felt this urge to blog because I suddenly felt like unjust was being done to me.
it's been. awhile. really awhile. bout a month.
suddenly feeling really scared for this whole thing, I just hope it'll be over and done with soon.
I absolutely cannot stand people who dont bother to take the initiative.
I SWEAR at 2359 tomorrow I wont receive anything. I freaking swear omg.
was casually talking bout this to Ann earlier today, then realized like sigh.
THIS SUCKS.
seniors talk bout it happening to other people, saying how tragic it can get.
what if. it happens to me?
okay I've no idea what's the point of this post I'm just feeling a sudden surge of unhappiness.
going on to revision, I'm feeling slightly screwed. no idea how I'm gonna complete the syllabus on time.
which brings me to another point of unhappiness which I cant mention here. nvm.
ohgosh, why am I feeling so angsty today #@$@$@
had physics consultation today, feeling quite alot better for physics :)
thank goodness for patient teachers :)
and thanks to Ann for coming along today :)
on a side note,
really looking forward to tmr ;)
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
Saturday, June 2, 2012
okay so since qianyun asked "why you no blog" today, i shall :D
first week's past pretty quickly, havent got much work done SIGH :( at this rate I either gotta go faster, or totally bar myself from going out. impossible for the second option. so I'll go faster.
JIAYOU MEL :D
decided that today shall be a slack day because of my shoulder's that's aching like a bitch. thanks to squeezing orange juice for the family yesterday ><
but nvm it's worth it, because I felt really refreshed by it too! :D
doubt I'll ever forget bout it tho, freaking scary ._.
Monday & Tuesday was spent modelling math.
we kinda all admitted that our primary purpose for joining was because of the Australia trip at the end of the year, well okay, at least it was all of us :)
gold award, proud of myself ^^
now I just gotta get my grades back on track to qualify for the trip, go me :D
headed to town on Wednesday :D finally~
but it's definitely not enough. caught Dark Shadows, nice movie ;) but slightly scary only ah.
overall it's quite good though :) hehe true love can go through any obstacle ^^
stuck at home the past 2 days trying to get work done, not very productive ._.
sigh. thankgod bro's gonna be getting his ass out of the house to work from monday onwards.
FINALLY HAVE PEACE :D
but then again it looks like i'll be out the entire week. ohgod -.- mum's not gonna be very pleased.
plus there's 38 chalet in week3! which means i've to work so much harder in order to finish the syllabus before CTs begin. ohman, suddenly i'm thinking CTs isnt a very good idea.
OKAY WHAT SUDDENLY. took me long.
really extremely worried for physics, no idea how i got myself into this state.
BUCK UP MEL.
b'fast-ed w qianyun today, kinda awkward cuz we didnt have much to say.
but nvm, probably meeting her soon again! :D
wondering if i should head out to study tomorrow, like in the library or sth.
but i dont have the drive to wake up so early -.- so yeps, it'll be a day at home, trying to study.
looking forward to next week being more productive :)
till then ;)
first week's past pretty quickly, havent got much work done SIGH :( at this rate I either gotta go faster, or totally bar myself from going out. impossible for the second option. so I'll go faster.
JIAYOU MEL :D
decided that today shall be a slack day because of my shoulder's that's aching like a bitch. thanks to squeezing orange juice for the family yesterday ><
but nvm it's worth it, because I felt really refreshed by it too! :D
doubt I'll ever forget bout it tho, freaking scary ._.
Monday & Tuesday was spent modelling math.
we kinda all admitted that our primary purpose for joining was because of the Australia trip at the end of the year, well okay, at least it was all of us :)
gold award, proud of myself ^^
now I just gotta get my grades back on track to qualify for the trip, go me :D
headed to town on Wednesday :D finally~
but it's definitely not enough. caught Dark Shadows, nice movie ;) but slightly scary only ah.
overall it's quite good though :) hehe true love can go through any obstacle ^^
stuck at home the past 2 days trying to get work done, not very productive ._.
sigh. thankgod bro's gonna be getting his ass out of the house to work from monday onwards.
FINALLY HAVE PEACE :D
but then again it looks like i'll be out the entire week. ohgod -.- mum's not gonna be very pleased.
plus there's 38 chalet in week3! which means i've to work so much harder in order to finish the syllabus before CTs begin. ohman, suddenly i'm thinking CTs isnt a very good idea.
OKAY WHAT SUDDENLY. took me long.
really extremely worried for physics, no idea how i got myself into this state.
BUCK UP MEL.
b'fast-ed w qianyun today, kinda awkward cuz we didnt have much to say.
but nvm, probably meeting her soon again! :D
wondering if i should head out to study tomorrow, like in the library or sth.
but i dont have the drive to wake up so early -.- so yeps, it'll be a day at home, trying to study.
looking forward to next week being more productive :)
till then ;)
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