After all that has happened with work, finally a great news to me.
An article that I helped wrote for my ex-supervisor, got accepted and will be published next year.
Something that I thought was quite impossible since someone kept saying that it is very tough to send in articles to those publisher. Yet, I have to admit that I am proud of myself that I am capable of writing good articles if I put the effort in it.
Unlike someone, her standard is probably too low.
Although my name is not in this article, I'm still so happy...wee...it's so nice..this feeling...of having an article accepted for publication...hehe... >.<
When a lightning strikes
When a lightning strikes, a tree can be split to half.
When a lightning strikes, electrical and machines can shut down.
When a lightning strikes, the sky gets darks.
When a lightning strikes, little children close their ears and run to their mummies.
Yet, after lightning, there's always the thunder.
The lightning is there to warn that a thunder is on its way.
What is the lightning in this situation now??
When a lightning strikes, electrical and machines can shut down.
When a lightning strikes, the sky gets darks.
When a lightning strikes, little children close their ears and run to their mummies.
Yet, after lightning, there's always the thunder.
The lightning is there to warn that a thunder is on its way.
What is the lightning in this situation now??
Changed Perspective
Changed perspective!!
" Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart,
as working for the Lord, not for men..."
In fact, I may be working for my Prof. Yet, ultimately, this job opportunity comes from Him. He is the one who provided me this learning job. An impossible opportunity for me, yet made possible by Him.
" Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart,
as working for the Lord, not for men..."
In fact, I may be working for my Prof. Yet, ultimately, this job opportunity comes from Him. He is the one who provided me this learning job. An impossible opportunity for me, yet made possible by Him.
GERAMNESS
At this moment, I'm totally and extremely in GERAMNESS!!!!!
Can't accept that fact!! An idea based from my observation taken just like that. Ya...it may be good that someone else is doing the hard work getting the new concept out. Yet, I don't feel peaceful about it at all. Disappointed with myself. I should be happy yet..I just can't let it go.
GERAMNESS!!!
GERAMNESS!!!
GERAMNESS!!!
GERAMNESS!!!
GERAMNESS!!!
Can't accept that fact!! An idea based from my observation taken just like that. Ya...it may be good that someone else is doing the hard work getting the new concept out. Yet, I don't feel peaceful about it at all. Disappointed with myself. I should be happy yet..I just can't let it go.
GERAMNESS!!!
GERAMNESS!!!
GERAMNESS!!!
GERAMNESS!!!
GERAMNESS!!!
Upset + Stressed = Happiness
Upset + Stressed = Happiness??
(-ve) + (-ve) = (+ve)??
How can that be?
Well, I'm pretty UPSET with the academic world. Although I'm pursuing my education in the academic world, I find that the academic world is full of fakes. The system in it is also filled with lies and cheats. Higher level taking advantages of younger level. The non-sharing environment. It sucks to be in the academic world.
STRESSED with work load and self-expectations. Work load never stops. It always comes and it never stops. High self-expectations. Gets STRESSED to meet those high self-expectations.
HAPPINESS comes from where out of all these negatives? Learning, gaining more knowledge and experiences...... can't think of anything else related to work. BUT, what cause the = HAPPINESS is...shh...my dearest sweetie.
Each day I come back tired from work, he's always there to meet me with a smiley and cheerful face. Though Isometimes most of the time scold/nag/angry at him, he never gives up on me. In fact, he keep supporting me and encouraging me in his own ways that he never realises.
The old me will never think of such thing. I would probably just dwell in my sufferings and torture. But that's the past. Now is now. Things have changed. =D
(-ve) + (-ve) = (+ve)??
How can that be?
Well, I'm pretty UPSET with the academic world. Although I'm pursuing my education in the academic world, I find that the academic world is full of fakes. The system in it is also filled with lies and cheats. Higher level taking advantages of younger level. The non-sharing environment. It sucks to be in the academic world.
STRESSED with work load and self-expectations. Work load never stops. It always comes and it never stops. High self-expectations. Gets STRESSED to meet those high self-expectations.
HAPPINESS comes from where out of all these negatives? Learning, gaining more knowledge and experiences...... can't think of anything else related to work. BUT, what cause the = HAPPINESS is...shh...my dearest sweetie.
Each day I come back tired from work, he's always there to meet me with a smiley and cheerful face. Though I
The old me will never think of such thing. I would probably just dwell in my sufferings and torture. But that's the past. Now is now. Things have changed. =D
Verge of Giving Up
THE PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD ARE SO UNFAIR!!!
I just can't stand people who think that just because they have the title and reputation, they can have the right to use and manipulate people just as they like.
WE are human beings too!! We have our limits as well!!! We have our rights!! We have feelings!!
So fake! Totally fake!!
Totally discouraged!!!
I just can't stand people who think that just because they have the title and reputation, they can have the right to use and manipulate people just as they like.
WE are human beings too!! We have our limits as well!!! We have our rights!! We have feelings!!
So fake! Totally fake!!
Totally discouraged!!!
Home Sweet Home
I AM HOME!! So glad to be home, even though I'm back to attend a counseling course. Getting really stressed up at work. Seem to be taking quite some time for me to adjust to my responsibilities there. I don't even have much time for myself at all. It's just WORK, WORK, WORK, WORK, WORK!!
It's not even 2 months and I'm feeling the pressure. In fact, I almost breakdown today. Been taking it in and pretending as though it does not affect me. Yet, I know I'm just avoiding it.
I do hope and MUST hang in there and finish this race!! Not only to simply just finish it...but to finish it with a smile on my face! =)
It's not even 2 months and I'm feeling the pressure. In fact, I almost breakdown today. Been taking it in and pretending as though it does not affect me. Yet, I know I'm just avoiding it.
I do hope and MUST hang in there and finish this race!! Not only to simply just finish it...but to finish it with a smile on my face! =)
Work as RA
It's already the beginning of October. Since my last entry till today, all I've been doing is my RA work. Waking up at 6-630 every morning, I need to reach the general office (GO) to punch my card by 8am. As the long hand reaches 12 and the short hand reaches 5, my last trip to (GO) to punch out. In between, it's in and out of the GO, my Prof's room and the RA room.
Work was at the peak after our 1st RUGS meeting on the 14th till after Raya. Then, it actually slowed down for one day. The next day, it was peak time again as me and my colleagues got to prepare a poster for the Seminar Hasil Penyelidikan (SHP). This poster in making is a real challenge to me as its my first time doing one. Made lotsa mistakes on the content, which I had to keep polishing as my Prof edited.
For RUGS, thank God we have passed through one of the major hurdle, SAMPLING!! The job was tedious. It took us about a week to get the sampling done, which has 10% left to be completed. Now, it's the questionnaires. Obtaining permissions from authors and also translating it to BM. It's another half-tedious job to get some of the unfound questionnaires.
Another thing on my hand is my own thesis topic. I'm LOST at this. I've lost my direction and I'm to come out with a research proposal within 3 weeks as a fulfillment for SPS3999, a 3 credit compulsary course.I do need to find my way back ASAP!!
Not only for my own thesis, but I've got to write the Chap 1 - Chap 3 for the project itself as well. A heavy responsibility for me. Got to read up a lot..and I do mean A LOT!!!
So, sorry if my updates are slow. Really trying to catch up with my RA work and at the same time, to find time for my sweetie and my sister. And also to catch some air to breathe.
FYI, everyday after work, I go for dinner, I come back and bathe..and you'll find me on my bed sleeping till the next day. Don't know why since I started working, my body gets so tired till I sleep like a log each night. Unable to finish my work. =(
That's all the time I have now. Toodles! ^.^
Work was at the peak after our 1st RUGS meeting on the 14th till after Raya. Then, it actually slowed down for one day. The next day, it was peak time again as me and my colleagues got to prepare a poster for the Seminar Hasil Penyelidikan (SHP). This poster in making is a real challenge to me as its my first time doing one. Made lotsa mistakes on the content, which I had to keep polishing as my Prof edited.
For RUGS, thank God we have passed through one of the major hurdle, SAMPLING!! The job was tedious. It took us about a week to get the sampling done, which has 10% left to be completed. Now, it's the questionnaires. Obtaining permissions from authors and also translating it to BM. It's another half-tedious job to get some of the unfound questionnaires.
Another thing on my hand is my own thesis topic. I'm LOST at this. I've lost my direction and I'm to come out with a research proposal within 3 weeks as a fulfillment for SPS3999, a 3 credit compulsary course.I do need to find my way back ASAP!!
Not only for my own thesis, but I've got to write the Chap 1 - Chap 3 for the project itself as well. A heavy responsibility for me. Got to read up a lot..and I do mean A LOT!!!
So, sorry if my updates are slow. Really trying to catch up with my RA work and at the same time, to find time for my sweetie and my sister. And also to catch some air to breathe.
FYI, everyday after work, I go for dinner, I come back and bathe..and you'll find me on my bed sleeping till the next day. Don't know why since I started working, my body gets so tired till I sleep like a log each night. Unable to finish my work. =(
That's all the time I have now. Toodles! ^.^
Work @ Research Assistant
Woohoo...started my job as a RA already last Monday. It's the 3rd day of work and I'm at home working. How cool is that? ^.^ There is a reason though..which I'll talk about later.
Well, first day was blur. I was late as I couldn't remember where I parked YK's car and we both had to walk up and down the road twice till we found it. That already took up about 5-10 minutes from the time we walked out of the house. Then, including the jam at Tmn Universiti, we were even late. After he dropped me at uni, he took almost an hour to reach his work place when he can actually reach there in about 20 minutes. I guess the morning jam was not anticipated by us to be so bad.
Anyway, when I reached, one of my colleague, Chiah, was there to greet me. She brought me around to know where things are. And going into the room for GRFs and GRAs, I have my own cubicle where the phone is situated. Thus, I have to be the room operator when I'm around. ^.^ My other colleague, Sandy, introduced me to some of the GRFs there, as only me and another 3 more girls are the only SGRA's there.
Later, we had a RUGS meeting. It was quite interesting. Managed to grasp a little bit more about the project. And after the meeting, the Chinese girls brought me out for lunch. And after lunch, just sitting in my little cubic and reading up my responsibilities as a RA.
2nd day, I was late again by 1 minute according to the punch clock. It was raining..but can't blame the rain. Went it to office, the other RA, Ping, brought me around again, this time telling me some procedures and tasks that a RA will do. Introducing me to some workers too whom I'll have to work with throughout my 2 years. Glad that she brought me around coz she initially didn't want to. >.<>
Today, the 3rd day, currently at home. Working from home today coz since Monday, I was having a headache. And last night, somehow, was having difficulty breathing. So, took leave today from Prof. and work from home.
This RA job, I am expecting it to be hectic as our project schedule is not tight but will be on-going with not much rest for next year. Really got to prepare myself for it so that I don't breakdown. It is indeed a very good opportunity for me to learn many things there regarding to research. Not forgetting that I'm being paid. I just hope I'll be able to commit to it 100% and finish it before my 2 years.
So, till next time...TOODLES!! ^.^
Well, first day was blur. I was late as I couldn't remember where I parked YK's car and we both had to walk up and down the road twice till we found it. That already took up about 5-10 minutes from the time we walked out of the house. Then, including the jam at Tmn Universiti, we were even late. After he dropped me at uni, he took almost an hour to reach his work place when he can actually reach there in about 20 minutes. I guess the morning jam was not anticipated by us to be so bad.
Anyway, when I reached, one of my colleague, Chiah, was there to greet me. She brought me around to know where things are. And going into the room for GRFs and GRAs, I have my own cubicle where the phone is situated. Thus, I have to be the room operator when I'm around. ^.^ My other colleague, Sandy, introduced me to some of the GRFs there, as only me and another 3 more girls are the only SGRA's there.
Later, we had a RUGS meeting. It was quite interesting. Managed to grasp a little bit more about the project. And after the meeting, the Chinese girls brought me out for lunch. And after lunch, just sitting in my little cubic and reading up my responsibilities as a RA.
2nd day, I was late again by 1 minute according to the punch clock. It was raining..but can't blame the rain. Went it to office, the other RA, Ping, brought me around again, this time telling me some procedures and tasks that a RA will do. Introducing me to some workers too whom I'll have to work with throughout my 2 years. Glad that she brought me around coz she initially didn't want to. >.<>
Today, the 3rd day, currently at home. Working from home today coz since Monday, I was having a headache. And last night, somehow, was having difficulty breathing. So, took leave today from Prof. and work from home.
This RA job, I am expecting it to be hectic as our project schedule is not tight but will be on-going with not much rest for next year. Really got to prepare myself for it so that I don't breakdown. It is indeed a very good opportunity for me to learn many things there regarding to research. Not forgetting that I'm being paid. I just hope I'll be able to commit to it 100% and finish it before my 2 years.
So, till next time...TOODLES!! ^.^
Beginning of September 2009
It's September already..and I've not started the SGRA. We (as in me and my Prof) are waiting for the RMC to settle all the necessary documents with GSO so that I can start soon.
Other updates? I'm still working at the tuition centre though. Already introduced 2 part time teachers there. But one is a permanent part time teacher now. As to when I'm going to stop working there? Not yet for the moment. One of the teacher is on leave till 20+. So, I've got to take her place for now till she is back. Then only can I 'resign'. ^.^
Anyway, I'm glad that sweetie has found a temporary part time job. It seems like he is enjoying it and learning a lot from his supervisor and boss although he is doing lotsa admin work. But it's ok...he has a job opportunity there. It is just up to him whether he wants to continue to work there as he has to work really long hours and has no time to spend with me. That will be one factor that will make him not choose the job. But I do hope he'll go for it as I predict he is able to climb up the ladder pretty fast and being a manager or some sort. High expectations I have for him coz I believe in his ability..just whether he wants it or not.
What else? Have a new housemate. Name is Alex. Malacca boy from MMU too. My sister's course mate who's working the same job but for Hong Kong branch at Cyber. Talkative guy, which is good. Bring some noise in the house and a friend for my sister to talk to.
So, here's a piece of thought to ponder for today.
Other updates? I'm still working at the tuition centre though. Already introduced 2 part time teachers there. But one is a permanent part time teacher now. As to when I'm going to stop working there? Not yet for the moment. One of the teacher is on leave till 20+. So, I've got to take her place for now till she is back. Then only can I 'resign'. ^.^
Anyway, I'm glad that sweetie has found a temporary part time job. It seems like he is enjoying it and learning a lot from his supervisor and boss although he is doing lotsa admin work. But it's ok...he has a job opportunity there. It is just up to him whether he wants to continue to work there as he has to work really long hours and has no time to spend with me. That will be one factor that will make him not choose the job. But I do hope he'll go for it as I predict he is able to climb up the ladder pretty fast and being a manager or some sort. High expectations I have for him coz I believe in his ability..just whether he wants it or not.
What else? Have a new housemate. Name is Alex. Malacca boy from MMU too. My sister's course mate who's working the same job but for Hong Kong branch at Cyber. Talkative guy, which is good. Bring some noise in the house and a friend for my sister to talk to.
So, here's a piece of thought to ponder for today.
What is childhood supposed to mean???
S-GRA Offer
When I first planned to apply for Masters, I did plan to apply for GRA or GRF. But then, I was too late for the GRF application and there was no research going on for GRA.
What does GRA and GRF stands for? GRA is Graduate Research Assistant Scholarship while GRF is Graduate Research Fellowship. Both get a monthly allowance of RM1500 per month with their semester fees subsided. The difference is that GRA does research AND tutoring, while GRF only does tutoring.
So, as I went to talk to a few Dr.s about my research topic, I did inquire if they were looking for any research assistants. But at that time, 2 of the Dr.s were waiting for the approval. Yet, I wasn't expecting that they'll find me back.
To my surprise...one of the Dr. did call me and offered me to be her research assistant. And the awesome part is...it will be under the S-GRA, which stands for Special Graduate Research Allowance. This scheme is where I work as a full-time research assistant without any tutoring. And the other awesome part is, I'm being paid RM1500 per month. PLUS, the expenses for my research will be fully covered under this scheme. Isn't it a miracle??
Although I have to work 5 days a week from 8am to 5pm, I think it will be a wonderful experience. Of course I'd probably have to stop working at the tuition centre where I'm kinda attached to the kids there already, yet, my initial desire to be a RA is not only achieved but more than what I expected. I'll be travelling as well to other states including Sabah and Sarawak.
All glory goes to God though. He does know what is in my heart and He will provide a way for me no matter what...as long as it is accordingly to His plan. Can't wait to start working under Dr. Rozumah. >.<
What does GRA and GRF stands for? GRA is Graduate Research Assistant Scholarship while GRF is Graduate Research Fellowship. Both get a monthly allowance of RM1500 per month with their semester fees subsided. The difference is that GRA does research AND tutoring, while GRF only does tutoring.
So, as I went to talk to a few Dr.s about my research topic, I did inquire if they were looking for any research assistants. But at that time, 2 of the Dr.s were waiting for the approval. Yet, I wasn't expecting that they'll find me back.
To my surprise...one of the Dr. did call me and offered me to be her research assistant. And the awesome part is...it will be under the S-GRA, which stands for Special Graduate Research Allowance. This scheme is where I work as a full-time research assistant without any tutoring. And the other awesome part is, I'm being paid RM1500 per month. PLUS, the expenses for my research will be fully covered under this scheme. Isn't it a miracle??
Although I have to work 5 days a week from 8am to 5pm, I think it will be a wonderful experience. Of course I'd probably have to stop working at the tuition centre where I'm kinda attached to the kids there already, yet, my initial desire to be a RA is not only achieved but more than what I expected. I'll be travelling as well to other states including Sabah and Sarawak.
All glory goes to God though. He does know what is in my heart and He will provide a way for me no matter what...as long as it is accordingly to His plan. Can't wait to start working under Dr. Rozumah. >.<
What Seems To Be The Problem?
Saying sorry will not be enough..
Coz the damage is done..
To both parties..
The repel force is even stronger..
Than the attract force..
Both repeling like both are same side of a magnet..
As tiring as it is..
The mind grows weak..
The heart grows weaker..
Giving up seems to be a good option..
An option no one wants..
But the possible solution..
What seems to be the cause?
What seems to be the solution?
More so..what seems to be the problem?
Coz the damage is done..
To both parties..
The repel force is even stronger..
Than the attract force..
Both repeling like both are same side of a magnet..
As tiring as it is..
The mind grows weak..
The heart grows weaker..
Giving up seems to be a good option..
An option no one wants..
But the possible solution..
What seems to be the cause?
What seems to be the solution?
More so..what seems to be the problem?
SICK SICK SICK!!!
I've been sick for the last 3 days since Tuesday. Developed a fever which slowly increased day by day till it almost reached the danger level of 40 degree celcius. Good thing last night my sis bought the cool fever pack and put it on my forehead. The temperature went down quite fast.
Yet, I'm still feeling very weak. No one here knows how to really take care of a sick patient. I wish I was back at home with my dad around to take care of me. He would give me his full attention. Miss having him by my side when I'm sick.
Now, I'm so hungry. Waiting for the porridge to become softer. Sweetie is sleeping like a log. Told him I'm hungry yet he just continue sleep. Aigh...so weak yet have to slowly cook porridge on my own.
Hope I can recover soon.
Yet, I'm still feeling very weak. No one here knows how to really take care of a sick patient. I wish I was back at home with my dad around to take care of me. He would give me his full attention. Miss having him by my side when I'm sick.
Now, I'm so hungry. Waiting for the porridge to become softer. Sweetie is sleeping like a log. Told him I'm hungry yet he just continue sleep. Aigh...so weak yet have to slowly cook porridge on my own.
Hope I can recover soon.
Life of Pretense
So much for the YAY??!! Four days have just passed and I'm starting to feel drowned..drowned in my own sorrow of self-pity in this life of pretense..or is it real?
This entire week seems to pass by so fast that I can hardly breathe and relax. One event after another..choices to be made..AGAIN...and the self that keeps splitting and finds no union.
I can't complain much as I do feel blessed with what that has been going on and the people around me. It's not that I'm unsatisfied...YET, the spirit is really down. Time to ponder yet the flesh is weak.
Is this the life that I want? Is this how I want my life to be? I do have a choice..to walk away from it..or..to face it. In the past, I would walk away. In fact, RUN. But, being in a committed relationship has taught me to stay strong and face whatever circumstances that may pass my way.
Just a thought..what will the world be if everyone were to live a life of pretense the whole time? Think about it. Everyone will not be their true self. They can be who ever they can pretend to be. There'll be so many duplicates of hannah montana, michael jackson, and all the other famous artist. Scary isn't it?!
I'm glad that I am who I am. Though there are times I wish I was someone else, I'm glad that there's only one of me whom He created. A unique individual that keeps learning from her mistakes.
This entire week seems to pass by so fast that I can hardly breathe and relax. One event after another..choices to be made..AGAIN...and the self that keeps splitting and finds no union.
I can't complain much as I do feel blessed with what that has been going on and the people around me. It's not that I'm unsatisfied...YET, the spirit is really down. Time to ponder yet the flesh is weak.
Is this the life that I want? Is this how I want my life to be? I do have a choice..to walk away from it..or..to face it. In the past, I would walk away. In fact, RUN. But, being in a committed relationship has taught me to stay strong and face whatever circumstances that may pass my way.
Just a thought..what will the world be if everyone were to live a life of pretense the whole time? Think about it. Everyone will not be their true self. They can be who ever they can pretend to be. There'll be so many duplicates of hannah montana, michael jackson, and all the other famous artist. Scary isn't it?!
I'm glad that I am who I am. Though there are times I wish I was someone else, I'm glad that there's only one of me whom He created. A unique individual that keeps learning from her mistakes.
Beginning of August 2009
It's the beginning of August..YAY!! I totally love the month of August. Those who know me will know why >.<
Anyway, life has been pretty tiring. Every weekday morning, I've got to wake up early to send yk to the LRT station for training..but I'm glad it's over.
Besides, I'm working as a part-time tuition teacher now..or is it permanent? Tuesday, Thursday and Friday night working for 3 hours and on Saturday for 6.5 hours. I do love the kids there. Getting attached to one of them known as Yong Feng. He's also attached to me already. Only want me to teach him. He's 6 years old by the way. Will upload his picture when the connection here is better.
NEWS!! UPM CLOSED FOR A WEEK DUE TO H1N1!!
Is that good news or bad news? It doesn't really affect me though since the week falls on the week that I do not have classes. >.<>.<
Okie dokie..stomach is growling. Going to find some snacks to munch.. ADIOS!!
Anyway, life has been pretty tiring. Every weekday morning, I've got to wake up early to send yk to the LRT station for training..but I'm glad it's over.
Besides, I'm working as a part-time tuition teacher now..or is it permanent? Tuesday, Thursday and Friday night working for 3 hours and on Saturday for 6.5 hours. I do love the kids there. Getting attached to one of them known as Yong Feng. He's also attached to me already. Only want me to teach him. He's 6 years old by the way. Will upload his picture when the connection here is better.
NEWS!! UPM CLOSED FOR A WEEK DUE TO H1N1!!
Is that good news or bad news? It doesn't really affect me though since the week falls on the week that I do not have classes. >.<>.<
Okie dokie..stomach is growling. Going to find some snacks to munch.. ADIOS!!
Free Semester
First sem has started. And guess how many classes a week do I have? 2? 3? I ONLY have 1 class a FORTNIGHT!!! >.<>
So, in 2 weeks, I have 13 days free. What am I going to do then? Of course, no doubt, my research is on the list. GOt to start doing some literature reading to expand my knowledge on the field that I'll be researching on.
Not forgetting, I'm working now..as a tuition teacher of 3-9 years old kids. I work only 3 nights for 3 hours..and on Sat morning till evening. Yet, the pay working is not enough to cover my living expenses. My parents still got to come out a little for me. Hope to find another job though since I'm super free.
ALthough I'm so free...I've got to be disciplined. Masters is nothing like degree at all. Especially the thesis. If I really want to convert my masters to phd...then I've got to achieve a cgpa of 3.75 in my other courses. So, got to study smart.
Anyway, at the current moment, I'm eating nasi lemak bought from the roadside on my way back from sending sweetie to work. Today's task will be:
- clear my room
- clear kitchen cupboard
- find some journals/articles regarding socioemotional intelligence/development
That's all for now...toodles... =)
So, in 2 weeks, I have 13 days free. What am I going to do then? Of course, no doubt, my research is on the list. GOt to start doing some literature reading to expand my knowledge on the field that I'll be researching on.
Not forgetting, I'm working now..as a tuition teacher of 3-9 years old kids. I work only 3 nights for 3 hours..and on Sat morning till evening. Yet, the pay working is not enough to cover my living expenses. My parents still got to come out a little for me. Hope to find another job though since I'm super free.
ALthough I'm so free...I've got to be disciplined. Masters is nothing like degree at all. Especially the thesis. If I really want to convert my masters to phd...then I've got to achieve a cgpa of 3.75 in my other courses. So, got to study smart.
Anyway, at the current moment, I'm eating nasi lemak bought from the roadside on my way back from sending sweetie to work. Today's task will be:
- clear my room
- clear kitchen cupboard
- find some journals/articles regarding socioemotional intelligence/development
That's all for now...toodles... =)
Out-of-Wedlock Child
This post may not be suitable for those who are sensitive towards this issue of pre-marital sex and the effects of it.
I'm coming 23 years old. Since I left Form 6, I've friends who got themselves pregnant before they were even married. I had 2 friends who went for abortion, which I unknowingly helped pay for one friend's abortion.
I know 3 people who I respect for not aborting. Though it's very shameful, yet, they kept the baby. It's good too that the guys took responsibility and marry the girls.
For out-of-wedlock child, I read in the news that one child was ridiculed by her school friends because her parents were not even married after some 10+ years. Her friends even called her names like 'anak luar nikah' and she's being taken care by her grandmother. How sad and pressure that girl must have felt. Such irresponsible parents.
Why with this issue? I have a passion for such cases. When I first heard that a very close friend of mine actually did an abortion, I really felt for the fetus inside. I couldn't sleep that night. And so happened, the next day, during lecture, my lecturer showed a presentation slide of aborted fetus. It was so difficult to hold back my tears that I had to leave the lecture hall.
Well, kudos for those who stood up and not abort your child although you know it is very shameful. I do believe that the child is a miracle. Of course no doubt that pre-marital sex is wrong..I won't deny that. Yet, God gives us choices to choose. Pre-marital sex is a wrong choice...but, if pre-marital sex has led to another problem, it shouldn't be solved with another wrong decision.
Aren't babies a miracle? I personally can't wait to have one. Though it's going to be tough to be a good mother, but I do believe that the child's life is in His hands. Just like my life.
It is my hope that I will have 2 beautiful sons and 2 pretty daughters of my own. And if God willing,I'll have enough financial support to support and bring up more kids.
I'm coming 23 years old. Since I left Form 6, I've friends who got themselves pregnant before they were even married. I had 2 friends who went for abortion, which I unknowingly helped pay for one friend's abortion.
I know 3 people who I respect for not aborting. Though it's very shameful, yet, they kept the baby. It's good too that the guys took responsibility and marry the girls.
For out-of-wedlock child, I read in the news that one child was ridiculed by her school friends because her parents were not even married after some 10+ years. Her friends even called her names like 'anak luar nikah' and she's being taken care by her grandmother. How sad and pressure that girl must have felt. Such irresponsible parents.
Why with this issue? I have a passion for such cases. When I first heard that a very close friend of mine actually did an abortion, I really felt for the fetus inside. I couldn't sleep that night. And so happened, the next day, during lecture, my lecturer showed a presentation slide of aborted fetus. It was so difficult to hold back my tears that I had to leave the lecture hall.
Well, kudos for those who stood up and not abort your child although you know it is very shameful. I do believe that the child is a miracle. Of course no doubt that pre-marital sex is wrong..I won't deny that. Yet, God gives us choices to choose. Pre-marital sex is a wrong choice...but, if pre-marital sex has led to another problem, it shouldn't be solved with another wrong decision.
Aren't babies a miracle? I personally can't wait to have one. Though it's going to be tough to be a good mother, but I do believe that the child's life is in His hands. Just like my life.
It is my hope that I will have 2 beautiful sons and 2 pretty daughters of my own. And if God willing,I'll have enough financial support to support and bring up more kids.
Competence
I'm beginning to be very competent somehow. In the aspect of my academic. It is a blessed thing for me that I am able to further study to Masters..and with more effort, probably converting from masters to doctoral.
Yet, the pressure is starting. Finally, I was able to complete my medical check up and registration yesterday after waiting for so long. But sad news is...the courses that I plan to take..are FULL. Most of the courses have only space for 15 students. And there's this particular course only takes in 2 students. Gee..and for this semester, we need a minimum of 6 credit hours, which is 2 courses. I wonder..which course will still be available that is relevant to my field of study.
Another thing is that up till today, my supervisor has not replied me yet. I so want to meet her to discuss my thesis so that I can start my literature review..and haiz...NO REPLY.
Regarding the competence part...who?? why?? how?? My other coursemate, he's ahead of me by attending a workshop and meeting his supervisor, knowing what to do. Me? I'm lost. Totally lost in this masters at the moment. I have faith in my thesis though since I like and enjoy doing research (although it can be stressful). But I really do enjoy doing research >.<
So, what's ahead of me? What's my next step? How can I avoid this competency feeling that is making me discourage? Grateful to have sweetie with me..and most of all...I know that my Father is looking after me. After all, it is by His GRACE that I am accepted into Masters as He has been throughout my study life. He is my Provider during studies..that I can definitely testify.
Hmm...that seems to cheer me up a little. Hopefully, I will continue to hang on to Him and lose faith.
Signing off till the next time which I'm not sure when... take care peeps.
P/S: Jack, remind me to email you my new add >.<
Yet, the pressure is starting. Finally, I was able to complete my medical check up and registration yesterday after waiting for so long. But sad news is...the courses that I plan to take..are FULL. Most of the courses have only space for 15 students. And there's this particular course only takes in 2 students. Gee..and for this semester, we need a minimum of 6 credit hours, which is 2 courses. I wonder..which course will still be available that is relevant to my field of study.
Another thing is that up till today, my supervisor has not replied me yet. I so want to meet her to discuss my thesis so that I can start my literature review..and haiz...NO REPLY.
Regarding the competence part...who?? why?? how?? My other coursemate, he's ahead of me by attending a workshop and meeting his supervisor, knowing what to do. Me? I'm lost. Totally lost in this masters at the moment. I have faith in my thesis though since I like and enjoy doing research (although it can be stressful). But I really do enjoy doing research >.<
So, what's ahead of me? What's my next step? How can I avoid this competency feeling that is making me discourage? Grateful to have sweetie with me..and most of all...I know that my Father is looking after me. After all, it is by His GRACE that I am accepted into Masters as He has been throughout my study life. He is my Provider during studies..that I can definitely testify.
Hmm...that seems to cheer me up a little. Hopefully, I will continue to hang on to Him and lose faith.
Signing off till the next time which I'm not sure when... take care peeps.
P/S: Jack, remind me to email you my new add >.<
Doubt
A call to someone last night saddens me. How could she doubt me? When I came to look for a place to stay, I was not expecting him to stay on in KL. I was already preparing myself that he might go to Singapore. Besides, I was also thinking of them when I decided this location. How could she doubt me? Is this going to make a gap between us? I totally HATE this feeling.
New Phase of Life
Well...here's the updates...
I'm now staying at Desaminium, a super ulu place which is very quiet but you'll be able to hear noises 5 times a day if you stay here.The nearest malay mamak stall is about 15min walk..but good thing that the food is quite nice and reasonable for me. There is Jusco outside about a 5 min drive, a 24-7 mcd which has no delivery to my place. The only delivery that I can get is Pizza Hut.
I still don't feel like home yet..as it's not really that furnished with some homely furnitures and deco. Even my room..I have to rearrange my furnitures and stuffs as my mum does not like the current layout. Having a headache on that though. She is so worried about everything.
Hmm...next week will be a busy week for me. Registration, scholarship application, health check-up, convo fees, finding a part-time job. All this need to be done before the month of june ends. Then the following week will be the start of my masters learning phase.
Till next entry...toodles
I'm now staying at Desaminium, a super ulu place which is very quiet but you'll be able to hear noises 5 times a day if you stay here.The nearest malay mamak stall is about 15min walk..but good thing that the food is quite nice and reasonable for me. There is Jusco outside about a 5 min drive, a 24-7 mcd which has no delivery to my place. The only delivery that I can get is Pizza Hut.
I still don't feel like home yet..as it's not really that furnished with some homely furnitures and deco. Even my room..I have to rearrange my furnitures and stuffs as my mum does not like the current layout. Having a headache on that though. She is so worried about everything.
Hmm...next week will be a busy week for me. Registration, scholarship application, health check-up, convo fees, finding a part-time job. All this need to be done before the month of june ends. Then the following week will be the start of my masters learning phase.
Till next entry...toodles
Another Big Step into Adulthood
In the mode of shifting all my things to a new place known as....TAMAN DESAMINIUM.
It's been a crazy period to find a place so soon..
Having my parents worried bout the new place..
Having to find a female housemate as requested by my mum..
Having to buy some necessities to furnish the place..
The financial income..
Everything is happening so fast..
On big decisions after another..
Deciding to further study is one that I will not regret..
But the place?
I seem to like it there..
Though I have to sacrifice my freedom..
In a way that I can't go to places as there is no public transport to my place..
Besides, it's not that convenient as well..
Nearest food stall is a 5 min drive away..
Yet, I still like the place..
Hope to furnish it with a homely feeling..
That's what that is important to me..
But, I face rejection from my parents..
They want me to just rent a room..
Sigh...
Am I going to regret the decision I made?
Another big decision to be made..
Serious or not?
Committed or not?
I don't want to fool around and give up half way..
I want to go through it all the way..
Looking for a job is another big step..
What kind of job?
Can I obtain the scholarship?
How am I going to get some income?
I can't be depending on my parents all the time right?
My mum keep saying.. "Leave it to the Lord"
Which I totally am..
Yet, I can't seem to release it all to Him..
At this minute I may have released it to Him..
The next minute I start thinking bout it..
Guess I have not released at all..
Well,
Whatever it is..
I'll just take one step at a time..
I don't want to be falling so badly till I can't even stand up..
Have a nice day!!
It's been a crazy period to find a place so soon..
Having my parents worried bout the new place..
Having to find a female housemate as requested by my mum..
Having to buy some necessities to furnish the place..
The financial income..
Everything is happening so fast..
On big decisions after another..
Deciding to further study is one that I will not regret..
But the place?
I seem to like it there..
Though I have to sacrifice my freedom..
In a way that I can't go to places as there is no public transport to my place..
Besides, it's not that convenient as well..
Nearest food stall is a 5 min drive away..
Yet, I still like the place..
Hope to furnish it with a homely feeling..
That's what that is important to me..
But, I face rejection from my parents..
They want me to just rent a room..
Sigh...
Am I going to regret the decision I made?
Another big decision to be made..
Serious or not?
Committed or not?
I don't want to fool around and give up half way..
I want to go through it all the way..
Looking for a job is another big step..
What kind of job?
Can I obtain the scholarship?
How am I going to get some income?
I can't be depending on my parents all the time right?
My mum keep saying.. "Leave it to the Lord"
Which I totally am..
Yet, I can't seem to release it all to Him..
At this minute I may have released it to Him..
The next minute I start thinking bout it..
Guess I have not released at all..
Well,
Whatever it is..
I'll just take one step at a time..
I don't want to be falling so badly till I can't even stand up..
Have a nice day!!
Home Sweet Home
I should feel great bout coming back home to Malacca..but it is simply just an escape for me.
Escape from what?
That...is a good question.
Ever since I finished my last paper..it was just a season of depression somehow up till today.
Emotions upside down..
Not motivated..
Purposeless..
Loneliness..
Best to describe it as this as I shared it with my sweetie:
A butterfly without wings can't fly, a car without engine can't move, a restaurant without a cook/chef has no food, a game without players is dead...but what about a human without a soul?
A turtle without a shell looks weird, a house without a roof seems odd, money without value has no purpose, What about a girl without her dignity?
Coming back home has a goal..which is to search the soul and dignity..where has it all gone? Where has the motivation gone?
It saddens me that I've got to be in such a position..but what more can I do at the moment when I don't have the motivation to even stand up and take charge?
Escape from what?
That...is a good question.
Ever since I finished my last paper..it was just a season of depression somehow up till today.
Emotions upside down..
Not motivated..
Purposeless..
Loneliness..
Best to describe it as this as I shared it with my sweetie:
A butterfly without wings can't fly, a car without engine can't move, a restaurant without a cook/chef has no food, a game without players is dead...but what about a human without a soul?
A turtle without a shell looks weird, a house without a roof seems odd, money without value has no purpose, What about a girl without her dignity?
Coming back home has a goal..which is to search the soul and dignity..where has it all gone? Where has the motivation gone?
It saddens me that I've got to be in such a position..but what more can I do at the moment when I don't have the motivation to even stand up and take charge?
Give As You Receive
This is just a story I found from my drawer of 'rubbish'...
He almost didn't see the old lady stranded on the side of the road. But even in the dim light of day, he could see she needed help. So he pulled up in front of her Mercedes and got out. His Pontiac was still sputtering when he approached her.
Despite the smile on his face, she was worried. No one ha stopped to help for the last hour or so. Was he going to hurt her? He didn't look safe; he looked poor and hungry.
He could see she was frightened, standing out there in the cold. He knew how she felt. It was a chill which only fear can put in you. He said: "I'm here to help you, ma'am. Why don't you wait in the car where it's warm? By the way, my name is Bryan."
Well, all she had was a flat tire, but for an old lady, that was bad enough. Bryan crawled under the car to look for a place to put the jack; he skinned his knuckles once or twice. Soon he was able to change the tire. But he had to get dirty and his hands hurt.
As he was tightening the lug nuts, she rolled down the window and began to talk to him. She was from St. Louis and was just passing through. She couldn't thank him enough for coming to her aid. Bryan just smiled as he closed her trunk. She asked how much she owed him. Any amount would have been all right with her. She had imagined all the awful things that could have happened had he not stopped.
Bryan never thought twice about money. This was not a job to him. This was helping someone in need, and God knows there were many who had given him a hand in the past. He had lived his whole life that way, and it never occurred to him to act any other way.
He told her that if she really wanted to pay him back, the next time she saw someone who needed help, she could give that person the assistance they needed. Bryan added, "...and think of me." He waited until she started the car and drove off. It had been a cold and depressing day, but he felt good as he headed home, disappearing into the twilight.
A few miles down the road the lady saw a small cafe. She went in to grab a bite and take the chill off before she made the last leg of her trip home. It was a dingy-looking restaurant. Outside were two old gas pumps. The whole scene was unfamiliar to her. The cash register was like the telephone of an out-of-work-actor - it didn't ring much.
The waitress came over and brought a clean towel for her to wipe her wet hair. She had a sweet smile, one that even being on her feet the whole day couldn't erase. The lady noticed the waitress was heavily pregnant, but she never let the strain and aches change her attitude. The old lady wondered how someone who had so little could be so giving to a stranger. Then she remembered Bryan.
After she finished her meal, and the waitress had gone to get change for her hundred-dollar bill, the lady slipped out through the door. She was gone by the time the waitress came back.
The waitress was wondering where the lady could have gone when she noticed something written in the napkin, under which were four $100 bills. There were tears in her eyes as she read what the lady had written:
"You don't owe me nothing...I have been there too. Somebody once helped me out, the way I'm helping you. If you really want to pay me back, here is what you can do: Do not let this chain of love end with you."
Well, there were tables to clear, sugar bowls to fill and people to serve, but the waitress made it through another day. That night when she got home and climbed into bed, she thought about the money and the lady's words.
How could the lady have known how much she and her husband needed? With the baby due next month, it was going to be hard. She knew how worried her husband had been. As he lay sleeping beside her, she gave him a soft kiss and whispered soft and low: "Everything's going to be all right. I love you, Bryan."
There is an old saying: "What goes around comes around."
In this world, it's so hard to find such kind of 'Bryans' anymore. With the cruel world out there, everyone is so suspicious that anything can just happen to you. Trust is not there anymore among strangers... Who are the ones who will MAKE A DIFFERENCE and be like a Bryan? You? Me?
He almost didn't see the old lady stranded on the side of the road. But even in the dim light of day, he could see she needed help. So he pulled up in front of her Mercedes and got out. His Pontiac was still sputtering when he approached her.
Despite the smile on his face, she was worried. No one ha stopped to help for the last hour or so. Was he going to hurt her? He didn't look safe; he looked poor and hungry.
He could see she was frightened, standing out there in the cold. He knew how she felt. It was a chill which only fear can put in you. He said: "I'm here to help you, ma'am. Why don't you wait in the car where it's warm? By the way, my name is Bryan."
Well, all she had was a flat tire, but for an old lady, that was bad enough. Bryan crawled under the car to look for a place to put the jack; he skinned his knuckles once or twice. Soon he was able to change the tire. But he had to get dirty and his hands hurt.
As he was tightening the lug nuts, she rolled down the window and began to talk to him. She was from St. Louis and was just passing through. She couldn't thank him enough for coming to her aid. Bryan just smiled as he closed her trunk. She asked how much she owed him. Any amount would have been all right with her. She had imagined all the awful things that could have happened had he not stopped.
Bryan never thought twice about money. This was not a job to him. This was helping someone in need, and God knows there were many who had given him a hand in the past. He had lived his whole life that way, and it never occurred to him to act any other way.
He told her that if she really wanted to pay him back, the next time she saw someone who needed help, she could give that person the assistance they needed. Bryan added, "...and think of me." He waited until she started the car and drove off. It had been a cold and depressing day, but he felt good as he headed home, disappearing into the twilight.
A few miles down the road the lady saw a small cafe. She went in to grab a bite and take the chill off before she made the last leg of her trip home. It was a dingy-looking restaurant. Outside were two old gas pumps. The whole scene was unfamiliar to her. The cash register was like the telephone of an out-of-work-actor - it didn't ring much.
The waitress came over and brought a clean towel for her to wipe her wet hair. She had a sweet smile, one that even being on her feet the whole day couldn't erase. The lady noticed the waitress was heavily pregnant, but she never let the strain and aches change her attitude. The old lady wondered how someone who had so little could be so giving to a stranger. Then she remembered Bryan.
After she finished her meal, and the waitress had gone to get change for her hundred-dollar bill, the lady slipped out through the door. She was gone by the time the waitress came back.
The waitress was wondering where the lady could have gone when she noticed something written in the napkin, under which were four $100 bills. There were tears in her eyes as she read what the lady had written:
"You don't owe me nothing...I have been there too. Somebody once helped me out, the way I'm helping you. If you really want to pay me back, here is what you can do: Do not let this chain of love end with you."
Well, there were tables to clear, sugar bowls to fill and people to serve, but the waitress made it through another day. That night when she got home and climbed into bed, she thought about the money and the lady's words.
How could the lady have known how much she and her husband needed? With the baby due next month, it was going to be hard. She knew how worried her husband had been. As he lay sleeping beside her, she gave him a soft kiss and whispered soft and low: "Everything's going to be all right. I love you, Bryan."
There is an old saying: "What goes around comes around."
In this world, it's so hard to find such kind of 'Bryans' anymore. With the cruel world out there, everyone is so suspicious that anything can just happen to you. Trust is not there anymore among strangers... Who are the ones who will MAKE A DIFFERENCE and be like a Bryan? You? Me?
God is FAITHFUL
In the midst of my finals at the moment and after that I will be graduating. Time flies so fast...
BUT...that is not the topic for this entry. The purpose of this entry is to testify on His FAITHFULNESS to me during this period of examinations.
This final semester, I have 4 subjects. For my first paper, I sort of regretted going earlier to campus in the morning as I did not get enough sleep the night before. I did not like the feel of being in campus so early as well during exams with the tension and the pressure. However, by God's grace, my lecturer actually confirmed the topic that I have been studying while I walked pass her. It gave me a sense of peace that I was on the right track in my preparation for this counseling practicum paper.
For my second paper, it was a morning paper. That morning, I actually woke up kinda late. My paper was 9am and I woke up at 8.20am...I panicked and rushed to get myself ready and speed of to campus. By God's grace, a taxi came by and I managed to get to campus in time to calm myself down before the paper. By His grace too that I woke up in time and manage to sit for my paper instead of missing the whole paper and having to repeat the substance abuse paper again next semester, not being able to graduate soon.
For my third paper, I was focusing too much on the wrong subject before this paper. I thought that this third paper was another subject. By God's grace, I went out for study group and found out that my third paper was disorders of childhood and adolescence, giving me a day to be prepared. A day may not be sufficient. Yet, By His grace, He gave me the ability to memorize information very fast and I was able to do my paper today which I find easy.
Now, my fourth paper is in 2 days time. I decided to testify of His FAITHFULNESS to me during this period of examinations before my last paper as a reminder to myself that He is in control of my studies right from the beginning when I decided to take up this course. Especially for this tough last semester, a lot has been going on. Yet, even in assignments, having the highest score for 2 assignments in my tutorial is a big achievement to me as my group had major conflicts this semester. Thus, I want to thank Him for His grace and mercy upon me throughout this semester before it ends.
GOD IS INDEED FAITHFUL!!!
BUT...that is not the topic for this entry. The purpose of this entry is to testify on His FAITHFULNESS to me during this period of examinations.
This final semester, I have 4 subjects. For my first paper, I sort of regretted going earlier to campus in the morning as I did not get enough sleep the night before. I did not like the feel of being in campus so early as well during exams with the tension and the pressure. However, by God's grace, my lecturer actually confirmed the topic that I have been studying while I walked pass her. It gave me a sense of peace that I was on the right track in my preparation for this counseling practicum paper.
For my second paper, it was a morning paper. That morning, I actually woke up kinda late. My paper was 9am and I woke up at 8.20am...I panicked and rushed to get myself ready and speed of to campus. By God's grace, a taxi came by and I managed to get to campus in time to calm myself down before the paper. By His grace too that I woke up in time and manage to sit for my paper instead of missing the whole paper and having to repeat the substance abuse paper again next semester, not being able to graduate soon.
For my third paper, I was focusing too much on the wrong subject before this paper. I thought that this third paper was another subject. By God's grace, I went out for study group and found out that my third paper was disorders of childhood and adolescence, giving me a day to be prepared. A day may not be sufficient. Yet, By His grace, He gave me the ability to memorize information very fast and I was able to do my paper today which I find easy.
Now, my fourth paper is in 2 days time. I decided to testify of His FAITHFULNESS to me during this period of examinations before my last paper as a reminder to myself that He is in control of my studies right from the beginning when I decided to take up this course. Especially for this tough last semester, a lot has been going on. Yet, even in assignments, having the highest score for 2 assignments in my tutorial is a big achievement to me as my group had major conflicts this semester. Thus, I want to thank Him for His grace and mercy upon me throughout this semester before it ends.
GOD IS INDEED FAITHFUL!!!
Tagged by Rachel
List 10 things that you want for your birthday, doesn't matter whether the things that you want is possible or impossible to get.
1. Pink laptop that is not so heavy.
2. Pink bedroom with lotsa classic looking furniture.
3. My own dance studio.
4. A nice maintained house for my parents.
5. Travel around the world with my sweetie.
6. A garden for butterflies to live in.
7. A job which is not a job to me that i love doing.
8. To be an influential mother...of course for the good of my future kids.
9. To have a garden wedding in Norway.
10. To lose my memory and not remember the past.
Day of my birthday: 186
Those that I tag:
- Darling
- Gary Kor
- Shanwayne
- Jackline
- Weng Teik
1. Pink laptop that is not so heavy.
2. Pink bedroom with lotsa classic looking furniture.
3. My own dance studio.
4. A nice maintained house for my parents.
5. Travel around the world with my sweetie.
6. A garden for butterflies to live in.
7. A job which is not a job to me that i love doing.
8. To be an influential mother...of course for the good of my future kids.
9. To have a garden wedding in Norway.
10. To lose my memory and not remember the past.
Day of my birthday: 186
Those that I tag:
- Darling
- Gary Kor
- Shanwayne
- Jackline
- Weng Teik
M.I.A
Woohoo...I've been missing in action for almost 3 months plus. In other words, during my final year of studies in UTAR. >.<
Where have I gone missing??
Totally no idea...my final year is totally...a hurricane.
Lotsa crying...
Lotsa laughter...
Lotsa conflicts...
Lotsa misunderstandings...
Lotsa stressed moments...
Lotsa happy moments...
Lotsa sad moments...
Lotsa lonely moments...
Lotsa togetherness moments...
Lotsa confused moments...
Lotsa sickness too...
In short..there are moments that I want to completely forget...
And there are moments that I will always remember...
There were days that I lost myself completely...
There were days that I feel like disappearing...
Gee...what a kind of life that I live...
Always interesting and dramatic...
Yet, still not knowing the aim of this journey...
Where have I gone missing??
Totally no idea...my final year is totally...a hurricane.
Lotsa crying...
Lotsa laughter...
Lotsa conflicts...
Lotsa misunderstandings...
Lotsa stressed moments...
Lotsa happy moments...
Lotsa sad moments...
Lotsa lonely moments...
Lotsa togetherness moments...
Lotsa confused moments...
Lotsa sickness too...
In short..there are moments that I want to completely forget...
And there are moments that I will always remember...
There were days that I lost myself completely...
There were days that I feel like disappearing...
Gee...what a kind of life that I live...
Always interesting and dramatic...
Yet, still not knowing the aim of this journey...
For Numbers (1-8)
One (1)
~ ONE body in Christ
~ two shall become ONE
Two (2)
~ TWO is better than one
~ buy TWO free one
Three (3)
~ TRInity
~ THREE sisters
Four (4)
~ FOUR clover leaf
~ FOUR can double date
Five (5)
~ FIVE in my family =)
~ FIVE fingers on each hand
Six (6)
~ half a dozen?
Seven (7)
~ the only number that has 2 syllabus
~ my favorite number
Eight (8)
~ EIGHT rhymes with break to relax
~ my special day on the 18 of 8 in 1986
~ ONE body in Christ
~ two shall become ONE
Two (2)
~ TWO is better than one
~ buy TWO free one
Three (3)
~ TRInity
~ THREE sisters
Four (4)
~ FOUR clover leaf
~ FOUR can double date
Five (5)
~ FIVE in my family =)
~ FIVE fingers on each hand
Six (6)
~ half a dozen?
Seven (7)
~ the only number that has 2 syllabus
~ my favorite number
Eight (8)
~ EIGHT rhymes with break to relax
~ my special day on the 18 of 8 in 1986
Friends
When you're in trouble,
When you feel blue,
Just call a friend,
And he/she will be there.
I had a terrible night..not prepared to face something alone, I spoiled the night.
I had to trouble my friend, my roommate, and most of all..making my sweetie worry for the 2nd time this week.
How pathetic can I get, I wonder?
Anyway, am grateful for...
Ker Li
Sweetie
When you feel blue,
Just call a friend,
And he/she will be there.
I had a terrible night..not prepared to face something alone, I spoiled the night.
I had to trouble my friend, my roommate, and most of all..making my sweetie worry for the 2nd time this week.
How pathetic can I get, I wonder?
Anyway, am grateful for...
Ker Li
Ray
Sweetie
Dizzy Spells
A day to remember.
I had a hard time finding the entrance to JPJ near Tmn Jaya Lrt Station as I had an errand needed to be done for Ker Li. As a reward, I went for rootbeer float at A&W.
Soon after that, I went to Amcorp Mall to get a farewell gift for Eric. Then, as I went to Popular, I bought 2 books @ 50%.
Just then, dizzy spells took control of the body due to lack of sleep for the past few days. Hence, I smsed sweetie to fetch me.
But, my phone battery went dead after sending that sms. He got so worried that he came to find me..but failed as I was on my way back already.
Insight!! He cares & makes us love each other more.
I had a hard time finding the entrance to JPJ near Tmn Jaya Lrt Station as I had an errand needed to be done for Ker Li. As a reward, I went for rootbeer float at A&W.
Soon after that, I went to Amcorp Mall to get a farewell gift for Eric. Then, as I went to Popular, I bought 2 books @ 50%.
Just then, dizzy spells took control of the body due to lack of sleep for the past few days. Hence, I smsed sweetie to fetch me.
But, my phone battery went dead after sending that sms. He got so worried that he came to find me..but failed as I was on my way back already.
Insight!! He cares & makes us love each other more.
An Errand & A Notebook
Went to Asia Cafe to collect a dress from my bestie's boyfriend..an errand done.
A surprise from sweetie after that...going to the Curve to the shop called --> Daiso
Bought a RM 5 notebook
A surprise from sweetie after that...going to the Curve to the shop called --> Daiso
Bought a RM 5 notebook
Mama Mia ! The Smash Hit Musical
Went to watch Mama Mia! The Smash Hit Musical at Istana Budaya, KL, with my sister, Suzanna, her boyfriend (my future bro-in-law) and a friend of hers. Splendid show..
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