like that.. ok la for now.. tata..z :) till i find a topic to blog ....