Tuesday

Well, after the interesting fire broke out at my block it seems like nothing interesting happen. UT 2 Science is out and guess what 3 out of 40 I think which means grade D. OMG! The 3^rd D this sem. I seriously can't pull my gpa up anymore. It's just so sad. I mean according to my module head, if I can get 3.6 and above, the chances of going local University if there. And who doesn't want to, am I right? When he said that, man, I tell you, I see a light. A light that motivate me to work hard and life with goals are really pushing me to work hard. *sigh

Today after class got IG meeting, I screwed up. Looking at Arcchana face, I knew I GG liao. Well, it's literally smoking through. What to do, slides not prepare by me. How I know to say what sia. Anyway I'm not gonna allow this meeting to bother me. Just let it go.

Met up with Charlotte for dinner and shopping. Well, whenever I'm not working, there seems to be tons of clothing I want to get but well like I say not working mean no cash flowing in. Quite looking forward to tml's program. Guess where I'm going? Erm, underage people cannot go.

My plan for tml: collect my IC, go purchase some stuff. Head home shower and go for Cell Group first. Meet my girlfriends, head down Vivo to St James Power Station. Haha, when was the last time I club? Last April and that was the time I got attached with a jerk whom I knew in SJPS. Had a super bad experience dating him. So my advice, please do not date any guys you know while clubbing. Unless you know each other long enough or not you are just getting yourself into trouble. Trust me, listen to big sister ok. Well, hope that I will not see that jerk there tml.

 

You don't seems to care when I told you about the fire. Is that how you gonna treat me? Is there no friendship at all? You are just like any man I knew.

Fire Broke Out

Yesterday night at 1 am plus, my house block level 3 the lift area caught fire. It was such an experience because I have never experience fire break out that near or even within my sight.

Initially, I was in my room watching tv. Suddenly I smell something burning, immediately I thought it was my fan as it sometimes give problem. I am worried that my fan 'overworked' so I went and smell. Not from there, then when I was about to step out of my room, my sister's boyfriend said 'grab the key, open the door, got smoke'. So I quickly open the door, went out and I saw smoke. It was so smoky and we thought it was from the same level neighbor because their house ever caught fire. After looking downwards, we decided to grab our stuff and RUN! It was kind of scary, really. At the back of my mind I know I must act quick. Off my switches in the room, took my handphone, key and wallet. Walk down the stairs and met many other people still waiting/looking. Of course saw some old people and their family.

Finally at level 1 saw where the fire was coming. Man, it was BIG. But not big enough to burn to other unit and other places, it was contained at where it was. However we heard noises from the fire that the lift glass broke, saw the cable caught fire. Even at level 1 the smoke was unbearable. Well, there were screams but it seem like no one was injured. Thankfully.

A few things we thought why the fire came about was that kids played with fire; cable don't know how come caught fire; loan shark put fire.

 

I Thought of You in the Flame of Fire

UT 3

For Samuel, it's ok. I really appreciate your help. At least I'm not as lost. You done your best.

Been watching movie at home these 2days. Due to don't know what, got to return 881 to Sam today so even got UT I also watch 881. Well, slept at 2 am and then woke up LATE! Kinda disappointed with myself but rather than being disappointed why not just try to sleep earlier and wake up on time.

Watching 881 reminds me of different things and brought back some memories. Well, I almost cried throughout the show. Don't say I emo or what ok, it's just touching. Different part cry because of different memories it brings. I didn't really cry but just allow the tears roll. The songs also, 2 songs repeatedly makes the tear roll faster. And also remind me or question myself about sisterly love. And bringing it back to reality like me and my sister. We are close but not physically. We never or haven't hug before since we were sensible.

Today watch Enchanted. Well, love story. Interesting way of projecting love. The female lead very sweet and loving, full of nice things to say to others. The 2 line in the scene makes me wonder. "Love is powerful", and "Happily Ever After". I believe love is powerful in 2 ways: Constructive and Destructive. Which can be interpret as, it can kill or heal.

Not that I doubt love or what (according to Jerry), but just make me ponder further what can love do to a person. I'm not desperate for love but I do seek attention from both genders.

 

Just a little LOVE

Wednesday

First and foremost, thank Samuel for teaching me science though I still kinda unsure while you were teaching. I got no one to blame other than myself for last minute doing the studying. Then, thank Yvonne for accompanying while Samuel teach me. Lastly, thank Jerry for being such a nice guy and treating me Pizza though I still feel I'll pay you once I'm able to. And seriously, when was the last time I really enjoy dinner, taking time to eat and the people.

Well, basically nothing much to say. Spent some time with current class at town. Had dinner with them before heading to Esplanade for minor drinking session. Well, I can say I wasn't even close to high and I shared my drink with another girl. Of course no intention of getting drunk or what, worried that the girls will get drunk so wanna stay sober to take care of them. Thankfully, their capacity of alcohol was still manageable. Will upload some pictures when I received them. I did have fun with them also, and I think need more time to become real friends them.

Of course, not that I'm forgetting my lovables. Just that remember what I say, I want my current class to be somewhat like W15H but I know it's not easy as it will never be the same though.

Haha, thinking back, the more time I spend with lovables makes me wanna spend more time with them. I really do enjoy. I like what Raphael say at break 1, the purpose of gift exchange. " … gift exchange with you all(W15H) is more significant as you guys are my friends, it's the friendship that makes it all significant…". Something like that, can't really quote what he say but the linkage of friendship and gift exchange makes me feel that how true it is. It's not just buying things for anyone or someone, it's buying for a friend, spending thoughts to do the shopping.

Another thing, I'm not turning up for coming Wednesday lesson so please don't expect me ok. I'll be changing this blog address soon, will let you all know then you all relink ok. And I'm still very looking forward to Friday steamboat, please many many many people go ok.

It's the thought that counts but the amount

Marvelous Monday

Well, today is just a wonderful day isn't it? Especially making a choice between studying, go wedding and dinner with lovables. I forfeited wedding because my initial intention was to really spend time studying. However, I just don't find any motivation to study. So I join the lovable to AMK for subway. Today got many people went for dinner and seriously we had great time laughing.

On the way in the train we were already talking about what to have during holiday at Samuel's place. Because Charlene and I were sitting opposite so we can't really hear plus I was still brooding over not studying and how on earth can I do well when I am not doing anything to my studies. Telling me to cut off with the lovables will and can kill me. I seriously enjoy spending time with them. All the laughter.

Reach subway, sat with the guys. Can faint just by hearing what the guys has to say to the topic of 'If it's the doom day, leaving with 2 hours, what would you do?'. So funny with their responses. Can faint. Thinking of it also make me laugh. Super lame lar. For me, it's really funny and the laughter came from within. So I hope the same table people had their fun and really laugh from within also. So, after dinner decided to walk walk. But I think the topic of what to get for who on Christmas just kept popping out. Thus, we were stuck at one side of the interchange talking and talking. Finally, as there were too many things to discuss for the up coming party. We all went mac and continue the planning. Well, as usual, we fill the whole mac with out laughter. And guess what, we didn't purchase anything from mac but we sat there for an hour or two I guess.

I think it's gonna be great. With everyone's effort and of course contribution to ideas, we are gonna have a super duper wonderful year end party! I am excited though, what about you guys? I can't wait for the day to come. For the first time, I am actually super excited doing planning with friends. Samuel, it's ok that we can't use your place. We will sure make it work somehow somehow.

Well, tml's UT is gonna be a GG for me. And my sis just ask me what is my wish list for this birthday and I told her I don't know yet, will think about it. As for lovable, I know we are all still student and still budget so it is ok not to get anything. As long as you guys wish me happy birthday and turn up for the steamboat on Friday then I'm happy and contended already. Love you all.

 

More time with lovable, please…

Sunday

Location: Living room

Time: 21oohrs

Activities: Watching TV, using Laptop, chatting with sis

 

Erm, nothing in particular ba. Just want to apologise to my classmate of W15L Friday Enterprise Team. "Sorry that I skip meeting 3, I know I pass an ugly comment on the guys. On the other hand after cooling off, I know that there will always be a reason behind for everyone's action. So here, I am sorry."
(I know you all wouldn't be able to see this apology but it's ok)

Manage to wake up to attend Sunday church service and spend time fellowshipping with my church friends. Got 2 of them will be marrying off to London and Perth respectively. I'll miss them really. We've been together for like almost 5-6 years. Wow! Well, all good things come to an end eventually, just hope I wouldn't cry on their departure. I am a cry baby when it comes to departing. But since I said I had grown, let's see if I really cry.

Oh! Nearly forgotten to thank Charlene and Yvonne. Thank Charlene for giving free tickets to watch "{re}born". It's really impressive and the whole play brought forth a message, homosexuality. Thank Yvonne for staying back and watch the play with me. Hee, really enjoy myself. The last time I went into theatre to watch a play was like almost a year ago. Thanks a lot! I really enjoy theatre play, of course not those chim chim type and those ballet dance type. There's one just ended named "Pillowman", Adrian Pang starring. But haiz, 30plus dollars and I missed it.

 

Just a little LOVE

Skip Class Episode ONE

Skip class, now in library watching Blood+.

 

受傷的燕子，

好難康復

想放棄

有人愛

被緊緊的抱著

過一個人的生活

誰都不想理

有點傷心

不知道自己在寫什麽

希望大家還有自己開開心心

 

開不了口

Thank You!

Well well well, what an exciting week I had and it's just how amazing God can be in my life.

And I'm sorry lovable as I didn't spend much break out 1 with you all and also after school but seems like last week many people are busy. I don't want to be a 'weather' friend only, you guys are wonderful people and I want to know more about you all and what are you all going through in life. I know I didn't play my part as a friend very well and been busy always but sincerely I want to know you all more. That's the reason for my blog's heading, 'I Just Want You to Know' and at the same time to know me and know you all more. Friends are hard to come by, everybody's presences are equally important and it makes a different.

For: people who know me, who used to know me, who know my name, who recognize my face, who I soon will meet with,

Thanks for being part of my life be it whoever you are or whatever role you had played, at least I remember all your names and faces. It is a privilege to know you all and thanks for allowing me to be part of the group or being a friend and hopefully part of your life too.

Living by Faith

TGIF

Well, today was Justin's concert but I totally forgotten and no one in the class reminded me. So sorry Justin, I got Woman Seminar held by my church. Well, the seminar was great. They engaged $1.99 shop boss Nanz Chong Komo to give a topic on 'Personal Brandin'. It talks about how a woman should have her own branding. This branding talks about when someone maybe talk about 77^th Street boss, Elim Chew, what would they say about her? It 's like the impression you gave someone and when they thought about you what will they say? It includes how you can build your own personal branding. Kinda different though, simple yet real and relevant. Want to know more? Ask me straight and I'm more than happy to share with you but ladies only. *smile

After class, supposedly to head down town straight but because don't know why my top was torn at the back, got to rush home and change. On my way from school to MRT, I saw 2 person who seems like they didn't see me. They walk pass me just like that. They are my friend, people that I know and shouldn't they be polite enough to even say hi or hey. You may be rushing but is it that difficult to say hi and that you are rushing? Are we not friends? I seriously doubt the level of friendship here. Or are you people too proud, too ego? I am not angry, just felt that the level of friendship was not what it seems to be. I will not name you people out so no worries. It is true that you people might not have seen me but then again, we have been/are classmates. From afar I can recognize you people or even back view and why can't you people? Don't bother explaining cause it will just be another reason or excuses. What's done is done, I will not dwell on it either. If that's the level of friendship you want to maintain, so be it. Don't expect me to even say hi when you are in front of me. It takes two hand to clap. Ok, enough of complaining.

Saw the Moon at 1835hrs in the Sky with Very Nice Looking Fluffy Clouds Beside It… Beautiful, Just Love the Way It Looks… Thank God for His Creation, So Beautiful…

Updates

Haven't been updating. Well, here are some updates.

Monday – met my girlfriends, had a peaceful time this round. Jaslyn and Athena bought the tortoise handphone accessory for us and themselves. It will flash when there's radiation, damn cute lor. It comes in 4 'skin' colours. We talk about how Jaslyn got over that guy and how Athena had a new suitor. As for Charlotte, erm, deciding to give up on pinning hope on that guy. Me? Hee, peace. I only talk about my ex and now no target and also don't want to have any target.

Tuesday – Red Cross Talk… It's a bit drag but overall I am quite satisfied with the attendance.

Wednesday – Red Cross Blood Donation Poster Design Prize Presentation. Hiccups! Frankly, I was ANGRY! Shan't talk about it. Had many food but the people who were suppose to come didn't. The attendance cannot make it, got free food they also don't want to come, what in the world are the people thinking. Joined Michael's Care Group session and fellowship with them. Not so bad, at least when everything ended, I find PEACE in God.

Thursday – UT!!!! Hahaha, seriously not difficult, just not enough time. Today's a breeze as Vern did the ppt before we all could start. Combined effort in doing worksheet. Justin went off for band rehearsal cause got concert coming. Slept during last team presenting, super tired after all the event/incident happen on Wednesday. Jeremiah still comment that this is the first time he see me sleeping. Spend time with lovables after class. Reach home, vaccum, wash fan, went for a slow jog but still can't hit 40mins. After that came back and finish RJ, fix my lappy. Because I itchy hand, I ask my china classmate to help me with QQ and then some of my Chinese text can't read. So sian, so I go change here and change there and restart my lappy many times before I got it all back to normal. Thankfully.

 

Don't exactly know what happen but if you need anyone or just a hug, I'm always here. =)

In addition, maybe I wouldn't understand fully when you explain but not all things are as bad as it seems.

Tired? Take a rest. Bored? Find a friend. Confused? Know that I am there.