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after like 1234567890 years i finally had a fire drill!can u imagine a poly student having a fire drill?i am the one experiencing the drill..tax tutorial was cut into half due to the "real fire"..RFA lecture was so boring,canteen 1 for food..during MA lecture hui hui gave me a "rose"..thanks girl,it is still in my pencil case..headed to work after sch..texted douglas during MA lecture n he was doing spree and he is going to get the RL bag for me..Thanks douglas...
qx,elaine,krystal kept texting me and that was the entertainment for me during work...i am starting to love my work..school was great except for project mate..if u happened to know who i am referring to,i know i have been complaining alot so please bear with me..

the last day i saw qx was on monday..and now it is already thursday..which means 3 days of not seeing him..feel rather surprised by this because i thought no matter how busy i was,i will be able to make time for him but i finally realised that i have been neglecting him so much that all his texts to me seems so full of emotions..i do miss him too..other than texting him every moment that i could,i yearn for the long night chat that we used to have while we were still in secondary school..

Tu me manquestew muh mahnke

i have a long day today..MA tutorial and family stuffs..and i am finally able to meet qx at night..

your words was all it takes to make a smile..

you are my family,i am a part of this family..i have been like this since secondary school days..don't say i have changed to become worst in terms of my discipline..i know i do goes home late..but i am old enough to decide what i want..you and mum need not worry about my studies..my results were always acceptable..during secondary school,you always said that i always come home so late when do i have the time to study..but i proved that i was able to concentrate on my studies as well,i got great results for my O's..now i am already in poly,please don interfere into my life like how you used to...because i am getting sick and tired..you always broke your promise,you promised to get me a Chloe bag but in the end you had to meet some people for business stuff,and you forgot all about it..i am not really bothered by this because that was not the first time..the moment i step into the house,you started firing questions at me..have you ever spare a thought for my feelings?you asked why am i so materialistic?you asked why i always want branded stuffs?you claimed that i am always wasting money getting branded goods..please stop worrying that i will be wasting your money on branded stuffs..i am still working part time now,i will save up and spend it on whatever i want..i won't ask mum for extra allowance to get those bags...i will depend on myself..
thanks for letting me know what is the true meaning for being a dad in our family..

the old way that you make me break down and start crying and pouring out what i was vexed about..thanks for letting me know you cared..

if there was a need,i will give it all to make you stay.

within yesterday night i cleared up misunderstanding that have been there since i was in Secondary 2..finally i decided to call Amanda and asked her about those things her clinque have been doing to me since sec 4..one of my CCA friend told me it was because of Jun Wei..in the end,it was not because of him..it was because of qx..i turned out really surprised because i didn't know all of her's and her friend's actions was because of him..though we don't really know whether we can try to be friends after being "enemy" for such a long time but i am really glad that i did ask what happened that made that be so mean to me..at least i got everything cleared up..i hope maybe we can be friends or at least try to be friends..

Monday:
lesson started at 8am and ended at 10.30am..wonderful..i can be a fireman after learning all the different type of fires hazard,different type of fire extingushes..i score 50 out of 50 for the fire quiz..and 40 out of 50 for ergonomics quiz...and next moday is a public holiday and next next monday is IS e-learning week..which means two weeks of no IS lessons..tell me how wonderful this is..atrium for sandwich with brendan and homed..met up with qx at amk in my damn sloppy clothes..homed at 4am..

TUESDAY WHICH IS TODAY:
i need to attend qx's gathering..secondary 3 & 4 people gathers together..talked about the past and the future..i want something like that too..for my sec 2 and 3 class..
hazel tan i am so sorry i am not going for yoga class today with you..(in fact we both decided not to go this week because she is meeting benard which is like finally)

to Elaine:
this song makes u remember my blog..

to Qx:
posted up some more in private blog..password u noe..

to =):
thanks...care to tell me ur name??

to Dawn:
bao bao say HIHI to huihui...hahaha...

to Hannah:
u are always the one who say i am mean so that means u r BLIND...haha...change password liao...cue me on MSN for the password..

i know it is very ungirlfriendly to call u qx in front of your friends or even our friends,but the same name that i have been calling for more than 10 years is so hard to change..i am sorry..i have been to JB for two consecutive night,more money spent..but it was satisfying for the stomach..i have many friends who are gluttons..

to =):
how did u noe i m nice?haha...thanks anyway...

to Passer-by:
i can see the ***** and i know i can't please everyone at the same time,if u are so unhappy with people praising me that i am nice,go to the top right hand side and click on the RED CROSS!

off to JB for a mini shopping and steamboat dinner.

i have a fun filled thursday..
met up with hui hui earlier to go atrium n get things done..bought sandwich which i wanted to have chicken spud at first..RFA lecture i paid full attention bcos no one talked to me..MA lecture was all about food..canteen 3 popiah+carrot cake+green apple juice(with a little mixture of celery)...i realised both my notes were full of hand written notes..wonderful..
LYNN,PLEASE CONTINUE TO WORK SO HARD FOR THE REST OF THIS SEMSTER..

rushed to work today...chased bus 153 and rushed for 43 again..didn't have dinner..worked through..customers come and go...wasn't that rush but a cup of ice blended mocha makes my day..qx came to fetch me after work..bused home,head to his house to get my cap..walked home..caught gossip girl finally..

there is no school today...and it will be a very happening night tomorrow..wonderful and fab...finally i get to see all my lovelies..

omg,i am so scared by all these ppl..haha..people,please get a life and stop interupting my life...i know i have a nearly perfect life but stop being jealous..even if u envy me,please keep it to yourself...

when you crave for daisy and people gave you a rose..

IS is such a boring shit..lesson starts exact at 8am..
say bye bye to eating out..from today onwards,i am going to get home cooked food..

ZHEN ZHEN,IF YOU ARE READING THIS,I AM GOING FOR THE MEETING THIS SATURDAY...MOST LIKELY I WILL BE...

school is starting today at 8am..
just some random thoughts..november make me sick because i don't even have any time to myself..november is all about school,work and more of cousin's office work..november is the month for me to get real busy..during november my week goes like this:
Monday:IS class then cousin's office..
Tuesday:school then yoga class then maybe cousin's office..
Wednesday:school then cousin's office..
Thursday:school then work..
Friday:school then work..
Saturday:cousin's office then work..
Sunday:work then cousin's office..

same old routine going on for the whole of november..

i am working but i am here blogging..how great can my work get?qx is over at tampines M1..i have only served less than 10 customers today..the greatest thing of all once school starts is that i will be transfer to parkway parade M1..somehow i miss that place..i rather stand the whole day n serve customers rather than sit the whole day...

we don't always have to go to expensive places for dinner..despite the fact that i love branded stuffs,i am always pamper in my family,i am still a normal person..sometimes we need to experience life in a common way..eating at hawker centre isn't bad,home-cooked food isn't bad,takeaway isn't bad..so please,don't change your way of living to accomodate mine..because in life,not everyone will change their way of living to accomodate me..so you don't have to..i promised i will save up..

i love the ring on my finger and i believed it is linked to my heart..

i am home by 8.30pm,mum was over at grandma house,bert was not home or should i say nowwhere to be found..qx came over,as usual he dota straight after he finished bathing..

i miss you like mad..
i miss clinque like mad..
i miss close friends like mad..
i miss few of my classmate like mad..

sometimes i wonder why some people get handphones..when i sms and ask some stuffs,i don't get a reply..it really gets onto my nerves sometimes..this is mainly why i always try to reply sms as fast as possible..

mike wanted to throw a party n those who got invited can bring along another friend....ask karen who wanted to go clubbing but got rejected due to some reasons..hazel dearest came to my mind immediately..since she got the Grid girls stuff i figured she won't be replying me so soon...smsed her at 8pm++ n she replied me promptly at 11plus once she gets her hand on her phone..her reply was YES in capital letters..that is what i love about HAZEL TAN..tution was never bored with her in class..