Taking up the cross

It was easy to help an old lady take her walking thingy when she got off the bus. It was even easier to flash a wide smile at this cute lil kid who had the sweetest look and smile whom just popped by beside u in the bus, even when ur feeling super down. But why issit so hard to decide on following God's way or my way??

It really hit me today of how unworthy i was to be loved by God. An old christian song dat I've sung over and over in church. "This is my desire to honour You" it goes. It is true dat it has always been my desire to honour God but even so, i have soo fallen short of it. Wrong decisions, wrong actions, wrong words, wrong thoughts. There's just a never ending wrongness in me.

Are we dat lovable till God sent His only son to die for us? I doubt many of us can say "Im such a great person and the world was a better place with me in it" Well, I find it amazing how God can still love us even when we are so faulty. I believe it's more of his grace and unconditional love rather than God loving us cos we're lovable.

An experience that humbled me soo much to see how great his love is. Yet, I'm still thinking of whether i should do the right thing or follow what i want. Sigh sometimes taking up the cross is not exactly the easiest thing.

Matthew 16:24
Then Jesus said to his disciples, "If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me.

Signin off: Miss u n wanna be wif u

Im fweee!

After exam like no mood to write blog liaw :P Hiaks Guess im more to enjoying the free time i have for now. Well, today's itenary is fuller than a normal skul day! Except its non related to books and papers!! :) Hehe It's gonna be Harbour Town then Freo with lem.

Shop shop shop :)

In skul now tho. Paid my fees and thats one thing off my list for the day! :)

Signin off: Goin to shop!!!!!!

Hot!! Too hot!

Ok this time its not the weather. Remind me next time never ask for extra spicy from a Malaysian restaurant! Mee goreng just now was just over my spicy limit. The whole thing was practically red. Now my throat feels sore.

It's commitment Sunday this week. I knew it was on the last week of this month but i never knew it would come so soon. Always thought it was next week. Anyways, rushed n filled in the 2008 Commitment form. Just praying that I'll be commited to wat I've written. Pretty tough but i believe its something worthwhile.

Okays, I'd better leave it or the day. My calculators and papers are waitin for me :(

Signin off : Bubble tea high~

Back to the younger days

Had a whacky afternoon studying at the dinner table with my cute housemates :P No distractionz from the internet and my bed *proudz* We just kept suing each other throughout our study session :P They were studyin law contract (i think dat's wat its called) and its pretty interesting wat kind of cases they have in ther :) From horses to somethin (bug?? Can't remember) in their canned drink. Lols

Ended the night by taking a walk down memory lane to the playground nearby. Wish i was a kid again.. Those days.. no stress, naive and just pure fun! Hiaks jumpin around with so much braveness, never really knowing wat the word "hurt" means. Well, dat applies until u actually fall and start sniffing :)

As age seem to creep by, the more questions we ask, the more things we understand. Even the simplest things we once knew now become complex and complicated. Even sitting on a slide, I started considering whether it'll stand my weight and whether its actually safe. It's amazing how much faith a child can have. Falling was not an obstacle, it just meant a few streaks of tears and everything will be ok. Even a "I hate u" will only last for a few moments, and very soon they'l love u again.

Thankful dat I'll always be a child to my parents and powerful Papa above! :)

Signin off : A child's faith is wat i want.

Nap?? Yea rite..

One of those days where i took a "nap" and never actually woke up till now . Haha :) Guess my timing wasn't dat far off from my waking up time when I was in St Co. Hiaks Im da type dat studies better in the mornin which is good. Wierd thing was been smellin smoke outside my window just now. Havin block nose now n Im not sure whether its still there. Hopefully its just some bush fire somewher and not someone's house burning.

Doesn't seem lik there's much I can do also.

Goin out with lemon and becoming his sesat navigator later. If he remember to pick up his navigator la :P Osman is flying off today. He finished off his degree and is going back to HK liaw. Not even sure when we will meet again. Gonna miss the Saturdays that four of us spend week after week man!

The inseperable pair :)

Them againz!

Osman and his new car Lol

Have a safe trip Osman!!!

Signin off : Back to bedz for a while

Lols Im a bird :)

You Would Be a Pet Bird

You're intelligent and witty, yet surprisingly low maintenance. You charm people easily, and they usually love you a lot more than you love them. You resent anyone who tries to own or control you. You refuse to be fenced in. Why you would make a great pet: You're very smart and entertaining Why you would make a bad pet: You're not interested in being anyone's pet! What you would love about being a bird: Flying, obviously What you would hate about being a bird: Being caged

What Kind of Pet Would You Be?

2 more papers!!!!

I just love Info Sys :) Haha Wonder why? Cos the test paper dat came out wasnt too hard for my finals :P Lols Good thing that from now on all my tests are in the mornin, cos the weather's been crazy!

36 degrees was wat the weather forecast was. Yes, Im very tempted to just walk around in a bikini. Haha If everyone else was blind, I dun really mind doin so :P Lols. I was just enjoying the aircond and studying in the library around lunch time. Was thinkin I'll head for home after it gets a lil cooler la. Din wanna be fried.

I was wrong again. When I finaly decided to go home, the radio announced a 38 degrees outside!! Waiting for the bus was a horrible experience. I felt like I was about to faint n die. Couldn breathe n the wind that blew by made it even hotter and flies.. UGHHH! Dun wanna comment on them liaw~ Bet whoever's readin is bored of me n my fly complaints. Why can't they just be less friendly and stop stickin to our faces?!? Ok ok enuf of tat.

How I miss Msia man! Smart flies and nice warm weather. Cheap bubble milk tea n mee kolok hmmm hmmm *mind drifts off*

Signin off : The sweet thoughts of home :)

One crazy family :)

Dinner was yummy! Claire n Brett had tis photo msg board thing hung up on the wall with all the previous homestay kids :P She needed a pic of me so take lo. Me n my housemates were chilling on the sofa then. We had all the clean laundry we picked up from the laundry basket on our laps :) While Claire was switching on the light to make the place brighter, Brett was lik "Take a picture without those clothes". It din click to me at first til Claire went "WHAT!? Can't believe you said that!"

We all burst out in laughter :) Hehe Pictures were taken, laughter faded away n the lights were once agained dimmed. Claire realized that she doesnt hav a pic of Allie either. She was in her pyjammas at tat time.

"But she doesn't wear anything" Claire blurted. We all just looked at her and burst out in laugher againz! Brett and Claire were even alright :P Lols They are just the cutest ever man!

Got into the whole moving house topic with Emily n she asked me not to move. Gonna miss u too gal. It's still a pretty subjective thing lo. Depends whether we can even get a house. Yet another thing to fan after my exam. Hehe

Anyways, we had fun bullying Eugene,the family bird afterwards :)

Signin off : Hitting the books..erm papers again! Information System this time round

2 down 3 to go

English went ok. After dat all my brains cells died liaw. Physics was in the afternoon. My physics gone i think. My marks are so gonna disappoint Lou *sniff sniff* Oh wells, gonna start cramming for tommorow again~

U know? I have no idea how we did so many papers in a day back home in Msia. Here like one paper i already drained liaw. Wat more to say two. Hehe..Prob cos i never really bothered in Msia :P Lalalala

Signin off : zZZzzZZz

I graduated~

Haha I graduated Yr 11 today :) And tomorrows my exam!! Hehs Did enjoy myself during graduation though. All of us were a bit crazee hehe. Many snapshots were taken alright :P N i shall be guai *for once* and not think of uploading em. Very sure that once I start I wont stop!!

By the way, to the one that had been sitting beside me all yr : If u really ever do read this ever, Im pretty thankful that u've been sitting beside me. Very sure that if u havent, I wud have died of boredom long long time ago. Hehe Decayed in my seat probably :P

Anyways, 15 hours till my first paper and 6 more days till freedom. Completely nadai semangat (don't hv mood) to study! Flying start just finished off their exams today and we are the only ones left in skul :( Even Li is flying tonight *pouts*

Been making myself study in the lbrary whole day. Gud thing was it was nice and cool in ther la :) I like our college's library actually. Pretty decent place to pop by and study. Was there since 8 and graduation was at 12.30 noon. The downside was instead of looking good in the pictures, I looked more like a panda. Haha :)

I feel so mentally drained now.

Oh yeah, and there was a fly attack at Curtin bus stop today. Super many of them!! I think those chicken wing stalls by the roadseide u get back home also not that much flies!! It's worst when the sun was just baking you. My jeans felt lik they were gonna ignite and burn. Hiaks no more jeans for the next few day's for sure! 35 degrees on Friday! How in the world am i gonna think in this weather oh??

Signin off : Orange hands and feet~

Chillin~

Initial plan was study but yea. Lou wanted the assignment i tot he never remembered so went home n took it :) Now im just chillin around waiting to watch Transformers. Haha Cookies n Cream tatses soo nice. Trying my best to make it last till class. Hiaks Handed in my Chem experiment too. Surprised tat Frank's back. Good to know he's alrite :)

Oh yeah, wanna thank Joe sooo much. Hehe Wat he sed just boosted my confidence level in the sub of calc. Wanted to ask him since quite long ago whether he thinks I can survive thru it if i continue taking calc. Who's a better person to ask than Joe. Well, I never quite mastered the courage to but yea his words today really help heaps :) I shall work super hard!! Hehe Thanks again Joe!

Which reminds me. Time to go buy all the maths booklet and some revision books for next yr. Chiaos bloggie~

Signin off : Another rojak feeling day? Haha

Rojak Feelings~

My rojak =

Kangkong
Got my English report back. One which we spent the most time on and weighed the most. Was quite sien by the results la. Well, it wasn't a bad mark. Just that so much effort spent on it n yet it was things lik too detailed that i got marked down on. Hmmm hmm dun care la :)

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Toufu
Went to my fren's place during free period and haha we had a war! Bully me onli somebody! Champ kindly reminded me that i still had classes after my break when he himself never turned up for the first two classes cos he needed sleep. Funny la him :P And yea, was a lil late but did reach class after all :) Reluctantly tat was

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Sotong
Watched Transformers for English class. Cool eh? Watched before dy but its a movie dats worth repeating alright! :) My classmates were so cute!! One was just fascinated by the fact that he is actually watching the non ciplak (non pirated)version of Transformers n just started comparing between the two. Stuff lik how both the ciplak and original had the Dreamworks sign and there was a kid sitting on the moon fishing... He kept the class entertained for awhile :) Wells, this was till a Beijing dude gave him a hard nudge :P Hiaks

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Cucumber
Never realized today was gonna be some of our last class for the subjects we've got. Pretty sad lo. So far, I have some really great teachers and yea its sad to think that will prob not have them teach us for next yr anymore. Annette(English teacher) passed out choc freddos and it was sweet of her to do so :) Gonna miss her bubbly character. One of the teachers tat im gonna miss most is Maria. Loving and caring and always with a smile on her face, i enjoyed sitting right next to her in IS classes :P Haha I owe all my high scores in IS to her :) Hiaks Gonna miss Lou (Physics) too! I have nvr had a better Physics teacher in my life. So complicated yet so simple in his classes :P Was never a Physic gal before i came. Shud see my ever more "beautiful" results.

Hmmmmm *thinks* maybe graduation lunch is a good idea after all. Time to take all the pictures i never manage to take :) hehe

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Peanut Sauce
Nothing better to top things off with some nice sauce (In rojak context). Walking home as usual, a stranger on rollerblades unexpectedly just passes by, greets you with a warm "hello" and gives u the sweetest smile you have ever seen :) Dats one of the reasons why i like the land of Ozi.

1 Thessalonians 4:18
Give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.

God, I thank You for my rojak feelings! Really, I do :)

Signin off: *smiles* I stole some kangkong from amu :)

Bubbles~

Lunch for today. Do u see any noodles?? Cos i cant seem to find them either. Summore it was suppose to be some crispy chow mien :P Hehs The gravy n stuff was pretty nice tho. Oh wells, the shop was helpin me reduce fats i guess :) Just all the $$$$ fly away onli.

My study companion of the day!! :) Hehe Im happy! too bad they din have pearls ready. *shakes head* Hence the jelly milk tea. Guess dat will have to do :P

Signin off: Off to study!

Tourguide

Seemed lik ages since i last saw Li :P Well, after she goes back its gonna be three months! Haha Unless she flies to Msia for holiday la. Anyways, finally me and her got the chance to be Carousel's tourguide (Perth's biggest shopping mall):P Lols It was always our dream to be one! Hiaks Since im forever there anyways. Like wat Zhung says, I live in Coles :)

Vivian was this new china gal in Perth and it was pretty nice to be able to bring her around. Showed her Coles, Woolies n dat sorta thing around carousel. Brought her for Msian food too! Well, we got "Malaysian service" from the Tauke also :P

Signin off: Arghhhh im actually bloggin again~

Noooo!!

So much of studying. heh Fisrt, i ended up reading people's blog and second i ended up writing a blog entry! :( Somebody help!!!! Procrastination *does tis word even exist?* has became my proffesionality. Finals are like in a few days time and im STILL like this!

Kewl thing bout next few days is that there's actually a graduation lunch thing fr ur Yr 11's. I have no idea wat we are actually "graduating" for since we still hav to come back n do foundation next yr but yea. We are graduating one day before finals. :P How cool is that. Lols Good thing is that ther will be no classes on that day :)

Anyhows, goin to Curtin library pia books later. Hope dat helps from all the distractions dat distracting me! Esp u bloggie *poke poke*

Signin off: somebody slap me

When i met Ester...

Too happy till forgot to write bout this. Chem class today was funny. 1st of all, we were doing carbon chemistry and teacher was teaching bout Esters. Feels so wierd le. It's like teacher keep talking bout you but he's actually refering to some chain of carbons linked together :) Hehe N apparently how i was made was

carboxylic acid + alchohol -> ester + water

Haha ok being lame here. Anyways, remembering the times when i was just strolling around in St Co. and my form 5 fwens just keep saying "Esther you stink!" :P Haha well, i had a totally diff exeprience here with esters. Never smelt the actual chem but teacher came in with a box of wat seemed like coloured candies.

"Cool! Esters are so colourful!" i thought. The teacher passed a green tub down and he's like u can have one each. We were like huh? He sed they were apple flavoured jelly beans n we were still lik huh? "Eat them" he sed. I was sitting right in front. Took one biji reluctantly and just kept staring at it. Knowing well enough that we werent suppose to taste any chemicals and stuff in a lab and the next thing u know your teacher asks you to eat those jelly bean like things?! ****Poisonous**** was wat went through my mind.

"They taste quite good" he added. Ok..here goes nothing. Popped it in my mouth and surprisingly it was in fact jelly beans and summore tastes gud :P He passed down another tub dat was banana flavoured and we just munched on em as he taught us how ester plays its part in all these. Soo kewl! Can't believe we actually ate jelly beans in chem class :)

Anyhows, ester tastes nice to me and for now i shall stand firm and say "I don't stink!" :P

Signin off : Ester ester :)

Chocolate Collectionz~

Friday the 16th - officially started buying chocolates to bring home :) Hehe I'll usually start writing a shopping list before i fly and just make sure I get all da stuff i need to stuff into my luggage. Well, one things for sure. Chocolates are always on th list!! :P Wat to do? Got chocolate lover back home *poke poke* :) Got the one near my house, got my lahling. Hmmm banyak le :) Anyways, its my pleasure!! Eh, the one near my house, I'll make sure they'l be peanut slabs all over ur bed when i get back! Haha ok ok, probably not ALL over ur bed la. I bankrupt later! :P It probably wont even reach Miri also. Later in Kl all u habiskan liaw Lols Miss ya!

Officially finished all my assignments too! :) So happy. Well, actually still got one hanging one for physics, but some questions we nvr learnt before. Then teacher sed he's gonna explain but he nvr did so yea :P Not my prob. Haha

Dunno why but feel so free today. Home early, passed up assignment just now, enjoyed a pink bar of Kit Kat and Thinking about the mangoes hangin on the mangoe trees in my Msia house *drools* :P Im hapy alrite. Summore all my form 5 fwens online!! Missing u all!! Nvm tahan a few more weeks and i shall be back!!!! *evil grins*

Oh yeah, meet some of my family members in my room :) Made a family potrait of them hehe


Signin off : I'm supposed to be stressed out! :P

Waiting :)

Waiting for a fwen of mine to take picture with her. Some of my Yr 12 fwens finishing exams today. So unfair!! One is even flying back today~ Well, in fact many of my Uni friends are done too. :(

Oh well, sympathies for us Yr 11's and SPM ppl. Looking on the bright side, it's not too long a wait till we gain freedom and forget bout books :P Oh yeah, chose subjects today and decided to take up calculus. Malaysian students are brought up to cope with subjects, not choose and drop wat they cant cope with. History, Moral..bleh! Anyways, lets just hope I'm Malaysian enough to cope up with that subject :P

Can actually feel all the stress slowly creeping in as next year draws nearer every day! Heh~ Dunno whether I'll survive thru the subjects i chose.

Signing off : Stop procrastinating gurl!

Keane, u were rite. I am crazy goin into stuff like this with people. *no offense but yea* N surprisingly u came online at this hour~

Thank God :)

Chemistry class was next. A sigh of relief as I was done with my test for the day. However, an undone chemistry assignment in my pen drive was worrying me. I hate soaps and detergents! Hah.. The more research done the blurer I got and it was just impossible to get information that does not contradict with each other. In my lil mind, soap = detergent and they are all the same sorta thing. I was hoping and praying hard that the teacher wud just forget that the word "assignment" exists. Well, my hopes were pretty high cos he never mentioned a thing in class. Erm, tat lasted till the last minute of class la.

"To tell or not to tell" was wat went thru my mind. I did try to finish it up but guess i wasnt trying hard enough. Well, i reluctantly walked up and blurted out the whole situation. Expected the worst to happen. To my surprise, Owen was still cool and he straight away said i can hand it in on Fri. He even explained the whole soap detergent business! Im just so thankful. :) He saved me from hating soaps all my life :P Lols

Okayz, that was morning :) Mood change towards the afternoon. Haha Im like some weather forecast person predicting weather. Anyways, always thought I was someone who can put up a strict face when i need to. Esp after all the training when ur part of this group :)


Miss em~
Guess i prooved myself wrong! :P Lalala ~ Ok ok, back to topic. Went to fwens place to teman my fwen who needed a fwen after dat. :)

Walking home was the usual walk lo. Flies buzzing everywher! Stickin to me like i was some big stinky rubbish. Just hope they wud just stop stalking me man! A sudden loud "BANG!!" made me jump to the side. It was as though somthing exploded behind me lo. Wat happened was actually some car drove straight into a van in front of it while waiting in a jam. Poor car. Kasian drivers and poor wallets. Well, it was a good thing that none of them was hurt hurt. Okayz, lets not go ther.

Chattin wif Mandy now~ Makin me miss fwens back in Miri onli. Ah gurl, we shall meet up some day k? Hehehe (Ps. I still hav the red doggie pillow on my bed) :)

Signin off : I hav no idea why im blogging so much lately~

Dirty Laundry

Dirty laundry in the basket
Piling up as days go by
Dirty laundry of diff colours
Popped in my mind today

Habits, actions, words and ways
Surrounds us every day
Stains adding up day by day
With this very shirt i wear

My choice you wud say
I'd rather it be Yours
Stains will always stay
As pieces of the past

Signing off: Wash ur dirty laundry! :P

Looking back :)

Had fun with Wen Hui, Si Ying and Daphne (is tat how i spell ur name?) at Carousel today. One whacky bunch of shi gao (empat ketul or four blobs) of fwens we are man! :) Anyways, something i discovered as we dreaded our way back to school.

Wen Hui's badminton and ping pong career started off in a kampung Holiday Inn Hotel at some dam near Kuching! :P Hehe The hotel was literally a long house. *memories*

Memories had brought me to remember some good ol times we spent...

(KK June 04)

Papa n mama taking romantic pic :P

The kid's dorm (lounge room) at Mt Kinabalu National Park Chalet

Wen Hui and I trying to be Bollywood stars

We never suceeded and decided to camouflage with the grass instead :)

Group Picture :)

Us Kids and Karen Laling *miss her*

Amu wasnt ther for this trip le. Prob was in the land of Ozi studying then. U know? These are probably like one of the oldest digital pictures I hav on my hardisk :) We were still using scaners before that i think :P Haha Okies, im sooo suppose to be studying and fnishing off my assignment!

Singin off : Miss travellin with u all :) Seems lik we all ended up travellin to the World Trade Towers of Beijing. Lols

Compromising :)

Tempted to :
1. Go carousel and shop
(i know, I go pass it every day but just feel lik it now)
2. Get a nice cold drink or ice cream in this hot weather
3. Blog

Things to do :
1. Assignment due tomorrow
2. Info sys test
3. Homework

Free period now and guess what? Im bloggin now. Did some notes for assignment, not going for Chem class tonight and study for tomolo. N best of all, goin Carousel with Wen Huei they all in a minute :) Gonna get my Gloria Jeans! :) Wohooo!

Signing off : Reading my assignment notes on the bus :) Hehehe

One point of a time a thought i had another yr to think..

Finito with Chem test for the day Yays :) Super duper hot today. Went up to 39 degrees!! Crazy one. Lucky our school library makes a nice lil hiding place :P

Some ISO staff came and talk to our class about subjects and choices we can make for next year. Looks like I need to do some serious thinking again :( Looking at whether or not to take up calculus again. For an entry score next year, what's gonna happen is tat they're gonna take 3 of ur best marks and average em.

Calculus was a sub i thought I will take up so that I wud have an alternative of doing engineering if I dun do vet. Thing is, just realize that it isn't a prerequisite for either course. Interesting kan? Getting into engineering doesnt need calculus :P Its just a plus to have it. Always thought it was a must to take it up for da course :P Anyways, im not exactly that good at calculus lo. Wondering if taking it wud actually help or just pull my avrg down. On the other hand, I hav no idea wat other subjects to take up if I dun do calculus. Never done any business subject in my life and i seriously doubt i would be anywhere near good at it. Oh yeah, and to get into UQ from WA, I wud need super high marks! :/

Hmmm Lets see what u think. If i do take up calculus, this is what my list of subjects wud look like:
~ Calculus
~ Applic Maths
~ Chemistry
~ Physics
~ ELACS

Sounds pretty crazy right?!? Haiz haiz..Dilema dilema. God, help! Decision due on Thurs.

Signing off : Prayers

Things learnt in church today

Series : Wrestling with God
Sermon : You've Got To Have Soul

1. The attention for the soul is usually not crowded out by the bad things. It's the good things like daily routines and so on.

2. When things are distorted for the soul, this will lead to chaos in everything else. Yet, all we do is keep focusing on the other things.

3. Saying "I do" in a marriage vow is not the end of loving the person. It's just the begining. Same goes when it comes to the soul. When you accept God, it is only the beigining of a jourey and growth.

4. Discipline grants us freedom for God to produce something beautiful in us.

5. When you have a dirty cup, its no use if u only clean the outside. Though it may look great, it's still dirty on the inside. Clean wats inside first. Organize your soul and everything else will fall into place.

Signing off : Shower

Another Sunday Morning :)

Cant believe its Sunday already :) Time just flies. Exams are like in one weeks time and uni students are already starting theirs officially tomolo. Supposed to be stressed out and all but im kinda enjoying a laid back Sunday afternoon now. Not a good thing when i have a test tomolo :P

I need a bigger table man. One of those big huge conference tables would be nice :P Haha.. My table now is lik so crammed up with stuff. Anyways, im happy. Took my hardisk back from Pat and now i have more songs to listen to! Stole two Cd's from papa too :P Muahahaha.. Papa's song preference n mine vry similar.Hiaks Wat to do, like papa like daughter Haha. *Ps i meant "papa" k?

Went to Taka with "mummy", evil twin they all. Nice to hang round em again. Gonna miss em tho. By the end of next week many will fly home liaw. Mama predicted that i wont finish my rice and she was rite again!!! Bleh :P Nvm at least it meant i had space for bubble tea *slurps* Watsup with me and food lately man.

Oh yeah, went to Northbridge with Lemon, Li n Osman yesterday as well. Maybe the last as well *sniffs* Osman finishin liaw. Lemon will be lonely n no Osman to hug liaw Haha. Cute when you see both of em argue lik husband n wife liddat :P Speakin bout arguing, should call u la apek. Gonna do that now. Uiiii!!forgot to ask for your blog add again! Nvm la..can bug u siao siao in Miri :P

Pretty Jacaranda Twee

Northbridge Festival

Li n Lemon studyin hard at ES Teller

Osman thinking of lemon :)

My yucky ice avocado. Imagine something that tastes like milo and has avocado floating in it!


Church was kewl today. We had the Sons of Korah performing at Subi and they were good! A lot of diff genre's which some i love and some are not much of my taste of music. But no doubt they were GOOD though!! Lols

Sons of Korah


Today went to Northbridge festival again with papa, Hywell n Max :) Quite kewl. There were multicultural ppl doing lion dance and these kewl, latin looking guys playing super nice pieces on classical guitars. Ice cream n bubble milk tea temaned us as we strolled through the festival. Not to mention heaps n heaps of FLIES!!!!Then went to one house for garage sale. Hehe Kinda lik garage sales le. Well, last week went for quite a few :P For this week we checked out one n just sang our way through in the car. lols

The change I got from bubble tea :0

Latin lookin guys. Some pro camera man took picture of them with da kids watching and i thought it was pretty kewl so ikut only :)

Me and me again waiting for Papa to get his Gelato


Papa erm..caught turning around? :)

Some "chinese" orchestra thingy

Hywell became a dad today :) Congrats!

Christmas deco goin up :) Cant wait to get home!


Blogging and facebook are just so addictive man! I just feel like continue blahing on and on and just doin stuff on facebook and not study~ Lalalaa Somebody help! :) A big slap may help. Haha

U know? Can't believe tommorow's SPM liaw and i still really cant believe I am here and skipping everything! :P Its like all ur life as a kid growing up in Malaysia, you kinda look forward for that day when you actually finish sitting for SPM and be free from secondary skul. FREEEEDDOOOM!! Well, my typical Malaysian student story turned not so typical. A sudden change, a sudden move and the next thing I know is that I'm not even sitting for SPM anymore! *wierdz*

Anyways, to all those form 5 ppl out there, Gambateh and God Bless! Pray that God will give you the diligence to sit for your exams. Same goes for all my Uni fwens! *hugs*

Singin off : I dun wanna see my books!!! Somebody take them away..Please :)

Hmmm Hmm

It's amazing how dinner can cheer me up so much! My homestay parents are just adorable! Our "family" here do da whackiest stuff.From Brett trying to pronounce chinese words, to disussions about airports and lil stories here and there. Oh yeah and blaming each other for the splat of sauce on the table cloth :P Dishes was a family thing here at the Wheildons and Allie, our newly recruted family member, does a good job at making sure the dishes are spotless. "Heyyyyy.." she wud say when it din pass her standard. Emily and Ellen are one of the cutest ive met here. They're sweet. We had lotsa fun hangin round the house and hmmm figuring out an answer to why there's always no laundry for *...* in the laundry basket :)

On the other hand, my homestay "mum" is the cutest mum ever. She has a bubbly personality and dresses soooo everly cutely cute! :P U wudn agree more if u see her in person lo. She's a great cook too. Made me fell in love with Korean food :) U-go-gi (however u spell tat) is just soo mouth watering! It's like pork cooked with some sauce then you wrap em up with letuce and just munch ur way through it. *drools* Couldn stop eating it just now. Not to mention all the tons of Kimchi that I ate all these while. Blessed to have them as a homestay family. N seriously, I dun think I wud mind staying on here next year. Love em to bits. Just dat maybe I need more independence la. Too spoilt liaw. Anyhow, this wont stop me from feeling contented with wat I have and share here in this "family".

Counting my blessings.

Signing off : U all made my day~

Blehs

Been thru too much of these stuff and sometimes i wish i could just run away and hide. Trust me, uncertainty along with certain problems are no fun at all. But the wierd thing was, this time it was just so different. Was this decision really God's way? Tears were still involved, not wanting to let go was still there but the peace that i feel after obeying is just..overwhelming.

I was testing God on this decision with something that i knew was'nt going to happen. Plain stupid I would say. Guess part of me just wanted the answer to be a Yes.

An answer was what i was looking for and I asked for a sign. I wanted to know what God thinks. Din want to make the same mistake like before. I wasn't expecting much of an answer though. Wierd as it may sound, i felt God spoke to me through a friend of mine. For once i wasn't feelin confused about the whole thing. Although it was not the answer i wanted it to be, I guess God's way will always be the better one.

Dear God,
I really dunno whether i did the right thing. I've made so many wrong decisions and not listening to You was one of the worst. I dun understand much of this now and what role this will play in the big picture You have in mind but I pray that You will put enough trust in me to rely on You fully. Strengthen our hearts Lord. Amen.

Was thinking about the song that Karen used to walk down the aisle during her wedding day :

In Your hands
I commit again
With all I am
For You Lord.

Guess I'll leave it here for today. Im super tired and no brains left to think much.


Signing off : Miss u and will remember you in prayers~

Procrastinating againz..

Guess what?? Temptations to blog is kicking in :) Hehe Been reading a couple of friends blogs and all and thought maybe i should start typing in more perfect England :P N probably get rid of all the .... that im so used to typing. May be pretty annoying to the eye i think. :P

Hmmm exams are round the corner for most of us studying people - SPM, finals and so on.Just wanna say ALL THE BEST!! and God Bless! Advise: Look forward to what's beyond the exam papers.... FREEDOM! :) Lols

Ok ok, better head off for books.

Signing off : God, pls help me do wats rite *deep thoughts..*

Kewls

Haha..was just bored in IS class and checking out my fwen's blogs when i came across David's. Lols..Interesting stuff he has there. :) Try reading it :P Hiaks..

Signing off : Rushin home to ZZZzz

I wan my bed!!! :P

Im missing my bed.. Sleepy le..Hehe..Slept erm super late again last nite :) When the ISO interviewed me, i was like half asleep answerin her questions :P Hehe.. Oh yeah..n if ur inerested, the onli reason i was interviewed was cos im under 18. Theyre makin sure eveythin is goin ok n all la.. The teacher who interviewed me sed tat i shud consider whether to take calc next yr or not lo..Cos my results are not tat great :( *sniffs* Hehe..Its been a great improvement frm wat it was in St Co tho :P Haha..Add Maths + Esther Siong = not a very preety picture :)
But yea lo..may give it a shot next yr.. At least i hav an alternative to do engineerin if i change my mind from vet science. Dunno le.. Hehe..Being blurz just doesnt help when it comes to maths..Lols

Havin a presentation later and hoping things will go ok lo..N lets just pray my pen drive will co-operate this time. It was moody last Friday n just din wanna work lo. Hehs.. N it decided to work after the class when teacher asked me to try again :/

Klas, better run or gonna be late for class :) Buhbyes bloggie

Signing off : ZzzzzzZzzzzZ

Bloggie!

Wah...so long so long havent written anythin here liaw.. Finally a tiny bit more freer after the past few weeks. Was busy doin diff stuff for the pass weeks. Actually, suppose to be tidying up my room now but... :P Heheehe Bloggin seems more appealing.Hiaks.. My room looks like kena atomic bomb again..After being super busy for the last week.. Feels lik im some Uni student cos this period of time is their "stress time". Assignments, exams and all. Anyhows, was quite happy tat i can squeeze some time for bloggin today..Upload some pics and all. N guess wat? Dun think i can cos Pat Pat has my hardisk with all da pics inside :P Im just gonna go thru briefly lo. Dinner time is soon also. Speaking of dinner time. Its almost 7pm and its still super bright outside! :P Why u may ask? Day light saving n summer is coming.. A bit not used to it lo..

Was having a nap after skul the other day..Woke up around seven fifteen. Looked at my watch and it read 7.15. Looked outside..nice n bright..Blurz as i can be..I double checked the time on my watch - 7.15. I usually wake up at 6.45 for skul and i pretty much din believe wat i saw on my watch. "Crap!!! Im late for skul!" I thought.. Blur n feelin a bit wierd..Felt lik i was at skul just moment ago n im goin again? Time cant be that quick. Before jumpin off my bed n rushed to the bathroom, it finally hit me that I DID just came back frm skul and it was 7.15 at NIGHT!! Relieved..I popped back into the warmth of my blanky and before soon it was time for dinner :P Haha..

N for today..it will be dinner time pretty soon as well. So..to speed up stuff.. Here's da stuf i did for the past few weeks :

30 October - That Sunday after exam, flew to KL with a super excited heart. I got to go home and nobody knows! :)

1-4 October - Spent with my frens and church buddies in Miri! Got to see Nana, Kor, ROCKY!! and lots of other fwens too! *hugs*

5-15 October - Beijing with Papa n Mama + yi po n yi kong (shop shop n eat eat) :)

16 October - Never turned up at skul for the first day. Not my fault as i always say.. :p No connectin flight from Beijing to Perth :P Hehe..Spent a night in Kl. Oh yeah..silly Air Asia went n canceled my flight!

17 onwards - back to skul
Last week - My super busy week!
Monday- test
Tuesday-test
Wednesday- "free" kononnya
Thurday- Written report in class
Friday- Presentation on report and playing drums for OCF

It was the last OCF meetin for the year liaw..Soo bu she de man! Can't believe there's no more papa or Lisa pickin me up friday evening n all *sniffs* Guess ill have to wait till next yr.

Today..I slept till i super puas.. Woke up only like ard 11 noon. Haven been sleepin much durin my busy week. Anyways, went to library with Li n Ying to study.. Din do much of my work tho..Keep gettin stuck in maths! Forgot a lot of stuff dy :/ Its worse when u hav a mind like Dowry the fish in Nemo.

Wells, im happy :P Got the sleep i wantd..and NEEDED i shud say :P Hehe.. Btw, its the time of the yr where u see ppl on the streets and doin their Taichi n Dance routines with their hands again! Thx to Mr Fly! Sooo many of them man! Annoying annoying! :P Kla..goin for dinner

Signin off : Buzzzzzz