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trick 'r treat.

omg. few entries below. i mentioned trick 'r treat as a highly anticipated movie which i thought was never released in singapore. den somehow a spur of moment search resulted in this! oh great, 2007. how did that happened?!

the 10min walk.

i had these thoughts while walking back home today. the short distance between northpoint and my house, prolly 10mins or so since i was taking my time.

being someone who've been chided by my mom ALWAYS to be dilly-dally with things, i guess it may be hard to tell that i believe days should be lived like there wont be another day tmr. since i get ill pretty often during my teens days, i've always suspected that my years will be cut short by my poor health. not to mention, the papers are filled with unpleasant sudden events that can happen to anyone if you're there at the right (or wrong?) time.

i dislike being put on hold. i dislike it when i get an indefinite wait as a reply. i hate the waiting. and waiting. and waiting. when someone promise me to do something, i get excited. real excited sometimes. den it didnt happen. i get disappointed. especially so when i've to wait indefinitely. it'll come i believe. while my disappointment starts gnawing on my lingering excitement seasoned with a pinch of hope and grows fatter and fatter. burp.

ohyea. i hate my computer. credits given for all the years it have served me but i'm someone who absolutely cannot tolerate a lagging computer and it is one now. i cant work on it, so i havent. and i hate myself for that. i've been toying with the idea of getting a brand new system for MONTHS. i'm ashamed even. though frustration greatly overrides that emotion. if you ask, why months? read the previous paragraph.

i dreamt that my prince charming rode his scooter to my house and gave me a new pc.

i oso dreamt that i ate paints and it tasted like jelly.

both were mere fantasy.

headache.

yest i lied in bed and touched my forehead. to my surprise, i actually felt my heartbeat. throbbing rhythmically. that was one hell of a headache.

fight.

my granny just got outta the hospital. she got readmitted to tan tock seng before and i paid her a visit. the brief visit jolted such harsh memories i was left feeling mildly depressed even till now. and vivid night dreams dont help much either.

i choked and felt a deep numbing feeling in my chest the moment i stepped out of the lift. the entire scene that greeted me, it was all so familiar. the green chairs. the wide windows where i sat, waiting through the night. waiting for something i may not even believe entirely in because everything felt surreal.

i let him go. i made no actual silent wishes or verbal behaviors of holding him back. because i was so caught up with myself. similarly, he let us go. he tried to make amendments. but it was all talks because they never happened.

when you dont put up a fight for what you want, the other party will never know if you really cherish it. sometimes people need to FEEL it. i know that but didnt understand it then.

.. it's amazing how much tears flowed for this short entry.

treasure hunting.

been putting off organising my drawer for months! bless whatever that hit me today to do it. had a few laughs discovering things left forgotten like my picturebook-style diary. feels like buying an album to paste all the ticket stubs, or a scrapbook maybe. it's a nice walk down the memory lane. plus i'm $64.20 richer now!

my first try on cell-shading, going by with my instinct on where the light falls etc. i surprise myself sometimes, picking skills up randomly.

yeah.

lost key.

the geese, by anne-julie.

always been a fan of anne-julie's artwork. it's melancholic yet beautiful! i've been eyeing her jewelries for ages and was extremely delirious when i snagged the above! ..but two months passed and it's nowhere near my doorstep. was daaaaaaaamn upset on mon when she confirmed my mail's prolly lost (and nicely offered a refund).

BUT! she emailed me yest that she've found spares and could make me the exact same piece! w00t! prolly should celebrate after i receive it but still, that single email made my day!

ahh did something i've not done for ages.. watch trailers for the entire afternoon (okay what's left of it when i woke up)! there's few movies to anticipate! trailers are awesome, even if the movies suck in the end.

watchmen -- cant resist superheroes flicks.
underworld, rise of the lycan -- despite not quite rememberin much of the previous.
hotel for dogs, iceage: dawn of the dinos -- just plain fun.
inkheart -- brendan fraser.
harry potter, half blood prince -- just two more to go..
angels and demons -- i enjoyed da vinci code enough to watch it twice. looking as good.
trick or treat -- seen this trailer last year i think but the movie nvr featured! according to imdb, it's a dvd-release! OMG. has strong feelings for this flick, plot and imagery looks promising.
parasomnia -- outta all the trailers, this is THE one that made me sat up. i dont get the synopsis but it's definitely on my watch list!

thinks these few weeks been pretty mm, unbelievable. for one, the fire of my wow addiction's flickering and i hardly explored wrath yet! was supposed to catch up with it today yet i didnt even login.

ding!

lost my phone.

i had a bit of a drink last night. yet i still cant sleep!

last week (and on mon), we had our midterms. boy, what a disaster! i've been slacking and pushing my work aside for as long as i can. i skipped so so so many lectures (which is still fine if i read the text and self study but i didnt). sooo it's all piled up! and sadly, my pea-brain seems to need lunar energy to work so i've been sleeping mostly in the day, studying at night.. thinks that's what spoiling my clock - the uber late nights.

i lost my phone. gosh it's my purplish slingbag's fault AGAIN. mm deja vu. couple years ago, i lost my SAMSUNG SLIDER phone at MARINA SQUARE cuz my PURPLISH BAG is bit squishy (my bag contents tend to drop easily if i put stuff in its back pocket). never got that phone back and even paid a hundred bucks cuz some freak used it for overseas calls before i canceled the line.

now.. i lost my current SAMSUNG SLIDER again, had my PURPLISH BAG, and we went MARINA SQUARE! ..though technically, i dropped it at my friend's car. BIG relief. i was so freaked out yest when i realised, del was trying to calm me down cuz apparently i was half screaming at 4am. amusingly, my friends were freaked out too. by the foreign caller music in wee morning, at the back of the car. AHAHA. fortunately i changed outta my hellgirl ringtone eh.

GO watch house bunny

i guess most people have listened to jay chow's album 魔杰座. i love 稻香, been ages since i listened to chinese songs. i tried raymond lam's album "your love" too. it's nice, but not captivating enough imo. i'm still very much in love with dbsk's new korean (finally!) songs mm, namely..