The exciting comeback post

Well, just kidding, it's not that exciting, and who knows how long the "comeback" will last, but here it is! it is a little sad to look at my blog because I have missed documenting sooo much! Also, I have a ridiculous amount of posts started that I never finished...like 8. Oh well....

    Our life as a little family of 5 feels like being in hyper drive all. the. time! It is great, and fun and stressful and crazy all at the same time. Who doesn't feel like life is like that though, right?? Having our new little addition, (who is almost SIX MONTHS by the way!) has been a blast! She is the sweetest little baby, I mean it! She has had her fair share of sickness off and on since about 3 weeks old, and so getting on a schedule took some time, and she still doesn't consistently sleep through the night, but man she couldn't be any cuter or sweeter!!
      She loves to play and watch her big sisters, She is so content 99% of the time, and smiles if you simply look at her...the full body shake, so happy to see you smile. Eliza and Presley are equally as enthralled with her. Eliza is a pro at being the big sister, she is so caring and tenderhearted, and taking care of her younger sisters just comes naturally to her. Presley is our spunky little 2 year old, and gives us a real run for our money, but she is such a sweetheart and so silly...she cracks us up! She also loves her Isabelle, but shes a big believer in "tough love"...if you know what I mean.
    So while David is working hard at school AND work, and being an amazing daddy and hubby...I get to be at home with these sweet little girls. Some days feel like YEARSSS. But after all of their messy, silly, crazy, sweet little bodies are tucked into bed, I am able to reflect on all of the tender mercies and sweet moments of the day that might have been lost on me among all the craziness.

This is not a great post after more than a year...I am feeling a little overwhelmed with where to start up again...
So here, I'll let the pictures do the talking...

My family came up for Christmas!! 

Temple Square

 Literally had to bribe the girls to smile...smiled out I guess

 They love Auntie Aimee and Auntie Megan...Also Eliza wore those pink 

earmuffs for a week straight!

 What a cool bunch of sledders

 She was a pro sledder, going all by herself...Not sure what the "thug life" look is all about 

Cracks me up though

 Ginger bread house time

 It collapsed 5 minutes later :(

 Showing off Christmas Jammies from Auntie Lauren and Uncle Michael 

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Eliza captured this silly moment...little ham

 Big sister in action

 Tried rice cereal... and loved it

(A tad blurry)

Eliza's new favorite game is Pictionary...this is her drawing of daddy in his jeep :)

 Ever since She was a kitty for Halloween, Eliza constantly wants to draw whiskers on her

I went out of the room for about 2 minutes and came back to, well, a kitty cat haha

 This face is the definition of sweet, I think

And again, just because come on...adorable!!

Gypsies

Well Utah, Its been a good 8 months, but Texas was hard to get out of our systems....so we are heading back!!

Actually in about 3 days.

We may be gypsies. 

It really has been a good experience, being here in Utah. Has everything gone as planned, or been super smooth? No. Things have been really, really hard. But we have enjoyed our experiences here, and all that we feel we have learned, both individually, and as a family. We have met some really wonderful people, and will miss them, and David has done really well and has enjoyed attending BYU. But ultimately, we did not feel that our situation here was what we wanted for our family long term. And that is what it would be, since David still has quite a few years of school left. It is not a decision we took lightly. We weighed out all of our possible options, with their respective pros and cons and decided that it was in the best interest of our little family to be back in Texas.

It will be great to be by our families again! We will actually be staying with my parents.
Going back to staying with your parents is always hard. Even though we love them soooo much, it is difficult to go from your own place to living with someone else. And I know that it will be crazy for them too, even though all they are talking about is how excited they are. They have NOOO idea what's coming....toddler take-over!!!

Man, I sound like a broken record, but we have been blessed with some pretty incredible people in our lives. we are so grateful for our wonderful families. We are also so grateful for ALL of the support and love from our friends and family!! That makes all the difference.

My sweet dad and brother will be making the drive from Texas to Utah and back again this weekend to help us!! Poor guys. They are so amazing.

I know that someday we will look back on all of this fondly. And honestly, we ARE enjoying the journey. Although it is hard and rarely perfect... and some aspects are definitely easier to enjoy that others.  I know I would not feel that way if I didn't have such in incredible eternal companion by my side.

Well, just wanted to give a quick update. Next time I post we will be in TEXAS.

Also, no pics because I left our camera in Albuquerque last month....fail.

A new found gratitude for my job...

So the past two weeks have given me such a feeling of gratitude for my most important job ever...being a mommy! And an even deeper feeling of gratitude that after this week, I will get to be home with my babies all day again!! I started training for a tech support job last week, and it is going very well. I am not actually naturally super tech savvy, but once I am a little familiar with the equipment, I do pretty well. But lets be honest, it is not the first job (or fifth or even tenth really) I would picture myself doing. And apparently my dad felt the same way, because he definitely chuckled a little when I told my parents. haha Obviously he was supportive, and had complete confidence in my abilities, but I am his daughter, and he just has never seen me as a techie. ha WHO KNEW??! But like I said, I am really enjoying it, and I will be set loose, and be all on my own on the phones next monday!! Yikes!! My schedule for the past two weeks has been mon-Fri 12-7. That has taken some major adjustments for all of us! Fortunately, a sweet friend of mine offered to watch Presley and Eliza for us everyday! What a blessing!! She has a 10 month old daughter, and so Eliza has had a little play buddy:) Our days go something like this:

5:00 AM-  David gets up and is out the door for work by 5:30 at the latest.* this is a normal thing, poor guy*
10:20ish- David comes home in between work and his 12 pm class and picks us up, along with all of our thousand pounds of gear.
11:20- We meet my friend Karli in the parking lot at my job and she takes the girls back to her house. She is awesome!!
 5:15- David gets out of class and picks up the girls...then they come back and wait for me to get out of training at 7.

Add in a lot of screaming babies and can-of-soup-with-grilled-cheese dinners and that about sums it up. haha

Poor David. Every night when I get in the car, ATLEAST one of the girls is screaming. And usually has been for about 10-15 mins straight. 
It has been a little rough, but I am grateful it is almost over, and really grateful I have the ability to help out with the finances for a while.

I will be so glad to get in to a NEW normal routine for our little family. Once I start my job and have regular hours that will really not be changing, and we move into our apartment next weekend, we will hopefully be able to just stay put for a while and get to a feeling of "normal"...whatever that may be :)

I will be working the 6:30-1am shift monday-friday, with one random day off during the week. Unfortunately for the first 2 months, I will be working every Sunday, but after that I will switch to saturdays. It will be nice to have saturdays off to hang out with my family, especially since I will basically be seeing David in passing most days. But I will really miss getting to go to church with my little family for a while. It will definitely take some adjusting. I am so grateful I will be able to be home with my girls all day, and that David will be home with them in the evenings. But like I said, my interaction with David will mostly be "hey babe, how was your day? Great! Hope you have a good night, the girls need a bath please, Presley eats again at 8. See ya tomorrow! Love you!" There is no way with getting up at 5 every morning that he will make it to 1:15ish am when I get home, and I wouldn't expect him to. But I will really miss our evenings together, just hanging out. Even if he was studying, at least he was there, and we could talk and BE together. So my couple days off are going to be really nice!

I also have a TWO year old and a FOUR MONTH old!! It seems impossible, but its really true!! I will have to do an update all about them soon, but this post is already pretty long I feel like....but I do have to share one cute story from the other night. While we were all in the kitchen while I was whipping up a feast in the form of soup, of course. Eliza came in and was talking, and dancing and just kind of in her own little world, then out of no where she gets down on all fours and says "I puppy mommy, woof". David and I about died!! It was the cutest thing!! We have never seen her do anything like it before!! Just another indication of how big she is getting, and how BIG her imagination is becoming!! We just love our sweet little girls, even amongst all of the craziness!!  So I will do a catch up post sometime about the girls, but here are some cute pictures in the mean time. Obviously I have been bad about taking pictures the last couple of weeks though.

 I will often go in to check on her in the Playroom 

and find her laying in this drawer pretending to be asleep :)

 Trying to do push-ups with daddy...I kinda missed the really good shots

basically she just moves her little bum up and down...it is really adorable!

Introducing the potty!  We have had one success!! 

We will be a little more serious about it after this week is over!

 Presley is getting so good at holding on to her toys

with those chubby little hands :)

And she loves her exersaucer now too!

Not hard to see why I am DYING to be home during the day again!! :)
 

Two years old!!

 We barely caught her excited face when we told her she was going to get presents..

this face, accompanied by a big gasp ha

 Trying on her Dora dress from Memaw and Tickie tie

 Rangers shirt from Auntie Lauren...

surrounded by all of her princess presents...all of her grandparents know her well!!

Our baby girl is now officially TWO years old!!! Not a baby anymore for sure!! We were so happy that her birthday fell on Presidents day this year because David didn't have school, so we had the whole day to play! One thing we didn't plan on was me waking up looking like I had elephantitis on one side of my face. I have had a tooth that was in need of a root canal for some time now, we wont say how long, and it had finally become a real issue. I was worried that it was abscessed and I know that can be dangerous, so I called several dentists and was able to get into one for early afternoon. They were awesome!! Even though they had to pull my tooth, while it wasn't completely numb because the infection was preventing the numbing medication from fully taking affect. I was really kicking myself for objecting to laughing gas...who rejects laughing gas?!?! But I didn't want to be loopy for the rest of the day. Luckily it was pretty quick. Then we were off. My already swollen face was now swollen in a ridiculous way!! I couldn't help but laugh every time I looked at myself in the mirror. And I was definitely getting some double takes haha. But I was in some pretty serious pain for about an hour afterwards. I just kept praying that I would be able to get past it because I just wanted to give Eliza a great day!! Heavenly Father Definitely answered my prayers. But I looked like a mess in Toys R us...our first FUN stop of the day. Picture puffy face, eyes and a mouth full of gauze haha! But anyways, on to the good stuff!! We let Eliza loose in Toys R Us, so to speak, and she lead us around picking out what she wanted. Which was, wouldn't you guess, EVERYTHING!! She was in Heaven!! But we left with just a few things we knew she would actually play with. Then we were off to the mall! She go cute new dress, and we wanted to get her some shoes, but couldn't find any we liked. But she didn't want shoes anyways...every time we would look at a pair, and try them on we would ask her "what do think Eliza?" and she would say "no shoes...more toys." We were dying!! Not like she hasn't  been completely spoiled rotten by our families already. The whole week leading up to her birthday packages were arriving. Spoiled. She is going to wonder whats going on when she isn't getting any more presents! After the mall, we went to a cute little cupcake shop and let her pick out a cupcake. She picked chocolate with pink frosting, and did some major damage to it! I wish I had the pics but they are on Davids phone. We had a great day celebrating our sweet little angel! We are so grateful that we are blessed to be her parents! She brings us such joy, and we couldn't love her more!!!

This is so new to me

So Today is the very first day of my life as a part-time, away from home working mommy. The situation is actually pretty perfect for us right now, allowing David to work EARLY in the mornings, go to school and then be home with the girls/do homework while I work a couple evenings a week. Nothing too grueling or strenuous, but definitely weird for me. We knew that unless it was absolutely necessary that I wouldn't have to leave my babies with someone else all day to work, so I am so grateful for this opportunity to help our little family progress in our goals. It won't be forever...I can definitely handle that.So what is this job, you ask? Well, I am working for a market research company. Sounds pretty fun and important when I say it like that. But really I am going to be TRYING to get people to do phone surveys for products and politics and such. Probably not the most fun. I heard a girl that worked there during orientation talking about how many times she has cried when someone has yelled at her for calling. Yikes. I sure hope that kharma doesn't come back to bite me for all the times I said "no" to phone surveys. But I was always nice about it :) It is definitely something I never even thought about doing, but I gladly take on the challenge! I am so grateful that David will be home with the girls, but I am really actually sad that I wont be there to give them a bath, and put them to bed like I ALWAYS do. It will be weird to say goodbye to them when I leave for work, and not see them (awake) again until the next morning. But again, it isn't every night. And in fact I love this job because I can set my own hours! So wish me luck!! And ALWAYS say yes to a phone survey!! Ha ha, just kidding....

In other news...We are moving into our own apartment on March 16th! Two days after our three year wedding anniversary, and probably the exact time my family will be here for spring break! Oh well, we will have lots of help... :}  This apartment will be great because it is literally across the street from where David works, as well as walking distance to BYU, which is something he really wanted. And I'm not complaining because that means I will have the car available for cruising really important stuff only ;) There is also a playground in the complex so that will be great for when the weather gets nicer. All in all, we are in one continuous transition, but hopefully after this move, we will be staying put for a while! I have loved this adventure thus far though! It hasn't been without it's hiccups for sure, but we are learning a lot, and are so excited for the future we are building! Plus I have the best partner I could imagine going through this all with, not to mention our two little buddies, who really help put it all into perspective. It is a little worrisome at times having not only us to take care of, but our two babies, with so much uncertainty at times. And we joke about our logic in starting a family BEFORE either of us was done with school, but like we would change that....Not a chance!!

Sorry this is a boring post with no pictures.

making more of "those" days...

Some days it seems like everyone wakes up on the "right" side of the bed, we don't visit the time out spot 600 times, Eliza is at least wearing socks, Presley takes a nap at the same time as Eliza, and we have the exact ingredients for dinner. The perfect day. haha. Other days it seems like a zombie monster dinosaur has taken over my (almost) two year old, and practically nothing productive gets done, dinner is barely ready on time, and I feel like I am running around like a chicken with my head cut off! I seriously treasure those sweet days, and there are a good amount of them for sure. But there are also quite a few days where I have to try a LOT harder to stay patient and not let myself feel overwhelmed. No day is actually perfect of course, but some are definitely better than others. I remember being in high school, and struggling with the normal teenage things and it felt like some days were just destined to be "horrible days". I depended too much on what happened that day to determine whether I was in a good mood or...not so good mood. But I started realizing, after many pep talks from my mom and dad, that when I made a more conscious effort to make my days better by seeing all of the great blessings in my life, I felt so much happier, despite the fact that the "boy of my dreams" hadn't even talked to me that day. Yeah that is embarrassing to admit. And by the way, I didn't even know the boy of my dreams yet!! ha  And obviously the same goes for my days here at home. If Eliza is having a rough day, and I start letting myself get into the funk of "ok, here we go again, I wish this day was OVER", almost automatically I start to feel like I am sinking into a bog of tantrums. But I constantly have to remind myself that If I just take more time to see things in the eternal perspective I find we all have a much better day around here. It is pretty amazing!! I am constantly saying little prayers throughout the day, and I know Heavenly Father hears me! I really wish I was better at this. But I am so grateful for the sweet little moments that make the hard ones so worth it. Like when I was sitting on the floor with Presley and Eliza playing, and Eliza came up to me and gave me the biggest hug, out of no where. My heart melted. I have to remind myself sometimes that the dishes can wait til later...sometimes Eliza just needs mommy to dance to the village dance scene on tangled with her a couple dozen times, and Presley just needs a few extra minutes of mommy time, all by herself  before a nap. Sometimes toddlers poop in the bathtub...twice in one week. Or wake up out of the blue at 6am on the morning you want to get up early to work out. Sometimes a two month old will have a blow out in two or three different outfits a day. And somewhere in between all that, a smart little toddler learns how to open the door to the pantry and dump out an entire container of hot chocolate...as you are trying to leave the house. I find myself constantly drawing out of the well of "sweet moments" when I feel like the day is surely going to test me to my limits....and thankfully, with two precious babies, that well is always overflowing! I am constantly praying for more patience, and I truly believe that our loving Heavenly Father gives us opportunities to do just what we ask for. That is what we are here for, to learn and gain experience. And one way or another, hopefully I will learn what I am supposed to !

Here are some of those sweet moments

 Eliza found some old ballet slippers in the play room,

It gets to me so badly to see her walk around in those big, floppy, worn out slippers

especially because I know it makes her feel like a pretty princess...

 This picture says it all

 and this one <3

 If she doesn't tell me "no mama" when I pull out the camera

then this is the face I get....love it....

oh and notice the stickers on Presley's forehead..

 Big sis will show you how its done

 tracing her hand...

Showing off her pretty clip on earrings

with her kitty cat ears crown on.

Sunday walk

Yesterday we walked to church. That is something we never could've done in Texas, but in Utah you can do that since there is a church building in every neighborhood...ALMOST literally. But honestly, our church building is right around the corner, so we decided to finally give it a try. Every Sunday we see members of our ward walking the long walk around the block to church since the weather has been so nice. Even though there was snow on the ground, the weather was great! Eliza loved getting to trudge through the snow in her boots.

Quite the getup for going to church

David carried Presley in her car seat ha

She was in her own little world

My new project is going to be working on transitioning Presley into the crib, Eliza into a big girl bed, and both of them into the same room!! I am stressed thinking about it. But Presley is fast outgrowing her bassinet, and so it will need to be done. We don't have a toddler bed for Eliza yet, so that will be the first step. She loves her crib, and has not even ever tried climbing out of it, so I mostly worry about her getting upset the the baby is in "her" crib. But I have been doing my homework on the dreaded transition, and so I feel somewhat prepared. I think once we get her a bed, we will start by putting it up and just getting her excited about it! Get cute princess/barbie bedding and talk it up all the time so she can't wait to jump into it..and stay alll night. yikes. Then maybe we will start slowly, by having her take naps in it and eventually put her in at night time as well. That part I am not so worried about as much as putting Presley in her room. We just do not have space in our room for the crib. I know I am not the pioneer for this sort of movement, but all of the sudden when faced with this challenge in a month or so, it seems so daunting! Eliza sleeps so well at nap time and bed time that I worry adding Presley (who wakes up for a paci, and is pretty noisy and grunty) will throw off the groove. I am trying not to stress, but if anyone has any solution that worked for them, I am open to suggestions!