Sunday, April 28, 2013

had what was possibly my second best day in April on Speech Day! 
(well yes, because it was a so-called holiday)

didnt really wake up late (okay I overslept but not that bad) because I had already planned to head back to TNPS with Si Bin to visit 赖老师 because I recently found out that he was gonna retire at the end of May. Didnt believe it initially (esp since he has been talking about retirement since I was in p5) but yeah his post on FB and all should confirm it. 

was really awkward at the start because I guess we hadnt seen him for really long and all? but I have to say that I'm really thankful for my primary school life. Given I might not be from a school with very good reputation (in fact it's the opposite) but the teachers who have nurtured me and the friends that I have made are really a huge part of my life. I'm ever so thankful for the group of primary school friends that I still hang out with so often (Si Bin says we probably take it for granted at times), we might not always say it but I know we are so proud of the fact we still stick so close and that we really treasure each other :) the confessions that day cracked me up tho LOL.

here's the picture with 赖老师! sadly couldnt catch Mrs Gan cause the busy VP was out having a meeting ~.~ 
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hmm after which I headed over to SBC to catch the A Girls match against SJI (International). felt a huge wave of nostalgia when I was making my way from payalebar and when I walked in I swear those feelings just overwhelmed me. 


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I really cannot explain it but I think after manymany years I will probably still have an attachment to this place. no matter how terribly humid it is in here LOL. nerve-wrecking match which I'm so terribly glad they won, and advanced :') now they're a step closer to finish what we couldnt manage to finish last year. praying hard for them until the end of the season.

my supporterz club ^^ 


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I'm actually willing to post this photo even tho my hair is messy because so glad to have them as well so that I wont be by myself when I'm rooting for my team! and I think I dont look too bad here right LOL. (altho my face seems significantly chubbier -megasigh-)

rushed off after the game for a nice date in town with my beloved <3
nice lunch at Kung Fu Paradise where we got free soup and drink because they were having an unknown promotion YAY :D HAHAHA #cheapthrill

didnt know what to do after that because Singapore is really quite boring == which reminds me of an article I've read recently. but it's okay, that'll be another time. 
headed for an impromptu movie - Judgement Day

this movie might not be VERY realistic but it kinda brings out how people tend to neglect the ones around them and the ones who love them until when they realize that they've no time left. and I feel that this is especially applicable in a society like ours because we are all too caught up with our work and just our own lives to hardly have the time to show our appreciation for the people around us. although I'm guilty of this, I think it's pretty hypocritical when we only start to show our appreciation when theres hardly any time left, or when it's already too late. I mean, if the person hardly mattered to you before, then why does a crisis make them matter? 

which then again, brings me to a song from so many years ago, one that I've always found meaningful and one that always pushes me to tell the people around me how much I appreciate them. even small actions. it's the thought that counts and the smallest actions will suffice.


 If Tomorrow Never Comes - Ronan Keating 

feeling a little emotional tonight for some reasons, ohwell. 
I guess I'm just feeling like I care a little too much and get cared for a tad too little. which is why I just choose to shut myself out from many people. especially when there's a crowd, ohgosh crowds are the bane of my life now (BECAUSE I'M OFFICIALLY RID OF MASS PE *THROWS CONFETTI*). sometimes I just wish I'd stop getting treated like Iron Lady, sometimes it's just not alright. 
time for bed. 

Thursday, April 18, 2013

没有地球,太阳还是会绕。

april has been so sucky i cannot even find a word to describe it.
I SWEAR ONLY ONE GOOD THING HAS HAPPENED.


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100% As for PW!! 

Really soooooo glad that all of us got thru this with an A each, thank goodness for Mr Chew and the whole class because we really worked together, supporting each other in times of need and just being there for everyone :) havent gone for a meal with the group yet but i'm really looking forward to feasting to DH063~! :D

yeah ok. april has really been exhausting physically and mentally.
got back MCTs, way below unsatisfactory marks. really tired of all these but i'm not about to go on ranting here because it's seriously no use. 

napfa has been terrible too. it's like my 9 years low. cant even believe this shit. really hating myself for getting all these injuries that make me feel so crippled at times ._.

the smu innovation proj is really a good experience but it really feels like pw all over again ._. and it's just. tiring. really. as much as i enjoyed it, i cant wait for it to be over.

and we honestly have been spending so little time together because of our horribly disgusting schedules. theres no one to blame but just wish the timetabling comm could just be a lil' more compassionate. increasing amount of commitments and with As approaching. i guess this could go on until 27november. really a hint that i shouldnt hold on too tight to my emotional crutch any longer, it's time to be more independent and rely less on him so i dont burden him either.