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sometimes i just need some things in life to be perfect or maybe just one thing to be perfect so that i can be proud of it..

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qx,see once u told me on AIM then i advertise for u!!!boo...

weekend was definitely well spent..saturday was my very in advance big day...no cake,no egg tarts but something more surprising...i m wondering about my luck since sunday night..supposed to see many many fireflies but i saw only like 1 or 2..somewhere for pictures..

i sweared i will do everything to take you down..i am really going to be very mean this time right..

18 November 2008 Tuesday
a rather well spent day..started with Bcomm assessment in the morning..then RFA tutorial and a very self entertaining Tax lecture..at the start of Tax lecture i was still cursing and throwing my temper at the lecturer,half asleep and during a break i found some self entertainment with xue er..it was very funny..
bused home,packed my bag and then WALKED to qx house..met up with elaine at Seragoon central for some food..slacked at Mac n headed decided not to be lazy and WALKED to another block for BEANCURD which has been childhood favourtie..in order to sastify my cravings,qx bought a few of tuna puffs+curry chicken puffs...this was to prevent me from whining at him in the middle of the night..i am still fully awake at this time and FIT tutorial is really not completed and qx is busy playing dota which means he is ignoring whatever things i am doing now..i should really get to sleep but i am hooked on AIM chatting with the SL peeps...

when i needed to cry badly,you allow me to and found me back my smile.

i hate 13 November 2008 which is also a thursday..too much things has been on my mind recently..even the slightest things can trigger a flood..i hate it when history repeats itself..the same thing that happened when i was in secondary 4..i hate it when i felt my eyes filled with tears..i hate it when i can't control the tears..
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK
i sweared i won't talk to u unless necessarily...i hate it seriously...too much things that i kept to myself..this was just a small factor that triggers my tears..i dun dare to share stuffs abt maine to elaine n rest bcos i know this is a huge burden on us,we kept everything in our heart but i knows it hurts in our heart to see maine like this..

this is the worst thursday i ever had since i stepped into poly..i am glad that i had friends who stood up for me..i almost cried in tax tutorial and rfa lecture..work after school..saw qx n elaine..finally i found some support where i can lean on and cry without fear..at least when i know when i need some support and assurance i always have you guys..

i just want to be a little girl and go back to our childhood world

bye bye to M1 and hello to Kose..

5th november
FIT lecture then FIT tutorial and lastly bcomm..met up with qx n clinque n went to KK to visit maine..poor maine..she is only 4 months pregnant and she was admitted to the hospital the night before as the baby was giving her problem...it really hurts us to see her like this.so pale,so shag and so unlike maine..bought the whole list of stuffs that she text me..went changi for very late dinner...sat at the beach with qx as the rest went home...cabbed back to SK at 3am plus...rm for Mac breakfast...homed,bathed and headed to school..
Tax tutorial,RFA lecture then MA lecture..followed by project meeting...work was next..

Happy two monthsary..
i am so looking forward to flyer and dinner..
MA lecture then project meeting...please let us finish our projects as soon as possible..something to look forward to in december which is HK trip...

you will see the true meaning of my mood swings this week

all i need now is you with those 3 words

boyfriend just got me the watch i wanted..